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I had a dream several nights ago but I cannot remember when now or what the dream was about, but I woke up with the following image in my head:

I am floating in space close to the moon. It is full and bright and has three feather hanging from it like a dreamcatcher. Beside the moon is a window shaped like a turtle, through which I can see a bright blue daytime sky filled with fluffy white clouds.

This image has stayed with me very vividly for days now, and I am currently trying to paint it.

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Okay, finished. Acrylic on painting board. It took me four days to paint. Click on the image for a larger version:

08.05.2011

Huh? I am projecting? Double consciousness triggers Astral Paralysis. Hardest separation so far. (WBTB)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID ASTRAL

I had like one hour more of sleep after a short time awake, so I intended to induce a lucid dream. Usually, WBTB has a 100% rate success for me, but I have little to no opportunity to do this on the mornings.


Suddenly, I could see my arms resting under my pillow. I figured that it was not possible to see my arms because my head was on the pillow, in fact, I still could feel my head on the pillow. Also, I was wearing my sleep glasses, so it was physically impossible to see at all. I figured I could be dreaming, so I decided to move my arms and start to fly to make it stable. I could not move my arms, but I felt I was still moving. I wanted to do a Reality Check as I was not sure in what plane of existence I was. I realized I did not feel like in my dream body. I was hearing loud buzzing noises and I felt vibrations around my entire body.
I realized I was about to Astral Project. I was well aware I was not dreaming, and obviously, I was not awake. I started to visualize white light around my body and asked for protection. I was having a hard time to completely separate from my physical body.
I tried to complete one of Monroe's techniques that was appropriate for the situation I was on. I wanted to roll out from my physical body. My physical body was like a magnet, pulling me hard. When I got closer to bed to just roll out, my physical body started pulling me even harder. Eventually, I lost Astral Vision, but still felt the vibrations and also, double consciousness. My Astral body got paralyzed, but my consciousness was still out. I knew I was not going to complete separate from my body, so I remained calm to not ruin trance and attempt again.


I felt my body in bed. I had no vibrations, no buzzing sounds and I could not feel my Astral self. I remained in bed until a dream started forming. I wanted to try to Astral Project, but I did not want to push my self too much so I allowed the dream to form.

I had a FA in my room already knowing I was dreaming. I double checked to make sure I was in the dream plane. My physical body was not in bed and I had the lucid feeling, not the Astral feeling. I attempted to just float with though without success, then I jumped to fly with success, so I confirmed I did not project.

Some weird guy tried to grab me for some reason. I focused on super strenght. I grabbed this guy and I squashed him until he was small as a paper ball. No blood, no gore, it just got smaller and smaller like a paper ball.







I left my room and when to my living room as on several lucid dreams. As usual, the door was closed. I flew out home. I was night. I had no big goals for lucidity and I was not lucid enough (the dream was not good enough) for my major mediumship goals, so I decided to just enjoy a flight, as I love to see the stars and the moon. I planned to maybe go to the Sun as I never did before. Suddenly, I felt double consciousness and the dream obliterated. It was time for me to wake up... my inner clock alarm ringed.

(5/7/11)

I was back in my home town for summer and one of my friends younger brothers asked me out to his highschool prom. I agreed to go with him because he couldn't find anyone else. Apparently everyone (boys and girls) were wearing tuxes instead of dresses. They provided me one and the tie completely didn't match the rest of the suit. (I believe it was like a neon lime greenish). I was worried that I would ruin this kids prom by looking completely ridiculous. Everyone else told me that boys don't care about that kind of stuff but i still wanted to try to find another. There was a store in the highschool and i went in to see if I could buy a better tie but they didnt have anything that would work. I knew my dad had a good one at home so when we were all lineing up to go in, I ran home to get the tie and ended up missing the prom.

One of the odder dreams I have recalled in a while

07.05.2011

I can't see, I can't see! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was driving my car with a friend. I realize I could not see very well, so I decided to take my sun glasses, after all, it was night. As I did, I completely lost vision. I was worried because I was driving at 50 mph and I could not see at all. I was worried I was going to crash.

The car did not brake so I had to keep driving. My friend told me, "Do not enter the intersection!!! Red light! Photo Enforced!" I could not brake and my car started turning. I could see the flash from the camera through my eye lids.

A few feet later, I crashed and woke up. Funny enough, I was not freaking out nor nervious. It is good to be semi-lucid on most dreams, specially on nightmares!

This is an older dream that I decided to put up. I was in school and I walked outside the back doors where the buses normally are. Instead of buses being there, there was a giant rollercoaster sitting in the middle of the schoolyard. It was red and yellow, I was amazed my mind could produce something this awesome. I walked forward, but I met up with a girl I knew. She came up to me and said my nickname (not going to reveal that because it is kind of embarrasing .) Anyways, I was like " Hey, great rollercoaster, eh." She responded with " Yah, lets go ride it." We hopped on it and off we went, in the middle of it one of my friends was trying to invite me to an xbox live party chat and I was like wtf, how does that work. Then I woke up.

(5/6/11)

My boyfriend and I were gonna drive an 18 wheeler truck somewhere. We got in and were looking around the cab. They had a huge bedroom (which was just like a room sleeping bags on the floor). We started driving on the highway and were coming up to a low underpass. I remember the sign being something ridiculously low that a normal car couldn't get under (like 5 feet). We started panicking because we didn't know how tall the truck was but we found a sign next to the steering wheel that said it was 6 feet high. That was the end i guess?

(5/6/11)

My boyfriend and I were gonna drive an 18 wheeler truck somewhere. We got in and were looking around the cab. They had a huge bedroom (which was just like a room sleeping bags on the floor). We started driving on the highway and were coming up to a low underpass. I remember the sign being something ridiculously low that a normal car couldn't get under (like 5 feet). We started panicking because we didn't know how tall the truck was but we found a sign next to the steering wheel that said it was 6 feet high. That was the end i guess?

This one actually happened a few days ago, but.. its the coolest one I've had this week.

I am me, in an apocalyptic zombie world > (i mean it's like real life, but w/zombies everywhere. In case you thought i meant an alien type zombie land..). There are a few other people around, I think a man and some others. We're in a car dealership type place, but instead of cars on the bottom floor with the glass windows, there are tools like in a mechanics. Everything gets hazy about then, but somehow the zombies end up finding out we're in the car dealership and they start busting through the windows on the first floor. The others and I go through a door on the next floor and come out on a place outside the building. Like, it was the roof, but not the top roof.. uhm, so like the, dang i dunno what it's called.. But anyway, we get to the outside of the roof of the second floor, and a few zombies come out the door. We shoot them and I turn around and look at the ground over the ledge. Then it gets fuzzy again. I can't remember if I jumped down or if I went through the building and down the stairs to the outside. So, I'm outside and I see a car in a lot over to the far right. I run over and open the driver door. There is a woman and a girl in it, but the were dead so i dumped them out (a little hesitantly of course ^^') and I drive the car over to the car dealership building we started in. The other survivors got in and I drove them straight through the dirt and grass. Then I made a sort of left through the same dirt and tall grasses towards a long building. There are more survivors in there, and we get in after talking with an (army?) dude that tells us to be quiet so the zombies won't know we're there. The dream skips a bit from there since I don;t remember, but I ended up talking to my dad and some other people there and I go on 'scavenging duty.' But it's weird because we are scavenging for furniture lol, and the outside isn't an empty expanse of dirt anymore. We were in a British town and the long flat building I came out of turned out to be a big campus-like building. That's it, I think. But later I did get caught in a zombie rush.

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[I]MoSh says I got worn out from astral journeys after I told him my aura got shredded. We make plans to go into Neverwonderhell, my Inner World. I tell him there is a war there, an Angel is attacking me.[/I]

HH

I make a merkabah out of my third eye as I fall asleep. I run multiple merkabahs through my body. After my dream body is cleansed, I expand it to encapsulate me.

I slip into dreams...

Red eyes... starry sky... a minotaur's face.

Everything goes in cycles. I am in outer space. Joseph is next to me. He shapeshifts into a zombie, Vegeta, then a great eagle. He winks at me. We go to the Moon. We meet Raven and MoSh in the Biodome. Little gnome squires are helping them gear up. Raven is a blue and gold paladin, an MoSh is a black and silver one. Their armor is spiky and curvy. I see magic flashing over it.

We go to my Inner World. The war is just training, me training myself. Angel is just sitting on a hill watching. She smiles at me.

"My dream self, me, I still like you."

"You don't hate me?"

"No, of course not. I don't know you well enough yet to be able to hate you. I am connecting the present with the pain of the past. The past is always the present for me. My perception is altered."

I see MoSh grab the hilt of his sword. Angel twitches and becomes a harpy.

"Shit! She's a Nightstalker!" shouts Joseph.

I was in a castle where this person was breeding zebrafish. She began telling us (there was a group of us listening to her) that the last time she tried, "a horrible loch ness monster type of thing was born," quoted by her. At this point, the dream flashed to a movie-like close-up of a flashback of the monster as a baby. One of its eyes was closed, and it opened it to reveal a cat-like violet eye. It was kind of a mixture of a sea monster and a dragon. More like a dragon, actually, but it didn't have wings. It had a fierce look to it. Then, the close-up disappeared and it went back to normal. She said, "The only way to kill one of these terrible things is if it is young enough to not be green. If it is green, it is an adult and becomes immortal. If you do manage to capture one when it is young, throw it on a hard surface to kill it."
Then the egg of the zebrafish began to crack (yes, the egg cracked like a chicken's) and she told us to go outside. There was a lake outside, and a wide, open field that led to a street. So, it looked like a mansion, I suppose. We just sat down and waited, until finally the zebrafish woman came out. But no one really did anything, just sat. Then, I saw something peek out of the lake that looked kind of like an arm with another arm branching off of it. I knew immediately that it was the monster that had just been born. I screamed, "Oh! Someone look! HELP!" No one looked. The arm left, and then I saw a green, slimy back slide through the water. "LOOK!" I cried.
They looked, and I realized that now we couldn't kill it, because it was green. Everyone screamed and scrambled up, and we ran. I was running with this curly-haired boy, down the street. We heard a roar and a huge footstep in the distance behind us, but we didn't look. We just ran. The street we were on was very suburban-looking, with no cars and only a bit of sidewalk. But we were on the street itself, not the sidewalk. We turned a corner, and another (we were still going downhill), when we saw a park. It had a playground and a baseball field, so we decided to stop there. Everyone else from the group was there, playing football. It never once occurred to me that it was odd to be playing football when a giant monster was after us. Then, a TV appeared out of the blue in front of us. It showed a news channel, with a reporter telling about the monster and showing clips of it.
The first clip showed it chomping down on an empty van laying on its side, and pulling it up so it rolled on its own. It began following the van. Then something clicked in my head.
The van was being pulled along by gravity. So if it was rolling on its own, it was only going downhill.
And the monster was following it. And we had only gone downhill.
I screamed, and the curly-haired boy must have realized it too, because he grabbed my wrist and started running towards a building. He let go of my hand and motioned for me to go up first. I began running up the stairs of the building, which seemed completely empty except for the long, winding staircase. I kept running, when the stairs stopped, leading to a floor and a tiny room with no door. There were more stairs on another part of the room, so really it was more of a "rest" when you are going from floor to floor. I skidded to a halt when I realized there was no wall on the "room" on one section. Actually, it was more like a huge, open bay window. Had I kept running, I would have zoomed out and fallen a long way into the street below. I made the mistake of looking down at the cars below, and I swallowed and struggled to keep my balance. I ran up the other stairs, but then I gasped with horror and stopped.
It was a dead end.

I woke up, but it didn't fully register that I was out of the dream for a few minutes. I wonder what would have happened if the dream had continued. Would the monster have come? Maybe. My nightmares almost always have a bad ending, so the monster probably would have suddenly decided to look in the building. Or something.

So when I became lucid last night I was able to go back to the dream I had about finding the Lost City of Atlantis 2 nights ago.

In my dream, Atlantis was a stunning underwater city about the size of a large town. The main base at the center of the city consists of a spiraling column ascending upwards into a spire-like peak. When inside, there are a variety of water fountains and sections. The city has a cloaking device rendering it practically invisible. Though it cannot be seen regularly, as it blends in with the water, it will appear visibly under the moonlight of a lunar eclipse. It floats around with the ocean current presently, but used to stay put.

At the base of the spiralling tower was a large blue stone, shaped like a layered cake. It has many light-blue crystals sticking out of it that can be removed. These crystals, upon closer inspection governs many of the city's functions such as its ability to shield its interior from the huge pressure exerted by the water on the outside. It emits a "Containment Bubble" that refracts light from the outside (rendering it invisible unless exposed to red moonlight) and maintains a breathable atmosphere on the inside, and it controls and stabilizes the limitless amounts of incoming water that flow throughout the structure's aqueduct system. It also acts as the city's "engine" that propels it through the underwater depth (which is also one of the reasons explorer have failed to find this place).

Two days ago I found this site and decided to try lucid dreaming. That night I tried the WBTB method and was very surprised by the results. I had a lucid dream the lasted around 30 minutes. I didn't get to try a lot of things that I wanted to though, basically all I did was fly around, try to talk to an abnormal looking DC (I thought he might be my DG) he was wearing a suit, and kind of looked like The Observer of the t.v. show Fringe, buy his eyes had a censor bar over them. When I said hi, he turned around and his face had turned into a skull so I made him disappear. I also tried to work on flying faster but wasn't able to get very fast. I wanted to try some more stuff like summoning a person and fly through walls, so I tried again last night, but I had some trouble getting to sleep (probably fell asleep around 1:00 and then accidentally woke around 4:00, so I decided to cancel my 6hr alarm and just try the method from there, but to no avail. Probably just not the best night to try. Anyway, I'm looking forward to trying again next weekend.

I can barely remember my dream.
I remember something with a castle.
The next thing I remember is me being in a bus in Jerusalem and then I saw 4 of my friends. I remember two of them:I will call them by the first letter of their name. I remember A. (Forehead) and O. (angry). They talked about something and then they said something to me , but I couldn't hear. When I got off the bus I saw them again and they told me something , can't remember what.

No dreams recalled last night. Was way too drunk, but I knew that already Hope I'll remember some tonight!

Jacob.