non-lucid

I bought a notebook yesterday and wrote my dreams on it after i woke up from them. Which is the reason why I remembered so much. The only problem was that the order of some parts I could not recall for the second dream.

Lies

I and a girl were learning dance moves in front of a school area in order to continue graduating. It was fun and we laughed when we completed it. There was also this obstacle where we would fall to our doom if we made a false move.We than entered the school and walked to a room together where a lady and others were seated at the front desk. They all looked like middle aged gang motorcyclist. The girl told them that we both completed the dance task but they had a very "I don't want to work here" look on their faces. The lady told the girl to show them her I.D. She showed it to her but she said it was outdated and she could not go on into the next room.

One of the men in the room than took out a picture and made a not funny joke about boobs. I forgot what he said though. The others started laughing than the setting began to change and a man who was supposedly waking nomad began to appear.(Of course this is because I was reading the shared dreaming debate thing)I became semi lucid at that point knowing it was a dream but feeling that the people around me were real. A narrator than began to speak saying that Sageous had called together a group meeting. This made me think of the shared dreaming debate thing but I also thought of it as a quest. An old lady than appeared and walked up to me. "Follow me" she said as she pulled me away from the rest.

I was now standing in front of a woman with a beak on her face. I did not find this comfortable at all. "I don't think I want to see someone with a beak on their face" I said. Than the old lady took a purple feather and dropped it near the lady with the beak on the face."See how the feather falls on its own". she said implying it was some mystical experience even though i felt otherwise. I quickly moved away from there. Others in the group were supposed to go now. As they were watching and about to go up, the people who i assumed to be Sageous and Sivason were talking about what was going on in an unimpressed manner but still curious. Suddenly a stage began to rise and there was a miniature horse ride on it.

A young boy i assumed to be my older brother went up onto the stage after the lady asked who would like to speak with the great waking nomad. My brother got on the ride than the curtains began to close. I thought about how dumb this was and what if it was a trick. My brother kept going in the same motion and for some reason i thought he was being raped by waking nomad. I shouted "It's a trick and hes raping my brother!Someone do something!" Characters than came off the stage and cornered me. I was starting to see a portal open. There was yellow sky and a little boy kept telling other kids to wait. But they kept hitting him with a white book or toy. When it stopped i saw a person who I assumed to be Sivason. He said something about how he still wanted to meet with waking nomad. I laughed than told him it was fine if that was what he wanted.

Many Dream Actions

I can't quite recall the order of some parts so I will just write what i remembered.

There was a judge in my house, along with a few other people talking about how the word DC on the bottle meant that a person had to get their liver replaced or donated.

I hit a lady who was with a old woman because of something offensive she did. Than ran away with my mom.

I was inside of a room, I thought to be a dorm room with a guy and two girls. I was suppose to do a a creation paper project with them but i already skipped more classes than i was suppose to so they left and i fell asleep for 2 hours. When i awoke my paper was still on the desk and moving. I felt like i still wished i could show people it.

Than I began thinking about Jessie from full house. Jessie and Rebecca appeared in the room. Jessie began teaching me how to fight people with a pole staff while Rebecca watched. When it was over i hugged Jessie than said good bye to both of them. The people who i thought of my room mates than came back and I told them that they missed out on a cool experience.They didn't seem really interested in what I had to say though. My younger brother than showed up but I forgot what happened after that.


Something else I recall is I was inside a big white room with a group of guys. We were waiting for our children to come into the room. As I was looking around i saw a boy who i thought was my kid and hugged him. But he was a lot taller than i thought he would be."Why am i the shortest person in this room?" I thought to myself. I was even more short than in waking life. After that I looked around for the father of my son. He waved to me and i was happy to see him. After that a video game system appeared and the scene changed.

It was floating right in front of me as I waited for my older brother to get it started. "Its a super Nintendo!" my brother kept saying repeatedly. I thought he was just trying to annoy me. The system than spoke like a female robot before the super Mario character could appear. After that I think that's the time when we ran onto a moving vehicle and were headed through a strange narrow hall that was decorated in things i can't recall. A guy behind me mentioned to be careful with the floating head and that's all i recall about that part.

I was inside a school with a group of teenage girls. I dissed them because of something mean they said and than they began chasing me.As i ran through a group of kids/tables and chairs I was also beating them up.I remember as i was fighting at the end a little girl asked me about Hatsune Mikune. I told her in japanese that Hatsune likes to sing than when i finished the girls off I left.

What else do i remember? I appeared at a plaza and it was sunset but it quickly changed to night."When is the bus going to get here?" I thought.I walked to a corner and heard a man ask about where two buses enter. Another man, dark skinned as well, wearing casual clothing, with a rusty voice said that there was a bus that entered the parkling lot area of the plaza.It was empty though. But since the guy was going to be late he decided to call a Taxi instead.

When they stopped talking a man started talking to me about soap.I thought he was starnge and wanted to get away from him asap. After that I think the bus arrived.

The last thing that occurred in this dream was that I and my mom were at a mall going through many secret passages.We were doing this because we were trying to get away from two older woman in dresses that i got into trouble with. When we went through a secret passage on the floor/stairs my mom spotted a old friend. She was really fat.My mom asked if she gained weight than I jumped down onto the platform the old friend was on. It was a rectangular, wooden platform with 4 strings attached to the angle to hold it up in the air. It seemed like a special seating spot so i jumped down onto it.

My mom climbed on the rope onto the platform and began talking to her old friend along with a co worker who happened to be there. I saw a mini fridge that had a clear view of small Gatorade bottles. There were blue and green liquid inside them. I drank the green bottle and to my surprise it tasted really good. I than jumped off the platform with my mom and spotted a Spanish cousin. There was a beach to the side and he was eating a star fruit. I told him excitedly to please get me one. He said okay but after he was done eating.

After that someone showed me to a door where there was another beach.I saw cool interesting characters in there and said that i was liking what i saw. As we were walking a bunch of little kids ran up to me . I said hello than started walking with them. But suddenly my perspective changed to view a little anime boy who was in the group who got his shorts muddy.He tried pulling them up but was still afraid for his mom to see them. His friend that was with him mentioned how he really wanted to go swimming with him. But the boy said he couldn't. I think the mom than came into view. After that I woke up.

Riding On A Shopping Cart?

I was inside a city and it was the afternoon. I was riding a shopping cart,trying to cover myself with a blanket because i think i was kidnapped or doing a shoot and it led to me being in my underwear. When I got back to a secret place my uncle was going to put a movie on but i wanted to draw and cut out paper of creatures. One of mine came into life and turned into a black,strong Jaguar that was male. He had long sharp pointy teeth and told my family who was around to stay out of his way so that he could carry out his plans into motion. His voice was deep and he seemed like such a cool character.

After that something else happened where i was showing a group of people how realistic a animation of a boy I did looked.It was starting to come to life as well and talking to me and the people i showed. Than i appeared in a room inside my house. My cousin was playing Melee but I did not want to play with her so i went downstairs. Another cousin of mine came and tried to get in my way as i was walking through the hall. Her face did not look like her but i did not question it. I've seen this face in a dream many times before but i still remained non lucid. Her face was sort of hurt.

I looked to the room she went in and she sat down next to my older brother to play video games with him. I told her i didn't want to play video games so she didn't have to push me. I than walked away and woke up.

Well the past few days I have had no recall whatsoever, and didn't feel like doing check in entries for one reason or another. It's nice to get going again with a short lucid.

The first dream (nonlucid) had to do with some kind of demonic nuclear device going off very near to me. I was able to generate some kind of invisible lead shield as the blast passed over me. When it cleared (not caring about radiation) I began looking for other survivors.

I found my friend A who was in his alien persona. He was hurt pretty bad and I had to bandage his wound with my shirt. He was bleeding blue glowing blood.

The nuke went off outside the library on my college campus. I remember seeing the flames having skulls and hands reaching out to grab me inside of them.

The dream repeated at least once.

-wbtb-

I can't remember what I dreamed of prior, but I was driving around in the car quite a lot. I became lucid when I pulled over into this gas station/grocery store type thing to ask for directions. I saw Morgan Freeman in there and that made me reality check and become lucid.

I then realized that I was still shirtless from the last dream. I think one of the DCs in the store pointed that out to me. There was a large mirror leaned against the wall. It was not a pretty sight. For some reason I had a huge round hairy stomach. I thought it was kind of funny and held it and jiggled it around to see how it felt.

I then decided it was better to change back into my normal self. I closed my eyes and opened them telling myself I would be back to normal. I had the body of a chubbier female now. Oops. That's my transgendered side talking again. I played around with that body for a few moments as well.

I decided to try one more time. I focused on changing into either my dream self or my waking life self. What I got was an anime version of dawn, only shorter, with my normal body proportions. Okay, I'll take what I can get.

I then had another question. What would happen if I were to do a flip in a dream. I sort of knew that It would probably just end up destabilizing the dream. So I tried one. Yep super destabilized. For some reason, I felt like I was injured or weakened after doing that. I couldn't get up.

I tried to re-stabilize the dream. I remember reaching with my right hand onto one of the shelves in the store and feeling for whatever item was there that I could use to stabilize. I couldn't see it, the whole dream had gone white, but I could tell it was a clay pot with soil in it, but no plant.

I lost the dream and FA'd. The following dream was more like hypnoponic imagery though, just some flashes of my Taekwondo class.

Back at it again.

I was at a place (not sure what for) where we had to go on missions to kill Final Fantasy monsters for points. The monsters were big and tough, but we used magic and other means of fighting to kill them. It was quite a rush.
Afterwards, I hung out with my friend (whom I'll refer to as 'P'.) P was very sad, she seemingly lost her closest friend and lover.
To help make it up to her and to bring her some peace, I wrote her a letter from her lover (whom I'll call L). The letter was as heartfelt as I could make it, and upon giving it to her, L appeared out of no where and started hugging P and kissing her. The music around us got all somber, and for a moment, I felt like I might tear up.

Since it's been a while, not much was recalled here, but hopefully this is the start of plenty more.

I was in a flat. I was at my family's house. I didn't knew where they have a toilet, so I opened the window and did my thing. I looked down. I was at a third storey, and there were people training down there. Suddenly I felt that I need to do it again. A cousin joined me, ut he was only looking at the people down there.

Then his mother appeared, shouted at me and showed me where thay have toilet. It was occupied though. And then a priest came to visit the family. They were eating, while I waited for the toilet. I decided to go down to the basement, as I was sure there's another toilet that nobody uses.

I was sneaking. It was dark down there, but I went on. One section of it was flooded a little, so I decided to check whats wrong. I went there, and saw that I'm not the only one in the basement. I saw cousin's brother going to meet someone. I tried to hide, but they spotted me and hidden.

Suddenly landlord appeared. I tried to hide underwater, but he somehow spotted me. With the cousin and his friend we went to the landlord. He asked what we were doing here and I said Smoking cola! Surprised, he said that we can go away if I'd smoke all the cola in ten seconds.

I took some parts and made a coca-cola smoking pipe. The landlord filled the reservoir with cola, and I smoked. I felt strong smell of cola in the air. I almost done it. I was late only a second.

Recall has been terrible for the last week or more, absolutely minimal. Last night was a little better, maybe 2/10: I dreamed all night but could barely piece anything back together, even right after waking up.

NLD fragment, "No Chicken": I was in the backseat of a car being driven by someone else. I can't remember why we needed a live chicken. Although I had no awareness that I was dreaming, I knew instinctively that I should be able to conjure a chicken out of thin air by will alone, and I got frustrated after trying again and again with no success.

NLD fragment, "No Pants": My mom wanted to enter an underground cave complex that had been set up as a tourist site, but I was afraid they wouldn't let me in because I wasn't wearing pants. I solved this problem by taking off my bulky green sweater and slipping it on like a skirt, fastening it by tying the arms together in front. Though this left me with nothing but a sports bra on top, I buttoned my coat over it and at that point felt like I could pass muster. In the cave, I looked down at my improvised "skirt" and thought it was working pretty well—to a casual observer, it might even look like I was wearing a normal skirt with a sweater tied around my waist.

I commented, "Okay mom, this is the weirdest thing I've ever done." Though in retrospect I have to acknowledge that it really wasn't all that weird in the great scheme of things.

I was in a tunnel, rolling down rapidly while hearing a few clowns laugh. I poke my head out through an opening once and notice I was in a children playground center. I pop my head back in and climb my way back up to see what's at the end of the tunnel. As I go higher and higher a mist begins to become more frequent. It eventually blinds me till I started rolling down once more. I pop out of the inflated children building and see my two parents waiting for my return.

Before I approach both of them, I took the time to look to the side of the inflated playground. There was a ladder curled up but very large. My hand accidently knock it's cover off making apart of it come down. I check the employee that was working here did not notice what has happen. That is when I chose to sneak out and meet up with my parents outside. We began walking toward a road section and cross the road with two other people.

While we're at the middle of the road waitinf for other cars to pass by, my father ask me do I feel well or am I sick? I tell my father no I fine, when we notice no cars coming ahead we continue walking. I can now see a grassy field with kids playing soccer on it. Among them was my brother who was heading our way. My Father ask me me the same question, I told him you should already know that I never get sick. We all greeted my brother and walk on the side walk. Oneo f the kids kick the soccer ball to his way and he kick it back before I could.

The scenary had change in to the living room with the lights some what off. There was al ot of noise and quickly some person punch me in the nose. I stated my nose was bleeding and saw a few kids forcing a man on the ground. I went to the sink to wash out the blood till I notice the lights had came on. There was a kid wh othrew water all over my shirt, he quickly said it was my fault for being in the way. I got irritated and told him you're not suppose to throw things at other people.

The boy kept on doing the same thing so I force the bottle out of his hand with some effort. The bottle was purple and I believe it had a white flower label on the side. I began walking till the dream fade out.

I start off in third person point of view. My catches two creatures fighting from a distance. My focus begins to shift to them as my eyes feel like they are being drawn closer and closer to them. I am able to fully analyze the two. One appeared to be a butterfly/woman agaisnt a Lion headed man. The two were fighting on water and some how their feet does not submerge in to the ocean. The lion had just attack and quickly the Butterflywoman was knock off balance and softly began sinking downwards. Soon she rises back up with her wings still intact. The Lionman was no where to be seen. My line of sight increase in till it became first person point of view.

Once this happen I became lucid. I notice the butterflywoman laying on the water. Not far, was my Ra necklace. I walk toward it to pick it up. There had been a song playing all this time, the song mimic the fights progression. I begin to talk to myself about lucid dreaming while staring at the ocean. I realize I wasn't falling under the ocean either. Before I knew it my eye sight was staring inside my father room. I was awake. Lucidity Time: 6 seconds

Basically I was wandering around the first two floors of this building looking for food. Some people had ordered it and we were waiting for it to arrive. But the guys who ordered it disappeared on me, so I went exploring a bit. I figured they had gone out but would be back soon. It didn't take long but when I came back to the area we were first in, they still were not back, but I found the food in a room off to the side. I didn't know which sub sandwich was mine, but I was so hungry I was picking off toppings and eating them until some one could show up and say what was what. The pizza was all eaten, but a huge amount of melted cheese had slid off the pizza and they just left it. It tasted so good. I ended up waking up before anyone came back though.

First dream - fragment

I was at a school disco. There was a blonde girl that wanted to dance with me, but being a horrible dancer I refused, and slightly pushed her back when she was still insisting on. I went to the other room, and stood there for a while. I went back after a while, and met a friend. There were classmates in there too. I saw a second frined, he was dancing like he had an attack. Classmates laughed from him.

Second dream

I was a pirate. With crew we stopped the boat close to the shore, and went on to steal something. I went off alone and met a girl and two other pirates, standing upon digged out holes. The treasure was stolen. Pirates run for a van, as the stolen treasure were transported out with trucks.

With the girl, we ran to closest vechicle - a wagon pulled by two horses. We drove, while a disco music played in the background. First I tried to learn how to steer it, and managed to steer them in the right way. We drove through the outskirts of city, and to the city centre.

When steering, I somehow managed to tangle the reins. We crashed in with a car, and escaped. In need of a quick vechicle, we tried to steal a motorbike, to no success. Angered, I ran to police vechicle and stolen it. We drove to some kind of canals.

We waited for the right moment, and when truck appeared, we drove with a high speed. I shouted Carmageddon! when close to crashing with the truck, but I missed. We waited again, and when we were close to the truck, I jumped inside it's cabin. I fought with the driver.

Suddenly he flewn out of the truck with jetpack. I was trying to hold on, but he punched me in my face. Instead of falling down, the driver tied me to the jetpack, and jumped out. I somehow found out how to control it, but I crashed. Nothing happened to me. I went back to the girl in police vechicle, but couldn't find her.

After a while I saw a "Mission unsuccessfull" text that appeared, and my view changed to third perso. I was a CJ from GTA SA, running around the canal.

Late entry, but better than nothing.

I was outside on a cool spring day, in someones back yard of their house. i was at the edge of their property where there was a chain link fence with some pine trees lining it on either side. the grass was well cut, but not very vividly green. it was later in the evening, the sun was going down, the orange rays of the sun going down across the land. I had a all black pellet gun, and was trying to shoot a squirrel that was on one of the trees. I missed a few shots but got up close an finally got it. it fell quickly. I picked it up and tossed it over the chain link fence. over the fence was an immediate slope down to the road and the squirrel fell in the open, i was worried some one would see and i hoped over to move it down into the bushes.

very short, yet very vivid dream. remembering it feels as thoug i was there 5 mins ago.

31.03.2015

ULTRA-INCEPTION: ToTM Done ~ Over 15 FAs, 10 lucids and non lucids in one single dream and dreams within dreams (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I have a long load of dreams to upload, but since this is a ToTM I must now. Been busy and I am behind in writing everything down. This was a very strange dream, a mix of astral projection, lucids, non-lucids and waking... I ended up very confused when I woke up for real.

I had a FA in a big hotel room, I believe I was in Australia. This was a very long dream and I lost some of what happened, but a weird wasp stung me and layed some eggs under my skin. Said eggs hatched almost right away and I started to feel very sick. I went to the ER and I was told that surgery was needed. They needed total anesthesia and I was worried because I just ate. I figured I was going to get sick big time once the procedure ended. I realized that I was probably going to astral project due the anesthesia. When they administred it, I passed out and suddenly, found myself floating above my body.

I was dreaming of an Astral Projection, but non lucidly. I was flying around and I passed out again.

I had a series of FAs and falling asleep several times, like a big loop.

At some point I did a RC and realized I was dreaming. Despite being lucid, I was still buying that my physical body was receiving surgery. I was in a big house and I took a flight to make my dream stable. The sky was clear and I could see a very bright light. It reminded me of the Bonus task of the month, to visit the ISS and watch a sunrise over our planet.

Flying to space was pretty easy for me and soon, I got to the ISS. As I was approachng at it, it looked like the real thing, but then, suddenly it morphed into something like this:







I was standing on the edge of this station and I could see our planet and a very bright light on the very edge. I saw the Sun rising right behind the Earth and the beams of light from the sun had a few different shades of yellow, white and red. I was happy to accomplish the ToTM Bonus so I decided to complete some dares, however, I passed out again.

I had another FA, I was in a room and I realized it was not the hospital. I turned lucid and double checked checking my hands. I could hear a lot of noises, like hospital noises despite I was outdoors in another dream. I started to worry about the surgery and lost lucidity.

I had another few chains of FAs small lucids passing out and more non lucid dreamlets, all with brief real awakenings (in my real bed) and installing back to dreaming.

I had another layer in the same dream where I was projecting myself and I saw my body, almost wrapped up with the surgery. I had x-ray vision and I could see how they removed all the parasite eggs from my body. I also saw my stomatch, still full with food and I knew i was going to puke everything and feel horrible once I woke up from the surgery. I could touch other people while in this ghost form and they would feel me, but not see me, I was fooling for a while.

I FAed in the hospital bed, and I was feeling pretty bad. I passed out.

I had another FA in vegas. I had a short lucid and I quickly passed out once again to find me in another false awakening.

I had then again another FA in my car. I was parked in front of a Wallgreens and my wife was in the passenger sit (I was driving asleep? lol) I turned lucid out of all the non-sense, but my wife told me that I was not dreaming and prevented me to do a reality check. I knew this was not my wife because we encourage each other to do a RC.

Other FA in a room.

Another FA in a different room, outside a building at night. There was a car parked and they asked me if I enjoyed my trip. Apparently, they caused all of these dream to happen, it was a company called, "9 clairvoyants dreamer"

I woke up for real.

I did over 15 different RCs where all gave positives (I was awake...) but still I felt afraid I would be fooled again. I went to pee and wanted to go back to bed, I knew eventually I would be 100% back in the waking plane.

Supermarket

I in my younger brother's room and my mom called me saying she wanted me to go with her to the supermarket. I said okay but after I use the bathroom. I went to go to the bathroom but couldn't make it. The scene than changed to a parking lot for the supermarket. My mom shouted for me to hurry up on the phone I had so I went into the supermarket.As I was walking there were two guys, a tall one and one shorter than the other, walking with a camera i think. They were talking about people and psychological reasons for why people do things or something like that. I think as they were talking they were looking for people to answer questions so i volunteered. But as we were talking their attention was pulled into the other places of the supermarket.

I decided to just forget it and to go look for stuff i wanted to buy. I was going to go to the fruit aisle but ran into a few kids. I saw one go through something red. I think it was a cart.I thought about how strange it was that he managed to OBE. I tried to OBE in the dream but than decided not to since I wasn't into it. I walked to another aisle where the candy were and saw a family talking about recess pieces in the shape of a square,inside a small glass case.I wanted to say something about how small it was but than the dad interrupted me. Saying he didn't want a stranger speaking to his kids. I than flew a bit through the aisle and saw a witch that looked like a maleficent cartoon. But she was wearing purple and had a different bird to her side that was purple too.

She started talking about how she was going to kill a man after she tricked him.I than looked at my arms and noticed there was blue and red marker colored on my left and right arm. Mainly over my veins and wrist.The veins seemed to be in red. I waited till they were gone as I pondered who might have done this. Than they disappeared and than the dream shifted. I was now watching an adventure time animation of a island, the picture was moving from left to right showing the landscape. Then Fin came into view. He was on top of a white round building with other people.The color was kind of faded in this video. Bad men were on a ship.

Fin yelled for them not to shoot. But the Bad guys shot at them anyways and the building fell apart. Fin and those on the building fell into the ocean and somehow the bad guy's ship got hit by the rubble and they fell in too. When everyone arrived at the bottom no one drowned because they could breathe under water except fin. So a alien type of worm looking creature had to swallow fin into his mouth and give him underwater breathing ability. The alien's mouth was still open as he spoke. Everyone began to move along in the ocean and Fin was disappointed with how things were going. The alien creature that swallowed fin told him "It's not about the ending. You gotta make the best of what's the journey." He than grew hands and showed Fin how two of his finger were battling in a cool way.

I was impressed by the animation at this point. Than all of a sudden he started turning into Dawn. I was like woah.Than I randomly appeared on a bed in the living room. It was night and everyone sleeping. I was watching a video now of a girl telling a story about a fairy that watched as her evil emperor father burned in the fire behind a column without helping him .So she could assume his position after he died. It than showed her taking orders from insect like people. After that It stopped and I was now listening to the kingdom of heart 2 opening song as I was trying to fall asleep. I was singing it too. Then it ended and I appeared in my room downstairs with the light's on. There were two beds in my room and apparently it was the day that my aunt had arrived for a visit. I could hear her talking to someone in the background as i was looking at anime pictures and comments.

Slowly voices started to appear of people talking about how there were a lot of anime that recently ended and how a lot of new ones was about to start. After that I think I did something related to equipping a robot dog with abilities. But that may have been earlier in the dream. I can't remember.

Glitchy Dream

I recall laying in bed than all of a sudden a dc came in and started acting crazy.I asked it why it was acting all crazy and what did it represent. The DC than handed me a tablet and told me to listen to the music on the tablet. There was a song playing about how the singer wanted to be poor. I didn't really understand it. Than the dream shifted and I remember hearing loud heavy metal music and reappearing on the bed like 6/8 times in a row every time i tried to move. After that it changed into a scene where Shirobako characters were dancing and singing on a carnival ride.

Talking On The phone

I was walking on the streets and stumbled on a line of high school students with their teachers.For some weird reason i walked into the alley way where the garbage was put. But there was none there. I walked back out wondering why i did that. Teachers called their students than began to leave. I continued walking home than suddenly appeared in my room.I was talking to JadeGreen on my brother's phone through messaging and voice to voice. I think we were talking about lucid dreaming or about a story.I was wondering for a bit when did i start talking to Jade on the phone when suddenly it hit me.

"I'm dreaming!!" I said happily. Jade was still trying to talk to me on the phone though. I told him that this was a dream. Than the phone turned off. My younger brother came in and i told him not to get in my way since i was lucid now. I ran upstairs and noticed my father. Out of no where he told me to not use the phone anymore since Verizon was outside trying to break into our house.I looked out the window from a distance and saw many black cars than went to the kitchen for some reason.The food distracted me and i became non lucid wondering what to eat for breakfast. I saw yummy muffins hanging on the fridge and wanted to eat one.

: P Not much lucidity.

My family was screaming down the interstate in my Ford Explorer, my mother behind the wheel. Cars and trucks, even military equipment, overturned and on fire with an ominous red-orange glow in the sky. We were the only moving vehicle on the road.* If swerving left and right to avoid the debris and overturned cars werent enough, we also had to dodge bullets.

White men geared up with military outfits and vehicles, were firing automatic weapons at us as we were trying to evacuate. We were petrified but we kept on strong as it was our only chance to live. We saw the muzzle flash, heard the shots firing but no bullets were hitting us, our car, or anything for that matter. We're they even firing live ammo? We're they just trying to scare us?

I was playing half-life with someone. We had a 1v1 duel on a lan server. I claimed a base in a crushed airplane, while the other guy took the nearby bunker as his hideout. We were trying to kill eachother, and he succeeded a few times. Then it changed. I was a bank robber, and he was an agent of special forces. He hidden in the airplane, making an ambush. I shot him a few times with shotgun, to no effect.

6:30 AM. 3/31/2015
I arrived at school. I was in my math class and we were doing this impossible math trivia game on our phones. When I stood up I realized that I was not wearing any pants. I was only wearing my black underwear and a green shirt. Somehow, I ended up at home where I put on my pants and remembered to put on my contacts. I knew we were running late to school so I ran downstairs hoping that I hadn't missed my ride. I ran outside and looked around. My sister's car was there empty. My Mom was standing out by her truck that was parked in our neighbor's driveway. I thought this was weird because I knew she was supposed to be at work. I hopped in a car with my 12 year-old sister driving (Grace). While she was driving I was trying to put in a new pair of contacts but the contacts got really old and crusty before I got them completely in my eye. On the way there we passed 2 people that I know. Grace then started messing around and tried to press the brakes. Then, the I realized that the brakes were not working and I started to freak out because there was a sharp turn coming up. When we hit the curve, we didn't turn enough and ran straight over the curb. We flew over the curb and kept going. I tried to straighten the steering wheel to no avail. Grace looked over at me and gave me a little smile. We then proceeded to head left towards a giant patch of trees. I continued to try to steer the car away from the trees. We ended up driving straight past the trees and over a cliff that I didn't know was there. The fear in that moment of the dream is what woke me up. When I woke up, I jolted and sat up quickly. But then, I reached for my laptop to start typing this in my dream journal.

+ guy was hiding his skill at a video game: he has an unstoppable super attack based on anger and running momentum

+ shower house: showers everywhere, channels of water running along the floor

+(f) bro-in-law takes me aside, asks me something: family members there

(more here, forgot, clobbered by epic below)

+ epic: my lightsaber: visualize blade, change its color, wave it around, walk to the park, drone ride, demonstrate lightsaber at party
This is a non-lucid despite some control (color change)

I'm standing outside childhood home on HC street facing S st. I bring out my lightsaber and ignite it. Again not much visuals so I focus on visuals, and a short (2-feet) green blade appears, sort of sparkly, with a flat white area towards the handle. I want it to change color, I will it to turn blue. I look at it and concentrate on it. Slowly some blue appears and then suddenly it's all blue. I walk towards the end of HC at F. Bl. and I swing the blade into the ground a bit. At F I turn to the left down the hill and walk on the right side of the street, as I pass by the R's house I see two metallic swimming pool staircase handles, and I swing the blade through these handles. Nothing happens, it's not a real lightsaber.

I look at the lightsaber in my left hand: the handle is short and small, like a small metallic flashlight, about half the diameter of a typical old-time flashlight. My hand barely fits on the handle, and my fingers are almost dangerously close to the energy blade.

It's darker now and I continue on F. past Av. and towards the park. There are some people playing with toy lightsabers in the middle of the street but mine is much better. I head down the stairs to the top level of the park. A mother is at the bottom of the stairs throwing some toy thing up the stairs to her child. I think that the toy isn't the point: the point is the parent and child enjoying time together, the toy is just a means.

On the middle level of the park approaching the old clubhouse, there is a tall chain-link fence there. I see on the lower level that my best friend MR is playing with someone, with a kite/drone. I quickly run up the fence and jump off the top of it, gaining some altitude, and grab on to a toy quad copter drone, there's a string handing down and a small bulb (like a turkey baster) that I grab on to with my right hand. The drone flies towards the lower level, maintaining it's altitude, so I'm now quite high up over the ground (25 feet at least, feels really high). My right hand starts to feel sweaty and tired, I'm hoping this thing will start losing altitude soon because I'll get seriously hurt if I fall. It flies to the far tall chainlink fence turns left and flies around the perimiter, slowly losing altitude.

I'm on the ground and say to MR good thing I landed because I was losing my grip. He says s.l. he never loses his grip.

In the corner of the lower level near (bottom of main path) I'm sitting there talking about my lightsaber construction with one or two guys. I've unscrewed the top, and am trying to screw the nut back on but it has gotten really dirty I'm pulling out very dirty greasy nasty stuff (like the stuff you pull out of the shower drain, it's gross).

The guy asks me what chip is in there. I can't remember. I know it's not an Intel chip. All I can think of is "P....P....P... PDP-10? No, it's not a PDP". The guy is holding the chip (it's huge, a square, 2-inches on a side) and is reattaching it to the socket. For some reason it's not sitting flat in the socket (something got warped?). I take it and carefully align the pins on the bottom of the chip with the holes in the socket and I get it to get back in.

I head up back to the middle level of the playground. Other people have toy lightsabers but mine is clearly the best. Then I'm inside a house, it's a party, all young guys there, I'm showing off my lightsaber. I'm waving it around, the beam looks a lot now like a green laser. I'm standing in a kitchen near a counter with cabinets above but an open area in between them where you can see through. I say "the only thing it needs to be a real lightsaber is a blade that cuts. I could install a stronger laser." I'm trying to listen to the sound, but there is none. I turn it off, then turn it on again and the sound works, I demonstrate the sound of waving it around and it is very pleasingly realistic. I hand it over to some guys to try and I think they'll be really impressed with it. I notice they turn it off and hear the realistic "swish" turning off sound.


+ collection of late morning dozing dreams (fragments mostly) after BTS: girls pressing into me at the counter (want to order pizza), touch some; enthusiastic party emcee, see Ni.Hau (L) eating rice with onions, I'll order lasagna at the counter; parking garage with guys, don't want to move the massive power cable on the ground leading to the house; took pictures of girl (on screen, try to hide/delete), she sits down and lays her bare legs across mine, I push my face in them; he guy through window, it (?) works, see he's watching a game on TV (severe angle!); basketball: the player one-hands the shot from mid-court facing the wrong way: nails it (net barely moves);