non-lucid

I were at some camp, Again.
And I found out that some guy, and a girl friend of his, not girlfriend) had taken some photos of me. That worried, and annoyed me.
Me and Lise, my friend went over to them. I asked him to borrow the camera.
"No! Why? You'll just take it." He said irritated
"No." I started convincing "Of course I won't. I'll use it on shopping!"
"You'll just delete the pictures."
"No." I lied, "of course not. Just give me the camera, please?"
And that was what it took to get the little compact grey camera that may or may not have been digital.
I went down to a clothes department, Cubus-ish I think, except I had never been there before. Lise were with me. To play out the "faking" I looked at some T-shirts along a wall. Then I lifted the camera to look through the pictures. I showed Lise.
The little camera showed 5-6 miniature images of an unknowing little me walking around, standing around, sitting around.
So I decided to delete them. I was worried that Sim. and Mal. (owners of stupid camera) would come down to check up on what we were doing. And just then they did. And that pushed me into a sudden hurry.
I rotated the camera in my hands, and pressed a Menu button. A little grey menu on the right side showed up, but none of the three alternatives contained "trash bin". I lifted the camera feeling like a trapped mouse, looked beneath it, and all that was was little grey buttons. Agh!
Sim. and Mal. were getting closer.
"I told you." "What are you doing? Deleting the photos." "Give me the camera now!"
"No.!" I said, rejecting to hand it over.
Looking for a gap in their defense, and finding it, I leaped between them, avoiding contact with their bodies. I think Sim. had reached out for me, but missed way far off.
I had managed to push out of the door when they got themselves together enough to follow me. I didn't have much of a headstart though.
My heart was beating quickly and something similar to adrenaline started spreading trough me. I think I might have run over parked cars beside the sidewalk.
Then the dream ended.

I was looking for my bus out in a country environment, but it was just one of the shops where I park, according to dream logic.

I found my bus and noticed it was dented in the middle. As I walked around to the passenger's side, I got a better look. It had been wrecked. (Why would I be picking up my bus in that condition?)

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There were a bunch of people picking on someone, or fighting them. Unlike me, I immediately went over to help the person, ignoring any harm that might come to me. I felt really good to be doing the right thing.

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I had another dream where I couldn't get food. I was at some type of banquet. I had eaten two plates already, so I didn't get to enjoy them in my dream.

I didn't want to be greedy, so I didn't eat more, but everyone around me was eating. I eventually decided I better get full; that's what we were there fore.

I went to the buffet, but they were out of food. The server went to get more, so I waited. When he came back, my plate had been served with a piece of steak that I didn't want. Oh well, I would just put some more stuff on my plate. I got my plate and saw about 3 different dishes. One was little clam-like things. It looked like h'orderves. I wanted to get them, and some of the other dishes, but they told me now they were closing up.

Why would they bring out all the food that they did just to close? I started to hurry just to get one plate of food. I saw some broccolli. I never got more food.

I then went to the bathroom to wash my hands. There was stuff all around like a dirty clothes hamper and a stool with clothes hanging off everything. I had to turn to the side to avoid the stuff just to get to the urinals.

Once I got around the stuff in the way, the room opened up. It was a huge bathroom. I thought about how much of a waste of space it was.

I never actually went to the bathroom. I started to wash my hands instead. As I started to wash, I found I had some tin foil in my hands. I was trying to rinse my hands, but the lather kept building up. I never got rid of the tin foil in my hands either.

Entry time.

‘Cause I promised I would and everything seems to be telling me to get back into the whole dreaming thing.

Not a five star entry, so no recording for this one. >.>

17.3.2012

Fun House (Non-Lucid)

★★★★☆

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Both of us peek inside the wooden crate sitting on my deck. Inside sits an assortment of bottle, each a different blend of some sort of coffee mixture intended for consumption before the special event I’d set up for the two of us later that night. MTM grabs the most potent bottle of the lot and downs it before I can protest. I sip something much more mild, but the effects of the drink are immediately apparent.

I frown, knowing that MTM has probably already been compromised, but preparations continue, as the two of us glide down to a field behind my house. Words were exchanged with the man in charge of tonight’s festivities, a suave twenty-something with short, blond hair and a red jacket over a black undershirt. After a few winks and candidly coded responses between him and MTM, I confirm my suspicions: she works for them now.

Looks like I’ll be doing things alone.

The day passes, night falls, and the real fun begins. After a mostly uneventful day filled with brief bits of uninspired HvZ and other campus shenanigans, I find myself riding a motor-powered skateboard, racing to the big event. Not satisfied with the speed, I kick things up a notch and transform the motor-power into rocket-power and the wheels into anti-gravity pads.

Tearing through the streets, blanketed in the glow of yellow-orange street lamps and rushing neon lights, I make my way to the first check-point and blaze past the rag-tag line of people assembled in front of the entryway, up the concrete stairs, and over the dingy, dark-red carpet. Finally, in the first chamber, I dismount in a flash of sparks and approach the table where the first challenge awaits.

Several guys in dark blazers stand there, hunched over the table in the center of this poorly lit room, watching me approach. Only one person sits, flourishing a deck of cards, grinning as a I approach. Without hesitation, he deals out the cards in front of him, forming rows and columns as the Chinese symbols on the face of the cards, begin to glow a shimmering blue and purple gradient and rise from the cards in a ghastly fashion.

The first to rip itself from the card floats towards me and attaches to my forehead, causing the world around me to shift and distort. I know the game immediately. If I didn’t do something about these symbols, they’d attach to me and mutate my perception, driving me to insanity. Grabbing the board I’d rode in on, I manage to get the exhaust to create a shower of sparks. Quickly, I douse the symbols with those fiery sparks, extinguishing their power and clearing the game.

As I walk toward the stairs, leading up to the next chamber, I notice two other tables and games set-up in front of the stairs. The world sways around me, and I realize: these are just illusions created by the symbol; I can move on.

Ascending the stairs, I’m met with another challenge. This time in a more home-like setting, a woman, who looks like a grade-school teacher smiles briefly at me before finishing up the colorful board she’d been working on. It’s one of those peg boards frequently used in classrooms, decorated with a bright, wavy yellow border and big blue letters on a cerulean background. The letters spell the command: “Ask Margie about H2O.”

In the corner of the room, to my left, rises a giant girl. She can’t be older than eight years old, but she towered over me, bloated and disproportional, with an expressionless look upon her drooling face. One look is all I need to determine the only winning move is not to play. I continue upwards as a fellow challenger comes up the stairs from the first chamber. I hear her ask ‘Margie’ about water. Then come the screams...then silence...

Upstairs now, I make my way to the porch, where I meet the man in charge for the second time today and MTM standing beside him. He expresses surprise that I arrived so early. Not in the mood for bantering, I let him know that he needs to fix whatever was wrong with MTM or he’d regret it. Smugly, he reassures me that I simply need to complete one more task, but I sense betrayal and deceit in his words. Delving deeper, I discover his identity as a vampire and the entirety of his plan. Oblivious to the fact that I know everything, he takes me and MTM into a room with another giant, disproportionate child, this time a toddler.

The door locks behind us and the man stands behind the monstrosity. My final task is simple, he tells me: “Defeat this child.”

Scornfully, I remark, “Don’t insult me. The two of you are so far beneath me I could blow you both away with a single blast.”

“Then do it,” he laughs harshly.

But I’ve already charged up a blast, or at least, tried to. When I release the stream of energy, forming a Kamehameha pose, the blast is imperceptible and simply passes through the head and body of the giant infant. Improvising, I modify the stream’s frequency as it passes through the thing’s brain, mutating it further, restoring its free will and rational thought.

When I’m finished, the giant baby and I have a short, intelligent, discourse, much to the dismay of the suave twenty-something. We bargain out a deal, wherein I let the giant live and he grants me the win. He even offers, very casually, to kill the guy standing behind him, but I insist that honor falls to me...

Friday, 3/16/12 bed time 12:30 am

DR 4:43am
I'm a member of NCIS team, with Gibbs and DiNozzo. We have a training exercise. Me and another person are suppose to hide and team is suppose to find us. We are in woods in some shelter and on the river. Finally we hide in a multi-story apartment building. I'm running down the stairs. I see a side corridor ending with big glass wall. I decide that's a good spot to hide. I open the glass and walk behind it. There is already a person hiding. I stand on the other side. This person leans towards me to talk, but now she is visible through the glass and they see her. While they deal with her, I run away. Trying to find an apartment that has a cable box, because through the hole for the box I can escape, while holding on to cables.
WBTB 4:43 - 5:26 - nothing

3/18/12
I dream I am driving home from some sort of event. I can't recall the event, I just remember being in a large warehouse-like place. I left, and then entered my Dad's car, who was apparently home already. My brother sits in the passenger seat, and I take the driver's seat. I start the car, and drive off. As I drive, I dream like a total numbskull. I drive through yards, off road, on sidewalks, and I recall running over a wooden fence. When we get home, my brother is tattling to my Dad about my terrible driving. The two of them leave now. I become lucid. However it's very very vivid. A friend of mine came over, and that's all I remember.*

BiscuitHappyz's Dream

I tried some traditional self hypnotism this time, which seemed to work. I didn't manage to find anybody though.


I was in a city I didn't recognize, pacing in and out of a building's single door. The city was small in diameter, but had very tall buildings. I was in a shorter building, and, as I said, pacing in between doors for no good reason. The setting changed a few times as I came out of the door, but it tended to go back to the city once I came back.

Hey, I thought. This is a dream, isn't it? I became fully lucid. The dream wasn't very stable, but it did not occur to me to do anything about it. Instead, I kept pacing calmly, now manipulating the setting purposefully, just for fun. Eventually, I switched it back to the city, and decided to go on a walk.

As I was walking, I tried to remember various things from waking life that I wanted to do while lucid. DTOMs and all that. Oh yeah, I thought, getting excited. There's the IOSDP thingy toni-

At this point, I had begun rapidly exiting the dream, rather dramatically. I felt like I had disappeared and left a shock wave behind. I was awake and a little hole in the curtains on my window managed to let a bit of light through exactly align with my eyes, which was thoroughly annoying.

I saw a big sign advertising short babysitting jobs late at night. The text was really big, neon and jumbled. I went to see about them. When I got to the job building, it was PACKED with people around my age hoping to get the same jobs. I talked to a woman at the counter a bit. She was telling me about one girl there who owned a La Senza. That girl was about my age and had long blonde hair. I had met her before, and thought she seemed a bit stuck up, but thought I would give her a chance anyway.

Then I was walking to school in the rain. I realized I'd completely forgotten to go to English, so I just went to my next class. Some guy asked me if I could write a short summary of a certain book, and K, who was also there, agreed that I should. I found out it was a book we got in the class I missed, and everyone had to do a book report on it, which included writing a summary. I said okay, they could use mine when I did it. Then K asked if I would write a prologue to the book as well, which was also part of the project, but I said I didn't want to. Writing the summary was also somehow connected to me having to get a jug of orange juice and put it on the floor at work, replacing it whenever it got dirty, and I couldn't remember if I'd done that.

Then I was with some people at the top of a grassy hill, watching this large bearded guy who had a spider. We suspected he was secretly Santa Claus or something, and the spider had something to do with it as well. The spider was a very rare species, with a long thin body that was mostly white with some black markings, including a silhouette of a spider on its back. It could also fly. The man put it down in the grass, but it flew away, and we chased after it, yelling.

Partly from the downtime of DV, and partly from my own neglect, my dream journal has been largely untouched recently. Now that I'm back from uni for a while, and away from its many dream-inhibiting substances, I think I'll try and get this up and running again.

My lack of dream journalling has noticeably affected my dream recall, unfortunately, so I feel as if I'm back to the start, but here goes: a retrospective view of some of the more interesting dream fragments.

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5/3/12

My friend gets stung by a wasp, so I take out a lawsuit against the wasp.

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7/3/12

I'm in a cruise ship hotel with my sister and cousin, and we steal my own dog (god knows who from). We escape to the top floor, which happens to be a posh restaurant, in which I'm pretty sure we're not allowed. My mum assures me it's fine, as my sister and cousin leave. She later plays some liquid drum & bass on some fat speakers, 'Memoirs' by Rameses B.

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14/3/12

I'm on a bed in a public place with my ex-girlfriend from about 3 years ago. I haven't seen her in a while and she tells me about implants she got recently, all 3 of them. She tells me to feel them, then to help her lose her virginity [despite previously being my girlfriend]. Though I nobly oblige, she leaves before we can do the deed, much to the disappointment of my entourage, who had recently formed in the room.

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17/3/12

I'm back from uni and my mum tells me she's seen my tattoo [though in real life, she still hasn't] and thinks it's disgusting [in the dream, it does actually look pretty vile]. However, she says she's over it because she's already cried about it and gotten it out of her system. [I really hope this isn't a true representation of how it actually goes down!]

#1 - Interrupted [Non-Lucid]

This girl A (who I haven't seen since first semester of college) is over at my house during a family party and we're in my room messing around in the dark. And by messing around I mean just playing, but in an overly affectionate way.... I could sense feelings for her and I'm pretty sure she had some for me, too. After a while it was starting to look like it might become a little more than playing, so I got up to lock the door to make sure we had privacy, but then tons of people, including this guy J I used to hang out with, just started waltzing on in and making themselves at home and playing some video game on my TV. >.< We tried to make the most out of it still () but it didn't work out, and A very randomly told me that my room looks like a spaceship. I got up to go into the bathroom to "do my medicine" but when I got in there I was distracted because I was wearing some really bizarre white top and a black jean skirt, and it was definitely something I've never seen before, I'm not even sure it followed the laws of physics.... After that I went to pee, and after I started I woke up.

#2 - Shown The Power Of RCs [DILD]

I was in a high school class with this girl S with whom I've had an extremely embarrassing moment, which I will not go into, and in the waking world I apologized over and over again, and in this dream I felt like it was finally totally in the past. (Even though in the waking world I barely saw her before and will probably never see her again, so it's really not that big of an issue anyway.) We're waiting for class to end, as it's apparently the last class of the school year. There's a video constantly malfunctioning on the projector and we're all just getting fed up with it, and I think to myself that class ends at 8pm (what a shitty high school!) and that it should already be around 7:40, but I check my phone and it says 7:10. I checked again shortly afterward and it said 4:00. Instant lucid. Holy crap, reality checks work! I got up and told everyone "It's already 11:00, school's over, let's go." (11:00? I still don't trust my lucid mind, it comes up with too many non-lucid things still. Like this....) There were objections but I just repeated "Nope, nope, let's go." and walked out the door. Some random DC girl was walking with me in the hallway and said something to me about how "It sucks for people who had plans.", or something like that, and my response was "Yeah, especially the ones of us who are melting!" Immediately afterward I proceeded to rapidly melt, which I felt completely realistically, all the way down into a puddle, and then the dream ended. Damn you dreaming mind!

Side Notes - I had been forgetting to do my mantras lately, and I wondered if that's why my lucids haven't been happening as frequently. After this dream I started doing them again every time I woke up for the rest of the night.

#3 - Odd Discovery [Non-Lucid]

I got drunk with my old friend D (who doesn't drink) and spent the night at his house, though it was actually some fancy Asian-style house and not even remotely similar to his real one. His mom then woke us up in the middle of the night to smoke weed with her. (D doesn't smoke weed either, nor do I imagine does his mom. ) We smoke a lot of corn (medium quality weed) and chat for a bit and I'm just in awe at this discovery that they smoke weed, and the main effect I'm getting is EXTREME cottonmouth. I take a drink of water, then go back to fiddling around with this lighter that never works, and this two-carb pipe (I can't remember if it actually had two chambers, but it was a really cool swirly, spiked design with a mix of yellow and blue) that kept randomly getting replaced with a tiny plastic bowl. We hear a noise and it turns out to be D's dad, and his mom gets scared so I look at the weed and say "Should we hide it!?" and she tells me to do it, so I grab it and shove it in my jean pockets and get up and follow D out of the room. We hear them getting into a HUGE fight and their voices start fading into the distance as we get further away. D stops in this dark room full of random people and I'm freaked out, and he looks almost catatonically depressed and I really want to help him but I also want to get the hell out of there, and I ask him if it's okay for me to leave because I'm scared (his dad is a pretty big guy). He doesn't respond at first, but then shakes his head yes. I give him a sad look of thanks and then run out the front door and hear his dad say "Oh, you better hurry!" I'm frightened and jump into my car and try to start it but I'm shaking and messing up. But I woke up while I was trying to work it.

Dream Fragment - I see my dead grandpa (but he's still alive in the dream), lots of other family members, my dad's close friend J, and a couple random DC kids who are both named Alex. I perceive that I'm in Las Vegas, though this is all actually taking place at my house. All I really remember other than that was J asking me if I'd found him any MDA, to which I responded no because it's hard to come across.

False Awakening - I wake up and text O about how sake is even better in Las Vegas.

#4 - The Last School Of Magic [Non-Lucid]

A lot of this dream is hazy and hard to remember, but I do recall that I was trapped in some place called "The Last School of Magic", or something like that. It's basically this big evil school in the sky that my friends and I can all see from this big open field that seems to have a castle waaaaay off in the distance at the end of a long path, and I end up going through some weird third-person control bouncing shapes and people and traveling through gravity-defying obstacle courses.... It was really bizarre. I just know that is was VERY intense, and at the end I kicked the ass of the evil teacher who had originally invited me to to the school, using some magic I learned along the way. We were outside on the path again by the big field and looked over at the dark stormy clouds in the sky and saw the house where the school was glowing red and vaporizing, and we laughed at it. Despite the fact that I don't remember very much of it, this dream was pretty realistic and vivid. But it probably doesn't help with my memory that I had a....

False Awakening - I got up out of bed thinking to myself what a crazy dream that was, and I found this little book of ancient mysteries or something like that sitting on my desk. I apparently had had it before but never really read it, so I started flipping through it, until I found a story called "The Last School of the Occult". I started looking at it and some of it looked familiar to the areas I had gone through, and I was totally blown away. I started thinking something insane was going on, but then I had another....

False Awakening - I tried writing down everything that had happened and got most of it out. Only to wake up and realize I would have to type it all over again, which is why I forgot so much of it. :T

#5 - Caught In The Wind [MILD]

I was on vacation with O and we got a bong and some weed and took it to a corn field to play where on the way we became Peanuts characters, I was Lucy and he was Charlie Brown. Some girls starting making fun of me saying "You like corn! You like corn!" and I felt it had a strange connection to Francine from American Dad! for some reason. Wind started blowing me back and up through the air continuously at least 20 feet and it made me realize that I was dreaming, but I wasn't really able to hold on to it. I just kept getting pushed back until I had a....

False Awakening - I wrote most of the dream down (there was more to the beginning that I forgot because of this), but then my dad walked in and asked me if I had used mom's wind, and the second I saw him I thought "Damn it!!" and woke up for real.

I contribute this dream to a meteorology test I had to take online before bed. =) I was staying at some tropical resort with a DC family. I had parents and a younger sister. A hurricane inclosing on the island and it was raining buckets and the wind was blowing rapidly. I happen to be a HUGE fan of storms and was not frightened by this but actually excited. I stood on an outdoor staircase and attempted to take a picture of palm trees that were nearly bent to the ground due to the high wind speeds. I can remember feeling the wind nearly take my breath away. I should have realized right then that this was a dream since taking pictures with my phone of nature is one of my very biggest dream signs. I stood in the stair way for a while before a DC yelled for me to come down from there and get inside the main lodge. I did I was told. People were panicked in the lodge. They said that a storm surge would be hitting and that the sea levels would rise an estimated 15 meters in a few hours. My mother and father escorted me and my sister to a hill and had us climb to the top. We were alone on the hill. I looked down and saw several families stuck in the center of the bridge. Huge waves were rising 20 feet over their heads and then crashing down on top of them. I said out loud that I hope that the bridge doesn’t break under those waves and just as I said it the center of the bridge split into two and everyone feel into the rushing water below. Normally I would feel panicked and frightened for the drowning DC’s but for some reason I disassociated myself with what was happening. It was almost comical to me that these people were being swallowed by the sea as I stood safe on top of a hill. (Really should have known by now it was a dream). The storm started to die down and the sea levels lowered. Survivors were making their way back to the lodge to look for their loved ones. I saw my DC father and asked him were my DC mother was. He looked weary and told me that she didn’t make it. Suddenly I had this flash back to how my DC sister and I made it to the top of the hill. My mother had transformed into a gigantic green lizard (resembling the loc-ness monster) and pushed us to the top with her head. She had gone to save those who were drowning in the water and ended up drowning herself. For the first time in the dream I was a little sad. My poor lizard mama I thought to myself. I wake. …….WTF?

In waking life I have ordered a new contact spinning staff from Australia and I am waiting for it to come in the mail. In my dream it had come and I was really excited. I tore open the packaging with such delight and began to adjust the colors how I wanted. I was going to go to some rave/festival thing that night in a HUGGGEEEE warehouse with concrete floors. Allen was with me helping me adjust my color settings. When I got done we first had to do some grocery shopping before I could spin it. I brought it inside with me and held it in my arms, smiling as we walked. We encountered a man who was dressed in all wind breaker type clothing who was yelling into his cell phone. It was clear he was a coach of some sort and Allen and I made small jokes about his anger problems to each other. We grabbed what we needed from the store and left. Now we were outside and it was time to try out the new staff. Allen is better than I am but I am not to horrible in my waking life. But for some reason here in my dream state I couldn’t spin it for the life of me. I kept dropping it on the hard pavement over and over again. I couldn’t even spin it once on my back without it falling off behind me. Allen kept making comments about how shitty I was doing and he kept making comments about how I didn’t deserve to have such a nice staff. Eventually I was in tears and he took it from me and said that it was going to be his staff now. He started to spin it beautifully and I felt such shame and embarrassment. I woke. =(

It was lunchtime at this school camp place and my entire class was herded into a room where there was a trolley with a bit of food on it, and a few tables. Then after lunch we had to have a shower but it was really complicated to work. I pushed several of the buttons in quick succession and got it to the right temperature before taking my clothes off. Then there was a very loud humming sound and an adult rushed in asking what I'd done. I rushed to cover myself from my nud… I was wearing my swimming shorts, strange. Anyway I told her what buttons I had pressed and she told me that I couldn't do that because it would overload the computer. I was then told to go back into the other room. The dream ended here.

I was stood outside the front of somebody's flat. With me there was me J and K this girl who was constantly on her phone. Then J told me that to have a WILD I needed to stare at the screen of the phone. The girl held it up and I stared. On the screen I could see a butterfly of light getting closer and closer. I started to feel light headed and the lift doors opened behind me. Then the butterfly cam so close to the screen that I actually blacked out. I woke up inside the lift laying down. I told them I wanted to try again so they said ok but nothing happened that time. When we exited the lift we found an empty room and just laid down in it all trying to WILD. The dream ended here, why I did not RC is a mystery to me.

Girl in town, fall in love with me
I was walking in town with a large group of about 20-30 people. Me and this random girl in the group started getting close and before long we were holding hands.

This didn't occur to me in the dream but she had long black hair, she is te girl that often pops up in my dreams. She must be my dream guide, or even another lucid dreamer? Anyway on with the dream.

As we walked hand in hand we came to a bus stop where everybody stopped. I sat down on a bench because I was tired and the girl not missing a beat immediately straddled me. I was taken by surprise but it was only so she could hug me really close. This carried on for a few minutes until a small bus arrived. The driver stepped off the bus and shouted "The winners are...!" I didn't catch the name he said but I knew by the way she reacted that it was the girl on top of me. She went and got her prize and came back. But this time she said she had to go, ruffled/stroked my hair and kissed me on the forehead before walking off into the crowded streets. I ran after her, but it was too late because she'd already disappeared. I then had a Skype chat with another friend and the dream ended and I woke up.

I need to find out who this girl is!

03.18.2012

Stay Right Here, One shot, Blonde & Kitty, Killing Spree, Bacon and Anderj101, Starbucks, Steve Jobs (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Spoiler for Extra information:

It seems that I'm getting way better categorizing my dreams now. In fact, after these two dreams, when I woke up again, I focused on what I seemed to be key points in each dream.

And to make sure it wasn't just pure luck that I remembered these dreams after sleeping 7+ hours overall, I distracted myself by doing other things like fiddling around with my wireless connection settings and all that fun stuff.

I went back to my DJ, and remembered things like Kitty, Starbucks, Bacon, Tennis, etc. And I was able to remember all of them pretty well. But I did have some gaps, but they weren't really that interesting in the first place.

Dream 1: Stay Right Here....

I'm in a classroom, and Lucille Ball from "I Love Lucy" is the teacher. At first I am not taking notice of this, I'm mainly focusing on the fact that there's a bunch of random people here.

After a while, it seems that students start to head out of class one by one, then it feels like they're getting even more scared every time one leaves. After a while, there's only a few people left, and I can't really remember the girl to boy ratio, but I saw Lucille roll her eyes a little bit.

She said something about us staying right here, and she's declaring this as if we're her possessions. I try not to worry too much, but I remember a flash before this where one student that I thought was tough freaked out.

I pretended as if I was afraid of him by purposefully sucking up to him and asking that a tough guy like him should be able to handle this type of situation. I felt kind of bad being sadistic in my own way because his response was that he wants to get the hell out of here basically.

Poor guy, guess he was just being tough on the outside. Then the dream is back to where I'm in the classroom with the Lucille look a like. She's being a little quiet, but she's making sure that no one else leaves the classroom.

I'm still assuming she's a crazy fuck who wants to make us her play things, but the women in this dream seemed to be perfectly okay with that, or maybe I was paranoid in this dream. I couldn't pick off any kind of fear from these women, if there would be one, it would just be a small expression of being bored.

I think Lucille started to write on the chalkboard "QJ" or "JQ," and it was in red writing I believe with a thin yellow outline or some kind of bright color. Then Lucille said something that sparked an interest to the women in this classroom.

She said something about a workout plan that we're going to do, and one of girls were filled with joy, and I think they even said that feel like things are going to get better or something like that.

I think this whole time, I'm pretty much the only guy in the classroom, at least from my perspective.

I'll just stop there, because I feel I'm just assuming the women's feelings if I continue.

Dream 2: One shot Kills

I'm in a Call of Duty type of simulation dream again, and apparently the mode that's set is all weapons have a one shot kill. I become aware of this because I see the menu and an option hovering over what seems to be one hit kills, or something related to it.

I'm in this weird place that is mostly water, so there's a lot of mini wooden bridges, with some mini-huts that help link to other bridges. It feels like I'm in a jungle, and I'm actually in the water looking up so I can do a sneak attack to random people in the battle field.

I see one person crouching wearing camouflage, and I'm literally just a few inches of him noticing I'm right below him. So I take out a weapon, and I'm not paying attention to what it is, but I shoot him.

It fails the first shot, so I try shooting again, again, nothing works. Then I start spamming the shit out of the weapon. Nothing works, I KNOW I AM SHOOTING HIM, I mean, I'm THIS close from him, missing a shot from this distance would either mean I'm have the competence of shit, or I'm having problems with weapons actually killing people in my dream.

Then the dream shifts to where I pick other victims, but this time, I think they realize I'm there, and this time, the water that I thought I was using as a means to do a sneak attack is completely gone. At first things seem to be going at normal time, and by that, I mean seeing things in a logical smooth transition.

Then when I lose grip on holding on to the edge of the mini wooden bridges, everything goes in slow-motion. Even though I'm basically falling, I'm still shooting this person who is also shooting me in slow-motion.

Things get even slower, and I see a bullet that's slowly coming towards me, and then the first person perspective changes to third person perspective where I see my arms spread out and my legs out. Basically, my body is in a "U" shape formation, probably just conforming to the gravity occurring.

The bullet is getting closer and closer, and I try to do something about it, and the bullet has a light gold tint to it, but that wasn't my main concern.

The dream either fades or I'm just too afraid of the bullet actually making lethal contact with my body.

Spoiler for Extra information on what I did for a failed WILD:

To be honest, things were so slow that I had many chances to try and destroy the bullet by warping it to some other dimension, or even avoid it by just doing some kind of teleportation.

I woke up after 4-4.5 hours of sleep to recall the two dreams above, and then stayed up for an hour for a WBTB. I tried my best to relax myself, and I felt myself yawning a lot, so I finally prepared to hopefully do a successful WILD.

I laid still for a while paying attention to my breathing, letting go of being aware of my breathing, and then coming back to it. I even rolled around a few times, trying not to be too anxious or worried about the time that's passing by.

I find that my body was getting even more tired after I rolled over to my right after being on my left side. I should've stayed on the left side, since I could've pulled off a WILD there. But again, I failed and ended up being unconscious and just remembering non-lucids.

Dream 3: Blonde & Kitty

I'm in this random neighborhood, and the sky sort of gray, it almost feels like it's going to rain or something. It has that mystical feel to it, the weather just felt like it was perfect, and the gray clouds were soothing in some way to me.

I'm walking on a sidewalk, and to the left of me is a long white fence I believe, maybe it was another color, but my first assumption is that it was coated with white paint.

As I'm going forward in this random neighborhood, in fact, everything is in third-person perspective for a while, and then I notice a cat resting on the edge of the window outside of a house.

It was on a pretty high window, and the cat looked like it passed out or something, because it really looks like it's having a good time sleeping to not be concerned about possibly falling down in its sleep.

I look at it for a while, and then I turn around and I see a female in front of me? I know it was a female, and maybe she was a Brunette, or even a Redhead, or blonde, I'm not too sure on this.

Then I hear a cat meow for a few seconds, and it seems it's the same cat that took a nap high above the edge of the window of a two-story house. It got closer to me, and I heard it purring for a while.

I thought it was going to rub itself on my leg and purr, but it came closer to the female in front of me who is standing on the edge of the sidewalk. The cat is trying to get her attention, and it eve pokes her near her ankles for a while.

Then it starts touching near her waist by extending its body a little bit, and I realized this cat is a little bit longer than your average cat.

I believe the girl turns around to see the cat is interested in her, but I didn't see her face immediately, despite her turning around to see what was all the commotion with the cat touching her and everything.

Then I turn my face to the right, and I see a blonde. She's wearing a small white hoodie jacket most likely, light blue jeans, and I believe a blue shirt underneath the white hoodie.

She comes closer and closer to me, and I believe she's mentioning the content on my Zune HD, and how I have promiscuous videos in it, but when I look at it, I only see a small random clip of an Episode of Danny Phantom.

(I don't even have Danny Phantom on my Zune HD, nor was a I huge fan of it anyway. I mean, I watched it whenever I had the chance a LONG time ago, but that's just it).

I didn't really see anything bad on the Zune HD, but for some reason, I agreed with her because I still felt ashamed of what was in it. She started to mention other things, but I forgot most of them.

Dream 4: Killing Spree

I'm in a building that's fairly dark, I believe me and three random DCs have to kill a group of people. There were 4 windows, and each of us were assigned to a specific window, and I had the one to the right that was south of the other one.

I don't know what weapon I'm using, but I'm assuming it has an explosive attachment, since I'm trying to blow up a huge vehicle that is slightly left of my perspective. I try to kill the person inside the vehicle first with regular gun ammo.

He finds me and looks at me like he's scared, and starts running, but I end up shooting him after missing for a while. The thing is, I don't really recall him actually dying or at least seeing his corpse.

After I presumably killed him, I started to shoot the vehicle he was in, and hopefully see that it would blow up or something, but it doesn't work.

Dream 5: Bacon Fast Food & Anderj101 in an Adult Scene???????

It's bright outside and I believe I'm with my father, we're going to some fast food that seems that it uses a lot of bacon. We go inside, and I look up at the menu above and see that there isn't a lot of options other than bacon, bacon with eggs, more bacon, and some other stuff I couldn't remember.

My father is trying to ask one of the employees a question, and I'm trying to nudge at him to make him stop, but it seems he's just ignoring me. I look at one of the employees who is a female. She's kind of overweight, and she's wearing Khaki pants or light brown pants, and she's wearing your typical fast food uniform.

The uniform mostly consisted of light yellow and dark gold colors, and it seems like she's a new employee, since I see her reading the instructions on how to make something. It looks like she's using a glass container to store some things like a huge block of cheese to fit its rectangular shape.

She adds some rice on top of it along with a few extra small blocks of cheese while reading the instructions in front of her. She starts to mix if up a little, and then something random came up in my mind.

The store seems to sell custom made photos of people who come to the restaurant often, and apparently, Anderj101 is their #1 customer!

As I'm scrolling down this list, I see nothing but Anderj101 pictures, like him wearing a party hat, or with a small dog, and many things. It was funny seeing all these pictures of him, until a video clip came up of him engaging in sex scene with a lady and some other guy.

He was in a double penetration porn video shoot, and I just can't process my expression after seeing this. I think he even says one point in the video, "Look what I can do!"

Dream fades and he starts to abuse this woman along with the guy doing the same to the lady as well.

Dream 6: Starbucks Conversation?

I'm at Starbucks, and they're keeping the place fairly dark with small lighting. I'm waiting in line, and after it's my turn, there's this girl who skips me, but I let her skip me for some reason because I didn't want to start some type of petty conflict.

The employee near the cash register saw this and didn't let the girl choose her order, and I think she says that she can after I get to pick what I wanted, so in a way, my silence was rewarded.

I chose the Vanilla bean milkshake Frappuncino thing, and I ordered it in Venti. I wait a while for it, but I can't remember actually getting it. The dream shifts to where I am holding it most likely, and I go to a random seat, and I see a few familiar faces.

I saw a girl that looked like Jasmine that I know in waking life, and I believe another person who looked like Kevin. Let's call him Kevin G.

They're asking me some random questions and are smiling, and they usually are people that smile at me a lot when talking to me, and usually had small conversations while they were working when I went grocery shopping.

I don't remember what they were asking me, but I sit there for a while and forgot everything after that.

Dream 7: Meeting Steve Jobs??

It's afternoon, and I believe I'm calling a person named James that was ranked #2 in a High School I went to in academics.

I asked him if he knew about the event for the tennis team, and he confirms that he knows about this and says that he's going. I tell him all right and told him goodbye.

Then I started to walk funny. You usually take a step to balance yourself for the other step, but I stretched my legs a bit further reach step, as if I was trying to rush to get somewhere. I could feel my legs going faster than normal, and I was worried that I might start sweating near the bottom region of my body.

The environment feels like I'm at A&M at College Station, along with other structures that were probably contained in my unconscious from other large areas. I continue walking funny by stretching my legs far away from my body than usual, and I see two males riding a bicycle.

They looked like twins, and they were wearing dark sports clothing. They took a break to stop and drink some water or whatever it is they're drinking, and they're doing it simultaneously!

So before they're almost done with their drinks, I decided to move up a little bit to pass them so that I wouldn't have to wait for them to ride their bikes perpendicular from the direction I was going.

I move up a large set of steps, and as I'm heading towards the left to go down to another set of wide steps, I see Steve Jobs just walking by with long gray business pants and a black shirt.

I believe as I'm passing by him, and even before I saw him, I heard voices on people saying that others shouldn't have some kind of new interest in Steve Jobs accomplishments this late in time of his death.

That's all I remember sadly. I'm not really trying to attempt MILDs, DILDs, or anything like that for now because WILDs are going to be the only thing that will increase my chance in finding Kaomea and Alyzarin.

The other methods just don't cut it anymore, so I guess I'll be going through a lot of moments being pissed that I missed a lot of opportunities to go into the dream state directly after WBTBs.

I had this dream after the Sphinx dream this morning. Although, I only remember bits and pieces. Also, this is the very first dream I've ever had of being inside a castle, believe it or not.

I'm somebody else, I look human but I am not, and I'm some kind of priest or something and I "work" for the King and Queen. I've never seen the King, however, I did meet the Queen and her twin sons (they were probably around 15 years old), who were both Princes inside the castle. I'm not sure why, but the Queen did something that upset me, and I threatened her when I met with her alone in one of the rooms. There was no electricity but they did have lit candles on the walls.

I don't remember what I was saying, but she was afraid of me and she backed up against a brick wall. I held up the scepter and it turned into a snake, and the snake launched at her so fast that she didn't have time to react. It went into her mouth, down her throat, and all the way inside of her with only the tip of its tail hanging out of her mouth. If I had wanted to kill her, I would've had the serpent eject a dagger from its mouth while inside of her. But I didn't. I only meant to frighten her and remind her of her place.

She was gagging and fell to her knees, then I held out my left hand and the snake pulled its self out of her just as fast and came into my left hand as a scepter. The rest is a blank. I also met with her sons, but that's mostly blank.

What I do remember is being inside of the castle's library which was several stories up. I sat at a wooden table near one of the windows. I looked out of the window and saw the two twin Princes picking on a guard just outside the castle. One of the brats patted the guard on the cheek, as if to say, "it's ok, just don't do it again." The guard's face was bruised. I thought to myself "those damn brats." And then I snickered.

I turned around and noticed that I was holding paper documents in my hands and I was about to read them. There was one very young girl in the library with me. She looked to be about 12 years old. She must have been a servant because she was standing half way across the room with her hands cupped together, watching me. When I noticed her, she immediately said "aren't you going to take a break?" I held up the documents and said "I am" with a smile. Apparently, I enjoyed doing what I was doing and I didn't consider it to be work in the slightest. End.

I'm at the these old ruins with lots of megaton blocks--the remains of an ancient civilization. There are other people there, about 12, and I think we're an archeological team of sorts but I'm not really sure. There is a guy there who is the leader. We're trying to figure out if these giant megaton blocks were once part of the same structure. I'm using psychokinesis (without moving my arms or hands) and I'm easily moving these blocks that must weight over 10 - 20 tons a piece, and I'm putting them together and trying different combinations. I'm also the only guy there who has this ability, however, I'm not making any progress.

Then it hit me, I said that "all of the blocks aren't here. They're scattered all over the world and in the oceans. But there's another way to restore this place back to the way it was." We were apparently on a very small island of sorts, because I walked through some tress to find that the ocean was right there. And I could see as far as the eye could see. There was no other land in sight. The leader and some of those other guys followed me. I told them, I said "there are Sphinxes near all ancient ruins (with these megaton blocks), however, they are hidden underground or in the nearby seas.

If I defeat this Sphinx, then we can restore this place back to the way it was when it was first built. I instinctively knew where the Sphinx was. I turned and focused on a spot in the ocean that was probably about a quarter mile out, I raised my right arm, and as I did so, a Sphinx slowly rose out of the sea. I don't remember bringing it to the island, however, the next thing I know, we're back inland (there seems to be a major gap in memory here) and the Sphinx (which was stone and unanimated at first) was chasing me. I feel as though this is the second Sphinx and that I've already beaten the first one (the one I pulled out of the sea). I already knew what strategy I was going to use to beat this one.

The Sphinx was massive. Probably the same size as the one at the Pyramids of Giza. Its face looked like that of a man's, it had one head, it wore headdress, it had the body of a lion, and it probably had wings, although, I didn't pay much attention to them. I wasn't worried about it flying because as long as I stayed elevated to around the height of its forehead, it won't fly after me, additionally, it also wouldn't be able to bite or claw at me but it could pounce on me. It was extremely fast! No human, no airplane, no train, no car, no NOTHING that is man-made could have out run that thing! The only way to out run it is to fly using levitation.

I was levitating at the height of the Sphinx's forehead so that it would not fly after me, and I was flying backwards the entire time--never taking my eyes of of it, and it chased me down the entire time. I kept a constant distance from it. One so that I could attack it but it couldn't attack me. The area I fought it in didn't have any trees, it was a vast area with very little grass, perfect for taking this beast on. The other guys were there, but they were far out of the way and the Sphinx never took notice or showed any interest in them. The leader kept shouting "STOP!!! YOU'RE GOING TO GET YOUR SELF KILLED!!!!!" I thought to myself, "I'm fine."

I used the whole area to my advantage. It chased me around and around the area at breakneck speeds! Geez, that was so much fun! Now, get this, I had weapons, but they weren't physical or man-made weapons. So, while I'm leading this beast on, I'm attacking its face / head. In my left hand, I recall using both a sword-like plasma weapon that had no weight to it and I could extend it as far as needed, and a whip which I materialized. The whip could become a sword and vice-versa. My right hand shot the same kind of plasma-like substance but as projectiles which weren't all that effective.

These weapons changed color rapidly, I hadn't really noticed it until I change the sword to a whip and I watched it as it changed rapidly from red to green to yellow to blue to purple to white, etc. I'd whip and slash at its face and forehead causing damage to the beast, however, it does not bleed nor show any signs of pain. It's only purpose is catch and crush me. I eventually destroy the head and the Sphinx drops to the ground. Its body vaporizes and this giant, illuminated black cube materializes from the vapors. This cube is as big as the Sphinx's body and it's hovering stationary just above the ground. This is the device that we need in order to restore the ancient ruins back to the way they were before.