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Both of these dreams took place four days ago, but I'm just now getting around to posting them! Sorry for the delay.

Guess where I was in this one? If you've read a lot of my dream journal, or just glanced at the titles/tags, you'll be so very unsurprised to find out that this first dream took place in...A SCHOOL. -surprised gasping- We were in a room that looked like it would be a Steak n' Shake dining area except all the tables were replaced with school desks. We were working pretty furiously on a test, as if our lives depended on it. As I got close to finishing the test, I saw my girlfriend's ex-friend, who was making faces at me. Guess we're in elementary school or somethin'.

This second dream was the more dream-like of the two, in terms of outright weirdness. My girlfriend and I went to the mall! To do what? Well, I'd assume shopping, but who knows, really? Anyways, we got there, but a very creepy old lady was blocking the entrance to the mall, saying "You aren't allowed to go in there!" She wouldn't tell us WHY, of course. Being the reckless dream selves that we were, my girlfriend and I found a back entrance over the wall and into the mall. What followed was kind of terrifying, or at least at the time. A loud alarm sounded off; we knew right away we were in trouble. In the distance, we heard dogs yelping, and could vaguely see the old lady running towards us with a giant pack of barking, angry dogs. No shopping for us! Gosh dang it. We started to run, although we weren't sure where we were even running to. We were pretty much trapped in this mall now. The barking of the dogs drew closer.

What was our fate? Beats me, I woke up! Always at the good parts.

I was in a bar-restaurant but there were no booths, only communal tables. I was sitting with a couple really good friends and a lot of their friends that I didn't really know at all. This gorgeous girl that looks just like this actress sat down next to me and we started talking. I kind of have a thing for mousy looking girls.


She embodied everything that I love in a partner (kind, compassionate, funny, weird,...). After hanging out with her for awhile she ended up exchanging phone #'s with one of my best friends. In the dream they were meant to be together and it made me very sad. I woke up after that.

Then the dream started over. This time, instead of exchanging phone numbers they got up to leave together and I stood up too and walked over to talk to my buddy. I calmly said to him, "I just became lucid". Then I tried to make the girl like me instead of him but she just turned into a lifeless puppet zombie that did whatever I asked. All her actions were very crude and vulgar. I didn't like it so I let her be her own character and she went back to my friend. I woke up again.

Dream started over. The girl was the bartender this time, and I was semi-lucid at the start. I sat down at the bar and talked with her for awhile as she mixed drinks. I wanted to prevent her from even meeting my friend. Ten to fifteen minutes passed and I went to sit down at the table again. She brought us drinks and I looked around for my friend and I couldn't see him. The girl disappeared outside and I heard a gunshot. She had shot herself in the head and there were bits of brain and bone all over the pavement outside. I somehow found out that she had found my friend, dead, in the bathroom. He had killed himself by taking a lot of opiates. A little too Romeo and Juliet for me. I woke up and felt a great emptiness in my chest.

Today i dreamt i was at the entrance of my appartment hall. the entrance door was
aside of the wall, and it was a rotating door instead of being in front and being a normal glass door.
i was near
the very first stairs, she was near the storage room, i asked her.
"I get it now! So it means if we change something in the past, it will change again
in the future?"
she said "We can say kind of yes"
Then i went upstairs and saw a guy going home, i remember talking to him
but couldn't remember what i said

(weird dream)


Dream elements:

-Gardevoir

Technique used: ----------

hours slept: 6 hours

My subconscious seems to run out of new material.

Some dream about me mixing up my fourth/fifth hour classes. Both classes were going to the library or something and I went with the wrong group. The teacher complained to me for going with the wrong class and I told them I was confused. So I went back to the other class, and the teacher who was leading that class said that I should be with the other class so I brought both teachers together and they started arguing about which class I should go to the library with.



I was in my sub and saw a plume of smoke. I ran toward it with increasing concern that... yep my house is burning down. I freaked out and yelled that somebody call the fire department. The entire subdivision was deserted except for me and I woke up in panic.

I was riding the tech school bus and the bus got pulled over by the police. They tell us that they are doing a random security check on this school bus. Everybody needs to put their backpacks on the ground in the street and the cops are going to look through them to make sure there are no weapons or drugs or whatever.
Okay, big whoop. It's not like there's any... Oh my god there's a giant knife in my backpack!? Why the heck is that even there? What do I do? I'm going to go to jail! What do I do?! I know, I can throw it into the drain by the side of the road. Or maybe I can hide it in the bottom of my bag and nobody will ever find it. Or maybe I can put it in someone else's bag without them noticing. You know this doesn't seem right, I feel like-
God dangit.

Was just in a dream, sitting around inside a house looking at papers, when some old memory of me returns and I think about the time I was awake writing down lyrics on paper and I wrote, "jasons dreaming" that wasn't an actual dream but the memory of that event triggered something and I looked at the paper I was hold and sure enough a printer popped out of the bottom of the page and printed another page out from it, so basically one page has a printer hanging from it print forth more. And then I knew I was dreaming. I think the people around me also knew they were dreaming or at least some of us were, because I was whisped to another scene outside next to a fence and someone was in the background giving commands saying, "don't haunt these people or you will be haunted in return", then I jumped the fence and heard someone say those dogs are going to tear you apart, but I didn't care I was free and I was not afraid and I jumped so damn high I landed on the first floor roof of the building I was aiming for and it was a tall building many about 6 or so floors and I started spiderman climbing, jumping, and loving every moment of it. I finally got to a good flat roof area at the top, and plugged my nose and breathed in and still felt the air flow through my nose, and knew I was still dreaming. But the breathing felt good so I kept doing it, I kept plugging my nose and taking in nice deep breaths, and suddenly I awoke.

Some more scenes before the LD that I remember:
1. I was in some sort of war, and backed into a corner with other guy who was more more powerful than me, felt like we were playing a game. My ammo/weapon just wasn't doing any damage, but the big guy backed in the corner with me, he ceased shooting, because his shots were damaging my health bar as well, but I defended us vigorously.

2. Was on a spaceship talking to some person, next to a console. Was very interesting, he definitely was not human, and the person sitting to his right had horns. Very multidimensional and full of volume in that dream. Tolec.

3. A couple dreams were I had boners, and was playing coverup with my shame, but sometimes I just did not care.

Dream
Notes


I was swimming underwater thinking I was playing Super Mario. I was wearing the red plumber suit and hat. I remember an underwater temple and its ruins, along with mossy floating rocks in the area with objects on them. There was a big water snake that left its cave, took my hat, and retreated back inside the cave. I had to punch the snake to get my hat back. The last thing I remember was swimming to the surface where the sun was shining bright. A man was looking down on me, waiting.

I was driving my car when I get pulled over by 4 Valencia County Sheriffs telling me to get out of my car. They see that I'm in my Corrections Uniform and start convincing each other to let me go. After, a couple of them get into my car and say they're going to take and search it. I protest, causing them to get upset and pull out some sort of fruit, which I seem to know is contraband or some sort of drug. They tell me they're going to say they "found" it in my car. I pull out my phone and start recording them. I'm able to sneak into one of their cars, turn it on after some struggle, and drive away.
I leave the dark, foresty road and come to an intersection that's been flooded with water. Cars are trying to avoid it but I drive into it. Once I emerge, my car has turned into an F22 and I'm on a beach at sunset. There are other jets in the sky and my jet is trying to lock onto them. I begin to maneuver through the sand and finally lit off. Once I attempt to go between a tree, I crash and explode, causing my death.

I'm teleported to my room and Nona Rita walks in, showing me some paperwork and noticing the messy room. Someone walks past behind us. Upon inspecting the three pieces of paper, I pull one up containing a list of charges the sheriffs wrote me up with. I then notice that the charges were actually made to my dad when he got arrested. 3 of the charges were for playing cards with the officers before they arrested him.

Dream
Notes

Last night, I dreamt that I was in a small room with a mirror on the right side of the wall and an oriental painting on the left. I was in between the mirror and painting looking away from the wall at something. I didn't show any emotion but I looked to be a young age.

This is the first dream I had when I started keeping a dream journal on 1/29/2014. I'll post a few per day until I reach the current date.

2.20.14

Last night bed at midnight - 7am

I have been remembering dreams every time I woke up at night, but didn't feel like I remembered enough to write it down. I know, that's a mistake.

This morning my husband woke me up to say goodbye before going to work. I got up and brushed my teeth (don't like the bad taste) then went back to bed. Like usual, before falling asleep I thought about the possibility of an intruder and worried I'd have another intruder, false-awakening, paralysis dream in which I knew I was awake.

I fell asleep with my cat on the bed and the cat was still sleeping with me in the dream. I remember seeing my window, which has brown curtains, and knowing that I was still sleeping. I could feel myself paralyzed in bed and wanted to wake up. At this point I was half paralyzed, as I was lifting up my arm, stretched out towards the window. In my thinking in the dream, I was half awake, but in reality it was all a dream and my real body outside of the dream wasn't moving at all. I thought if only I can move enough, then I'll fully wake up. Finally, I struggle off the bed and onto the floor, then hear a tune very audibly. It was unfamiliar to me. A few seconds later I wake up. When I wake up, I wonder if the tune was coming from outside the dream or fabricated in the dream (often I rely on cues from reality to help me wake up from false awakening dreams, like the radio or an alarm, but I didn't this time) and realized it was in the dream. I knew I didn't know the tune, but I wondered if it was the song from Helix that my dad sent me as a ringtone recently. It wasn't perfectly like it, but it reminded me of it. Now I don't remember how the tune goes. This is the first time that this particular reoccuring dream has had a tune in it.

This was all with the knowledge in my dream that this same scenario happens all the time, and when it happens an intruder will come or my husband will come home early. I want to wake up so badly because I don't want to face the intruder. This time I didn't face him at all. My last encounter with the intruder I was trying to block him from opening up the door and suddenly woke up (I wasn't aware I was dreaming in this instance). I've also seen him in person in the dream, an Asian man (my husband is Japanese), but looks nothing like my husband. But it didn't seem like he is going to hurt me.

Usually, I'm really scared of this dream happening. But now I want to face it and talk to the intruder. So I hope to post more dream journals here and track my progress on this particular dream.

I had a dream I was on my bed laying down in the dark. Suddenly a small light blue thing with eyes that could fly came out of the wall.When I saw it I called my mom who was in her room.[Our rooms are next to each other since the room is divided] She said "what?...". Than I decided not to call her again cause i had a feeling only I could see it. I grabbed it but it pulled itself away from me and left.
I than got up and looked at the living room and there was a door and the room was filled with white mist. Almost like clouds in the room. But I decided to stay in my room because it looked scary. That's when I appeared in another setting outside and there were these asian boys discussing something but they didn't want me there so i walked away.
I than appeared at my house again where i saw my brother and this little boy.[6 years old maybe]The boy asked for a towel so I got him one. But than I saw him walking to the backyard where my dog max is and the door was a little open. I ran in front of the boy and I was like "whoa! You cant go out there. Max is outside." Than I saw something on the floor and ate it. It began to poison me. That's when the little boy grabbed my hand and led me to the bathroom.
My vision was starting to blur. He turned on the sink and after filling a cup and pouring water into my mouth and me spitting it out a couple of times i was okay. But than the bathroom was suddenly flooding so i picked up the boy and we exited the bathroom. However, when I put him down he started walking to the backyard again. I told him again " You cant go there! Max is over there!". Than his response was
" But the dog".
I than turned around to see max behind me and quickly grabbed the boy and ran outside. I was screaming for help as Max growled and jumped at us. After jumping on a table i noticed a bee. [I'm really afraid of bees but I was more concerned with the dog trying to bite the boy] That's when I looked up and saw my mom staring at the window. I screamed out for help and than I was like " God! Someone! Help me!".
But she just stared at the window with a whatever face.
That's when i was like I've got to put an end to this. So I grabbed my dog by the mouth and closed it with my two hands but he opened it again so i used my hands to keep him from closing it. It looked like i was gonna kill my dog but after my dog started to faint and fainted I began to fall onto the ground where he fainted with the boy in my arms and the dream ended.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #187: The Hybrid

I have a false awakening in a strange bedroom that I think is some kind of condominium. Wife is here along with my two young kids E and R. I wonder whether I can go back to sleep and try to have a lucid dream but then realize that I’m having one right now.

I charge toward the window but feel someone short grab onto my arm. “Who is that?” I ask, looking down to find my 2-year-old son R clutching me. “It’s [R], Daddy. I want to go with you. Daddy, let me go with you!” For a moment I consider it, but once I think about my Task of the Year goal (turning into a fish-man and acting out The Little Mermaid), I decide no way. I’m way too nervous about bringing one of my kids’ DCs into the ocean.

R’s grip slips off of me as I phase through the window. I feel a little guilty for a moment, but I remind myself that this isn’t really him. I’m wound up in my backyard during what looks like mid-morning. I jump up into the air, imagining that there will be an ocean where my eastern neighbor’s yard ought to be. But when I get up there, it still looks like waking life.

I have some momentary flight trouble, but I psych myself up with a few phrases until things are going the way I want them to. I fly west for a bit, slowly turning southward and expecting to see water until… I see the ocean just ahead of me!

I pop up into the air and then plunge straight downward into the water, happily swimming about beneath the waves. The water’s darker than I’d like, but I try not to get too nervous or worked about this. I imagine my lower body turning into that of a fish, swim around that way for a bit, then look down to check my handiwork. It’s close, but not quite right… each leg is still there but all scaly like a fish’s body with a fin on the end.

I look away again, swim around a bit more, trying to make it all feel natural. I check again and it’s looking better, just about right, but now I’m feeling paranoid about my breathing. I feel like I can’t breathe underwater and need to surface. Panicked that something is wrong with my breathing in waking life, I push for the surface and fall into the void. I keep doing repetitive swimming motions, though, trying to hold onto the dream. After a while of this, I wonder if I’m making swimming motions in bed. This finally transitions me into...

… a false awakening where I’m lying in a large bed next to Wife. The room’s not my own, though. I recognize this as the condominium from the beginning of the dream, and realize that I’m still dreaming. I roll over to Wife’s side of the bed and start getting frisky. She murmurs sleepily but when I tell her that “this is all a dream”, she becomes more engaged. We make out for a little bit, but the dream hits the void.

After a moment, though, there’s a transition into an office environment. Wife’s still here with me so we continue making out.

Spoiler for Sexytime:

I notice one of the office workers, an attractive Hispanic woman in her late 20s, holding a stack of papers and talking to another employee. I tell the woman that she wants to join us and she responds, "Okay, good idea," and begins to undress while still sort of continuing to work. I guess my attention wanders, though, because after a moment she walks off to do some work thing, still partially undressed.

After that Wife and I enjoy some sexytime before…

… the dream ends.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #186: Michael Scott Vs. the Zombies

The cast of The Office is sitting around in a big room that looks like a warehouse with a random bathroom stall stuck in the middle of it. Michael Scott is attempting to give a rousing speech to cheer everyone up but instead just makes everyone feel really uncomfortable.

“Cheer up, gang,” says Michael, flashing a toothy grin. Everyone slinks down in their seats. Stanley looks back disdainfully. “Everyone, you are about to experience one of the best things about my youth… the 1980s.”

The scene changes into a video game where I’m now playing as Michael Scott from a first-person perspective. I see some cash lying on the seat of a toilet. As I gingerly try to pick up the money, I realize that I can’t take it because my cash is already “full” in this game.

There’s an abrupt shift into the front of a restaurant. An unseen female voice narrates: “In this scenario, Michael must act violent and unstable so he can gather information about <something something>...” I see a zombie shuffling around at the base of a short set of nearby stairs. I vault over the rail and kick him in the face mid-leap. This is great fun. I remember my intent to have a lucid dream, so I decide that I can’t get too into this video game or I might forget. And it finally hits me that I’m dreaming right now.

A huge, balding zombie comes shambling toward me and I punch him in the face. I leave the room and move into another hallway, relaxing my mind until the zombies stop coming toward me and instead just pass harmlessly by without paying me much attention.

I reach a bend in the hall, rub my hands together, and move toward a large, open area. Just then, a female zombie puts a hand on my shoulder and groans. I’m relaxed about this and say, “You,” (I point at her), “are a dream character!” She smiles, her face changing until she looks like my high school English teacher. Then she walks away.

The room I’ve entered is a huge atrium with a glass roof, 5 or 6 stories high. Two young women, maybe college age, are seated at a table handing out some kind of literature. I’m mildly curious what they have to say but I see a nighttime street scene just through the door. I’m having huge trouble remembering my goals so I think it’d be better to get outside.

I get outside, start to fly, and then abruptly have a false awakening back in bed. I’m staring at the alarm clock. Oddly, rather than showing the time, it’s counting down from 9. I have no idea what this means. I hear Wife whimpering in her sleep next to me. She says, “If people look into my brain, they’ll steal my ideasssssss…”

The alarm clock hits 1, goes dark for a moment, and then starts at 9 again. I realize that I’m still dreaming, but it’s just a moment before I wake up for real.

i drempt serra was putting on a play for the daivd letter man show and i got instructed to help put it on by this military director who had locked me in a closet with some other kid. he was like you gotta gimme a movie and i was being a silly whimsical little brat and stuff.. then this lil 4 year old madea really stupid instagram after i told he she would have o end her crush on me cuz it wasnt healthyss she was like home just isnt home than just jumped out of a box and walked away in the really strange loop and people commented and was like wtf he made a legit move your lie 4

then later in this dream i was at a mesuem of usueless sit and bought a bunch of stuff for 25 dollar s and pise off al the poor people.

then i drew a psketsch of a aked guy it came out really good and i was proud of my self i showed some girl and she got all basful but she liked the drawing al lin allef

I made a quick video several time last night to help me remember these dreams as I woke up from them so here is what i jotted down plus a little extra from what I can still recall about them.

Dream one
not lucid

I am in a city and its very dark out there are busses all over the place and a few other cars. I am driving in mine and everthing seems normal for a while until i pull up to this car garage. I pull up and I notice that im driving from the right side of the car instead of the normal left side but I dont think anything of it and i go about my business. I drive pass a buss and come up to a security gate and drive through and the car i was in barely fits through I keep going and there is another one and i make it through that one. yet again there is another one and this time I feel a little out of control and feel almost drunk I drive through the last one but it takes a while as i dont want to hit the edges of the car and wreck it. I get out and go down this pier and this couple is yelling the guy was saying he was mad because they had almost be hit by some person in the parking garage. I assume it is me they are talking about and i try and hide my face from them. I hop on a quad and drive it into the sand dune next to the pier and drive towards the shore. As I get closer I see my brother and a few other people I know on a boat and they are asking me if i want to come. I looked around and said sure why not! I notice a friend on the back of the boat a girl that appears to be my brothers girlfriend and in the seat infront of them was her two daughters then it was my brother in front of them. My other friend with me moved and sat in the back seat with my brothers girlfriend and i sat in a big seat infront of my brother. He asked if we were all ready and i said i guess so! he took off and i slid to the side of the seat and grabbed on for dear life. there was a life guard / boatsman at the end of the pier and was telling us to becareful as the waves were getting bad. We drove out hit a huge wave but as we were on it my brother was able to turn the boat around and we drifted on the wave and almost clipped the man on the pier with the motor. we appologized and went out a little further and did the same thing again drifting with the wave. Then i woke up and made a quick sound bit via video to recall this morning.

Dream two
could be lucid (this was an attempt to become lucid and have a shared dream)

Im not sure if this was a dream or not but i feel it might of been as other wise i was day dreaming about it for an hour and half. I was trying to place myself on the moon it became very vivid to me but i never recall being on the moon that whole time. I could tell I was awake and i felt as if i could open my eyes up and wake up at any second giving me the impression that i was day dreaming while trying to fall back asleep but I am unsure.


Dream three
Not lucid

I am in a world that looks like earth and I meet this guy in the dream i ask him if he can help me become a better lucid dreamer and he says he will and that he just needs some information from me. I smile and bring him the stuff he needs we fill it out and his wife comes over to help me out with the package for it and we talk i dont recall abotu what but i remember saying at the end to her comment of your like family to us now. I smiled and said im a "lucid brother" and winked she smiled and said yes yes thats a good one! I am forced to leave them as two girls i was with are upset it would appear that this painter killer is loose and is just killed somebody and is going to strike again. One of the girls is upset and wants to catch him while the other is being deffenseive and doesnt want like it was her boyfriend or something. we pile all these bright orange yellow and red golf clubs of different sizes like from the size of your finger to the lenghty of your body. We filled it up and headed out. We appear in a park and are looking around and while there these people we see in the park start chocking and vomiting i ask the people next to me what is happening they said it must be the bomb the guy made it must be in that trash can. I look and say but how its not in the sunlight he only puts things on in broad daylight. we look around and decide we need to back up so that it doesnt affect us as we do we notice the man and begin to chase after him. Anything after that i dont remember.

Dream 4
not lucid

I enter into a dream into a world that doesnt look like earth. It looks more boxy like the game minecraft. As i walk around and am talking to myself I see a chat over bubble appear and it says JAVZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ has logged in. He then messaged Hi Jonnnnnn! (which is my name) I say out loud ohh somebodies here! and my voice kind of echos he messages again saying I can hear you So i say back well im going to find you! it echos around and then i laugh a little bit and say this voice thing is pretty cool. I look around the map and notice white footprint outlines going around and I follow them a round and i start saying in a creepy voice to have a little fun. Im gunna find you and im gunna get you. Where areeee you??? and he doesnt message back but i can just tell his answer he says that he is in a mine and there is only stupid fake diamond ore all over the place. I laugh and say alright ill be right there i find the cave and I enter in and fall down to bedrock and look around and laugh and say wow this is some nice ore! as i look and see all the fake diamond ore laying around. He says yeah i cant remember the good commands for the pick axe. I say oh i can help you with that where are you at ill bring you one. He says he is just down the tunnel so i go walking down and enter into this room its a pharmacy I look around and begin to craft a pick axe but as he comes around the corner he becomes my best friends wife. she smiles and greets me I smile back and make small talk and put the pick axe down. I walk around and the lights go out im now in a dark set of clothing and a zero hat. I start moving around in the store all sneaky like and my best friend sees me and was like oooohhh scaryyyy im a ghoooostttt and waves his flash light around and then walks away from me. I go around the corner and lay on the ground as a security light hits me. I position myself just right as to be invisible from the light though and his wife comes around the corner and sees me from another angle and is like WOW thats really cool jon! chad come and look what jon is doing. as he does some people knock on the door. Its two girls and they make out a little and then come inside. I tell my friends quick put on your costumes. they did and i put this giant picture on my head and put my head through the cut out and tied it around my head. One of the girls looked around and pulled her boobs out from her top and then they left out the door. Another man came in and just started chatting away and the girls decided to come back. One of them began to make out with the guy and then made out with my best friend and then to another random guy in the room now. I was like wow she is kind of a slut or something is she gunna make out with everybody she sees?? the leave after that and this old man comes in the door and is super mad. He is yelling at two guys in the room with us. I recoginze them all but it doesnt make any sense. One o them was Chris a old friend in highschool and another was Mark which is another person from my highschool only thing is mark was chris's uncle.. long story. The man at the door was essentially mark but it was him from the future and he was pissed that he couldnt talk to himself because chris was in the room and wouldnt leave. He got to upset and left and i thought well that was weird I remember him but he looks so old.... I then woke up and made another video to remember what happened.


UPDATE!
After looking into time stamps of when i woke up and when i recored myself. It would appear that i had a false awakeinings. It was after the first dream and because prior to the moon dream i woke up and recorded my first dream. which was at 4:43 AM so i could not of woken up before that time and had that dream. which in my dream was 3:37 AM what is amazing however was that in 15 minutes I had that moon dream and woke up as the clock said 4:59 AM. That 15 minutes about felt like it was an hour and a half long of me tossing and turning in bed not being able to sleep and trying hard to get to the moon