non-lucid

I was playing BZFlag and I was on a server where hacking is not only permitted but
encouraged. So it was like bzflag hack wars. I remembered I'd done that before. I
had hacked an admin password once and locked out every admin from the server
and set once of the graphics settings ridiculously high so that whenever someone
entered the server it would freeze their computer. So I did so. This one kid thought
he was the shit and was being quite obnoxious about it. He tried to ban me from the
server but he was I had anti-ban, something he would have known if he knew anything
about this. So, I deleveled him down to nothing and put a perminant ban on his id.
Thats about where the dream ended and I woke up.

I then went back to sleep - 2011-01-18.2 | NONLUCID

NON LUCID- YOU SON OF A . . .
Mom left for some reason, and there was a roach in my room. When a roach's presence is known to me, I am frozen and freak out. "What do I do, what do I do!" I asked in panic. My grandma (Mana) got frusterated and said, "Just get out here, I'll take care of it. Move!" So, I ran away observing the roach. I refused to go to the garage because of it. I was angry about how God broke his promise to me about never letting a roach come near me. When the roach came by, Mana yelled "You son of a b***ch!" Vividness: 4/5
NON LUCID- LAUGH MATH
I was in parenting class minding my own buissiness when Mrs. Smith called me to her desk (right behind me) and asked about my math class, because it somehow had to do with my midterms. I told her I'd be done with the midterm today, and Lauren said, "Yeah, but she has to take that class again when she is done with it." Number one, she isn't in my math class, and number two, this didn't have to do with me failing, she thought I had to take it again because I need to be in intensive math. Nothing like real life. "Oh," Mrs Smith said as I sat down. Frantaisia (the girl who laughs alot but is always nice to me) laughed at lauren's math comment, because they were making fun of me for being dumb. (I am not dumb, I am in honors classes not less than a B in each.) I just act awkward around Lauren, because she dated my brother and she makes me insecure. Vividness: 3.5/5
NON LUCID- EMINEM SONG
Someone else had to come up with a song for Eminem. It had to be about why he misses being with Mariah Carey. He sang an okay song for Eminem, and I told him, "Why don't you mention Slim Shady in it? It always makes your songs a hit." So, he did and it was. Mariah got black hair in the middle, the image just popped up for no reason. Vividness: 2/5

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Haven't gotten as much sleep as I wanted to this week, and I've still got some kind of virus in me. Didn't get as sick as I thought I would though. Had one dream last night.

21.45: Sleep

05.10: Stupid girlfriend
I'm with Monica in G's mom's house. We're hiding behind walls and stuff and we laugh silently at Eric's new girlfriend. She's extremely stupid and we make fun of her. Eric and I have a very long and serious conversation afterwards on the yard about the whole deal. My family keeps listening in on us and I yell at them for being idiots. Me and Monica leave the place and go in a car on the road. I can see the golf court on the other side of the big road up ahead. People are having taekwondo fights on the grass and they're amazing. One guy gets a kick in the nuts and falls down in pain. The other guy is apparently a kick boxer.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Just had some applejuice, we'll see what tonight provides! I long for the weekend so much though...

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

1/19/11 - Window Insults

Dream Non-dream Lucid

I remember being in a room with someone named either Alex or Sebastian, and hearing people yelling insults at them through a window.

There was also a long bit where I was just reading a thread on DV.

I really hope I can remember more tomorrow; my alarm clock has messed me up the past two days. Darn school.

I am renting a flat with George. He wants his new girl to move in with us. I am quite surprised as she is not looking very good. She is quite old, has a belly and big nose, but she is a very nice person. So I didn't say anything.
I am standing in a big field next to a motor way. I am investigating there something or looking for something. There is Mike, the security guy from work. I have a argument with him. I cannot remember why. I see some tanks and planes coming there. There are also soldiers swimming. They want to occupy the place as something happened there, I have a feeling that it could be related to UFO. I am just watching it. Then I leave the place and go a bit aside.
I go back to our flat, where is George and the girl. We have a baby to look after, but we don't pay much attention to it. The baby craps itself and George's girls is going to change its nappies.

House Party - The dream opened up in the living room of a large house. I remember seeing two people I knew in high school. There were only a few people there and I was sitting at a table off to the side of the room. I didn't feel like making conversation with anyone so I waited for someone to come talk to me. Eventually a girl my age came up and started talking to me. I didn't know her but we were flirting. We kept talking and more people showed up at the house. She left to talk to other people. There room was now full of people partying and it was night. There we people around me and the girl came back to talk. This is all I remember.

Class - It started out in a huge class auditorium in college. It was the first day of class. I'm not sure what class it was but there were two professors teaching the same course at the same time. Kind of like a team. This girl was sitting next to me, I do not know her in real life. We were chatting and making jokes as the teachers talked. Some guy came and sat on my left, he acted like he was high laughing all the time. There were also a few girls with him but I don't remember much of them. As they were teaching the girls arm was resting on mine. Next the teachers asked us to form lines for something. There was crowds in the lines so I decided to wait until they were short because I was in no hurry. I eventually got up and tried to do whatever it was I was getting in line for. I had trouble and then I woke up.

- Real life and comments.
- Non-Lucid Dreams
- Lucid Dreams

ZOMBIES
I woke up at 04:00 ( I still had 3 more hours of sleep ) with a strange feeling and thoughts of zombies, yeah, but i don't recall anything about the dream... (shit! x'D). Before going to sleep, i saw the second chapter of The Walking Dead, and I think that this caused the strange feeling (seriously, a apocalyptical feel).

Concience in a False Awakening
Before this night, I never had recalled a False awakening, a VIVID False awakening. After return to sleep at 04:05 aprox. ( I wake up every day at 06:40) I had the false awakening.

Like every day, I wake up very exhausted, well, my mum wake me up turning on the light and screaming.
-Joguiiii! Wake up, look at the time!
Holy shit, It was 06:55 and i've to run to catch the bus at 07:10.
-Ok ok mum!
With great effort I could get up and BOOM!


... It was a dream! Other time the same situacion, but now, my mum didn't turn on the light and it was 06:40, like every day.

----- Conclusion -----
My first false awakening, YEAH!!!!! I don't know if that is a LD, because i don't know that it was a dream, but i think that i have full control of it, awareness, i don't feel like in NON-LUCID dreams, but well, it vas so vivid, don't know :3

Non-lucid Lucid

Dream1
I was driving to my home along a street. I parked the car in front of my house, when suddenly a woman and her daughter started stealing everything they would from the car. "What you think you´re doing?", I asked while taking back my stuff. "We´ll come back", the woman said, "and if you call the cops bad things are going to happen!" Then they ran away. I went inside and started writing a text message to the police, when I heard a knock. I climbed up a ladder (where did that come from?) and opened a door. Behind the door stood a man who apparently was the womans husband. He attacked me and my father, pushing him to the ground and starting to hit him. I jumped on his back and put my arm around his neck, pulling him backwards. It worked and my dad attacked him. (I´m not sure what happened here). I´m in my room playing some game, (something else happened too, but can´t remember it) when I realize I´m dreaming. I remember my task from the serial dream RPG thread and try to look into a mirror and turn into my character (my avatar). I turn around, expecting there would be a mirror there, but I fail. "Oh well, theres a mirror in my room anyway." I say to myself. I walk to the mirror and look into it. My skin color has become greyer and my hair is black (can´t remember did my eyes change. Probably), but I still have my normal clothes. I try to change them, but wont succeed. Something else happened, but can´t remember it and soon after that I woke up.

Dream2
I was in a mine. I had some pieces of the sword of darkness. There were 3 pieces: the handle, the hand protection-thing that is attached to the handle and the blade. The handle was made of steel, the protection-thing was golden and the blade was purple. I re-assemble the sword and it possessed me and I started killing people. Then something/someone makes me drop the sword into a bottomless pit. Later it turned out that it wasn´t bottomless and the sword is wating there for me to go and destroy it "after the awakening".I wake up.

Since my normal dreams are in red and my lucids are in blue, lets have semi lucids be in purple!

I just had a FA from a previous lucid dream i had, but at that time i didn't know it was still a dream. I rolled over in my bed to face my dresser and noticed my DJ wasn't there. I snapped my fingers and said for a pen to be there, and it was! Howeverr, this only got me semi-lucid. I could still use all my powers, but i couldn't control anything. Now that i had my pen, i said out loud, "Notebook!" and one appeared. However, when i opened it up it was already full! I had summoned a filled notebook, great. I said out loud again, "No, Notebook!" and another one appeard, this time a bit smaller and not as rigid, and seems like it was held together by tape. I opened it up and noticed that this time, there wasn't as much writing, but it was still used. It looked like notes of a scientist or something, lot's of jumbled up texts with a mix of funny symbols. I repeated one more time, "No! BLANK NOTEBOOK!" and so it appeared yet again. This time, i eagerly went through it and finally, it was comepletely blank. Nothing written in it. I smiled a little and started to write down key words about each part of the lucid. Here's where the sucky part comes in. I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT I WROTE DOWN!!! This pissed me off too, because i could tell that it was a really long and epic dream. Infact, the only thing i remember from the lucid itself was thinking of how awesome it was and how i couldn't wait to write it down!

Dream - Lucid

I was in my brother's room with Drew, an ex from high school. He wanted to have sex, and I didn't think it was a good idea to do it in there, but he insisted. So we got naked and had sex. He threw the condom and the wrapper away in my brother's trash can. My parents found the condom and the wrapper, and weren't really mad, just annoyed. I think we were planning on doing it again.

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I was at my grandparents' old house, but I don't remember seeing them at all in the dream. It was Thanksgiving, and my Uncle Mike was there. I was making candied sweet potatoes in a small pan. I kept thinking I was doing it wrong, because we normally use a huge skillet to make them. I continued making them, and my uncle took them and put them in a pot on the stove. I think he was going to boil them, which is definitely NOT the way you really make them, but it made sense in the dream. We sat down to eat, and the fried chicken strips we were eating were very pink and underdone. Everyone was complaining about them, so I just put my plate in the microwave for 30 seconds to see if it would help. I took them out, and instead of getting whiter, the chicken turned more brown, though it was still very pink. I didn't eat any more of it.

Then, I was driving. It was the middle of the day, and I was high. There was no traffic at all. I thought I was driving to The Avenue, an outdoor shopping mall in my town. I thought I had been in the car for a little too long, but I didn't pay much mind to it. I saw what I thought was The Avenue, and pulled into the parking lot. It wasn't The Avenue, but a giant Target store and a couple of other stores. There were very few people in the parking lot. Apparently, I had driven out of my town, and was in between Crossville and some other town. The shopping center with the Target was called something mixing the names of the two towns. My dad had been expecting me to be home at a certain time or something, so I just left the shopping center.

I was at home then, I don't remember driving there though. I was just there. I had just bought quite a bit of weed, and stored it in a drawer in a desk. I could still smell it though. Mk was there, and I heard her talking to my brother in the other room, sounding very upset. I heard her tell him that all I do is smoke weed, and she didn't like it. Then, my mom came in my room and started opening drawers. She tried to open the one with the baggies of weed in it, but I held it shut. She asked me if I had bought weed, and I said yes. Then, I told her I hadn't done it in a very long time, so it was ok. That seemed good enough for her, and she left the room. I was trying to figure out how to smoke it without it stinking up the room, and I decided I should just blow it out the window. I "remembered" getting high with my parents and brother.

I was at some sort of baseball game in the stands. I didn't know who it was but i did know that i wanted a better look, so i moved down closer to the field. I eventually just walked onto the field and sat on the 3rd base side near the edge of the fence (on the field, mind you). /a fan told me to get off, but i told him to go away because i wanted to get a better view. Just as i said that and turned back a foul ball flew right past me, within 1 foot of hitting me! I figured that I didn't want to get hit, so I moved, right behind home plate. Not a good idea.

For somereason, while walking, the inning changed and all the players started running by me into their dugouts. One of them gave me his glove for no apparent reason. I was like, ok! I moved behind home plate and then the game started up again. The first few pitches were normal, ball, strike, but the catcher caught them. After like 5 or so pitches, one got past the catcher and raced towards me! I ducked down just in time and wasn't hit. I decided to put the glove on just in case that happened again, and then, right as i got the glove on, another pass ball! This time though, i had the glove, and, instead of catching it, i just deflected it as if it were a hockey puck. An umpire started jumping by 3rd base and blowing a whistle, but didn't say anything. I was a little scared to see if he was going to yell at me or not for coming on to the field and then hitting the ball and interrpting play time, but he didn't. He just sat there and blew on his whistle.

After another minutes of watching the game i decided, "screw this, I'm hungry!" So I started to walk down the 3rd baseline towards 2 big door i saw at the end. I walked through them the same time as another person who seemed to be working there. "Looking for food?" He asked me. "Yeah, preferable ice cream." "Here's the freezer room where we keep our ice" he said, pointing to two more big steel doors. I could see some of the mist from the cold leaking out through the bottom of the doors. We starting walking up a staircase that was just past the ice room. Once we got to the top, the mysterious man said, "Can you feel the cold under your feet?" And sure enough, i could. "Yeah," I replied, "It's kinda weird." Keep in mind that i had shoes on the entier time, but now i didn't We got to two mroe big, steel doors and the man said, "This is where we part our ways. You will find planety of food in there." I thought what a thoughtful, kind person he was, but when i turned away for a second, he was gone.

Being as hungry as i was, I quickly walked through the big doors into a Wal-Mart type store. Something that sells a little bit of everything. I walked around a corner into the first room on my right and it turned out to be some model vehicle shop. There were huge boxes that ahd pictures of helicopters and planes on it. I even saw a kid with his mom walk out of the store with one. There were about 6 people in the store in all, but none of them had food... So i walked out. I quickly saw a place where you can but ice cream! There was tons of it, but no really good kinds. There were your standards like vanilla and chocolate, but there were also really weird ones like peanut butter and jelly, and dirt, none of which sounded very apetizing. But then, I saw the mother of all ice cream inventions. The create your own sundae stand!

I looked for the bowls but there was only this small, funny shaped one that was made of plastic. There was a sign above it that said, "The all new POP bowls! Put your ice cream in the bowl, pop it, and made it into a delicious lick-to-eat cone without the cone!"
(Great, now my mind is starting to advertise to me in my dreams. I mean come on, WTH??)I looked closer at it and noticed that the prices of the ice cream were there. It was something like $2 per type of ice cream, $.50 per topping, $1.00 for hot fudge. I figured that, instead of using these funky looking bowls that i would grab one of the ones off the other stand with just the plain ice cream on it. They were a bit bigger and i figured that they didn't charge on size, right?

I looked in theice cream selection part and only saw vanilla, strawberry, cookies and cream, and that peanut butter and jelly. I took some vanillla and a little bit of cookies and cream. I walked over to where they sold the pints and gallon tubs of ice cream and opened up a peanut butter one. The sign didn't say we couldt do that! I grabbed a scoop or two of peanut butter and that went to get toppings. I picked out peanut butter cups since they're my favorite and piled them on. Then, i picked hot fudge, and boy did I put a lot of fudge on it! So much so that it started to leak over the edge of the bowl! I quickly grabbed a spoon and started eating. For some reason, there were bananas in it! But i didn't mind, and i just kept eating. Then, once I was almost done and there was only a few bites left, i figured that i should probably buy this before I eat it all. I walked over to a register and started wating in line. Then, everything started to blur and i could tell the dream was fading, and that bumped me into lucidity. I quickly finished off the ice cream and started spinning, but eating what was left of my dessert made me lose too much time, and the dream faded away.

Non-Lucid Thoughts/Awake

Last night I tried to attempt a WILD right off the bat to see what would happen. I went to sleep and woke to the alarm I set up for 4:00. Sadly I forgot that I was trying to WILD and turned off the alarm and went straight back to sleep.

I saw a pillar made of marble that was very finely sculpted. The pillar was in the middle of the Han river in Seoul, South Korea. The pillar spraying water very high into the air. Behind the pillar was a soccer stadium.


Olympic stadium Seoul

A narrator with a british accent suddenly started talking about how the pillar brought good luck to who ever looked at it. The narrator also mentioned how South Korea was not allowed to have a soccer stadium or international team until the pillar was built. It was then I noticed how cloudy the sky. When I looked closer at the stadium I saw a lone figure standing on the top of the stadium watching the fountain. I assumed he was looking at the pillar in order to support his team.

After going to the stadium so many times with my high schools track and field team I should have immediately known this was completely bogus and that the stadium was not a soccer stadium at all it was the olympic stadium.
I am almost positive that it was the narrators accent that convinced me. It's hard not to trust a guy with a good London accent.

I'm know recall is a going to be my biggest obstacle. This dream was a step in the right direction.

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Family in Crossword Maze
My whole family is together. Father, mother, sister, me. And also maybe one other male child. We are walking through a forest. The trees and paths are arranged like a maze. It's like a big maze puzzle game. We walk through and collect letters. They are like big white Scrabble tiles that are scattered throughout the maze. We have a map. Every so often we stop to consult the map. Guarding the paths are giant spiders, but they seem fake. They are like piñatas.

So we walk around together, collecting these letter tiles. I am surprised that everyone in the family is getting along and working together toward this common goal. Eventually, we seem to reach the end of the maze and have collected all the letters. Then the map of the maze appears like a crossword. We place the letter tiles on the map to complete words. I remember two of the horizontal words were "California" and "Geneva".

Then the whole scene seems to restart. We start back at the beginning of the maze and do the whole thing over again. My sister complains that I found all the tiles last time and I should let other people help. So I help my sister and the other mystery boy by pointing out where the letter tiles are. I'm a bit frightened of the big spiders. My mother is fearless and she knocks them away with a big piece of paper, paving a safe path though the maze.

Interpretation: Lately, I have come to realize that when I dream of my family members, they actually represent different parts of my own personality. So, in this dream, all the members of my family are working together and succeeding. The fears and weaknesses of some individuals are made up for by the strengths of the others. I interpret this mean that I should accept and incorporate all aspects of my character.

Brian
I dream of planning a trip with an old high school acquaintance, Brian, and his family. He was a friend but later we grew apart. In the dream, he is patronizing me and I am annoyed. But I honor the plan to take a trip with his family. I am at his house. I decide to return home and come back the next day when we will leave together. When I get home, I all him to confirm the time for the next morning. But I am still annoyed by his patronizing attitude.

Brian Again, fragment
Another dream about Brian. Maybe I woke up briefly and reentered the previous dream scene. I don't recall much detail beyond that.

I wa on the beach, again with a girl. It was summer but there was a strip of snow on the beach. I was taking some pictures of the snow and of here with the snow on the background.

Jan 17-18
Dream was very wierd and skipped around...I only rememer a few fragments.*
I was in a underground tunnel/werehouse...I was an employee... But before that I was havin to fight off huge people as they tried to wreck the place. Anyways as an employee I remember I was really fast and agile and could run thru the place quicke than anyone else. I was training a new guy that just couldt get the hang of it. He was older with a black thin combover...he was also chunky.*
The dream cut to another scene where I was running thru this path and wound up in a foreighn countries market area...there was a specific cabinet that cought my eye...it was old rustic with small patches of white paint in it...it had this drawer that opened down followed by multiple drawers inside that did the same. The drawers was usless but made the cabinet look beautiful when you let them down...that's pretty much all I can remember**