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I had a school-related dream.

FRIDAY 11/10/13
01.50 AM
Yep...scorpions. Well one anyway...the other, which my unconscious assured me was a scorpion looked like a small dead rolled-up slug. The "real scorpion" was translucent and scuttled along with four protruding arms with busy little fingers (they looked vaguely like a team of four horses pulling it along) (weird=DS) I viewed it from a position of safety, as it scuttled along an asphalt path?????????

I missed a dream by falling asleep while trying to recall it. I nearly missed the next one as well...only the fact that I gave an involuntary short snore jerked me awake again and I immediately wrote it down. I need something that I can blindly press (without having to set) and it will sound after about three or four minutes as a wake-up call.

WBTB at 5.30 after 1¼ hours

07.10 AM
Me using a piece of board as a means of transport (a bit like McFly in "Back to the Future" Part 2) But this had no visible means of propulsion it was just a board. I was very adept though, weaving my way expertly through the streets...and an old lady looked really impressed. The streets looked familiar (DS)

Then there was increasing amounts of debris cluttering up the pavement/road...rubbish, broken toys, bits of trees and I remembering thinking "typical neighbourhood"????

08.00 AM
A most pleasant and detailed town (I would have loved to have LD'd in that one) It looked faintly Gemanic/Austrian and people were bustling around. My impression was that I was some sort of terrorist/resistance and I was looking for a patrolling robot (searching= DS) There was a uniformed (DS) robotic-looking official who I saw from time to time but he didn't look threatening or suspicious of me. At one stage I think there was an explosion.

Saturday 12/10/15

I woke early in the night feeling ill (fortunately that doesn't happen often. It's a mystery...is it linked to how quickly I wake after a dream? When I'm like that I don't even look at the clock...I just lay still and wait for it to pass

I saw my dead Mum again (major DS) I think we had an argument.(DS=emotions) We didn't argue...I don't remember why we did this time (I wish I did...it might have been important) I heard myself say "Get her out of here!"??? Then I only saw my sister. She apparently had enormous (though shapely) legs (DS=Weird) I said "I thought Mum was here" and my wife said "She is." I looked and saw her on the couch in semi-darkness.

Conclusions: Nothing earth-shaking... No LD's It occurs to me that my LD's so far have been involuntary "it's a dream" utterings (perhaps that's how most wake-ups go...at least for me) I'll continue the trade-off between being alert and taking longer to get back to sleep. When the financial conditions are right I'll get a de-luxe king-size bed and memory foam pillows so there are no comfort impediments and I'm continuing my bracing walks, communing with nature.

To infinity...and the next blackberry bush...but only after I've had a good like round

16/6/13 10:23

It's night, I'm outside walking my dog.
I saw a bush move and my dog started barking at it.
A dog came out of the bush and a fight between my dog and the other started,
I tried to stop it.

12/6/13, 01:42

More things happened before this, but here's what I remember:
I gradually became aware that I am dreaming, no reality checks or anything. Just kind of naturally.

I was in a room that was looked very much like the living room of my previous house.
It was dark, but before I started looking for a light switch I had noticed my dog. Alma next to me.
She soon disappeared and I forgot she was ever there.
There was a light switch behind me and I used it, now I was in my previous houses kitchen.
In the kitchen there's a wooden cabinet with glass doors, I looked at the glass doors and could see my reflection.
I looked hunched, weak, ugly and my skin was very pale.
What I saw in the mirror didn't scare me because I knew that I was in a dream.
I even complimented my reflection on his looks, and he smiled.
The kitchen had a fridge and a table in it, I opened the fridge and looked at the door shelves.
I found a transparent package in the shape of a cone, that had different kinds of candies in it.
I took out a candy and next thing I'm out in my current house's backyard, it was night outside.
The shell of the candy was almost tasteless, but the cream within it had a subtle lemony taste.
I heard a sudden 'BEEP' sound, and I thought that the sound was made by the air conditioner working in my room.
Then came another "BEEP", and as I focused on the "BEEP"s I noticed a big snake like wave going through the road out on the street.
The wave looked like a blue trail of lighting like energy, and it was synchronized with the "BEEP"s.

Dream 1 : [COLOR="#008080"]I was in my bedroom and I see dad laying on the bed and it kind of seems like mom and dad are arguing again. I do a RC for the sake of doing it ( Didn't ever thought I was dreaming or something) I see 6 fingers on my right hand and I drop my jaw.I waited so much for this. I get out the room and get mom's telephone , type a random number and wait Kris to respond.This time, my mom didn't let me talk on the telephone because I needed to do something with a belt (idk) . I wait and wait but nobody responds, I put the telephone down and I go to the shoes storage and look for some nice shoes, I find some nice wine colored wedge sneakers and I put them on. I also wanted a dress so I made it appear. It was a teal colored dress which wasn't the coolest dress ever but for that time it will do. I tell mom that i'm going outside she tells me to be careful. I go outside and I keep yelling for Kris. I get outside the apartment block and I yell really loud : KRIS!? Everybody looks at me and they are like : What do you think you're doing? Shut up. I sigh then I go and look more for him. I see 2 people who were holding hands and they were blowing kisses at me for some reason...(It was snowing outside).[/COLOR]

Dream 2 : [COLOR="#008080"]I wake up in the bed again and I'm like : Oh no! I lost the dream! I sigh and then I do a RC again. I have 6 fingers again. I look more to be sure and I see shadows and my finger chopped. I wake up and I go look in the mirror. I'm looking just normal except my face is kind of roundish. I ask the mirror : Hey, How would I look like blonde? I turn my head to the wall and then turn it back to the mirror and I see myself blonde. I try black this time, Works again. When I try with red I have a hard time. My hair color keeps turning into blonde with pink and red highlights. I look at the wall then back to the mirror and this time I have my natural hair color but my right side is red. I make my hair straight because it was kind of wavy and then I put some blonde ends and I go outside. In the hall there are some clothes there that look really nice. I browse a bit and realize that those clothes are way too small for me. I keep yelling for Kris again while going in the back of my apartment block. I see a lot of people there and I'm wondering what they are doing. I meet with my sister and her best friend and I tell them : You guys know you're dreaming right? They are really happy and yell : YES WE KNOW. I go to the other people and ask what they are doing. They said they were doing funny stuff to recover kids from I don't know what disease. I told them that was really nice and if I could help? They say no because I'm a female -.- . I say : Seriously? This happened before. I go in the front of my apartment block and yell for Kris again and I ask some people about him. I look at the sky and there is the moon looking a bit different. I yell once again Kris really loud and I see him appearing. I go and glomp him and I'm like : Kris!!! Hi!!!! He was really tall so I asked him if he could get a bit smaller just so he can be closer to my height. He keeps refusing and I ask him what's wrong. He says nothing(He seems sad) and I ask him why he cheated on me. He suddenly becomes red at face and tells me that he didn't cheat on me. I slap him and tell him that I saw him with a blonde girl kissing. He shuts up for like 5 seconds then tells me that he loves me but I am way too jealous then he dissappears.[/COLOR]

Dream 3 : [COLOR="#008080"]I'm taking a bath and I do a RC and I have 6 fingers on my right hand. *That's all I remember*[/COLOR]

Ok so I have always loved harry potter and read all the books and movies and love them and if anybody has seen the fourth one it starts out with the old caretaker in his house he's a muggle and he sees lights go on in the house. And goes to check it out so he goes in the house and sees
Two guys one worm tale and the other Barty crouch jr and there talking to lord voldemort and he's sorta not human like a baby snake creature so then the muggle sees a snake slither past him and the snake goes to voldemort and speaks parsltounge snake language and said the old muggle caretaker is standing just outside the door so wormtale opens the door and voldemort sais step aside so I can give our guest a proper welcome and sais avada kadavra and he dies but for me I'm like the caretaker but I'm not a muggle I'm a wizard and dumbldore sends me over there during the summer to go check things out so I do and the same thing happens and voldemort is giving Barty crouch jr a task.....to kill me and then the snake tell them I'm there wormtale opens the door and voldemort himself kills me the last think I see is a bright green light and then I wake up.......I don't know what to do about it it's so vivid like I'm really there.........it's the same one everytime and its every night

Whoa! Another lucid dream in less than 24 hours! :O I'm on fire!

I was taking a shower in a weird bathroom. Then I got out of it and I was like "huh? Where am I? Oh, this is so a dream!" I used the "open the door and the person you want to see will be there" technique to summon someone and had a nice sex dream. No details, a gentleman never kisses and tells.

There are three TVs in my room, two of which are broken. The third is a wide-screen plasma TV and I am watching the new episodes of Death Note on it. Looks as though Light has split apart from the SPK and has caused some sort of damage to the HQ, because the sirens are going off and L is P-O'ed.

My dad comes in and takes the big TV away. Grr. -_-

Jason is a relative to the Davis'. He and I are in the parking lot of Wal-Mart and are about to go in. Jasper and David are inside and we are supposed to meet up with them. There is a little man with brown hair and a great bushy beard inside of a box (sort of like a small vending machine), and on the top is a sign in great neon colors, "SOCIOPATH." I pass him by but Jason, who is carrying a small pack (that looks like a pack of matches) of some sort of illegal drug offers it to him. For one second, Jason is there, and the next, he is gone--the little man kidnapped him!

I dread telling Jasper and David that their brother is missing. Will I be blamed for his absence? Probably. I don't like the thought. I know that I have to tell them, though, and so I march forward into Wal-Mart.

Perhaps there is some sort of time skip, or perhaps I simply can't remember what happens in the in-between, but it's at night and I'm on a car with the Davis', heading for Oklahoma. It's late at night and there is a giant billboard sign that has a crude picture of a lake, and then an arrow pointing to a spot in the southern part of the body of water. A "you are here" type of thing, telling us that we are at our destination. We drive by the sign a little and when I look back there is a small island (again, where we are) that is clearly visible.

At some point we stop and climb on a cable car. According to the dream, I didn't just ride all the way from Mississippi to Oklahoma. Both Jasper and Payton were curled up on the floor of the cable car, asleep. I don't know where Samantha is, but David is the one directing the car. I tell him about Jason; he seems mildly disappointed but otherwise unaffected.

Riding the cable car is a scary experience, but I remain calm.

Once we get off of the car, we are all on a little trail in a rural area of the island. At the very end of it are bleachers where several people are staying. Jasper and I walk the trail a few times back and forth, talking. I steel myself in preparation of telling him about his brother's kidnapping, but he tells me that he was only pretending to be asleep.

At the end I (and perhaps he along with me) come back to the bleachers. Guess who's here? That's right, Jason. I ask him to come back with me (a small celebration is due, since he has turned up), but he tells me that he wants to stay for a bit longer; he needs to speak with Jarvis before leaving.

At this, I look behind the bleachers. Jarvis is standing there. Wyvern approaches him and goes in for a kiss, he kisses back, and then--as if he realizes what he's doing--breaks the kiss and storms off, angry. I know that he's angry with Wyvern for kissing him and himself for kissing her back. Wyvern sits down and cries, and I try to console her. "He enjoyed. He enjoyed it and if he wasn't already dating Paramore he would go out with you."

I'm walking with Daryl, to Josh's mums house in Strafford to pick up my dog, that was getting looked after for the weekend.
I walk into the backyard and see that a black male is working on Daryl's boat. The man walks over and greets us. He looks familiar, and has shoulder length hair. I see my dog Rex in the backyard with a boy and a few other dogs. Rex walks up to the kid for some attention and the kid begins to terra rise my dog by barking at it. Rex looks miserable and scared. One of the bigger dogs must sense weakness in Rex and they fight each other for a couple seconds. I walk over to greet Rex and he looks and feels different. He's hair is longer the usual and has lost a lot of weight. I'm furious and sad at this point and feel that he may have been abused or just overpowered by the other dogs when it came to feed time.

I'm at my old house and I'm out in the backyard. I see my Father and I tell him about what I thought happened at Josh's mums house to Rex. I tell him that a young kid was intentionally trying to scare Rex. My Father shakes his head and is certain I'm just making it up. I get fired up, and can't believe that he thinks I would make such a thing up. I continue for some time arguing about what had happened. The dream ends.

Dream Fragment:
Myself and someone else is running away from a group of people. I see a replay of how I escaped a car park, in a car.
I run towards a helicopter and as it hovers a few metres above ground, I struggle to climb up to get into the cabin. I'm hanging onto a chain that is connected to the helicopter and I find it hard to pull myself up. As I reach closer to the cabin, I try to enter the cabin as if I was in a video game, and would enter when I reach close enough by hitting a key binding.

*** Note: My Art II class was assigned to research a Mississippi artist so that we could give a ten-minute presentation on him or her, and I chose a woman named Dot Courson. Funny to note that my teacher told us that if we could get the artist to come to the school and speak in front of our class we did not have to speak at all. After taking a public speaking class during my freshman year, I'm no longer very terrified of giving presentations, but I really didn't care for the project itself at all and so I was the least prepared out of all of my classmates. Considering this, even I didn't want to give a presentation.

Happy ending: My PowerPoint got lost among all of the others and so my teacher couldn't find it! I don't have to give the presentation, but I do have to go to her class as soon as I get free time to take a test.

Here's Dot Courson's profile, if you're curious: http://dotcourson.com/

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Friday, October 11, 2013

Dot Courson comes to visit me in my home in Ucon. Apparently Mrs. Tucci had contacted her and told her that I would be doing the presentation, and so Mrs. Courson would present herself for me.

No remembered dream from last night and target 4 is revealed tomorrow so I will use the object in the first part of my Birthday dream. It was a beautiful, 2 foot long grape vine. The guy said that he can chop-up fruit and stick the pieces on the vine and the vine will cause the pieces to tramcform into full ripe fruit.

I was about to express doubts but he read my mind and shouted angrilly:

"I'll make millions"

Then walked over to my fridge and stood the magic vine upright in it.

SOOO a passion fruit is full of seeds that might turn into whole fruit again, someday. And I know passion fruit is one of the 100 items on the list.

So I guess passion fruit

Here is a link to the list of 100 targets

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http://www.dreamviews.com/beyond-dre...ml#post2054370

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Check post 110 for the list of 100 targets.

I was on the bench on the street and i was reading some story books, the story was about spaceship captain, space wars, some planets and i was like watching it. At one point there was battle in space and then an assault on base on some dark planet, after which they established an outpost here and started discussing weaponry, and then later got attacked by some space ninjas.
At some point i got distracted from the book due to too many people walking around, so i've told something to an old lady that was nearby and went home. At home i started checking various stuff on PC and found some new shmup that had theme about pyramids and people in masks, and was happening in sand place. It also had some weird cutscenes in which some objects looked like made from Fraxy parts, in one scene two people were trying to save a girl that one of the people in masks was trying to sacrifice to some god.
Later i was checking out some doom mod with SilentEternity, we were going through brown building and there was some gimmick with alert. As for enemies we had to fight some bizarre mangled versions of doom marines and some floating orbs. Then SilentEternity suggested some other mod, i've looked through it and it was very familiar, like i've played it before, especially one of the later levels which looked like massive dark cathedral, music sounded familiar too.

Low quality lucid dream!

I woke up a few times this morning only to find out I was still dreaming. So when I did wake up for good, I did a reality check... and found out I had NOT woken up for good! The problem is that finding out I was dreaming put me in a sleep paralysis kinda state... I couldn't move and I felt my whole body vibrating. I told myself I was dreaming and that I could control everything. I tried to float and I could feel it almost happening, but I didn't have enough control.

I decided to summon someone. I figured that, if I had someone there talking to me, I might snap out of it. I started mentally calling Lea Michele. It didn't work, but suddenly a man and a woman entered the room. They pointed at me and they were talking about how interesting it was to see someone dreaming knowing it was a dream. They were like scientists and they kept writing down stuff while looking at me, as if they were studying me.

When they said "I wonder what someone who knows they're dreaming can do in a dream", I finally was able to move. I got up and said "You wanna know what I can do? THIS!" and I threw myself against the wall. I went through it and started flying outside. Then, I went through the wall again, back to the room. They were all impressed and I told them I wasn't done yet.

I tried to call Lea again, but I was already losing lucidity. I was, again, incapable of saying anything and I could only think of her name. After a while, it was like I was looking at an internet browser. A new tab was opened and a picture of Lea Michele showed up. I got frustrated and I wanted to say that I wanted to see her for real, but I still couldn't speak.

Then I lost lucidity completely.

Still, it was interesting.

10/12 to bed very late 1am 605 615 wbtb 622 flonase 722 still awake some light HHs. Close drapes. Prior dream driving up into hilly area. Almost miss the exit...think using GPS. Pull over after exit and there are 8 or so color coded stakes...all green except last one orange or red? Seem to indicate whether camping spots are free. When get there lots of foreigners or immigrants are staying there and have come from a ship. They have a lot of old burlap sacks and old style luggage. I wonder if they could be passing through the panama canal?? Richly forested area. There are guards for their luggage. I see it sitting there...(did I ever see a ship or water? Maybe a dock.) Camp sites and hotel rooms available. Small thin black guy with accent tells me at least (something like) $39.95/day...assumed for camping. I forgot my tent! Predicament. I check out the hotel and go to same room twice. The 2nd time it looked like someone may have already gotten it as the bed cover was
ruffled and something I can't recall was out of place close to the door. I go out room see 2 women in the neighboring room and others in hall and wonder if they will wonder what I was doing in someone else's room(reminds me of old dream in multi level apartment bldg...big complex while typing this up...very different looking places). Head toward front desk to see if rooms still available and for how much...fades or forgot rest. (I think this dream was influenced by watching a documentary on the California Gold Rush last night some travelling overland, some by ship from the east coast all the way around Argentina and back up to the west coast.)
After wake back to bed I do the SSILD cycles and also do what Dolphin mentioned just looking at the back of my closed eyelids waiting for the dream to start but specifically with an intention to wild. I got up a few times to close the curtains go to the bathroom and went back and did the same thing each time. In the final. Before getting up for the day I had quite a few mini dreamlets it kind of felt like dreams trying to start and me interrupting them by paying attention to them and at first trying to grab a hold of them and interact with them but they may have just been ordinary dreamlets I'm not sure. But each one after a while had some action and dialogue to them and I was conscious of them of course as well but I was still waiting to actually enter the dream. (Probably around 10am) At one point I notice thumb index and middle finger tapping the bed beside me in a dreamlike way and it made me think of the fild method and I started putting focus on willing my fingers
to move and I felt the vibrations and zoomed into a dream where I am flying up out of my bed I'm excited I know I'm dreaming I zoom down the stairs out the door and down the street to where they're often kids playing thinking about the basic task of the month. I zoom up to them half running half flying and just roar like I never have before I felt like a different creature and felt so powerful and the kids just went crazy running off down the street and into the house. (semi-lucid, doubting>>>)Then I am back in bed and hear footsteps it is my wife telling me it's time to get up now but I have since confirmed that it was a false awakening. She had earlier told me she was going to get her hair cut in waking life and when I came out of the room after really waking she was still gone at her appointment and I went in to my sons room who's home for the weekend from college and ask him if he came into my room and if mom is still gone and he said he did not come into my room and
confirmed that mom is still gone and told him about my false awakening. So it was definitely a false awakening but during the false awakening while i was laying in bed and having her come in I suspected that might be a false awakening but instead of doing a reality check I decided to roar at her but it seems more like I was projecting a roar and I wasn't sure if I was actually doing it and she wasn't reacting anyway. Going to bed so late I think made my trip to lucidity a longer road than normal, so need to avoid that!