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OK, it seems my dreams are getting stranger by the day. It started off simple enough, just a neighborhood stroll. I then walked to the bottom of my old neighborhood and I saw where my friend used to live and the entire front yard was a layer of sheet ice. As I got closer I could see that there was a machine making the ice and spitting it out like a refrigerator's ice machine does. I was in awe..and decided to set it to defrost and the result created a huge torrent of water shooting out to the street. Someone else I know was walking down the street and started laughing and asked what the hell I was doing. I told him I found it like this and started laughing with him. I tried to go lucid after realizing I was dreaming because I heard myself laughing in waking life, but I lost the dream and woke up.

Me and my lil sis chloe were at my grandmas house that only existed in another dream, and that DEA dad from the millers lived there now so we had to be quiet, so we climbed up the ladder and we started playing around and the room slowly started turning into my living room and and Chloe wanted to exercise so I told her to go to the road and back so I climbed down the ladder and waited, then she came back with my friend Darius and me and Chloe were climbing up and halfway through I said "come on Darius" and he said "I can't" then he disappeared and me and Chloe kept repeating the exercising stuff like 2 more times and I was on the balcony were the ladder was sitting on a chair with a blanket over me and my little cousin said "what's a gun nag" and I said idk and she kept asking and it ended.

*sigh* My dream recall was actually better this morning. But I was forced to get out of bed fast, so it kinda went away in a couple of minutes.

And of course, that was eight hours ago.

So we're back to dream fragments...

Let's see, I was driving around. I had to find my car, which I did. I think I talked to my dad about something. I was hungry and I wanted to have some Pringles, but I'm on a diet, so I told myself I couldn't. I also wanted to go to McDonald's, I think. Then I went out cause I had a mission. I got my car and I think I drove to this shop at the beach? It was night. I ran into my cousin and we started hanging out, she was there with some of her friends. So we walked together and talked and then she went into a room. I followed and she was peeing, which should've been awkward, but I didn't even care, I just washed my face while she peed. I guess she didn't care either, since she never said anything.

That was it.

I had a whole adventure that I don't recall in some sort of dungeon and it ended in a strange dark warehouse, and that's when I woke up. I looked at my alarm clock, it was very early so I went back to sleep. Suddenly I find myself standing in the same spot in the same warehouse where my dream ended and I said "Am I dreaming? I'm dreaming!" and without thinking about it (as if by instinct) I turn around and look outside through the high windows, and I just jump up and fly straight through the roof.
I was flying across a landscape that wasn't particularly interesting, and I remembered what I wanted to ask.. I say "What is the next step for me to take in my life?" Suddenly, I shoot forward REALLY fast, like a bullet or something, and I thought "I'm being taken to the answer" But everything starting fading to black while I was still moving forward and I knew I was waking up, so I tried spinning around, but it was too late, I woke up.

I'm at my house on a dark and snowy night. I hear a roar and look outside and to my surprise, there's a lion perched on a low-hanging tree branch in the backyard. It roars some more and I think, how can this be possible? A lion in these parts? It must be a dream. I look down at my hands. Everything is fuzzy and hard to see. I spin to try to stabilize, then start calling her name. "Where are you, ___? Then, people appear before me and at first I think one of them is her, but it's not. They are men and women dressed as characters from the bible but they are cartoons. I ask them, where is ___? "We haven't seen her in years," they reply. I was frustrated. Then, the dream zooms out across an ocean where a cartoon fish sticks its head up from under the water and says, talking to her, "You know, ___, you have to learn to swim before you learn to fly"(or something like that). Then I lose it and wake up.

So... like the millionth summoning fail. Unless you count the bible cartoon characters I summoned, or maybe they just appeared, I don't know.

I'm in an Adam Sandler movie (the horror!) about this screw-up guy who has only been able to get much money from various crime, who suddenly must take care of a number of children. I think I'm one of the children? But I'm aware that I'm smarter/more mature than the other "actual" children. I kind of secretly help take care of them the whole time, since Adam Sandler is doing such a terrible job. Near the end, he learns that being moral in his pursuits and taking care of the kids for real is what he really cares about, etc, but it's too late and his actions have caused most of the kids to be taken away from him. At my house, in my basement, with the help of Fred and George from Harry Potter (who are, in this universe, apparently both technological/programming wiz kids), I am able to get in contact with/get back a couple of the kids, though one of them is a cat (were they always a cat? I don't remember). I go out and get adam sandler just as he is about to leave in a car with some other people, and I tell him that he wouldn't believe me if I told him what was at the house, but he needed to follow me (he did, and was happy when he saw the kids).

In another dream, I'm in a house that sort of resembles the house I stayed in during PHP. I'm a ghost, and there's a lady there that can see me, but she's being a jerk to me, too. I keep trying to communicate with her, but she's not being patient enough with me. So I decide to have a little payback. There are a number of people in the house, and only one other person can see me - she's nice to me, and she's kept me a secret (not even the jerk lady knows she can see me). I fly around rattling doors, moving things, and being a general annoyance in a way that the events get blamed on the jerk lady. At one point I'm sitting (floating on top of?) the counter with a person who can't see me in front of me and the jerk lady to my right. I look smug as, while the jerk lady is trying to discretely glare at me, the person who can't see me talks to the jerk lady about moving their things, occasionally making oblivious gestures that send her hands right through me. At the end of that dream, I eat one of these fruity/custardy cup things that I can for some reason eat, and then I fly to another floor. Then I decide that I want one more, so I go down to grab another one, and get scared for a moment when I realize I've been caugh t- someone is looking at me with the tart in my hand - whether they can see me or not, it's bad news. But then I realize that it's the nice person who can see me, and we smile at each other, and then I fly off to another floor again, popping the tart in my mouth.

In another dream, I don't remember much, but I can fly, and I have my phone with me. I try to chase the deer while flying so I can get video of them, but flying ends up being pretty difficult and confusing when I get going very fast at all. Some of the deer have strange markings, and I get excited about it, until I realize that the reason they look different is because they aren't deer at all - they're dogs. One was a border collie and one was a german shepherd. I decide to abandon trying to take pictures/video while flying, as flying is just too hard/hectic/scary, and trying to take video/pictures during flight is both pointless and exacerbating of the previously mentioned adjectives. I end up finding some elk in a field, which I'm very excited about, since I don't usually see elk (irl, they don't live anywhere near my area). I decide to float slowly closer so I can get some video/pictures of them. I think maybe to sit at the top of a tree, but I can't get a good handle/branch, and it's hard to keep that altitude up for long, so I float down and find some clothing racks to sit on top of. I take a few pictures, but an elk comes up behind me and starts chewing on my pants or something like that. It scares me, and after a bit of fumbling, I fly out of range. Apparently there was a forest guardian type woman off to my right who encouraged the elk to do so, since I was apparently bothering them. I felt a little embarrassed about that, but also a little indignant, since I was only taking pictures, and if I really was doing harm, then she should have just asked me to leave first before scaring me.

There was another dream where there were two bunkbeds in a room, and I had just been assigned that room. I went up there to put my stuff away, and as I was listening to music as I did so. I thought the room was empty. I danced very enthusiastically, then turned around and saw that every bed besides mine had somebody in it, and at least one of them had seen me. One of them was giggling at me. I nervously said something about how I just dance sometimes, but I couldn't really hear myself because of the music. A little later, I tried to stop the music. I took out my headphones, and I messed with my phone that they were plugged into, but nothing could make the loud music stop. It was really stressing me out.

I had several dreams that I dreamt that I was lucid in them.
I did a wbtb at 4:30 and afterwards had a "fake" LD.
I was walking into a coffee shop at was run by college students, one of which was very large. She greeted me with, "Wow, you are very flat!" After that a man in a car pulled up to the shop and shone a flashlight in at us. From there it sort of turned into a movie that I was watching, and I "realized that I was dreaming somehow. I decided to fast forward the movie to the ending, and it took me to a room where the large lady and the man were talking. It was overall a kind of success of the wbtb, since it was a half lucid dream.
Another dream I had was before the wbtb. My whole family except my mom were in Iowa, driving past a series of houses. In the background there was a flooded lake. We drove on a bit farther, driving into the lake. Our car sort of turned into a boat, and there were lots of other boats along side of us. I remember looking at each boat in detail and watching what each of them were doing.
Last night, my dream recall went crazy. I had about 4 pages full of my dreams. I just decided to share like usual, the most prominent of them, otherwise I would be writing forever.

A vague memory of being in a place like a recording studio with some people, recording some kind of lost melody.

I'm in an apartment like my friends old place, the sun is setting mysteriously. I call up to an attic to get a cat down. It comes down with surprisingly little fuss. I pet it and carry it, it doesn't like that as much. I have to put it in a carrier, my mom can't decide which one. The cat is clawing me and pushing up against me, I'd like her to make up her mind.

That's all she wrote.

Well i wrote down some undetailed notes about my dreams 5 minutes after i woke up, so the dreams are not as detailed as they really were, but i remember some extra things i guess so i will try to post it as complete as possible:

First i dreamt about going to a supermarket, near the house of my grandmother, and buying a cup of tea with 20 tea bags in it, and a box of mint tea. I went to the house of my grandmother, which looked like the house of her deceased sister and my older sister and father asked me for a tea. But they didn't ask me the tea of the box since they didn't like that one, so i was ready to offer the other tea from the cup which i thought it was mint tea as well, from better quality, but the cup was empty. Then i looked again and around and i saw the twenty tea bags and all of different colours. I was dissapointed because i bought that cup because of the mint teas and they werent there.

The second dream was about an airplane. The first scene i actually remember was being in a room. It looked like my aunt's room and the room of my grandfather house. I was with two friends, they were Juan and Fran. I think they were mocking me or something like that, because they were ready to go outside and i lacked a few things so i couldnt go out yet. Anyways we were talking about the game GO. As soon as i go outside i go alone and i leave them behind, because i went to other place (basically where they tried to go was that they were going to get caught up by something dangerous, probably an air force, so since i thinked differently from them i didnt want to argue with them so i left to some place where i could do something). I saw my mother and my sisters coming from a forest or somewhere similar. I don't know what they wanted to do but i couldn't go with them. I got up in a plane in the docks, it was really small and there were 2 people in it, and we headed "home". At that time the dream ended but continued to the next dream.

The plane was bigger, actually it was an airport but we were flying already, in Argentinean territory i think. I looked at my flying ticket and it was written "Miami" while we were heading to London, or France. I talked to Claudia that i wouldn't want to go, to cancel my flight (i would not know what to do in Miami, all in the class were going to Europe and i would be travelling alone by mistake to Miami, so i said no i wouldnt go) she said something like 'ok' but she didn't do anything about it since we still were on Argentinean territory or in the airport. I went through the halls and i met with Analia, an english teacher, and i told her i didn't want to go because there was a mistake in my ticket and i wouldn't go to Miami, she said "it is ok, it has to say Miami, everyone in the class has the same ticket" Ohh i thought and i cooled down, i realized it was a general mistake and we were either all going to Miami or all getting the problem solved. Anyways i continued in the hall and i met a friend Augusto. He was gambling in a store, and if he won he would win pigs and chickens, and i told him "Hey! if you win you wouldn't be able to travel those pigs and chickens through the plane" and he was convinced that he could. Anyways i was imagining already what would happen at England if he did, his house with pigs and chickens lol, would have been very funny. I continue through a door and i saw a girl which was known in my school Sesin Clemen, i headed to bathrooms and i saw (again since in an earlier dream i saw him exactly like that) Martin, the brother of Fran going to a toilet. I went out of the bathrooms. I don't know where i headed but i met someone like the captain or something like that, and it was OpheliaBlue with him. She had no hair and a blue head, and a glass in one eye. She was a hacker and she hacked the plane, but i don't know for what purposes but i didn't sense danger.

At the end of the dream i dreamt about something different which i don't remember. I dreamt with Juan, a ball and water, probably doing a video.

I wrote other stuff but i don't remember what happened so i don't post that. So that was all.

To conclude i can say that the situations go from really silly stuff to better scenarios and situations, but still there is a limit in terms of dream characters, situations and scenearios, a limit which i would like to easily pass in the following dreams. Another point is the low vividness of them, it is hard for me to remember these dreams. I will try to have more vividness in dreams by increasing awareness in daily life, and also i will try to have lucid dreams by increasing self awareness in daily life.

First dream

Made some MILD preparations before falling asleep.

I was in school. The place was a deformed mix of my current and previous schools. It was really crowded, and there were many persons I haven't seen for a long while. I was going to a classroom when one of the teachers stopped me. I haven't really listened to him, but he seemed angry for some reason. Then I sat on a bench near the classroom. My friend appeared shortly after, and asked me if I'm leaving school quicker this day. I immediately went to ask my older sister about it, but she didn't had time for me. I went to a cloakroom, and opened my locker.

I realised that this is a dream. I phased my hand through the locker as a RC, then I left the school. Going through doors out of school, I was teleported to a crypt. The way back was blocked by a wall, there was a small candle giving faint light. I could see stairs going upward. On the second floor I saw three different doors - to the left they were dark brown, and had small windows. I couldn't see anything through the glass. Doors in front of me were somehow nondescript, and to the right there were heavy, metal doors. It was really dark, so I said "Brighten up." and everything slowly went brighter. Suddenly it turned dark again, and I could feel someones presence. I saw red eyes appear everywhere. Something hit me in my leg and I started to punch and kick aimlessly, hitting something a few times. Then I woke up.

Second dream

My father got a call that someone wants to buy some resources. We took a car and drove to the city, to a spot whre we were supposed to meet with client, but there was nothing but fields.

D1 - Incubating strange wiggly creatures in a translucent shed. They are hanging up, fatest specimen is rubbery slug/snail or could be ear shaped creature is selected to be most successful and is to be crossed with best robot parts.
[This dream came before robot parts one but I went back to it again]

- Children trying to create the best robot/machine from parts available. All are being made in a matrix of combinations. Most are circular in overall shape.

D2 - Wake up sunburnt from head to toe, red raw apart from white part where I was wearing a cap on my head. I slather the remaining lotion to my daughters shangrin over myself. It is already sweltering with bright sun light. Outside Island is very grassy with some palm trees. we have to make a trip across main island and over to a small island which has been designated as a car park! Oo
We breifly discuss pros and cons of this.

it starts out i'm having dinner with my family in my house. then all of a sudden we are all in the dark. then this man comes behind me and says to kill them. i say no and he says it again and again i say no. he starts yelling at me to kill them all and i scream back no they are my family, that i cant do it. he grabs me and makes me look at him but i cant see his face. its too dark. he just holds me and screams "you will do it! you must!" and then i wake up screaming. this has been going on for about a week now and i don't know why.

I did it!!! I think. Haha.

Here's the dream:

I'm collecting something? Searching through a pile of trash. I'm acting out a part for a kid at a festival. I don't have to - but I want to.

I'm repeating the same puzzle over and over. There's a shower I keep trying to take, but my teammates are there and they make fun of me while I'm naked and it embarrasses me.

Then, I'm on a different level and we have to complete certain challenges. There's a magazine at the beginning of the level that is full of Tenchi Muyo information. It talks about a second Tenchi Muyo movie, which I think is stupid. I flip through the pages quickly, admiring the art. My team loses because I'm distracted.

The next round, I'm determined to redeem myself. I run past a Charr (guild wars 2 race) and hop onto platforms like a jumping puzzle. I reach a point where I enter a room that is hot pink and glowing. My friends from high school are there.

I get lucid. My friends and I talk excitedly about dreaming and how we are all sharing a dream. They tell me the room is a different color for each of them. One of them who I am fighting with in waking life hugs me and it makes me intensely uncomfortable.

I rub my hands to stabilize the dream and add clarity. I remember The Dreamcatcher Society and decide I want to try it out. I'm reluctant because I'm attached to the current dream plotline but I don't know when the next time I'll be able to try this is.

I walk over to the wall where there is a white panel. I slide it to the side and there is a door behind it. I push through.

The room I end up in looks like an old Englishman's study, with and old couch and two armchairs and the whole room is lit by a fireplace which is where the door I just walked through is. My dad and his siblings are all sitting on the seats around the room. I can't tell if we are in a castle or not, but I keep going with it.

I go to the coffee table in the middle of the seats. It's very cluttered with books, magazines, and other objects. There is a small flask which looks like a glass potion bottle. I pick it up and drink it.

It tastes AWFUL. Sour, smells like bad chicken broth, and there are chunks of I don't know what. Luckily, it's only a shot's worth.

My dad is talking the whole time but I can't understand him - it's like Charlie Brown's teacher.

I look over to the wall and walk to it. It's another panel. I push it to the side and walk through the secret door. It's another room, exactly like the one I just walked from, except no one is in it. It's very quiet. I'm supposed to find something about myself that I didn't know before, so I start looking around.

I find a small hallway. Through it I step into a room that has a small old CRT television playing a cartoon that reminds me of coyote and roadrunner from Looney Toons. The story is incoherent and keeps going from one weird thing to the next. I don't think it's what I'm looking for, so I leave this room and go into another.

In this room, there is a Vietnamese woman standing at a desk working a sewing machine with a pile of clothes next to her on the table. The room is lit fluorescently, much different than the warm light of the study before.

When I get close to her, she turns to me and starts speaking to me. It's English, but I still can't understand her. I listen anyway and keep looking at her.

She finishes, I leave the room and decide to run down the hallway. Immediately it feels like there are two demon dogs chasing me. I can hear barking behind me and the hallway around me is getting dark and I'm scared.

I tell myself to wake up and I do.

think it counts?

I walked up to my front door. The "inside" door was open and the "outside" glass door was closed, so I could see inside. I was only like half as tall as I was in real life - apparently I was Frisk from Undertale. In the doorway I see Papyrus- but then I see that Papyrus has Sans's head. And I'm like, huh? Is that papyrus or Sans? And then I notice the strange way his top half and bottom half don't quite go together, and I see the blood seeping from his middle, and I realize that I had put Sans' torso and Papyrus' and vice versa, so now sans was tall and papyrus was short. Even though I did this gruesome thing, I was still basically a post-ending mercy-run Frisk. I had just come home from school and pap and sans were there to great me like proud parents. It was like taking them apart and putting them back together were, just, like, inconsequential but slightly annoying things that mischievous kids did.

Also later I'm me and my parents are home instead of papyrus and sans. Some homeless people come to the window and ask for food/shelter since it's christmas, but Dad says not to let them in.

Something at some point about running away from invading people or barricading from them or something. Something about white and then blue attacks as I'm lying on this flat couch thing in front of the window and people come up to the window. I dunno.

I was playing with some pieces of cat separated into parts like it was ready to eat. It was disturbing a little since I think of cats as pets and not food. But in my dream memory I'd seen cat being served like that before (and I have actually had similar dreams before). Anyway, I decided I wasn't hungry.

Then I was on a vacation with my family. I remember my parents and younger niece being there, but there were others too. We were somewhere in New York. We kayaked along a river to a waterfall. Me and my niece were the first ones to make it to the waterfall as the other ones were still kayaking close behind. We climbed some rocks up the waterfall to the hotel room, which was on top of the waterfall, with one wall opened to the outside. The first thing my niece spotted was a hot tub so we got in it. I thought it would be nice after the long kayaking trip through the cold water. It was a big white hot tub with jets but the water was really cold. Me and my niece were talking about how hot tubs were supposed to be hot, so even though I didn't mind the cold water, I found a hot/cold switch on the side of the tub and switched it to "hot." As the water was warming up I thought about how hot tubs sometimes give me headaches and thought I shouldn't stay in there long after the water gets hot.

I looked out over the river and it was very pretty, winding through some trees. I found a map in the hotel room. It was a big map that was rolled up and pulled down with a cord. I couldn't tell if it was an accurate map of New York because I hadn't really closely examined one before.

The next thing I remember I was with my parents and my dad was driving down a red brick road that was actually a pedestrian walkway. Another driver had made a similar mistake and was driving down some brick steps that were also part of the pedestrian walkway. People were staring as the driver was stuck on the steps. People were trying to direct the drivers to the actual road.

Then in another dream I was vacationing again with my boyfriend somewhere. I was digging a green fuzzy plant out of the ground in the woods but the ground wasn't normal ground. It was softer and was as easy to dig through as an apple but the texture was like rubber. It was a light orange color. Then I was somehow mining out pretty rocks with my hands. I pulled out a pretty, irregularly shaped bright green rock. I pulled out pretty transparent whitish rocks. I pulled out some transparent rocks with square shaped patterns. I showed the rocks to a woman and was talking about how cool and pretty the rocks were. I thought I could just take the rocks for free but the woman said I had to go into the building and pay a fee to take the rocks. Different rocks had different fees. I was disappointed but went into the building because I wanted to get the rocks I could afford. I saw the signs with the different fees for the rocks. The building seemed kind of empty as I walked to different rooms. It was like a museum or educational type of place.