non-lucid

I was in the Carribbian with my dead grandmother from my father's side. I wanted to buy some drugs, because I saw some other people do the same. I wanted cannabis. The Jamaican dude was prepared to sell me some kind of painkiller (a stronger version of imodium), but I had to accept a subscription of some kind using my credit card first. I suspected a scam, and backed out of the deal.

There was a war or armed conflict of some sort going on. I was with the soldiers (Americans, from the looks of them) even though I was no soldier. We heard voices and agonized screams coming out of a hangar. were getting ready to bust in and terminate any threats, and I felt very nervous. This was the first time I'd see action. A guy from work, Roel, was with the team as we went inside. There was a single hostile in the hanger, a man, but he was extremely agile. Everybody opened fire on him, and he jumped up into a corner of the building, up against the roof. Baffled by this (and scared at the same time), I drew my revolver and opened fire. I had never killed anyone before, and it felt strange. Sure, I've fired guns before in real life, but it was weird to realize that this time, I was pointing that thing at another human being with the intention to kill. My body was full of adrenaline, and I forgot to aim the first few shots. So yeah, I didn't hit much. When I aimed down the sight and got ready to shoot, a young black man ran up to the hostile, and jumped up to him. Somehow, this caused some soldiers to finally hit and kill the target (and the black man) with a few bursts of fire from their assault rifles. When it was over, the black dude turned out be a teenage girl, and she had apparently come back to life. We thanked her for her help. A bit later, I was in some kind of waiting room with actress and obsession Hayden Panettierre. I sat there, thinking about why I did all this. About how I throw myself into violent situations, just to feel worthy of being alive. Worthy of her. Explaining more would require extensive knowledge of my mind, so let's keep it at this.

There were four people, including me, and two of us were not what we seemed to be (not human, maybe?) but no one knew who. I chose two others and claimed it was them. But them it was revealed that it was in fact me. I was convicted together with the other person, and violently killed by being hung from a skyscraper... Another dead condemned person hanging next to me looked like the actor Damian Lewis.

I was with my brother in a dream world. I told him I was looking for a girl, but he said there were other ways to find one (he thought we were in the real world). I told him that we were in a dream inside a dream, and somehow that made everything more acceptable for him. I think that a bit later in the same dream, we/I met the girl, and her female friend(s). She had long, blonde hair, and I thought she was absolutely gorgeous. We may have talked, I'm not sure. Somewhere after that, I woke up for a few minutes. But I managed to fall asleep again and enter the same dream world again, only two or three days later. I felt bad about not having called the girl again. I was too scared and anxious, too dependent on the comfort zone of my TV and computer. I wanted to see her again. I frantically searched the web for her username, trying to track her down. I remember seeing a screen from the game Gothic 4. Some time later, I met the girl again "by accident" when she was riding her bicycle with her friend. I stopped to say hi, and apologized for not calling her sooner. She was forgiving, and suddenly it was established that she would be my girlfriend (yes, it's *that* easy in dreams). Her friend wanted to explain "the rules" first. She told me she had broken bones before, and that we would have to face the language barrier (she explained she lived in flemish town near the wallonian border, the southern part of Belgium where people speak french instead of dutch). A bit later we were standing on the terrace of a café or bar. I felt exhilarated to finally be successful with a woman, and we were talking and laughing. My "friends" (some guys I know from school, Tim L. and Robin) were there too, laughing and mockingly congratulating me that even *I* finally found a girl (and managed to get her, that is). He jokingly (I hope) said that next thing we knew, I'd drink the bouncer under the table. The bouncer, a buff and tall dude, came towards me. I pointed at the guy who said that, and denied the claim.

Fun dream; but then again, dreams in which the loser gets the girl are always fun.

I can remember only little parts of two dreams I had last night.

In the first on I am in my apartment and for some reason I have a pet alligator. It is still a wild and dangerous creature and I have to be careful where I walk in my own house. I have two cats and constantly fear that the alligator will eat them. On morning I wake up and find the alligator surrounded by bloodstains on the carpet and walls. I fear that is has eaten my cats but I look around and see one of them under a table near my bed. I don't know where the other cat is. With the amount of blood on the floor and walls it looks like something bigger then a cat was killed though. The alligator sleeps contently, in the middle of the floor, like most creatures do after eating a huge meal.

In the second dream I am visiting a friend in another country. Most of the dream is blurry until the end when I have to go to the airport to catch my flight. My friend and her family and friends are having a good time around a campfire and I do not want to disturb them so I quickly and quietly take off alone and catch a bus to the airport, which is 30 minutes away. The airport is small and there is no security checkpoint the the boarding pass desk is just a fold-out table by a collapsable wall. There are only two flights leaving the airport.

I go to reach for my passport, and while I find it, I realize that I have left my suitcase at my friend's place. I am kind of panicking because my boarding pass is in the suitcase. I call and leave several messages on my friend's cell phone asking if she or a family member could drive my bag to the airport because there are no more buses going back in that direction. I look at the clock and see that it is 5:30 pm and my flight does not leave until 9:30 pm so I know I have time. I sit in the waiting area for over an hour and their is no sign of my friend or my suitcase. I call again and leave another message and wait for another hour and still nothing.

I am very upset and panicking for a bit but then I realize that I have my passport, my identification and my money so I can just buy another ticket, even if it is inconvenient. The thought of just returning to my friend's place to get my bag myself never enters my mind. After I have bought a new ticket several waiter's arrive pushing a cart of delicious smelling food and place it on a long narrow table covered in a white table cloth. For some reason I think I am not allowed to have any food and I wander around and watch the other passengers and airport staff eat.

I meet a little boy who is wearing a fox hat and seems to be by himself. He eyes the food while clutching his little napsack but is too shy to go get any. I grab a plate and fill it with candies and sugary pastries and take it over to him and share. He doesn't say anything but seems really happy. His favourite treat seems to be a pasty that has a sweet lemony filling on one side and a spicy filling on the other.

I can not remember any more of this dream.

Dream One Non-Lucid

I was walking my mile for gym (a mile long road with four yellow speed bumps) with Craig. We were excited for the party that all the guys were invited to. This would be mine and Craig's second time going to this party. When we reached the end of our mile, we saw our coach with three boys talking to four girls. The girls were supposedly very big on youtube. I had a video on my phone of the first party, and I wanted people to see it, so I started asking around if they would put it on their channel. Of course, I was ignored. "Shouldn't you be wearing something more flexible if you are going to a dance party?" The last girl we asked, asked us. We walked away from the group with that still in our minds. Craig and I didn't want to wear what we had wore the first time, which was basketball shorts, so we wore blue jeans. "I think she has a point. I am going to go change into something else," I told while starting the mile once more. About a quarter way through the mile, I saw my dresser. I opened up the place where I keep my basketball shorts, and picked out my black ones. There was also a pair of brown ones that I hadn't saw before, but I didn't think about it too much. "Can he borrow a pair of your pants? He doesn't have any," a woman's voice said behind me. I turned around and saw a blond headed woman that looked like she was in her late 30's with an African-American in front of her that looked like he was 15. "Um...sure, there is a pair of brown ones in the back that I think would fit," I replied. (Dream skip) I was now in the boy's locker room with my basketball shorts on. I was sitting down on the nearest seat, just thinking. Suddenly, I noticed something different. There was a female in the middle of the floor staring at me. I somehow knew that this was a goddess, and she was acting like this was normal. She did creep me out a bit because she only had two teeth; one tooth in the middle and another tooth above that tooth. She was say when people could leave, and when she did, they left. One person did leave without her consent, and nothing happened to him. I still didn't move. I wanted to observe this goddess some more, even though I didn't know what she supervised. I eventually stood up and used the bathroom that was in the locker room. When I sat back down in my seat, I realized that the goddess was gone. In her place was, what looked like a blanket/bib thing. It said, "Touch this to make the sun goddess happy," and it showed a picture of a smiling sun in the top left hand corner. I didn't want to touch it though, for some reason. I soon woke up.

I was at work and a whole shit load of fat white trash girls came in as if they were getting ready for training and I was like fuck.. Someone gave me a dirty look and said they were nice people. Didn't really believe them and gave them a sarcastic response like "Yeah, whatever."
I had come in to work very early that day and was looking for ways to pass time, did some shit in the bathroom? Not too clear on what and remember looking up at the racks for cups.. Something was drawing my attention there. Woke up here.

03.16.2012

Northgate Fight, Blackout at Parking Garage? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Northgate Fight

Some guy in a jacket I believe is facing some random DC that I can't remember. He grabs the person and literally throws them down on the ground.

He starts moving around a bit, waiting for the person to get back up again, and he is watching the person like a hawk. Then I see a flashing image of Elder Toguro, where he's going to extend his fingers and has a cutlass just like in the DJ entry a few days before where I posted a picture of him.

Then the same person that throws the person on the ground, for some reason, I'm suddenly on the ground, and I have my arms up to try and defend myself because I think he might attack us next.

He isn't even paying attention to us, but he turns to us, and I think he tries to attack us, but he was just faking it just to make us flinch.

Dream 2: Blackout at Parking Garage?

I am walking with someone, it feels like I'm walking with Hiei from Yu Yu Hakusho, but I'm not too sure on that, I remember him walking somewhere, I saw him in a perspective where you see his bottom region up close while he walks slowly towards my view.

I only remember something causing a blackout, and a few lights going on and off of what seems to be me inside a parking garage.

This dream probably is related to the first one because Traditions at Northgate in College Station has a parking garage for people who rent rooms there.

Oh, and apparently, Kaomea had some guys help me when I barely remembered much about being in the parking garage, so I might as well add a tag for Kaomea.

Here's her entry: http://www.dreamviews.org/blogs/kaom...tsunami-30878/

This is all a dream I had this night.
1: Smbdy had died and I was half human
Walking up the streets with A-T, not talking much.
"You know, I was glad it happened with you." I said, referring to her and the rest of the "flock"*, as in, her IRL friends. And saying that, I was actually subcon. quoting something she had said to me earlier IRL.
*False memory- Me and the rest of us, as in A-T and some of her friends, had been made into part human part dog, as in Maximum Ride where the characters are 2% avian.
change of scene
My friends and a couple o' their new friends were gathered at a kind of wood montage at a hill. We were mourning, especially me. I was not only mourning, inside me was a aching empty black hole, wondering how I could go on in life. If there ever was more for me. How could this be possible? It can't be possible. Please no.
Smbdy had died, *** had went gone. Gone. Maybe in a car crash or some accident. But it just couldn't be true.¨
A friend of mine, M., that has no real connection with smbdy ran off, up in a three. And I was the one to go after her. She cried, and it was something about boy she'd liked before, Choco we call him. And I had to bring her back up from her sobs, and to get together with the rest.
No one agonized with my pain, or even knew how much I was suffering.

Later in the dream, I was having a presentation before a gathering of my class. They were circled around me and the powerpoint. My teacher were writing notes on how good I did. The presentation was in aftermath.. There I stood, sobbing in my words, having nothin' to really come to say about it. It was tough.

2: Curling iron
My mommy had invented a curling iron, and she said that just one curl on one of the sides of the hair was just perfect. But that's what I already have, I thought.

3: E. and N. "Have a clue what I dreamt?"
Me and N. and E. (my old best friend) was standing in the end of the hall with wardrobes in my school. I lent towards the window. N. was standing to my right, seemingly behind a window, outside, yet I could hear him speaking. E. was standing on the other side of the entrance, in front of me.
I decided to test 'em a bit, I think.
"Have a clue what I have dreamt?" I mouthed, looking at N. in a side glance.
"Wha?" he asked, looking at me dumbly.
"Know what I dreamt?" E. said shortly. He had understood. I was not shocked, but a very lesser degree of it. More like accomplishment.

American football game at W School, where the athletics track normally but the pitch was lower down so it made a natural bowl in the grass. i was sitting at the top with mates watching the senior team get ready. i remember the kickoff was very short and then they scored first play..a few plays later they scored again. for some reason i ran onto the pitch to block the field goal, it was a fake as it got pitched to the kicker but i tackled him...

i was dreaming the team we were playing against was a high school from alabama. i talked about hoover bucs and auburn...the opposing coach hated hoover.
weird timess

I started off in my school's gym. There were a lot of girls in there, playing some sports and running around and stuff. It was like a sleepover kind of, at the school. For some reason, our weight lifting room was converted into a little shop. They sold clothes in there, and everything. It was cool. I walked in there, and a weird man I had never seen looked down at me and frowned.
He was dressed in all black attire, and kind of buff. He carried some weird stick/prong thing, that was black as well. His hair was a brownish black.
As I walked back out to the gym, he followed me. I thought that was weird. I looked back at him.
"Why are you following me?"
No answer.
He sliced the air with his "staff." I guess he was showing me what he could do with it, if he ever got really mad at me. For some reason he was, and I did NOTHING wrong!

He pointed it at me.
While I was distracted, he kicked me in the abdomen.
"What the heck was that for!?" I yelled at him. There's no logic to this, but I guess that's because it was a dream.
He just stared at me, pupils dilated.
I turned around and walked off a bit.
Then I turned back around and he wasn't there. He was far away, standing beside the bleachers.
I ran up to him as fast as I could, and jumped up in the air. I tried to kick him, but his staff stopped my foot.
I fell to the ground.
I looked up at him. "What did I do wrong?"
He still looked angry.

I acted like I was walking away. I turned around once more and his back was turned to me. Bad idea.
I ran with all my might, jumped and kicked him in the back with the full force I didn't know I had.
He reeled over and fell on his knees.
"That's payback." I panted.
He got up, rubbing his back. Looking at me now, his face relaxed. Instead of becoming like a demon, he smiled.
"Follow me." he said.
I followed him, kind of shocked at that change.
We went back into the shop. He showed me these boots hanging up. He told me that a little boy had left them here, and I could keep them if they fit me. (I think I hit him REALLY hard..)
We compared the boot to my foot, and the boots were way too small for me.
"Thanks anyway." I said. Then walked out.

I walked back into the girl's locker room. Instead of lockers, they were replaced with showers. There were also some bath tubs along the walls. I saw my classmate AR walk beside me.
"Hey," I said. She stopped and looked at me. "Did you take a shower?"
"No, I took a bath." She said, and pointed to the one she just used.
It was colorful. There were towels draped over it. Also there was a rubber ducky floating on the water that was now going down the drain.

I walked over to a nearby shower. I quickly took my clothes off, grabbed my towel, and stepped in. The water was luke warm, so I backed up against the door, waiting for it to get warmer.
Just then, one of my friends mom's asked from outside the shower if I had enough towels. I draped the towel I was holding over the door. Then I had another one in my hand, and I showed her.

Then I woke up.

My dream mad little sense but Hey they almost never do. So I found a penguin and am keeping it as a pet somehow. I Get in a Limo and the driver takes me and the penguin to a mansion that sells old VHS tapes. I happen to be looking for a specific tape. I don't remember what its called but i do remember that the cover is these two guys in white hoods with black feather wings and that the movie was released in 1992. (This is not a real tape only one in my dream) Anyway the setting of my dream is night time and rainy, quite gloomy in fact. While in the Limo on the way a look over and there's Batman sitting beside me. I'm like " DUDE! YOUR BATMAN" He just nods. I Say, "So What brings you here?" He explains he is searching for Robin who may be around the Mansion we are headed to. When we get there he hops out and goes off into the darkness. I start to go around the back where the movie entry is but some big thugs come out of no where and grab me and pull me inside to what looks like kitchen. They are talking all long the lines of using me to get to Batman. They take my Penguin. I start freaking out and say that it's going to die if they don't put him somewhere cold (this wasn't a problem until now) The big guy with my penguin gets all concerned and puts him in the freezer part of the fridge. That's when Robin busted in and started pounding on all the bad guys like the bad ass he is then grabbed me wrist and said "COME ON!" I follow him and the penguin is pretty much forgotten after that. (Poor penguin, still in the fridge ) We run in the next room which looks like a dungeon and see The Joker hanging upside down by rope behind bars in what looks like a jail. He Is bleeding and very badly beaten up. When he sees us he says. "Hows it hanging" The cracks up laughing. Robin explains to me those bad guys kidnapped him and that he has to save him. I'm not happy about it and ask "Why would you SAVE The Joker?!" Robin reply's "Have too, we can't just leave him here, that wouldn't be the heroic thing to do." So he start for the cage. Then Bigger then before and way stronger bad guys bust in. They throw me aside like nothing and i hit the wall with a thud and fall to the ground. Then they start wailing on Robin. At first he fairs well but they over power him and he ends up on the floor but they don't stop. They kick and punch him over and over. I tried to get up to help him but find i can't move(Don't you hate when that happens in dreams?) So I'm forced to watch as they beat Robin until he passes out and very nearly until he dies. They tie him up and hang him, close to death, upside down next too the Joker. I'm not going to lie, I'm crying at this point. I'm just like "ROBIN NOOOOO!" The guys throw me in the cell but down tie me up and leave. I run to Robin get him down. (Joker too has seemed to be forgotten for the time being) After I get him down Batman Swings in from a window and carries Robin out the window on to the roof. I Can't reach so i go out the way i came. Strangely there is no guards or anything to stop me. Then the Building starts to fall apart. I somehow know it's because of Joker, like his revenge or something. I look up in time to see Robin fall (He was apparently not being carried by Batman at that time) He is about to fall to his death but Batman grabs his wrist last second and clings to the building with his other hand. Robin is hanging there when he says the most heart breaking thing ever. Still bleeding and bruised he looks up at Batman and says "Just let me fall." Batman shocked asks"Why?!?!" Robin just slowly shakes him head and replies "I'm ready. I'm ready to be with my family now, so just let go..." (In case you were wondering, this is indeed the FIRST Robin) Batman is like "NO!!!!" Robin shoves off the building with his feet making it impossible for Batman to keep hold and starts to fall. I Shut my eyes and practically yell "NO NO NOOO!!!! THIS IS ALL WONG!!!!! ROBIN CANT DIE!!!!! He has to join the teen titans and later become Night Wing!!! THIS...DOES....NOT...HAPPEN!!!" I stay quite for a few moments and the setting has completely changed. I'm standing in the middle of a movie store and i'm right in front of the movie i had wanted in the beginning of dream. "Oh there it is." I say now completely calm. I get it and take it to the front. Standing in line is many of the same thugs from before and Robin chatting with Batman although nether are in there super hero outfits. The guy behind the counter is Joker and on his shoulder is my pet penguin. I don't find any of the strange in any way.

I never check out though because my grandpa wakes me up for breakfast...OK lunch...I slept in.
I will say this dream was probably influenced by all the Batman and teen titan stuff I've been watching lately. It was a pretty awesome dream nonetheless.

Dream One Non-Lucid
I was watching a video about a new update in Minecraft. "Okay, now there is these ninja things-" The guy that was speaking plopped down multiple half-character-sized green ninjas on the wooden planks he was standing on. "The only way to get ride of them is with this," he switched to what looked like an orange ball, but when he selected it, it was a dotted outline of a circle. He clicked his mouse, and the green ninjas vanished. I immediately opened up Minecraft and selected the ball thing. I jumped into the air, but instead of flying I double jumped. I double jumped while in the air, making me stay off of the ground. I clicked, and the land blew up where the circle outlined. It looked like thousands of TnT just went off. I was now clicking furiously to see how far I could go. I got bored with this, and then went off to start another hole. I clicked, and saw it go down to where the old hole left off. At first this confused me, but then I understood that wherever I leave off, the new hole will start there. I now went around the whole world, blowing random things up. I soon woke up.

Dream Two Non-Lucid
I am in another video game, but this time it was a FPS (First person shooter). I held an orange HK 416 with an Acog scope on it. The scope was one line going vertical, and a horizontal line going straight through the middle of it. There were also mil-dots bellow the line. I was in a group of people that looked like they were modern day storm troopers. They had camo on, but had white helmets like storm troopers. We were all waiting for the timer to reach 0 so we could start the game. When the timer did reach 0, I started sprinting to find the first enemy. There was something weird about this game though. I soon found out what it was. We weren't playing against human characters, we were playing against aliens. They were two times the size of a normal human, had a super hard exoskeleton, and were all black. Their heads were huge, and had a long tail as well. They took about 2-3 magazines to kill, depending on where you shot them. I never noticed my teammates with me, so I assumed that they had already died. I felt pressure weighing down on me to win the game. I was try-harding as best as I could, but I was soon blocked by enemies. I couldn't kill them all, but I did take a few with me to the grave. As soon as I was killed, I woke up.

Dream Three Non-Lucid
Katie and I were talking on oovoo about random things. She said that she wanted to show me some pictures, and so she sent them to me. I can't remember what they were about, but I do remember it was in a comic book form. It had no text to read from, so I wrote her my own version of what happened. I can't remember exactly what I wrote down, but I do recall at the end: Someone was at a mini-market and was trying to find out a check out isle. I saw a person on the other side of the story, but instead of walking to her normally, he turned his back to her and walked backwards. He ran into a baby. He knew this because he could hear what sounded like a baby crying. He froze. He stood there for a couple of seconds, but then I woke up.

Dream Fragment One
I was in my dad's blue truck in the left side back seat. We were waiting for the bus to come to pick me up. The bus finally came, and I hopped out of the truck. My dad opened up his door and said, "Aren't you forgetting something?"
"Umm..not that I know of," I replied. He stepped out of his seat and had a jacket with a beanie that I didn't know about. "You forgot these," he told. I then forget the rest of the dream

I just remember dreaming about being at an airport, and not wanting to go where I was going.

I have airport dreams ALOT. They are usually not pleasant. Usually I'm late, or lost, or lost my luggage, or lost someone. Once I dreamed that I lost my son at the airport. I had the stroller but it was empty. Horrible! I need to do RCs since I fly alot anyway.

- I went to this guy's house I'd never met to buy weed. It was really big and pretty nice with a large back yard, kind of separated from nearby houses. I went inside and then it skipped over one part. I was shocked but decided I had to act normal for some reason. I realized I'd only brought $20 which wasn't enough, but then HG was there and let me borrow $40 more. I said I would pay her back at work.

- I was on eBay and searched for "pink cat set". I was looking for a set of ears & paws, but there were only a couple results, and they were mostly related to items you put on your cat. When I looked at each listing, it would turn into a commercial for that item in my mind, with sound and everything. I looked at one that was a set of 4 pink rubber boots for your cat, which were apparently flavoured, but I don't remember what the purpose was. Another one was a very small rubber mat kind of, and I saw a demonstration where they put it on a cat's side for a minute and it made him enjoy being patted there more or something.

- Also in my notes: "mushrooms". Don't remember that one.

Dream One: We're at a store, doesn't look like any store I've been to before though. I walk by an end cap and see My Little Pony mini photo album sized card binders and keychains and lanyards. I think to myself it would be great to get a couple of these card albums to put the mini figure cards my daughter has in. I look to see if I can find anything boyish in the bins for my son to put his pokemon cards in. i don't see anything, an I hear my husband a couple aisles over telling the kids he's going to go find me. I decide to walk towards his voice, but when I look down the aisle I see strangers. I go back an aisle thinking he might has passed me on the other end of the shelves, I still don't see him so I go back another aisle. I hear him again, and follow the voice to the aisle with the strangers. This time I see him behind the strangers. I show him the pony albums and he says I really don't need them, I tell him they're only a dollar a each, and he concedes saying if I really want them get them. I go back to the end cap and think about getting a pony lanyard, I can't think of what for now, but I had a specific purpose for it in the dream. A little girl walks up and she asks her mommy for a Rainbow Dash book. Her mom grabs one with a yellow G3 pony on it, and the girl cries. I reach in and pull out a Rainbow Dash book and hand it to the mom. the little girl stops crying but the mom looks at me like I'm crazy and I realize she probably thinks it's weird that I'm by myself looking at ponies, lol. My husband and kids are coming down the aisle and I wake up before they reach me.

Dream Two: We've just bought a new house, but for some reason it needs plumbing work done just like the house we really live in. My grandma and Husband decide to call the plumbers and see if they can get an appointment. When no one answers, my husband thinks it'd be funny to give the plumber a little greif and make him think he didn't fix the pipes properly and confuse him when we send him to a new house! I tell my husband that would be mean and not to do it, an yet he does it anyways. I feel both mad and mortified. Mad because I know that the poor guy who really did a good job would get in trouble because my husband thought he was being funny, and mortified because I thought my husbands behavior would reflect badly on me. I start yelling at my husband telling him what a jerk he was and that I can't believe he'd be so mean and get someone who did a good job in trouble and that the poor plumber could lose his job because of him. Then I start in on how bad it would be for us if someone thought they were being funny and did the same to my husband who fixes cable. Thinking of my husband losing his job makes me really upset and I run outside, but he follows me telling me to relax and it was just a joke. I yell back at him, calling him mean and an ass hole, then I hear voices behind me. I look across the street and our new neighbors are some of the preppy rich kids I went to school with. I'm even more mortified now that I was acting so childish in front of the people I always felt judged by in school. I start walking up the street trying to just run away from everything. One of the girls follows me, but she doesn't judge or act stuck up, she just asks me if I'm ok. I explain to her what's going on as we walk back to my new house. We step onto the porch and my husband comes outside. He apologizes to me for not listening and for causing trouble, and that I was right that it wouldn't be funny if it happened to us. Then a bird that looks like a pink dove lands on his shoulder, only it's got a long woodpecker like beak. The preppy girl tells him that bird will stick it's beak in your ear and peck out your ear drums, so he should be careful. He's trying to block his ears and I wake up.

I actually recalled pretty well last night, the reason there are only two dreams is because I didn't sleep for long. My son was up puking all night from the early hours. I tried to WBTB again like the night before. I saw Kanone Hilbert from the anime Spiral, walking towards me with a gun in each hand. He pulls apart in two similar to a kaleidoscope image where the beads move away from the mirror. One Kanone goes to my left and the other to my right, I can only look forwards and they get so close all I can see is their wicked smiles down to their waist where they're holding the guns. I feel scared that I'm making myself a nightmare, and wake myself up. Then I couldn't go back to sleep because my son was puking again.

(first time I've tried to put in an image, lets hope this works! lol)

I am in some huge ruin-like thing with three other people. Two of them turn into vampires and threaten to bite this one guy. (I forgot the other things that happen.). I then find myself in some school and I walk past these three girls and dodge someone just walking right into me. I walk down the hallway and see my cousin Katie. (I forgot if Katie looked like herself or Selena Gomez.). I went to go hug her knowing that she was Selena Gomez, but also my cousin Katie. She turned and smiled but said that she couldn't hug me because the dress she was wearing was made of sequence and if I would have hugged her, the sequence would puncture her skin. We walked to the left a bit and stood before a birthday cake if I remember correctly. I was not paying attention to it. I remember thinking that Selena Gomez was my cousin and I was so confused because I knew it was Selena Gomez, but I thought of her like I think of my cousin, but I was in love with her. Very strange. I sort of thought that it was wired at the time being sort of surprised to know that Selena Gomez was my cousin. The next thing I remember is that I am in a familiar dream scene. I am in front of this house which is on a huge hill, I was standing on this big circular bit before the house with a bunch of other people. The scene gave me the same feeling that the movie on SyFy about the extremely religious kids who murder people for sacrifice gave me. I think I was playing catch with a rock or something and he wanted to play with a stick too, so I go in search of a stick. I remember that someone said there are no sticks here, but there are twigs. But then they show me a hardened piece of an anthill that I could pick up. I picked it up and brought it to him. He examined it and nodded. The Next thing I remember was I was standing in the part of my house before the front door. Some of my family and friends were there. Samantha my cousin was having a really bad tantrum, and for some reason that meant that she was very unhealthy. I tried consoling her with something, but I forgot what it was. All I remember us it was something that does not exist and was ridiculous. I then see one of the girls in my play. She is wearing this big tub thing on her head and it filled with this black liquid. Her head was inside an air bubble inside and she was drinking the liquid from a straw. This was meant to dye her hair black for the play. The scene changes to a familiar dream scene. I am brought out of this house with two of my friends from the musical. The guy who played Mr. Mushnik was three an someone else who I forgot. We were at a starting line and we had to race to the finish line, but the course was full of twists and turns and it was on the sand. We started and my running was really weird. Momentum and gravity were totally off, which seems to always happen in my dreams. So it put me in last place. I started cheating though. I grabbed the 2nd place person and flung her behind me. I tried doing the same with the 1st guy. I don't remember finishing, but I remember the moment after. I had won the race and I saw the time, but I cannot remember it. It might have been 28secs. I am then in this huge room standing amongst a very big crowd. My friends were all there. There was a big high rise platform thing in the middle. There was a senior from school who had pretended to punch me, but didn't and we both laughed at how good an actor he was. I saw my friends Annamarie, Gabbie, and Megan. They were walking around, but once the music started playing (we were at a concert) they would search frantically for Annamarie because she was apparently suicidal. There were very worried that she was wearing a ring because she could use it to her herself. When I dis see Annamarie, she was wearing the ring.