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As i'm already poor at recalling dreams (i literally remember one a month, since before starting lucid dreaming) i really want to change that and acheive this, I am putting all my effort into it and have researched the matter for some while now.

I have gained a lot of valuable information not only through this site but through others including videos on YouTube and sites similar to this.

I have my dream journal at my bedside with a pen, I have dream written on my hand. I have notes on my phone that go off every hour that say dream. I'm doing everything in my power to conquer this feat.

I'm hoping that by using this website it will allow me to continue to think about lucid dreaming which will in-turn, help me to lucid dream.

I don't know if i'm doing it right in all honesty, but this morning, i woke up (keeping my eyes shut and staying in my usual sleeping position, as instructed) and all i could think about was dragging a dead baby out of a bin or something along them lines. Weird, i know. But meh, i was happy to have at least have something on my mind whilst awakening. So i wrote it down.

After waiting a few minutes i left my bed and trundled down stairs. Then i remembered even more, words can't describe how happy i was to have actually remembered something. But all i remember was a lot of weed (marijuana) on the floor, all ground up. I can't remember any emotions, but it's almost like i'd dropped a load and it was on the floor, maybe at the bottom of some stairs.

Thinking about this, who's to say i didn't just make it up? The dead baby thing? When i woke up just to give myself some sort of satisfaction that i'm making progress. Either way, i'm quite happy with this. going from probably 2% dream recall to having one straight after i started teaching myself to lucid dream. It makes me excited to continue and i hope i accomplish what i've set out to do.

Lucid Dream Dream Non Dream

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

A voice saying, "Up from the depths." A view of a woman in some kind of white robes and head covering, carrying something and walking up a dark stairwell, up toward a lit doorway.

There were about 5-6 people around me. All of them were young and we were all good friends. I seemed to have a strong connection with a blonde guy. They were all talking about random unimportant stuff while the guy was staring at me. I liked the way he looked at me.

Suddenly, a girl ran around, trying to find something (long, brown hair, skinny). She said something about bleeding. A second later, her water broke.
She didn't know she was pregnant. I told her that it's possible to be pregnant without looking like your pregnant.
I walked away from them and wrote down my dream with green marker on transparent paper (without becoming lucid)
I returned to the group. They were now sitting at a long, white table. I saw the pregnant girl crying. I wanted to comfort her so I rubbed her back. I could feel her pain when I touched her.

We all teleported to a big cage. We sat on the ground. The blonde guy was smiling at me. I felt like leaning closer to him so I did. We almost kissed. Instead, he turned his head a little and breathed out in my mouth. It felt really good.
Someone opened the gate of the cage from the outside. He looked like a combination of a cowboy and a policeman.
He told us we had to follow him. I stepped out of the cage with the others and saw a machine coming our way. Something didn't feel right.
One of the guys yelled "It's a trap! Go back!". So we did. I thought there was a bomb outside of the cage but I wasn't sure. We ran to the back of the cage and the fear woke me up.

I have the single most lucid dream of my last 5 years,

I all starts i am seated in a foyer of a small cinema waiting for something but i didnt know what, i turn to my left and one of my work mates is sitting there but says nothing then out of the cinema itself walks another of my work mates but his father is with him, his father offers me a cigarette from a pouch but when i reach into the pouch its full of cannabis, next thing i know im walking into the cinema and i notice that the back two rows of seats are separated from the front by a red old-fashioned carpeted slope that is pretty steep.

At the edge of the back row nearest to me are two twenty something women in wheeled office chairs in my way, when i move toward them they part and let me through as i proceed down the slope i know at this point i am looking for someone but i dont know who or why, then i see her she is a blonde woman with blue eyes who turns and sees me the smile she greets me with stops me in my tracks cold, i felt a great warmth in my midriff and a tingling like just before you start on the first drop on a rollercoaster, its mesmerizing, it made me feel so happy to see her that i smile too, and we stand there like this for a short while, then i turn and try to climb up the slope but notice my feet have no purchase on the carpet.

It turns out i am wearing white socks and it is tough trying to get up the slope so i dig in with my fingers trying to haul my weight up this bloody slope all the while i still feel that inner warmth from her, who is she, is she some cliche from the depths of my imagination or was that stirring i felt so strongly for her real in some way, she was named gwen (not stefani (cliche)) as i am typing this i can still feel that gut sensation and its strong indeed, i dont know who she is but somewhere deep within my mind there is an atavistic knowledge that she is known powerfully by my being but how.

This is kinda weird if anyone cares to share similar themes of their unconscious weirdness

mon January 9th 2012
23:00-08:00

Relaxation, breathing, mantras. The following are probably the most out of the ordinary dreams I've had since I started this journal.

1. Can't remember this one. But I'm positive I remembered it at some point, since I tried to recall both the first and the second dream.

2. Me, some girl and some boy are getting on our horses to get a Coca-Cola in a saloon on the hill. We're still small children (I'm 18 now and never ridden a big horse either).
So we arrive at the saloon and the barkeep starts pouring the first Coke for my friend, I really feel like drinking one too. But I realise I didn't bring (enough) money. So they're looking at me, sipping their drinks. I decide to go back and fetch my money. But my friends tell me not to, since there are a couple of evil men on their horses outside, waiting to rob children riding solo through the land. Across the street I see a beer brewery, it has a sign with the name on it. There's a man and a woman. The man says something about getting something fixed, so he can start his brew again. He has the first batch in a glass already: a yellowish, troubly drink with a tiny foam layer on top. I really feel like trying one.

3. I'm standing on top of a skate ramp with someone else (maybe my brother - it's someone small, that I feel I need to protect so they're standing behind me). The ramp is a mix between a half pipe and curved slide. I believe at some point it even seemed to have that red glossy look. Some person (who seems to be my buddy) is going back and forth on the ramp trying to make speed. Every time he turns in the corners, it makes a squeeky sound. I see we are surrounded by woods, so I tell him to do whatever he wants faster, before some animal shows up. After I mention this, sure enough, a little deer shows up. He is poking his head through the bushes along the side of the ramp. My friend says he will "fix it" and he goes into the woods. He comes back with a bear , the deer gets scared and starts to charge towards me. It's trying to hit me with it's goatlike horns while I try to grab them.

Really fun dreams actually. The scenery was much stronger than usual and I'm on my way to remembering 2+ dreams! Let's hope it keeps evolving like this.

I was just on the inside of large warehouse, there was a large chain link fence that was opening up.

I was on the balcony looking over a sea side town, it was night time and I started to think of a night club near central train station I had been to and wanted to go to. The club doesn't actually exist, but the place in my dream does in reality. I thought of the people I'd met there before there, the entrance, and rooms and how much I wanted to go. I even double thought about it, thinking the place didn't exist.

I walk out of my room and see my brother. He is putting on a balaclava and starts telling me about the racist he went up to and punched in the face.

I'm waiting at the bus stop for a bus to go to the NYE celebrations. My family appear and a few buses go past, they do not stop for us. I think it is because they are full but actually they are empty. I get frustrated that the buses don't stop yet there are more and more people waiting for a bus. Finally a bus does stop, but by now there are too many people to fit on the bus and we can not go. Me and my family decide to take a taxi. The driver comes round the back and puts our bags in the boot. We get in the car and I sit next to my cousin he is talking to me but I don't know about what.

I'm in my room and there is a spider in a boggle game popper thing. I pop the boggle and the spider shakes around but is not effected. There are then some air holes in the boggle and I start blowing into into it. The spider get's very annoyed and is getting violent. Another spider in a different boggle is now on my bed, but this one is very poisonous (a funnel web). The spider get's out and someone I don't know is trying to catch it into a long glass vase. They catch it and start trying to extract the venom with a long pipet.

Ill tell the story in spanish because i can explain it better.

Me encontraba a una cuadra de mi casa, por la loma de manuela, y estaba hayley con 2 amigos, 1 era el guitarrista de la banda y la otra era una traductora. obviamente hablaba solo ingles.
Bueno, yo hiba subiendo por alli y no lo podia creer, y estaba muy muy nervioso asi que segui derecho dandole la espalda, en fin era un fan mas. Pero al pasar un poco escuche su grito y me dice " alexander get over here right now", y yo :" OMG DEBO ESTAR SOÑANDO".
yo: how did you know my name?
her: well, you sent me a message calling me a princess, no one else has ever called me that.
yo: aww i didnt know you actually read them
her: yeah sure, look, in both of my cell phones the mail is full.
yo;so what brought you here?
her: just wanted to visit another culture

Y nos fuimos a un pueblo, hayley tan hermosa con una sonrisa que quisieras morir mirandola.
Entramos a la iglesia y hayley era tomandole foto a todo todo. NOS TOMAMOS UNA FOTO tan hermosa :33333333
creo q fue el mejor sueño de mi vida, que bello es soñar

su cabello era rojo como con mono, su rostro tan inpecable que parecia caida del cielo.
hermosa

I had this one dream that there was know Earth. The Earth was like it was gone like it got blown up. And the humans were living on Mars. I know its not posible but it was my dream. They werent aliens, they looked like humans but they were wearing jump suits. The weirdes part about them that they talked weird they talked like there were better then everyone, smart ass like. It was just weird to look at them. I cant explane it They looked like they were planting cropes and trees. Then one looked at me, then I wuked up. Yes I know weird right

KEY: Black: Real life
Red: Lucid
Pinkish Purple: Dream

Okay so my friends came over and we went to one of theirs house. We stayed up all night so we slept in like crazy. Well i woke up and then i fell asleep and knew it was a dream. I started to fly out of my house and started walking. I lost lucidity a little after cause my friend (that i like) just randomly appeared and we started to walk in a city with small restaurants everywhere. We were just walking then we just randomly kissed and then we decided to get some food so we walked in to the mall like store that had a glass door then a escalator down to this foo court place. Then 2 of my friends walk up and one says to her "I love you" and tries to kiss her but she just pushed him away. Then we were walking and it turned dark out and the stars shined. Then randomly there were ducks in the road but when i walked towards them it was just a bunch of people from my school dressed like ducks and they flew away.

01/09/12

Hidden Realms
I am with a couple of other people in some kind of an archaeological dig site, we are looking for an old diary that contains a lot of information about the people who used to live there. The dig site looks more like a mine than a typical archaeological dig site, and I am down in a tunnel digging around for any sign of artifacts. I find a few pieces of a clear crystalline substance and put one piece in my pocket. Someone there with me, a woman, says not to do that… if they catch me stealing that gem I will be put to death. I decide it isn't worth the risk and I drop the crystal back on the ground.

I continue looking. I don't find a book, but I find a large chunk of the crystal. It is the size of a small brick. No one is around me now, and I think maybe I can jack this one… it is sure to be valuable. I hide it in the bottom of a backpack I am wearing, under a lot of clothes and stuff. I'm not sure why I had all that with me, but I did.

I exit the mines with the backpack and tell the people outside I really need a short break. They say I can have 10 minutes… and a drink of water, and a small snack… then back to work. I agree to that and head over to the tent where we take breaks. I hide the backpack out behind the tent in a thick cluster of bushes then I go inside. I take a drink of water and eat a cheese sandwich. I am thinking it is about time to go back to work. I wonder if the backpack will be safe from discovery. I figure it should be, and if it is gone, at least it can't be connected to me!

Tower Heist
I am with a partner and we are breaking into a tall building to steal something from the penthouse. The target of our theft is an old book, I'm not sure what is so important about the book. My partner is a big black guy, he is large as in he is tall, muscular, and a bit on the overweight side. Getting in to the bottom levels of the building isn't a problem. It is publicly accessible. Getting higher up is a bit more of a problem. We end up climbing through the hatch on the roof of the elevator and scaling up a maintenance ladder in the elevator. That isn't too difficult… and we get to the penthouse rather easily. This is going easier than I had expected. We get in the penthouse and look around for a while, my partner finds the book we're looking for.

Then someone comes into the penthouse… we need to get out… but the exit is blocked. We go to the window and out onto an outside deck. It is a long way down… My partner has a rope with him and a roll of tape that looks like electrical tape. He says it will hold any weight, and I have no doubt of it. He tapes the rope to the edge and lowers himself over, climbing slowly down and cursing that he hates heights. I lower myself down after him after slipping the book we were after into the waist band of my jeans. We lower ourselves down quite a way and then run out of rope. My partner tapes the other end of the rope to the building and then somehow releases the upper end with a shake of the rope. It doesn't occur to me that this could happen by accident… Now we are able to lower ourselves the rest of the way at which point my partner retrieves the rope and we are able to make our escape.

Well, last night was quiet a busy night of dreaming. I dreamed about being in a pawn shop with my boss looking at an awesome rifle with 2 scopes. I remember thinking this seemed impossible, and then i put it on layaway. then, i dreamed i was in the prep room at work and there was a deviant younger person there that was taking bodies and putting them on a cart and playing with them like toy cars; very disturbing. For some reason, no one felt they could say anything to him out of fear. I had several other dreams, but as the day has gone by i have forgotten them. Today, i have been trying Lucid Living and hoping it will transfer into my dream world.

Same story as past few days, recall stays pretty poor, but so does my general imsomnia. Anyway, here's another "classic" dream, or more like "WTF?" dream. Short one because I'm feeling lazy.

Wardrobe Malfunction Times Ten
Date: June 10th, 2009
Lucid: No

I was sitting at my computer, as usual and my little sister was watching Disney Channel, as usual as well. Some kind of concert was starting. Miley Cyrus and some other girl were performing. Ryan Seacrest was the host. Ryan got really excited for some reason and started screaming and shouting in excitement. Even my sister was amazed how he shouted.

Then Miley and the other girl comes into the pictures and I'm astounded. She had only some black, too small bikini on and they were somehow wrong - the nipples were showing. I guess it could have been erotic, but I was too confused by the sight to even think anything like that. WTF? How could anything like that happen?

Something happened and the Miley had changed her clothes - this time to a white, beautiful princess dress. Except that the dress had no top, her breasts were completely exposed this time. WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!

Now the real worrying thing here is that I saw a dream that had Miley Cyrus and Ryan Seacrest in it. Disturbing times...

I wasn't able to post my dream journal this morning, because I had to go to the dentist. I was only able to remember one very vague dream anyways. Something about my mother who was working at some house. I was there as well and was afraid that I would scare her, because she probably didn't expect me to be there.

Something more interesting to post is that I woke up at about 4:00 - 5:00 AM and tried to do a WILD. At first I didn't want to, because I was laying there just perfectly. But after a few minutes I thought 'why the hell not' and tried it. I did some stretching and the reverse blinking technique and got really relaxed. Unfortunately, my mouth and eyes were extremely dry. As if I was dehydrated or something. (I did drink a few bottles of water that day, so I figured that it wasn't a big deal and tried to ignore it.

After a few minutes I noticed a big change in appearance. My head was extremely clear as if I was 100% awake. After another few minutes I noticed some visual hallucinations. It looked like there were balls of light flying around my head. My throat was really bugging me right now and I automatically tried to swallow. This stopped the hallucinations, so I turned to my side and tried again.

I rested my hand below my pillow and it started to feel very numb. (As if it wasn't receiving any blood at all.) I ignored it since it was probably part of the SP. The part of my throat that was bugging me started to feel like it was vibrating. It was some kind of tingling feeling right where it was hurting me before. Some other parts of my body were tingling, at one point it even felt like a very small part of me fell off. (It was very real, I even felt it fall down on another piece of skin)

Although I felt all these things, I never transitioned into a full body SP or a Lucid dream. After about an hour I decided to just go back to sleep.

Wednesday 1/4/2012
DR 5am - illegals crossing river; in class with teacher S; game show on TV

Thursday 1/4/2012
Took an evening nap - new HH - 1 tiny heart and 1 happy face

Friday Jan.6/2012 bed 11:55pm

Set up another experiment - put a small piece of paper with one letter and a colored pen on top of my kitchen cabinet to try to see it in OBE.

GM at 5am
woke up from OBE at 6:35am

OBE#6
I’m in my bed trying to OBE/WILD. I suddenly realize, I see my room from the correct vantage point, as I’m laying on my left side. It’s darker than in WL (I have some nightlights IWL). All I see is left side of the bed. Right next to me is my cat. I see her as energy in shape of sleeping, balled-up cat. I immediately start rolling out. It takes me a few tries, I’m amazed, she is like a little speed bump. I’m not worried about hurting her, because I know, IWL she is closer to my feet.

So I roll out and fall to the ground. I start crawling on all four towards the kitchen. IWL, its about 8 feet from my bed. As I’m crawling in total dark, I realize, I could feel my way. As I raise my right arm, I bump into a piece of furniture. I grab the round, smooth, cool leg of a desk/chair. Right behind it is a cabinet. I don’t know how, but next thing I’m looking at the top of the kitchen cabinet. It’s much brighter now and I can see a piece of paper identical to the one I put up there IWL and I clearly see capital letter T. Next to it is a small packet of handy-wipe and text on it is in orange cursive. I take it as a color of a pen I left up there. Other than this, there is a bunch of letters and postcards, addressed to me. I can clearly read my full name written in cursive, not in my handwriting. There is also a book. I really wish I could read that all, but I wake up.

After I wake up, I check , if I got the letter and color right. Nope, the paper I left up there has a big square on it and the pen is green.

I was disappointed, especially, because I don’t own any table or chair, that could account for the leg I grabbed in OBE, and I really wanted to go OOB in physical realm - identical or near identical to waking life. It took me almost 2 days to realize, that I actually do, and It’s exactly where I felt it.

I played back in my mind, how I rolled out and crawled and as I’m following my path, I see a small foot-rest, that has 4 6-inch legs and they look exactly as what it felt in my OBE.

WBTB 7am-817am

Regular Dream:
I’m in Mexico. Some nice resort. We go to the pool. Beautiful clear blue water. I dive in, feels good. Next time we come, the pool is closed. Someone with flu contaminated it. Bunch of people disappointed.

We decide to go to the beach, but we see dark clouds gathering in the distance. Wind is starting and I see something like a tornado. I take pictures. People are trying to take shelter in the yard of the hotel. I’m in the yard, next to the door. Someone is banging it, trying to get in. The white door is locked and padlocked. I open it anyway and in walk two children. More people come in. Also one female officer. We start to joke, saying wow, this is not a dream, unlike other, that were dreams. I agree with her, this is not a dream.

Then a big UFO appears in the sky. We are all looking up. I'm taking lots of pictures. The UFO separates into different shapes, it’s trying to tell us something. Suddenly, a pile of broken-up weapons appear on the ground. I have a feeling, they tell us to “take out the trash”, as in weapons are trash of the mankind and we should get rid of them.

Saturday, 1/7/2012 Bed 10pm
Traveling on train with my friend M. There are 3 different stations, that feel like videogame levels.

Sunday, 1/8/2012 Bed 12:45 am B-complex 50mg at 5pm
Lots of dreams, didn’t write them down

Right, I had a fragment last night, a full dream and a lucid. I could have remembered more on the fragment, but it was a false awakening. And it went undetected until the morning when I was shocked to see my DJ empty. D:

The fragment was me, at nursery with other people my age. Just to let you know, I'm not in nursery any more

The most I could remember of any fragment was this... I was in a shop, and I recalled being in the shop many times before. In reality, I have never been. I remember remembering the Christmas decorations being up all year round, except in December. I looked at some hats, and there were the funkiest hats ever... The hat was a dress, and at the top, instead of a bobble was a small body and a head. At the bottom, attached to the head were feet... The feet were round, and they snapped open. If you put your hair inside, you would have pigtails and a doll sitting on top of your head. This has been copyrighted by me in my dreams. I have dates and blogs on my side if you try to steal the idea. :3 Well anyway, I wanted them, but I thought it was too expensive, and it was too small for me. D:

Anyway, onto the lucid. I was at my dad's house, waiting for my dad to come and pick me up. Everywhere, there was grass, and it even grew on the roads. There were rainbows in the air and everybody was happy. The houses were just hills. My dad came, not in his normal taxi but in a handsome carriage (Google if you like)! I got in, and became lucid. I couldn't get out because he was going so fast, so I decided it was impossible for me to teleport. I decided I wanted to fly, and I saw a hill in front of us. I asked dad how fast we could go, and he shouted back, 'Let's find out!' He made the horses go really fast and everything was almost a blur, and I felt myself flying. I thought I was flying, but then we landed at the top of the hill. This hill was different, behind it there was a cobbled ground and lots of people begging for money. I reached into my bag to find that it was full of chocolate coins, so I threw them to the people and they all started singing. Not too long later, I woke up!

Happy Dreaming