non-lucid

I at my house and my mom has friends over who are going to do a hiking trail up a mountain called the bump and grind. She tells me she is going to do it naked though. She offered me to go with her, but I don't know if I reject or I get uninvited. Either way, I went out side for some reason and i looked to the trail and saw them running naked. I quickly look away because I dont want anyone to think I am gross and perverted. She was only with a couple friends. I felt really gross though.

I'm under house arrest in a dormitory room. The lights are all off and I'm just sitting there. There is some kindof courtyard outside and a very large pool where other students are hanging out and swimming. Aaron from school is sitting on a couch near the door and I ask him if he wants any bologna. I am holding like a pound of balogna. He insults me and I apoligize, and say he didn't have to bitch me out. He says I deserved to get bitched out for offering him balogna like that. The owner of the dorm/house comes by for a visit. He is texan and wears a cowboy hat, and built the place himself. He pulls a gun on us, and I think that we are going to die. We eventually got into an elevator together and fought for the gun. It turns out that it was just a big prank, and I say "fcuk you!" very loudly a lot to the camera that I am somehow holding. I am outside now on a street that is sloping downwards with a large store to my left. I am wearing a top hat and some victorian era clothing like an old english gentleman. I start to skip along, and somebody behind me starts swearing at me and calls me some names. I'm afraid they'll jump me but I wake up.
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I tried to MILD but only remember a fragment of a dream where I was watching a terrying movie in my room alone in the dark.

Normal Dream
Lucid Dream

Night 20

Kind of a rough night, woke up a lot, so the dreams are not that long.

I. I was in my parents room again, just like in my previous LD, I did an RC and became lucid. I was looking at my hands again at how clear everything looks. I walk out into the hall where noticed the vividness was going away and I tried to make my dream more vivid, but then I woke up. I was disappointed, I thought I was going to have another good LD .

II. I had a dream about school where I was in gym class, but it was the gym from my elementary school. We were all doing laps when the bell rang and class was out, I remember I was with my friend J and we were walking down the hall talking. He ran into the restroom while I proceeded on. I went around the corner and looked down a long hall, I did not recognize this hall and I almost became lucid because of it, but I walked down it and it was a shortcut to the cafeteria. I walk in the cafeteria and I remember there were so many tables that it felt like a maze. That's all I remember.

III. I had another short dream where I was with my mom and we went over to J's house, his mom answered the door and we asked to speak with J and she said he was in his room. Dream fades.

What I lacked last night in lucids, I made up for in real life with some home-made soft goat cheese (I'll post pics in the food thread).


Anyhow, some fragments:

1. I heard a kitten cry and it was raining outside. It was a roughly 4 month old black kitten, with a collar and a tag, but the tag said "UPC" or "CBS" or some nonsense. I decided to keep him until I could find the owners. He was really sweet and cuddly to me, but an ornery little shit to everyone else.

2. Some folks went on a trek in the jungle to study bears. Everyone got to leave with their own baby black bear. I told the jungle trek leader that I felt this was a really bad idea. He said don't worry, about the time folks couldn't handle their bear, a helicopter would be sent for each one. I didn't think that was very funny at all.

3. A girl was being held captive by the French woman from LOST near that same jungle. Oh yeah, there was the same river in both dreams. Anyway, the girl had a key to her handcuffs hidden inside a half an avocado she was eating. She made it to the river and saw the french woman. It seems like the dream looped back to the one with the bears, but I'm not sure.


GREEN is supposed to be a new reality check for me, hence all the green bold words. Just FYI.

The bell went we had science first, I told poppy we had to go to miss hunters for science i told her this as we were going down the stairs even though she isnt even in my set. Then i teleported myself to miss hunters class-room and nobody was there so then i teleported to my real class-room and nobody was there either and then i teleported to my mate liam who was in the same set as me and he was in miss hunters and everybody was there then i asked him what he was doing there and he said he got moved up.

My mom has packed up her bags and she's putting them into an old, sleek pewter station wagon. I watch her back out of the driveway and I wave awkwardly, a signal she might have took to mean hold on, but she didn't stop. Then she is back in the house with me and I'm ask her where and why she's going. She said she won a trip to Cancun from Kal on the radio. I quickly look up Kal and the Cancun prize on the web and couldn't find anything.

Then the whole house turns into a large electronic palace with giant domed screens for walls. My computer becomes my control pad and I pick the scene for the house to bring alive. There's a scene with people breaking a bunch of ceramic dishes, there's a whirlpool scene. My mom has to run through all these tests which try to capture her but she always breaks free.

She tries explaining that she just needs to escape and she holds up a small, useless objects. She says I need to get away from shit like this - I think it's a plastic crawfish in her hand. I don't believe her excuse and say that's it's the responsibility she's running away from.

03.29.2012

Kaomea in White Dress? Short Pink Dress...Alyzarin? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Kaomea or Lady in White Dress?

I can't remember much about this dream other than the fact that I think I met Kaomea in a white dress (I'm not too sure if it was her or someone else, never saw her in a white dress in a dream, mostly red or some outfit with a red color). I was trying to fuse with her, and when we did, we would teleport somewhere I believe.

After this, there was this weird inter-dimension (like a medium to be between that had a really dark pink space time of background to it. There was this random floating surface that was light pink, and it was gridded, but I don't know the exact number of squares.

The whole perspective in this shift was me spectating and see things in third person perspective.

There were small little dream characters, and I believe I was on the square as well, and I was trying to avoid them because everyone can phase and fuse into each other if they stood on the same square, which would apparently let them have a shared dream.

I think I managed to avoid them, barely escaping other DCs. They didn't move as fast, but it was like playing a game of chess, one move I made, would initiate someone to move somewhere else to get closer to me or someone else.

I think somewhere in another dream shift, I met Spike from Cowboy Bebop as well.

(I think this was because I was playing Chess on the computer because I couldn't connect to the Internet late last night).

Dream 2: Short Pink Dress....Alyzarin?

I was sitting down near a table with a few people. I know there was at least one female, and maybe a friend of hers who was also a girl.

The first girl I mentioned, she was wearing one of these two variations:

1. A really short pink (slightly dark pink) skirt dress that had the length of going all the way down where it barely covered her private parts. She was probably wearing panties, but the skirt was so short that if one was going under her, they could see whatever it is there.

2. A really short skirt, with a pink blouse with thin straps for her arms to go through.

She was also wearing a long black rain jacket (the one with that velvet kind of feel to it).

She had black hair (with some shine to it, but that was probably the light bouncing off), it was short, maybe going all the way down to her chin or at least the bottom ends of her ears.

Her skin tone, she had a peach color or apricot color to it, but it was a little dark, just slightly.

She was talking to me about something, and things are first-person perspective for me when I'm listening to her talk.

Eventually, I stood up moved a little closer to her, and spread my arms out.

At first she's wondering what I'm doing, she's still sitting down, but she answers her own question and said something along the lines of,

"Oh, because I stopped doing.......(something)"

And she gets up and hugs me as well.

I think the only people I would think about hugging naturally like that would be Alyzarin, Kaomea, or even Melanieb (but I already know how Melanieb looks, and Kaomea as well, and they didn't fit the description of the girl I met).

Maybe it could've been Melanieb, since she does have black hair, but I doubt she has it short in waking life.

And it definitely couldn't have been Kaomea...maybe I met the blonde DC Alyzarin met that had black hair instead.

For a Reason I don’t remember I did a reality check, and noticed I could easily breathe through my pinched nose so I immediately became lucid. I did some short stuff in my house (secondary) and I was trying my voice out, it was strange and it did feel more like I was only thinking but after a short moment I already managed to be confident in my voice. I went outside and this time I really prepared for the WWS, it was night and I could see the stars. I focused and took my stance, slammed my palms together and screamed out: “World Severing Seal”, some 2 seconds nothing happened and then I saw something above the clouds and a huge mass of pillars started impacting the ground counterclockwise around me, and the ritual itself indeed made my mental state which was already pretty clear completely clear. They were I guess taller than 100m and mostly orange with a lot of complexions varying with each pillar, they must’ve been around 30.
Then I decided to call for my DG again, so I simply screamed: “DREAM GUIDE!” out into the night in a heaven’s piercing voice, and something happened immediately. What I actually just noticed afterwards is that the sky suddenly turned day bright and the scenery changed as well. What I noticed within the dream is that the earth was trembling for a moment and the one thing I was looking at was this yellow bunch of energy particles starting to accumulate, sounding and looking somewhat similar to the Ultima spell in FF8, I was really excited and a bit cautious about whatever I was looking at, but even through the excitement the lucidity remained perfectly intact. But as I got closer I noticed there were 2 spheres (the other was behind) and they seemed to be out of sync, not allowing whatever was going on to progress. I thought something of how the Rotation of the spheres was a problem and suddenly was emerged in fixing the problem, and I was watching something with a bunch of people, at first it had to do with the spheres and the rotation. From this point on I got distracted and my lucidity started to fade ever so slowly over time. The dream did progress like that for quite a few minutes, and then I was emerged in a really odd game were I had to flip this sensor probe in strange ways and I started to question the reason of that. Then the dream started to fade and the lingering spark of lucidity immediately catches up to it but too late, and that’s how I wake up. Still the moment I type this down I feel really great.

This dream was somewhat long enough to make me forget the first part before doing the RC and there’s a small gap and a few inconsistencies after the RC, like how I know I said something specific, but not what. I’m pretty sure I did the RC for a specific reason as well, unlike in most of my other dreams where I become lucid through an RC.

After over 25 lucid dreams I was questioning how long it would take to finally have my first lucid with a completely free mind and here it was, I even managed to stabilize enough to get excited without impacting my lucidity at all. Though I got distracted again in the end (which was what weakened my stabilization).





On a side note I also had a pretty lascivious dream right before falling back to sleep for the lucid one above.

Spoiler for Random Close Encounter(Strong Sexual Content):

The dream directly started with me having sex with this girl, she had somewhat darker skin but not going in the direction of brown but rather really slightly darker skin, going in the direction of black with a taint of green. The feeling was pretty intense and I actually came which made me wake up. But the way these dreams work neither my bed nor my paints had to suffer from stickiness.

Dream One (Fragment): I can remember seeing Skylanders stickers and stuff, and that's about it. Pretty sure I had this dream because we spent the better part of 4 hours going from store to store last night trying to get my kids the last 5 figures they needed to complete their collection. We got lucky and found a few in Walmart and then found the last 2 online at normal prices (I refuse to pay scalper prices!).

Dream Two: I'm walking through an old Victorian house. Everything is in greys and purples, and even the furniture looks old, so everything is super creepy. A girl with long beautiful anime like blond hair walks in. Her hair goes down to her knees and billows like normal hair wouldn't. She makes a fist, but sticks out her pointer and middle finger, then does a fancy flourish with them that involves making a circle and snapping her fingers and saying some word that starts with an I, but I can't remember now what that word was. When she does, the room glows faintly green and her fingers glow greenish as if she drew some of the green energy out of the room and to her. Then a ghost like creature appears (not human, looked more like some random anime Yokai ) and she points to me with her fingers. When she motions to me, the monster starts flying my way. Afraid it will attack me I open the closest door and find myself standing in an old street, similar to the alleys in "From Hell". I see a carriage drive by quickly but ignoring me. Suddenly I think to copy the girls movements and try to summon a ghost yokai of my own to fight back with. I say the word and twist my fingers, but I can't figure out how to snap both fingers at once so I skip that part. A ghost yokai comes out of the ally and flies through me to attack the creature that was just coming up behind me. The two yokai merge and become one, then fade away because their energy is unstable fused. They both want to go after different targets after all. Then, a man in a suit and a top hat with long hair appears, he seems to have come from the front door of the house while I was standing in the side door. He tips his hat at us, and the other girl runs away. He turns to me and asked if I am the one who summoned the creature in the alley. I nod, and tells me I did the spell wrong, but still managed to call a creature strong enough to protect me, that was impressive. I tell him I didn't know what I was doing, I was just copying the other girl when she attacked me, and he tells me that is "Most interesting" then wanders off out of the house, down the street the way the horse and carriage had gone earlier. I follow him, scared to be alone with all these monsters around, but since I don't know him I tail behind him about 20 feet or so. He doesn't seem to notice me at first, but then we are standing in front of a castle, and he asks without even turning around, "Well, will you come in then?" as if he knew I was there the whole time and choose to ignore me. I nod, scared to stand outside by myself, and I follow him inside really so the doors can't close before I make it safely inside. Once inside, everything has a sad and creepy vibe to it. Similar to the house, only instead of being scary, it was just depressing. The man walks into a room, not even bothering to turn on a light, and points to a dresser. He asks me if I can feel anything in the dresser. I'm confused, so he demonstrates the summoning technique and the bed glows green. I try the technique again, this time though I can't even do the flourish so I just say the word and hold my two fingers out. The dresser in front of me glows purple, and has sad and apathetic smiley faces all over it ( ) I'm confused, I thought it was supposed to glow green! I tell the guy as much and that I've never seen things glow purple before, and he tells me neither has he, "Yet here this dresser does. Fascinating, yes?" I nod unable to really form any words at the moment. Then there's a crying man walking in from the hall way, and I think he looks like a prince. He's crying, and asks the man if he has found his sister yet. The man smiles, and says that he is making progress, but the mans sisters reincarnation would not remember him regardless. And that's all I can remember, I know the dream went on, and I woke up thinking I was the sisters reincarnation, but I can not recall the later events

Dream Three (Fragment): I was driving on the interstate and needed to get off at an exit that's been closed for years, but in the dream it was open! I got off the exit just to get trapped in road work (they really are repairing that bridge at least) There wasn't really much detail to go into.

Dream Four: I dreamed that my husband calls me to move my car so he can park his car first in the driveway (we drive my car almost everyday, and his maybe once a week, so we keep his parked up front to avoid playing musical cars every time we have to go somewhere!) I walk outside, and notice I'm in sleep clothes (a tank top and a pair of my husbands boxers) I'm not comfortable walking outside without a bra on because I know some of my adult neighbors are pervs (and not quiet about it either), and there are some teenagers in the neighborhood that always make me uncomfortable. (The kids in the neighborhood used to ask if my dad would let me come out and play, until they found out that what they thought was my dad was really my husband, lol. Then they'd forget that fact and ask again two days later for the first couple months we lived here ) Anyways, my husband is sitting in his car impatiently, so I suck it up and just go move the car. I'm completely covered so it's not that big a deal, I know I'm just making it one. I notice as I'm moving the car there's an old man and a teenage boy moving boxes into a house that's been for sale for ages. I park the car and go inside, but my husband stays outside for who knows what reason. I decide to put some actual clothes on instead of running around in my tank. So for some dumb reason I walk into the kitchen and start taking off my boxers thinking I'm going to put the dirty clothes in the hamper, then go to the bedroom naked. As soon as I get my boxers off, just as I'm grabbing the bottom of my tank, the front door opens! The new teenager is walking into my house uninvited! One of the kids who've been around here since we moved in is following him and he's yelling at him, "Dude! You can't just walk in uninvited!" I'm in complete shock, standing there half naked, for half a second I don't know what to do, but then I dash off to the back of the house and my bedroom and close the door! I change so quickly I can't even remember how I changed or what I put on. Then my bedroom door opens and it's the new kid again. I flip out on him, ask him what his freaking problem is and hasn't he ever heard of fucking privacy?! Then the other kid is in the living room and he shouts to the back, "I tried to stop him! But there is no way I'm going back there knowing your naked!" I thank him for at least having some freaking manners then tell them if they don't get the hell out of my house I'm going to call my husband in here to kick both their asses! They leave when I threaten this, but the thought of my husband kicking anyone's ass is pretty funny. He's nerd to the core, and probably couldn't hurt a fly, lol. I do something in the house in the dream, but can't remember what it is, then I realize my husband still hasn't come inside yet and it's been forever since he got home! I walk outside, and he's sitting in the street chatting with the kids in the neighborhood (the teenagers and the younger kids) I go out to find out what's taking so long, and it turns out they're talking about video games from when I was younger. He asks me if I can give the kids better gaming advice since he was a computer nerd not a gamer. The dream ends with me trying to tell the kids how to beat some boss or something in Majora's Mask. I'm sure this whole dream was sparked by the fact that my husband left his phone in the car last night. When he realized it he was already in his boxers, and I was wearing a nightgown. It was clingy and low cut, but it covered everything and it was like midnight, so I sucked it up and went out to find his phone instead of him going out in his underwear. Turns out the phone was hidden in a compartment I didn't even know my car had, so I spent a good five minutes outside in my nightie trying to find his stupid phone. None of the lights were on in the neighbors houses so I knew everyone was in bed asleep, but I couldn't help feeling like I was naked in public anyways, lol. This dream just rehashed those feelings to make it even more awkward.

Dream ??? (fragment): Just remembered this, it's not in my notes so I'm not sure if it's a forgotten part of another dream or a dream all in it's self, but I can recall being in a parking deck type structure. The whole thing was metal and concrete, but there were no cars, just ramps and speed bumps. I was looking for someone, it felt like a video game where I was clearing out one room at a time of bad guys. The next room was going to have a big bad monster boss in it, and I needed some help from another player to fight it. The other player was hiding underneath one of the parking deck ramps. I was yelling at him that we needed to get a move on, but he was scared and wanted to "prepare". I kept thinking that there was no way to prepare past what we'd already prepared, he was just stalling for time and I was impatient.

Initially I had a dream about designing an intricate pulley system. Later I had a dream that my whole high school class was filing into an auditorium for an assembly. I was making messing around with my friend Blake in front of his girlfriend. He waited until the until the school cameras panned over our area then slapped me so that the whole school saw it on the big screen in front of us. I didn't know if I should play of cool or retaliate. As we were waiting for the assembly to start, a rumor got out that there was a bomb in the school. I narrowly escaped the school through an unlocked door. As I ran, a girl and here friends were on the outskirts guarding the peremesis. The big one in the middle started shooting at me. I dove and rolled down a hill to dodge the bullets, taking two. She has given up, as I watched uphill, I notices these big astrict ( * ) shaped glowing lines in the air, wavering like a bubble and surrounding the whole school. I kept running and made sure to keep my head down low. Eventually I found some other kids from the school who had made it out. Infront of us was a large ski lift looking lift that rose way into the sky and on until it was out of view. I boarded it like everyone else, my passenger being a little bit of a weirdo. I don't remember much else. I can also recall a snippet of a dream where I'm getting on an elevator with an older man and someone else. I was frightened that the elevator might give out.

Are you sure that's not something else?
I looked into the mirror. My eyes were very red in the whites, and even my irises turned a slight reddish color. “Holy crap,” I whispered. “Maybe I should get some sleep.”

Formal, right?
I was in a crowd of people. Everyone was dressed in the same color: red. But apparently, everyone was supposed to act formal. I saw Ken, my sister. But in the dream she wasn’t my sister. I slowly made my way through the crowd to the opening where Ken stood. She was very formally dressed. She held out her hand and I shook it. She told me her name. Yep, my sister alright.
“I’m not formal at all.” I said, glancing back and forth between her and the people behind me.
I can’t remember what she said, and the dream ended.

So, I woke up at 6 A.M. this morning, got up, went to the restroom, got a drink of water, and went back to bed (as usual).

The next thing I know, I'm somebody else and I'm in a limousine along with some other students and we're vampires, lol. We traveled through dense woods until we come to a clearing. Up ahead, there's a gate and a servant guy dressed in a suit and hat standing by it waiting for us. As we approach the gate, he opens it and the limo enters the premises. The gate appeared to go all the way around the place but there were no barbed wires or anything lethal attached to it.

I and all of the other students got out and we're looking around and marveling at the mansion that stood before us. I loved the setting because this place was obviously well hidden deep in some woods and there were many other secrets as well that we didn't know about. There were a lot of people doing stuff around the mansion. I'm not sure what exactly. There was a lot of students around the ages of probably 16 - 20.

I went inside the mansion to look around and I met this kid in one of the rooms. I don't know why but I always ask what their names are, lol. It's a bad habit of mine. I said "hello" and he said "hello" but he didn't speak. I just knew he said it. Telepathy? I decided to give it a try. Using just thought, I said "can you hear me?" And he nodded. Then I asked telepathically "what's your name? XD" And he said his name was "Hunt Doc." I asked him again to make sure and I even reversed it. I said "Doc Hunt?" And he said "no, Hunt Doc." I remember that kid was bald and his skin complexion was very, very pale--we were vampires after all.

Before I left, he asked me if I would return in 12 hours. Never had a dream character ask me if I'd return before, let alone one mentioning time.... They never mention time. This a first.... I said "yea, I'll be back." I really liked that place for some reason.

I left that room and went into another. As I opened the door, I saw this young girl with really, really, short blonde hair masturbating on a bed by herself. I was thinking about offering my assistance. I spoke this time, I said "um, excuse me?" She turned over, embarrassed, lol. "How cute," I thought to myself (she probably heard that). I apologized and asked for her name (wtf was I thinking?). I felt as though I knew what her name was. I was thinking it was possibly Medina. As I was trying to ask, my fucking teeth fell out AGAIN, hahahahahaha..... She turned her head and glared at me (I don't think she was mad) and she said "Nerrrrrrddddd....." I got a kick out of that. XD

I was now holding several teeth in the palm of my right hand. This girl must've been my dream guide because this very thing happened when I encountered my dream guide for the very first time (check my Dream Journal). I left the room and found a restroom right down the hall and tried to rinse my mouth out. I wasn't worried because I was certain they'd grow back in a few minutes but I woke up before then. Damn her, haha.....

Total Duration: 50 Minutes

Another imaginative dream last night, with pretty decent recall - I'm definitely improving again. I also had a very strange experience when I first fell asleep, which I could use some help with: http://www.dreamviews.com/f11/help-i...4/#post1848951.

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28/3/12

I'm at a carnival with the family, carrying a small paper bag with a car inside (not a toy, mind, but a fully functional car). The main attraction is a huge pair of bungee cords, which two guys are swinging from. My perspective then switches to that of one of the people on the ride and I come very close to swinging all the way over the top bar, as well as colliding with things. However, no one in the crowd seemed concerned in the slightest for my safety.

Back on the ground, I watch a couple of kids ride up a larger triangular ramp on a BMX. When my parents approach me, they tell me I should have told them before going up the ramp, as if it was me that did it [and as if I was still a child]. Upset about not being allowed any fun, I follow them back to the car, trailing behind. I pull a scooter from a small bag, but unfortunately can't ride it on the dirt path. My sister offers a BMX from her bag, but I tell her there's no point as we're almost there.

Just before arriving at the car, the miniature car somehow gets away and I chase it as it speeds towards the road. I steer it away from an oncoming car with my mind, and manage to jump on before it hits another. Driving it is difficult, but extremely fun, raising my spirits again. I return it to our car and fall asleep next to it in the boot.

I should also mention that at one point in my dream I looked at my tattoo in the mirror, which had grown to cover half my left arm.

Sexy suicide cats

Let me first say that before I went to sleep last night I tried to visualise what I wanted to dream . . . and this is what I got.

My boyfriend and I are in this house that i've never seen in my life it was modern but had the weirdest lay-out. My mother is making dinner and tells us it will be ready soon so we both decide this would be a great time to do naughty stuff to eachother. While moving from room to room to aviod being spotted by my mom there are these weird paintings and images on TVs of these cats that are super fat and just deformed in some way, The cartoons were called suicide cats.

I woke up and tried really hard to get back into this dream but it failed.

First

I'm with a friend and we meet a third person on the street. He has a board game and invites us to play. We play a couple of turns and then one of the dice gets stuck of the side of the table. It's kind of spongy and its hard to make out the number. It kind of climbs back on the table. This starts a new phase in the game and the third person doesn't want to continue. I still go on playing with my friend, but we need to see the board from above.

Were playing in the middle of a street and there is a bridge on top of us. We enter a building to get to the bridge and start climbing up. We reach the to of a tower and there's a bell. The bell starts ringing. Then I suddenly dangle on the bell and try to get down. I manage to get back on the stairs and we go back to the street. We have forgotten about the game at this point, though.

Second

I'm in a large building with my family and some others. I have a lot of laundry to do, at least two machinefuls. My socks are wet and I change them and put them in the laundry. Later, I'm loading the second machineful and my socks are wet again. I change them again and put them in the machine.

Then we leave on a bus. Everyone else is going somewhere and I've backed my packbag too, but I'm going back to the house. They get of the bus at some stop and I stay on it.