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Slept: 11:35 pm
Woke up: 5:02 am

The thought came to me as I woke up: "The only teacher is experience."

I was in college. I was hanging out with some friends. We were looking for a place to hang out after. It's night. Or maybe 3 am.

I passed by the school's food court/cafeteria, and saw a classmate who was careless and she dropped a whole plate of palabok, a noodly meal. I cringed at the wasted food, and I moved on to find my own food.

I saw some Archie comics there, and I really wanted to borrow and read them. But I don't want to be distracted. I saw one that shows them in the snow, Archie, Betty and Reggie.

I 'finished' reading it, and I was in a different location. Some sort of garage. I felt like we're preparing for a battle, or had a battle.

Dreamed: 27.11.12 Written: 27.11.12

Dream recall is improving!

I see a big building, I don't know what it is exactly, for some reason I seen to believe it's a candy shop.
I'm walking down some stairs, in an open area, though they seem to lead to a closed area, that big building.
It might be a very big tent.
As I'm walking down these stairs, I see a baguette and a piece of bread in my hand, there are a some people further down the stairs.
I quickly eat the piece of bread, I don't want people to think I'm weird, walking around with a baguette and a piece of bread.
I'm inside the candy shop, it looks as if there is a play being rehearsed on a stage inside,
There are children dressed in card costumes, I assume it's an alive in wonderland play.
An old lady said "I hope you didn't come here to illegally sell candies yarself, while the shop is down!"
In a not very serious voice.

That's it, hope dream recall keeps improving.

Back when I was reading about Edgar Casey and how he got answers from his dream state I was practicing what he claimed he did to get to the Akashic records. I was searching spiritually for answers about my life, why I felt different spiritually than most people at that particular time. And where did my knowledge come from of things I was never taught. During my search I had a lucid dream and met my guide in what I felt was heaven.

It started in my home that I created in heaven. I was wondering through my house and loving everything that was in it. The spirit came into my house and told me they were going to give me a tour. We stepped outside and I saw the flowers that were amazing. The colors were brilliant and the shapes were not of this world. There also was a fruit tree in my yard that looked nothing like what we have here on earth. My guide told me to take a bite of the fruit so I did. The taste was great but the energy I gained from the fruit was what I noticed right away. It just seem to give me energy unbelieveable energy.

Next my guide told me we where going to the main part of heaven. I guess that would be the town in heaven, as they pointed at it in the vary far distance. I said it would take forever to get there it was so far away. That's when my spirit said just think about being there and you will be there. My spirit left in that instance and I could see they were there. I'm standing here thinking wow that was fantastic. So I tried it, I was thinking I want to be next to my guide in the distance and my body started floating fast towards my guide, then I was there.
My guide explained that all you have to do is think and it happens.

The next place my guide took me to was what I can describe as a hospital but nothing like the hospitals on earth. It was more Roman like and all open no walls. There were pillars and a roof all in white. There were what looked like rock slabs about 4ft high in the shape of single size beds. But not beds white stone. There were angels attending these spirits that looked like they were sleeping. I asked my guide what this was. My guide told me that when people on earth die a tramatic death or a very painful death their spirits need attending when they come. The angels here take care of the spirits till their spirit rejuvenates once again. It was a beautiful and loving place.

Next my guide took me to the living museum. It also looked like a Roman style building. It also was all white this building did have walls. The statues looked like they were alive. My guide told me it was the material inside the statue that made it look alive. We went in and there was pictures and statues everything that was ever created on earth was here. Every painting moved trees in the painting looked like they swayed in the winds and water in the paintings looked like the flowed. And people in the paintings was like you were looking at the real person instead of a picture. It truely felt and looked like a living museum.

Next we went to a park like area there was a huge stream and beautiful flowers and more fruit trees. I saw some people in the water and it looked like they were having a lot of fun and I asked my guide if I could join them. My guide said to go and experience the water. I walked in with my clothes on.... It was amazing because it was not like getting in water on earth. This was truely another mind boggling experience because I was receiving energy from the water. It was different from the fruit but still energy. I felt totally rejuvenated and I could be underwater also with out having to worry about breathing. When I had enough energy I got out of the water but I was not wet! That part surprised me.

I started hearing music and asked what that was. My guide told me it was the angels singing in the colosseum. I asked if we could go there and my guide took me there. The music coming from the angels and everyone in the colosseum sounded like it filled the universe. It was like nothing I had ever heard before. The beauty in the sounds just generated love inside of me. I didn't want to leave that place I wanted to listen to the sounds forever. But my guide told me we had more places to go.

My guide said the next place was what I was asking to see for a long time. The Akashic records so I was excited to go at that point. It was a huge library full of books as far as the eyes could see. My guide told me to open one of the books. The minute I opened the book the information just flowed into me. I was astonished at that. I always had trouble learning in my life on earth and retaining information was so hard for me. But when I opened the book the information just flowed in and I understood everything that was in the book. I said I now understand how Edgar Casey got his information. I kept opening book after book after book. Then my guide told me I will have all the information I need when I get back in heaven after my time on earth.

Our next place to visit was what I called the gray area. It was below heaven. It was where our spirits go when we didn't feel we deserved to be in heaven for things we did on earth. This is where we punish ourselves for things we've done. My guide said these spirits can leave this place all they have to do is ask and it will be done. This is where many prayers go to help these souls get out of their self-punishment. I was glad to know they would eventually get out. It was a gloomy place and I felt no love there. They couldn't see me or my guide. They were blinded by all the gray.

We next went to the layer above heaven. It was guarded by an Egyption Spirit. I was not allowed to enter yet. My guide said if I wanted to when I finished on earth I could move up to the next level. That I would be trained before arriving here.

Then I woke up. I felt so much love within me for the next year it was unbelieveable. I knew everything at that time that I needed to know and was sure about everything I was doing in life.

This Lucid Dream/Astral Projection happened back in early 2000.

I am meditating in my Meditation Room in BanYanLand in the Biodome on the Green Moon. Xaphor appears in the mirror, and grins at me.

[I]Thou shall create unto me a great shadowy society of Dreamwalkers, O Nomad, Son of Gawn. All across Urth, your connections shall slowly increase in strength. In time, we will usher in the Atlantis. Us, the great Dreamers of the the New Aeon. Our chakras our spinning in time, brother. Now look upon Urth.[/I]

Then, Gawn takes me to The Mountain in the Biodome, and shows me Urth in the future. Great Oneiromancers are a glowing red energy as are their connections. First, a few, connections becoming stronger, later more and more appear. Dream dragons fly to and fro through Urth, awakening more Dreamwalkers. Dream guides appear out of the ground, kissing dreamers on their foreheads.

I feel like crying, laughing, collapsing, but I simply watch in fascination. The Dreamnet becomes stronger as more red lights appear and connect. Then, the Dreamnet vibrates at multiple harmonic frequencies, and I see chord-colors, and sounds of chanting and laughing resonate through Urth, bathing the planet with rainbow love. Urth vibrates and belches. Disharmonic energy vibrates in time with the harmonic, and submits to the gently overwhelming energy of the organic dream-love.

A Hippy Friend

I was with a hippy friend of mine. She used to talk to me sometimes. She was with her boyfriend and I was jealous.

They got in a small pick-up truck. I started to get in also, but for some reason, I could only get on the rear bumper and hang on. I was afraid of falling off as we went down the road.

A tire was in the bed of the truck. The girl (I) gave it a small push and it rolled out of the truck, which was bad for me for some reason, somehow though, it rolled back in the truck.

I ended up in a room with her, and her boyfriend wasn't there. She left the room.

I wanted to take her, so I thought I might be dreaming. I had a hard time finding my hands, but I kept looking. Finally I found my hand and counted. As usual, I started out with what seemed to be five fingers, but then there were several.

Realizing I was dreaming, I took off my underwear. It got caught up around my feet. I spent my time trying to get it off from around my feet. She never came back in before I woke up.

My alarm woke me up.

I went back to bed and thought about the girl. I was lucid right away, and did a hand RC (my favorite). Then my alarm went off again.

My alarm goes off every five minutes. I keep saying I'll change that. I'm going to mark this as two lucids...even though they sucked.

I've had a total of about 4 that ended right when they started. I'm going to break those out of my total so I can know how many times I've successfully become lucid, and how many times I had any kind of a dream to speak of at all. I consider it a success to re-enter a lucid. It just sucks the way it happens sometimes.

No recall.

I knew i was dreaming. i also knew that my dream wasnt real and taht i was in a book. it was an old book too. it was kinda like the simpsons a first with maggei but then i turned into cool kid ryan who picked up cool girl hayley and we got lost in a dream together. then peopole broughtuzis into 7 ellven and i returned fire little bbs hit me and i was okay ij us lauged

i am in this posh hotel with loads of old mates. we are high up above a city which seems to be rome. there is about to be some ceremony which feels like the closing ceremony of the olympics. we have an amazing view of the city as the hotel seems to fly by the lights as evening descends. i even remark to someone that the only time i have seen such amazing views is in dreams yet don't become lucid. i spend ages trying to get a beer as the ceremony starts. as it does we all gather round the window at this fantastic overlooking view. suddenly it becomes really close and we are right in front of the performers who are dancing and singing operas in english for some reason. i am trying to record it on a shitty camera phone.

then it changes to a plane. we struggle to climb a hill in front of us and have to perform an emergeny landing. there is a long mat laid down for the plane but it is soaking wet so we just slide along it at an incredible pace for miles. eventually we are sliding along next to this cliff, and there is a huge corner coming up that it seems we have no chance of turning round which would slam us into the cliff. this all reminds me of the coach crach dreams i've had but still no lucid. we hit the rocks but for some reason nothing really happens and we are all fine. we are all down the front of the plane and i mkae a joke about the lack of panic sex. i then go through the plane to the back and someone else in an empty section says something about having sex with her boyfriend as we were sliding along towards the rocks.

I was in Math class, where we got to make burgers for some reason, I got one and moved to the back to get my homework done before eating it. This took till the end of class and by that time the teacher took my burger for herself. She felt guilty for doing so when I told her it was mine and let me make another while physically holding me there, I told her I had to leave for my next class, and on the way there I seemed to have gotten from the high school into the middle school, which made me realize I was lucid, I did a reality check, and tried to fall through the floor, unfortunately landing me in the void, where I got stuck and woke up.

4:35 pm

I was in a mall. It was night. The lights are mostly yellow. I got a call, to go home or to meet with an aunt to get money and food, in Cavite or Makati. I felt fun.

I was in the forest. Somehow felt like it was Mt. Banahaw. I saw JN going to ride a tricycle. A lot of other people are taking it. I asked where they're going. He mentioned some place. I nodded, went to RR, and told him. I was hoping to join.

The Walking Dead style. Carl (the character in the series) was bit. They're deciding whether to shoot him, or how to save him. I (or someone else) was telling them that they should kill him.

I was in the LRT station, in Cubao I guess. We're waiting for something, so we can go somewhere. Maybe meet up with JN and the rest? I asked the guard if I could use the train shortcut. He was going to decline, but I told him something (which I forgot), and he suggested I just go there, write down my name, email and some sort of number (SSS or phone?). I lined up, and the others lined up behind me. I was concerned because the person in the entrance might wonder. Then I saw GM arrive. I went out of the line and talked to him. The rest followed me.

NOTE:

Did MILD: "I am lucid in my dreams"
Did ADA, mostly

Well, that was an odd dream. I was on the field with some football players havin fun throwin the ball around before a game. One of them was actually someone I knew, Charles. I would have definitely been able to point out that he wasn't an NFL player had I done a reality check.

11/26/12

Oblivion Assassin
I am in a series of underground chambers, armed with a bow and a quiver of many arrows. I am dressed in my Assassin's Creed outfit and I am creeping through the chambers silently. The chambers look like those found commonly in the video game Oblivion. I see someone in the room up ahead. I know the only people that are in here are bandits. They are after the treasure, too. But they can't be allowed to get it. I silently pull back and release a single arrow. The arrow hits its mark and the target collapses, dead. So I creep farther into the caves. I find the single bandit had been standing over a treasure chest. In the chest I find some gold coins, which I collect and put in my inventory (?) for later use. Continuing deeper into the caves I come across a locked door. This does not give me any problem as I pull out my lock picks to pick the lock. I manage to unlock the hard leveled lock with breaking only one lock pick. Not too shabby. On the other side there is a multi-leveled room. I see a bandit off to the right and a bandit on the lower level. Two arrows take care of that little problem. I am spotted by a bandit off to the left, who apparently isn't nearly as stealthy as I am… he calls out that showing my face was the last mistake I'll ever make. But I am faster with my arrows than he is in approaching me with his axe. The arrow takes him right through the neck; he falls to the ground with blood spurting out. There's another treasure chest here with some gems in it, which I collect. I jump right down to the lower level of the chamber. The bottom shouldn't be much farther. There's another locked door. Did the bandits really think this would keep me out? Well, this time it is almost successful… I break quite a few lock picks before I finally get it. There's a long hall on the other side with glowing crystals embedded in the walls. I follow the passage to the end which is a large circular room. There is a stone that looks like one of the sigil stones floating in the middle of the room. I wonder why the bandits haven't taken it yet. Maybe… I pull out a pouch and scatter dust in the room. There are magical beams in the room that seem to be functioning like the lasers of a security system. I use my acrobatics to maneuver through the beams and get to the stone. When I take the stone it glows brighter and becomes blinding. When the light becomes blinding it actually wakes me up.

Defying a Curse
I am in a small town that looks like a fantasy from a RPG. I walk down the street, looking for some sign of why I might be there. I don't see anything. So I keep walking until I get to the edge of town. I see a commotion going on. There is a rather large man there, he shoves a boy rather hard and knocks the kid to the ground. When the boy tries to get up the man pushes him back down with a foot to the chest. What an asshole! The man is telling the boy to stand up and be a man, stop being such a little… he then cuts off his words in mid sentence. He is staring at someone. I get closer and I see he is staring at Rumplestiltskin from the Once Upon a Time series. The boy, I realize, must be Baelfire, Rumplestiltskin's son. The man is making excuses, saying he didn't realize the boy was the son of the dark one. No harm meant, followed by a nervous laugh. The boy gets up and tells his father he is ok, and wants to just go home. Rumplestiltskin says he wouldn’t be much of a father to let someone get away with doing that to his boy. Baelfire says again that he is fine. The man said it was all in good fun. Fun is a big guy beating up on a kid? Rumplestiltskin says he'll show the man some fun. Baelfire tells his father not to do anything, then reminds him that he promised. I wonder if this is the same one I already tried to help stabilize his energy. When I get close I find out it is the same one when he says quietly to me that my little spell for control doesn't work. I tell him I have another one that should work better, but it is one he will have to do… I can show him how. The man takes Rumplestiltskin's little conversation with me as his chance to leave. Rumplestiltskin has other ideas… vines come from the ground and bind his feet in place. He says again that he was only having fun with the boy, and pisses his pants. I snicker at that, but then I focus on using Unforgiven II by Metallica to transfer use of the song spell The Curse by Disturbed to Rumplestiltskin. That is a song I have used in the past to stabilize my own dark energy. "I've held on too long just to let it go now, will my inner strength get me through this somehow? Defying the curse that has taken hold, never surrender, I'll never be overcome." He uses the song and seems to stabilize, though you couldn't tell by the look on his face when he goes over to the man who pushed his son. The guy is crying… I laugh at that. He seems to expect something horrible, but instead the vines let him go. He runs away over near some other guys who make fun of him for bawling like a little baby. He gets mad at them for not helping him. They say they're not that stupid. Rumplestiltskin tells him not to let that happen again. The man is thanking me for saving him. I tell him I didn't do it for him. Does it make you feel like a big man to push kids around? I call him a cowardly asshole… the only reason I stopped it was because what was going to happen to him shouldn't happen in front of a child, and if it had happened then an important promise would have been broken. If there hadn't been a kid watching… it's here that I wake up.

More problems...trying to use WILD more effectively in the morning

last night , i hadn't done lucid dreaming in a while & last night i did because i couldn't sleep the regular way .
i saw black for like 5 mins , then i was in my room , and i turned over & there was a like chandelier of baby spiders . they where moving and they just looked so real and it scared me , so i started screaming and then suddenly , i was awake and running down stairs & i had to sleep on the couch cause i felt like my room was full of spiders . almost no sleep after that ~

Last Nights False Awakenings And Lucid Dream

I wake up in bed and feel vibrations and that strange feeling that I'm about to go into a lucid dream. I think to myself "float up" and with this I feel myself float up and land on the floor at the end of my bed. I can't see, but I can feel something stuck to me, I've never had this before. I feel my face etc. and there's something stuck on me. I pull hard at whatever it is and manage to prise it off and with this I can now see. I decide to get out of my room by flying out of my window. I go over to the window and go to fly out but my hubby now wakes up. He says "what you doing?" I say "I'm dreaming" and he settles and goes back to sleep.
I go back over to the window and feel for glass, just to make sure I'm dreaming. I feel a small boy with me but I can't see him. Well I can't feel any glass because there isn't any and I now know that I'm definitely dreaming, although I was already pretty sure I was. (( I didn't want to jump through my window and plunge to my death if I wasn't dreaming lol)). I lean out of the window and come back in. I decide to double check that my flying is working before I zoom myself out of my window. I fly from my window to my landing and I know I'm now ok to fly. I point my hands forward, do a jump and fly out of my bedroom window!
I'm now flying outside in the sky, it's quite foggy so I can't see much. I now call out loud "Nan F" but nothing, so again I call out "Nan F". I now hear my Nan calling me ((or who I was hoping was her)) she yells "I'm here baby" I call her again as I try to find her and again she calls back. I carry on flying, trying to get to her. Suddenly I stop flying and feel hair in my hands, it's a long plait. I now say "is that you Nan?" She rises up to face me and hugs me tight. I say "I've missed you so much" my Nan now says "you need to go back" we hug again and she says "I love you". I now wake up and feel my pillar uncomfortably behind my neck. I get up out of bed to go to the toilet and I hear a noise, it's a rattling noise, like an old knackered motor. It starts then stops again, then starts and stops again. I look at the space next to the side of my bed and there is some kind of machine there with a long handle, I perceive this as a lawn mower lol. I look at the handle and it's vibrating violently as the motor makes it shake. I now panic and see my hubby in bed so I shout to him "K look!" He wakes up and says "what?" I say "a law mower and its turned on" my hubby says "what the fuck!, did you do that?" I say "no!" sharply and my hubby now turns it off.
I now hear my mobile phone ringing and my hubby says "what the fucks going on?" I think to myself "it must be because there are a lot of spirits around me and there making everything go haywire!" Lol
I look down at the floor at the end of my bed and see a happy naked baby boy sitting in a baby seat, he has a blanket over him and his arms out. I make my way to the toilet because I need a wee. I get onto the landing and my sight is now blurry. I get by the stairs and my bathroom isn't there, it's gone!. I'm now really confused and look at the stairs again and I manage to force my eyes to see properly.
Again I look to where my bathroom should be and it's now there. I go into the bathroom still desperate for a wee and see a blue shower curtain around the toilet. I grab it and try to pull it from around the toilet but it feels like there is a force stopping me from being able to pull it away. I think to myself "maybe I'm dreaming again, I know I'll touch the mirror to see if my finger goes through it, and if it does then ill know that I'm dreaming!" So, I touch the mirror and it feels solid and normal, my fingers don't go through! At this point I'm really confused. I'm now not sure if I'm awake or dreaming. My hubby now shouts something to me and I hear him go downstairs. I now manage to pull the blue shower curtain from around the toilet a bit and I sit on the loo and have a wee. Wee now splashes all up the shower curtain and I can't understand why and think "what the hells going on, I must be dreaming" with this I wake up for real.