non-lucid

one of dem 'false lucids' with poor recall

The Hoppy Brains Frog (non-lucid)

I was at a castle. But the side wall was gone and some grass and trees and a river outside. There were some watersides too. I was with BroX. I looked at my hands and they were normal but I tried to fly. I was able to lift off a little bit but fell back down.

BroX and I continued to perform feats of dream control, mostly flying around a little bit. He disappeared and reappeared.

Then, my view turned 2D and I was watching as we jumped around the castle like the original Super Mario Bros. We jumped and spin like a tornado.



Back outside and back to normal, a frog was hopping around. I grabbed it and moved its mouth while supplying the voice. "I am the Hoppy Brains Frog" or something like that.

Edit: Oh yeah. At one point, the top half of my vision was gone and felt like the dream was slipping so I rubbed my hands together to stabilize and it worked.

Frags:

1. I was browsing the forums.

2. I was at work with people that don't work there. I was taping up some pipe and then it was lunch time. I ate a hot dog. Eww. A hot dog.

I remember something about percentages...someone was rambling numbers off to me.

Some girl told my brother that I slept with her. My brother was actually kinda happy. But the chick was lying.

I was going to church on Saturday, and going to skip Sunday.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING


22:50 GMT – Sleep

Game like dream. Can’t recall content.

0:00 GMT

Bus ride to village in distress
Just as two nights before (the hovercraft ride dream), I am on a bus with more people crossing dangerous mountain roads with dangerous manoeuvres from the driver and we almost fall down a cliff. We arrive at this remote village in a valley, surrounded by woods. There was some kind of catastrophe there and the basic services are disrupted. More madness is expected soon, riots and violence. A muscled guy comes and starts orienting us. For some reason he seems to befriend me more than the rest of the group. We come to help and we evaluate the situation sitting on a picnic table outside: we try to evaluate how much food, water and other essential goods there are and how long they’ll last and we realise it won’t last more than 4 or 5 days. Because everything is torn apart, I see this village name plate half covered by debris and the only letters remaining visible say “...have ...fun...” I think this is highly ironic.


Fragment
I’m inside a house, with a big window facing the street. It has something like an advertisement stick on the window and I’m trying to read it on reverse, when some guy outside knocks on the window. He wants to speak to me and seems a bit angry. I exit the place.

Mourning a dying man
I’m now entering a room at my neighbour C. house. Her dad is extremely sick (in some kind of coma) and people are all gathered around him, mourning him, as if he was already dead. Strangely, some of my cousins and even my late grand-grandmother are also there, even if they don’t belong to this family or are alive at all. I feel this is very uncomfortable and wonder if they have no hopes that he gets better? On my way out I meet my dad and he says I have to be more loving towards him because one day he’ll also be lying dead like this guy. Sure, but I already know that, no point in stressing that out!


2:30 GMT

More details of a previous dream
Regarding the mosque lucid dream I had had a few nights before, someone comes in this dream to tell me it is actually surrounded by English-style gardens but doesn’t know anything about sacred stones, only that there was some stone-sculpture exhibition there and that a few days some people gathered there to celebrate some ceremony.

I’m no dancer
I’m on some place where it’s playing music and I feel like dancing. I actually think I’m doing ok, when more people join me. I can tell they are professional dancers and compared to them I’m just not good enough, but I’m having fun, so I don’t care. Then I realise I’m in the middle of some dance class final exam. The teacher comes to me and asks me “Do you think you danced well? and I say that on a professional level, of course not. Then she asks some other dancer “Do you think she danced well?” and he says no. Then she says she rests her case and turns her back on me, like outcasting me. I feel a bit upset. I mean, I know I am just an amateur, but my dancing is not that offensive to anybody’s eyes, no need to be so tough on me. Some fellow dancers show solidarity with me but in the end I say it’s ok, in fact she is right. Then I invite them to come along with me to a Vivaldi concert that will happen on some nearby auditorium.


3:40 GMT

A lucid hot date
I’m with Nighthawk watching tv on the couch on a living room. At first we're apart from each other, but slowly we snuggle with each other, our noses are barely touching each other, we look in each other’s eyes and we kiss. He whispered “My god, it’s so good to kiss you.” and I smiled, my heart thumping. He says ”Marry me.” I don’t know what to say and I say it’s complicated. He knows, he gets up, determined about something. I don't stop him, but seconds later I decide to go after him. On the corridor I remember to do a reality check . I put my hand on the wall and it sinks. I get lucid and for the first time on a lucid dream I actually feel frustrated that it is just a dream but I still decide I want to see how this will go on.
I find him on the next room with Riverstone, who is completely focused on something like a book and holding a cup of tea in his hand. I put my hand on the wall, I make a hole on it and I ask them “Do you know what this means?”. Riverstone looks totally disconnected and doesn’t react. Nighthawk has a misterious smile on his face and I don’t understand what goes on on his mind. I grab a piece of dissolved wall on my hand and pour it into Riverstone cup of tea telling him “This is just a fucking dream!”. He says I’m telling nonsense. I turn to Nighthawk and I say “He is always like this, he never believes me!”. Nighthawk, on the other hand, seems to be understanding exactly what I am talking about. Then he surprises me by replying “Well, I, on the other hand, know for sure this is damn real! I am really here with you!!! And I know we're dreaming!” Really? WOW! I was amazed.
I ask him “How...?” and he continues saying that he doesn’t recall those many dreams, but he does recall a few once in a while and that this might be one of those he will remember. I tell him he must absolutely remember this one!
At this point I realise that Riverstone is no longer with us. I turn to Nighthawk, absolutely thrilled and exhilarated with this totally lucid dream encounter. We smile and we kiss each other again, more passionately. We fall on the bed. I feel delighted with everything. Then his image starts to flicker and we realise he is losing lucidity and waking up. He says “Damn, not yet! I want to stay with you!” and I try to keep him there with me, grabbing him firmly. But he becomes just a blur, a shadow, until he totally disappears, like sand through my fingers. I find myself in this empty room, happy and sad at the same time. I sit on the floor and I stay there for a long time, hoping that he might re-enter the dream. But when I no longer feel the residues of his presence I decide there’s no point in staying longer, so I also wake up.

5:00 GMT

Excursion on the USA
I’m with Riverstone on some excursion in the US. We’re on a bus. A pregnant lady is just sitting in front of us. We’re passing by N.Y. and Riverstone is screaming joyfully every times he sees a landmark he recognizes. Later we’re outside any city, on some road leading to some other totally different place. We find ourselves in a swamp area. We see alligators on water and for some strange reason there’s a black guy swimming bravely among them. I worry for the guy but also comment that is so funny to be seeing alligators as I just had some conversation with someone about alligators during the day.


6:35 GMT

Love letter
I am again on a bus and some stupid guy/kid reads out loud a love letter I wrote to someone else. Although he doesn’t mention my name, he knows it’s mine and I believe everybody else will also know it’s mine. I wonder how he got it and feel terribly irritated. But instead of reacting, I just ignored him. I guessed this way I wouldn’t actually reveal myself and people would be in doubt. Only when the bus stops and we start coming out of it, I step on the guys passage and confront him with his action. I put my finger on his nose and make a threatening look and tell him something that scares him. He looks asian and familiar, but I have no clue who he actually is. He doesn’t like being threatened and tells me “Ok, ok. But why don’t you just tell the guy your feelings?” And I respond “But I did! What do you think that letter served for! I just wonder how you ended up with it in your hands.” He doesn’t confess.


Camp of giant cats
When we get out, we’re in some kind of camp and everybody starts smoking or is coughing. I comment it must be the lung cancer camp and the joke is not well received. Someone scolds me. We walk a bit further and I start to see lots of big houses, like an entire village and the most surprising of it is that I see giant cats looking behind them or inside them. Cool! I don’t kno if the cats are dangerous, but I start taking pictures of these amazing site.
[inspired by the cat sanctuary of this guy in the US, that collects abandoned and wild cats and takes care of them in this lovely sanctuary with tiny houses for the cats, as a real village.It even as a church and a wall-mart.]

8:30 GMT – Wake up

Was at an open air gathering joint. Across the way surprised to see PW, AM, and ? (all from NY) sitting at a table. Made small talk with them. They said they came to go disco dancing. Was surprised. Chatted a bit. Decided to go talk more with them. Attracted to PW of course. Expressed surprise that they'd disco dance--and it was only 8pm! Thinking it such a cliche asked had the DJ played 'Don't you want me baby?' Had they came yesterday? No, started early. After a few minutes they got up and left, cooly. Thought, 'Ah, hurt their feelings the way I laughed about disco dancing. That's why hometown people don't like me, too critical. Didn't mean to mock.' Felt a mixture of guilt and defensiveness. Went back to my table with BB. He tried to recline with shoulder on my lap but I wouldn't let him at first, then did, not wanting to offend. Still thinking about encounter with three who left.

Was on a crowded train. Sat on a small section of open seat. A stranger nearby indicated that I should get up. This was taken kindly. He indicated that I was crowding the person sitting there (who was important somehow--with an infant? a soldier?). I obliged. Later the train became less crowded and I sat down.

In a hostel-type place with a maze of narrow hallways: one led to the beach but I kept going to another then a third exit. Stormy weather and I was outside. N. came to see me which made me very happy. Had a nice chat. She had left my stuff scattered on the street and I went to pick it up. She appreciated it. Saw some food stands (reminded me of a wide Siberian street, few cars) but most of the sweet potatoes were gone. I figured the rats had gotten to the food. Some of my stuff, including my bicycle, was there. Saw some other red and black seats and briefly wondered whether somebody didn't steal mine.

DREAM #1: I'm sitting in the passenger seat in my stepdad's blue Ford pickup and my mom is in the driver's seat. We are speeding near an iceberg with a few penguins sitting on top and there's a moat of freezing blue water around it. "Hang 11! Hang 11!" yells my mother, whatever that means. I realize the gas and break are under my feet but the steering wheel is on my side. Before I can hit the brake, my mom swerves the car and we keep racing down the icy road, wherever we are. Later in that dream, I remember sitting in a small wooden boat on a lake at sunset. An eccentric man with a full head of bushy hair gracefully rows by me with a cooking spoon.

DREAM #2: A women in her late 40's with long blond hair and ugly teeth is repelling down a building and she's wearing a white dress that's sliding down. Confused? Me too. Later in the dream, I'm walking my dog. It definitely looks like fall. In a pile of sand, I write, why did you reveal my body to everyone? or something like that.

DREAM #3: A man with blue eyes and thinning hair is in a bubble bath, singing a disgusting song and is being crazy. I then realize I'm dreaming, and get out of bed. I'm still wearing the same shorts and tanktop from when I was asleep, and everything looks very real. I walk downstairs where my Mom is making coffee, and I do a reality check, the pinch nose one. I can't breathe though, so I think I'm awake, and then I actually wake up. Is this my first false awakening?

06.09.2010

Looking for Gladiators... at the wrong age!! (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID


Not a bad night. A long fragment, a medium long dream and a long lucid dream.

Third:

While falling asleep I told to myself that it has been four days with no lucid, so I had to lucid dream. I started to visualize until I fell asleep.

I was working in a big store. It was like in a Target, at the groceries section. I was working around and when ahead to a aisle where help was needed. I suggested to stock the chocolate brownies together, so people could buy more. They did and they liked how it looked. I exited the store and it was day. I called my wife and then, I went back in.

I worked for a while until I went back to the aisle were I helped before. The manager from an old job I had (Olive Oil store) was around. She said to the co-workers that I had an awesome idea stocking the brownies all together. She told that it looked great and the customers would be happy. I knew she was trying to make me happy, as I recalled I quit the Olive Oil store due terrible management (plus the opportunity I got in my business) She announced she was going to smoke. A few seconds later, I followed her. I wanted to talk with her.

I exited Target, but instead of leaving, I was in another room. This was an empty room with white walls and a pale light. I exited this room as well and I reached outside. It was night now. I did not see the manager so I decided to walk out a little bit and enjoy a 5 minutes break. I looked at my hands for no reason like I would do in waking. However, I told to my self I was not dreaming. I did not notice anything odd in my hands. A few seconds later, I told to myself that I was self-employed and I did not work for Target, so I had to be dreaming. I looked at my hands and the looked blurry. The dream quality was very low. I was experiencing double conscious, feeling my dream body and my physical body. I started to fly to stablize the dream. I could see a little light coming from the top of my eyes. I tried to look for that light, however, I remember that I could see the same light I see while I am in bed and my blackness glasses are not right in front of my eyes. I recalled that I when I wrote my last night, the sun was rising, so now it had to be around 7. I pushed that "darkness" down to the height of me eyes. I only saw darkness again. A few seconds later, I was able to see properly.

I stopped to fly and landed in the street. I recalled I wanted to find Gladiators, so I started looking around. I saw an old house and entered it hoping I would find something. Inside, I saw a not so tidy living room. There were three female characters, about 14 years old each of them. They were watching TV, but they ignored me. The TV was old, but it was working. I walked around the house hopping I would find something. I went into the kitchen and a room, but found nothing.

I found a very old school remote control. This remote was old school looking, but it had a small analog screen were I could see the numbers I was pressing. The screen was green. I tried to press a year where I wanted to travel, but this remote did not have a button that said "BC" so I could not travel to the proper year, so I threw it away.

I saw a pool and jumped into it. The pool was super deep, but I was not worried, I knew I could breath. I checked my hands to remind me I was dreaming. I had a 6th small finger. I started to dive into the pool and it was gigantic. The scenery of the pool was like a Mario Bros underwater stage







I started to swim and I saw a huge whirl pool in the middle. I thought that it could be a good way to travel. I went into it and when I was getting close, a voice adviced me I could die. I ignored the warning because I knew I was dreaming. I spinned because the dream was turning blurry. I got sucked by the whirl pool and I saw how I was entering the crust of the earth. Suddenly, I was at the opposite site of the world, still inside the whirl pool. I got out of they and went to the surface. I arrived in a beach and I saw a very old castle up in the hill.







I flew to the castle and enter it. It was huge. I saw inside the castle a car repair shop. I wondered how come there was a car repair shop instead of the gladiators I was expecting to see. At the end of the car repair shop, within the castle, I saw a balcony. I hopped they would be there. I saw huge machinery, but not gladiators. I saw a small round entrance that went underground. I flew towards it and enter it.

It was a long tunnel. It was a little bigger than me. The imaginary was very stale, so I kept thinking in the dream and moving my eyes to avoid awakening. After a while, I reached the end. I was inside a somehow dark place. It looked like a factory. The walls were gray and dirty, and there was machinery noise. I saw a few DC working around and asked them, "Where are the gladiators?" They ignored me. I remember reading about dumb DC that ingore you. I screamed a couple of times until one said, "You must get out of here and go to the mall you will find at the end of the round." The place were I was supposed to exit, had no door. I pushed the wall and it broke, so I was able to exit.

My dream suddenly started to vanish, I knew I was going to wake up and though I was so close. While I was still in the dream, I remembered that if I would met the gladiators, it would not be valid. I had to be at the roman age, and I was definitely at the modern age, so I did not care in trying to recover the dream until I woke up.

Missed Dream Signs:
- None.

Noticed Dream Signs:
- I was working at target.

Reality Check Performed:
- Hand Check (failed. Turned lucid)

06.09.2010

Odd Donkey Kong game. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Not a bad night. A long fragment, a medium long dream and a long lucid dream.

Second:

I was playing a odd Donkey Kong video game and I beat the final boss. For some reason, I had to beat the final boss again, so I did remaining untouched. I saw the credits flashing very fast.

I saw a menu with like five different options to beat again the final boss. One was grabbing all the coins that popped out, other one you had to have a perfect game and one was arcade mode. I chose arcade mode.

The game now looked like the very first Donkey Kong game, but a little 3D. I almost got all the way up, however, the game went to fast when I was almost going to make it that I crushed in the wall and died. I attempted a few times, but died.

I was at home and for some reason, I had to find my cats, so I did. I found also two different cats in addition. I knew I had to go outside to find more. I saw a door by the wall, it was the first time I saw that door. I could not reached but a smal step appeared from nowhere. I was told that the step only spawned to people with good work ethics.

I stepped and opened the door. There was a black cat. It was very big and looked like a dog, but it was a cat. The cat licked me and it felt like a dog's tongue, but the face of this animal was a cat's face.

I saw a garden. It was date and the grass was tall. I saw a white puppy and a white cat, playing. I saw a few unknown DC playing with the animals. I knew I had to make the cats play together to accomplish something. I woke up.

Missed Dream Signs:
- I was playing a video game (I never play them now)
- I was in an odd house.
- A step spawned from nowhere.
- The dog-cat animal i saw.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Head for a ToTY.

Got a couple of longer fragments tonight, mostly owing to the fact that every time I woke up during the night I was too heavily fatigued to get out of bed to write some notes. I was able to prepare myself to preserve some general memories of them though, so here goes.

I was one of four famous/elite assassins/bounty hunters that included myself, my brother, a third random guy whom I don't recognize from real life, and Mandy. We all had, at least, some kind of rifle that had four ammo types: a bullet that would kill, a bullet/dart that would instantly knock someone out, a bullet/dart that would slowly knock someone out, and a dart that would shoot out a laser beam to help reveal someone's position. We were all together in a semi tractor-trailer going down a highway in some sort of desert canyon when third guy said something that seriously pissed my brother off, so he stopped the truck, jumped out, got on a motorcycle (!?), and fled backwards the way we came. I quickly jumped out and ran after him, hoping to keep him safe from my brother's wrath. I followed third guy back aways to a shack near a gas station off the highway. I told third guy to get down and hide. I saw my brother following out the window, so I readied my rifle and shot him with the laser-beam dart as he was approaching. I checked myself to see what other weapons I had on me; I had a revolver with only one bullet in the chamber so I set that down and then found another handgun with a full magazine. There was an old woman who had slowly been approaching the shack to see what was going on, as she got close to the door so did my brother. Instead of charge in or wait outside, my brother held his shotgun up to the old woman's head and demanded that we come out or he'd kill the old woman. From around the corner to the door I could see the barrel of his shotgun held up to the woman's head. From there I was able to extrapolate his position, so I aimed where his feet would be and fired two shots. I heard him cry out and fall down, so I quickly came out the door and pointed my gun at him to keep him from getting back up. I convinced him to give up trying to kill third guy, so we brought him in and sat him down. Some time shortly after, Mandy came in, carrying a long case she used to store her custom rifle, and told us that she was retiring, so we held a small retirement party. During the mini-party, I recalled one mission where we were all holed up in a shack like this one, fighting off dozens of enemies that were attacking us.

Second sequence was even stranger: through some freak of nature British law, I and one other American tourist were somehow appointed to two of four vacant seats in the British parliament. The other guy and I were seated at a group of desks with a bunch of old men who were all bickering over how to fill the remaining two empty eats. Across the room were a few rows of seats for observers. American guy and I were talking about random stuff while the old guys argued. At some point I joked that they should just grab a few more tourists to fill the seats, but they apparently thought I was serious and immediately held a vote to do so, but it was too split to pass. Afterwards, I called my wife, trying to figure out how we were going to make arrangements to move to the UK. I was talking to her as I was walking down a sidewalk, observing the traffic; I joked about how getting used to driving on the other side of the street was going to kill me.

Whew, the power went off at least twice last night! Scared the pea soup out of me at 1 A.M., but I did get to write down a dream.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

06.09.2010

Generator (Non-lucid)

The Axis Powers Hetalia characters had different names. I was coming up with scenarios for them.

Note: For the past week I've been working on a writing scenario generator.

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Stalking the Floor (Non-lucid)

Riley was walking slowly, crouched along the floor beside my bed.

In real life, I looked over the side of my bed and made a noise to get her attention - but she wasn't there.

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Two Rings (Non-lucid)

A bad guy was after these three tiny flying people for the two rings they had - one with a white diamond and one with two birthstones in it. The little people were young.

The oldest one (a boy) was captured but managed to get away, bad guy following behind. While distracting him, the little person dropped the rings in two separate places along the road. The bad guy almost caught him with the second one, but the little person distracted him again.

~ He went to a building that the other two (think one was a girl) were in. He had the diamond ring and tapped some morse code out to get their attention. They flew over and talked to him.

- There was swimming in the beginning I think, in really murky water. 'I' was worried about how I'd keep track of the other two, but then someone grabbed 'me', I think.

- In the end, the bad guy was dragged off by the police(?) for something else. Disturbing the peace?

- To fly, the little guy kept having to get a running start to get going.

My challenge proved completely false It told me if I wanted to LD, I needed to do a MILD, with WBTB and also it would last 15 minutes. I did do that but nothing happened Which doesnt mean il stop, because I like doing the challenges

Dream 1: I am with another person camping in my room. Now the whole plotline revolves around bears

First, a black bear comes in the room and tries to get in the bed. I try my best to avoid it but it is huge and intimidating. It slowly chases me around until it gives up and walks out of the room. I am relieved, but a tiny bear now comes in. Probably the other ones baby I think. We play around a little until the mother pops up to the door. I give her back her baby and ask her (in french): Ca fait qu'on est quitte? To which it answers: No hard feelings. Kind of a missed Dreamsign here And I even thought to myself: Weird, this bear talks.
But then, my uncle comes in. He tells me the two reasons why I look stupid right now. First, he already came in twice and stole trophies from my table. And also because I try to defend myself with a little stick after "he spent countless hours training on a cussion". I try to make sense with him, but the other guy in my room jumps to action, grabs my stick and starts beating his face with it. Good initiative I try to help by punching his back furiously but also look at his teeth and think: Those arent that big, why are we so scared?

Dream 2:Yet another dream about the two girls from the academy. This time, Mme Marsolais makes teams for a project in science and tells us: If you cant work with someone...(pause) you will have to do it anyway. I freak out.

Dream 3:My mother watches the news and Alain Robert almost killed himself. I talk to her about how its a coincidence we watched the documentary about him last night.

Other ones I forgot

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING


23:30 GMT – Sleep

Mystical experience
I think I fell asleep thinking about trying to have an O.B.E. I was lying on my back but think I fell asleep and got caught up between dream and waking state, I was sleeping, don’t remember being on any dream, I guess I didn’t feel any of the O.B.E. triggers so I just kind of entered this meditation state, focusing on my breathing. I was asleep but I could also feel my body and hear the external sounds. I wasn’t really fully lucid, but naturally I focused on body awareness. I felt an extreme discomfort and focused on that. I felt it multiplying. I can’t really explain what it was exactly that was multiplying, it just became multiple.

2:30 GMT

Visit to Jewish neighbourhood
I’m in a Jewish neighbourhood in the middle-east. I’m foreigner and I am escorting a small group of tourists. They are jewish-portuguese. Among them is a young boy who sees this young girl in the middle of all these bearded men from this neighbourhood and asks her something in her language but with a very bad pronunciation. She also speaks Portuguese, as she is Portuguese descendant and replies in his language, to which he replies happily. But the family of the boy scolds him and insists he must train his Hebrew.

Occupied land
I am part of a group of observers on what seems to be Palestine. We are keeping an eye on the occupying army, seeing if they don’t commit abuses of human rights. On that day we follow closely two cases that could have ended badly. First, some kids entered a military off-limits area and they barely escaped being shot by militaries chasing them on a truck. Later, a couple with a small young girl are trying to evade from this occupied area and they pass over a concrete wall, when they are spotted by an helicopter right when they are about to break free. Luckily they find some big sewage pipes, leading underground and manage to escape. Nobody else knows about them anymore.
At night I’m in a terrace, looking at the cityscape and the stars, hoping for the end of this violence and persecution.

Mystical ceremony
I then see in the sky and orb of light. I try to figure out what it is and decide I have to follow wherever it is going. I find myself entering a swamp on the outskirts of the city. As I go through the bushes, I find this open area and I see a gathering of enlightened beings and a few gurus. My main guru is taking part of some kind of wedding ceremony with his own mother. I have no idea why. Then another guru sees my enquiring look explains to me that it is only symbolic. That she has some important transmission to pass on to him, from a female tradition and to receive it, he has to symbolically marry her first.
There’s some other students of these gurus around and I hear one asking this one guru if it’s true that they can enter our minds as they want. He responds in a joking way, saying “Of course, we're like the boogy man and we will haunt your dreams. So beware.”

4:00 GMT

Fairy and deity
Me and Riverstone are by some lake, looks shallow, safe and pleasant, but we don’t dive until some guy appears – like a forest guard – and tells us is totally fine to go inside the water. The lake is actually composed of 4 lakes, connected with each other and with an island in their centre. I just wet my feet, feeling the water is warm and cozy but then I see a chameleon and it gets my attention. He is red but turning yellow as he approaches me. Then I find him amidst a bed of white flowers and he turns completely white. Then he actually transforms into a butterfly-like fairy, all white with little white orbs around it. As this fairy sits on a flower, a beautiful exotic lady, with dark skin (not black, but very tanned) – a deity? - comes hovering and blesses this fairy. I kind of receive her name on my mind but recall it very badly – something like Aedis Abba ???


5:30 GMT

Mystical insight
Something about reincarnation and non-linear timeline. In the dream it was so clear and obvious but I couldn’t make sense of it to write it down.

Wedding on an island and alien invasion
I’m on an isolated island on some facilities carrying on some secret projects. Due to some failure, there’s an alien or whatever on the loose, that we failed to contain and it will start mayhem out there. Fortunately we’re on an island where nobody lives and we hope to contain it before it finds a way to go to mainland. I’m on a boat around the island and I cross another boat with a colleague of mine, also doing his round. Then I find there’s a bunch of people who entered the island illegally. I go check what is going on – it’s a bunch of rich kids who came on a private jet. A couple is marrying and they wanted to do something original, so they had this fucking great idea of sneaking secretly into this island without permission. I wondered how they manage to come without being seen, but since everybody is looking for the alien/monster, nobody was paying attention to that detail.
Apparently they were already detected and a jeep with armed men are coming in their direction to evacuate them, but they see it and just run to the plane, managing to fly before being caught. Let’s just hope the “being” is not already with them!
Then I go back to the facilities and I meet Ugly Betty with a boyfriend who came to say that the “being” escaped and the invasion started. Then she starts preparing her weapons, which apparently were slates with loving words on it??? (very effective, for sure...)


Wounded dog on the road
I’m on a car with my mom, who’s driving. We’re on a long road crossing vast planes, but we see a dog lying down in the middle of the road. We think he’s dead so my mom just moves around him, but I have decided not to ignore the animals and people who are potentially in need of help and not necessarily already dead. So I ask her to stop and I walk back to check on the dog. He is bleeding but he moves his head slightly. I feel such despair. I want to carry it to the car, but he is bigger than he looked and I’m afraid of hurting him even more. So, I’m deciding how to carry him, when I wake up.

6:20 GMT

Lucid in a Polish village
I’m going out of a house, apparently trying to escape from being seen by some lady. I pass by these two guys sitting on a tractor. The youngest guy looks at me long and deeply and I find it strange. He seems so real! Then I get lucid. I think maybe this guy is not a DC but actually a dreamer and he also sensed that I was a dreamer. But I don’t go ask him, because meanwhile I kept moving and I left him behind. I realize I’m in this eastern-Europe like village. The roads are in stone, buildings are small and beautifully painted, 18th or 19th century like.
But I look around at other people trying to find some other dreamers, trying to find a very distinctive mark that someone is not a DC. Just for fun I go around asking people how they are enjoying this dream. They couldn’t care less. But then from my left appears Andrzej, this polish guy I know. He looks damn real. I can’t say what it is, but I feel it. Maybe he is also a dreamer. Anyway, what is he doing here? I guess we’re maybe in Poland and that’s why he’s there.
I ask him if he knows he is dreaming but he doesn’t react to the question, just asks me something else. I keep insisting and finally get his attention. I stop in front of a shop window and melt the glass, then a wall. He starts believing me and funny enough, some other person who was inside this shop gets amazed and apparently also goes lucid. But I didn’t know the person and she just disappeared, probably to explore her own lucid dream.
My friend is lucid for what seems to be his first time. He is so excited that he starts becoming really focused on really small details, like reading a poster that is on some street light post, amazed with the detail. I have to snap him out of this fascination and tell him, details are good, but don’t focus too much on only one or you will lose lucidity fast. I drag him to the wall again and tell him to try dissolve it. I don’t know why I was so pushy on this, but I guess I wanted to keep him busy to prolong his state.
He tries punching it and gets hurt. I tell him it’s not about brute force, that he has to imagine the wall is made of soft material that dissolves with touch. After trying a little bit he manages to leave a hand print on it, which is a good start. At this point is totally exhilarating and I tell “You know, there’s a bunch of people who do this often, and we organize groups and plan dream adventures together. Maybe if you could develop this capacity from now on you could join me, be one of my dream pals.”
As we walk, we end up on some dark alley and I feel some bad vibes there and decide we should go somewhere else. But a few ugly looking guys are already enclosing us and I decide our only escape is lifting up, flying. But my friend is not yet skilled on that area. I decide to try to carry him but when I grab him he transforms into a glass of juice and everything starts becoming absurd. I did fly up and saw this kind of terrace with an entry door to some house only accessible by the air. It is a tiny place and I find inside a very needed black family, with lots of kids. They sleep all in one division. I feel a protective instinct towards them and go check if the kids are sleeping well. I cuddle them and they are now little back kittens. I wake up.


7:30 GMT – Wake up

But it was at the beach and there were giant waves and I almost got knocked over by some of them. Their sizes were really unpredictable (there would be tiny waves, and then suddenly really big ones), but they flowed smoothly (the water wasn't really choppy).

Date: Sept.6
Time: 9:00am

Description: I used a couple of alarms to wake me out of my dreams, they worked. I mentioned lucid dreaming and talked about it, but it never crossed my mind that I was dreaming at that instance.

Dream 1: Okay so I am trying to find out a way to get an Xbox360 slim, I have a Wii, and some games. So I thought I could sell them. At some point in my dream I asked my parents if I should. I also had a super Nintendo to. They said something along the lines of the console being to big. So I end up at family video, but it isn't actually family video, it's looks more like block buster. I go to the desk, and the clerks ask me if I want a shirt. I say yea, I could always use more shirts. So I take it. It's like a plain tan shirt. They tell me about this premiere of a couple of big movies, that is happening somewhere, that I should go. That the actors will be acting one of the scenes. So I go, and now at a desk waiting for new clothes to put on. There a quite a few people here, so I end up in a script, were all I have to do is take a photo. I do it, and the picture, is of our backs, we retake the photo. So I end up meeting some celebrity, I think it is Lindsey Lohan. I talk to her a bit, then I mention something about dreams. She says "WAIT!!!, You have those to??!!!" all excited. I say yea, like I have full control over some dreams, they are called lucid dreams. I should of went lucid but I didn't. She says she visits other realms in her dreams. So we talk for a bit, until I am getting my old clothes back, trying to take advantage of her, I say does anyone know where I can get an Xbox360? They say no, but Lohan says something about me writing something. That I will get an Xbox360. So I receive a paper, with some info on it, and what looks like a political cartoon. I couldn't actually see the cartoon, or read the words clearly. I am now back in my living room trying to do it.


Dream Fragment: We are in this room with multiple beds, people are getting shot. Someone is jumping up and down on a bed, and another person is laying down in his bed, he gets up with a shotgun in hand and starts to kill everyone in the room. I don't recall ever being there.


Dream Fragment: We are outside, at some point I am talking with my friend Kody about Fallout: New Vegas, he already has the game for the Xbox 360, I wonder why because he had a PS3, that makes me want the game even more.


Dream 2: We are inside my house, there is this dog. Not my dog, but another dog. I think I could almost compare him to Alf. Anyway at some point he is reading a book and says something about some danger, my dream skips to my brother Josh about to jaywalk, he almost gets hit by some car, and instead we are taking off the ground and are flying around the city. I ask the dog if he can see the future, he said sometimes. He says there is a certain room, that looks like the control room from Dreamscape, is easiest to see into the future, so I say sleep in my room. Then when I fall asleep, he tries to have sex with me! I say no and pushing him back, he turns into an anthropomorphic human/animal. I tell him to resist his primal urges. That ends and now we are upstairs. The dream ends.

Dream Fragment: I see my nephew outside, talking to people younger than him as usual. I am in my living room, so I start to make some food, and him and his friends start to come into my house, I say no and tell them to leave. He does, and my mom comes into the dream and I tell her about how he gets everything for less, when I work and don't get everything he does. The dream is foggy, and I remember going outside, and doing something, but I don't know what. I just know in real life, I have more things, so I don't know what the dream meant haha.