• Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views




    View RSS Feed

    All DJ Entries

    1. Two-goals one cup.

      by , 10-16-2010 at 06:46 PM
      Shazam, out of the blue two goals, one a yearly, checked and in the bag!

      Both having met my subconscious and held a conversation (Kinda) with it, that marks them off the goal list. I even got to try more interesting techniques.

      Strangely, it all started out as a dream where I was on an island (Beaches are my go-to scenery for first dreaming when I'm MILDing, has t'do with the Drawing of the Three by Stephen King, and it's easy to visualize a plane of yellow next to a plane of blue.). Kind of video-gamish (A common theme in my dreams, I'm such a loser.), I was with my dad, looking at the craziness. I remember wondering what it would be like to open the console with an interface like this (I think I thought I was in virtual reality.).

      Hilariously enough, I tried the nose breathe RC a few times just to see how it would work in this *Ahem* game. And was surprised when it failed each time, but I seriously had a derp moment as despite having done it at least 3 times, I still thought it was reality.

      It wasn't until the appearance (And mosaic disappearance, like he was being censored on TV because he didn't sign a consent form.) of a recently deceased friend of mine that I think I started to get the idea that i was in a dream. Though that particular setting would change before I would get to be lucid in it.

      I think I actually started to wake up at that point, and was in a semi-void for a bit. But I'm pretty sure I DEILDed back in. (This is actually a first for me, and I do it multiple times during this!). I'm no where near lucid at this point, I see my sister playing with two dogs upon a hill near a house in the snow (One I'm pretty sure is my dog, the other the dog of the aforementioned recently deceased.), the two dogs maul a guy (as they're both off their leashes.) and paramedics arrive. The dream changes focus and I'm walking past a fast food place with the doors open in wintertime.

      Tactile sensations are pretty rare in my dreams at the moment, but I remember feeling the slight icy covering of snow on objects as I walked by. Eventually, I see my dad next to what looks like his car. He has me drive (the drivers seat is on the passenger side.) and the interior is very futuristic looking. I don't know my destination, so I use some kinda HUD navigation system, I dunno if it worked but I found myself at some kinda clinic. Police are standing off against some lady in a wheelchair (Possibly my sub!), I usher her inside, do a RC and approach the bar inside. The lady orders a drink, and the bartender asks me "Do you remember?", I reply with "Remember what?". Boom, I'm in the void, possibly even waking up again.

      Not only did I DEILD (Possibly.), but I continued the dream from last time for the most part. Me and the lady have our drinks (I'm not drinking cause, well, I don't in real-life.). This part is hazy, but I know I end up in the void AGAIN.

      I try a few things to escape the infinite blackness, spinning, sudden acceleration. But it wasn't until I felt what was in front of me that I found a way to escape. Whatever was in front of me felt like laminated cardboard, so I punched a hole, it took a bit for the dream to form, but I was looking at a cardboard wall with a hole in it. I stabilize and clarify by looking at the details of the hole, things clear up and I look through the hole. There were a bunch of people in... Cat suits? Dancing and whatnot in a circle, they all look at me so I just turn around and find myself in dimly lit hallways (Another common theme in my dreams.). I get it in my head that nearby is a door, behind which is my subconscious. I turn left and enter that door. Inside are a bunch of stuffed animals (A throw-back to my very first LD!) on chairs and hanging from the ceiling, and inside is a lady with poofy brown hair in some manner of white garb.

      A little backstory here. When I was a kid, I had a few times where I dreamed of a person, about my age at the time. She was a little african-american girl I had never seen before, and I knew her name was Elvira. When I started taking an interest in lucid dreaming, I figured this may have very well been my subconscious. I only dreamed of this person about 3 times, but it popped back into my memory since starting a dream journal.

      Lucid dream number... 2 or 3, I found a cat (Can't remember if I wrote about it here... I should start a reality journal.) who had a name tag of 'Elly'. Now, maybe it was just me looking for meaning in a completely random name, but I equated this as a clever-arse trick by my sub. I thought 'Elly' was short for 'Elvira'.

      Anywho, back to the lady with brown hair. I asked if she was 'Elly', and she said yes. At this point I believed that this was my subconscious. She lead me into another hall, and i remember saying "It's nice to finally meet you.", we shake hands, but she's mostly looking to the left of me. I remember saying "I'd appreciate some help becoming lucid, and in particular appreciate this lucid dream.". She then lead me into a room, where this guy scared the utter bajesus outta me (Jump-scare.), my sub said something at this point, but I can't remember what. The guy gets another good scare on me before laughing and becoming all buddy buddy with me. At that point I woke up for good this time, as I noticed how dry my mouth was.

      Actually, the avatar for my sub, I may have met in a previous dream I had that night. It may have been my sub all along during that too. I was in a hospital setting (Again, common theme in my dreams.) and some lady was following me around, she was acting all crazy like... I think she wanted to jump my bones or something... Anyway, I managed to peel her away from me somehow by signaling to the staff or something. But her resemblance to Elly, in retrospect, was pretty similar.

      Oy, it's nice being able to write more than just a paragraph.
    2. Sky and Luna.

      by , 10-16-2010 at 04:50 PM
      I remember it so well. The spring are in the dark, lit up by the gorgeous rays of the silver moon. I slowly walked through a field and came to an old oak tree. I could feel the wind blow from the night sky above as the fuzzy dandelions flew off into the silent air around me. I walked up to the oak tree and placed my hand gently on its trunk. I closed my eyes and could sense and see the flow of its energy. The tree may have been old, but it was still young in spirit. The gold rich energy flowed from a river below the ground, up through its many roots and into its thick trunk and many branches. I opened my eyes to see the hundreds of leaves swaying back and forth in the wind. Then a shooting star had caught my eye. I glanced at it and watched it sail across the starry sky. I felt warmth and joy from this one star on the move. Just then, it hit the moon. Our guardian. The moon didn't break into pieces or anything, it just stayed in the same area and turned its face into a sad frown. I realized I had been Lucid for quite sometime and with one big leap, I jumped into the air and started to fly toward the brightly lit moon. As I landed on its surface I found the small crater where the moon had been hit.
      It was amazing, there was so much energy on the lifeless rock. Well, I couldn't say that anymore. As I got closer to the crater, the energy grew more and more intense. When I arrived at the spot I found a blue glowing rock that looked more magical then anything I've seen in reality. I picked it up and gradually put it in my pocket. I bent down and kissed the moon as if too heal it, like a mother would for her hurt child. The guardian of us and our mother doesn't always have to take care of us. Sometimes we could do the same thing back.
      As I got up from my knees, I took another leap back to the earth. As I entered the atmosphere and started to burn on my way to the grown I peaked back at me and noticed the moon's face had returned to normal. I started to slow my speed down as I gently touched surface on the field with the oak tree. I turned around to gaze up at the moon once more then heard a small voice that said, "thank you Klane". I turned around to find HER again. A young maiden with shinning blue hair and a white gown that looked absolutely stunning. Her face was cute as all could be and her voice was so clean and quiet. She stood there about nine feet away from me and the oak tree.
      I began to walk to her as she did the same. It was her. The same girl I've dreamt about for months. She always appeared then disappeared. When we arrived close to each other I reached into my pocket and pulled out a silver necklace that was in the shape of a circle with the yin yang sign carved in it. I gave it too her as I held my hand out. She closed my hand with the necklace still in my palm. Her hand was so soft and her smell was unforgettable. "This is your necklace Yatheklane. You pulled it from my wound when it had hurt me. You showed me that you cared. In return, I give you this necklace made of moonstone. It glows blue in the moonlight and has red in it in the sun, but of all it has the energy of a star", she said in a calming voice you could just die for.
      "Thank you Luna", I called her for the first time. We got close, held each other in our arms and kissed for the first time. I have had many awesome and outstanding lucid dreams, but never a romantic lucid dream. I really couldn't believe it. After our long luscious kiss, she left from my arms to walk right past me to the old oak tree. she turned around and whispered, "I'll always be watching you", as a big gust of wind came and blew the rest of the dandelion seeds all around. Her body was engulfed by the dandelions flying around everywhere, and soon enough when the wind died down, she was gone. As I peered back at the moon resting my left hand on the tree I whispered back, "I'll be yours to watch over forever, as I will always watch over you too".
      A few minutes later after flying off into the clouds above, my roommate wakes me up. go figure huh? that day though I went to a body, mind, and spirit store and found a white yin yang necklace made out of moonstone. It had the blue and red tint in it and everything. I wear it everyday now and put more and more of my energy into it. Now next time I see her in my dream I will always have it on.
      Categories
      lucid , memorable
    3. Many fragments and alot of false memories

      by , 10-16-2010 at 02:13 PM (Nom nom nom, Mmmattelicious...)
      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Good morning! Didn't have a very interesting night... Just alot of fragments and boring dreams. Not much else to say.

      6.30: Lost and found
      I'm walking down a road with my sisters, my brother and two other people. Apparently we've all been missing for a long time. A reporter comes running towards us and starts asking us alot of questions. We answer her and she gets all excited. I come up with a funny thing to do when we're going live in a few minutes. "What if I put like cardboard over my mouth, and wear glasses. Then I'll say to the camera that I want to be anonymous. You guys will stand behind me and wave and everyone would still know who I am"

      My brother and I start laughing at the brilliant "masterplan" and continue walking down the road. Suddenly we're outside of my cousins house. We enter the house and Martin whispers in my ear: "Try to get laid" I ignore him and look around. The ceiling is really low and I have to crouch. I greet with my cousin Michael and he asks if my beer is disgusting. I take a look at the beer I'm holding. It's a brown bottle with golden details. I chug it all. "Nope, not too bad".


      10.00-13.00 Fragments
      *A guy at work is messing with me so I take his finger and I bend it. He screams in pain and I release it. "Dude... That was the finger I hurt before" he tells me and walks away. I remember he had and I feel bad.

      *I'm banned from DV chat. I say something to a guy I think is Alex and another one bans me. I sit there and wait for them to unban me, but nothing happens!

      *A really fucked up pokémon fight. Like that stone worm onix is spewing out rocks, writing a name on the ground...

      *A guy I know has registered on DV. His english is the worst shit I've ever seen and I try to read his first DJ entry. I remember him telling me about the dream that I'm reading.

      *I'm in a mudpit or something like that. There's another guy there and we're jumping around doing flips and complicated spinning kicks.

      13.00: Psichic... Not psychic
      I'm with Monica and we've just entered a small house. Inside I find a large circular shower with room for a few people. I decide to just watch while Monica is taking a shower sitting down. Afterwards a girl enters the house and ask us if we've seen a man with a stab wound on his cheek. "My mom told me something was going to happen, she's psychic!" we tell her we haven't seen the man and look at eachother. We did see him earlier and it's all a little freaky. The girl leaves and an old schoolmate shows up. He's out of breath. "Her mom isn't psychic. She's psichic" he tells us panting. "I don't wanna screw this one night stand up"

      Amount of sleep: 11 hours

      Food before bed: 100mg B6 and 2 omega-3 pills. 100mg B6 at 10.00.


      That's it! Three dreams with false memories in them. We'll see what the future brings!

      Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
      Categories
      non-lucid , dream fragment
    4. End of one dream and a clip from another

      by , 10-16-2010 at 01:53 PM (Awesomeness's quest for lucidity)
      Real life Dream Lucid Dream sign
      For me to remember, dreams are 067300, lucid dreams are the color below blue, #4169e1, and dream signs are the light purple, which is up one and left one from blue, #483d8b.

      The deafen Daniel dream
      Well... This one's odd.
      Daniel Jackson and Colonel O'Neill from the show Stargate SG-1 are at their base. Daniel's sitting in a chair. O'Neill is holding a long box-shaped metal thing with a circular hole in it, except the boxes on either end are rounded. O'Neill says to him 'this might hurt a little bit,' and quickly shoots his ear with the hole in the thing really close. The sound is indescribable. It's like a cross between a gunshot and when you hit a spring. Daniel quickly covers his ears and frowns.

      The RPG dream
      I remember dreaming this very same dream before.
      I don't remember the beginning of this dream, but I'm playing some pixel-y game like Hummingbird Mind. (I have not played Hummingbird Mind in ages, so this whole dream didn't come from it. Besides, I had this dream long before I ever played Hummingbird Mind the first time.) The options were on the left, in small yellow text. I remember seeing valleys, rivers, waterfalls in jungles, and other scenes. Eventually I got to a chapel. I saw music stands there, and automatically I associated them in my mind with the wedding that I played for a week ago. (Yeah, I freaking thought in my head, 'hey, that looks like the wedding' and I didn't even do a reality check...) Then I looked at my list of stone powerups. There were like 40 of them, the lighter ones I had, the darker ones I didn't. There were conical stones with letters on them, skull-shaped stones, and others. Some of these you could find in-game, others you couldn't. I checked them because I was about to fight a boss. Then I went to the boss. The view turned to 3D, but it was still pixelated like pixel games. I was on a small red dragon and the boss was a HUGE red dragon. I mean really, really big. I was faster and more agile but my fire practically did nothing. I flew around him, all the while he's shooting fire that's larger than me, and I manage to make him fall out of the sky. I lad and rush over to breathe fire on him but he gets back up.
      That's as far as I remember...

      I'm glad I'm at least starting to remember multiple dreams per night.
    5. The Night Into October 16th.

      by , 10-16-2010 at 01:51 PM
      I dreamt that my mom sold my Marilyn Monroe picture when I was at work. When I got home she told me and was happy about it, like she did me a big favor or something. I was upset and asked her why she would do such a thing without consulting me first.
      Categories
      Uncategorized
    6. 10/15/10 Pet Babysitter, The Storm

      by , 10-16-2010 at 01:35 PM (Sydney's Nightly Adventures)
      Pet Babysitter
      I had a dream about caring for an old lady's pets. She had a lot of little ones. These weren't kept in her house; these were kept in her car.
      The car was enormous. There was a regular front and passenger seat. In the back you could stand up without hitting your head. I think Sam was with me. The back of the car was about 10 feet long and 5 feet wide inside. I saw a whole bunch of little pets (they could have been puppies) running around. I remember saying to Sam, "Is that all they get, having to stay in this car for their whole lives?" I looked more beyond and saw a food and water bowl. Then I saw a doggy door. "Oh." I said.

      The Storm
      I remember another dream where it was my mom, Sam, and I. We were walking around outside on a playground.
      I looked up and saw the sky. It looked like rain. Then it started raining. I could feel the drops hit me. Then I heard thunder and saw lightning. I yelled, "Okay, time to go!" Then I remember running. That's all I recall.

      Updated 12-11-2010 at 04:00 PM by 32984

      Tags: pets, sam, storm
      Categories
      non-lucid
    7. 10/13/10 Missing Person, Wal Mart Party

      by , 10-16-2010 at 01:29 PM (Sydney's Nightly Adventures)
      I've had horrible recall lately; so I hope these dreams make up for it.

      Missing Person
      I was in the countryside, I think. I was probably at my grandmother's house; but it was a different house and so was the landscaping. Ken (my older sister), her friends, and I went to go look at a lighthouse looking building down the street. After we came back to my grandmother's house, my grandmother was gone. So I remember running in the house and slipping on some red uggs; then running back outside to look for her.

      Wal Mart Party
      I was in a store, it may have been Wal Mart. They were having a snack machine party (sounds weird, l0l) and the snacks were 50 cents. I walked over there and I saw a boy trying to throw a bullet at someone (I guess he didn't have a gun?). I walked over to him and he grabbed my shoulders, spun me around, and was trying to shove the bullet in my neck.

      I think I back slapped him or something Then I think he just stood there. I went over to a snack machine and deposited 50 cents. Instead of getting my cookies, they changed into 50 dollars. (cha-ching!) I reached in and pulled the money out, then I did it again. 50 dollars again.

      Sam and I walked over to some tables and an employee said I could sit there. Once we sat down, the employee sat in her booth and watched us. (creepy much?) Somehow I had some cookies somehow and we were eating them. I can't recall anymore.

      Updated 12-11-2010 at 04:03 PM by 32984

      Tags: ken, sam, walmart
      Categories
      non-lucid
    8. Great-grandmother alive again in her house

      by , 10-16-2010 at 01:23 PM
      I had a number of dreams, but they're mostly so fragmented I can't remember them. This is the only dream I remember.

      I was in my great-grandmother's house, probably with my mom and my sister. My great-grandmother had passed away a while back (like in waking life), and the house was empty. But I think my mom, my sister, and I were going to throw a party for our whole family in the house, like my great-grandmother used to do.

      I walked into the kitchen. I may have had the feeling that I didn't belong in the house for some reason.

      Now my great-grandma appeared. She may have risen up through the floor, or she may just have suddenly appeared before me. She stood really close, between me and the kitchen counter. She was even shorter than she had been while she was alive.

      She may have told me something. But I can't remember what it was. She may have seemed a little agitated or annoyed.

      Updated 10-16-2010 at 01:27 PM by 37466 (clarified "passed away" with "a while back")

      Categories
      Uncategorized
    9. Night of 10/15 - No comment

      by , 10-16-2010 at 09:52 AM (Grischkaja's world of dreams and mysteries)
      Hello. Had a few confusing fragments but they aren't really worth telling them. A weird postman, two whales jumping in a pool combined with a basketball-team are too much crap in one entry, so I decided to not write my dreams down.

      Hours of sleep: 9h
      Vividness: 4/5 (unfortunately lol)
      Recall: 3/5
      Categories
      non-lucid
    10. A few work dreams

      by , 10-16-2010 at 07:06 AM (Percy's Void of Thoughts)
      15.10.2010
      A few work dreams (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I had several short dreams, however, all were business related dreams so I do not really want to post them all and make the reading boring.

      Basically, I was assigned jobs and I was having a lot of success. A few workers completed my work request in no time and accurately, I felt great!

      Categories
      dream fragment
    11. First NEW DJ post

      by , 10-16-2010 at 06:08 AM
      Ok, first of all I am just starting with this new system as I have been away from DV for a while. Honestly this is probably the only entry I will make in a while but this dream was so memorable for me that I have to write it down. Wish I could use my old thread DJ

      Blue=Lucid

      First thing I remember: I was playing a video game in which the setting was in this large, scary, dark building with my brother. I wielded a halberd and had a spear in my inventory. Suddenly my brother says he is bored and that he doesn't want to play anymore, so he goes away. I decide to put the spear away and get a bow and arrow instead since I'm by myself and I'd stand a better chance of survival at a distance.

      I am a few stories up in the building, and there is a hole in the floor below me where there is a selection of weapons inside. I pull out a bottle of Bailey's Coffee Creamer from my pocket and I pour about a tablespoon of it into the hole. I then get a vision; there is a large conference room below me with probably about a hundred people in it congregating. There is coffee creamer pouring out of the ceiling and flooding the room, washing all of the people away. I came out of the vision and I kind of laughed and went up the stairs to the next floor.

      It is kind of blurry here, but the next thing I clearly remember is that I'm in a room in the same building. My old boss from when I worked in the Produce department is in there, and she hands me a silenced pistol. I turn around and shoot some guy with it, and then I turn back around and ask her, "Do you have a holster?". Then she says, "Do you need one?" and we start making out right there. We made out for a long time, I can't say exactly how long because of dreamtime but it seemed like a long time.

      After that, it gets blurry again, but next thing I know I am at my church. There is a long table stretching from one side of the sanctuary to the other, and a bunch of people are sitting down eating, myself included. I am lucid as soon as the dream started. I was talking to my mom in the beginning, but like most dreams I dont remember the subject of the conversation. Then I got up and walked over to the other end of the table. P.D., B.L., my brother, and several others were there who I dont remember. I was talking to P.D. about something interesting, but I dont remember. Then she says "We should really do this more often." I said to her, "You know that movie 'Inception'?, It's a lot like what we are doing now." I was fully convinced that I was having a shared dream, Although now I'm not, I don't believe in shared dreams. Then I said "'Inception' is my third-favorite movie!" but I had a hard time getting the words "third favorite movie" out. I think I said something like "movie third favorite" or something. Then B.L. started saying " 'Inception' is so stupid, ra ra ra..." and listed all these reasons why he didn't like the movie.

      I got up, walked back over to my mom and sat down. I put my arm around D.C., which aggravated my mom. Mom said "I'm tired of this, I'm going back to my own dream." And she got up and started to move away. I grabbed her and said "No, I like it when you come to my dreams!" and that convinced her to sit back down. I hugged mom and we talked for a while, then I got up.

      Now I am in D.C.'s toyota sequoia, and my brother and sister are in the backseat. I am still lucid, and I'm just riding in the passenger seat and watching the cars go by. I am so amazed that I havent woken up yet because my lucids are always so short. I watch the cars go by, and every car that comes by has a rusty hood. I look at the side of the road and we pass a bunch of rednecks working on old cars in their lawn. Then I think, I wans to go find a space shuttle launch pad. I look to my right and I see this really tall mountain, but there is fog all around it so I cant see. I think this is probably where the rocket pad is.

      Then I decide to fly. I dont see why people think flying is so hard. I just willed myself to go straight up in the air, and I did. Once I got up there I could see a long way, but it was a foggy morning. I flew down towards this building which looked like a watertower, but it had windows. I missed the building because my flying control was not too good. So i kept on going, and I decide that I want to look for my dream house. I'm flying through this residential area, and there is a lake below me. There are these gigantic houses dotting the landscape, they are probably 10 times as big as my real house. This was all very exciting to me, but my flight speed was getting slower, and so I had to swing my arms as if I were swimming in order to go faster. I eventually land in this town-square area and I'm standing on this cobblestone walkway. I walk towards these two houses. The one on the left catches my eye, but a man steps out of the one on the right and tells me to come tour it because it's on sale. He says "Most people think this house is for blind people, but I assure you it is not just for blind people." This house is so elegant, it has like onyx stone plating on the columns at the front.

      I walked away from the house the first time I saw it. It gets blurry here, but then I'm back at the cobblestone walkway and this black guy is trying to take me to the house so that I can see the inside. I dont trust him, and I remember that in the movie "Inception" the heir to the corporation had trained his subconscious to defend him against attacks. I think to myself, "What a great idea! When I get to this house there is going to be an entorauge of men with guns who will arrest this guy because I think he's going to attack me when we get inside." Well sure enough, once we got to the house and walked in the front door, there are five guys in suits standing there. The guy in front just smiles and says Hi to me and I say Hi back. It is kind of funny how my sub-c did it because none of the guys had any guns on them, most of them had five o clock shadows, and one was an old man who had a problem tucking in his shirt. However, I decided that that would be ok and I was free to explore the house.


      I kind of lost lucidity after that. My mom and grandmother showed up at the house and we toured it. It mostly consisted of these bathrooms. There were so many bathrooms, and one bathroom would connect to another bathroom. The lids on the toilets looked like Mentos candy. The bathrooms were so big in this house that they actually had stalls like public bathrooms. MY mom and gran were so impressed with the house and proud of me for buying it. The last thing I remember thinking before I woke up was , "How the heck am I going to pay for this???"
      Categories
      lucid
    12. Feh Dreamwalkers....

      by , 10-16-2010 at 04:20 AM (MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.)
      Dreamwalkers... I've met many, and they always underestimate my low recall. It's low at times for a reason, and that reason is so that I don't get distracted by too many amazing dreams, so that what I remember is the important information... Like when someone fucks with my Asuka... or decides to spy on my dreams using asuka. *facepalms*. I haven't been pointed out as a Nagual based on false claims. Come on guys, can't we just be friends and ask eachother nicely?

      Manuel approaches.

      I'm on some hill when manuel and his Death Defier approach me. They tell me that the information I gave them were helpful, but they see things differently than I do. Actually the giant Nagual meeting is supposed to shift around the energy lines of the earth. They could be right or wrong but I'm not sure. Their actions in later dreams tells me that they don't really know themselves.

      Yves

      I'm with Yves and he driving a truck or something around calgary. i'm supposed to go meet a man in a church or something. I remember this being really vivid but it was more just driving and scenery of the city. I remember one point we drive upa really steep hill, and the van stops at a point where I look and see one of his old dream houses. The vehicle is now a van and it starts to slide backwards. I don't remember anything else.

      OK Computer


      i'm at an outdoor cafe sitting on a cobble stone typing in a laptop. I am reading a blog or a conversation of Manuel's Nagual woman. He's telling her to spy on me for a few nights... to find something out. using asuka. Asuka looks at my laptop, but i sense someone else in there. The NW... she says "don't look at that." and tries to shut my screen off. She goes to typing on an ipad that is huge. I keep reading but she catches me again and bends my laptop a wierd way. now it won't turn on.

      I get mad and Grab the ipad from her. I pretend Like I'm going to throw on the ground and smash it. but I stop. instead i pocket her Ipad and tell her that I'm keeping it until she buys me a new laptop.

      Spell

      i'm in bed and asuka is singing something over me. I can still sense the NW in her. I'm not sure what the spell is four, but the song is one i know. but it sounds off. it has a dreary effect that is almost depressive. I wake up wanting to know why the NW is merged with asuka.

      oh yea the song was this.

      Updated 10-16-2010 at 05:08 AM by 6012

      Categories
      Uncategorized
    13. True Form

      by , 10-16-2010 at 01:52 AM (Zukin's Dream Journal! <3)
      I was bolting through the house, trying to escape. As a last resort, I ran into the bathroom. The bathroom was a large room, and in the corner there was another door that led to a small room with a toilet. So, Main bathroom -> toilet room. I knew that if she found me, I would be potentially cornered.

      I ran into the small toilet room, and locked the door behind me. I was panting, completely out of breath. I heard the door slowly creaking open, announcing her entrance into the main bathroom. I held my breath and my legs trembled. Malevolent sunshine peered into the window. My legs shook under the building anxiety, and my knees were hitting each other as I trembled harder and harder. I could hear her footsteps getting closer and closer to the door.

      The handle of the doorknob began to twist open, and I tried to bend it in the opposite direction to prevent her from entering but it was futile. The door slowly opened, as if she knew that she had plenty of time. The malevolent sunshine binded with her skin in glory and her light blue skin glowed. Her long, platinum blonde hair flew upwards like Medusa. She was some kind of demon, I could tell by her aura.

      She threw me upon the floor and hissed. I screamed in panic and she screeched:

      RELEASE YOUR TRUE FORM!!!

      "NO!" I screamed back.

      YOU ARE LIKE ME

      "I am NOT! I am HUMAN!"

      LIAR!!!

      She rose up several feet into the air, bent her head backwards and screeched as if in possession. Her screeching reached up to the highest frequencies until her beautiful feminine figure shriveled up and became like that of a shrunken head. Her light blue skin burned like hot embers. She viciously began to make love to my body as she chanted:

      RELEASE YOUR TRUE FORM!!

      For a moment, I let go of all human connections. My soul transcended to an exquisite dragonfly sitting on a wet leaf, and then flew up towards the cosmos.
      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    14. awfullest

      by , 10-16-2010 at 12:21 AM (Tales from the sun chaser.)
      WILD followed by DEILD.....both were short...both sucked, and then I had got totally caught off by the next DEILD attempt. RC wasn't working, so I tried two dream control powers and they didn't work either.
      Tags: deild, fa*, wild
      Categories
      lucid
    15. 1st lucid dream w/ slight control night of 10/14/10

      by , 10-15-2010 at 11:56 PM
      This is basically the first time I had a bit of control in a lucid dream. I've known about lucid dreaming fr months but never practiced or tried to do it until i met WakingNomad, a user here who I know in school. I overheard him talking about it and I joined the conversation and things led to another and datz y im here.

      I had my first experience last nyt. I'm used to doing reality checks. I was in a dream and did a reality check, I was dreaming. When I realized I was dreaming I was half-concsious in order to keep dreaming I remembered the technique 'dream spinning' to spin around and think of wer u want to go or about anything..wat i write here im not sure is going to be in the order of events but i'll try to make it in order as possible if i remember.

      I spun and wanted to go to the moon and remembered wat WakingNomad told me about a spaceship. So as I was spinning I recited to myself that it was a dream in order to not forget. Then suddenly I was in a spaceship and it started blasting off..It felt like real. I was piloting it, amazing I knew how. I was trying to get to the moon but it was hard. I felt lyk I was in a video game I had to go through santa sleighs tht were chasing me and every time I passed an area, they would go to another area and be even more than the previous area. I didn't get to the moon. I got sidetracked. All of a sudden I meet this person and I start singing off of music from his ipod then all of a sudden the setting changes agen.. I don't know if I still remembered it was a dream. But then I saw psYfr my friend also in waking life that is doing this lucid dreaming stuff with me, we both started doing reality checks just a couple of days ago. I'm still not sure if it was him but he appeared in my dream along with his best frend, Six, that he mentioned lucid dreaming about and has now just started practicing it as well. I saw her in a dream I knew what she looked like from pictures but never in person. I don't remember seeing her face but it was her and i felt it was her. We were doing some sort of presentation Six was supposed to come out dancing first but she missed her cue. So she just went next to me and said "dont make fun of me" I said "I won't but Aaron definitely will". I missed my cue to sing too..Then Six started showing me videos of her tap dancing from her cell phone datz wen PsYfr (Aaron) cam out singing he was the only one on cue actually performing he walked around wyl singing..Pointed to me while he sung one line then my sister Aj appeared and PsYfr took her by the hand and she danced wile he sung.
      All of a sudden I remembered perfectly it was a dream and I saw WakingNomad.I don't remember seeing his face but I knew it was him somehow. I asked him is that really you? He said yes. Then I said prove it. Tell me something about me in our waking life and he said "He hates it wen people go up and down" didn't make sense but it made sense while in the dream. (NOTE: WakingNomad didn't remember meeting me but he said he always said weird things in dreams to ppl so they wud b reminded that it was a dream) anyways he then said i hav something to sho u and we went on a bus (NOTE: wen i mentioned this to WakingNomad the next day he didn't remember a dream but he said he always took people on a MoonBus which I had no clue about. So this proves it was really WakingNomad I saw in that dream) the bus then stopped and WakingNomad ran down and before I could chase after him something stopped me from chasing him back.I felt lyk I left something on the bus then wen I looked down at my hand i was wavy. Another reality check I did..and i pinched my nose and took a normal breath and it worked. I was lucid and was amazed that reality checks did work in dreams. It was my first time to do this kind of stuff and I was amazed. The bus driver was a woman that's all I remember when I looked at her then I became half concsious agen and eventually woke up completely..
      NOTE: in my dream while i spun for the first time i thought of the spaceship and partly about psYfr since he's been in my mind for a wyl in waking life. Maybe that's y he was partly in my dream..was it really him??i have yet to find out!