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Hey guys. So, I haven't been around here for a while.. but I thought this "event" was significant enough to get myself back here. So, every once in a while (random times really...), I get into a dream state where I (until now) am not able to see or move and I have EXTREME vibrations. This is one of the few times I have a. not gotten scared of it, and b. been able to use my eyes and move. I don't like being in this state really because I can't move and that always scares me. I'm not really sure why... but that's not the point. I find that I usually get into this state when I am EXTREMELY tired (as I was the night this happened). So, how I actually got into it though, well.. I don't remember 100%, but I remember going to bed early and waking up (not sure if i woke before this happened or after...). But, when I was in this state, I looked at my clock and saw 11:44. Then, I couldn't move or see again, so I tried to wake myself up. (I need to figure out an effective way to wake from these... sometimes i cant wake :/) When I awoke, it was 11:45. Now, I know that the only possible explanation for seeing the correct time in my sleep is that I woke before I got into that state... or maybe looked at the clock in my sleep (but i doubt that...), but still... it intrigues me.. I could have sworn that i looked at it when I was actually asleep. It was one heck of a night... let me know what ya'll have to say about this and sorry for the bad writing skills... i'm too lazy to take the effort to make it easy to understand. Thanks!

Dream 1(fragments):

I was playing some game and it was about some town in the desert which was attacked by some mutants and there was some time limit, i was using some kind of jeep alot and levels were very branching with multiple characters/storylines. Later i was playing some 3D platformer that was like mix of some that i've played before, there was a global map with central island and four smaller islands, filled with level select areas and in the middle of central place there was an observatory where game started, then i've had to setup alot of controls and i was sitting strangely far from monitor.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was playing some 2D puzzle game.

Dream 3(fragments):

There was some story about two kids finding out about some organization and deciding to join it. There was a subway near which some of people from that organization were hanging out, kids came here, one through subway, another found way through rooftops somehow, there was some talk and some of people had special abilities but then kids apparently had them too and they were accepted. Then everyone went somewhere else.

Dream 4(fragments):

(Kinda continues story from dream 3)
Some members of the organization were showcasing abilities in the forest and there was some talk and something about lady with knifes and a survival 'game'.

Dream 5(fragments):

I was playing some game on extra hard settings and i had to defend the hill from very powerful by controlling bunch of characters and tricking enemies into traps. In the end i've had one character left and i've tried to use whole lot of mines to stop enemies.

Dream 6(fragments):

(Kinda related to story from dream 3 and 4 as well)
I've had interface, kinda like XCOM2012 and i had an army of Cyberdisks and Sectopods in some city under my control, then i've found enemy army but most of them had like 3-4 HP so i've used cyberdisk's grenades to take bunch of them out, enemy also had special character that had powerful effect when it died and global buff when alive but couldn't do anything else and i was trying to figure out what that effect was before killing it, so i was looking for organization profiles and found out that it was not so dangerous. Then there was a cutscene about that character, which apparently was related to lady with knifes.

September ?, 2013

notes: its been a couple of days, its hard to recall this dream

Black Void Box
The evil bad guy has everyone trapped in a room. But because of my special powers he considers me a threat.

To display his mighty power, he gathers everyone to witness my demise. In front of all my loved ones, family, friends, mom, he traps me inside a black box. Its a void. No time no space. I was in that darkness for an indefinite time. I wondered if years were passing by and I have no way to know. I wondered if I would stay inside this empty lonely darkness forever.

My eyes adjust to the light. My friends had gotten me out of the box as soon as the evil bad guy retired to his bedroom. Its in these simple moments that we enjoy our lives and freedom. And also when we plan how to defeat this bastard.

A new girl in town tries to socialize with us. My dream transforms into a high school cafeteria. But her behavior is odd. It wasn't long before its revealed that she's actually our enemy - in legion with her evil overlord.

Actually at some point her overlord was defeated, how I dont remember. So now its just us against her. Some are worried that she's actually possessed by his evil spirit. I didn't care. I decided to kill her before she kills us.

I'm about to fight her, unequipped, when my friends jump in the middle. "We'll hold her back and buy you some time!" "Hurry!" They're referring to a needed special weapon. It's back at the overlords base.

"Teleport!"

I search the place up and down for the right weapon. This gun doesn't feel right for the job. The knife is too flimsy. Time is running out and I'm not sure what I'm looking for. I woke up shortly after

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

(...) I'm travelling abroad, work reasons, I think. There's a strong unusual flash of light from the sun, that few people notice, but I grab a couple pair of sunglasses and take a look at the sun and notice there's a CME coming straight at us. It will take a few days to hit the Earth, I think, but I believe the effects will be big. So I leave the city centre and find refuge in an abandoned hotel in the outskirts of the city. While there I get to know my surroundings, I close all windows and shutters and prepare to avoid the outside for a few days.
I can feel the temperature rising and the air drying. I predict the amount of radiation will be bad enough to affect those who stay outside.
Then, all of a sudden, the secondary quiet road passing nearby is full of cars with people fleeing in a hurry. I wonder where they go. A dad with two kids appears at the front door and asks if they can stay with me. We sit on the living room and they tell me the authorities have warned people about the potential impact of the CME. Blackouts, potential fires from electrical circuits, radiation. Many people were evacuating the city, to escape a possible chaos, but this dad and his kids really had no place to go. Later on, a black guy who doesn't talk much, also joins us, but he doesn't interact much, he just choses a room as farther away from us as possible. We see him occasionally on the corridor.
We find a working tv and we follow the news.
Then we feel small but increasingly stronger earthquakes. Are these related to the CME? That's when I start thinking maybe it will be worst than I initially thought. Then, the tv blacks out. Electricity is gone.
Then I wake up...

September ?, 2013

Zombies Along the Wall
(attack on titan inspired dream?)

We load our guns and enter the next room. Except it wasn't really a room but a large indoor space, big enough to contain a football field. There was grass, stone walls and in the center a gazebo. And zombies everywhere.

The plan was to push through the center, hold back the zombies, meet at the center gazebo, and then push through to the next room. My team was along the wall, support for those pushing through the center.

Standing on the low stone wall I look around me. So many team members are straggling to get to the center gazebo. I keep firing those zombies but its not making much of a difference.

A swarm of zombies heads for the center. I try to shout out at them but they're too far away. The mission is a disaster! The center is falling fast, the zombies are eating them. I look behind at the team waiting by the columns. They aren't moving. Why aren't they moving?

"Forget the mission! Just run to the next room already!" But they're so scared they just stay hiding behind the columns. Meanwhile, the swarm of zombies heads for them.

My friend was comforting a young girl who just lost her parents. She knitted her a blanket in the midst of this chaos. "Thank you, its so warm". I notice that her face looks sickly and pale. I grip my gun tighter, why is she sick?

She moans, standing below my wall "My face, it itches. It itches!!" her voice dips monstrously deep "IT MAKES ME WANT TO EAT YOUR FACE!" Her eyes bulge out red and - BAM!

I shot her right between the eyes.

Zombie! "What a waste......." I dont know if I was commenting on her life, my friends time, the blanket or my bullet. I felt indifferent.

Were falling apart, frustrated I yell "What are you all doing! Why are you just standing around! Hurry up to the next room!"

"Where's the commander?"

I look back at the center gazebo, its completely taken over by zombies. With nothing left to eat the swarm heads towards us. I look behind me at those by the column. Too late, they stood around scared for too long. The zombies are eating them and they aren't fighting back.

So fast! The zombies are swarming up my low wall. I'm not afraid. IM PISSED! I steady my gun and shoot them all between the eyes. So many! But I dont stop firing! My friend standing behind me also helps me kill the zombies.

Im out of bullets. A female zombie grabs my ankle and tries to drag me towards her mouth. Shit!

"Backup! I need more ammo!"

I look below at the backup crew, they are just doubfounded, just staring off into space scared as shit. "What are you doing! I need ammo!" What a lost cause.

The female zombie is still trying to drag me down. That's when I remembered my gun has a knife. I flip the switch and knife her right between the eyes.

My hand is still steady. I look at the field and calculate how long it will take me to run to the next room and how many zombies I'll have to run by. I can do it! I'm going to survive! I can't say the same is true for anyone else.

Then I woke up

I had way too many dreams last night and I'm late for something, so I'll just write down summaries.

Birthday party of an ex of mine. She was talking to my mum and it was awkward. My cousin was there and she said my mum had told her that she (my mum) was fake. Weird.

I was in my high school, but it wasn't really my high school. The school places were connected by an underground tunnel. The tunnel had a few "rooms", where you could eat and stuff.

I was in an abandoned place, looked a bit like a supermarket, but they were having classes there. I walked up to someone and told them I couldn't see things straight in my dream (I knew it was a dream, but AGAIN... didn't get lucid/take control), like I couldn't open my dream left eye. A woman dragged me to a room and said "you can't go around saying stuff like that out loud! You're a dream guide now, what will people think about us if one of our dream guides can't even SEE in their dreams!?" I was torn between feeling ashamed and thinking that she was overreacting.

Last dream, I kept waking up and going back to the same dream. I again knew it was a dream and I changed some stuff, but not really lucid. I was trying to have sex with a girl, but we kept finding ourselves inside of abandoned buses, with zombies about to "get back to life". Whenever that happened, I'd change the scenario around us, but I didn't get lucid. Nor did I have sex with her.

Okay, so maybe I didn't have WAY too many dreams as I had first thought... but I did remember four dreams, so yay. I guess I really did get my dream recall back!

Got a Task of the Month on this one and tried to use it (unsuccessfully) for Task of the Year. Didn't manage to get them both but I'm glad I gave it a try though!

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #152: The Witch

I'm riding in a car (driven by my friend "Leroy"), along with two other unknown passengers who are in the back seat. We're all out together on a road trip, heading down a clear highway during what looks like mid-morning. The road is steeply banked like a race track and we pass by a speed limit sign that reads "50".

Up ahead there's a section of the road that's pitted with giant potholes. In front of us, a pick-up truck is working its way gingerly around a huge pothole that's torn up most of our side of the highway. "Be careful here," I say, pointing ahead at the pothole. But as I say this, I realize that I'm sitting on the left side of the car, Leroy on the right. Yet he's got the steering wheel over on his side, as if we're driving around in the United Kingdom or New Zealand or someplace. I realize that I'm dreaming, even wondering whether it happened this way because I've been playing Dead Island lately.

I decide that if this is a dream, phasing out through the car should be no problem. I look down at my lap and focus on moving my body left through the door and out onto the road. It takes a couple of seconds, but once the phase takes hold, I feel myself lurch to the left and I move through the door as if it wasn't there. My vision quickly dims and I find myself in a semi-void. I reach out for the road surface and grasp onto it. While I still can't see anything I feel like I'm physically still out on the roadway.

I crawl forward for a bit until I feel confident enough with where I am. My vision is still very dark, but I decide not to worry about it until the next scene unfolds. I get to my feet and start walking forward, rubbing my hands together the whole way. I narrate to myself the fact that "I'm having a lucid dream" and keep moving forward until things clear up.

The dimness lifts and I find myself in something that looks sort of like a college gymnasium. A lady in her mid-50s with a long gray ponytail is chatting with another woman that's sitting at a desk behind a window. I remember the task to have a witch cast a spell on you and I decide that this lady will be my witch.

I interrupt them by announcing to the woman that "Okay, you can do that teleportation spell to the Colosseum on me now." She doesn't answer at first, seeming to want to finish up what she's saying.

Once she gets the last of what she wanted to say out, she turns to me and matter-of-factly says, "Okay, teleportation spell... where was that to?"

"The Colosseum," I repeat. As soon as I say that, the "witch" shoves me in the chest and I go tumbling through the air down the hallway, right toward a wall. I think that I sure hope I phase through that and sure enough, I pass right through the wall, kind of floating on my back. My vision rather crudely recenters itself and now I'm standing in a tall hallway with cinderblock walls. I can hear the noise of the crowd... this has to be the Colosseum! The cinderblock walls aren't historical but I think that I can make it work.

I move to the end of the hallway, turn, and find myself in another hallway, this one with a much higher ceiling. I jump/fly up to find that the wall doesn't stretch all the way to the ceiling and I perch on top of the wall to survey the area. Below me I see a twisted, mazelike series of halls where male DCs that look like athletes or possibly gladiators are wandering around. Just past this maze stands a tall gate that I think must be the entrance to the Colosseum.

As I'm planning to fly over the maze to the gate, I briefly wonder whether this dream will remain stable long enough for me to complete Europe Task of the Year item. In response to this thought, the dream almost immediately collapses and I'm awake.

So I woke up in the morning for school at about 6:15 am and lol I almost got late looll....at first I didn't remember anything....but there was something in me telling me that I had a dream.....and after some like 10 minutes it all just came into my mind like from nowhere ...the whole dream.....so here it goes....

DR 1:
I was in a some sort of a shop with clothes. At first it seemed like I was levitating or I was viewing from a camera and I could see some lingerie in front of me actually it was like I was viewing from a hill in some angle downwards. And all around was some clothes and random people going back and forth and looking for clothes. On the right of me there was like a pile of some white plastic boards that I climbed on and sit. I was looking around and as it seemed I was looking for my girlfriend I think. Suddenly some middle-aged lady appeared in front of me being nervous and angry and asking me what am I doing here. I got of the pile and told her that I was looking for my girlfriend or something like that or waiting for her. Then suddenly her mood became better. She became very cheerful and happy and she was moving somewhere. I started to follow her and she was like singing all of a sudden and telling some things about lingerie....and singing and saying nonsenses and was very happy lol. And I think she said something like my girl is sexy or something and it seemed like she saw her in the shop but I don't know how or what lol. I am not actually sure about anything. And then I could hear police sirens in the distance ....and everybody became very anxious and she told me to run. I went through the metal door straight out to the huge empty parking lot. I started to run but there were police cars rushing towards me and they've arrested me I don't know what for. Then I went with them somewhere and the next thing I remember is that I somehow managed to escape. I was suddenly in some house hiding from the police. In the meantime they started the pursuit after me. I was leaning over the doorway and when the patrol car went away I got outside of the house and into the fields. It was already night. I had a flashlight and I started to went through the fields. It was really cold and windy. Then I got to some kids playground and I passed next to some swing. In the front of me there was a building with outer walls on which you could clearly see bricks. There I turned right and got to a mud road. I started to go along with it and in some moment I started to move through the bushes on the right side to hide from the sight. At some point there was some abandoned police car on the other side of the road and I think I escaped from there I don't know why. I continued to follow the road path and came to a curvature. On the left side there was a cliff and on the curvature it slightly went more into the road space. The curvature was like 70 degrees or I don't know. I continued along with the road. And then suddenly after that curvature I found myself in a some room with a concrete-like walls. There was a rectangular opening in the ceiling from which the bright sun light came in. I didn't know what to do. But suddenly I had a portal gun like from the game Portal 2. I shot two portals the blue one and the orange one and I somehow managed to shoot myself through the opening on the ceiling by using them. Then I woke up.

Friday, 10/4/13

Last night, bed around 12:30 -1am - 9:45am

Morning full of dreams.

DR 1 - I think I had a dream with OpheliaBlue's cat Sophie. She was fluffy and very light beige mixed with white. But first she was a bunny. There was another bunny as well. I was feeding them greens from my bag. I was pulling out all kinds of grasses and flowers and vegetables I knew bunnies like.

I'm pulling out weeds from my bag and there were some that I was not sure if not poisonous, so I put those back and I'm wondering why the heck are they there. There is nightshade I recognize by it's small black berries. And another poisonous plant. Then I pull out this huge, gorgeous white flower, like a daisy. 4-5 inches in diameter, so symetric, not a single flaw on it. I gave it to the bunnies/cats. They loved it. Then I fed them some fresh corn husk and corn silk and they were loving it. They dragged it out all over the place.

DR 2 - I'm with my auntie and she is telling me, she is getting a job. There was more talk going on. The job will be downtown in store with textile. I'm telling her, "great, I'll be driving you, because that's the way to my work". I guess this is because I'm thinking of getting a second job IWL.

DR 3 - this is the earliest I remember. Could have been around 7am.
It's very explicit and will stay in my paper DJ. Best sx dream ever.

reccurrent dream, i keep getting cheated on! even tho not in a relationship.

so i hooked up with this guy with dark hair and i was like yay im over matt woohoo and then i went to say hi to matt on the way home i guess, and what do u know again he's with some damn asian girl and his arm is around her. and i for some reason illogically felt cheated, even tho i just banged some dude, and i started yelling and being so fucking aggressive i went up there and literally slapped him on the face and tried to hit him more but then i was like fuck this and just left.

on the way home i was flying home. for a sec i was like shit is this legal? a policeman came up behind me and looked at me in the air. he told me i needa stop flying. so i did but when he left i was fuck u and went back in the air and flew home.

that was yesterday. last night i had a dream with trevor and lauren boyd and greg starkovich and alex. it was great and trevor was so fuckin cute i wanted to explode bc he was like running through these muddy grasses like a cute motherfucker. so goddamn cute

10/4/13 Quick notes: operating table looking up at the bright round light over the operating table I think of the task of the month bonus task planning to do a self-bone marrow transplant via my arm but it turns dark as in a darker dream more like a nightmare but then I regain control and I hear a woman quietly whispering in some foreign language or made up language definitely not English she goes on for at least one minute before I drop into a non lucid or perhaps woke up . Going to the office but the door to the office is interior inside of another building some strange big woman with dark curly hair comes in she looks startled to see someone else here this time of night. I told her I'm just here to go to this office as I put the key in its not fitting and I realize it is a dream. I went in and out of a few brief possible lucids with vibrations(can't recall content at this time. I also had a dream where someone was teaching me that there's nothing to fear if someone kills you and you can just say haha I will just come right back you can hurt me. This made me laugh and made me
realize it was a dream and I got a little excited again about the whole idea of throwing it back into an attacker's face but during the dream I thought that it was strange that I was being taught something that I already knew almost like it was something from my childhood.(was dreaming about lucid dreaming and that was what made me lucid, not truly lucid before that I am thinking) Had dream where I was standing in front of my house and my friend had but a nicer house J and in this scenario it was right across the street and I could see him through the bathroom window just his head and I thought I do not want to know that he's about to take a dump...odd. I also had a dream where I might have been semi lucid where I was laying in bed (while my wife was actually getting ready I realized afterwards) we were spooning, some kind of Cinemax movie was on TV and it seems like she was half asleep and didn't realize the TV was on and I started to touch her down there and then I heard a noise from her getting ready and woke up this was probably a false awakening...as well as the one I was
standing outside of my house. Just remembered another dream I was being told by M that he was going to make a low offer on a house and I kind of gave him a look like there's no way you will get it at the amount. He then turns into someone else that I know that I can't recall at this time and he is saying well who are you to tell me what I should offer! First dream I remember from the night I was looking and choosing some old cheesy action movies and they were all in VHS boxes and one of them was titled something like "(give 'em?) HELLLL" with extra L's at the end of the title. We were choosing a movie for some kind of demonstration project. One of the movie boxes had an actor that looked like Ben Affleck.
I counted this as 2 LD's instead of 3.5 or something since those last 2 weren't clear enough though I was definitely lucid at least at the end of that childhood teacher one. The couple possible LD's coming in and out of vibrations I don't remember at this time so can't even be sure true LD's. I was motivated to LD this night and planned to go to bed at 10pm..despite going to bed late and feeling too tired to normally try on a worknight I decided to, with SSILD around 5:30am.

NON-DREAM
DREAM
LUCID

First, I am walking down a narrow alley near my school with my sister. We walk past a gray pitbull with white patches. The pitbull is laying in the gutter looking very content. When we walk by it stands up and starts trotting after us. When I reach a section of the narrow path that requires going past a long haired collie in a dog crate, the pitbull manages to get my leg in it's mouth. (I am wearing jeans and sneakers, btw). The pitbull is not aggressive, and does not bite hard, but my mom and sister are still worried. I try to tell them the dog is trained to do this (IDK why though)


The dream skips, and now a few of the ponies from Friendship is Magic are walking along a path trying to avoid something. Later, they're all in bed, but the thing they're trying to avoid is still there. They all sing "Hush Now, Quiet Now" to try to scare it away. The singing order, I believe, goes Apple Bloom, Applejack, and Sweetie Belle. Rainbow Dash is also there but she doesn't talk or sing.

I believe this part of the dream actually comes before the My Little Pony dream, but I'm not sure. I am playing a video game and I am on the last mission where I have to get the main character (who looks like Ness from Earthbound, only taller) to a time machine within a time limit. I have to run through what looks like an office and jump over obstacles. The time machine looks like a small TV or computer monitor with blue static.

Lastly, I am bowling and using the gutter guards. A boy in the alley is taking interest in some wierd things about me. I grab a peice of buffalo fried chicken and eat it while bowling.

Recalled one more dream from normal sleep

Brief false awakening in the bed and getting distracted.

Dream recall from today's naps, i need to fix my schedule again.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was in some place with a river, and (from what i feel) i was in dragon form and there was also another dragon.

Dream 2(fragment):

I was playing some forum game.

October 4, 2013

Challice Strategy
I'm watching medieval/fantasy soldiers talking about what they need to do. There are lots of large "challices" scattered around. Somehow, hitting them makes the area safe from a dangerous gas, and if the challices in the area are close enough together, the effect chains.

They're coming up on an area where one of them is missing, so they'll have to cross a dangerous space, and when they reach the next one, it could be dangerous to hit due to the buildup of gas. The leader points to a tiny guy - probably about a foot high - and says that he'll be the one to hit it, just in case. He reaches into his bag and pulls out a shirt of chainmail that's sized for the tiny guy (I remember hearing it clinking). He seems sorrowful as he hands over the mail.

Now I have more of a tactical view and I can see units moving around the 'map'. At the top (north), there's an opening into another area. For some reason, I can't scroll through it, but enemies are coming from it. Towards the south-east of the map, I see some greenish swirly stuff that's slowly growing. I realize it's our spent resources that are somehow regenerating. It's regenerating, but it's also moving towards the enemy's pass, and it would be bad for them to get all those resources! Somehow, I (or maybe the commander) redirects some of them to our troops, but some still make it to the enemy.

Now I realize that I can't scroll into the pass because I can't scroll past where the challices have been activated, and there's one near the pass that's inactive. Now it's active, and I can scroll up through the pass.


Sick pastor
I'm at church, sitting near the front-right. Our pastor is walking around near the chairs - this is unusual, since he's normally behind the pulpit, but I don't give it much thought. Instead of his normal almost-invisible mic, he's got a big announcer-style headset, but I don't think much on that either. His voice is off, and he explains he has a cold. He got it from Ben ... Ben ... he points to one Ben and says "not that one, the real Ben" and "that one"'s father is mock-offended. He finally remembers it was Ben C that got him sick.


Popcorn at the vacation house
I'm at a vacation house with my wife and her parents. Things are overwhelmingly white. She's in the kitchen with a huge bowl of popcorn. Her father and I start munching on it, and she's not happy with us. I do something with a bottle of BBQ sauce. Someone says something about a family watching a baby, that it's a bit unusual but that it'll be good for them.


The train
It's dark. I'm going to try to sneak onto a train - one of the little ones like you find at amusement parks. As I'm nearing the crossing where you get on, it's just pulling away, and I'm annoyed. I end up waiting with a few people for the next one.

Now I'm on the train, near the back.

I think the train was pink.


Recording dreams in a false awakening
I have a false awakening in which I'm recording my dreams. I'm using my bluetooth keyboard as usual, but I'm surprised that I'm recording the dreams on my phone instead of my tablet. I don't think much of it.

I'm really pleased with the recall I'm having. I'm getting good detail from many different dreams.

Then I wake up for real and most of it is gone

10/4/2013

I meditated before sleeping. Got up at 4:19 for a minute, then got up again for longer a few minutes later. I didn't go back to sleep.

Dream 1:

I was in Ireland. I remember the forest. I also remember a woman, a party ball, and a map. With the map, I identified a reference point to use to find where the map is. I said Athens was the place. I also remember some legs.

Dream 2:

I remember a town in the Middle East. It was one of the Islamic Fundamentalist nations.

Also, the night before last night, I turned lucid, but this time I kept my eyes closed the whole time to see what would happen. I ended up waking up -_- .