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First dream

I was running around an enormous pine forest. I was wearing my forestry uniform, and there were lots of people in the forest too. There were forwarders loaded to the brim with huge pine logs. Our task was to take necessary measurements and count the timber volume. Most of groups finished rather quickly and only I had to count ever-growing piles of timber.

Second dream

I was a soldier, fighting on a battlefield. Three were grenades and rockets flying all round. I was trying to jump from a fence to a building site, but a grenade destroyed it and I had to find another way. I shot a few other soldiers and finally got closer to my destination, but I was shot. I lost my strengths and fallen on the ground.

After a while of not dreaming I think I had 2 dreams last night. But its the second I remember. Its kinda funny cause I remember someone telling me you don't attack with a spoon! And I think there might have been a rabbit involved... Lol...

My sleep schedule was messed up last night. I fell asleep around 5:30, woke up at 9:00. Did homework and watched youtube videos until about 1:45, then went back to bed and woke up at 6:00. I did not expect to get lucid. I didn't even expect to have any dream recall.

I vaguely remember from my 'first sleep' that had something to do with me staying over at my grandparents' house. They had shelves upon shelves of food because they were preparing for the end of the world. I then remember somebody broke into their house and started stealing all the food. They were really mad.

...

I remember I was living in a city/urban area. (Just row upon row of identical gray tenement buildings. I remember most of the buildings had lots of green plants on them. Ivy and vines, trees growing on the roofs and stuff. That's a dream sign.) I would ride my bike to college/work everyday. It was pretty crowded, but I was navigating the crowd pretty quickly. I could ride in the street. There were designated bike lanes and very few cars.

These two malevolent teenagers approached me and tried to block my path. I went into the street to go around them, and they started chasing after me. I remember they were grabbing at my backpack and trying to take things from it. I told them to stop or they we're going to get it. They just gave me a cruel smile and didn't say anything back.

I remember they chased me for a quite a few blocks. Eventually I came across this construction site that I rode into. I remember there was this scaffolding with ramps that I could ride up. At one point, I even rode my bike across a very thin board that would have been hard to walk across. I started riding my bike across rooftops and such (because dream) and got cornered by them in this clock tower type building. I got off my bike and warned them again. They just approached me with that same smile. It seemed like they were older now, not teenagers, but full blown adults. (I also remember one of them was a black guy now, when he hadn't been that way before.)

Nature Show Guy: And here we see the JadeGreen, scientific name Jadus Oneironoughtus in its natural habitat. It is generally a peaceful creature, but if given no other option, it will attack.

I remember I fought one of the guys by twisting his arm and flipping him over my shoulder into a pile of wooden boxes. He got two black eyes and went unconscious. The other guy phoned his friends telling him to send more guys. I grabbed his arm and made him drop his phone and break it. I then kicked him a couple times and made him fall off a platform. That put him unconscious...

I was worried that I might have seriously hurt the guys, but I saw that they were just knocked out. Four other punks (three male, one female) approached the tower. The leader said that he was sorry his boys had 'acted out' again and he would pay me to have them back. (Woo! Free money.) He wanted me to feel comfortable with the exchange so he told me to meet him downstairs in the subway restaurant.

We met down there. He was actually really nervous around me. He asked me for [the name of one of his guys] and for some reason I handed him a small envelope. He opened it, and turned it upside down and the guy fell out. He gave me a check. I handed him the second envelope and the other guy fell out. They poured cold soda on the guys and that made them come back from being unconscious. The gang leader guy apologized again and bought me a sandwich. (suck up).

I remember my sub sandwich was very weird because all of the meatballs were stuck together. (So it was more like a meatloaf sandwich.) For some reason this really grossed me out. I became lucid and the dream shifted.

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I was back in my neighborhood, and amazingly lucid. Flying time. (I did promise myself that the first thing I would do when I got some really good lucidity again was go out and fly.) The thing that I thought was the most weird was the fact that the season was actually correct to what the weather is like now.

I took off using my usual method of forcing myself up on jets of flame. I remember the jets of flame and sound effects looked and sounded like the rockets in KSP. (Weird, haven't played that game in awhile. Waiting for the new version to come out.) It took off. Flying was sluggish at first. I said 'faster' but wasn't going much faster. I then yelled 'COME ON!', but not in a really angry way, more of a sort of aggressive 'Let's do it' kind of way. The dream responded well to this and an appropriate flying speed came. I remember I flew very close to the side of a house, within a couple of inches, while moving at about 70km/hr.

I then did a couple of 'barrel rolls' while flying down over the street. Dream spinning never seems to work for me. (Usually not changing the environment.) But the upside is that I can get away with flying stunts all I want and not lose the dream. I thought about that in a dream. I then remember intentionally flying head on into an oversized fire hydrant. (Was about 8 feet tall) just to see what it would feel like. I felt almost nothing but stopped abruptly. (Yeah just like last time) Even though it showed the crash from third person and it looked really painful and made a cartoony 'clang' sound effect.

I took off and started flying again, heading away from my subdivision to see if I could enter a dream-original environment. The trees had gnarled into loops and corridors making for a challenging but very fun flying course. At some point I flew through a treehouse. (In one window, out the other). I then decided that I wanted to head back to my neighborhood to see if I could do some summoning.

I remembered my quick reverse technique for flying that I used to use. Do a (summersalt? somersalt?) in mid air and blast fire jets the other way. Much faster than a slow banking turn. I turned back to the neighborhood. I flew up high over it, getting the whole thing in view and noticing that it was outright deserted. I decided to try summoning at the house of my old crush from way back when. I came in close and saw a big black lab in their front yard.

'That's Familiar' I thought to myself. (Though this time it was big, but still realistically sized for a dog. Not like last time where the dog was seven feet tall.) But the dog was barking at me and growling viciously. Two other dogs came out and started barking too. One of them was a very small poodle or something, and the other one was I think a doberman, kind of skinny ish... Shouted 'NO' at the dog and told him to stop barking, but he didn't listen. I was reluctant to land for the dream journeying into dog attack nightmare territory. But I landed anyway. Luckily all of the dogs just wanted to give me kisses instead.

The dream started to fade out. I remember realizing that I wasn't wearing any pants or underwear, just a tank top. I thought I could manifest them fairly easily, but that it was too late in the dream to matter. I then remember (as visuals went out) hearing an unrelated friend of mine ask why I was on his lawn wearing only a shirt.

+ (f) something with colleague MWP walking in trenches?

+ ex-GF DB and I are standing close to each other and agree to reboot our relationship, "Hi, I'm XYZ, nice to meet you!" and we shake (pinkies?). She indicates a note that she doesn't want to read again, I (offer?) to throw it away for her, she says it's written in code. So I run to a (bathroom?) and open it and read it to see if there's any gossip about me. The code is easy to decipher, just interspersed words. The note becomes a large bookcase on a wall full of books, one book has my full name written on it. Books are falling off the bookshelve into my hands and I try to juggle them while putting them back on the shelf.

+ (f) chess play/talk with son S1, about pawns, I think d4/e4 is a good structure, you can storm your opponent with pawns, he asks if you should capture some

+ my son catches a mountain lion and puts it in a leash in the back yard, I think this is a terrible idea, it attacks and slightly mauls me, we bring it inside and befriend it, then when the animal control people come to take it away I blubber like a baby and hug it and rub its fur and say "I'm sorry I'm weak and couldn't keep you" or s.l. that.

+

Spoiler for sexy time:

fingering and licking a girl's v-jay walk we walk down the road, she likes it, other people may see!

+ game "Fookah Farooka Flayah", a card game where you knock down 3 figures from your opponent by playing the right cards, there are some play money counters involved as well, several people are setting up to play

+ (f) skateboarding down and up a road on a powered skateboard where the on/off button is towards the front of the board, it runs out of power

+ a 3-foot volcano of smelly poop is in the house, and I run to the windows to throw them open to let out the small, then the house is overrun by a massive crowd of little kids (boys mostly) who start eating me out of house and home, I shoo them out of the kitchen then walk around eating a massive, flat, chocolate cake, sit at a table with a black woman (my GF?) and offer her some cake, she refuses, and I tell her that it's make out of "splenda" so she can have some it's not too sweet, she says OK, and tries a bit and really likes it. Someone congratulates me on losing weight, I say thank you. Then there is a DC / narrator musing statement about what happens when someone loses weight, do they stop hanging out with their friends whom they were with before they lost weight?

9/3/16:
Dream 1: (I was semi conscious at this stage early in the night, mosquitoes attacking me lol) I was at a voting centre for Bernie Sanders and I was pivotal in deciding which way the vote would go. Every time I rolled over (while trying to sleep better) I changed who I was voting for and the numbers on the screen were having a hard time keeping up.

Fragment: At grandparents house doing something

Fragment: On a train in the city, pulling in to Flinders St station

Dream 2: I was at a theme park, in line for a rollercoaster with my family. It was in an underground line and we could see the other people already on the ride whoosh past as they came in to the dock.

Dream 3: I had discovered this guy who could make the scariest face known to man. He had long, Snape like dark hair and big dark eyes. When he made the face his eyes grew huge and vicious looking and his mouth nearly disappeared; what was left of it was snarled while he released this incredibly unsettling banshee cry. I showed this guy around to all my friends and random people making him do his face, scaring the pants off of them.

Fragment: Throwing a gridiron ball with someone else

Dream 4: I know this was a very long dream but my recall was pretty average when I woke up so I couldn't quite recollect the details of it. I was watching tv with my little brother and some important thing was happening. I tried to teach him a lesson about what was happening on the tv, but he didn't seem that interested.

1. I was inside of some sort of office like building. There were many offices all inside, and at the moment, I was in the open area where the receptionist desk was. Emily was with me. "Follow me" she said, and so I did. As I followed her I looked around. The floor was made of a dark gray carpet and the walls were painted a mustard yellow, but the lighting in the building actually made the yellow look decent. Above me on the ceiling was the normal rectangular lights. We ended up walking into a small room. This room was fairly spacious considering it had no desk or any other furniture besides a small cushioned bench on the right side as one walked in. We both sat down, but I don't know why. A few minutes later Shia Labeouf walked into the room. "Holy shit dude nice to meet you" I said as I got up and shook his hand. Emily got up and gave him a hug. We started talking and we all sat down on the bench. "I never expected to see you here man" I told him. "Yeah I was scheduled to come here for a meet and greet for all of my fans" he said. After a few more minutes of talking he said "Alright well I have to go and meet the rest of my fans now, it was nice meeting you guys". "Wait, take a selfie with me real quick bro" I told him.
"Okay" he said. I went on Snapchat and opened up my front camera and got ready to take the selfie. "This is gonna be so dope, I'm posting this on my story" I thought to myself. However, as I tried to take the picture, the snapchat button didn't work. I kept pressing it and it wouldn't take a picture. "Try holding it this way" Shia told me as he demonstrated. I held it the way he showed me but it still didn't work. I ended up trying to figure out how to take a pic for what literally felt like 20 minutes. "Okay, well I gotta go meet everyone else" he said. "Wait, let's try it one more time" I said. I tried to take a pic one last time and it still didn't work. "Fucking shit dude" I thought to myself. I asked Emily to help me fix my phone but as I did so, Shia got up and walked out to meet his other fans.
"Well shit" I said. "Okay, let's get out of here" Emily told me. We got up and walked out of the building. Once we got to the parking lot we both went our ways to get into our cars. The parking lot was 90% empty. Seconds after walking to get into my car I realized that it wasn't in the spot I parked it in. I pressed my alarm button on my keys to figure out where it was. Nothing. My car was gone. "Cory, my Mustang is gone!" Emily yelled from not far away. "Holy shit, this is not good" I told her. I walked up to her and we tried thinking of where they could be. "Someone must have stolen our cars" she said. I immediately was filled with worry(rare occurrence for me) and thought about what I would tell my dad. What would he say? I knew I was as good as dead.
We still needed to find a way to get back home. Suddenly we saw a girl driving her car through the parking lot. She was driving to a part of the parking lot where there was a huge mountain of trash and crushed concrete. It looked as though this was the debris of a building that had just been demolished. She started driving up the mountain of debris and eventually made it over. I followed her. I somehow got a car and started driving. Emily got in the passenger seat. I started driving up the mountain of debris and I made it about 75% of the way up when the debris started to lose its foundation. Before I knew it an avalanche of debris was falling and we fell with it. We were now back in the parking lot thinking of what to do.
I started looking around for another means of transportation. I found a small motorcycle laying on its side not far from me. I stood it up and got onto it. I looked around for Emily, but she had disappeared. I started up the motorcycle and made my way home. I got onto the freeway as soon as I could and started increasing my speed. I was doing 80 on a 65. The feeling of speed while riding on this motorcycle was empowering; it felt amazing. I remained around 80 to 85 miles per hour and enjoyed the ride. Suddenly, my old friend Tucker Davis drove up on my left. He too was riding on a motorcycle. "What's up Cory?" he said. I could barely hear him from all of the wind blowing in my face due to my high speed. "What's up dude" I replied. He matched my speed and got closer to me. Eventually he was so close that he put his hand out and we did a bro shake.
I then decided to speed up. I turned the throttle and suddenly my motorcycle was going hella fast. I looked behind me and noticed that there were glowing blue flames coming out of my exhaust. I had activated the nitrous system. I was going so fast that my field of vision was pretty narrow and I basically had tunnel vision. I could only see what was directly in front of me. I came to realize that I should probably slow down if I didn't want to get a speeding ticket. Just as I thought that, I noticed a cop pull out of a parking lot and get onto the freeway. "Fuck, he saw me speeding" I thought to myself. I slowed down to the speed limit and got off of the freeway. The cop followed once more. Oddly enough I noticed a Cop station and pulled into its parking lot. I turned off the motorcycle, picked it up(it was the size of a kid bike) and walked into the station.
The cop parked next to me and walked inside behind me. I went to the office area of all of the officers and he still followed me. Finally the cop passed me and went and sat down in a desk. He started filing through papers and was talking to another cop about the current case he was on. He didn't even acknowledge me or seem to have any clue at all that I had just sped. "I apologize for speeding sir, I understand I might get a ticket for it" I told him. He looked up for a second and then continued his work. It seemed he had a lot more important things to be focused on than me speeding. I picked up my kid sized motorcycle off of the ground where I put it and started making my way out. But before I left the station I decided to look for a restroom. I walked around the corner from where I just was into a quiet, lab looking area. In this area all of the lights were off except for 2 or 3, so it was fairly dark. It was dead silent, and I could hear my foot steps clearly. I looked around for a restroom and a minute into looking around I realized that I probably shouldn't be in this area. I heard some people talking. I looked to my right and behind a maze of white cabinets I saw a group of chinese mafia looking dudes. They noticed me. "Sorry, I know I shouldn't be here. I'll leave" I told them. They gave me a sinister look and started to approach me. I started to make my way out fast.

3.9.16

Day shifts this week.

Last night - I'm walking in a park area, look down and I see a coin. Look closer and there is a huge pile of pennies and a bunch of old coins, all half sticking out from dirt. I walk away to cut a piece of plastic off of some large piece to put the coins in.

Maybe a week ago:
I'm looking at this structure made of aquariums sitting on top of each other. There are all kinds of aquatic creatures and plants in there. One is really cute - a red/orange creature with 4 legs and a body, kinda like a centaur, but miniature, size of a snail.

Dreamed Fred Rogers was instructing people in a warlike scenario. I don't think this is like a "Kill people" scenario though, it kinda makes sense about him. Spiritual warfare if the phrase is correct, as in "Defend yourself from dangers, be nice to people" and of course Jesus Christ is meant here; "Our weapons are not carnal..."

I also dreamed about some of my cars, being shown rust in places on one of them. But, if I take care of them in waking life that won't happen now will it?

It was crappy LD but I'm surprised of it anyway. I don't know why but my skills are going worse somehow. I mean... first ones were more vivid and bright, I could do more, and now I'm more often in darkness even I'm focusing on stabilization.

Non-lucid parts
Lucid parts
My comments

#7 LD - Severe fatigue
I had FA in my bed again. I did RC casually and was surprised that I'm actually dreaming. It was dark but behind one of my windows was day. I was rubbing my hands and saying commands. My room was poorly furnished, I touched the shelf. I was trying to make it more stabilized and bright, I felt like my eyes were really tired/sleepy and almost closed. I saw a bit tho. I was only able to make a day instead of night in the 2nd window by turning away. I vanished in the darkness. I was in my bed again, FA. I knew I was dreaming somehow but my eyes were even more closed than before. I tried to open them and I opened them in RL.

I fell asleep again and had another FA but I didn't get lucid. I was in a different house tho and it was vivid dream - that's just mean brain!

+ I go back inside my childhood home because we left it and I think I may have left a door open. Inside, I go to the alarm keypad code and start entering the old code, then I remember it has changed as I try to enter it, I try to remember the new code but can't. The alarm rings a bit? I leave out the front door and up the steps to the street and encounter there a guy who was leaving me some notes about stuff that was in my house?

Outside on the street some of our stuff is laid out on a table. Oh, good so not all was stolen. A guy there says "Hey will you take a picture of me standing here next to your stuff?" I say OK. The guy then says, "HAH! Never take pictures of other people next to your stuff! They might claim it as their own!"

+ in the Sierras, not my camp but nearby, lovely mountains, lakes. Bunch of people there. I ponder the notion that people gather around by the campfire in camaraderie but back at some stay to themselves.

+ in childhood home? I snap open a newspaper and glance at the comics (seems to either be the comics section or the opinion page [same thing? haha]). I wonder what the world would be like if there were no such thing as thin paper but only thick cardboard, what would newspapers look like?

+ on a plane there was some big scandal where one type of thing got replaced by another?

+ (f) in class, asking DD for notes on the class that I missed

+ (f) turning on a light switch in (my house?) and watching the lights go on/off

+ (f) in childhood home living room, my mother receives a note of appreciation from two girls with Japanese names (Tamriko, and ???)

+ this was very long and very vivid:
in dentist office, dentist starts talking about cancerous cavities that DD has, I see a 3D view of his back molars

Go out, concert, hear a guy playing my instrument and I nod and look at BeDo (high school pal) and he looks at me like "is that your instrument" and I nod "yes." The player is not very good but passable.

Back inside, the dentist is Donald Trump. He lives in this office. He's rich, why does he live here? DT gives a tour of his kitchen. He folds down some table/cutting board thing that is stainless steel and supposedly very cool. I then see a used cereal tub (tupperware) and I see chunks of Reese's Peanut Butter Cups in there and look at DT and he says s.l. "don't be looking in there."

We're heading outside again to the big party. DT has made a bunch of baked goods and people are taking them outside. I grab a cupcake/muffin, a cookie, and a mini-cupcake. We go outside. I eat them. I think "oh man that blows my calorie budget for the entire meal right there."

+ pulling up and double parking outside a furniture store. I go and and lay out my stuff (fluffy animal skin rugs) right next to another guy who has almost exactly the same things. I tell to someone how I love this store, I always come here to sell my things. "Hey, why not get $50, $100 for your stuff?" I say.

Got Lucid this morning and accomplished the Bonus totm!
After wilding into the dream through swimming in the pool I imagine as I am becoming aware I am in transition to sleep -

Went to bed early - maybe 8.30ish and took Melatonin and 100b6
Slept very well and felt like I woke up on each dream ending. First wake up was at about 10.30pm then at 1pm the 3pm

Sat up in wbtb around 3.30am till 4.30. Did some massage on my back and sat with mantra's and general Mild behaviour - expecting to Lucid when I am asleep next.

Set up for wild with earplugs/fan and bed raised. Lay for quite a while and at some point feel my legs , hands twitching a little ... It is possible I had transitioned at this point but I didn't realise - soon after this I fall asleep for a short while.

AT 5am I turn over onto my side carrying on with basic visualisations of symbolic dream places and DC's and mantra of getting lucid.
Soon after I feel transition feeling and manage to raise myself consciously out with my dream body ( first time done so carefully and consciously I fall back into body this time though and stay with the transition feeling. Soon I am 'Swimming' my way into the dream with full awareness I am exiting my body - Wild - felt great - and I imaging coming up out of the pool in a hotel pool overlooking a built up area in the city. I remember the Bonus totm so 💥

I remember to make fire/ice in my hands task.I put my hands out in front of we. First I 'will' fire to appear then I change to imagining

' Wow I have flames of fire coming out of my hands!' - It happens and I see small flames appear in each palm of my hand!👍
They are tiny at first but then they get to about 10cm high - the sensation doesn't feel out of the ordinary - I am very happy I managed the task ... I then allow the flames to eat up my hands,I watch on as my hands disintegrate and melt into drops - dripping on the floor. Later I have my hands back and imagine ice in my hands ; soon long icicles grow from the palms of my hands - cool

This is one of the longest and highest Lucids I have had- I went about a lot in the city and marvelled over many sights and exchanges with DC'c

At some point I decide to lay down and see what falling asleep in the Lucid feels like. I see a comfy looking rock - I go over and lie down on it and feel exited to fall asleep tin the dream - I look around me and there are some insects and bugs around ( I am aware this would be yucky and possibly frightening if I wasn't lucid) I try to feel happy with them there... I transition but into almost waking - I hang on and Deild back in to my dream. I am on a bus, a friend is handing food around - it's a strange meat soup. I go around with G and a wild looking lady who is known for her super powers. We go back to my house which has glass mirrors panelled on every wall! I know she could smash and destroy them all as that's what she does so I ask her not to and she promises she won't. Later I hear she stayed in a hotel for a night with my husband G and It felt fine with me to share him with her.

Soon after this I decide to spin and use spinning as a teleportation to a beach - as I spin I see white light gaining intensity all around me but end up waking, I have tried it a few times now and this seems to happen - I will try to maintain more awareness with the spinning thing ... Or maybe it's not for me

The is is interesting to think about - the phycology of this powerful woman who smashes glass in my house with me & G etc...

First fragment

I was at a desert, fighting with a gigantic scorpion.

Second fragment

I was in home, trying to eat a soup, when suddenly a cat jumped into my plate and ran the hell out of there. I chased it and got it in my hands, then hit it a few times.

Only one dream recalled last night.

Standing in a field with my family. it's a clear day with blue sky.

There's something flying around in the sky. It's like a form on a computer with boxes for entering information. I think it's very strange and comment on it but everyone else seems to think it's normal. I ask if it could be aliens. We watch it flying around and I get more worried but no-one else is concerned. Then it changes and becomes black clouds of what looks like insects coming down towards the ground, it sweeps over us. People are panicking and running away. I realise that these are not insects but little rectangular things that are attaching themselves to our skin and forming channels and realise that it was aliens and they are going to take us over.

Okay, so I've been in a bad spot with recall the last few days. I'm gonna get out of it tonight using a mantra "I remember my dreams" before sleep. Last night was especially bad because I only got 6 hours of sleep because I just couldn't get to sleep at first.
Let's just hope for the REM rebound tonight!

Went to bed: 22:00
Fell asleep: 00:30
Final awakening: 06:40

Methods, techniques and supplements used: water method, light visualization in bed

Daytime techniques: Regular state check, a lot of time on DV

-- No dreams recalled at all