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Oh come on! Its been a while now! I want to be lucid again! No recall btw.

I am at my school. I have art homework due in- a collage and I haven't done it (this was actually a real homework that I had a couple of weeks ago). I ask my friend, Lizzie, if I can borrow hers. She obviously says no. Then the bell rings for us to go to lessons. I see my fruit bowl and my old hamster (R.I.P. Charlie) is running around in it. I realise that there is something in my hand. It is a collage! I don't know if I stole it from someone or made it myself (honestly!) but I still take it to the teacher. I get an 8A for it.

I don't recall much because I forgot about this for a while before I remembered it to record it.
I don't remember much of what was happening, just that I was pretty aware that I was dreaming for a while, but didn't think to take advantage of it until one point that I do remember quite clearly.
There was a crystallizing moment that is still vivid in my mind: I was in a house that was based on my mom's house, but the kitchen I was in was thinner, the fridge was in a different place, there was only one way in and out (like my great gramma's house almost O_o), and it was somehow associated with a hanging out with friends and drinking atmosphere.
My friend Adam was there and I feel like there was also someone else there that I don't remember seeing.
I think what happened is I went up to him and started talking to him about something. I recall being impressed with how vivid everything is. Fuzzy, but vivid at the same time.
My first thought to take advantage of the lucidity was to try something sexual, so my first instinct was using what I learned from tutorials. The first thing I needed to do was get the person I want to do stuff with here. We'll call her Ashley.
Clearly she was in the living room, so if I asked Adam where she was, he would tell me that, so I did. I don't actually remember him saying that or what he said, but I turned around and started going to the living room, but while I was walking through the kitchen, Adam was still talking but what he was saying had gotten aggressive and scary. It startled me and I fell onto the floor and when I turned around he was still doing it. I panicked and fell out of the dream and woke up.

I dunno if sleeping on my couch that is too short for comfortable sleeping helped me become aware of my sleeping state, but I might try it again.

Stove Fire
0424: C. This was early in the night and my notes aren't clear. Talking to a family of Italians in a kitchen. We're talking about food. One guy is sitting on the edge of the stove even while all four gas burners are lit, each cooking a small pizza. I try to warn him that he should move to another seat. Sister walks away very upset. He brags that a 9-inch pizza is 5 pounds of food. His clothes catch fire. Everyone is yelling at him to move but he seems paralyzed. Father puts out the fire with a fire extinguisher. Sister comes back with an "I told you so" attitude.

Backyard Ninjas
1100: A! Last sleep cycle of the night after 30 minute WBTB with MILD auto-suggestion. This might have been an unintentional WILD because of how the dream started. My plan was to practice teleporting, but I went off the script.

I start in bed, trying to fall asleep. I don't really know if I was really awake or dreaming INRA. Either way, I open my eyes and can see something through my sleep mask. I can still feel it around my head but it's like a hole is cut in it and I can see a blurry scene of what looks like a grand piano from far away. Now I know I must be dreaming but I still feel like I'm in my physical body. I'm not in the scene, I'm just seeing it without a dream body. So I just stay calm and don't try to move or control anything. I just watch what's happening in the scene and gently suggest that the "camera" move and zoom in. Gradually, the scene starts to look like a room with sunlight coming in a sliding glass door. This reminds me of the Daisetta house.

Then, WHAM!, I'm in the scene with my dream body. I'm not sure if this was a sudden change or a gap in my memory. It's the most vivid lucid I've had in a while. I phase through the glass door and out into the backyard which is a fairly faithful recreation of my true memory. There's a swimming pool, a concrete patio, a patio table with a giant umbrella and steep incline of dirt. The yard is surrounded by a tall fence and trees. I just look around a appreciate the vividness for about a minute. It's so calm and peaceful that the dream starts to destabilize and I wake up.

I remain still in bed to DEILD back. I imagine myself spinning in the same scene. And I'm back in the same spot. Phew. I figure I'd better do something but I forgot my plan so I think of any random task from my list. First task, I run and skip across the surface of the pool water with ease. I'm thinking of what to do next but my memory and vividness aren't as good as before. I figure I should stabilize a bit. I see a long garden rake laying on the patio table. I reach to grab the handle but I can't move my arms! I don't panic. I spin and recover my arms. I rub my hand and then grab the rake. All this improves the stability and I decided I'll just do something silly and fun.

I hold the rake like a bowstaff and assume a fighting posture. I suggest to myself, "Uh-oh... ninjas!" I look around and see four ninjas perched on the tress and fence around the yard. They are all in black with hoods and black sunglasses. The pounce off their perches to attack me with short swords. I fend them off with my rake and fight back for a few minutes. Eventually, all four are beaten and laying on the ground. I walk up to one, and snap his neck. Blood flows from his nostrils.

I walk up to another and realize it's a woman. I instinctively tear off her clothes. But I realize that I'm losing control and this will end the dream. I stop myself, stand up, and turn away. I'm now in the side yard and I can see a glimpse of the rest of the neighborhood toward the street. I think of all the houses with their doors and I'm reminded of the lucid dream from the night before. I begin to remember that my plan for today was to practice teleporting through doors. But before I can move, the dream fades away.

I just recalled a dream where I became a father, not many other details other than that are coming back though. I'm pretty sure it was just me and there was no mother around for whatever reason and I was surprisingly okay with the situation.
Before I had gotten with my girlfriend irl, I had wanted to someday be a father, but since being with her and now afterwards, I'm not as interested.
I'm wondering if this means I actually am.

I rise up out of my bed.

I am a dark energy demon with a rage parasite in my brain. I leap off the balcony, and into my spaceship. I open a portal to the Moon. In the wormhole my ship becomes silvery armor, and I blast the fuck out of parasites trying to stick to me. I land on the Moon. Raven walks up holding a fox kit.

Hey Nomad. Nomad? Uh... What's wrong.

NOTHING. I am going to kick Gawn's ass. Want to come?

Yoda? You can't defeat him.

I know. But, I can get better. And my rage will help me defeat him.

Nomad. That doesn't make sense. Let me just....

She scans me.

STOP scanning me!

Nomad! You're sick.

NO! I push her away with wind energy. She looks sad. I pretend not to notice.

I form my spaceship around me, and take off to the Dream Warrior Planet. Raven sticks a grappling hook on the ship.

I land on the ship. I have the feeling that Raven has made herself very tiny, and is sitting on my shoulder or something... I get distracted by my surroundings.

GAWN? GAWN! I shout.

He appears before me. I lunge at him, and he changes into a matador. I get confused and tumble into a portal.

We battle through worlds. He constantly mocks me. He is toying with me.

I grab the VR helmet, and rip it off.

***

I am in a VR Danger Room created by Professor X. What the hell is the point of this, Xavier?

Put the helmet back on. DAMN YOU. FINE.

***

I put the VR helmet back on. I see myself wandering through a South American jungle... the jungle of Nod... tracking down a prey... I am a black werepanther. The dream explodes.

Raven pulls the parasite out of my brain. Aha! I can think clearly. Gawn starts laughing at me. Raven burns up the parasite with orange flame.

WTF?

I don't feel like fighting.

***

I am screaming hysterically, insanely on a mountain... I am in Hell... a battlefield... a bombed out city... The dream whips in and out of me, and I lose control.

I focus on a tiny dot of white energy, and go into myself.

I wake up in Silverwolf's cottage...

Ah, his fever broke, says Tigress.

Angel and Raven walk in the room. Angel kisses me on the forehead, and gives me a glass of water. Raven makes a tiny cloud in the room to keep the room cool. I close my eyes, and sense Sarnox and Joseph near me. MoSh is standing in the doorway, lighting a cigarette. He says something about PureLeaf found only in dreams.

I fall asleep.

***

I am falling down a rabbit hole. I land in a garden with giant flowers. I am wearing a blue and white dress.

An ugly little girl!

I am not a girl!

Then, why are you wearing that dress?

I don't know.

I see a naked blond woman, half hiding in the shadows. She motions to me. She gestures for me to give her the dress. I take it off, and give her the dress.

***

I draw pictures of my dreams on a paper...

The pictures crawl off and on to me, burrowing themselves into my skin, becoming tattoos.

My allies all become tattoos, my tattoos become allies.

I am a bald tattooed man in hemp pants running through the jungle in the land of Nod.

My tattoos swirl around me.

I sprint faster and faster. I stop on the edge of a cliff, and watch a nuclear bomb go off. I reverse time, and surround the bomb in an energy net. I toss it into a black hole portal.

As I run through the forest, little clouds of dirt pop up like mushroom clouds.

My sister and I were running from a unidentified man in the woods who had been trying to kill us. We ran through a cabin and out the back door into a river that was bordering the property. The rocks in the river hurt my feet, I was not wearing shoes, and it was very slippery. In the water I saw a floating pan that had a neon green poison in it that turns whoever comes into contact with it into a zombie. My sisters "dog" was licking the poison out of the pan and spilling it into the river. We swam back to stop him and the man that had been chasing us came out of the cabin. I saw he had something in his hand, when it came into focus i saw that it was a chainsaw. He looked at me and yanked the starter, I tried to run but I wasn't very fast and all of the sudden I was closed in by walls. He got me, but just before I saw anything my dream totally took a different direction and it was over.

Date.10-1-10
Time: 9am-945am (Sometime Between These)

Note: Okay so it has been a really long time since I had a lucid, but this was short and sweet. It was scary though cause I ended up in SP, and my legs hurt bad cause of the position I was in. My dream recall has been off, and I just seem to have enough time to dedicate to LDing. This was a would be considered a WILD, but I really think it was an OBE.

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Description: So I put my head down at this table we were sitting in for class, and people were presenting their power point presentations, I am going on very little sleep since school started. I fell asleep, but could still hear people talking, and at points I could actually see the screen we were looking at with my eyes closed, then went blind for a few seconds till I thought of the idea of windows.


Lucid Dream: So I put my head down, and close my eyes. Could still hear voices in the background, but I fell into a trance. Then the vibrations started happening, my legs felt really weird, my heart started to beat fast, and my head felt like energy was just rushing around there. I end up seeing the screen we were looking at, but I knew my eyes were closed. I instantly knew I was dreaming, since I had the dream body feeling. My body was completely heavy and hard to lift. I actually felt like I was being pushed downward. I grabbed onto my desk that I was sitting at and lifted my head trying to do a pull up. I sink through the chair into the void. I start imagining that my eyes are opening, so I end up in my bedroom at home. I still hear the voices in the background. I roll of the bed , and onto the floor as I try to walk. I go blind again. This time I pry my eyes open, and see my classmates sitting across from me, but I still feel incredibly heavy, so I stand up on the desk and it becomes a portal to the void. Once again I find another window to go back into the class, I pull the portal (Was edge of desk, but it was like a mirror, only without reflection) around my head, and end up back into my class. So I stand up and try to walk, but I was to heavy. I end up just wanting out, so I force myself out of the dream and open my real eyes. But my legs feel like they are still incredibly heavy, but the feeling wears off as I awaken.

The first thing i am amble to recall is being over at taylor baseball field across the street with two friends and my grandma for some reason. At first we were with teh 10 and 12 year old team asking there the 15 16 year olds played he pointed to a coach siting by himself on a bucket in the out field. I told my grandma she did not need to come with me but she insisted. We walked over and i told him i would be joining the team, he pointed me over to the dug out. Most of the poeple on the team were unfamliar but my friend carlos was on the team so it was okay. I was still a lil timid at first like i am in real life and felt uncomfortable meeting new people. Then we had a big team dinner and there was tons of food. I figured it would b e a fun season cuz the team looked stoner ish and i figured we cuold smoke before the games and then play and eat all this food how chill. after that i cant really remember how i owke up but it wasnt to far after that.

Non-Dream Non-Lucid Lucid

I was in WW2 and everyone was looking up at sniper towers. I was dressed in a brown-green uniform with a rifle on my back. Everything seemed to be a shade of green-brown, including the sunless sky. The Japanese(?) snipers did not notice us hiding. My team picked up some torches and wood along with other burnable materials and walked behind a wall near the towers. We lit the wood and threw it over the wall, hoping to hit something. We didn't. So we took a huge flaming log, ran around the wall, and hurled the log at one of the towers. As tower ablaze, we shot flaming arrows at a few other towers, setting them on fire too. Finally, we heard the crash as towers fell one by one. Before we could cheer in victory, I was woken up.

Notes:
Vividness: 6/10
I always was a pyromaniac.

I remember playing video games with my dad and saying "I bet if the graphics of this game looked like they did back in the day, you wouldn't be playing this at all".

Non-Dream Non-Lucid Lucid

I was sitting down on a sidewalk ad someone invited me to play tennis. I accepted, and ran over to a tennis court with him. The tennis court was HUGE. And four athletes were on each side of the net, playing a practice match. The dream camera panned as the ball moved. He asked me, "Looks like fun, right? Choose a state for your team." I replied "California." He responded, "Well, that team is full now. Wait for someone to get injured or flagged." I didn't answer back. I was looking at the game, trying to follow everyones movements. California was winning. We finally got to Louisiana, and I saw a few familiar people that are now in high school. I especially recognized Tacos (his nickname) & Miki. Miki sat down on the bench next to me because she was injured. I asked her, "Who are the best players?" She said, "T & myself." I noticed T was goofing off doing wacky stuff like break-dancing on his back and trying to hit the ball at the same time. I don't remember much of the rest.

Notes:
Vividness: 8/10
DANG I keep on having dreams of school friends. I'm not getting so many lucid dreams anymore either.

Type: Regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

I was standing in an Italian-style alley. There were a few nondescript people walking down it.

Overhead, ten feet above my head, was a thick stucco bridge that joined the second floors of the two sides together. I looked up at the bridge, then down the alleyway, and saw a train coming at me. It was a red one, fairly boxy. However, it wasn't coming at me head-on; it was perpendicular to me, facing the wall. Because of this, there were only two cars that would fit in the alley. It started to accelerate towards me and I ran at it, punching the train a bit closer to the right-hand side. The metal sheared and broke where I impacted it, and the two sides of the train flew past me.

This is just a placeholder post for now; will do proper work on it this evening. Or weekend at least.

General Dream Content (This Month)
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General Dream Content (Total)
Total documented dream sequences/fragments: 23
Total lucid dreams: 1 (4.3%)

Dream Signs (This Month)
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Dream Signs (Total)
Total identified dream signs: 37
Action: 7 (18.9%)
Context: 16 (43.2%)
Form: 8 (21.6%)
Awareness: 6 (16.2%)

Dream Sign Associated Lucid Triggers
Number of lucid realizations: 3
Action: 2 (66.7%)
Context: 1 (33.3%)