non-lucid

Sorry for the delay
So here is my last dream from my golden age of semi lucidity.
I'm at the usual place, parking lot, supermarket. Things going all right. I just got almost lucid.
Now I practice with the elements, I have a bit hard time with my abilities ,telekinesis is quite buggy today.
I was thinking of strategic attacks , then I got an idea of a finishing move that also eliminates all enemy around me ,and maybe it even kills me. Tepes's Aegis - Named from Vlad The Impaler .
Stakes falling from the sky, impaling everyone in a kilometer radius . It seemed to be a very nice idea , just in case of fighting.
I kept walking around when I suddenly felt that something's coming . I started to walk out of the parking lot into the bus stop hoping that the thing didnt see me.
At a point I saw him walking towards me , I tried to hide and I succeded , but then I took a bad step.
Now he sees me , even he made an eye contact . He stops .
Then he unleashed his anger towards me , I was able to sense it in the air, it was blazing like hellfire.
He sent a message through telepathy and it sounded something like this.
"YOU BASTARD , YOU WERE THE ONE WHO DID F*** S**T UP ,NOW I'LL F***IN KILL YOU "
I was in some samurai costume , it was in a very bad state but whatever , and all I was able to summon is a rusty sword.
The guy starts to morph into a goddamn Human-Bull beast which had horns and stuff.
This thing was a muscly crap and scary , it gave out horrible sounds , But I knew I got to fight it. Though I almost shat my pants .
Then in this moment I remembered the new technique I raised my hands and said" Țepeș's ægis!"
And the sky got darker, and so we began to fight . in the beginning All I was able to do is dodge ,dodge and dodge and hope that motherf***r won't bite me .
Soonly I was unable to see anything because the stake rain arrived, I raised my hands and made a protecting field that brokes these stakes before hitting me , even though , I got hit by one of those on my hands and had a few scars but then it stabilised.
But the bull beast wasn't even hurt, it was just going through it , throwing some cars into the air from anger.
Then I saw that the steaks are made of glass , its of course unnefective on this beastie f***.
I tried to slice him few times, but he hit me back, I almost died , and also flew 20 meters.
Now I stopped for a moment and think , before the bull ambushed me I said "LET IT BE MADE FROM IRON"
. IT WORKED! The bull got injured , and so I got ready to attack.
Then It got even more mad. And so it started to run towards me crushing everything on its way.
With a last running I raised my sword for a last blow, and then for my luck . The bull got hit again.
The time slowed down , full adneraline , I swing with my sword ,I sliced into its neck and head .
I did it , and then time goes back to normal. the bull falls over . That was an epic moment.
I breath heavily , I got exhausted by the battle, I slice a few into the bulls body, then it disappears.
- I did it , omg.

A helicopter comes
Guy screams , "get up there , WE got to go!"
I get up there , we fly away
-Where are we go?
-I'll tell you later.

The dream ended

Note: Dawn was not in his anime form this time. I think I'm starting to recognize a different form that he likes to take. So for my next dream goal I'm going to ask Dawn what form he likes to be in.Also, I did not write my dreams in the notebook so i forgot the first and most of the second dream.

Pizza And Apple pie

Was watching a movie and eating apple pie with two guys and a girl in a restaurant.The movie made me and a guy there laugh a lot. Than suddenly a anime character came out the movie,grabbed my arm and told me not to give up or I'd fall to my doom.

Dawn
I was inside an unfamiliar room trying to fall asleep but than i got up. When I was standing up I suddenly noticed my sister too close behind me so I pushed her away.I than decided to go upstairs and find Dawn or Eye. When I was upstairs I decided to use the phone to call him. But I don't remember if he answered the phone or not. I saw him in the living room when he appeared though. But than after talking to him for a while the dream got unstable and he went somewhere else. I rubbed my hands than started counting. That's when i think the dream shifted. I was now getting out of a car with my brother's friends and my brother. I felt i had lost my hat but realized that what i was actually doing was dreaming.

I started to call Dawn again and the dream setting began to change into my living room. It was day time and people were watching the news. On the news i saw what looked like a special secret service officer type of lady. She was on a court trial than got jumped by men on the court. The video sped up the more i focused on it. After that it changed to the weather and said TUESDAY 4 degrees on the bottom. I ran downstairs after that and looking for Dawn who than hugged me from behind. After that he took me to my younger brother's room.

He showed me some paper drawings of a sad person with the words "I don't like you" or something like that. He showed me some other words too.As he was showing me this he was also talking.I wanted to remember what he said but it was hard to take in for some reason. I got the feeling he was trying to tell me that I was ditching him or hurting his feelings and that i had to be confident with my answer though. He than showed me two huge kanji looking letters that were silver/blue on the top wall that was in front of me(Not the ceiling). There was a small heart design next to one of the characters as well. He left as I was viewing this.

I thought it was cute but got scared and was like "wait a minute...What if he wants my heart." I crawled under a window opening in the room and went through the bars. I flew off to on top of a building. Than flew higher and faster into the distance. As I was passing by stuff I was surprised my senses were working well for this long. The dream felt like it was almost real. I saw a yellow highway and cars passing on the bottom. I wasn't really sure where to go until i ended up at a daycare.There was a familiar looking teacher i recognized and she was alone with the kids. A few kids were misbehaving and i felt bad i could not help her since i was invisible.

*There was also a part in here where I FA and thought i heard a toy action figure. But I don't recall when that was.

Me, my wife and sister-in-law came home from somewhere. Finally we stopped at a Chinese temple that has many fishes. When we will leave the temple, my sister in law broke the glass of temple's door. Finally, I went back to the temple again to apologize to the owner. The owner is a good guy, we sit on a terrace that has many plants and mandarin song is playing. He said the price of the door is two hundred thousand Rupiahs (my currency) only. I said, fortunately its not millions because I had no money.

when we were going to the exit door, I met with people from my hometown. They get together and chat with each other. I met with my aunt's family. My aunt is sick, but had to meet with the family law in this temple. The cost of treatment for her sickness is 10 million rupiahs per day (dammmn....) .

Then when i wanna left the temple I met my sister and mother, we wanna went home together. The road was not the same with the time when i went up, steep and dangerous. Finally, I hold on to the grass and fell first and then help my mother, sister and my wife down.

-===sorry for my bad english===-

Morning of April 3, 2015. Friday.



I am in an unfamiliar outdoor area without many features. I am unsure of the implied time period. Apparently, it may be the 1960s, as I see young versions of the Beatles walking around though I do not interact with them. I get a sense of their innovation. I also reflect on how my best friend Toby and I could have seen them in concert in our teenage years if we had made more of an effort, which does not make sense as they had broken up as a band by then. I still feel cheerfully nostalgic. Even though I seem to be physically present, some of the events look quirky as if with film effects, including when the Beatles are walking and the frame rate seems altered. It might be implied to be footage from or for “A Hard Day’s Night” from 1964. Later however, the implications distort into also being linked to “Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band”, which is from a later time period (1967).

At a later point, I am listening to “Being for the Benefit of Mr. Kite” on a pair of headphones while sitting outside near a table. It is a very long fictional version, probably about eight minutes or more, and has random parts here and there vaguely similar to parts of “Revolution Number Nine”. The music has less instrumentation in some parts (as if one more instrument is dropping out of the recording every few measures) but at one point sounds a lot like the real version of the song.

What intrigues me is vivid but incorrect audio of certain parts of the music. For example, near the last section, instead of the melodic flourish over the circus-like organ cacophony just prior to the return to the verse, it is the Dixieland air horn sound (as from the car on “The Dukes of Hazzard”). I hear this in the left channel. It makes me feel very cheerful.

Also, during this time, I watch Mr. Kite, which is a black-and-white caterpillar made up of a long series of miniature “war bonnets” of mostly black feathers, each tiny “war bonnet” directly behind the other. It moves about on the table, seeming to be moving in time to the music; undulating rhythmically and turning about left and right, defining a narrow oval path; a surreal event.

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Update (same day): Yet again, a dream occurs that had imagery seemingly influenced by something Zsuzsanna had seen and thought about, something that I could not possibly have known about. In this case, it was specifically a caterpillar that she thought looked as if it had feathers coming out of its body, which she had seen on a children’s DVD (checked out by her for our two-year-old daughter) the night before. (I did not see it prior to my dream.)

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I was at the dentists room. I was talking with a man at about his fourties. He was a little bald and had somewhat square chin. I looked around his room, and saw that it's unprepared to be used for dentistry. I tried to find a good sitting place. There was a chair hanging on chains, but it literally flewn when I tried to sit on it. The dentist started conversation:

- Haven't I seen you before?

- Well... It might be possible, but rather not.

- You were with some girls, taking bought products right?

- And it was last friday?

- Yes! Why did you escaped from the school with them?

- We had no more lessons and...

- Ah... I see.

I almost taunted the dentist, but I stopped myself. Then my mother appeared and dentist told her something about teeth illness he found out without ever making health examination. He just took samples of my spit and told that we should wait.

I went outside, and saw the dentist entering car of my family. He told to me:

- And don't try to go anywhere else. My brother controlls all the dentistry here!

After that he went away. I shouted after him:

- Yeah!... It's very incutlural... I mean very incultural to enter someones car!

And entered the car. With father we drove away. I asked what about mother and sisters, but he told me that we'll meet with them. When driving back I saw some classmates going out of bus. Then on a crossroad we almost got smashed by two crazy truck drivers. After taking rest of the family we drove home.

I was entering the kitchen, while everyone was playing with muffin eaters. Weird bugs you had to feed with muffins. One looked like a spruce branch, and was the most intelligent. Second was brown, and behaved like a small chicken. I remember also one resembling hedgehog. I feed them with muffins.

The past couple of nights I've had dreams that are lucid or near-lucid. On the first night I enter a bedroom with three figures in it. Two are women with raccoon tails having sex (yes, my dreams are often X-rated). I do a reality check by feeling a dresser in the room. It feels solid, so I think maybe it's not a dream. Then I focus on the third figure, who is a red/dark pink blob. I imagine it a woman. And it is so! I'm excited that I know I'm dreaming now. I have sex with her, transforming her body occasionally. Then I wake.

The next night I'm in a public space, like an airport or casino. A woman walks by me and I telepathically tell her to kiss me. She does so! So I must be dreaming, I think. But I can't get her to do anything else. So my reality check returns a false negative and I conclude that I'm not dreaming.

These two nights have my hopes up that this can be a regular thing.

Recall: 2/10 upon waking, 5/10 after finding the thread. It was hard to remember anything at all when I first woke up, but I persisted until a few details came back, and that let me pin down a few detailed scenes at least. The overall plot remained vague. There were a lot of additional fragments from earlier sequences or prior dreams that I've left out.

I'm hanging out a woman who is at least a generation younger and we're getting dressed to go out. I have a vest in grey and black hues that swirl into one another in a cloud-like pattern, resembling the soft color variations of tie-dye, but subtle and not at all gaudy because of the dark colors. I'm wearing it over a thin long-sleeved, collarless knit shirt. I don't remember the color, maybe sort of mustard or yellow ochre. Then I try on a few pairs of pants to figure out which will match best. I decide on the dark grey corduroys but now I can't find them... where did I put them? I was just trying them on! I go through all the drawers of the dresser and they aren't here. Now I'm stuck wearing dark blue denim pants that don't match at all. I go into the next room and am relieved to find the cords on the bed... not sure how they got there since I didn't remember coming into this room, but I assume I was just spacing out and don't think to RC.

Some unclear sequences. The young woman and I go into town, and meet up with a third woman, who involves us in some kind of conspiracy. There is a fourth woman visiting town that she wants to engage in conversation under the pretext of just being friendly, but she has some more complex, sinister plan (that I don't remember in the slightest). We follow the visitor and after she ducks into a cafe, we follow suit. It has gotten cold and rainy out, so we pretend we've just stopped in for a hot drink. We hadn't intended to engage the visitor yet; the conspirator wants to do so but the young woman and I are afraid it will come across as too abrupt and awkward, so we are frantically trying to communicate across the table with our eyes and subtle shakes of the head that she should not go approach her. (The interior is small and no one else is here, so we can't speak aloud about our plans.)

The waitress comes over to see what we want to order. I see a drink named "Raksiteli" on the menu that I'm sure I remember having here before: I recall it is served hot in a tiny glass, tastes like honey mead but is strongly alcoholic. (I think the dream was merging "rkatsiteli," the name of a grape used for Eastern European amber wines, with "raki," a strong spirit that I did once try in a delicious honey-flavored version.) However, each glass was priced at $22, which seemed way too high! I remembered having four or five in a row last time... did I really pay that much? I thought maybe this time I should just get some coffee. I spent so long browsing the menu indecisively that I started to think I must be annoying everyone, so I told the waitress to get the orders of the other people at the table while I made up my mind.

Meanwhile, the cafe was filling up quickly with other people. The whole time I was inspecting the menu, I was also glancing up occasionally at the woman, the one we were targetting, sitting across the room at the bar. I thought it might help if I caught her eye a couple times, making it seem accidental, so that it wouldn't seem so random if we did decide to approach her. I was startled when she began walking over to us, but it turned out she was joining some people who had recently sat down at the table to our right. This worked out well, because overhearing their discussion (the tables were very close together) we made some comments and soon joined their conversation.

They were talking about apples for some reason—probably also deciding what to order—and I commented that I really don't like apples, especially cold from the refrigerator. "You should warm them up, then," said the woman sitting on the bench just to my right. I admitted sheepishly that the one way I do like apples was to hollow out the cores and fill them with butter and brown sugar, then bake them in the oven until wrinkled and brown on top. After I confessed my sweet tooth, the visiting woman, our target, now sitting across from me but at the next table, took a plate of whipped cream from their table and offered it to me. I couldn't tell if she was just being kind or if she suspected our plot and was getting ahead of it... might the cream be drugged? Was it intended to knock me out? But I thought it would look suspicious if I didn't accept some. I exchanged some silent glances with the people at my own table while we tried to assess her motives and decide what I should do. Without saying a word, we decided that I would try some of the cream, but that my companions would not, just in case the friendly gesture was something other than it seemed.

I used an online program to try to create the floorplan of the cafe. I didn't get the proportions quite right, so there should be four seats at the bar in the upper left corner, and two seats across from the wall benches at each of the small tables (allowing them to seat four people each), but this gives a general sense of the layout. I was sitting with the two other woman at the table on the bottom left side of the room, the younger woman to my left and the conspiratorial woman sitting in the chair across from us. The visiting woman was sitting at the bar at first, then moved to one of the chairs facing the table just to the right of ours, where two or three other people were initially sitting.

This dream happened about 2 weeks ago. I was in a grassy field in New Zealand. The weather was around 55 degrees outside. The archangel Michael was there, at the time I didn't know he was Michael, he was unnamed. I saw some houses and planned on knocking on the door to see if I could sleep there. Then I said to Mike, I could sleep in this field. He said the weather was always chilly-warm and rainy.

Then we were at a college of science and I thought I was in the future going to school there. There were a bunch of people and I talked to the guy, and asked him if he knew of any martial arts schools in New Zealand. I was carrying a black belt that was in a bag. He said yes it's run by a guy named Mike (that's how I knew he was Michael). He was carrying a sword. I told him, I'm in the future, I'm not really a black belt, I'm a green belt. I believe that it really was my future.

Then I was outside and a guy came up to me to attack me, and I gave him my phone so he wouldn't attack me. Then some friends were near me and they ran after the guy to get my phone back. This represents the friendly people in New Zealand that will help me when I move there. Then Mike ran after the guy and stuck him to get my phone back, and I went up to the attacker and started to do a side kick, which woke me up.

This dream changed my life. It was a vision of the future. I plan on visiting New Zealand relatively soon with my boyfriend, and moving there in 5 years. God gave me this dream to show me where he wanted me to live, and to give me a great future. New Zealand is unique and it's where I'm destined to live. It was accurate to what the weather there really is, I found out, and I can't wait to be there. It wasn't a lucid dream, and it wasn't meant to be. If I knew it was a dream its power would have been stripped and it wouldn't have changed me as much as it did.

I bought a notebook yesterday and wrote my dreams on it after i woke up from them. Which is the reason why I remembered so much. The only problem was that the order of some parts I could not recall for the second dream.

Lies

I and a girl were learning dance moves in front of a school area in order to continue graduating. It was fun and we laughed when we completed it. There was also this obstacle where we would fall to our doom if we made a false move.We than entered the school and walked to a room together where a lady and others were seated at the front desk. They all looked like middle aged gang motorcyclist. The girl told them that we both completed the dance task but they had a very "I don't want to work here" look on their faces. The lady told the girl to show them her I.D. She showed it to her but she said it was outdated and she could not go on into the next room.

One of the men in the room than took out a picture and made a not funny joke about boobs. I forgot what he said though. The others started laughing than the setting began to change and a man who was supposedly waking nomad began to appear.(Of course this is because I was reading the shared dreaming debate thing)I became semi lucid at that point knowing it was a dream but feeling that the people around me were real. A narrator than began to speak saying that Sageous had called together a group meeting. This made me think of the shared dreaming debate thing but I also thought of it as a quest. An old lady than appeared and walked up to me. "Follow me" she said as she pulled me away from the rest.

I was now standing in front of a woman with a beak on her face. I did not find this comfortable at all. "I don't think I want to see someone with a beak on their face" I said. Than the old lady took a purple feather and dropped it near the lady with the beak on the face."See how the feather falls on its own". she said implying it was some mystical experience even though i felt otherwise. I quickly moved away from there. Others in the group were supposed to go now. As they were watching and about to go up, the people who i assumed to be Sageous and Sivason were talking about what was going on in an unimpressed manner but still curious. Suddenly a stage began to rise and there was a miniature horse ride on it.

A young boy i assumed to be my older brother went up onto the stage after the lady asked who would like to speak with the great waking nomad. My brother got on the ride than the curtains began to close. I thought about how dumb this was and what if it was a trick. My brother kept going in the same motion and for some reason i thought he was being raped by waking nomad. I shouted "It's a trick and hes raping my brother!Someone do something!" Characters than came off the stage and cornered me. I was starting to see a portal open. There was yellow sky and a little boy kept telling other kids to wait. But they kept hitting him with a white book or toy. When it stopped i saw a person who I assumed to be Sivason. He said something about how he still wanted to meet with waking nomad. I laughed than told him it was fine if that was what he wanted.

Many Dream Actions

I can't quite recall the order of some parts so I will just write what i remembered.

There was a judge in my house, along with a few other people talking about how the word DC on the bottle meant that a person had to get their liver replaced or donated.

I hit a lady who was with a old woman because of something offensive she did. Than ran away with my mom.

I was inside of a room, I thought to be a dorm room with a guy and two girls. I was suppose to do a a creation paper project with them but i already skipped more classes than i was suppose to so they left and i fell asleep for 2 hours. When i awoke my paper was still on the desk and moving. I felt like i still wished i could show people it.

Than I began thinking about Jessie from full house. Jessie and Rebecca appeared in the room. Jessie began teaching me how to fight people with a pole staff while Rebecca watched. When it was over i hugged Jessie than said good bye to both of them. The people who i thought of my room mates than came back and I told them that they missed out on a cool experience.They didn't seem really interested in what I had to say though. My younger brother than showed up but I forgot what happened after that.


Something else I recall is I was inside a big white room with a group of guys. We were waiting for our children to come into the room. As I was looking around i saw a boy who i thought was my kid and hugged him. But he was a lot taller than i thought he would be."Why am i the shortest person in this room?" I thought to myself. I was even more short than in waking life. After that I looked around for the father of my son. He waved to me and i was happy to see him. After that a video game system appeared and the scene changed.

It was floating right in front of me as I waited for my older brother to get it started. "Its a super Nintendo!" my brother kept saying repeatedly. I thought he was just trying to annoy me. The system than spoke like a female robot before the super Mario character could appear. After that I think that's the time when we ran onto a moving vehicle and were headed through a strange narrow hall that was decorated in things i can't recall. A guy behind me mentioned to be careful with the floating head and that's all i recall about that part.

I was inside a school with a group of teenage girls. I dissed them because of something mean they said and than they began chasing me.As i ran through a group of kids/tables and chairs I was also beating them up.I remember as i was fighting at the end a little girl asked me about Hatsune Mikune. I told her in japanese that Hatsune likes to sing than when i finished the girls off I left.

What else do i remember? I appeared at a plaza and it was sunset but it quickly changed to night."When is the bus going to get here?" I thought.I walked to a corner and heard a man ask about where two buses enter. Another man, dark skinned as well, wearing casual clothing, with a rusty voice said that there was a bus that entered the parkling lot area of the plaza.It was empty though. But since the guy was going to be late he decided to call a Taxi instead.

When they stopped talking a man started talking to me about soap.I thought he was starnge and wanted to get away from him asap. After that I think the bus arrived.

The last thing that occurred in this dream was that I and my mom were at a mall going through many secret passages.We were doing this because we were trying to get away from two older woman in dresses that i got into trouble with. When we went through a secret passage on the floor/stairs my mom spotted a old friend. She was really fat.My mom asked if she gained weight than I jumped down onto the platform the old friend was on. It was a rectangular, wooden platform with 4 strings attached to the angle to hold it up in the air. It seemed like a special seating spot so i jumped down onto it.

My mom climbed on the rope onto the platform and began talking to her old friend along with a co worker who happened to be there. I saw a mini fridge that had a clear view of small Gatorade bottles. There were blue and green liquid inside them. I drank the green bottle and to my surprise it tasted really good. I than jumped off the platform with my mom and spotted a Spanish cousin. There was a beach to the side and he was eating a star fruit. I told him excitedly to please get me one. He said okay but after he was done eating.

After that someone showed me to a door where there was another beach.I saw cool interesting characters in there and said that i was liking what i saw. As we were walking a bunch of little kids ran up to me . I said hello than started walking with them. But suddenly my perspective changed to view a little anime boy who was in the group who got his shorts muddy.He tried pulling them up but was still afraid for his mom to see them. His friend that was with him mentioned how he really wanted to go swimming with him. But the boy said he couldn't. I think the mom than came into view. After that I woke up.

Riding On A Shopping Cart?

I was inside a city and it was the afternoon. I was riding a shopping cart,trying to cover myself with a blanket because i think i was kidnapped or doing a shoot and it led to me being in my underwear. When I got back to a secret place my uncle was going to put a movie on but i wanted to draw and cut out paper of creatures. One of mine came into life and turned into a black,strong Jaguar that was male. He had long sharp pointy teeth and told my family who was around to stay out of his way so that he could carry out his plans into motion. His voice was deep and he seemed like such a cool character.

After that something else happened where i was showing a group of people how realistic a animation of a boy I did looked.It was starting to come to life as well and talking to me and the people i showed. Than i appeared in a room inside my house. My cousin was playing Melee but I did not want to play with her so i went downstairs. Another cousin of mine came and tried to get in my way as i was walking through the hall. Her face did not look like her but i did not question it. I've seen this face in a dream many times before but i still remained non lucid. Her face was sort of hurt.

I looked to the room she went in and she sat down next to my older brother to play video games with him. I told her i didn't want to play video games so she didn't have to push me. I than walked away and woke up.

Well the past few days I have had no recall whatsoever, and didn't feel like doing check in entries for one reason or another. It's nice to get going again with a short lucid.

The first dream (nonlucid) had to do with some kind of demonic nuclear device going off very near to me. I was able to generate some kind of invisible lead shield as the blast passed over me. When it cleared (not caring about radiation) I began looking for other survivors.

I found my friend A who was in his alien persona. He was hurt pretty bad and I had to bandage his wound with my shirt. He was bleeding blue glowing blood.

The nuke went off outside the library on my college campus. I remember seeing the flames having skulls and hands reaching out to grab me inside of them.

The dream repeated at least once.

-wbtb-

I can't remember what I dreamed of prior, but I was driving around in the car quite a lot. I became lucid when I pulled over into this gas station/grocery store type thing to ask for directions. I saw Morgan Freeman in there and that made me reality check and become lucid.

I then realized that I was still shirtless from the last dream. I think one of the DCs in the store pointed that out to me. There was a large mirror leaned against the wall. It was not a pretty sight. For some reason I had a huge round hairy stomach. I thought it was kind of funny and held it and jiggled it around to see how it felt.

I then decided it was better to change back into my normal self. I closed my eyes and opened them telling myself I would be back to normal. I had the body of a chubbier female now. Oops. That's my transgendered side talking again. I played around with that body for a few moments as well.

I decided to try one more time. I focused on changing into either my dream self or my waking life self. What I got was an anime version of dawn, only shorter, with my normal body proportions. Okay, I'll take what I can get.

I then had another question. What would happen if I were to do a flip in a dream. I sort of knew that It would probably just end up destabilizing the dream. So I tried one. Yep super destabilized. For some reason, I felt like I was injured or weakened after doing that. I couldn't get up.

I tried to re-stabilize the dream. I remember reaching with my right hand onto one of the shelves in the store and feeling for whatever item was there that I could use to stabilize. I couldn't see it, the whole dream had gone white, but I could tell it was a clay pot with soil in it, but no plant.

I lost the dream and FA'd. The following dream was more like hypnoponic imagery though, just some flashes of my Taekwondo class.

Back at it again.

I was at a place (not sure what for) where we had to go on missions to kill Final Fantasy monsters for points. The monsters were big and tough, but we used magic and other means of fighting to kill them. It was quite a rush.
Afterwards, I hung out with my friend (whom I'll refer to as 'P'.) P was very sad, she seemingly lost her closest friend and lover.
To help make it up to her and to bring her some peace, I wrote her a letter from her lover (whom I'll call L). The letter was as heartfelt as I could make it, and upon giving it to her, L appeared out of no where and started hugging P and kissing her. The music around us got all somber, and for a moment, I felt like I might tear up.

Since it's been a while, not much was recalled here, but hopefully this is the start of plenty more.

I was in a flat. I was at my family's house. I didn't knew where they have a toilet, so I opened the window and did my thing. I looked down. I was at a third storey, and there were people training down there. Suddenly I felt that I need to do it again. A cousin joined me, ut he was only looking at the people down there.

Then his mother appeared, shouted at me and showed me where thay have toilet. It was occupied though. And then a priest came to visit the family. They were eating, while I waited for the toilet. I decided to go down to the basement, as I was sure there's another toilet that nobody uses.

I was sneaking. It was dark down there, but I went on. One section of it was flooded a little, so I decided to check whats wrong. I went there, and saw that I'm not the only one in the basement. I saw cousin's brother going to meet someone. I tried to hide, but they spotted me and hidden.

Suddenly landlord appeared. I tried to hide underwater, but he somehow spotted me. With the cousin and his friend we went to the landlord. He asked what we were doing here and I said Smoking cola! Surprised, he said that we can go away if I'd smoke all the cola in ten seconds.

I took some parts and made a coca-cola smoking pipe. The landlord filled the reservoir with cola, and I smoked. I felt strong smell of cola in the air. I almost done it. I was late only a second.

Recall has been terrible for the last week or more, absolutely minimal. Last night was a little better, maybe 2/10: I dreamed all night but could barely piece anything back together, even right after waking up.

NLD fragment, "No Chicken": I was in the backseat of a car being driven by someone else. I can't remember why we needed a live chicken. Although I had no awareness that I was dreaming, I knew instinctively that I should be able to conjure a chicken out of thin air by will alone, and I got frustrated after trying again and again with no success.

NLD fragment, "No Pants": My mom wanted to enter an underground cave complex that had been set up as a tourist site, but I was afraid they wouldn't let me in because I wasn't wearing pants. I solved this problem by taking off my bulky green sweater and slipping it on like a skirt, fastening it by tying the arms together in front. Though this left me with nothing but a sports bra on top, I buttoned my coat over it and at that point felt like I could pass muster. In the cave, I looked down at my improvised "skirt" and thought it was working pretty well—to a casual observer, it might even look like I was wearing a normal skirt with a sweater tied around my waist.

I commented, "Okay mom, this is the weirdest thing I've ever done." Though in retrospect I have to acknowledge that it really wasn't all that weird in the great scheme of things.

I was in a tunnel, rolling down rapidly while hearing a few clowns laugh. I poke my head out through an opening once and notice I was in a children playground center. I pop my head back in and climb my way back up to see what's at the end of the tunnel. As I go higher and higher a mist begins to become more frequent. It eventually blinds me till I started rolling down once more. I pop out of the inflated children building and see my two parents waiting for my return.

Before I approach both of them, I took the time to look to the side of the inflated playground. There was a ladder curled up but very large. My hand accidently knock it's cover off making apart of it come down. I check the employee that was working here did not notice what has happen. That is when I chose to sneak out and meet up with my parents outside. We began walking toward a road section and cross the road with two other people.

While we're at the middle of the road waitinf for other cars to pass by, my father ask me do I feel well or am I sick? I tell my father no I fine, when we notice no cars coming ahead we continue walking. I can now see a grassy field with kids playing soccer on it. Among them was my brother who was heading our way. My Father ask me me the same question, I told him you should already know that I never get sick. We all greeted my brother and walk on the side walk. Oneo f the kids kick the soccer ball to his way and he kick it back before I could.

The scenary had change in to the living room with the lights some what off. There was al ot of noise and quickly some person punch me in the nose. I stated my nose was bleeding and saw a few kids forcing a man on the ground. I went to the sink to wash out the blood till I notice the lights had came on. There was a kid wh othrew water all over my shirt, he quickly said it was my fault for being in the way. I got irritated and told him you're not suppose to throw things at other people.

The boy kept on doing the same thing so I force the bottle out of his hand with some effort. The bottle was purple and I believe it had a white flower label on the side. I began walking till the dream fade out.

I start off in third person point of view. My catches two creatures fighting from a distance. My focus begins to shift to them as my eyes feel like they are being drawn closer and closer to them. I am able to fully analyze the two. One appeared to be a butterfly/woman agaisnt a Lion headed man. The two were fighting on water and some how their feet does not submerge in to the ocean. The lion had just attack and quickly the Butterflywoman was knock off balance and softly began sinking downwards. Soon she rises back up with her wings still intact. The Lionman was no where to be seen. My line of sight increase in till it became first person point of view.

Once this happen I became lucid. I notice the butterflywoman laying on the water. Not far, was my Ra necklace. I walk toward it to pick it up. There had been a song playing all this time, the song mimic the fights progression. I begin to talk to myself about lucid dreaming while staring at the ocean. I realize I wasn't falling under the ocean either. Before I knew it my eye sight was staring inside my father room. I was awake. Lucidity Time: 6 seconds

Basically I was wandering around the first two floors of this building looking for food. Some people had ordered it and we were waiting for it to arrive. But the guys who ordered it disappeared on me, so I went exploring a bit. I figured they had gone out but would be back soon. It didn't take long but when I came back to the area we were first in, they still were not back, but I found the food in a room off to the side. I didn't know which sub sandwich was mine, but I was so hungry I was picking off toppings and eating them until some one could show up and say what was what. The pizza was all eaten, but a huge amount of melted cheese had slid off the pizza and they just left it. It tasted so good. I ended up waking up before anyone came back though.