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One night, about 2 weeks ago, I had this creepy dream that my entire family and all our relatives was riding on a train like the one in The Hunger Games. It had a bunch of fancy stuff, and we were all eating mashed potatoes with gravy and baking soda. Don't even ask me why we ate baking soda. My step-grandpa who passed away just last October from pancreatic cancer was there, and he had this rubber ducky named Michael Phelps. My grandma on my dad's side of the family (the side of the family I like better) suggested that we make a music video. Her aunt, Aunt Wanda, who has a really raspy voice from smoking, wanted to sing "All About that Bass" but we didn't want her to because that would sound horrible (no offense.) My dad's cousin named Zach wanted to be Meghan Trainor, so we gave him a blonde wig and my oldest boy cousin named Kyle told him to "ham it up." Zach sang, we danced, and recreated the music video for "All About that Bass." Then the cops pulled us over and gave my great-grandma a ticket and I woke up.

10:33 PM
3/16/15

Okay so because I'm a lazy butt I haven't been recording my Lucid dreams lately, but I'm going to jot down what I remember really quick.

Dream 1: (Mid-Febuary?)
I had a lot of trouble falling asleep that night, but every time I fell asleep I had a recurring dream of my friends and I in a weight room. At one point I went lucid and felt myself rolling off of my bed, almost gliding, not in my control. I then started to fall into a void and saw the image of the weight room again but didn't go in because I had a bad feeling about it(pretty sure I saw an older man and that made me uneasy).

Dream 2: (Early March)


I had a false awakening and decided to take my dog downstairs to my dad. I put her on the couch, and there were three dogs on the couch. I only own two dogs.

Dream 3: (Late Febuary)
I woke up, had a false awakening. Decided to walk downstairs and keep control of my dream, but as I did my P.O.V shifted for a second so it was as if I were a small animal, and then I was floating and "swam" downstairs as I started to lose focus. I managed to get down and walked past my dad, who was asleep on the couch. I decided to go outside and change a scene that way, but it didn't work because I already saw my front yard out my window. I turned the doorknob (the feeling of me gripping it was insanely real) and walked outside. Everything looked rather normal except that the sky was a cartoony red-and-purple night with the moon out. There were also some people outside and a tree was where it wasn't supposed to be. I wanted to turn a corner and see a wolf but that didn't work. I lost lucidity when I found a kid playing with some cat in my yard and went to warn his mother that the cat could hurt him.

Dream 4: (A week ago)

I remember being lucid and being proud of how well I was staying stable in my dream. I walked into my sister's room.


Dream 5: (Last night)

I remember looking at a girl who cupped her hands and a tiny book appeared when she opened her palms. She then was able to make the old-looking book with a red leather cover life-size. I tried to copy what she did but I think I changed dream scenes by then. I remember doing a hands check and then waking up. I do know that I'll use that hands method to summon objects and maybe even scenes from now on.

this isn't about an actual lucid dream but, for some odd reason i can't do it anymore. I can't get in a comfortable position at night and go off in a more trance like sleep. This is what is keeping me from doing that. Well, ill lay down and everyone once a week or so ill tell myself, hey i want to dream lucid tonight and dream about stuff/something. So i sit in my bed and try to get comfortable but, i can't sleep in the dark anymore in my room. Its very strange i feel as if I'm being watched. So i always have to turn on my tv, which is a distraction to lucid dreaming. If someone can please help me overcome this fear of someone watching me and being by me then i can do it again. Like i can tell myself hey this thing/fake imagination being can't hurt me and its not really there but i feel like it is and its blocking my way from doing this anymore.

This was a very fun, lucid night, full of dream signs, but I kept on waking way to soon due to the excitement of it all.

I was sitting at a dining room beside my mother in-law (who passed in Y2001), and she was holding a baby. Instantly, I became lucid, and asked, “Mom, is that you?” She nodded and held up the baby, so I gave both the baby, and my mother in-law, a kiss on the cheek. I asked whose baby this is, and she replied, “It’s Cathy and William’s!” (I’m not sure if I remembered William’s name correctly). Dear mom smiled at me, and then the dream started to fade, so I swirled to no avail.

In this next lucid dream, I was sitting on a concrete deck at the back of someone’s home, with a bunch of friends, and a jet flew by with the left engine on fire. This was certainly very odd, so I questioned myself if I was dreaming or not? I tried to fly, and I could! Lucid again! Yay! The jet plane was coming down for a crash landing behind some tall buildings, way off in the distance, and I wanted to see what happened next. My instinct was to quickly fly straight up so I could see over the tall buildings, but I entered the clouds and I lost site of the jet. Suddenly, 3 or 4 dream figures flew up beside me (not sure who). I still wanted to see the jet plane crash, so I flew straight down at high speed to exit the clouds, but I went way too fast and crashed head first into the ground beside an apartment block! Then I slowly rose to my knees, but my vision was gone from my right eye (I probably flattened my head). A tall dream figure landed beside me and helped me stand up. He looked totally shocked when he looked me in the eye. My vision faded and then I woke.

In this 3rd lucid dream I was sitting at the dinner table with my son and daughter. When I saw my daughter I instantly became lucid (she passed in 2013). I said, “Daughter, it’s great to be with you!”, and then I turned to my son, and said, “You too!” I got so excited about seeing my daughter that I woke.

I entered this 4th dream perfectly lucid, and I was kayaking down a river with my dream guide. The river was about 100 yards wide, small waves, a thick green, forest to the right, and a grassy park area to the left. I simply appeared there out of nowhere. My dream guide looked at me and said, “Isn’t it amazing how real dreams are?” I looked at him and happily replied, “Exactly!” It certainly was very real looking, and I was really taken back by the moment and then I woke.

A girl and I are in a large tower with a spiral staircase winding up untold heights through the stone walls. It becomes apparent that there is an evil spirit chasing us. We run up the stairs for a while, then duck into a room. I run back out to distract from the girl and run up the stairs some more. But the girl doesn't hide like I thought she would. Instead, she decides to sit on a table and just face the door, waiting for the spirit to get her, as if by seeing it, things will be okay. I get a feeling of doom as I see the creepy spirit woman rush through the door and tackle the girl. My heart sinks in my chest. But there are more harmful things nearby, and nothing else I can do for her, so I try to stay hidden to fight another day.

(This was a lot cooler when I first woke up, but I went back to bed for 3 hours, then went to work, so some of the details have eluded me at the moment.)

I recall only a brief fragment of the dream. It showed a few days of my life. Driving to school, and going back home. I was trying all my best, but I couldn't accomplish some kind of a task. I tried day by day, but whenever I was closer to completion, I lost. One day I came to conclusion that the task is really simple and doable, but it's beyond my possibilities to do this.

3.16.15

Last night bed 9pm - 5:04am WBTB till 5:31am, took 900mgs of alpha GPC at 5:07

Sofa 5:31 till 7 - potty break, because my cat got on me at least 2x, but by now, I already felt my head in "lucid mode", but differently and less intense than last few times when I didn't take anything

then back and woke up at 8:29 after after long chain of lucids

During WBTB I read the forum and read the TOTM for March post.
teleport somewhere through mirror
enter a house and describe
eat some truth potion

I made a desicion to enter houses, and I sad thanks to my subC for me not being scared of houses anymore, and for not being scared to walk instead of flying everywhere.

Ok, so I had a long chain of LDs and FAs that turned into LDs, but I didn't get up right afterwards, but slept for maybe 30 more minutes. So this will not be in correct order, and I forgot some details.

45 min long Chain of LDs

First I remember walking through a street fair. Wendors selling all kinds of stuff. I remember the truths TOTM and I walk up to one lady and ask "one truth potion please". She hands me a pill. It's that plastic kind that you can pull apart and powder is inside. (I just took 3 of those before nap). I take it, pull it apart and pour orangish power into my mouth. It's not coming easy, some parts are not wanting to come out, but I squeeze and roll the plastic, till it does. I do the same with second part.

I think I forget about asking for the "truth" now and leave. It ends here.

I realize I'm still dreaming, get up and walk on the same street. Now I'm looking for a house to enter. Many houses on the left side of this busy street. They are tall and old looking, like in Prague. Shops on the bottom and apartments on the top. I'm looking for a police station I saw previously here, I think it would be fun to describe that. But I don't see it, I think it was one street over. It ends here.

I wake up and I'm tellin Ophelia and someone else while laughing, that I did these TOTMs and I better write them down. Unless I'm still dreaming. So as a joke I count my fingers and sure enough, I'm still dreaming. I think I should still write down my dreams, but I decide to count them instead. I counted 3-4 at this point. I'm wondering if I ever wake up for real. So I say bye and walk off.

I'm walking on the sidewalk in the same area, but now in diff dirrection. There are apartment building on my right, but I remember it has to be a house. There is a house on next street that used to belong to somebody, but now it belongs to Dreamviews. I want to go there and describe.

I see that street ahead of me and DV house and one next door have their front doors wide open. I laugh and enter the DV house.

First room is small. It has 3 beds with light green bedsheets. Walls are also greenish or bluish. I realize it's some kind of a sleep-over house. Safe house. Next room also has 3 beds and at this point I start to recite items I see out loud, soo I remember them later.


There is a mirror on the right wall in the next room, which is a bathroom. I hop up on the counter and try to go through it. Then I decide to go through the one right next to it, coz it's a bit bigger. I imagine this beautiful place I want to teleport to (which now I forgot). I teleport to a place where I'm hanging in mid-air. The air is yellowish and I'm thinking it's another planet. I see huge giants, size of empire state building in the distance. They are black monsters. I weave my way through them and end up in a library like building. It's full of humans. There is some kind of a problem and I feel like I should fly around here rather than walk. I enter another large room. I forget after this.

Last one, I felt like I did enough of normal suff, so I asked my boss if he wants to do it. He did, so we did.

Spoiler for 18+:

I ask: do you wanna suck or f..k? He laughed and laid back and undid his pants. I pulled out his equipment and went down on him. I was wondering if I'm doing it righ only with mouth, or should I add some hands. Then i did. But I heard no complaints.

Bits an pieces:
I feel like there was about 7 distinct LDs. Between each of them I just realized I'm still dreaming. Got up and walked away. At one point I figured I should roll out again, since it's so much fun. I'm sure I'm still awake and hitting the floor will hurt. I roll out, and first time out of maybe 20 times, I actually hit the ground. Doesn't hurt, but definitelly made contact. I laugh that I'm dreaming. I try to keep rolling or get up, but can't do either.

When walking through many houses, I went through doors by opening them with handles, rather than phasing or getting out through windows and flying away. This all after making consious decision to do that.

I went through at least 2 more mirrors in the earlier LDs, but don't remember where I ended up.

Most of them were bright. One started out dark after teleporting, so I thought I'll just stay here and stabilize till I see.

Towards the end I remembered how much fun it was to sing, so I started to belt out a tune, but couldn't remember any that I wanted to sing. So I'm not sure what I was singing, but it was loud and so much fun.

I was in our condo. I went to the elevator. I wanted to go to the ground floor. There are a lot of people. I just remembered that I forgot to bring something and considered going back to our unit. Then, almost simultaneously, three elevators opened and people filed in. I went back to our unit to get whatever it was that I forgot.

I was in a plaza/park in a school. We were doing QM (quadrupedal movement) on the rails. It was daytime.

I vaguely remember something about an RPG. Nine squares on the screen to complete something. Riding horses up a cliff or plateau.

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Notes:

- I went to sleep around 4 p.m. because I was feeling sick.
- I woke up around 10 p.m., although I woke up around 8 p.m. as well.
- Felt sick throughout.

Don't Know Where I'm Going

I was running outside in a city where Asian people were only suppose to be. A Asian guy was mopping a sidewalk with something and it looked like it was changing to a rainbow color. I ran trying not to be seen and ended up inside a office building where a lady saw me. She tried to stop me but i just kept running and jumping until I appeared in a elevator. I tried to open the elevator and a guy who i thought was my older brother, but younger, told me that to wait and it'll open. But than the elevator started shaking like crazy.

I tried to force the elevator open but than i was told it was too late. The elevator sort of dropped a bit and than turned around. After that it started flying for a bit and someone who was in the elevator told me not to worry because we would be reborn as fish. The scene began to change into a underwater sea life. I was thinking to myself how i did not want to be a fish and than it was over.I appeared on a bed inside a house that was supposedly suppose to be mine. I looked under the covers and saw many little tiny white circles and assumed they were fish eggs or small bugs that ended up on my bed. After that i saw a drawing of myself appear in front of me and the dream started to change.

I reappeared in a different room, on top of a bed. When i looked to my side i saw a pink couch and thought about how weird it felt to be inside this room. I than got up and thought about who i wanted to call into the dream. More characters began to appear and i started to feel a little uneasy. I prayed for a bit because i felt i was trying to venture into something i shouldn't have been trying to venture in. I walked into a hallway that began to look more like the hallway in my house. Than all of a sudden a man in a long dark blue robe who was supposedly Asian flew into my dream. He had a small blue bible in his hand and a small cross in his hand.

He flew to a white cabinet on top of the wall in the hall and put it inside than left. A voice came out of no where and said he died of a illness and was married to me. I didn't like where the dream was going so i left that room and went searching for Dawn. I ran into my room and found him sleeping on my bed. I closed the door and lay on the bed beside him. He looked like he was 10 too. I didn't really know what to do since i was kind of scared so i just closed my eyes and decided to fall asleep in the dream to see where it would take me.I ended up appearing in another room where i was eventually was chased with arrows.

I tried calling Eye into the dream than and he appeared but as we were making our escape on a ship outside the window we began to transform into mini rpg like characters.Dawn and kiro appeared and were with us too as rpg characters. We were just flying for a bit on the ship together until I started to wonder somethings about God. That's when the dream shifted and i appeared on a couch. I saw cute hats falling in a pink background setting and a voice appeared saying they didn't mean for me to see the hats. They just like making them. I than began to see people walking and talking in a group with small angel wings on their backs.

They looked like casual people and i recognized one of them. So I got up and looked around some more. I noticed a blue clock with cat ears that had a bar filling up on it, on top of a table. I thought of it as the lucid time i have left and decided to leave the setting. After that the dream characters began to disperse and change into little kids. I walked to a room where i found a phone and decided to see if i could get Dawn into the dream again. I dialed two numbers than focused on Dawn."Hello?Is this Dawn?" I asked. A girl answered unsure of what i was talking about. I said "oops.sorry, wrong number." than hanged up the phone. After that i pressed numbers again and focused on Dawn and a girl came up on the phone again."Is Dawn there?" I asked.

The girl said no in a annoyed tone and to dial the name instead of pressing two numbers over and over again. I felt stupid after that and decided to forget about the phone. I walked over to the next room and noticed a part of the place that looked like a small balcony. I went to it and saw that there was a group of Spanish men who were holding guns below me.They began to sing as if it was a old Spanish western show. I got bored watching them and told the dream characters that were in the setting to go back inside but they did not listen.

I found a radish on the floor and bit it. Than walked back inside to get water. In the background I could hear Sheen's voice from jimmy neutron talking about the guys with guns.Woke up after that.

* I had two other dreams but i forgot what they were about. I know there was some lucidity in the others though.My dream signs obviously worked but i really don't know what to do in my dreams. OTL I want to do something more meaningful.

Bedtime: 12:00 (Got in bed at 10:00, wrote in my waking journal for 2 hours. I had a lot to talk about.) I'm also a little bit sick.

I had a long nonlucid dream. I have no memory of what it was about.

WBTB

I had a terrarium where my drawing board is in my room. In it were three magic gerbils. One was pink, one was indigo-ish blue and one was bluish green. They could talk in these high squeaky voices and were as intelligent as any human. They had this little symbol on their side. They kind of reminded me of the likes of My Little Pony or Care Bears or something.

And while having these guys around, at first glance sounds girly and stupid, they were actually pretty handy to have around. They granted me special powers, and were actually pretty reliable friends.

I was in the kitchen having breakfast. Since the gerbils were magic and intelligent they could come out of their cage and I could rely on them to run away or something. They would regularly come outside the cage whenever I wasn't sleeping. A government agent jumped out and grabbed me from behind. Another one grabbed the three gerbils and put them into a cage. He started to carry them off.

"Help us, Jade!"

The government agent was trying to hold me still while they took the gerbils away. I tried to elbow him but it didn't do much. He just adjusted his grip and held that arm so that I couldn't move it.

I then thought about martial arts movies and how sometimes they can kick the bad guy over your shoulder if you kick really high. I decided to try that move even though IWL I can't do it. It worked and I knocked the guy out. I ran outside and saw the guy carrying the gerbils, in a cage to the car. I ran up behind him and kicked him in the back. He dropped the glass cage, that broke and the gerbils ran out.

I forgot that they wouldn't run away, and tried to scoop them up with a cup that I found in the garage. Another government agent showed up and tried to grab me. I dropped the cup in surprise and it broke. The gerbils run out.

"Don't worry about us! Stop them!"

The three ran off as a group and went into a hole in the outside of the house. I moved into the uppercut agent. He had a Taser and tried to shock me. I ducked under his arm and elbowed him in the back. He fell over and hit his head on the hood of my mom's car.

I then saw a fancy old white car pull up and a really old man with a top hat got out. As he got out, I was trying to figure out what this situation was, and remembered that just a few minutes ago, I was trying to WBTB. I became fully lucid. I knew that he was the leader of the government agents and I was going to have to fight him.

I started to walk toward him. He started to walk toward me and took of his jacket to reveal very muscular looking arms.

"Mr. Free, come to finish this once and for all, have you?" (wat?)

We kept walking right into close range. He gave a telegraphed punch. I swept into the ground dodging him and picked up a piece of ice off the sidewalk. When He turned around, I threw it in his face.

"Augh!"

He tried to kick at me in close range. I stepped back. He threw another kick, roundhouse this time. I ducked under it and kept moving back. I then jumped back, but before hitting the ground, boosted myself forward with my flying technique and kicked him with both legs. He tried to block but staggered back almost to his fancy white car. I moved in and kicked him in the solar plexus.

I woke up and my right leg was straight up to the ceiling. I guess my Taekwondo classes don't mesh perfectly with lucid dreaming after all.

And the reason that I say this was a mini WBTB was that the last time I looked at the clock was 7:33, and it was now 7:42. Meanting that the whole dream took less than 10 minutes.

I really think that pairing WBTB with MILD is the way to go from here. I've had so much success in such a short time-frame.

3.16.15

Last night bed 9pm - 5:04am for WBTB

Israeli suq
I'm walking through a bazaar in Israel. It's covered, like the Grand Bazaar in Istanbul, but not as nice or large. It has halls with different items. I find one with gifts, one with food or meat, and when I get to one with animals, I quickly turn back to find something else. Everything has signs on a cardboard paper in hebrew or english and also arabic scribbled on it. I can tell arabic is secondary language here. I realize it's not easy to orient ourself there. I see a sign that has a map of all the halls with merchandise. Most of the merchants there are old men and they are looking at me as I don't belong. Sure, white and girl, I do feel bit uneasy.

Ed, you old dog you!...my first full sexual encounter and at the seaside! Talking to your brain clearly works..although I didn't ask for this to be honest...

Nil points for my chat up line...basically, it seemed to be "what do you reckon?" The first recipient of my deathless prose was a large woman who seemed to have piercings. She apparently didn't reckon and became very loud and angry in her objections..a relief really because piercings are definitely not my thing.

The next lady certainly seemed to reckon and we peeled away in search of a suitably secluded area...down a dark alleyway, sharp turn right and up a bit to a grassy knoll...hold on...weren't we on a pier? We immediately got down to it...foreplay was clearly in line with my seduction techniques...non-existent. Then I made the mistake of looking down...

My member had full marks for length, but it was like a thin black tube. Presumably, as with hands, the brain just doesn't do any extremities very accurately (particularly length). The sex was disappointing...but then I've read that somewhere before. Don't take offence Ed, it's not your fault...you just need to get out more.

Then, as often happens in my dreams, I'm suddenly somewhere else and trying to get back to where I was before. (major D/S i.e. searching, lost, looking for something...then, aren't we all?) It should have been easy... down the alley, sharp right and up a bit but no...the scenery shifters have clearly been hard at work.

The rest of my dream involves me wandering aimlessly about. There are now multiple hillocks with trysting lovers atop...how does a pier hold all that dirt and grass? Finally I get to what I think was my grassy hillock and I peer upwards...but there seems to be a party going on up there...and I woke up

I'm not making this up...it was a clear dream (A good sign for me because it represents a step in the right direction.) I'm not that disappointed in the poor quality of the sex because I just know I'd get hooked and I have other priorities...and once again, thanks Ed you're a diamond and I'm glad I'm coupled-up to you...in the platonic sense of course...

Morning of March 16, 2015. Monday.



I am viewing everything from a disembodied perspective and appear to be in Earth’s orbit. I notice at least one satellite fairly close to my implied position. After a short time, a simply framed photograph of my wife and me with happy expressions and from just below the shoulders up, the picture possibly a few feet tall, floats out from near the satellite (and closer to my view) and appears to have something to do with the satellite’s function or intent (though I am not certain if it broke off from the satellite or was found by the satellite). I get a vague impression that the picture may have moved just out of range of the satellite and needs to be in a particular area, but there is no negative association or concern of any kind. Thin lightning or electricity comes upward from near the satellite or possibly from the satellite.

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This dream may be based on associations with The Phantom Zone (as seen in “Superman” from 1978) in terms of imagery, though again, there are no negative implications or associations and the concept is quite different from my dream. My dream implies only a slowly rotating photograph (that moves outward from Earth’s atmosphere) with positive associations and pleasant imagery, whereas The Phantom Zone implies actual trapped people.

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I have supplemented this dream’s details as concluding with return flight waking symbolism, as my viewpoint is towards Earth despite the photograph apparently moving out into outer space towards me. Additionally, the lightning or electricity symbolizes increasing neural activity that signifies the waking transition.

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What amazing recall I have...ugh. I know absolutely I dreamed last night, I just can't remember 90% of it!

Here is what I DO remember

- Some kind of mass disease situation going on, and alot of families driving to the local CVS and camping out there, waiting for a cure. The disease effected children, so everyone camping out had at least one child. I also remember a creepy guy there. I don't recall if he was trying to get the kids away from their parents to kidnap them, or if he was the one handing out the cure to the disease. In some way he was manipulating the parents or kids. The parents may have been hanging out in the parking lot in hopes of him releasing it.

- In order for kids to be selected for the medicine, a match-up style game had to be played between two opponents. Kind of like a tournament. The game involved a shoebox sized wooden box with little wooden tiles inside. It was basically candy crush meets scrabble, I think. Matching up of different styles of the wood tiles was definitely part of it.

Thats about it. Hopefully writing this down will cause my brain to leak out more detail on the next dream~!

INSPIRATIONS: So obvious. I was talking to someone I call "semi-creepy guy" to myself, because he is..semi-creepy. So, as a result, I had a creepy stalker guy in my dream.
Also, I have lately been addicted to the new Candycrush game, hence my certainty in the kind of game that was played in my dream.

After sending goodnight message to my friend i put telephone under the pillow and was falling asleep. I had a strange feeling, was so relaxed, when suddently i noticed that i couldn't move. And i realized that i was about to experiance sleep paralysis (I knew what it is from young age, it was happening to me all the time).

I remember the noise. Loud, unpleasant buzzing sound that was causing disturbance. Vibrating. Struggle to move was strengthening senses. I felt like someone opened the window. I couldn't turn around and look at it because i was unable to move, but i think even if i could - i wouldnt. I felt cold wind, and i heard that someone (It sounded like it was a person) climbed through the window and slowly came to my bed. I heard the steps. Breathing. I felt like my bed sligtly rises as interloper lays behind me. So close. I could feel how he touches my back. My eyes were open, staring at one point and being completely powerless. Then i sow how that person puts his hand around me as if he wants to hug me. And we were laying like that. For a while.

Creepy.