non-lucid

03.30.2012

Castle Infiltration & Lady in Red Dress, I'm The END, Short Seats (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I took a nap that ended up being a little bit too late to take one.

Dream 1: Castle Infiltration & Lady in Red Dress

I'm starting out in an awkward position to conceal myself in this dream. This dream had a few resets and moments where I was close to being caught.

I remember being side a fancy area with gray tiling and gray brick walls, and there's red carpet in the middle of every path to walk on. I hear a man talking about something to some guards, but I can't remember what exactly.

I had to be really careful of the guards, because they had some weird formation that apparently preventing them from having gaps whenever they turned their back at me.

I remember there being some reset in the dream when I was caught because I underestimated the guards.

Here's something new, most of them were blonde females in red latex outfits. I don't know if I should be afraid of them, or fantasize their amazing bodies in this dream, but they looked like serious business.

After the guy is done talking, I put myself against the wall, slowly moving to the left to see that he's this close from me, but because the area I'm in an area for things to be hung up as decorations, he doesn't bother going through the mini-hallway.

I see what's near the hall way, and I head outside to the door to the right of me quickly before the guards turned out.

I think there was another instance where I was hiding in the mini-hallway again, but this time, I was leaning at the right side to see the guards and the guy interacting with each other.

Since they were closer to the exit, that meant I could hide on the other side.

The area that's next to the mini-hallway I was in was formatted into a square, so there would be guards at each corner, but since they all gathered to listen to what that guy was declaring, I quickly went to the left side of the square hallway.

I see the blonde females in red latex suits move the opposite direction, and I quickly leave out to the door.

Somewhere along in those moments, there was one female who got closer to where I was hiding inside the mini-hall way with decorations and red carpet.

She actually came into the small room, and instead of staying there and making her tell the other guards, I quickly dash towards her, grabbed her neck, held it really tight, and then stabbed her in her stomach.

I didn't pull the dagger/knife out, I was still holding onto her neck, and slowly helped her descend to the ground. I believe she had brown hair, the type that had a shine to it, and her face was sort of pure with a light apricot skin tone to it.

She was wearing a red dress, not a latex suit. But because I was worried that someone might've heard the dagger penetrating through her, and her coughing blood once, I didn't bother to ask who she was before she really died.

She was completely different from the guards, she didn't have any weapons or anything, she just came in at the wrong time. I look her dead body, gazing at her cold and blank stare at me. She still has her mouth opened, and there's blood dripping out to the side.

Her skin tone started to become even more pale, and her arms are spread out. I couldn't do anything but leave the area.

If you want to talk to me, and make yourself less likely to be killed or injured, at least don't wear the same color as the other female guards!

Why am I killing people so recklessly in these dreams?

Dream 2: I'm The END, Escape from Bicycle

The title may be a little confusing, but I was "The End", I'm sure I was because even though things were in third perspective, I could feel myself being him.

He's basically this old guy who is supposed to be remarkable with sniper weapons and hiding overall in Metal Gear Solid 3, and if you managed to get him to cough up some items, you can get the camouflage that has the best percentage to conceal yourself in the game I believe.

I'm in some desert area, and there's a guard base. Since I'm using the camouflage of his that can alter to most environments, I didn't have to worry about guards finding me.

There's wide and big light brown tiling format I'm on that matched the sand's color.

I was prone (still in third person perspective), and there's a guard in front of me. I'm near his feet, I ponder if I should grab them and make him trip, but I decided to quickly stand up and grab the back of his neck.

I could feel how hard "The End" was choking this person from behind, I can feel the vibrations and the guard having no chance against him.

The guard falls to the floor, and then I find myself shifting consciousness somewhere else. The dream shifts to where I'm trying to escape an area full of guards and tanks with machine guns and turrets attached at weird parts of them.

There's a set of bicycles lined up at a bicycle rack, and most people are trying to escape, but none of the bicycles are moving, something is locking them.

It seems that the guards didn't care I was there anymore, because they're busy running for their lives as well. I was in a large and dark garage, probably where they stored their weapons and vehicles.

It opens up, and a guard that looks like a soldier in desert gear is getting on a bicycle, waiting for the garage door to open up. I see there's a bicycle next to him, and as he heads out, I quickly rush to it.

The bicycle was blue I think, and one of those with the curved metal handles at the ends. I'm trying to pedal, but I have to pedal too much, and it's not really going fast to compensate the effort I'm giving it.

I tried shifting gears so that it would be a little harder to pedal, but it would not go faster. While I'm riding awkwardly, there's some person to the left of me trying to get on a bicycle, but he can't ride it because it's locked somehow.

He asks himself, "What the hell is going on?"

I don't know if he was asking me, because I was too busy trying to escape whatever it is I'm running from.

Dream 3: Short seats At Lunch

I'm waiting at one of the lines at a random school, and I take a while on what I want to buy, even though I had enough to eat on my tray. I go to the cashier, but I can't remember paying for anything.

I sit near these group of people, mostly females, and the seating is really awkward, the seating was really low for comfortable eating.

I basically sit there feeling like a dimwit, trying to come up with a way to make myself seem normal around these people.

This is my dream journal. I'm gonna write ones since I've started keeping a DJ, then I will keep adding as days pass.



ND

March 26, 2012

1. I am in the middle school as I am near a bathroom and I just sit there for hours and I dont know why. I am basically 'ditching' class. It felt like forever.
Then I justjoin into some room where everyone is having a somewhat assembly and I go to some festival in the front of my school. When I come back my friend
says she told a secret and following that she started to cry. I went to science class and I was told a story about this dog called something Pa Shouj or something. The seating was very different than usual and there were new additions to the class. ( Little kids were in our class for some odd reason. ) The teacher questioned me on the story and I knew the answers but I said them wrong anyways, but I
wasn't even able to control what I said. I said that the person was a cat, but it really was a dog.

2. People were trying to catch Eminem in my dream and he was in a wheelchair and I slept inthis kind of house that you would build in Minecraft
that just has dirt and bricks and it was kind of a stimulation of real life and minecraft. They succesffuly
caught Eminem outside this building with a long staircase. I've seen it in Law and Order before, but in my dream it resembled some gas station. It was outside a courthouse I think, and the outside look had stairs but I interpreted it as a gas station. Kind of this place... http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://farm4.s taticflickr.com/3276/2873111875_73a4b0d51a_z.jpg&imgr efurl=http://www.flickr.com/photos/wilsonjs/287311187 5/&usg=__-YgBI6qYsBiH9P1uX97YT3KXfn0=&h=480&w=640&sz= 172&hl=en&start=9&zoom=1&tbnid=fi10Pb5Mc8HGnM:&tbn h=1 03&tbnw=137&ei=1pVwT5msCMPPiAKe2NH8BA&prev=/images%3F q%3Dlaw%2Band%2Border%2Bcourthouse%2Bsteps%26hl%3D en% 26safe%3Dactive%26ie%3DUTF-8%26tbm%3Disch&itbs=1


I think my dream recall is improving. I have one more dream.

3. I was at school again, and it was merged with some airport place, like outside an airport, and we were all dressed up and we talked about how the year passed so quickly. Then, I just teleported into my own house and it was still dusk and I was talking with a friend who actually was my friend/sister merged? She then said that she needs to rub my back so she started to massage my back with her foot. I then woke up.

ND

March 27, 2012

1. There are a lot of different scenes in this dream. I'll try and make it as clear as possible.
I am at school/my house merged, and this seems like a continuation of my last dream that I was not in class. School was not in session, but I was in this assembly like place that is in my middle school and a lot of girls were not focusing and they were dancing around so my supervisor told them that they were being bad and she left. Those girls also disappeared from the dream. From here on, it seems more to be like my house-- We have some talent show inside that assembly area which actually feels like my house, and apparently I sing a song by Karmin - BrokenHearted with a friend, and I have Karmin's voice so don't ask how I got that... Then there were some more performances and then I was sitting in my house hallway having a Kumbaya type thing with all our friends just sitting in a circle singing and my DR fades from here. I'm pretty after this I woke up. There was another scene to this dream but I cannot recall it. I know in my head, but I can't write it down, it doesn't make sense in words.



ND

March 28, 2012

My cousin is with me in my backyard at night and I'm pretty sure my mom is in the dream too, but I forgot her role.
Anyways, I go into my kitchen and there is this sort of contest to throw luggage onto this towel on the floor
for money. So I'm alone in the kitchen doing it and some professional guy is in another room. I had no supervisor
in my room so I just put the luggage on the towel. Then I teleported to a part of the dream where I was merged
with a building which is a hangout spot for my class and a classroom. In the classroom, I had no teacher and the classroom
was like made of mushrooms, so I just decided to do my work with friends. My Algebra teacher then came and said "Oops, I
forgot all my work at home!" Then, in the other place that I was merged with, it seems as if I was at an airport
seeing all my friends and they were just walking down the hallway, and I was dragging a suitcase.

Looking back at the dream, it makes a ton of sense with the luggage due to the fact that I just came back from
the airport yesterday, and I'm still jet lagged so i t's been on my mind. I was staying with my cousin when I was
on vacation, and the last person I saw before I went to bed was my mom. The other day when I was in the airport
I was wishing all my friends were with me, but I was also afraid to go to school because my algebra make-up work
was hard and the teacher might get mad at me. So this all connects into the dream as one! I've also been trying
to win a lot of contests lately, so the contest connects because on the air plane someone told us that if we
want to dry our dog without getting him matted don't use a towel, use a hair dryer. Cool connections.





ND
Failed RC and FA

March 29, 2012

Alrighty, I attempted WBTB and MILD last night. Since my fear after trying to fall back asleep, it wasn't so effective, I never had a LD but I had MADLY LONG and VIVID dreams. Great DR!

1. There was this person who got caught and his name was called Connor or something, by the police. He resembled Kony or something like that. Or I think he resembled a con-artist? I'm not sure. In my dream I had a FA that I was in my room where I was about to do a RC but then I didn't get close enough to do it because I was rushed out and I got dressed to go see this guy. It was about 1 AM and I was wondering why I was up because I remember going to bed at 12 and I was about to become lucid but I didn't. We went to this basement/jail place and he wasn't even there but there were tons of people there with babies and my cousins were there with their babies and my aunt which was the mom of the cousins and they seemed to be having a fancy cocktail party, and the whole surroundings changed and I was very fishy so I was about to do another RC but I failed.

2. I was merged with LA and NY and we were just walking in this building and we come out and saw a big building across the street and I made a comment about something that I was not aware and it wasn't bad but then my dad said "You be thankful for the soldiers and footmen of the US" then in one second I saw some smoke coming out of the top of the building and a bomb that is a typical bomb that cannot just nuke a whole building but it fell on the building fell like the incident of 9/11 and barely anyone saw it until they turned around and saw ruins and smoke and everyone started to run away an I wanted to also, but my family just stayed there across the street thinking what to do and we were standing next to this tall building so they just continued their everyday life. We went in there and we had to go up the staircase which was grey and very steep and we needed to get party favors for my cousin who actually wasn't having a party and my dog was suddenly with us which I didn't remember. They also had very odd shaped steps. When we reached the top I was the last to get there and beforehand I mentioned how unstable the stairs were and that I felt like they're falling and then at the top the stairs detached from the platform that was there with this vent we had to go in to get party stuff, and so when I fell backwards all the way downstairs there was another bomb but I flew up and somehow managed to survive it. Then I had some HO that my dad was in that building but I never saw it and he also fell down and we thought he died and my family was back on the streets so then we went out on the street and thought we saw him down the street but when we got there he wasn't but we found him in a parking lot and we were so happy. Then, behind a car a hand tried to grab me but I slapped it kinda like GTFOO and then it tried to get my mom 20 times but it failed so we just went away. We were originally supposed to go on an airplane before the whole incident of this building falling happened and we were in lots of airports. I then wake up.


ND

March 30, 2012

Insomnia. I had a very short dream + snippets.

I was at this outdoor place and one of my friends, S, supposedly have cancer just a few years ago so I was looking back at pictures of her and then I went back and forth to this other outdoor place and my parents took me back to the original one with my friends so it then started to rain so I went under this roof that was kind of like a tent and people were doing some activities there. I then teleported into my language class sitting in my normal seat, but I had a different teacher. I was making a city or at least in my dream you press buttons and some buildings disappear or reappear and it was a mini diagram. While I was looking at the city it almost felt like I was in it but it was small and I was just staring into it which was pretty rad. My DR fades from here.

Didn't dream much last night. I didn't sleep well the first half of the night bc of allergies. I took some Nyquil in hopes of getting some sleep, which pretty much sabotaged any chance of really remembering dreams.


Dream One (Fragment): I'm standing next to a computer desk. There's a little old lady sitting sideways at it, and her cat is looking over her lap at the computer screen. The Cat starts getting really excited because a screen name "CoolKitty57" logs on and it's the cat down the street. Apparently this cat has a thing for the cat down the street. I think that this is so cute, I have to tell my bff about it because she loves cats. I turn to look behind me and there's a tv with golf on.

Dream Two: I am in an SUV going through a drive through. I pay for my food, and pull to the next window, but the lady at the next woman is smoking a cigaret and wearing a ball down. She looks at me for a minute, then says they're closed. I tell her I just paid for my food they can't be closed. She informs me I've missed the second window for the drive through and that I am now at the drive through window for "Lusty Lust" I can only imagine what sort of joint that is I turn around to go find the second drive through window, and it end up being inside the building! I actually drive my SUV into the fast food place to get my food. I think this is the strangest drive through I've ever seen, then wake up.

I had several hypnagogic (I know that can't be spelled right, but firefox isn't giving me an alternative) hallucinations all morning though b/c the nyquil wasn't wearing off fast enough and I couldn't seem to wake up. I'd be sitting at my computer, then suddenly I'm seeing a naked woman or a pirate ship or a zombie and get startled awake, realizing I'd started dozing, ha ha. Planning on getting a nap when my husband gets home, hopefully that'll produce a dream or two of real quality.

Normal Dream

Night 21

terrible night, my mind is blank , I only remember one little thing from the morning.

I. I walk into my brothers room where my mom is sitting on the bed, in the dream it was her birthday so I sit down next to her and tell her happy birthday.She says something about the mirror, and I remember looking at it, but I woke up right after.

I woke up at 6 A.M. this morning, went to the restroom, drunk some cold water, and went back to bed. I had remembered that Hunt Doc had asked me if I'd return in 12 hours. I had every intention of doing so--I fell asleep.

I'm but a little boy--a clansman with light brown skin--of perhaps 7 to 10 years old. Deep down I knew that I was this "Netelus" person my the old lay, my dream guide, had told me about.

The very first thing I remember was standing before a fully grown elephant. I never dream of elephants, lol. This was most certainly a first. Somehow I got this mammoth to follow me and I led it to a drinking hole so it could indulge itself with some fresh water. I could hear how impressed the other clansmen were at my ability to control this animal without using force or mounting its back. The next I remember is bringing it back the to clearing with the other clansmen.

The clansmen all had light brown skin. They wore cloth around their wastes, some wore belts of bone around their wastes, around their necks, and over their shoulders. As far as I could tell, they were not wearing shirts, hats, or shoes. I am certain I bore similar garments. There were women sitting on logs conversing about stuff and the clothing they wore was very much like what my dream guide was wearing--if she were there, she'd fit right in.

Grandfather

The very next thing I remember is hovering a good ways off the ground with my arms crossed. I was a very, very little boy indeed! And I was so far off the ground, my head stood elevated with that of my grandpa's (Netelus' grandfather). My grandfather stood tall next to me; he wasn't fat at all but he was a very tall and large man with white eye brows and a short, white beard. He bore clothing of white, black, and red, I believe, and a hat of the same color pattern. The impression I got from him was that of a shaman.

I was conversing with one of the clansman and I told them "out of all of our clan's generations, only my grandfather and I had mastered the art of levitation." My grandfather turned to me and asked me what I had told that boy. I told him and he nodded. Even though we spoke English, I know that that was not our actual language.

Symbolic Scene?

The next thing I know, my clansmen are being used as levelers to be placed on stacks of massive tree logs to keep them steady and stable. I believe that this scene is symbolic and represents something important. We were being forced to lay down on stacks of these massive cut tree logs and somebody was placing these huge logs on top of us! What is this?

It was such a horrific sight! I could hear the screams of my clansmen as they were being crushed beneath tree logs. Somehow, I found myself laying upon the stack with the others and a log slowly came down on top of us. I felt the immense pressure squashing me like a pancake; it felt like Death himself was sitting on my back. As I heard more and more clansmen screaming, I thought to myself, "I'll kill them all! (the enemy)."

I was not going to die that way nor was I going to let my people suffer. Enraged, I clenched my teeth and manged to turned my head to get a better view of what was going on. I thought about destroying these logs and the logs that were on top us and coming down stopped, bended at the middle (they nearly broke), and they shot upward off of us. I was going to get up and crush my enemies mercilessly with psychokinesis but I woke up. Funny thing was, I never actually saw the enemy.

I did not go lucid during that dream and I didn't think to ask for the name of our tribe. It just never occurred to me to do so. I will add that to my list of things to do.

Weird lucid dream last night. I woke up in the bed of a really pretty hotel room, so I became lucid right away. I got out of the bed, and it felt soooo real. In fact, the comforter felt so much like mine that I had to stop and look around again and make sure I wasn't in my room. As soon as I started walking around, my legs started giving me trouble. And the already poorly lit room was getting worse. So I looked at my hands for a bit and that fixed things. I started pacing around, trying to remember what I wanted to do. I opted for the advanced lucid task. Once I remembered that, my legs got weird again, so I looked at my hands again and all was well again. I went to the balcony of the hotel room and noticed that I was about 30 floors up. So instead of finding a way to leave the hotel and jumping into my book of choice (Harry Potter, Sorcerer's Stone), I opted to stay in the room and see if I could bring the story to me. I immediately heard a knock at the door. My vision started getting weird again, so I looked in a mirror. I didn't look like me, but I looked really cool! Young, with long, smooth black hair. I went to the door and opened it, and there was Severus Snape! But he looked to be about 18. I thought, "Wrong book, wrong chapter.. oh well." I let him in and we started messing around, all the while thinking to myself "Bye bye advanced task". Then I started to go blind in my left eye again (what is this, honestly?), I looked at my hands again, then everything blacked out. But I didn't wake up, I could tell I was still in the dream. So I clapped my hands, stomped my feet, and shouted "More Lucidity God Damnit!" and the lights came back on. No more blindness either. I resumed making out with the wizard then woke up.

I know it doesn't count as the advanced task, but at least I got one character out of the story

Then some non lucid fragments:

1. Putting on peacock colored eyeshadow

2. A bike race in college, Clairsky and Bethany were there, helping me with the bike and how to check air pressure. It was my birthday and Clairsky helped me carry roses and presents from my mom up the stairs. My bike lost a tire and work buddies tried to find me a new one. We had a really weird vacuum for our dorm room too, shaped like a big box on wheels that you just rolled around the floor. My brother Brett was trying to trade me for his crappy one.

3. Trying to go up the down escalator at an airport, carrying alot of boxes. Was really hard, I kept tripping. I also had a book and Elijah Woods said I could have gotten it cheaper on amazon.com. I didn't care, it was what was IN the book that was important (I don't remember what was IN the book).

4. I was sweeping alot of dried mud off a highway and I was really mad about something.

Hey, i haven't been on here in a while but i want to start trying to lucid dream again, here goes nothin



Dream 1: Im at a party in my front yard with many people, including my relatives, I walk inside and all I remember is a guy that attacks me with a knife but im trying to push away the knife with my hand but he gets it close enough to carve something on my neck and cheek. I manage to push the knife away and shove the knife in his side, then he pulls out another one and tries to stab me with that one. I grab his arm, flip him over so he lands on his side that had the knife in it. Then i walk around and my mom is talking to her friend and i ask if I'm bleeding or anything and they say yea oh youre bleeding bad then go back to talking to each other. I ask if they can take me to the hospital but they dont respond, I walk around but everyone is ignoring me so i try to dial the ambulance myself and thats when the dream is over.

I wake up and go back to sleep at this point.

Dream 2: I wake up in a field with my friend Mike and some other person, we put up these weird cans and kegs of this weird drink, not sure if its soda or tea or something i forgot what it was. Anyways they set all these cans/kegs in this big castle then the friend that i dont know tries to throw something at the top can and knocks it down, i touch a can or something and it knocks down but its shaped so weird that i can't put it back on top then i accidentally knock some more down and as im trying to put all of them back in their original place mike just jumps on top and knocks them all over the place so im like lol F** it.

Then later it fastforwards a couple hours and i see a bunch of people i used to know from high school and its dark and its some big party again. thats about all i remember.

Hopefully I get more detail and enter lucidity as i keep going

I remember walking around in the neighbor hood, I was heading to my friends house then I saw my brother entering some guys house. I walked up and said what's going on? And the guy asked me if I wanted to come in. So I walked in, I said so what's all this about? I told them that we should be getting back. And my brother said this is my friend. I told him that we need to go home and he said I'm hanging with my friend now.

So after that. His friend asked me if I wanted to hang with them and play some games and have dinner. I said fine... He had some cake with him, And he had a regular TV along with a split up HDTV. That looked like it was cut in half. Normally they dont have TVs like that so I found it "strange". The dream looked really vivid. It was like I was there. He had no cable but there were shows playing which was odd for a TV playing shows with no cable box, no rabbit ears, etc.

I asked him whats wrong with your TV? He said if you want to watch some shows enjoy your self. So I looked at the TV and was trying to see what was wrong with it. I said to my self. Something must be wrong here. So I noticed a video game playing on the TV even though there was no console. I tried to think what was going on because stuff was strange. It seemed to real to be true. And suddenly I had to use his phone and I had to contact my dad, I contact my dad and I told him to come and pick us up, I cant walk down the road because it's pitch black at night and it was about to storm. He said he'll be down there in a few minutes. Then the dream ended after that.

I had several more dreams than these but I couldn't log them down because my phone was acting weird. :T Oh well. At least I got the lucid one down.

#1 - Bizarre Family Party [Non-Lucid]

This one I just remember a few bits and pieces of. I was at a family party, there was some "moon scare" going on referencing some sort of apocalypse, it was my cousin K's birthday, my cousin G was suddenly legally allowed to drink alcohol despite being 17 years old, I talked about how I was hanging out with M and a couple other people before the party, out in front of the house a runaway bicycle came out of nowhere and rammed into some random guy's nuts, causing one of them to burst with blood flying everywhere , and finally a third-person view of some strange Futurama episode where Bender and Hermes got fused together.

Dream Fragment - I accidentally stumbled upon some YouTube video about "secular graduation" (something related to school), and all I remember about it is that there were lots of theater kids from my high school starring in it which surprised me, and there were these two Asian kids at the end. One of them was a bit chubby and had short, straight, silvery white hair, and the other was very thin with a blonde beard but a black goatee.

#2 - FLCL Throwback? [MILD]

I was back at my middle school in a regular classroom but it was in the music hall. I was playing a Pokémon game with a bunch of random people and then C, an old friend and amazing weed dealer, comes in and joins us. Eventually he's heading out again and I decide to go with him, but when we get out into the hallway I realize it's a totally different person. I follow him out to the cafeteria anyway, only all of the tables are gone, and he's talking about OpheliaBlue, someone else I can't remember, and cheese. Slowly I start to think that something's not right, and then I realize that I'm dreaming. There are a ton of DCs walking around, and I tried to do something that failed but I can't remember what it was now. I saw some oddly placed lockers and decided to fly over to them, and as I did a couple of them magically opened, and there was just one big locker space behind them. There was a sheet of music in them, so I picked it up and then went over to a DC and yelled at them "Make music come off this page!" However, I was flailing the paper around in my hand as I was saying this and I guess that caused it to lose shape, I saw it morphing so I stopped shaking it and it took solid shape as a red electric guitar. o.o I shrugged and whacked the DC on the head with it, and he fell over and I flew off. I turned around to look at him a second later but all the DCs in the area had already changed drastically, and he was gone. I was just hovering above the crowd and decided to whack someone else too, so I did and as he fell over slowly his head popped off. I flew off but the dream started fading, I had lost my sense of sight and I could tell it was about to end.

False Awakening - This was fairly interesting.... I woke up, but didn't open my eyes. I guess that might've been connected to the lack of visual input at the end of the lucid, but I just perceived it as keeping my eyes closed. I felt my surroundings and could tell that it wasn't right. Upon a little inspection I realized I was lying down in a bathtub with just a little bit of water in it, I could feel the porcelain edges and everything. I considered the idea that this was some sort of strange tactile hallucination based on my bed that was just continuing because my dreaming mind hadn't totally shut down yet and I hadn't opened my eyes yet to break the illusion. However, when I actually did open my eyes I was lying in my bed in a totally different position, so it was definitely a false awakening.

Running around this giant prom themed maze of challenges. My English teacher, youth pastors brother, a friend from church and my aunt were all there.

At one point there was a man I was going to kill, but before I did, he showed me that he had the secret to eternal life

Clarity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Oh my gosh. This technique is amazing!
So last night, I woke up after 5 hours of sleep, went to the restroom, then got back in bed. I did about, 5 cycles (If I remember correctly.) Then I got comfortable and did one cycle for some reason. After a few minutes I turned over once more (now on my stomach) and fell asleep.

I woke up.. and my body was completely paralyzed! I could not move. I think I could open my eyes, but I didn't want to! I got really scared (as I always do with SP. T-T). I heard these weird wind sounds in my ears or something, and my body just felt heavy and numb (it was a bit hazy at this part, can't remember much). I just decided, "What the heck, I'm getting out of this!" (I've done this before, and I ended up in a FA) So I tried wriggling my head, then my arms, then my fingers, and finally "broke" out of SP. I lay motionless , still lying on my stomach in my bed. Then I thought to myself, "Crap. I shouldn't have done that." But then I RCed out of reflex, and what do you know, I was in an FA! I got really excited. Still laying on my stomach, I used my arms and "pushed" me out of bed. It was extremely hard to do this. It was like pushing a rusted lever or something (kind of like I was "stuck" to the bed). Then I saw it was dark in my room so I got scared once more (I'm always afraid of seeing scary things in my dreams, like weird shadows and such).

I sat on my bed, looking around in the darkness for my lamp. I shouted, "Light!"
Nothing happened.

I remember that electronics do not work well in dreams, but I turned on the lamp anyway. Light immediately flooded the room. I wanted to see myself in my full body mirror, but was too scared. So I kind of "danced" in front of it to blur my body but see myself in it anyways. I didn't take notice of all the details in my room, I just simply walked into the bathroom and tried to turn on those lights as well. Once I turned it on, the lights shone very dimly. I walked into Sam's room and did the same. Dim.

I shook her awake (at least I think I did), and told her I was dreaming, and to come on with me. She muttered something, but I was too excited to listen to it, and ran out of the room. I stood on my balcony, looking down. It was almost daytime now. I said I would jump off of it. I was afraid I would get hurt. But it was a dream; it couldn't hurt me.

I jumped off of the balcony, landing on my feet. I only felt a mild shock travel up through my legs.

I then walked out our front door, which was a large archway with no door. It was daytime out now. I looked up at the sky, it was clear and crisp. Then I started losing lucidity bit by bit, but I didn't notice. The grass was as green as ever. I saw my mom sweeping the pavement, and my dad was just walking around.

I tried to fly down the steps. Instead, I hovered down them and hit my toe on every single one of them. Since they were brick stairs, it hurt a little. Then I tried to fly around the front yard, but I wasn't making any progress. I tried with all my might to "flap" my arms, but to no avail. Not even if I ran and jumped could I fly.
I gave up and walked over to the side of the house. My house was bigger than usual. I heard my sister, who was outside now. She yelled to me, "Imagine something!"

Good idea. I tried to summon a Lamborghini. Big mistake on my part!

I turned around and visualized what I wanted. A Lamborghini. I wasn't specific, though. I turned around and faced the garage. A really long car, like a limo, was there. It was an ugly shade of green and yellow, and looked like it was made out of coke cans. Ugh.
I tried again, this time it was a longer car, but was an ugly shade of blue. Somehow, the green car had rolled itself down into someone else's driveway.
I tried once more, this time being specific. But it didn't come out as I wanted. A brown car appeared, and it looked like a Model T. I gave up. This was just too hard!

The dream sped forward. I was with a group of people in a grassy field. My lucidity level got even lower, I could hardly control anything. I just had to go along with the story line.
All of a sudden, a nest of "cracker jackers" broke open and swarmed around us. Someone yelled, "Get the powder!" (Apparently, this powder was supposed to ward off cracker jackers) I imagined this white powder. It started raining down from the sky, and the cracker jackers swarmed away. It was kind of like bug spray for mosquitoes I guess. We were careful not to step on the dead ones. They could still sting.

The dream sped forward once more, and I was sitting with a group of people. My lucidity was almost gone now. They were being rude to me. I just walked away, not knowing what to do.

I woke up. I remember going throughout the morning, kind of sad that I didn't have any more time to use the technique in the night, because of school. My mom handed me a piece of a Reese's. I tore the Reese's apart, and it revealed rich peanut butter and chocolate chips! Then the dream faded. I woke up in my bed.

I was paralyzed again! I just decided to really get out of SP now. I did, and I didn't have an FA.
I looked at my clock. All of this happened in less than 2 hours. Wow.

Dream: Don't kill them!
I was at my dad's house. His house was made into some sort of arena, and they were going to kill two innocent people. A little tanned skinned girl, and a tall boy. I don't really remember the most of this dream, I just remember that they weren't really killed. The people in charge of killing them were playing a trick on everyone.

I am in a car with amma and appa driving. We are in traffic. We see many stranded cars including people with old looking cars that got burned. As we keep going we eventually see a bunch of people riding thier bikes in the opposite direction with out thier car insight. In the back we are blazing. Some kid approaches and I ask where they are coming from and how far thier car is. The kid tells us they have no destination. This is frustrating so I ask the kid a number of times. The kid is black btw (the whole family is) and is standing dangerouslu in the way of traffic. I tell the kid to move. He tries to opening our car door but is it's locked. He baits out the marijuana and we scable to hide the blunt roach. His dad comes over and says something about heaven, let him in. I unlock the door for a second and then lock it again and manage to keep them out. They say they had no destination and just packed up and started biking. It comes to my mind that they have been escaping something or have been struggling. I never find out.

I dont remember anything else. I wake up shortly after.

03.30.2012

Oneironaut Zero or Blade Home Invasion?? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Oneironaut zero or Blade Home Invasion?

The person looked a lot like O, but it could've just been my mind associating something related to him, Blade, or even Morpheus.

Before this dream, I was listening to the Cowboy Bebop Ending Song. It's been so long since I've listened to it, it really makes me depressed, but the music (especially the full version) is so enticing to me. I guess seeing the images pan over after the other makes me think a lot about how fragile your life can really be, but that's just me, it's hard to explain.

Just the music and the pictures really makes you feel like you're trapped doing all of these things in life, the basic things, the things that make you vulnerable....

I don't want to think too much about why I met Spike for a few seconds in a dream I had last night, but the fact that there could be symbolism like a fading star representing someone's death, which is what was apparent at the last episode before showing a picture of Spike at the end of the series, the choir, etc., things that made it look like he was going to die.

And the quote he says before going to the Red Dragon's lair (an organization) to kill Vicious

"I'm not going there to die. I'm going to find out if I'm really alive."

And when the Wikia talked about how he lives like he's in a "dream-state"

Spike's attitude of living in a "dream-like" existence is displayed by his careless behavior and his nonchalant attitude towards dangerous or outright fatal situations....

He also is shown to enjoy sleeping, and that may tie into his mantra of 'living a dream.'

I wonder why Spike appeared in my dream, and then flashed away, like a fading star dying....


I'm talking to my father about something, and then he tells me that he thinks that I'm annoying for some reason. Something along with how I'm some kind of distraction.

After a while, I could tell he was just in rage over something else, and was just saying that to me because he was in the heat of the moment, but after he calmed down a bit, he tried to apologize to me indirectly again by trying to be nice to me.

He asked me,

"Can I play this game called Runescape?"

I respond, "No."

Then he wants to play The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess, and at first I wanted to say "No" to that as well, but I just didn't really care what he did at this point, seeing as he's making himself pathetic trying to apologize to me without using direct words.

He disappears, which doesn't bother me at all, the dream was set for afternoon, maybe around 4-5PM where it's still bright outside.

I go near the entertainment center of the house (the cabinet center is what I'm talking about), and I see that there's some weird looking Nintendo console in front of me.

I fiddle around with other things surrounding it, like seeing Zelda collectables. I was pondering if my father was buying this for me to try and suck up to me for being mad at me, but I let the possibility fade away really quick.

Surprisingly, the vividness of this dream was amazing, seeing how I slept around 3-3.5 hours. I did not do a reality check inside the house unfortunately, perfect chance for me to be lucid, since I'm at my apartment in waking like.

I open the container that looked like some part of a DVD player eject out a Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess Wii Disc. It was exactly like the CD (almost), with the gold-ish tint, and the picture of Link holding a sword to where he has it angled towards the ground instead of upwards.

(Just imagine the image of link on the right being on the CD with a gold-ish color)

I put back the CD to get something to eat, and it seems I take a quick bite out of something that was probably Fish Cakes.

It tasted like red salmon, and then I realize I didn't heat it up, because it tasted weird when it was cold. Then I forget to do that altogether since I look outside because the backyard door is opened.

At first, I see some random DCs, I'm presuming are neighbors, walking their way to their homes as well. For some odd reason, I imagined things like,

"What if a tiger randomly popped in from the backyard?" (that was probably and association where I was watching the AVG tiger toothpick commercial on YouTube....check it out )

I let the thought fade away, and then for some reason, I immediately drop to the floor on purpose to land prone on the right side of my body extended out.

I get my right hand out, and aim for outside, and shadowed the form of a gun with it, and then said, "Bang!" as I imitated the recoil of shooting a gun.

(I know that motion I did just had to be my association with interpreting why Spike from Cowboy Bebop was in my dream yesterday).

I had a little fun pretending I'm shooting a gun for a while, almost feeling like a kid for a few seconds aiming my fingers and random points outside.

Eventually, seeing how I was alone in the house, I felt that I might as well close the door, since I didn't really feel like going outside.

I get back up, quickly dash to the side of the door that was opened and extended to the right.

For those few seconds, just those few seconds of the quick dash, I see someone trying to come into the house through the SAME door.

I barely saw their visage to the right of the door window, and saw that they were wearing shades. The person had a dark skin tone, he was Black.

He wore a gray, white, or silver vest, and it seems they were sleeveless because they were ripped out. The guy had muscular arms from what I saw in the few seconds of looking at him. He wore short pants, maybe blue or Khaki, not too sure on that.

I almost had the feeling where I'm questioning if this person is Oneironaut Zero, or Blade, but the feelings started to fade because my main mood was to wonder what the heck am I going to do to defend myself.

I also think I was in denial in it possibly being O or Blade because of how they tried to enter the house by crouching down instead of just coming in casually.

To describe this mood of mine, imagine having no guns, and knowing that the person trying to come in could be armed, so now you feel so weak because of this, so you try to find anything sharp, and hope that wherever you hide wouldn't be the obvious choice for the invader to investigate.

Basically, just making anything that's metal and sharp into a potential murder weapon.

The person couldn't see me because there is a small transparent gray cloth I believe hanging over the window of the door.

I slammed the door immediately, locked the two silver locks, take one more quick glance at who was outside the backyard.

The person looks pretty serious, and I assume it's just someone trying invade the house silently, and I still think he thought the door just slammed shut because of the wind or something.

He tries to fiddle around with the lock from the outside, and I take this time to turn around immediately, and since I'm in the kitchen, I immediately gear my attention to the knives.

They were conveniently placed 1-2 feet away from me.

(Another reality check I could've done because I knew in waking life, those knives where set a little bit further from the backyard door, but I guess I wasn't serious about awareness of the environment I'm in, despite me looking around seeing weird things happening).

I quickly grabbed one knife out of fear, and then decided to get another. With one knife in each hand, I felt a little safer. I started to think about how I would kill the DC that was trying to lock-pick the door and invade the house.

I decided that I should hide behind the pantry, but that would be stupid, because I was worried that the person would check that first because it was the first thing you could see on your left if you come through the door leading to the backyard.

I believe I even thought of what would happened if I hid behind the pantry door as well, but at the same time, I felt I was already in the pantry door.

I was so afraid, despite having two weapons in my hands, and I think I hear the door slightly open.

I wake up, but my eyes did not open, I could've went into a DEILD and tried to see what happened, but in all honestly, I was afraid because I swore that person looked like Oneironaut Zero or Blade.

And I opened my eyes, but they wanted to close back, so I opened it again.

Did that just really happen? I do a RC to make sure it wasn't a FA when I woke up from it.

And I could've used that fear to try out the Flying Thunder God Technique if I was lucid and was actually trying to be strategic....seeing as this would be a situation where close quarters combat is almost inevitable.

And if I mastered the technique out of fear, the moment the person blinked their eyes to see I'm hidden in the pantry or whatever, it would already be too late because I would be right behind them.

Too bad I didn't use my brain for once....

EDIT

Dream 2: Okay Father....

I don't want to recall the details here, but basically, I was in a car I believe with my father and mother, that's weird.....still didn't do a reality check for that...

I was listening to their ignorance, and it really made me pissed, I insulted my mother, and then my father tells me to apologize to her and calm down.

"Okay father....." in my attempt to be chilled, still wanting to release rage to the both of them.


Dream 3: Ping pong balls..

I can't remember much about this one, except that I was playing tennis with ping pongs that eradicated when you slammed them hard enough. They burst like water balloons.

Dream 4: Adult stuff...

Nothing special, just looking at some adult scenes that I never seen before on my Zune HD.

The dream starts off on the outside of a store front. I was with my best friend Andrew Carder and he was trying to convince me to go into the smoke shop. I was being reluctant because I am not eighteen and I thought I saw my football coach in front of the store. Next thing I know I am in the shop, I don't even remember walking in. I was walking in the back of the store looking around and I see a section divided from the rest of the smoke shop by a wall. I look behind the wall and there are pipes made of hallowed out balls of glass. I turn around and face the last isle of that side of the store. There seems to be a good amount fog coming from that Isle. The next thing I remember is that I am walking in the front of the store and I see an isle that sells school supplies like computer ink and composition paper and stuff like that. I run into a group of dads with their sons and one of them asks me where the printer ink is. The other father sarcastically says "like he knows where it is". I pointed the first father to the ink isle and I told the sarcastic father "I guess I do know where the ink section is asshole. I then woke up.(That night I got 10 to 11 hours of sleep. I went to bed with a full stomach.)

I was playing a PC game where you play as a gargoyle type thing. You have to fly around (or swim?) killing things (can't remember what they were). I think it was an MMO because I was looking for my cousin.

Man, my recall is sucking lately.