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I went to bed early at 9:00 Pm. I find this is the best time for me to go to sleep if I want a fun filled night of lucid dreaming. I woke at 3:00 Am for WBTB, and took my puppy out for a pee. Read some dream journals at Dreamviews. Did some mantras (written and spoken), and then I went to back to bed at about 3:30 Am. I also used meditation techniques to bring me to the state of being consciously awake with my body asleep.

I was in ‘the void’ for at least an hour (very long time) seeing occasional hypnagogic imagery and voices, which in itself was very interesting and a bit shocking at times. Then I got ‘the vibrations’, so I OBE exited! I quickly moved away from my body and towards the door. I really wasn’t expecting this to happen, and I didn’t have an action plan. I was staying at my father in-law’s house, and once I made it to his hallway, I didn’t know what to do next. This pause and indecisiveness wasn’t good because shortly thereafter I ended up back in ‘the void’. I should have started counting and headed off somewhere. I was a bit disappointed because I think OBE’s are awesome.

I then went on a lucid dream marathon for the next three hours. Usually I wake myself up after each lucid dream and voice record it, but for some reason I decided to keep on truckin’. Unfortunately I lost a lot of the dialogue and details along the way (missing tons of content), and my memory was very fragmented. I don’t usually do this, because I think every lucid dream is special and needs to be remembered and recorded. Here’s what I could recall when I finally woke:

Some of these lucid dreams I entered fully conscious and aware. When transitioning from ‘the void’ to the lucid dream, I would momentarily see a two dimensional image in front of me, and then it would abruptly go to 3 dimensions and envelop me with all my senses. I was trying to pay extra attention to this last night so that I could give a good description of what happens when a dream initiates.

In this first LD I saw my sister’s husband Ken in my bedroom against the wall. He looked young and had black hair instead of blonde. I had entered this dream in a lucid state, but seeing my brother in-law standing in my room with dark hair made it very obvious that I was in fact dreaming. As I mentioned above, this started off as a 2 dimensional image and abruptly went to 3D. I sat up in bed and faced him and said, “Hi ken, thanks for helping me to become lucid!”, and he replied, “I didn’t make you lucid, I was just standing here.” “Well, thanks anyway.” I don’t remember what happened after this.
I entered this dream consciously, and I saw beads on the ground beside my bed, so I leaned over and picked them up. I then jumped out of bed and flew out the window. To my surprise I was flying through an amazing garden with beautiful stone buildings. I forget what happened next.

In this next dream I became lucid (DILD - not sure why), and I jumped over a stone railing into a courtyard using the ‘Superman’ position, but I didn’t fly. Instead I fell about 30 feet and crashed hard into the ground. I don’t remember what happened after this, but I do remember thinking that maybe I wasn’t dreaming.

My neighbour in the waking world is also a lucid dreamer and OBE’r. I was already lucid at this point for some reason. I was walking through these beige stone buildings in what looks like an Asian resort, and I could hear him calling my name from behind, so turned around to face him. This dream was ultra-vivid with perfect clarity. He said, “Hey, wait up!” I was totally shocked when I saw him. He looked and acted exactly the same as in the waking world. “Oh, hi! How are you?”, and replied, “I’m doing good! Let’s go off and explore!” I said, “We’re sharing a lucid dream.”, and he quickly replied, “I know.” I couldn’t help but notice that he was butt naked, so I looked down to see if I had clothes on, and I did (blue jeans and T-shirt), so I said, “Hey, why don’t you have clothes on?” He looked down totally shocked, and said, “I don’t know why?” We then went off exploring, and shortly after he vanished into thin air right in front of me. I continued on, but I can’t remember what happened next.

Two middle aged women walked into my bedroom, so I sat up in bed and started talking to them (entered dream in lucid state). I didn’t recognize them, but they knew who I was. We had some funny conversations. They were both constantly laughing as we were talking about all the funny and crazy things that happen in lucid dreams. My tongue then went numb and I could no longer talk. I was just babbling and my tongue was flapping around uncontrollably. They laughed even harder. I forget what happened next.

I was false awakened by a ringing android phone, so I got out of bed and found it ringing by my daughter’s crib. We no longer have that crib, and I didn’t recognize the phone, so I instantly became lucid (DILD). I could hear my father in-law talking downstairs. I answered the phone and I could hear really deep distorted voices coming from the phone. I then laid back down on the bed and started to play with the phone to see if I could get it to work in a LD. Not much luck of course, but I did manage to get a home screen, and some of the apps would momentarily flash on and off. I forget what happened next.

In this next lucid dream, I don’t remember how I got there, or why I became lucid, but I do remember talking to an elderly lady and we were discussing lucid dreaming. I jokingly mentioned something about lucid sex, but she didn’t find much humor in what I said, and she pretty much ignored my joke. She seemed to know me really well, but I didn’t recognize her. She seemed almost like a mother figure.

In this next dream I became spontaneously lucid while walking outside in a park like setting, so I called for my wife to join me, but she didn’t come. I was a bit disappointed, and I don’t remember what happened next.

In this next dream I met homeless man Paul, from my prior Lucid Dreams about God, and I introduced him to my wife and they hugged. He was wearing the same weathered blue parka. I wasn’t lucid in this dream, but I thought I would mention it, because Paul represented God in my LD’s.

In this dream I was staring at my right hand, point finger. Now this is weird, because it had two extra joints on it, and it was very long and strange looking. I was moving it around and trying to figure what the heck was goin’ on? My wife walked up beside me and I reluctantly showed her my finger. I thought she was going to blame this strange mutation on the fact that I lucid dream all the time (she gives crap often about my LD obsession). The extra finger joints then turned into a little, tiny hand on the end of my point finger and it started to wave at me. Okay, I get it, I’m dreaming! Dream Induced Lucid Dream - DILD! I then remembered my mantra to heal my wife’s sore hip. I asked my wife if we could try healing her sore hip in this lucid dream. She said, “Sure, let’s try.” I kneeled down on the ground and asked for God’s healing light to form in my hands (I read about this LD healing technique in a few books, and I’m determined to make it work too). A whitish ball of light, about the size of a basketball started to form in my hands. When my wife saw the ball of light she started to freak out and jump around while making screeching sounds. I lost all concentration and the ball disappeared, then I started to give her crap, and I woke soon after. Hmmm, this lucid healing thing is certainly proving to be a challenge, but I’m up for it

Annoying Guides

I was laying down on my bed in the dark, listening to my younger brother and my dad talking.I think they were talking about spring break and a opportunity to do something.For some reason I can't recall I ended up lucid.
I decided to call Dawn into the dream and he came.I was able to hug him too but I asked him a odd question. He left so quickly when i did.I shouted for him to come back but he didn't. This sort of annoyed me but what really annoyed me was that creepy stuff started coming after me.

I ran to the room where my older brother sleeps and hoped Dawn would be there. He wasn't so i had to call him again. Dawn than came back and i told him to get rid of all the scary stuff for me. But he just remained with a serious face and started talking about how things weren't going my way. I told him that this wasn't funny than slammed the door shut and decided to call Eye. I grabbed the phone than tried dialing Eye's name. I actually dialed "EjE" though.When he picked up I told him to come. Since i wanted to see him too.

But man was i wrong to do that.He came but he kept opening the door. Teasing me about how the blankets were being pulled from the outside by something. Than somebody hit the door really hard and it slanted. While this was happening Dawn was assisting Eye in annoying me. I walked to the corner of the room, jumped on top of the bed and looked at Eye and Dawn. Than someone opened the closet door in the room and started joking about how the closet was going to suck me up.I was very unhappy with the way they were being. But I noticed that as Eye was talking Dawn was watching a small T.V. of a cartoon that looked like Star Vs The Forces Of Evil.

I told them that I was going to leave them because they were annoying the heck out of me. Than I jumped and pushed my way through the television. They shouted for me not to but I was mad at them. As I was falling down what seemed like the sunset colored sky I decided to become the character. But i reappeared in my room floating up. I got back on the ground than was told not to do it again. But I went back into the t.v. forcefully.When i started falling again I started thinking of where I was really going with this.

I fell into a somewhat dark building apartment room. A tall guy grabbed me from behind aggressively than covered my mouth. I had a feeling he was the mad hatter guy from the Alice In Wonderland Movie.(Not the cartoon version) The guy whispered for me not to move or else something would go wrong with the surgery. Scary music than appeared into the scenery. I looked around and saw the bed's blankets rippling. Something else was moving around the room fast. Not only that, the guy holding me had a buddy around.

I managed to push the guy holding me back and told them that I wasn't going to be afraid of them because I trust God and that dream characters can't hurt me. They laughed but the more i said it the more it worked until they collapsed on the ground. For some weird reason though they were complaining about their head's bleeding and that they needed something to patch it up. I ignored them than went into a different part of the room. There was a tan guy, with wavy black hair and some facial hair sitting behind a desk. He had a clear window where you could see the view. I got the feeling he was a rich guy living in NYC.

He got up surprised and i asked him if he knew why i ended up here. He said that if i wanted i could sleep over at his place with his brother who than came in. His brother had less hair and they both looked like they were 25 or around that age. I said no but they tried to persuade me by saying i could sleep next to them. Something the guy said was "I could be 5 and you could be 4 laying right next to me."I than left the room and saw a blonde hair boy with a Afro, standing next to Manei in what seemed to be the living room.The guys told the blonde hair boy in the room named Tristian to shut up and called him ugly.Even though i don't remember him saying anything.Than they asked me if I wanted breakfast. I thought about how mean that was but got distracted with the food before i could say anything.

I was not sure if I wanted though. Than someone cracked the egg on the fryer for me. The egg was all white,bumpy and soggy. I asked why the egg looked like that. Manei said it was because it was in the fridge for a long time and that if i didn't want it she would eat it. I stared at the foods sizzling on the fryer than woke up.

Kitten

There was a small kitten in a box that was said to be sick because somehow he was morphing into a puppy.

Rings

I was inside what I thought was my house at first.But than a blonde girl wearing a bun and a pink dress approached me. She wanted me to follow her so i followed her. As we were walking down the stairs she told me that it was a African tradition to have a party about.....(something i can't recall)." We were now in a room looked like my parent's bedroom. I looked out the window to see a concrete place with flowers like a garden and a really small decorated house that looked like a dog would fit in there. After looking at it for a bit I asked if Dawn was at the party. The girl said yes than showed me to a place where she was keeping many colorful rings.

I was curious to see which she would give me. She picked a gold ring with a baby blue gem on it than put it on my middle finger for my left hand. I asked if it was too small and she said no. I looked at her and she began complaining about how her dress kept falling off a bit. I looked at my hand and noticed it was now partly a dark blue/black color.I thought what if this was a scam than tried to pull the ring off.Woke up after that.

Hiding

I was inside someone's home watching their kids for them. Even though the mom was cleaning and still in the home.But than the kids started arguing because they all wanted to play the game system. I took the remote and asked who the game belonged to. The mom told me to hand the remote to one of the kids because it belonged to them. I gave it to the kid than walked into the bathroom.I think the scene shifted after that and now i was in a building with little girls and their parents. Apparently I was suppose to follow the little girls if we were to survive.

However, I think I got lost than ended up inside a big house where a guy was chasing me and some others. He eventually peed in my face which made me mad. The guy sort of looked like a old friend of mine so i became lucid at that point but still wanted to get him back. I was outside in what seemed like a rich person's front lawn and saw my dad. I was trying to get through the area but something was weighing me down. I asked my dad to lift me which he did.

A Labrador retriever ran past me and I held onto it so it could move me through the area.It felt a bit like i was sinking and to my surprise there were two kids trying to move through the area too."heres too much buck weed" said one of the boys. The other than asked about a strange noise.Which was the lawn mower. A guy that looked like a construction worker was mowing the lawn. As we were moving we got a bit stuck. I pushed open a broken tile/rock and to my surprise there was yogurt in it.

The boys happily ate it up which confused me. "You did all of this just to find yogurt in the ground!?"I said annoyed.That's when i got up from the ground by levitating than noticed a lady near us now.I told the boys they had butt brains because they wasted my time and were eating expired yogurt. We all laughed about the butt brain thing than i started to fly away.


But i ended up reappearing in my younger brother's bedroom. The t.v. was on and the creator of the fairly odd parents was thinking of making new music for the show. It sounded somewhat like a robotic beat. I said it sounded good but to work on it a bit more.This made me lucid so i ran to the back of my backyard and noticed it looked more like a forest. I jumped than flew. After that a white/black looking anteater mixed with a bear came with another animal. They were running around trying to go up on the trees.

A voice than came out saying the baby animal was starting to learn how to climb trees. I looked around to see other animals like a talking piglet,mice and a jaguar.That's when a action scene happened of talking animals trying to escape in a car. Than i woke up.

I'm trying to fall asleep when hear the ringing in my ears that often accompanies my WILDs. Nothing else happens so a do a nose plug and I can breathe. I can't quite believe so I do another nose plug and I can breathe. I open my eyes and I still can't see anything. I try to get out of bed but I can hardly move. I try to push myself as much as I can. I am able to get off my bed and under the floor. I'm now freely floating in the darkness of a void. I hear some randomness, something about chocolate rainbows and see some garbled text floating around. I pull myself together and start imagining myself flying over the ocean. In a few seconds I see the ocean a couple hundred feet below me. Now, I imagine myself being underwater while I'm up in the air, knowing that if I am, I must have summoned my water cyclone. In a couple of seconds, I'm underwater. I swim downwards. There's are lots of dolphins and sharks swimming around me. A shark grabs me on the arm and it hurts. Luckily, before long, a dolphin grabs the shark and pulls it away from me. I decide to look up and see the dolphins and sharks swimming around in the cyclone. I wake up.

First dream

I was outside my home. I was near a road. Suddenly I took a sawed-off shotgun from my pocket. I was surrounded by cultists from Blood game. I shot them down, and run into my house. It was changed into some kind of house of horror. I took some dynamite, and went on a killing spree, shooting cultist after cultist. In the end, I was alone with Cheogh, a huge, grey gargoyle with powerful energy bursts. I threw some dynamite sticks at it, and shot it down with sawed-off.

Then his body exploded, and I found myself in the land from Gothic game. I was running around with hammer and shotgun, killing beasts in the mountains.

DILD

I was walking down the street in an old city. It was midnight, I was surrounded by darkness. Suddenly I became lucid. I thought that I can't waste my time walking on the ground, but I didn't wanted to fly either. I imagined that I'm walking on gigantic stilts. I was quickly lifted to the sky, and with a few steps found myself in my home. I entered my room, and thought that I want to see if there's any difference in food from waking life. I summoned a plate of fries with ketchup, and ate. It tasted great, even better than in reality. Then I thought that I should check if electronic stuff worked, so I summoned a laptop. It was new, though it had many files of it. Mostly video games. I thought to see if there's an internet in lucid dream, so I turned on some kind of download manager, and started downloading a game. It was downloading really quickly, and I downloaded a game in a few seconds. I thought that I should wake up, and so I did.

It was funny in the dream that I found a ladder on a outside of a rock wall difficult to climb, but then remembered immediately after I got to the top that I could fly. Doh! So silly of me. Though I didn't launch off right away, I wanted to walk around a bit first. It was an outdoor café area of sorts, with tables & chairs, and it was mostly full here with DCs. There were also some large pots around big enough to grow small trees in, though nothing was planted in them yet. I stretched out my right hand towards one of them and pretended to erupt it on fire, and an energy beam came from it and shot up into the sky like a giant laser beam 5 foot in diameter. The beam stayed around for almost half a minute, although I only had to set off the initial burst. After it dissipated, the little jump into the air to fly gave me the familiar feel of satisfaction of doing it. Circling above the crowd in an arc half the size of a football field was enjoyable. I could tell they were all watching me. It would be fun to have some other people fly with me so I asked them, but I put the question to them in German rather than English. I'm only learning German yet, but I asked "Flieg mit mir?" Everyone there raised their hand eagerly wanting to fly, and I knew they understood what I said. I considered telekinetically levitating everyone briefly, but I figured having three people fly with me was better instead. I told them, "I can't take all of you, but I'll just pick three people."

There was a table of three below, one of the ladies had caught my eye, so they were my target. Swooping near, I took the hands of the guy and gal, and told the other woman to grab on. She was trying to grab my right foot. I thought, "that is not going to work." I told her instead, "grab my shoulder, the shoulder." I could feel her hand switch from my right foot to my right shoulder, then I knew we were ready to go. Right away I could feel the mass difference, accelerating 3 people in flight was slower, but I did it. We lifted away from the café area and flew above the treetops. "Where do you guys want to go?", was my question. One woman said, "lets go see the Ouroboros ducks near the sea!" Pausing in thought she added, "they come down from Cuba around this time." She gave me enough information to give me a sense that we were flying somewhere over South America. The Amazon river was near and we followed it, flying above towards the ocean. Although it was thousands of miles, the trip seemed brief enough.

When we got to the ocean I passed too close to the water surface and as our feet dragged the surface it sucked us in. It was icky water that grossed me out enough to wake me up. Well it was fun while it lasted. After waking up I decided that although I could fly with 3 people, I should just limit it to one because it cuts down on my maneuverability too much. Next time it might be fun just to levitate the entire crowd instead via telekenesis and see if I can do that.

It was awesome! But pretty short.

I had no intention of having a lucid dream last night. In fact, I haven't thought about it in quite some time. But last night I woke up to use the bathroom and couldn't get back to sleep even though I was sleepy. I even got out of the bed to check the clock in the kitchen. Afterward I finally fell asleep.

My dream started off kinda crazy. I was in a very tall building falling to my death in a runaway elevator. I threw the brake hoping to stop my descent and the whole thing blew up! Suddenly I'm on the sidewalk looking at the building as the elevator explodes. I turn around to see where I am and notice two buildings that are exactly the same. It's like my dream decided to keep repeating buildings instead of making new ones and I NOTICED.

I started jumping up and down saying "this is a dream!" So I made a minor change to the view in front of me to test it. Then I decided to have sex. Initially there were a few people walking around. Now there were hundreds. I ran threw the crowd looking for someone suitable. Then I woke up.

It was weird and cool.

Lost all the detail of this dream, I just remember a pattern of pushing back and forth with something, not physically, but with our attention. I suspect it was a shared dream and I was fighting someone. I say that because of the back and forth pattern. For some reason dream fights against other dreamers seem to develop the pace of a tennis match, with the ball going from one side of the court to the other until someone scores.

When you attack in a shared dream, you are trying to hook your opponent's attention. What happens is you send something at your opponent, and they either ignore it, deal with it, or succumb to it. If they don't succumb, then they send something at you. It goes back and forth until something until someone finally believes of the the incoming "gambits" is real and it overwhelms them. There's a chance that may be a pattern that just happens with me, but I'm fairly sure it's a strange attractor that will hold true for any two people fighting in a dream. (and by fighting, I don't necessarily mean physical fighing).

That's the second or third dream like that I've had this week. Not sure who it could have been. I've always had an open invitation for anyone to come find my in my dreams. Plus I've also been having what I think might be shared dreams with one of my prodigal dream control students. We both only half remember these dreams, but the pattern of me demonstrating something, then making him do it, then me, then him, over and over, drilling him with repetition, that's an easy one to spot.

It's weird, I haven't had any shared dreams in years, and then I run into Waking Nomad online last week, and now I'm having them almost every night.

Really need to work on improving my recall. Had an awesome sword fighting dream during a nap yesterday, and I forgot all the detail.

tons of wakings via intention. Nothing at first and felt very tired throughout the night, a bit frustrated, but at some point the dreams started flowing in. Didn't try to repeat (mental journaling) recall, but just went right back to sleep each time with a brief mantra. One longer BTS success that led to some nice late NLDs: funny/sexy, vivid/present

Adding more notes but Im short of time so it's just more detail not into coherent prose.

+ fight off a mountain lion in a (hospital?) room with a stool, jab at it several times, keep the stool between me and the lion, maneuver it to the door of room, guy in way, "Clear the door!" guy still in way at front door, push lion out, try to pull door shot, little tiny toy living dog in way, pull door closed.

+ bus, guy gets off on Gr.Pe.Blvd. at Ma. Str (steep), girl bent knee, do "broken egg" o n her knee, see sailboat at top of Mar, buyers speaking of bad investment due to seller's undisclosed $75 million massive swimming pool debt, I show pools, fly over pools, look down, they're impressive but empty, second set, also no water, to left is outdoor roofless army squash courts, they're practicing services in unison. In near court meet scary lesbian, my team insignia ripped clothing with three vertical stripes (like monster energy drink), this insignia is in clothing and on buildings, we must scatter to run away (from something?), girl writes letter, I read it for a while, I'm looking for my name I think she wrote something about me as I'm not quite a core member, don't see my name, I generally have no trouble reading at the bottom it says "I won't eat <???>[forgot] and squirrels, … I won't go to Un. Lake", letter posted in clubhouse on the wall along with bunch of other things, glued to wall, like a large phone booth or a very small shed.

+ outside crowded sidewalk (like West end of Sol. Ave in B) I go on a ladder, view is great, on left sidewalk woman lies, (pee/booze pouring down street) nobody helps, it's because she's drunk, her drunk companion is there, they have a cat, poor cat, it escapes and runs away to the right and I'm happy, workman comes (I think he asks me to get down) so I climb down, tell wife "man the view was great up there!", realize no shoes, see my white sneakers a few meters away at base of ladder, tip-toe back don't want socks get dirty/wet, will someone take my shoes? Pick them up.

BTS

+ lunch in the cafe with colleague sitting across from me, it's Ch. Og. from Bl. We're silent for a long time, it's a small round cafe table, outdoors, the next table to the right is very very close the guy on my side is practically shoulder to shoulder with me, to make conversation I ask CO "What've you been working on lately?" Young guy (stranger) at next table (very close) answers me mistakenly, starts talking about some business thing he does, I look over at him, see his face, dark hair, he gets embarrassed when he realized I wasn't talking to him, I say "That's OK, I'm closer to you than to my friend across from me, it makes sense." Then I take a small bunch of his french fries from his plate and eat them "because we're friends now!" with a wry smile on my face the whole time, I think I should give him some of my food, look at my plate all I see is more french fries; return to work, think that it wasn't all that far to the restaurant, tell a colleague (Ol. Sem. from Lx) that the restaurant isn't farther from our other place of work where (he still is)?, he disagrees, I think more it's just a couple of blocks in either case.

Spoiler for erotic themes, explicit :

+ (stripper class?) In huge bed under sheets with colleagues, we're spread out lying on our backs looking up a few feet away from each other, teacher does stuff?, hot petite girl, a (work?) acquaintance [false] comes on to me and lies on my right. I take off underwear getting naked under sheets for the class, girl snuggles up next to me she's really coming on to me, her hand reaches under sheets and runs it from my stomach down towards (ahem), I say "careful, there, you're likely to get a surprise!" because she doesn't know I took off my underwear, I sit up on edge of bed to put it back on so as not to be gross, but she says from behind me "No, I want a Real Man!" I pause a second and then get back in, say "OK!" turn to her, we embrace and kiss, I do an awesome kiss move: holding her lower lip firmly between my lips, I lean my head 90 degrees slowly to the left, so that our lips twist and drag on each other, it's fantastic. I say "Did that feel good?" She says "Mmm Hmm!" I say "I'm a good kisser…..you're a good kisser, too!" I look up and see people are staring at us [the situation is like two people in yoga class having sex all of a sudden], I keep looking and more and more people are staring, I say "everyone is looking!" . I run my hand down her tight, flat tummy and run a finger around her belly button. It's a bit crusty/hard around the edges.

walking through rooms, I think the 4:30 stripper class may be in session, the teacher may not want me based on what happened last time

+ a 3D billboard: the message speeds through space up to the board (whoa that's cool [and dreamlike?]), it's for an alcoholic drink, guy with heavy Eastern European accent says "Coff-ee braaaayyyyk", the ad promotes adding whiskey to coffee?, discussion of cocktail better than this with some ingredients listed (forgot), open door, see wife in next room through crack in door, enter room, desert table with ice cream, cherry pie, something else, is it free?, I'm looking for evidence of payment on the counter in front of her, I want the cherry pie, but woman offers me ice cream and hands it to me, I take it, there's a scoop of raspberry-red colored ice cream in a dish.

Daytime/Afternoon and night. I and some others are literally jumping from island to island in some kind of world/planet. The place has lighter gravity than earth, and we (three of us) were always being blown away when the winds are strong. We were in the forests and other places. We were avoiding meeting other residents of the planet. I think they're aggressive.

Morning. I was in a dorm of some kind. There were a lot of beds in one room that is shared. My name was there. I thought that it was a place rented by our company for us, but I didn't get to use the place since I have my own place. I thought it's a good backup plan though. I checked the bathroom, I think.

Night. I was outside a hotel. I was ordering food. For some reason, they gave me a slip, maybe to pay it later. I was planning to pay it on the spot, but oh well.

I went inside the bathroom. It was very small.

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- Slept at around 2 p.m.
- Woke up at around 4:17 p.m.
- Very tired.
- No alarm
- I'm thinking of the rent-to-own units sometime during the day

A few days ago I had a lucid about me finding the lost parts of myself and piecing them back together to save my family. To create this kind of superman to defeat all evils. It bothered me a little that I thought of myself as able to do that. Ahh well.

3.29.15

Last night bed 9pmish - 3:30am

Woke up at 11pm with this:

I'm standing on my mom's kitchen balcony. Somebody is showing me a person standing on a flood barrier that's to the right, about 60 meters from the house. It's a man holding some small device that I can't see but I think it looks like a walkie-talkie. Someone tells me "do you see the antenna?" And yes, I do see a 7 inch black plastic antena sticking out of the device.

I understand, that they are controlling us with that. As I look to the left on the barrier, I suddenly see lots of people sitting there on benches, all with devices. I can tell it's something sinister and I don't like it. I grab my air rifle and head out to the barrier. Small kid walks up to me trying to stop me and I push him away. His dad comes rushing and he tries to hit me, but other "normal" people there stop him. I put my fists up and invite him to figth me. He is a huge guy, and I wanna kick his ass so bad.

Now we are having a dinner party and there is a cloth hanging on the wall and on the balcony. I suggested earlier to put up aluminum foil to shield us from the controlling waves, but I was told that would not work.

Art Obsession

Spent most of the day yesterday doing digital art, and spent most of the night dreaming about doing the same. Been having lots of dreams like this over the past couple of months, and I think it's really helped improve my art. I don't wake up with any "Ah-ha!" moments, but I must be gaining experience, because my work has improved dramatically.

I think it was about 9am when I had this, it was pretty short but still pretty awesome!

I am walking around town aimlessly, looking around at the bright shop displays and colourful fronts. It's quite busy, which is perhaps surprising given the weather - grey and wet, as is custom in the UK. As I am absent-mindedly walking about, I notice that a man has been following me for quite a while. Realising this, I shake him off by taking winding streets and getting away from the city centre. I end up walking up some stone stairs, which lead to a beautiful building whose architecture reminds me of a cathedral. Looking around, I see that I am surrounded by these. By now, the sun is out and warming my skin pleasantly. I take my IPod out and reach for my headphones in my bag. Seeing them, a thought occurs to me; I shouldn't have my headphones seeing as earlier that morning, my best friend had let me know that she had taken them (this was real). This prompts me to lucidity, and I check my hands over to confirm my suspicion. Sure enough, although my left hand is normal, my right hand has an extra finger. I am now completely certain of the fact that I am in a dream, and begin to take in my surroundings properly. I run my hands over the stone buildings, appreciating the texture. Satisfied, I concentrate on my LD goal.

(In a particularly striking dream which I had over 3 years ago, I lived in a beautiful villa in the South of Spain. My aim is not only to revisit this villa, but to establish it as my LD HQ.)

Closing my eyes, I concentrate on this house as hard as I can, hoping to teleport there. This approach fails however, and so I set out to find a door. I am hoping that if I truly believe that beyond it lies the house, I can use this to get to it. Before I can find a door however, I am woken up.

It might be small, but still, success!

I am going through a doorway following two ladies and the second one tells me that the other girl in our group is out in the waiting room. I ask, "Tina?" and the girl's face starts to disappear. I immediately realize what's going on and say,

"Hey, we're dreaming" and I remember my LD goal and think I need to see Jackson Galaxy and then I see triangles and shapes and things start disappearing and then I wake up.

I'm excited I remembered one of my goals but I wish I'd remembered to try to stabilize the dream...hopefully next time.

I am driving a car and the boss's wife is in the car next to me with the boss driving and his wife is standing up in their convertible and I'm supposed to do that but I think it's stupid and dangerous (while the car is driving down the highway) and I won't do it.