non-lucid

This was a very vivid dream, and I remembered a huge part of it, possibly caused by the HILD technique (uses a mantra, only during self-hypnosis)
This post is very messy, so my apologies, but I'm not gonna straighten it up.

1: I was playing with Ernie from Sesame Street (!?) in my room. Mom encouraged my younger brother to do the same. (okeey..)
Afterwards, I apparently decided to take a stroll in my underwear, in the middle of the night. Acutally, I just went a few steps outside a door in my room (wich is pretty none-existant IRL) and started to bleed from my nose. To stop it I cuffed a fist snow into my face. The snow wasn't really cold, it never is in my dream. It had a cotton candy-like feel to it.
As I lifted my face, about to head back in, I saw a grey car park on the raod beaneath my yard.
That caused me to run inside, heart in my troat. Although I had little hope that anyone would take me seriously. I quickly slam my door shut and lock it. I dress, then hurries to dad, to tell him about the "robbers".
He doesn't take me seriously, as the old tale of dreams, that tells you that any thought, any excpectation you have, will inflict the situation.
What I do then, is run upstairs and spy on the car that waits on place, maybe for me to come out again, but after awhile they lose patience and gets lost.
As I am spying for cars, I see my neighbour, Erik, having guests; Sander, himself and Trygve steps out of the car. I think something like "Ah, NOW I understand why he is so friendly towards Trygve."
And in the darkness, I see headlights driving towards my house, down the road. It is the family car, bringing guests from the family and further (?).
There was a boy there, wich I have never encountered in RL as I can remember, but he has now shown up 3x times, as my "love interest.
*side track* First time (this was last year, I think) he showed up: A boy with blackish hair asked me on a date. I was hesitating, 'cause I love someone else.
Second time, I don't remember.
Third, in this dream. *end of side track*
We had a singing gruop. Black boy played guitar and we played along with him. We had a really good time, creating a comp song.
Afterwards, we had a fight and my sister made me preay for him even though. (With pray ''options'' like you have in some chat boxes.)
I even think he gave me flowers.
Next I had two friends over. We bought small wedding-ish cakes for each of us, 10dollars total, I had to pay two for mine. I chose not to have any toppings (nugathi, mayonese, creme ). They chose some topping.
Someone I know was watching us as we went out of the store, but we didn't mind.

.. I wish Sigurd was here.. with me, a little more. I want to smile with him..

My daughter was still sick and I still didn't get to sleep much, but luckily my dreams weren't boring rehashes of the day, but fun and at times comical adventures for the most part.

Dream One: I'm with a girl and a guy, and there is a Mirror. Or rather, pieces of a mirror. We've collected three pieces and there seems to be one missing. We're in some sort of warehouse we are using for a "home base" but it seems someone wants to steal these mirror pieces and so we've got to move our base. I pick up the mirror pieces and put them together inside a frame on a vanity. The mirror is round and has a star etched in the center where you'd expect to have a clear view of your face and there are little stars all around the edge of the mirror. Somehow I know this mirror is magical, it's a portal to where ever we want to go, if we ever find all the pieces. The guy with us is loading a bunch of stuff onto a flatbed trailer so we can move it to the new location, but then he starts jumping up and down on top of everything like he's trying to pack it all down. I freak out telling him he'll brake the mirror into smaller pieces and it'll be even harder to put back together. He sheepishly rubs the back of his head and is like, "Oh yeah... right!" then I am woken up.

Dream Two: I'm in a truck with a guy with long dark hair to his shoulders. He's very good looking, and I feel like I have a crush on him at least, he may even be my boyfriend or husband in the dream. He's talking to me about How I'm feeling, he seems worried that I'm not feeling well. I assure him I'm fine, that I don't want to ruin our plans for the day because I'm really excited. We're actually in a parking lot, and it's night time though! The he asks me if I'm sure I want to meet his famous friends in the hospital, that if I'm tired he'll take me home and let me rest. I tell him I'm not tired at all, I can't wait to meet his friends, and I am so glad he's going to introduce me to them. I've got the same sort of feeling like if someone brings you home to introduce to the family, like you're finally confirming that the other person is serious. I get out of the truck, and we hold hands walking across the parking lot. I am woken up.

Dream Three: I am walking home thinking about writing a report on something, I think it was football? but I'm not a sports person, at all. So on the way home this blonde guy with like crazy eighties hair shows up and starts SINGING in the street, some love ballad. I try to ignore him thinking that's really weird! But he grabs me by the arm and tries to make me dance as he's singing. I laugh at him, and have the image of myself standing there like a manga character with a sweat drop and depressed like face as if I'm going, "what a weirdo!" then I'm back in myself and walking home again with the man calling out to me, "Thank you! Thank you! I am Johnny danger, and I can't wait to rock your body!" I keep walking, faster! When I get home, I open my book bag to start working on my project, but the book I need is gone! I freak out, then think it's ok, I'll call a friend and ask to borrow their book. For some reason I pull out a year book to get my friends number from the signature pages in the back. I flip tot he back, and have a manga character expression moment again because the guy has ripped out the signature pages of my year book, leaving only a single page, with HIS signature on it. Great, I'm never going to finish this project. I'm woken up again.

Dream Five: I'm at Toys R Us to get the Skylanders supposed to be in stock today. I'm looking for them everywhere and can't find them. I ask an associate where to find them, and she tells me they're sold out. I freak out, "But you only opened a couple hours ago!" she said they sold out in the first hour. I'm like damn it, I can't believe I was here only 2 hours after they opened and they were already sold out! My attention is caught by a yellow box. I pick it up and it's got a pokeball on it, and a lego logo, and it looks like the toy inside is a little mouse hiding under a rock or something. I pick up the box and begin reading it, it turns out to be a computer game with little toys that link up together. The mouse is robotic and will move under the linkable objects for an interactive hide and seek game. I think I should really get that for my daughter, he loves hide and seek games. My son starts crying because they don't have Skylanders toys. I wake up to my son crying for real that we're going to be late and they're going to be sold out at the store when we get there! (We really were two hours late, and they really did only have a couple of the toys left, only one that we needed.)

NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·
I live in a bad area, go to a bad school, and am shunned and hated. I am in assembly and pop balloons to disrupt it. I remember seeing a sign for my town, which is tacky and neon.
I visit someone's home and a museum, where white, dusty relics reside. I am shocked that someone is treating me nicely. I go out to the balcony over the lake with my friend, where cool fresh air blows across my face.

NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·
I am hanging from the high ceiling beams of a large, abandoned building, a heavy camera in the right pocket of my bulky jacket. I am trying to save vital footage, but the large, spindly spiders under me clamber on top of each other to reach me. I, in exhaustion, let go and and consumed into the masses of spiders below. I feel spindly legs all over me and think that I am about to die, when I realise that I'm not going to give up without a fight. I jump up and kick off my attackers as I wade and run over to the lady on the other side of the room. Suddenly one side of the large room is open, and the sea tide comes into the building. Under the moonlit, dark sky, the spiders wash away as I see a man with an odd oval, spherical and opaque golden yellow head rushing in and out with the tide. I join the creature in the water, feeling the gentle ebb of the waves and I am almost pulled in.
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I go to another room where there is a Mcdonalds. I buy two single fries after I borrow a 3 pound worth Mastercard.
I meet Naruto, less anime and more realistically, and we talk.
Suddenly, as I sit at a table an old, wise couple walk up to me and ask me if I am dreaming.
I attempt to push my hand through a wall, but fail so I deny the thought.
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Cathy is performing a song to the old couple on a Songbird ocarina. It looks odd, with odd fingerings and no sound comes out. It looks beautiful however, an angelic ceramic white. I try to play 'everybody wants to be a cat' from Aristocats, but fail. Adina plays my plastic STL ocarina for the couple as I attempt to play Greensleeves on Cathy's.

Dream Fragment - Another good one ruined by not waking up all the way right away. >.< Literally all I remember about this dream now is that Linkzelda41 was there for I'm pretty sure the whole time, and there was lots of talk of OBEs, and I think we may have been having some too because I remember seeing the whole world reduced to some kind of energy grid. Then I woke up and thought delirious thoughts to myself for a minute or so, then just laid in bed all happy for another couple minutes and said "Wait, hold on a sec!?", but by then it was mostly gone.

#1 - Could It Be? [DILD]

I was at my house in the den having a small party with a group of people who I mostly don't remember, but it included this guy J who I haven't seen since middle school but we used to see every now and then, but he was really soft and sensitive (that's putting it really nicely, it wasn't exactly in a good way). There was also a female DC there who stands out in memory unlike the rest, she had kind of a badass style of dark clothes that looked like they were just meant to be worn as normal clothes but still had kind of a club look to them, it's hard to explain exactly but I think it looks really cool. (Aaaand just right now as I'm typing this up, suddenly something occurs to me. The last time a DC was this vivid in my memory, she was wearing the exact same style of clothes. The hair style was different here, but the face looked about the same from what I can recall. And that DC from before also happened to have super speed and could have totally kicked my ass if I didn't wake up from my lucid, she totally outclassed me. And here comes the interesting part....) The girl used a cloning ability to split herself into two bodies. Somewhere in the back of my mind I thought of this as a dream power, but it didn't make me become lucid. She starts making out with J with both bodies at once, and he's having a GREAT time, and I start taking pictures with my phone. Eventually she stops and the two of us head into another room and I tell her that was really nice of her to do given the way J is kind of fragile. She smiles at me, and suddenly I get the idea to head back to my room for some reason. As I walk past my dad's office, I hear O talking on the phone with his dad sounding like he'd have to be heading home soon. I decide to start looking through my phone to see if the pictures I took are any good, and I can't find them. But I do find a picture of a different J, a guy I used to hang out with a lot when I got out of high school, standing in some high school chemistry classroom. (Though it wasn't the one we had, we did have a chemistry class together in 10th grade, so it's not too crazy.) Suddenly the scene overtakes me and I'm watching it in third person. I become lucid, which is odd considering the perspective I'm in now, and the girl suddenly appears out of nowhere next to J. My falling-love-with-girls-in-dreams instinct takes over, and I jump into J's body to try to make out with her. Before I can, it suddenly snaps back to me in my own body in my bedroom at home, with me sitting on the bed and her sitting in my desk chair. I reach out and kiss her and pull her back on to the bed with me, but then the dream ends. :T

False Awakening - I get up and start thinking about making note of the dream, and then for some reason I can't quite remember now I get sidetracked thinking about OpheliaBlue. Suddenly I start having a panic attack, and I'm flooded with false memories about how I took a hallucinogenic dose of diphenhydramine at the party from the dream, which definitely didn't actually happen. I'm freaking out and thinking I must have overdosed, I feel my forehead and it's sooo hot, my limbs are all feeling extremely tense, and my heart is beating erratically and keeps having stinging sensations. I drink some water to try to cool myself off but the water itself is kind of warm, so I get up and turn on the lights (successfully!) to get dressed and go get some cold water from the kitchen, but things are already starting to look really bad, and as I touch my chest to feel my heart rate suddenly I feel a heavy sinking feeling. But then I wake up. Finally. :\

Dream Fragment - "Something about trains, teleporting, and a girl named Nelly...."

#2 - Candy Gift Boxes [Non-Lucid]

It's the end of the school year in high school, and someone who I can't remember now is teaching me how to make these triangular transparent two-sided candy gift boxes as a present, and then afterward O invites me to go get Chinese food with him, but I wake up before anything becomes of it.

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So now I'm really thinking about the female DC, she's really the only DC that vividly stands out to me, she's outgoing, she's recurring (totally odd for me with DCs), she totally overpowers me in lucids, and she can use dream powers that I'm not even close to having yet.

Could she be my DG...?

NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

I am in the school foyer, about to walk home, when I see an ocarina teacher selling cheap ocarinas. I want to buy one but I had jsut bought a drink from student services.
I am shopping at Aldi, before I walk home. It is windy and a long thin tree is about to fall. I strip the tree from its branches.

There are riots behind a gate, so I retreat back to safety.

I’m at a hospital, sitting in a waiting room. There is a boy sitting opposite to me. He seems completely healthy and I ask him what’s wrong. He says he has prosthetic limbs, and they are just for testing and need to be removed. He shows me his hand, where the surface has been degrading and the machinery is visible. As I look the arm starts degrading, turning into dust and falling apart. So does his other arm, and both legs. I run to the personnel to alert them. When I come back with them the boy is lying on the couch, with no arms and legs, and appears dead.

NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

I am driving up with my family, up to a magnificent, victorian mansion decorated with massive, striking red Swarovski crystals. It looks a little creepy.
I feel like I am roleplaying with my family. We progress through dark, dank stone rooms with metal rings half buried in the stone floor, used for cleansing. We also move through musty, faded victorian style bedrooms, yet we come across no one.

I open a door. There is a woman bound to a chair in the middle, in a bad state. I know it's a trap, but we walk in anyway and the lady turns into a rotting skeleton who chases us out of the room. In RPG style my family try to defeat the skeleton, as our gold coins increase.

03.21.2012

Party Upstairs, Just Freaking Die & Holding Ariel?, Exploring Dark Rooms (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Party Upstairs

I'm getting ready to go to a party with a few relatives, one is busy using the bathroom, which gives me more time to get some clothes for the party.

After a while, we get to the house hosting the party, and it's already starting on the bottom floor of the house. I head upstairs, which is something I would normally do at an adult party, since I don't really know anyone that well anyway.

I believe I'm in the Master Bedroom now, and I see a Black lady that looks like "Joy" that I met a few times in waking life. She's just sitting on the edge of the bed, and I'm about to take my shirt off.

Halfway from taking my shirt off, she's shocked and asks,

"Tell me you're not going to take your clothes off??"

I respond, "No, I just need to go to the bathroom."

She declares, "How long will you be in there?"

While she's saying this, I'm already halfway up the stairs to the top floor, and I respond,

"Oh, I won't take long, Joy." She's smiling at me, and asks, "40 minutes?"

I wanted to tell her again that I wouldn't take long, but I told her,

"Sure."

(Now that I'm awake, I wonder if I was going to have sex with this woman after I was done using the bathroom if she's looking at me with a curious tone. It's like she was picking my brain in trying to know if I'm going to masturbate or something lol).

I'm at the top floor, and I hear this weird buzzing sound, it sounds like an alarm. An alarm system just happens to be placed near the last few set of steps to get to the top floor.

I go down a bit and look at it, and it seems there's a small fire going on, but the alarm is showing progress that it's already being taken care of, so I assume it's just someone cooking with too much steam anyway that triggered the alarm.

Now that I'm on the top floor of the house, instead of going for the restroom, I went to sit near a table with a bench on both sides. Then I hear some people coming up the stairs, and I basically said to myself, "Oh great."

It seems the party is now shifting towards upstairs, and there's two kids who sit next to me, and they resemble the twins I had to take care of while the adults partied. I was eating something that was really sweet.

Inside of this pastry was like a small gel orb, and the children left of me are trying to take what I'm eating, I slap their hand lightly a bit to prevent them from stealing the pastries.

One of them still manages to take a small part of the set of pastries, but I ignored them after awhile. I told them that I kept the small gel orbs because they contained Implings that I normally catch on Runescape (well occasionally before they ended up being a horrible money making method in the game).

(Wait, really? You got to be kidding me...)

Then I had a flashing clip of someone, probably my Runescape Character trying to catch Implings on Mos Le'Harmless, and I see that I'm having trouble catching Zombie Implings as well.

(My Hunter is 99, and I catch Kingly Implings better than the Zombie Implings, and Kinglys are more difficult to catch! -______-)

The quick clip stops, and then I finished eating the pastries on the plate. There were a lot of people upstairs, so I didn't bother to turn around to see a bunch of people near me. I guess I felt a bit awkward even though I already had a hunch of who would be there.

Dream 2: Just Freaking Die And Holding Ariel?

There are two guys sitting outside near the porch of a poorly managed house. They have a person between them sitting as well, but I think the person is dead.

The dead person was wearing some type of dress shirt, and you could see that his heart was probably blown to bits since there's a huge red hole on his chest. The guys sitting to sides play it off, and an old man who looks like he's an undercover cop or something goes up to them.

He's wearing a cowboy hat, and shades as well. He's probably wearing the country blue jeans with his dress shirt tucked in.

He puts his finger on the blood around the man's chest, and licks it to see if it's fake blood or actual blood.

I think he tells them, "This tastes like human blood." He tells them that they need to come with him, and I believe he's getting ready to arrest and handcuff them.

While they're walking, I'm in spectator mode, and I can clearly see that both of them know they're in deep shit for doing something like that. I could just see the look on one of their faces as their eyes opened widely, and it looks like they wanted to kill the guy who was going to handcuff them.

I see they're getting their handguns out, but they're walking around like a bunch of idiots, that the guy who is the undercover cop gets his gun out, and I think he even tells them, "Give me a second to put some ammo."

(You're supposed to shoot the cop, not wait for him to shoot you, if you want to be a criminal, at least DO IT RIGHT).

Then I find that I'm actually a partner with the undercover cop, and we're starting to shoot the two guys. All of a sudden, I'm shooting at two completely different people.

As I'm shooting them, I clearly see that I'm shooting well, and I see the bullets creating bloody holes on their heads, but they're just not freaking dying!

One is looking retarded as he's shooting at me, but I'm not really feeling any pain from the gunshots, so I'm assuming he just sucks at shooting, or maybe I'm just invincible. It was kind of funny see so many holes appear on the person's head, and they're stillll shooting at me.

Then it gets even more random, I think Neji from Naruto Shippuden (Then again, I'm not really sure of the crap that goes on in my mind) try attack the person. (But whoever it was, they only appeared for 1-2 seconds at most)

Then I see a variant of Ulrich's Triplicate move from Code Lyoko, but I'm not seeing Ulrich doing it at all, just some random DC showing up. Then they started to do the Triangulate move Ulrich does with his clones as well.

(Triangulate is basically Ulrich using all three of his clones, along with his insane speed to confuse the opponent who is in the middle trying to pick which one is the real one).

But there was really no point in doing the move, because there wasn't anyone there in the middle. After this randomness, I believe I'm on a bus now. I'm assuming the criminals are going to jail, but I don't see them anywhere.

I'm sitting in the middle of a bus seat, and to my left, I think I'm holding a female with one arm, but I'm not sure who it is though. On my right side, it seems Ariel (the mermaid one) is close to me, and she's naked, with legs.

My right arm is hugging her by her waist, and I think I advanced towards her lower region and start using my fingers to rub something. I honestly don't know what I'm doing, maybe I'm stimulating her clitoris, but I just know that my arms are being occupied by holding two women.

I still have the mentality that the criminals are caught, so I asked the person in front, "Am I going to jail too?"

I don't know why I asked that question if I was partners with the undercover cop, but they said no, and they added to that answer that they can't arrest people who are still in college because they have to pay their tuition still.

A completely random reasoning to my question, but I guess it's better than nothing.

So the reason I'm in the bus was probably just because the undercover cop was in it as well, so I guess I was there for added protection.

While the bus is moving, I'm still rubbing Ariel's clitoris, or some part of her vagina with the other women to my left that seems to be sleeping.

(Wait, shouldn't the criminals be dead if I shot their heads so much with bullets, that they can't see shit anymore? Oh well.)

Dream 3: Exploring Dark Rooms

I can't remember much about this dream, other than the fact that I'm basically exploring really dark areas in a random building. It seems I'm looking to find rooms of where certain people used to go to, and I think after that, I tagged along with someone or a group of people, but I don't know who exactly.

I had several random dreams this morning, then I woke up at 4 AM coughing uncontrollably. I've no idea why I had the need to cough so much. I just know that I couldn't help it.

I got up, got some cold water to drink, and went back to bed. The next thing I know, my whole body is tingling intensely from head to toe and there's a loud ringing sound in my right ear. I feel as though somebody is standing beside my bed or over me.

I turn around and peer into the darkness but no one's there. I must've fallen asleep because the next thing I know, I'm on a table in a white room, I'm looking up at some kind of contraption, and there are needles that I cannot see going into all my limbs and every part of my body--I was literally pinned down by needles! That's how it felt anyways. I tried as hard as I could to move or lift my hands but my body just wouldn't budge. When I attempted to raise my right hand, I felt as though someone who was standing a few feet from my right jumped back. But I couldn't see anyone. I feel as though they are performing emergency maintenance on me for some reason--they absolutely have to do this now.

Both of my eyes were wide open but I don't recall being able to see out of my left eye. I'm able to slightly turn my head to the left and right but I'm unable to discern anything except for the table I'm laying on and this contraption several feet above me. I can feel the pressure of every invisible needle that is in me or is going in me but there's no pain or fear--just this intense pressure. I remembered thinking and trying to determine whether or not if this was actually hurting me.

This couldn't have been sleep paralysis because I was able to move my head left and right--not by much--but I was still able to do it. And I was able to move my fingers but I couldn't life my hands because something was keeping them held down. I've had many, many sleep paralysis episodes, and in every single one of them, I was absolutely unable to move any part of my body, except for my eyes. All I could do was move my eyeballs, blink, and breathe--that's it. And even if I used every once of strength in my hands, I could not bend a single finger. This was nothing like that.

The next thing I know, I'm back in bed and there are some guys standing around my bed. There was a girl, and at least two boys--all around the same age of perhaps 16 or so. The girl and one of the guys were standing at the foot of my bed. And the other guy was standing at the side of the bed. The guy who was standing at the foot of the bed was saying something about escaping. I closed my eyes, changed them (my eyes), and opened them. They jumped back, shocked, surprised, and appeared to be impressed.

I then noticed how strange everything looked. It appears to be day time. I look out of the window and the sky is lit up and there's not a cloud in the sky. I looked at the sun and noticed that there were three suns in the sky and they are in the process of aligning with the one in the middle--kinda like a solar eclipse. I didn't actually see the suns moving, however, I knew that they were almost done aligning.

It was at night and me and two other friends were running down the side walk of a neighbourhood.
For some reason we were running away from a psycho man that was trying to kill us.
One of my friends was about ten metres in front of us, the psycho man teleported in-between my friend in front of me and my other friend and started to morph into a demon.
I told my other friend to come with me and we ran back the other way and turned right into a front yard.
We ran into the garden and i told my friend to climb the fence to confuse the demon.
For some reason he could not climb the fence. I turned around to see the demon sprinting like a dog across the yard. When i turned back around to tell my friend to hurry up, i must of died cause i woke up.

I was walking down the street in varrok (Runescape), But it was in real life. I saw a woman walking down the opposite way with a pink shirt, black pants, blond hair, and blue eyes. I asked her if I was dreaming. Then i woke up.

I turned on my computer when i got up. It had a system called Teamviewer on and it was in use. Teamviewer is a system to look at your friends computers, well it was on and someone was moving the mouse logging into Runescape on my account. It got on my account then it got into my bank then it just turned off. I think it didn't like my bank >:L, at least it didn't take anything.

I had this dream early this morning.

I recall being in some kind of white room where I was being taught physics. The room looked different from your standard room and I don't recall seeing any desks, chairs, books, etc. I think there was a window but it was really high up. I was looking at a hologram-like thing but I don't remember seeing anybody. I knew that somebody was there. I think I was the only student there.

I spent most of the time fooling around like a 10-year-old kid, lol. I'd cross my arms and try to fall backwards but never succeeded because something caught me every time, even though nothing was there. When I finally decided to start paying attention to this hologram thing, it was showing me what we call "Unified Field Theory." It showed me that R = √(-1), where R = Reality and √(-1) is an imaginary number. I guess this means reality is imaginary?

Then it began to show me miniature bubble universes and it was injecting the equation into them. Eh... This had something to do with determining the physics of those universes. And that's all that I remember. I'm sure it's all a bunch of rubbish but it was interesting.

This means normal dream
This means lucid dream
This means I'm loosing my lucidity
This means non-dream notes

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Not much I remember about this one. I just remember being with my family in some mixed woman's house and we were eating cookies. I went to find some milk for the cookies but that woman said their was none so she gave me a packet of powdered kitten milk substitute, like what you feed orphan cats. I tried to thank her without looking disgusted and failed. My mom was not happy about this.

Then, something led to my mom telling me that my youngest sister was doomed to die before she hit the double digits so I should not reprimand her for misbehaving.

Then, we were in a car speeding down the road. There was not enough room for me so I was clinging onto the back of the car as best I could. My history teacher was in the back seat with my sister and someone else. I climbed though the car's sunroof and squeezed myself next to my sister.

That is all I can remember.