NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Good morning! This has been a sucky week when it comes to recall. I've been working full time and it's really affecting my sleep. I'm super tired when I come home, and wake up barely rested at all. Anyways that's why I longed for this weekend so badly. I decided to try out Calea last night, and will tonight again. It wasn't as amazing as I thought it would be, but I did have some cool dreams which were pretty clear and stable. I also seemed alot more "awake" in them than I usually am. Bedtime: 11.45 06.00: Subway I'm with Monica and we're just about to enter the subway. I check the monitors and I can see that our train is just minutes away from arriving. We go down the escalator and I call my friend Eric. "Hey dude, where are you? Our train is leaving in like two minutes" He tells me he bought some drinks instead of a train ticket and I just laugh at how stupid he is. I hang up and we arrive at the station. I meet my friend G there. We greet and he's unusually serious for some reason. WBTB 45 minutes Drank some Calea tea with lots of honey in it. It wasn't even bad tasting for some reason, I might have taken too little in there... Ate some porridge and also a Calea pill filled with the leaves. Then I went back to bed and actually had trouble falling asleep right away, I got really cold and tossed and turned for a while. 9.00: Gangsters in Jugoslavia I'm holding some kind of plastic bag and I'm walking in a dangerous neighbourhood. I walk through some houses to a courtyard when I spot several people who look like gang members coming from the house. I figure I shouldn't trespass so I walk back quickly across the lawn I just came from. I try to look casual but one guy spots me. He walks up to me and starts talking in rough english with this high pitched, smoker's voice. "Please, I don't want to die" I tell him, scared shitless. He laughs and puts his arm around my shoulder in a reassuring kinda way. "Don't worry, you will be taken care of" he tells me and smile. We walk up to a big white house and he enters before me. The layout of the building is really weird, and it looks like it's not finished at all. Electrical wires hanging down from the ceiling and the walls are all grey. The guy I was with aren't to be seen, but I decide to continue through the house. The rooms are on different levels with no stairs between them. I jump down into a room several meters down. And climb up to another one. Suddenly I'm inside a room filled with high-tech stuff. A guy is sitting at a computer and we greet. His english is very good and he doesn't look like a gang member at all. He tells me he's from Jugoslavia and I reckon that's where I am atm. I take a look at what he's doing at the computer. He's talking to some kind of robot face standing next to the computer. "This is my robot, it has a very advanced AI" he tells me. "I gotta go for a while" he walks out the room. I sit down at the computer and start talking to the robot. It's a male and his voice is amazingly realistic and human-like. I feel very clear in my head and I start asking questions about people and their behaviour. I draw conclusions and think of stuff which actually make sense now that I'm awake. Everytime the robot is about to answer he gives off a loud sigh. I ask him a very long question which he says nothing to. I can see I've accidentaly muted him. A girl walks in the room and we greet. It's the guy's sister and an alarm goes off next to me. She turns it off and I check the time. 08.45. "Oh, I've been sleeping for 2 hours!" I say. This should have made me lucid but doesn't. I wake up and I try to DEILD. I remember seeing alot of different images and I'm halfway there. I black out. 10.45: Fragments *I'm driving a car and feels pretty reaistic. I change lanes all the time and people are going past me. I get kinda worried that I will crash since it's been some time since I last drove. Suddenly I realise I've taken the wrong exit and I have to turn the car around. *I'm playing this awesome 2D game. The view is from above and I'm up against a really tough boss. He's chasing me around a small dome with pillars in it. He has a companion which is shooting at me and it's really hard but very fun at the same time. The map changes to some kind of miniature soldier war. I shoot down alot of other soldiers and I get a hold of a flamethrower and the effects are very cool. In the end I die with the boss having like 30% hp left. Wake up: 10.45 Amount of sleep: 10 hours Food before bed: 2 x Omega-3, 50 mg B6 WBTB: Calea tea, + 1 Calea leaf pill. That's it! I'm going to try it out later tonight, and increase the dosage. Hopefully I will have amazing dreams mohah! I know I had more dreams, something about a farting cat, but I don't really remember. Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
Lucidity: 8/10 Vividness: 7/10 Length: ~5 Min. I was walking around in what looked like a casino and a girl with sweets walked up to me. She didn't say anything. I took a chocolate and followed her, I said "hey, wait. Where are you going?" She sat down on a bench. She didn't look to good so I imagined her to be hotter and she was. So I started trying different foods. I tried this giant rose that tasted like ice cream. It was so good. I was thinking about waking up and started to get scared. But instead of waking up. I lost lucidity. The End.
Me and my Brother were killing zombies FPS style!!! Game/dream Style: It was like a video game and in the style of a free video game. We did a lot of running and shooting and actually were both killed a few times but when we got hit or bit we just fell to the ground and could no longer control ourselves and could move around in third person while the other person was left to fend for them self. We never even acted like it was real and when were up close to zombies we kept this sort of calm sense like nothing was wrong but occasionally we would freak out and shoot our guns inaccurately and waste our scarce ammunition in a state of panic. First round: Not easy to remember but it was mostly walking out in the open and melee weapons like 2x4 boards and baseball bats but not much ammo for our guns. We were overcome by zombies quickly and lost miserably but I do not remember how we died... Second round: Okay so I don't remember this round much but it was in a booth like from zombie land but it was similar to the turned over train in the train yard from Uncharted 2 when you are surrounded by Juggernauts. We died quickly and were torn apart. Third round: Okay so me and my brother fought zombies in a mansion that had rooms that looked like rooms from a hotel. We both were on a little platform that had ramps on the sides and walls on the back and front in the middle of a hotel lobby (it looked like a mansion on the outside but was a hotel on the inside. We fought back to back and walked out in the open looking for guns occasionally and the guns were all from Halo Reach (which isn't surprising because I played just about all day yesterday). After many zombies were killed and many shots were fired, we were barely making it through wave after wave and then a miracle happened. I found a Rocket Launcher with 4 shots. We used it to blow up the zombies on the staircase and make it upstairs to hold them off. We fought wave after wave in this hotel room at the top of the staircase and had plenty of ammo to last us a long time. There was a bucket of band-aids for ammo. The weird thing was that the ammo wasn't in clips, but band-aids... We just shove the band-aids into the side of the gun and it was reloaded. After a wave was barely won, we knew this could be the last wave. Then, a friend of ours, (who was a zombie) came in and said we were about to have a very rough wave coming and that they were not going to show any mercy when it started, they then showed us a helpful idea that said we could have one person on the room's balcony and one inside to lead the zombies to the balcony door so we could spread the zombies out so we had time to reload. But then my brother didn't reload at the right time and had zombies all over him. I had one zombie to fight and it happened to be our friend who had told us about the balcony. I saw that my brother was done for and that we had no chance of making it in that room. I made a break for it and ran out of the room and the dream went black and I could still hear the zombies and my brother yelling for help as I slowly woke up. Odd how I don't have zombie nightmares anymore, just zombies and guns in action packed dreams.
fragment In a restaurant, at dinner, with two friends and their two girlfriends. One of the girls is pregnant and smoking, which surprises me a little.
I can't remember well where the dream began but I remember going to a room. There was a vampire there that was my arch enemy or something like that. He is pale-faced, black- and short-haired and wears a tailcoat and a cape. We start battling. I grab him from the wrists and try to get him down. There is also someone with me, an incorporeal boy. I manage to get him down. I say: "If I were one of you, I would bite your neck". I start to leave but hesitate. "He's faking!" I cry to the boy. The vampire gets up and charges on me. I grab his hands again. I manage to scratch him. He gets even more enraged. I fear that he'll hurt me. I manage to drive him to a corner. The ghost boy goes behind him. I summon two more helpers, another ghost and an incorporeal dog. They attack him, turning him incorporeal. I make the ghosts attack him again. This time he summons ghosts of his own behind mine. His ghosts attack mine, melding themselves into mine. When my ghosts attack him for the second time, he turns back into corporeal. He attacks me again. I grab his arms again, but he drives me to the other end of the room. He forces my grip off, pushes me further from him and takes up golden braces. "He's trying to bind me!" I cry to to the boy."Help!". I try to steal the braces from him while he tries to get them on me. I manage to get a grip on the braces. I pull them from his grip. He backs up. I throw the braces away and attack the vampire. I force him to the other end of the room, where he was when I entered the room. I force him down. I know that he'd simply rise up again and again so I turn, jump and start flying about 30 centimetres from the floor. Theres the door through which I came. I fly straight towards it. Somehow I know I can go through it (even though I wasn't lucid, the dream was extremely near to being a LD). I fear a little bit that I'll just crash hard on the door, but I manage to go through it. It only opens slightly. Theres another door behind it. I go through it with no problems at all. I turn right and fly upstairs, ending to a room that is just above the room where I left the vampire. I fear that the vampire will find me so I wake myself up (at least I think I did).
I remember feeling - in between sleep paralysis - this overwhelming feeling of fear, and a very dark presence being very close to me - like I was standing and she was right there, but a dark and terrifying version of her - the ex again, right in front of me. I just want to get over this. We were talking in class today on the stages of grieving, and talking about how some people may think they have reached acceptance when they are still in the depression stage. I feel like my consciousness is in the acceptance stage while my subconscious is still grieving and depressed/angry.. Hoping for a lucid dream tonight, back home so hopefully i'll get a good nights rest
Updated 11-06-2010 at 08:04 AM by 17816
I'm sleepy and too lazy to write out my latest dreams in detail, so I'm just going to quickly jot them down here so I remember to write them in detail tomorrow Dream 1: (Halloween night) Told my friend I want a new job. Frustrating work dream. Man captured and taken to the back room. Forced to tell his story or else. Witch posses his wife, and now he has lightning in the back of his throat. Witch comes, I run. And parkour on the roof. Lucid, we escape to the forest. Dream 2: Me and the Lost crew are in a mansion. Widmore attacks from above, the island is shaking, were hiding in an elevator. We escape, yay tacos! Dream 3: Lucid. Parkour on the tree with friends. Friend is stuck in a wheelchair so I try to help him fly, but he's too heavy. Dream 4: Work dream, lady wants wedding clothes and lots of gold paint? Old apartment. Night time stroll. Later. Sis, mom and me look at the stars. Climb roof for better view. Amazing sky! Dream 5: Hans is secretly married and hiding in his bedroom. Later, Liz goes out for food, at 12am. We wait for her by watching movies, but we fall asleep. See my sister in the morning and I ask her what took her so long. But then I realize the being in front of me isn't my sister because she would never do that and this is kinda freaky. Dang! I'm a missing a day!
My name is Santiago Casablanca and I don't need any introductions. I'm just as fucked up as any other human being on this earth. Just a bit more. Yeah, that said, I'm going to write about my shitty dreams here. Yes, they are onirical crap. Well, I think I'm boring enough. You don't need to read anymore. Bye.
Church Play Non Lucid Dreaming about running around this camp type area surrounding a huge church which had been in my dreams a few years ago. It's made of stones with mortar in between, big stain glass windows, nothing too fancy. Small parking lot surrounding immediate area, and further out, were open fields of short, green grass with sparse trees. Further still was a forest. I don't remember too many details but I was running around, maybe hiding from someone. I was mad, I was breaking things, and being destructive. Then people were attacking me, and I was fighting them off. They were organized. Maybe SWAT. Idk My Girlfriend woke me up and talked to me for a few minutes, then she left and I went back to sleep. ----- Part2 Lucid w00t! I am back at the same church. I am about 4 feet away from the wall. Between me and the wall is a decorative section with bushes and small river stones. I pick up one of these stones and hurl it at the window. The window spiderwebs, and I move on. (Here is where I realize I'm lucid) I feel that I'm in Spartan Armor (I was playing alot of halo 3 the day before) I look up and see parked in one of the spaces is a WWII tank like the one in the picture above. The lower half is painted gunmetal gray, and the turret part is white with a blue lightning bolt on it. The turret adjusts and levels at me, and I realize it's about to blast me. I start running for it, and I'm running in slow motion. All the while I'm thinking 'Man this is so amazing! I'm actually controlling this!' I finally reach the tank, it still hasn't fired. I jump up on to the turret and the momentum of my run slides me across it to the hatch. With one hand I lift the hatch, and with the other I grab the driver by his shirt and lift him up. I then take hand which opened the hatch and with all my strength, I hammer him in the face with a mighty punch. I wake up. This is my first Lucid since joining DV. Before now I had only had 2 lucids and they were both DILDs. It only lasted 45secs or so, but it was awesome. I'm not sure if this is a DILD, or a WILD. I believe I was lucid from the beginning, I just didn't realize it. Idk, if anyone can shed any light on it, I'd be grateful. Also, this was the first time I've every been able to punch someone in a dream. I've tried many many times before, but it's always felt like I was punching under water. My arm and fist would move so slowly that it would barely have any momentum when it reached it's target.
Well before I went to sleep, I decided to try WILD. I try when my alarm wakes me at 6:00ish too, but that hasn't been working latley... Anyways, I almost made it, and I am sure I can do it. I was close 2 times, both times I gt weird sensations. First time, I drifted off (I think this always happens, but If I was aware before it happening, something will bring me back) What brought me back this time was my index and middle finger on my left hand (I was cross-armed) lifted up automatically, it felt like I was going to float away... and I would have I think, but I hesitated and stopped it.. boh. Second time what brought me back was falling. It just felt like my whole body was just falling, and I probably ould have ended up in a dream but alas, I accidentally stopped it again... Anyways to the dreams now. First was one where there was a a contest (seems everyone entered, everyone had to enter) and I won. I guess whoever won, would be a priest for a day. Now I had to get up at 2AM (to get ready to be a priest I guess) but I got up at 1AM to be early. There was a Giant clock in some town where I went. My brother was excited I was going to be a priest, he also had a hat (Which was apparently his regular hat) it was a white yamaka with a white cross sticking up on the top. He wanted me to wear the hat since I was going to be a priest. There was a parking lot at some point, but thats all I remember Second dream. This I believe ad no visual, it was all audio. So it was the song California Dreamin' by the Mama's and Papa's. As far as I can tell, the song was exact to how it is in real life, and I was just thinking about it. So it was as if I turned the song on, and closed my eyes while I thought/listened. I also know that it was not being played in real life and affecting my dream, no alarms going off, and no music playing. So that was pretty cool.
Fragments: Alien Chase A large group of people, myself included, are chasing an alien. We chase it across a parking lot, through some back yards, and into the woods. Fragments: River Rescue I'm crossing the river with some people, including my mother. The rocks become slippers and the current strong, and someone falls and can't make it across, even though it's really shallow. Next thing I know there is a rescue team getting us to jump from bed to bed to cross the river. I'm last to go, since I wanted to make sure everyone else made it ok. They want me to jump onto a bed in a panic because it's beginning to float away. I get pissed of over how stupid this is, because I clearly don't need any help in my river, and they are all over reacting.
Walking Brief fragment of walking on a street near a park with a man and a woman. There is a Friendly dog beside me. Message for Kaomea Gah, out of all the people who could have been given this dream message.... Why did it have to be me? Anyway, in the dream I see in K's future she will be involved with a dark skinned man. Could be a Nagual man or lover, maybe both. He looks Aboriginal, maybe Hawaiian or from somewhere else in North America. Very handsome! K is supposed to take the steps necessary to be ready to meet this man. That is all I know, so please don't ask anything more. K is a natural at dream re entry and may try that way to find out more. WTF Asuka The start is very foggy. I'm in some mall and try to enter a movie theater place. I come to a big public area where two women are supposed to fight? I go to the area and sit on a bench and the women are there. One is asuka and another woan that looks like her. both may be her not sure. Anyway onelooks like an old woman. And none are wearing pants or and undergarments... but they are wearing shirts. I go up to the old looking asuka and begin to massage her shoulders to get ready for this fight. Eventually I sit back down and now they are both young woman. Still wearing no pants... They bend over in front of me showing me their goods. I just stare like a dummy. They vanish suddenly and I get up and start walking away. I get up and try to lave the mall. I walk by some bathroom and some weird guy is entering it and he's staring at me strangely. I walk out the dors and realize I'm still in the mall. I've only left the theater place. He's coming for you. I had a dream with Don Juan in it... and apparently He will come for me... umm ok.
Yeah, weird as hell being dreaming, but not asleep, or even paralyzed. In fact, I recognised I had slipped into dreaming, but when I did an RC, I did it in real life, waking me up! @_@ Odd. Shortly after, I had what many would call an 'Out of body experience' and flew around my living room a bit. Having a rather nice throw back as "A small of two pieces" played as well. Lost consciousness after... Sinking into my carpet.
I was at a big green field, just running in it. It felt so great. So fresh. I felt my muscles working beneath me. I wasn't even getting tired a bit. "This is great, why don't I do this all the time?" I thought (if only running was that easy -.-). --- I was with my mom somewhere, and we had to get home. We waited for a bus. As we got on the bus we took a transfer. It had blue on it. I think we got on the wrong bus or something; I remember watching closely where the bus was taking us. --- I was in my house playing my guitar. LI and I think CH and some others were there. They were playing their cellos and violins and whatnot with me. We were supposed to be playing together or something. We were in my living room. We decided to move to the bed room to start playing. LI wanted to touch my guitar or something, but I didn't want her to and I was getting annoyed.
Scamming Non-Lucid I am on a beach in a small bay. Its fairly hot, and extremely sunny. Families with children are scattered about and teens are playing frisbee to my left. To my right is the ocean. Across the bay, there is another beach with more families, and at the top of the beach, there is a small building with large windows, though I can't see into them. Beside the building there is a parking lot with really nice cars. Jump A DC child approaches me, and I ask him what's in that building on the other side of the bay. He tells me the 'Scammers' are on the other side, and that I should go and check it out. I'm wary of these 'Scammers' but go to check it out anyway. I walk down the beach and into the water. There are several families swimming around, I avoid bumping into the playing children, and climb up onto the sand on the other side of they bay. I approach the building and go inside. There are double doors, exactly like one of the side entrances to my old highschool (Another reason to be cautious about this place ) I pass a front desk, which the attendant is either missing or is not paying attention because I am not stopped. I walk down the main hallway and see a large room full of well dressed college age kids listening to someone give some kind of lecture. I slide in the back of the room and sit down to listen for a bit. There are diagrams of robot vacuum cleaners drawn up on a chalkboard, beside the diagrams are paragraphs of information, stats, and features of the individual models. Some kid asks a question about the sensing unit on the vacuum they're talking about, and it had something to do with crystals. [Things get hazy here] There is something later about a pool cleaner robot that looks like a red dragon on wheels with a clear belly where debris is stored and bristles on it's mouth for cleaning corners. I get up and leave the class and begin walking around the halls. There is something going on about a stolen memory chip. I see the person who stole it running down the hall, and around the corner. Following closely behind is 2-3 security guards yelling for him to stop. Somehow he is killed or knocked unconscious, and I am alone in a supply closet or possibly an elevator with his body. I check his pockets and find the memory chip as well as a Walther P.99. I pocket the pistol, but keep the chip in my hand. I wander around looking for the exit, and find a restricted area. Of course I enter the restricted area. I walk down the now narrow corridors watching for security cameras, still holding the stolen chip in my hand, with the pistol now in the other. I come up to a secretary desk, and standing around it is older versions of the college humor staff (LOL) Pat, Amir, Sarah, and Jake are all talking, and greet me when I approach. I notice that Jake has long white hair, and is sitting in a wheelchair. I hear a woman shouting. They're looking for me and the chip again. A DC (A girl I used to work with, Brittany) runs up to me and tells me that I have to hand over the chip. I raise my pistol and put it to the chip. I've got a hostage now. The data on the chip is apparently worth quite a bit to them, so I figure this is a good way to get out. I start walking backwards towards the exit with the chip still held hostage, all the while Brittany is trying to get me to hand it over, walk away, etc. We get outside and stand in the parking lot. Brittany points to a car and offers to do something with it, (Maybe supe it up so I can escape with my life or something like that) if I just hand the chip over. She points to a car that sort of looks like mine, I figure she thinks it is mine, but I tell her that's not even my car. She thinks I'm trying to trick her, but it's really not my car. (It was pretty crappy) I wake up.
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