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had a good dild early in the night. managed to stabilise through touch while flying but didnt stabilise lucidty enough so flew off and went back into au unlucid series. more metal based reality checks and deepening next time

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid

April 25, '11: I go outside and find my car door open. I see another car with its doors open. Laura is there, taking the car, pushing it. She tells me she is doing it for exercise. She and her boyfriend/husband get in the car and drive away.
I start to fly and follow them. I make a magic link to the car so I can follow it easily.
I become partially lucid. As I fly, I see a meteor shower. The meteors crash into the ground, causing explosions Two of them hit me, and it stings.
I am flying on a chair and holding a pillow.
I see a lady riding an ostrich and other people running or riding things. They are in a hurry to get to work. I figure that must be where Laura is too.

I ride the ostrich with the lady. We stop and everyone stands in a group, facing their boss woman.
The boss lady fires and old man and makes him pay $600 or more. I shout, with my hands cupped around my mouth, "That's bullshit!"

I tell her that it is not fair to make him pay her for working and being fired. I tell them that in my world there are regulations controlled by the government, to protect people. They don't seem to like this.
As I talk, I pick up a packet of mayonnaise, bite it, and suck on it. I say "gross" and throw it down. Someone tells me I am not a very good speaker, or leader, or something like that. Everyone leaves.

An old man who looks kind of like Fred Phelps (of the Westboro Baptist Church) approaches. He is angry and has a knife (a bread knife).
I grab the knife and stab him with it. It is like he is made of wood. Then I run away with the knife and throw it over what looks like the edge of the world.

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid

April 23, '11: I am running down a sidewalk. I run through a fence opening, past an old man. The old man is angry at people running past his house.
I start running backwards to face the old man. I tell him I’m sorry, but it’s the only way I know how to get where I’m going. He is not angry anymore, and we hug.
I continue running, now very tired. I wonder where I was going. I can’t remember. I realize I must be dreaming, so I relax and start floating.

[center][size=18]8.5.2011[/size]
[color=violet] I signed up for testing [url=http://www.ld4all.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=36923]this[/url], so this is my first experience[/color]
[color=orange]It was already half past midnight and I had to get up early (in comparison to other sundays :P ). That is why I decided to go to sleep at that time. I forgot to set my WBTB Timer and just tried. As I started, I did not notice how tired I was, and just started progressive relaxing. Because I can only hardly visualise things, I sort of 'thought about visualizing' the Energy (Green worked good). As I got to the point of letting my feet crumble to dust, I really could not feel my feet as good as usually (Placebo?). When I got to my dream body, I had problems staying wake and had to do each step twice or even more often, because I forgot about doing it and almost fell asleep each time. When I tried to create my new dreambody I finally fell asleep after like 5 tries.[/color]
[color=violet]Don't remember what I dreamed.[/color][/center]

I was preparing for a zombie apocalypse. I was going through my mind of everything we would need to have in the car. Then when I went to pick out the car, it was kind of like a video game because I clicked on the vehicle I wanted and it appeared, lol. Then I was at the bottom of these stairs, and I had been keeping the doors locked but the front door was open and I knew they were coming. I was yelling at my friend upstairs that time was up and we needed to split. She came down the stairs just as a couple zombies wandered in and started chasing us but the girl ended up knowing the one that was behind us and they started talking a minute... lol.

Can't remember much more detail than that. I do remember thinking that the zombies were health nuts.

At baseball game. Very dark and gloomy day outside. The left side of the field has a bunch of trees tall trees and a fence. There is another field out behind our left field. I walk over there for some reason and come back to rake our field. TS is there in a baseball uniform. I ask him if he decided to play high school baseball now and he says no he actually playing in a different league.

So yeah i have been slacking some with the lucid dreaming. had a few good vivid dreams and just had a lucid dream durin a mid-day nap.

I was pretty tired of the lack of sleep so i took a nap (i NEVER take naps.. EVER)..

The dream begins...
so im walking in the basement of my house with my new iPad 2 which i take really good care of. I end up almost dropping it on the concrete floor but i save it half way but i see there is something wrong with it.. a part is haning loose.. "This can't be happening! this isnt real! this must be a dream" i thought by myself and in anger and fustration (and in hope that "please let this be a dream" i do a reality check and i realise i dream..
i go lucid:
I realize im in my suddenly in my school and i try to look at my hands which is all blurry and stuff so i calm myself down and try to stabalize the dream which didnt go well because.. im me.. and i get too excitet.. anywho in fustration i go to a girl that i dont know and i just grab her tits of some strange reason and the dream slowly fades out

after the lucid part fades out i wake up in my bed (i fell asleep IRL on my couch) but i didnt go lucid.. i wanted to see what time it was but as soon as i moved my arm the light went on automaticly and i went "what the fuck?".. suddenly this big yellow machine went rAWRAWRAWR and blew freakin cold air on my.. my dad came in and i asked him "what is this shit?!" and he said; "it is something you mum wanted" and he walked away. i tried to fall asleep again but i coudlnt because i couldnt turn off the lights. So instead of going back to sleep i went outside on the porch where aprrently there was a lot of creepy people. i went to the end of the table and had a seat in a comfy chair when some dude offered me some prime hookah.. i wanted to take a hit but the water was gone in the vase so i tasted like shit..

The dream skips a bit and now im talked with my mum about the old song "im an urban spaceman baby, i got speed" and how cool it was when it came out and how everybody danced to that "back in the good old days"... from here the dream fades away


Preeeeeetty good catch for an one hour nap, amirite?

The first thing I remember is being in my parent's old room & there were two people in their bed, which I can't identify, but I knew them somehow. There was this older guy (early 30's?) in the bathroom that was gonna take us somewhere that we all didn't want to go to, so I seduced him (for some reason my old psychology teacher comes to mind)... We were about to have sex but I realized that I needed to shave so I told him to hold on a second & I went to go into the other bathroom, & when I passed the bed with the two people in it, I said, "Don't worry, I'm gonna fuck him." The other bathroom looked exactly like my parent's bathroom that I just left. I shaved myself lying on the floor with a pink razor. When I was almost done, there was a knock at the door, which I expected to be the DC that I was going to have sex with, but it was someone else, maybe my brother or one of the DCs from the bed? I don't know. Anyway, he said that we had to leave. So I ran back to the other bathroom, pink razor in hand, & begged him to fuck me, that I was sorry, & that I was ready now. But he insisted that we go.

Then, somewhere along the line, I was in a different bathroom setting, with my "boyfriend" (he's a friend of mine, but in my dream we were together) & there were two other people, a male & a female who were also a couple. We switched our partners. I remember being okay with it, but then I saw through the wall behind the toilet, which the other girl was sitting on, & I remember seeing my partner go down on her & I got pissed. I wanted to call the whole thing off, but I decided to make him jealous by fucking my new partner's brains out, which he smiled & agreed to. I remember feeling afraid that he would think that I'm gross because I was heavier than his girlfriend.

Another part involved me, a girl, & a guy in the girl's bedroom. He was fingering her & I was licking her. It was getting pretty heavy, but then we heard her dads truck & we all scrambled to get dressed as she acted innocent & called out, "Hi daddy!" & waved out the window. Anyway, we all sat down in the next room, just in time (in plastic little kids' chairs). But then I realized that I left my cellphone on her bed. At first I decided that I would just leave it there because it would be more suspicious if I ran & got it & her dad saw me, but I ended up getting it back before he came inside the house anyway.

Dreamed on May 07, 2011
For some reason, I had this dead black cat (I seem to remember something about obtaining it in a grocery store?) & there was an evil spirit trying to inhabit it. So, I kept the carcass in my room until I figured out what to do with it. I remember seeing it on my nightstand rotting. I had to keep banishing the evil spirit from the cat's body but it wouldn't give up. After a while, I had my brother go downstairs to distract my mom so that we could get out of the house without her seeing the dead cat. Our plan was to go bury it. So, while he was doing that, I wrapped up the body in an AC/DC shirt & then went downstairs. When I got to the landing, there was this little boy waiting for me & my brother was gone. It was Halloween, so my mother told me to give him some candy, which I did even though I knew the real reason the boy was here--the evil spirit was inside of him & he temporarily inhabited the boy's body to get to the cat. I remember tickling him, acting like everything was okay. After I gave him the candy, he tried to run up the stairs to the cat (he didn't know I had the body with me) but I caught him & put him outside the front door. I then proceeded to go for a "walk", but I actually rode my bike to a graveyard, with my boyfriend (the little boy was gone when I left). When we got to the graveyard, the whole scene was really spooky & it was kind of dark out. There were open graves everywhere, & I remember seeing these big, fake eyeballs on the ground as well. When we went inside the gate, I realized that there were cat carcasses everywhere. I felt disgusted & scared & started to cry--I think I was barefoot at this point--so I just set the cat down instead of burying it as planned. My boyfriend & I got out of there as soon as possible & all of a sudden, we're at the top of my staircase & it starts to snow. The snowflakes looked like little yogurt clusters. My boyfriend said that he had a bad feeling about going downstairs & that he didn't want to, but my reasoning was that we were gonna have to face it sooner or later. He then decided to leave & ran down the stairs & then disappeared when he reached the bottom. He left me there to face whatever it was alone. So, I go downstairs & there's a creepy, sinister, ghostly, aristocratic man sitting in the recliner waiting for me. He orders me to get dog treats for him to feed to my chihuahua, Candy. I think I feared that he would hurt her. Anyway, I got the treats for him, which were in a tiny bag, so consequently, the treats were tiny as well. He acted like the treats were really important for some reason. Then I showed him that Candy could do tricks, & he seemed in total disbelief that she could beg. He wasted the whole bag in a matter of minutes, throwing handfuls of the treats at her. When he ran out, he demanded for more & I explained that we didn't have any more & would have to buy some at the store. I didn't really realize this while I was dreaming, but at some point, he turned into a woman. She had this piercing, scary beauty about her & she made me feel more uncomfortable than the man did. She made me sit on her lap & she showed me how she killed herself by touching my temporal lobes with her hands. The vision that came to me when she did this was her staring back at me in a crouched position with big, beautiful, frightening eyes & I asked her, "How can you be so beautiful & frightening at the same time?" She replied, "It depends on how far you're willing to be corrupted." She then stabbed herself in the eyes with what I think were golden-colored flats, which were, apparently, my shoes.

I had a dream several nights ago but I cannot remember when now or what the dream was about, but I woke up with the following image in my head:

I am floating in space close to the moon. It is full and bright and has three feather hanging from it like a dreamcatcher. Beside the moon is a window shaped like a turtle, through which I can see a bright blue daytime sky filled with fluffy white clouds.

This image has stayed with me very vividly for days now, and I am currently trying to paint it.

...

Okay, finished. Acrylic on painting board. It took me four days to paint. Click on the image for a larger version:

08.05.2011

Huh? I am projecting? Double consciousness triggers Astral Paralysis. Hardest separation so far. (WBTB)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID ASTRAL

I had like one hour more of sleep after a short time awake, so I intended to induce a lucid dream. Usually, WBTB has a 100% rate success for me, but I have little to no opportunity to do this on the mornings.


Suddenly, I could see my arms resting under my pillow. I figured that it was not possible to see my arms because my head was on the pillow, in fact, I still could feel my head on the pillow. Also, I was wearing my sleep glasses, so it was physically impossible to see at all. I figured I could be dreaming, so I decided to move my arms and start to fly to make it stable. I could not move my arms, but I felt I was still moving. I wanted to do a Reality Check as I was not sure in what plane of existence I was. I realized I did not feel like in my dream body. I was hearing loud buzzing noises and I felt vibrations around my entire body.
I realized I was about to Astral Project. I was well aware I was not dreaming, and obviously, I was not awake. I started to visualize white light around my body and asked for protection. I was having a hard time to completely separate from my physical body.
I tried to complete one of Monroe's techniques that was appropriate for the situation I was on. I wanted to roll out from my physical body. My physical body was like a magnet, pulling me hard. When I got closer to bed to just roll out, my physical body started pulling me even harder. Eventually, I lost Astral Vision, but still felt the vibrations and also, double consciousness. My Astral body got paralyzed, but my consciousness was still out. I knew I was not going to complete separate from my body, so I remained calm to not ruin trance and attempt again.


I felt my body in bed. I had no vibrations, no buzzing sounds and I could not feel my Astral self. I remained in bed until a dream started forming. I wanted to try to Astral Project, but I did not want to push my self too much so I allowed the dream to form.

I had a FA in my room already knowing I was dreaming. I double checked to make sure I was in the dream plane. My physical body was not in bed and I had the lucid feeling, not the Astral feeling. I attempted to just float with though without success, then I jumped to fly with success, so I confirmed I did not project.

Some weird guy tried to grab me for some reason. I focused on super strenght. I grabbed this guy and I squashed him until he was small as a paper ball. No blood, no gore, it just got smaller and smaller like a paper ball.







I left my room and when to my living room as on several lucid dreams. As usual, the door was closed. I flew out home. I was night. I had no big goals for lucidity and I was not lucid enough (the dream was not good enough) for my major mediumship goals, so I decided to just enjoy a flight, as I love to see the stars and the moon. I planned to maybe go to the Sun as I never did before. Suddenly, I felt double consciousness and the dream obliterated. It was time for me to wake up... my inner clock alarm ringed.

(5/7/11)

I was back in my home town for summer and one of my friends younger brothers asked me out to his highschool prom. I agreed to go with him because he couldn't find anyone else. Apparently everyone (boys and girls) were wearing tuxes instead of dresses. They provided me one and the tie completely didn't match the rest of the suit. (I believe it was like a neon lime greenish). I was worried that I would ruin this kids prom by looking completely ridiculous. Everyone else told me that boys don't care about that kind of stuff but i still wanted to try to find another. There was a store in the highschool and i went in to see if I could buy a better tie but they didnt have anything that would work. I knew my dad had a good one at home so when we were all lineing up to go in, I ran home to get the tie and ended up missing the prom.

One of the odder dreams I have recalled in a while

07.05.2011

I can't see, I can't see! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was driving my car with a friend. I realize I could not see very well, so I decided to take my sun glasses, after all, it was night. As I did, I completely lost vision. I was worried because I was driving at 50 mph and I could not see at all. I was worried I was going to crash.

The car did not brake so I had to keep driving. My friend told me, "Do not enter the intersection!!! Red light! Photo Enforced!" I could not brake and my car started turning. I could see the flash from the camera through my eye lids.

A few feet later, I crashed and woke up. Funny enough, I was not freaking out nor nervious. It is good to be semi-lucid on most dreams, specially on nightmares!

This is an older dream that I decided to put up. I was in school and I walked outside the back doors where the buses normally are. Instead of buses being there, there was a giant rollercoaster sitting in the middle of the schoolyard. It was red and yellow, I was amazed my mind could produce something this awesome. I walked forward, but I met up with a girl I knew. She came up to me and said my nickname (not going to reveal that because it is kind of embarrasing .) Anyways, I was like " Hey, great rollercoaster, eh." She responded with " Yah, lets go ride it." We hopped on it and off we went, in the middle of it one of my friends was trying to invite me to an xbox live party chat and I was like wtf, how does that work. Then I woke up.

(5/6/11)

My boyfriend and I were gonna drive an 18 wheeler truck somewhere. We got in and were looking around the cab. They had a huge bedroom (which was just like a room sleeping bags on the floor). We started driving on the highway and were coming up to a low underpass. I remember the sign being something ridiculously low that a normal car couldn't get under (like 5 feet). We started panicking because we didn't know how tall the truck was but we found a sign next to the steering wheel that said it was 6 feet high. That was the end i guess?