non-lucid

So in the dream i was with the girl i liked and we were going places and having fun and laughing. -Dream End-

-Real Life Begin- So today I, out of no where asked the girl i like out and she said YES! so was that a vision of me and my girlfriend eventually being together?

Health Care Lesson From Tupac



I stood in a crowded bar, watching people, but without any type of drink. The energy was high and the dream characters seemed to be having a good time. The energy shifted drastically when Tupac Shakur arrived at the scene. All of a sudden Tupac pulled out two hand-held pistols and shot the place up. Now, I don't know if Tupac was there specifically to shoot me or to settle the score with someone else, nonetheless I had been caught in the crossfire. 7 bullets lodged into my body, as I felt the pressure twist me around. I felt each bullet inside of me. One in my chest just below the clavicle, one in my right bicep, two in the groin area of my inner thighs, one in my left leg in the quad, and a bullet went through each of my calves. I fell against the bar, and panic erupted in the bar.

I stumbled out of the bar, intent on living. I wasn't in pain as-so-much as shock. I wasn't afraid that I would just drop dead, I was mostly afraid that Tupac would exit the bar and finish the job. Bleeding, my only intent was to make my way to the nearest hospital as quickly as possible. Luckily, the hospital was only a dream block away. So I shuffled my way to the hospital, feeling every bullet in me as I walked.

I quickly arrived upon the hospital and shuffled into the ER lobby. I had bled profusely everywhere I went, but the receptionist didn't even seem to notice. She simply shoved a clipboard towards me and told me to have a seat and fill out some paperwork. I remember saying, incredulously, "Seriously!?" before accepting this and sitting down. I was uncomfortable because I was bleeding on the chair, the table next to me, the clipboard and the floor, and I didn't want to bleed on the other people in in the lobby.

So I stepped backoutside and leaned against the wall next to the automatic sliding doors of the hospital. I tried my best to fill out the paperwork, but I couldn't concentrate, I had lost too much blood and energy. That's when I grew dizzy from blood-loss and threw up on the exterior of the hospital's walls, before I woke up.

There is a big army standing in file in front of me awaiting my orders. They have spears and those helmets that go down to the nose, but I don't think they wore much or appropriate armor. I get the feeling I had ordered them already in a previous dream. They aren't very orderly or respectful; instead they joke around a lot. At some point I am also in a big, dim mansion, searching for something... like in the game Luigi's Mansion where you must find Mario. I don't think there were any ghosts though.

I unintentionally woke up a few other times during the night but I couldn't remember anything.

Type: Regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Notes:
I seem to be more motivated to record my dreams when I'm in school. Holidays and weekends, less so.

Last night, I dreamed that I was on a balcony, overlooking some sort of Caribbean-style ocean, and the time appeared to be twilight. The ocean water was mint green and blue, getting darker as it radiated out towards the horizon. I knew the balcony was right where the ocean water hit the beach; if I were to look down, I would see the sand.

There was a square night table, probably only a foot high at most, which was made out of light wood, like oak. It wasn't polished and the edges were still sharp as if it hadn't been sanded down. It was basically slabs of wood that were shaped like a small table, but in my mind (at the time, anyways) it was normal. There was one large drawer in the front of it with a basic round handle, also made of unpolished wood. I pulled it out and saw a closed laptop. It was black with thin, white rubber grips on the sides, and a silver top. There was no logo on top, so I don't know what brand or type of laptop it was.

I put it on the short table, ignoring the fact that even though the drawer was still way open, I was sitting right in front of the table as if nothing was there. I didn't close the drawer at all, but instead just sat in front of the table and opened the laptop lid. There was no sliding mechanism; I just pulled it open, and immediately it opened to an iPhoto-like program, which definitely had an Apple-like air to it. The background was dark gray, and there was a cover flow sort of picture arrangement. At that moment, my mother had just appeared beside me, so I nudged over and let her look through them.

She clicked on one photo which enlarged it, and brought the cover flow to the bottom of the screen, making it smaller. It was a picture of her ex-boyfriend.

"Look!" she said, somewhat excited.

"Mom," I told her sternly. My mom's ex-boyfriend was an abusive jerk, and I knew this even in the dream.

She moved onto the next photograph, this time one with the two of them together, making funny faces.

"Mom! I don't want you looking through these fucking pictures of him on the computer." The word choice sounded very controlling, but it didn't occur to me in the dream that there was anything wrong with it.

She clicked on another photo, and I didn't get too good of a look at it; I simply looked at her again and pushed her a bit. "Mom! Did you hear what I fucking said? Delete them!"

That's all I remember.

01/03/2011
Fragment
Something to do with having to fend of some attacker, using the knives from a kitchen set.



01/04/2011
Fragment One
I was in an enormous food court, filled with people. The only thing I really remember is trying to get some Chinese food, and the woman behind the counter didn't speak a lick of English. It took forever to get her to understand what I wanted. I tried to say something to her in Chinese, and had to repeat it 3 or 4 times before I realized I was speaking to her in Spanish, and not Chinese (which makes sense, since I don't really know any Chinese/Mandarin).


Fragment Two
Something about a shooting? I had to kill someone, for some reason that I can't remember. I believe it was self defense, because I remember being really upset about having to gun this person down. They had gotten drawn into some situation that involved and XBox360, I think. I remember a sign which said to turn off all 360 'transponders,' so that no more people would come, whatever the hell that meant.

12/31/2010
"Live Fire"

This dream was basically a live-action first person shooter. It was 100% realistic - as in; I was running around, in real life, literally trying to stay alive, and not just playing some video game. It was also very intense. Along with your regular, gun-toting bad guys, there were supernatural elements thrown into the scenario as well. Not only that, but I also had to square off against "bosses" like the Terminator and RoboCop. Throughout the ordeal, I was sometimes forced to ride around the suburbs, stealing cars and whatnot, to get to my objectives. I remember that of my missions had something to do with someone's family. I went to their house, armed with some kind of sub-machine gun, I believe, and showed up just as the wife was putting her kids in the car. While I was coming up the driveway, she turned and spotted me. Immediately, as if on instinct, the woman swiped her hand down, snatching up a handgun from her side, and just started blasting away at me, forcing me to dash away for cover.

Later, I had to face-off against RoboCop, although it wasn't the original RoboCop. It was my cousin, Mario, walking around as RoboCop. Not only did he have the trademark armor and automatic pistol, but he also had a shoulder cannon with the red, triangle-shaped, laser sight that the Predator uses, its three beams clearly visible in the air, whenever he was surrounded by smoke. There were also these "ghosts" or "reapers" or something, I had to fight against. They were see-through spirits, which floated around with scythes, which were the keys to their power. With the scythes, they could control time and space, and the weapons would essentially grant wishes for whomever was good enough to steal one of them. The wraiths used them to rewind time, whenever I would kill one of them, bringing their brethren back to life and forcing me to try and kill them all over again.

Dream - Lucid

Sigh. I laid in bed, literally, from 12:30am until after 5 before I fell asleep. Wtf, insomnia. I was so tired. I had to cancel my hair appointment this morning so I could get a little bit more sleep.

Despite all that, I did have a couple of dreams.

I was in a HUGE cabin with Chris. We were on vacation or something. The cabin was dark on the inside, and it was nighttime outside. I hugged Chris and commented on the weight he had lost (he's very big in waking life), and that my arms could fit all the way around him. There was a muppet-looking goat there, almost looked like a ram. I "remembered" when there had been another goat there, named Dolly, but she had died of old age. Anyway, the cabin had been left alone for a very long time, so the muppet-goat/ram had been left to his own devices. He had taken over my bed, but he surprisingly didn't chew anything up. I examined wires and stuff to see if he had chewed through anything, but he hadn't. I decided to name the goat Henry.

At some point, I went to sleep, and had a VERY realistic nightmare-within-a-dream. We were hearing noises, but dismissed them as ordinary creaks you'd hear in any old house. Then, I saw a light come on in one of the rooms, which came from the bathroom. I heard a toilet flush as well. I started freaking out saying "Chris, someone's here, someone's here!". We were frozen to the spot. A man stepped out of the room. He looked middle-aged, and looked like a hiker or a hunter. He said he had just been passing through and needed to use the restroom. He started to walk out the door of the cabin, when he turned around and pulled out an ax. We ran, and he chased us. He took Chris down by hitting him in the leg with the ax, and I made it to the stairs before he buried the ax into my leg as well. I remember trying to will myself to wake up, but it felt so real, I didn't think it was going to work, and that we were done for.

I woke up in the dream very paranoid, and asked Chris, who was on the porch, to please make sure all the doors were locked. The goat was now a cat, who looked just like my kitten in waking life, Miss Belle.



At some point, Chris wanted to go for a walk on The Greenway, a walking trail in our town in waking life. It closes at sundown, so we started sneaking in over some rocks and bushes. A cop car started to come so I dove in between some rocks to hide myself the best I could.

~

I know this one was longer, and I should have written it down as soon as I woke up, but I didn't -_-, so I only remember hearing the song "How to Save a Life" by The Fray, and trying to figure out if it came out in 2005 or 2006.

This insomnia stuff is driving me crazy. It's been going on for awhile now. I've always been a light sleeper and I've always had sleeping problems, but never to this extent. Maybe I'm just getting old, haha. I'm about to go post something in the Sleep & Health forum, I'm sure you guys have some good advice for me, you always do.

07.01.2011

Irene 2 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Preparation:
I went to bed at 11.30 pm. Once again drank about 2 glasses (1 and a half water and a can of Dr. Pepper). I did a short meditation and then affirmed that I WILL lucid dream. I got the chance to do about 1 or 2 minutes of visualization then fell asleep.

4.50 am
Irene comes to my apartment to stay for two days with her mom. I was going to send her a letter but now that she's here I might as well just give it to her. The apartment is very big and nice. The night before she leaves I try to tell her something, I'm not sure what but I am feeling hesitant. Maybe it's about revealing my love to her. I am in the dining looking towards Irene's bedroom as I am thinking this. Pascal is also leaving tomorrow therefore (my dream logic says) I have to see Pascal off therefore I can't see Irene off but they are both going to the airport so... She is about to leave. I hug her really hard and she hugs me back just as hard. I tell her, "wait, I have something for you. I'll be 5 minutes."
Her mom (in black) says, "take your time (something along this line)."
I rush to my room and rip a large portion of my diary that has drawings that I presumably drew for her. They are cartoons.
I say to Irene, "I should just give you the whole diary." I show her that my diary has a chunk missing.
I then worry to myself that I had written things in it revealing my personal thoughts that I shouldn't have written. I want to look at it again but fear that she would find out what I'm up to.
I am now sitting down on a sofa and Irene sits on the floor bowing to me (in gratitude) like I am a Thai monk. I try to stop her from doing it but she wouldn't stop so I try to ignore her.
Before they leave, her mom puts her 4-5 poodles on this machine that has the poodle on top choosing the direction and the bottom poodles are walking. I see the poodles in the middle of the road which I remember from my from house.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID NIGHTLY ADVENTURE

Good morning! I had high hopes for this morning's dreaming. Had a WBTB and a G+C combo. Didn't get lucid. Infact I had some strange dreams and a nightmare I woke up all sweaty from. I swore some at my girlfriend last night aswell. I think I've had too much dreams this week.

04.00: Sleep

07.05: Swearing
I wake up. "Fuck you!". Monica is confused "What?". "I didn't mean you...God damn motherfucking shit game" I say. "What time is it?" Monica asks. "It's 11.05" "What?! No it can't be that much" she says and leans over me to check it. I kinda wake up for real by now. "It's 07.15" I say and compensate for the time it took between me looking and telling her.

08.05: Wargame
I'm playing some wargame on my computer and my dad's watching. He's usually never interested in games. I have to defend some fort and there's gate people keep trying to get through. I shoot a guy in the head and I notice he's got black armor on. I know from previous experience that black armor is badass. I somehow kill him anyways. The entire fort has been destroyed and a metal wall has to be replaced." Rogues will be able to sneak in if I don't" I think as I summon some metallic plates and put them up. It's just like in Garry's Mod.

08.05: Fragment
*I'm watching two egotripped celebrities have an argument. They keep slandering eachother's personalities.

08.05-09.00: WBTB

11.00: The stolen gameboy
I'm walking around in some school, inspecting my newly found toy. It's a thicker than normal gameboy, more like a grey smartphone. There's a big touch screen that expands easily. I remove a small piece of plastic tape from the screen and it goes black. I put it back and it starts up. I can see my name on there. I read on the back that it was a grand prize at some huge ceremony, like the Nobel prize. I get very paranoid all of a sudden. I get on a train and sit down in one of the high tech chairs. It has some kind of cleaning mechanism if you want to take a wank (?). An orange tissue keeps coming up between my legs.

I play some music and relaxes. The chair has turned around when I look again and I can see some guy wiping with the orange tissue. In this reality this is obviously completely normal. I spin around again. The dream skips. We're standing outside of a car with its trunk open. There's a list with different items on it and it's rather expensive. I decide to get a sandwich. Some boy who's with me, wants pineapple. "I want it with cheese on" he tells me. I order some for him.

11.00: Vampire nightmare
I'm in a stairwell. There's a bunch of vampires shying back from the lights me and a few other people are producing from our revolvers. They retreat down the stairs and try to go past us. My sister is amongst them. We point our lights directly into the eyes of one vampire and apparently that's how you kill them. We try to push them back with our revolvers which has weak flashlights. It works quit well. One guy who looks different from the rest seems to be immune to the light. He is all black and white and looks like a live version of Gin from "Bleach".



He runs past us and gives us all a very evil smile. We decide to let him go. I spot my uncle all of a sudden. He's a vampire and I know I have to kill him. We put the lights to his eyes and he screams in pain. Someone's holding his arms while I try to kill him but the lights are running out! "Fucking batteries" I say and try to make them work better. He grabs one gun as I stop holding it against his eye and pulls the trigger. For a second I thought I had been hit. Everyone looks at me, but I am fine. "Just kill me already!" he yells at me.

His eyes are red with blood from the lights. Suddenly my mom asks me if we really should be doing this by the stairs. "Lets go into one of the appartments instead. They all go in and I stay behind with my uncle. "Why do I have to kill him?" I ask myself. I cry some as I pat him on the back. We go in and my mom asks him how he got home from a party. I defend him by saying he took the bus. "I flew..." he tells us.

12.30: Fragments
*My family's got a new dog. It's very playful but won't quit when you say no. I try to shut its jaws shut and teach it what it can, and can't do. It bites me in the face and I yell at him. When it licks me in the face I pat it. "Your previous dog was exactly like this" I tell my dad. He agrees and tells me he has no idea why.

*I'm playing the guitar or something similar. I bend all kinds of tunes and it sounds great!

14.15: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 10½ hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3, 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB

That's it! Last day of my vacation when it comes to dreaming. Has been nice. Back to reality hoho.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Took 2 mg melatonin and 100mg of B6.

Lucidity-0
Vividness-8
BTW in this dream, i have multiple superpowers. They just come to me.

There was a beginning to this dream but i don't remember. Anyways, me and another person are talking to eachother in a small room that's connected to a small hanger for planes. He shape-shifts into Jusitn Beiber. I give him a nasty look then shape-shift into a big black guy to mess with him. We keep shape-shifting for some time before we go outside.

Outside is the rest of our superhero team. I don't remember them all, but i do know that Professor Farnsworth from Futurama was one of them. One of them gives me a grenade and tells me, "We picked this up from our enemies. Why don't you give it a throw to see the power of it". I give it a large toss and it lands 30 yards away. A purple smoke emits from it with electricity running through it. Someone tells me to suppress it. I move my hand over it and focus on suppressing it.

It's too powerful for me to suppress. My team keeps telling me to suppress and keep saying its too much. Just then i finally couldn't hold it any longer and the gas breaks free. A 8 or 9 story woman appears. She starts destroying the city. Everyone in our team splits up and starts attacking it. I can't fly but i can jump fairly well. I jump up, charge a lightening ball in my hands, and shoot it at her. She barely moves from it.

We fight for several minutes doing the same thing and she eventually goes into a smaller size, and smaller and smaller. Then the genius i am, i throw another grenade, thinking this one was one of my grenades. She grows back to her previous self. Damnit i'm an idiot. Again we are fighting her and it takes many lightening strikes from me and general attacks from the rest of the team to bring her down.

Afterwords i am hanging out in our superhero place and most decide to go on a vacation of some sort. I didn't go for some reason. I'm hanging out at our place when i feel like going there. I teleport to them. I'm in a hotel room with one of them. We talk about something i can't remember. I teleport back. Some friends are over and we are trying to figure out what to watch. I suggest watching a show that has some cool battles in it. It turns out that we were the T.V. show that we watched.

Lucidity-0
Vividness-7

Average non-lucid where zombies were attacking a friends house. I kept running down the stairs with a crossbow and shooting but never killing the zombies. It was kind of stupid for a zombie dream, but it was fun nonetheless.

Kind of proud of myself in the super hero dream. I have never teleported before, nor have i ever been able to shapeshift. So two new things kinda learned.

I have only had a few lucid dreams, 5 or 6 max. but this one takes the cake and feel like I learned a lot!

Non-Lucid: I remember meeting up at one of my boyfriend's friend's house. We talked for a bit as my bf skated around a skate park. A group of guys were heckling him for taking up so much time, and I yelled at them telling them he was new and to stop being jerks.My bf's friends had a homeless friend, and sat both of us down telling us we needed to let him live with us. I instantly said no, because we only have a very small 1 bedroom apartment, with one couch that you can hardly even lay on. Meanwhile, the friends had a much larger house with extra rooms and large couches. I couldn't understand why us, and I felt like a jerk because I couldn't help out.
I then went on a boat. The people didn't notice that I had swam to the boat and just got on, which I thought was weird. They were all too busy playing poker. It was a big boat, so there were too many people to notice. I joined in on a poker game by stealing a very large yellow chip and buying in. I begin to play at a table with 3 people, and once I join quickly more people they knew came. Then I heard from someone reading the paper that the government wants someone on this boat so they are turning around in the morning to bring the boat back. I panicked. I couldn't go back (not sure why.) So I jumped off the boat and swam underwater, hoping I could hold my breath long enough so that no one chasing me could find me. It worked, and I swam away.

I was back on land. I saw two cars and one of them by mine, it was night time and the house that my car was in front of was lit with a rather intense blue. I walked up to my car and noticed the beautiful stars in the sky. I was so amazed, I jumped on the back of my trunk to stare at them. The sky was a sort of blue purple, with bright stars all over.

LUCID: It was then I noticed that the stars would completely disappear and come back. Stars. I could never see them like this, so intense and beautiful. Nor do they change...I am in a dream! I became excited at this realization. I told myself Stars are my trigger, as previous dreams with stars came very close to making me lucid before. I instantly wanted to go to the moon. I looked up in the sky and saw the bright moon, it was hard at first because it would turn small sometimes. I decided I would try to fly even though I heard it is difficult to fly to the moon. I began to fly towards it, but very quickly the moon turned into a billboard. I went back to the ground, and decided I would just fly around. I had to keep telling myself "I am in the control" and it worked very well to keep myself thinking. I flew low among some apartment like living spaces. I found it awkward to fly and control it, but I did it and it worked out rather well! I was happy, as previous attempts to fly in past dreams never really worked.
So I am flying around, come across a beautiful fire like thing, with colors of the rainbow merging to white. I flew around it before continuing. I saw in the distance two girls sitting facing the left, both with curly hair. i thought they looked lovely from the side, so I went to talk to them. When I reached them by flight and landed, I noticed they had sorta strange faces, and were actually probably the age of 12-14. They were twins, one with dirty blond hair and the other with a lighter brown. One looked at me weird, almost with fear. I simply asked "Are you real?" then both of them smiled. "Yes, of course!" they said. I was shocked, but I didn't want to make the situation awkward. This was my first dream meeting, and I wanted it to be good, so I gave them high fives! They were very nice after that.
I still wanted to go to the moon. I asked if they knew how, and they said yes. I said lets go and they agreed. There was a car in front of me, and I simply didn't want it there. I powered myself up, and with a fireball like spell I made the car roll over. Somehow I think the spell affected a guy near by, who sorta morphed into a fire-like being screaming. I found it odd. I then tried to think of the best way to get to the moon...by portal! So I attempted to make my own portal. I stood and attempted to focus energy with my hands, but nothing was happening. The dirty blond twin said she could make a portal. She used one hand, and circled outward to the center of an oval, making a light purple portal. I thanked her, and quickly went into the portal. (I also noted the way she made the portal, so I could try it next time)
Instantly I was on the moon. It was surprising actually. There were quite a few people on the moon, all excited the be there and chatting. They all had names over their heads. I bounced on a the surface for a bit, then looked in third person to see all the people there. I then met my family on the surface at a dinner table, all talking about how we made it to the moon. I remember looking at my dad, he looked himself at first, but at one point his left eye got larger than his right, with a gigantic black pupil. It freaked it me, big time, but it quickly returned to normal. About this moment I was woken up by the feeling of a swollen throat bothering me.

My throat usually does get a bit swollen when I sleep, and it was a bit bothersome when I woke up. But that is the end. I am happy.

Last night I had a dream I was in Prison, Shawshank Redemption style. Like in the movie I remember I had a tight group of friends that were very similar to those in the movie, except that they were dumb as hell.

I was working in some sort of uranium treatment facility when I executed my escape plan. I can't recall the details of the plan. The only thing I remember was that my friends were working in different facilities and they were warning by some sort of signal.

Everything was running according to plan, and we only needed to collect one more guy, when suddenly there was an explosion and the guards sounded the alarm.

We ran as hell into the country side surrounding the facility, for maybe 1 kilometer. We were tired and the guards were catching us, so we thought of hiding somewhere. We spotted an old huge tree much like this one, and we climbed it remaining in silence. The guards approached the tree without noting our presence, but it was very windy and tree started to shake up and down because of our weight (With that kind of tree it's impossible that could happen. They're very solid), and then they finally saw us.

When they were cuffing the other prisoners there was another big explosion, and I used it to start running again. I managed to escape because I entered a nearby village full of complex buildings everywhere. A residential place.

I checked a BMW with the keys on, entered it, and when I was starting the car, the owner entered the car as well. I recall it was a beautiful young lady that became very scared. I told her to calm down and said I was taking the car.

I started to drive for a while and noticed I had never driven such a powerful car. It was very difficult to control it at the beginning.

After a while I was in a place near my home called Estoril. At that time the car stopped, because apparently it need a coin to continue, like those moving toys for the kids in carnivals. That was a weird fact and I believe that if I had some discipline I would notice that I was in a dream.

Nevertheless I told her I needed to go to the bathroom when all of a sudden a friend of mine from college appeared (Jorge) and asked me why I was dressing like a convict. I told him I had too parallel different lifes and he became instantly shocked.

And then... I woke up

07.01.2011

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a hypermarket like the previous dream, but this time inside.

The dream varied, sometimes I was with spongebob characters and tried to enter a huge painting of spongebob and a moon with varying degrees of success. I managed to enter several times but I always ended up out again. Sometimes I just crashed against the painting because I wasn't a sponge. I tried becoming different things like the moon or characters from the show so that the painting would accept me but they always ended up discovering my disguise.

Other times I was waiting for my class in a classy restaurant in the hypermarket that you could access by going up some huge mechanical stairs. It was sort of high up and had glass railing. It had several floors of a semicircular shape which were very narrow. Sometimes I left the restaurant to order food at a fast food stand since they didn't bring us anything to eat. I always ended up getting lost and going back again. I also met a girl with an abusive ex-boyfriend who was always being mean to her. Once he was harassing her in the fast food stand so I went to defend her, but I ended up getting lost.

I don't remember that much of this one. It took place in some large building with a lot of corridors and rooms. Apparently, people started dying, falling asleep or disappearing, one by one. I immediately knew that some sort of otherworldly monster was present in the building corrupting people. Because the leader of the building kept telling everyone that everything was fine. But I had a vision of what happened to a victim. An ugly alien-like thing chose him. I can't remember clearly, but I think the monster possessed him and walked him to his house where he was put in his bed, dead and deformed or something. His mother entered the room. She wouldn't notice, but as she bent over the bed to look at her son, her body would morph and twist in weird ways. Her stomach became as thin as an arm and so on. She started screaming. I saw another boy walking around alone in the building, stopping in front of the monster that was completely still. The monster opened its mouth and quickly, the boy disappeared into it. I and everyone in my class came up with a plan. We would all sleep in one room in the basement, because it made us feel more safe being many there. After a while, I told everyone that we had to kill the leader, because we knew everything was happening because of him. I and my friend, Christian, took some knives and sneaked into the room where all the teachers/leaders/whatever-they-were usually were. Christian was ahead of me, eager to kill him. But as he entered, I heard an "oh no". I entered and saw everyone in the personnel sleeping a deep sleep that can't be interrupted. I knew that being in their presence would "infect" me, because I didn't lay low. I remember the monster coming after me later, and that I accepted death, hoping there would be something after it that would be better than fearing the monster all the time. I woke myself up and was happy it was only a bad dream.

january 6: in a motel setting but it appears very wealthy-like (almost feels like a hotel, but I know it's motel) the rooms all combined so there was a bathroom sink on a wall in the center of the room. Pat Frankenthal wanted to have some cake and mentioned it. sure enough I turned around and saw some cake in a pan on the sink of course. the cake was extremely soft, yet chewy but very delicious.

phase 2: In a car by alex vincents house with a kid and some goofy ass dude. He smokes a giant blunt filled with heroin or something he mentioned. the blunt is about normal sized by his mouth but the width of the end part is slightly smaller than a paint bucket (it was nuts). I got parnoid that cops were going to arrest me for hanging with the junkie, so I ran out of shotgun and ran to where it seemed like a ditch would be; the chrome bars that prevent people from falling were there. So I swung around the edge of the smooth chrome bar (which seemed new) and found myself a crumbly rock formation. I jumped backwards into what appeared to be a lake or ocean. the water was colored faded light blue. I then went for the beach and there were some people there.