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In my dreams last night, I was outside and I was asking God to put cannabis in my body. I saw two girls/women and talked with them, got afraid and started walking, I jumped onto a deck and thought of jumping off of the railing into the water because I knew I was dreaming, I was lucid. The cops caught me for some reason, maybe I was trespassing. There was a boat and they took me inside into the boat and i walked down the stairs and people were sitting in chairs eating. I went up and got food and ate strawberries and a moist square cake-like food. Later I got up to go up the stairs and the cops found me again and put me on my stomach on the ground and handcuffed me. One of the cops picked me up and carried me, and then thugs attacked the cops and the cop let go of me and I ran away and since I knew I was dreaming I had power, so I released my hands from the handcuffs without a key and it didn't hurt, I got my hands free. I saw a forest under a big dome, and there was an opening in the air, so I started from the ground and took off, starting to fly through the air and out of the dome. It was a beautiful forest and I was up high and then I fell and landed on the ground. There was snow on the ground and I tried to get up and that is when I woke up from the lucid dream. When I realized I was dreaming on the deck, I closed and opened my eyes to lengthen the dream and stop myself from waking up, successfully. Earlier in dream, before I was lucid, I was in a store with my mom and my sister Jenny and was looking for cannabis. A group of people were playing a game and I said whoever looses gets cannabis and I saw a picture of the cannabis leaf, green color of course. Later I tried on clothes in a house with my mom but it's not a house that my mom ever had. I was trying on fancy cool bathing-suits and my mom said you can wear them when we go to the beach. Somehow I got outside and alone where I saw the two women that scared me. When the cop was handcuffing me, I asked him, since I knew I was dreaming, what he symbolizes, what his presence means to me, I told him this is a dream you aren't real. When I was flying at the end of the dream, my authentic self was escaping the cop (the tough part of me, the warrior), and from the thugs (the sinner in me), me flying was my angelic side breaking through.
In my second dream from last night, I was in a hot tub with a bunch of people including my friend from Pittsburgh Aaron Pollards. I got out of the hot tub and Aaron showed me where my stuff was and I said I would join the orchestra and that I better not be a second. Then I was in a hallway with a binder that had a fitness magazine in it and two girls started attacking me taunting me and ripping up my magazine, so I side-kicked both of the girls and got away. Before that I told Aaron that I was travelling to many states, because in the dream I was deluded that I was travelling to different states. Later or earlier in the dream (I don't remember which), I saw a sign outside that said whoever signed up would be given free clothes. I climbed up and wrote my name on the sign. I was standing on a chair trying to reach the sign, but I couldn't get my name written down. Back in the hallway, we were in a high school when the girls were ripping up my magazine, and in the hot tub Aaron told me that I spent 5 dollars on something.
In my third dream from last night, God said to me in this dream, "Find the ones you know are good." I dreamt about bad guys and chose to talk to the Baldridge twins (Polly's sons, she is the music director of my church) because I knew they were good and they were in my dream, I think everyone was at a school. Being in school is a dream sign for me; I often dream that I'm going to school. Later, I met a fat girl with dark black hair and she was my best friend. I had been squeezing grapefruit earlier in the dream, and I told my dream friend that we had to go to Weiss to get grapefruit to squeeze. She suggested getting tomatoes or oranges. She shat on the staircase and later at a different staircase we were running down the stairs and saw shit on 3 of the stairs and were careful not to step in it. Later in the dream she jumped into a swimming pool. We were close to Weiss, a grocery store, and there was a hill with tall grass and tall wheat plants, and I told the girl to jump and I and she were jumping up the hill bouncing. I don't remember other things that happened in the dream but in the dream it had been as if I had known her forever. I woke up after we were going up the hill we never got to the grocery store.

After the Fighting , there were dreams where I was in this place again, now I played around
sometimes I was bending fire , sometimes I was flying.
There was a dream where I was able to see the milky way by tricking with the night sky.
But then the dream ended quickly.
One time I killed a dream with bending water, it was so beautiful and full of detail.
Then there came the summonings.
Mostly I just stretched out my hand and said "summoning" and then a smoke came and something appeared in it.
It was night time , before the usual place , the entrance of the supermarket.
There was me and some friendly people, we were laughing around and were chatting about random things.
Then I said " guys , I can summon , I'll show you now."
I did it, I thinked of one of my friend from class. And there he was , he appeared out of the smoke, we were laughing, the people were amazed.
My friends tried to summon , but miserably failed. If I remember right one of my friends summoned a sword.
Then I said I'll summon again , this is awesome. and So I did . I stretched my hands , said summoning, but I didnt thinked of anyone, only in the middle of the procces I thinked of who I wanted to summon.
But its too late now.
From and underground magical-gate thingy which was electric , a scary shit crawled out.
It looked veeeeeery weird and it was rotting , white eyes ,and its limbs were messed up.
SO messed up that this creature was unable to move.(actually no)
Me and my friends were laughing and so we continued the party , or we tried.
But then the creature uttered a scary sound , we were like "look ,it still lives".
Then it suddenly jumped around and killed one of us.
we panicked and then it was just dashing around like lightning.
It killed me .I woke up.

The dream starts of with me looking at an old photograph of the white house and its perimeter. I'm inside the white house and I'm on a tour of it. The tour guide said it was estimated to be worth at 126m, but I didn't agree, I thought it was over 2 billion.
Guess what, next to me is D. After the tour we have a break while the guide is getting our lunch. The photographer that is with us is a freind of D, a 40+ big women. This lady said that she loved photographing D because she came out gorgeous and that she's being doing it for like 4 years. She then offered me to see the album.

Some very "interesting" photos of D were there, on one photo it was her with a guy, and another gentlemen was on the background. The lady said:
- That's D with her boyfriend while her husband is on the background
D replied:
- Well... i wasn't happy with my husband of the time, and that relationship with my boyfriend didn't work either.
She stared at me with so much determination in her eyes and said:
- Don't worry, I'll get you out of there, trust me.

I heard this and part of me wanted to cry, so many feels, such a heart warming moment.
The lunch arrived and we ate, it was a very elegant plate with snails to eat...

We returned to a little camp fire outside, I sat down and she laid on my knees. Continuing the conversation;
i said:
- But d, times have changed, you have changed.
- You are living in the past, this is the old you, who knows what you think now about this... tell me whats the current date.
It's march 2010 - she smiled.
A tear fell off my right eye,
- D... it's march 2015
You could see her startled face, like if she had no idea and someone told her she had cancer.
she said,
I'm so sorry
I hugged her so hard, I knew she was saying the truth. I put so much emotion on that hug that I woke up

1. Steven Universe dream, it ran like a typical episode, but all I remember is Garnet saying some motivating line.

Inspiration: I’m up to episode 23 now!



2. There’s a ~deadly~ cave cricket (jump spider) in the (not WL) kitchen, and it will.not.die. I smash it with a broom a number of times but it keeps coming back. I finally smoosh the broom over it and think I get it, but then Smoke (passed away IWL) comes over to check it out. I panic and kick my foot towards him.

I wake up, kicking something at the foot of my bed. Once I realize what happened, I try to figure out what I kicked, because I definitely felt something solid. I worry that I kicked Jazzy but I think the door is still pulled two from last night. Then it creaks open and answers my question for me.

Inspiration: There was one in the house last week, and me and my dad fear them sooo much that I was worried I’d have a bad dream about it. Welp.

3. Melly, me and Rane are getting our hair dyed. It’s in our hair and we’re just waiting for it to settle into how dark we want the colors to be.

Mom is with me and points out Melly’s, she says it’s too much, so I need to be careful. I look at my hair and see the purple and pink dye on each side of my head. I can’t remember if it was my hair or someone else’s but the right side was way too much pink, but I thought that maybe different hairstyles would fix it.

Inspiration: Thinking about dying my hair yesterday.

4. I’m in a class. The teacher starts handing out papers. I look at the heading on the top of mine and it has ‘Christian’ in the title. I think to protest that I’m not even Christian, but for some reason give up on the idea.

We’re supposed to fill in information on this guy. The teacher comes over and leans over me, and starts to explain how I need to fill out certain answers. As she does, I worry that the other students can’t hear her, so how will they know what to do?

She says that his website has changed to the .com extension. I look at what it was before – something like .co.mt. She points to where he went to school and tells me what to put. I look at what’s written (in pencil) but can’t remember what it says.

She’s back to where she started and talking about how she changed a few things about ‘the song’, because it was a ballad, and she didn’t understand why he had to include a curse word. I think that it isn’t right.

She goes around watching over the students, and suddenly starts singing. The class joins in, me especially loudly, though I don’t remember the lyrics now.

Then I’m working on the second worksheet, it’s something about health. We’re supposed to answer what foods have certain things in them, like GMOs. I’m stumped.

A girl comes into the class late and sits across from me. I wonder if she’ll get into trouble but the teacher doesn’t seem to care.



The girl had short (almost chin-length) light brown hair that had a bit of a static electricity problem. She says that she was fixing it up. I feel like I should complement her even though it’s pretty plain looking and strands are sticking out. As she starts working on the papers, I wonder how she’ll know what to do.

Inspiration: the ‘mt’ part of the extension comes from a reviewer of a manga I linked to somewhere. The censoring is from me thinking about this song I was listening to while exercising yesterday. The girl is definitely inspired by Androssi in the Tower of God webtoon. The school part might have come from me thinking about college. ‘Christian’ may have come from me thinking about the radio station dad listens to.

Non-lucid
I'm in an unfamiliar house in the woods. I'm in the bedroom, and it has a large bed. It could fit a few people in it. "Good," I think, "this is good since we're camping." I hear a few other people having fun outside.
I turn to the bed, where Julie is curled up and trying to sleep. I get all of my stuffed animals, six in total, and move toward the bed, when Julie says "You can only bring two!" I pouted but chose two of my favorites, a pink cat and a yellow dog. Then I crawl into bed next to her and fall asleep.
Then, I wake up.

First Dream

Can't remember.

Big Daddy O!

I was inside my house and my dad was telling me that something happened to my mom. I was worried but than something happened and I ended up outside at a city walking alone in the crowd of people. Something triggered my lucidity,maybe it was the scene shift,and i remembered that i wanted to go to the dream meeting spot and find Jade. But I wasn't really sure how i was going to do it. I started walking for a bit than spotted a fat,dark brown skin man who was wearing a sweater. I asked him if he could take me to the meeting spot that me and Jade were suppose to meet in. He nodded and i jumped on his back and said I would call him Big Daddy O.(As a cute nickname) He started to walk with me on his back and I began calling for Jade really loud.

My voice felt a bit faded after the third yell so I stopped yelling and than Big Daddy O opened a mall door. When we went in i saw that it was looking like a beach but than the sand faded and sea snails came out and landed on the floor. I looked around and saw that this place was now a fancy restaurant."Okay..."I thought."I'll just go with it.So where Jade?" I asked. i got off the guy than he showed me to two people that looked like Jade clones. They both looked like real life people but one of them had curly hair and the other had straight hair."Which one is the real Jade?" I asked confused.

The guy with me left after that though so i decided to talk to the one with the curly hair. "Hi Jade!" I said than jumped on his shoulders doing a hand stand being all crazy.(I watch too much anime - w -") After I got off he looked a bit insecure."Its me DawnEye11!" I said happily. "No your not..." he said than walked awkwardly to a table."Uh...Yeah! It is me!" I said than ran up to him. He looked away from me like he was scared. So I turned to see if I could see a mirror of what i looked like. lol And It was not pretty. The reflection showed that i had this Afro like puffy hair going on and my face looked like a distorted mess.I was like..."Omgosh! No wonder he's afraid of me and saying i'm not who I'am!". I than looked back at him and he was staring at his plate of food with a "this is awkward..."face. I turned to see a couple sitting down next to us and than just got up and jumped away from the scene. After that I woke up.



Completely Bald Marcus?

I was inside my house with my family and we were picking out a new dog for the family. All of the dogs were small and seemed harmless. But there was a black/brown chihuahua that was growling. The problem wasn't only the chihuahua though. My dad said that there was a bad presence that was leaking negative energy to me. He than told me to pray to God to get the negative energy out my body with holy spirit. So I prayed about it and felt a sudden change to my self. My dad said i was better now and I forgot what i did after that.

The next thing I remember is that I was at a school Lucid. I felt a presence after me and started running. I knew I was suppose to be looking for Jade but i couldn't do it with whoever was behind me. I ran up some stairs than ended up in a huge building with swings,slides and other kid stuff that is usually at the children's side of a park. I jumped over what looked like a blue/yellow see saw than ran as fast as i could. When I stopped a dc came up to me. I assumed he could be the completely bald version of Marcus.(There wasn't much facial hair on him and his head all around was clear of hair) I went with him to a part of the building where it looked like something yellow and slimy was attached to the side of a machine. There was also boiling liquid underneath our feet.

The guy who looked like a completely bald version of Marcus walked up to the slimy yellow thing and put his head under it. He than sneezed really loudly and than came back to us. When he came to us I told him that we should leave quickly. He said he was sick than started to vomit green stuff out of his mouth all over the place. It was like a hose with a high pressure gushing out water all around. When he stopped we walked quickly away from the place and i got the feeling that maybe those yellow slimy things were noodles and what he needed was nice hot soup.

A guy who i think was the completely bald Marcus's boss came and said that he didn't need to work there anymore than left I think. After that I took a good look at the boy with me ,he looked like a small real life version of Jade's avatar. He called me mommy and I was going to say no,I'm not your mommy. But I didn't want to make the dc sad. After that the scene shifted.

I was now in my house, inside a bedroom trying to do a WILD. But I felt like I was doing a OBE instead. I waited for a bit than felt myself go out. But after thinking it over for a bit i decided to go back in my body. I could hear my dad in the other room talking too. After that the scene changed and i was now in the room with a really fat lady and another guy. The guy held my feet up and the lady tried to measure her feet size with mine.

This made me lucid so I pulled my feet away from her. She complained about her sandal not fitting and leaving marks on her feet after that. I got up and was leaving until my dad exited the room and walked into the closet mad. "If I get rid of one kid I could throw out the computer and verizon internet and still save money". I heard him say. I freaked out that he was going to turn into some psycho dc and ran down the stairs. I saw the backyard door was open so i decided to just run out the house to a far far away place.(It was night time)

"I knew you were going to run out as soon as i said that!" said the voice. It didn't sound like my dad though. It sounded like Eye. But i still ran around the house and did my best to jump over the fence."I'm going to find you!" I heard him say. I got over the fence and just started running really fast into the darkness. I saw images of a door closing,a factory closing, and a dark field.My mind was sending images of my desire to be locked away in a safe place.Than i woke up.

Privacy Invasion

I was inside a house with a group of people. There was a murder that happened and i was being blamed for it. But than suddenly a woman made herself known saying she was going to lick our private areas with her army. She looked like a alien mixed with a human.
I and some other people were scared and tried to get away. A dagger randomly appeared in my hand and it reminded me of a familiar dagger i had seen before.

I tried to kill her with it but it did not work so i ran with the other group of people. The place was now a huge school hallway. We were running but than one of the alien grabbed me and began to lick my private area. I shouted for the ones who were on my side to help me. But they just stared as if they were paralyzed by fear. I managed to break away though and asked why they didn't help me. One of them apologized but this just made me want to ditch them.

All of a sudden as i was running through a hall I saw Big Daddy O. "Big Daddy O!Its you!" I said excitedly."Here!" he said than threw me a pack of crayons tied together with a rubber band. I said thanks than threw it at the alien and ran in a different direction, down the stairs and into another place. I started walking than thought about how weird this place felt. It felt like a place where your energy is brought down. I decided to go down some stairs that were there but I stopped when I saw a boy call another boy and ask him to have sex with him.

This was disturbing so I walked away fast and heard another boy say "I'm going choose you.Come on!"A boy he thought was talking to him expressed how happy he was but than got shut down because the boy was actually talking to another boy. I saw two twins that looked like they were going to go on a jungle tour or something too.But someone mentioned that they were hikers.I assumed they were gay and looking for boys to have it with them too.Lost full lucidity after that and than ran into a white boy who said he was looking for me. I hugged him and said "I should have trusted you!"Than I looked to his chest and saw a gold necklace with a small rectangle shape on it with words. I somewhat knew it was a dream and wanted to see the words written. I stared but couldn't tell what it said so i just lay my head on the boy who i hoped wouldn't ask me for sex.Than woke up.

#426 - DILD - 8:08AM

WBTB coffee induced several vivid dreams most of which I forgot. I had very little wakefulness and ended the morning with a DILD.

I am at my son's birthday party, but as I enter the room, I see I am at my ex-in-law's house. Ex-wife's brother nods and says, "What's up." I reply politely then step outside. I can't be here. I am pissed of that we are doing this here, but rather than make a scene I decide to leave. I decide to make up for my absence by getting my son an extra gift.

I drive someplace in bad winter wx— which is dumb because his birthday is in the summer. I walk into a store feeling sleet hit my face. I walk around looking at various things. I see a guy that I work with IWL that I really try to avoid at all costs. I skirt around to avoid him and make my way to the front door. One of his twin sons tackle the back of my legs, making me fall. I'm pissed and want to teach the kid a lesson so I pinch his arm. He's cries and runs off to his dad and I make a bee-line to the door. I half expect a confrontation and I keep thinking what I will say. "You wanna throw down? Knuckle up bitch!" I'd never say that IWL.

No one comes after me and when I step outside, I remember that I am sleeping in bed and become lucid. I immediately think that I should really start having clear goals lined up because I have no idea what to do now. I see my car parked in front of me with small amounts of ice and sleet accumulated on it. The Dodge Journey looks more like a Charger now, but I ignore this as dream inconsistencies. I recall the mirror TOTM and try to make one of the windows a mirror. I say some nonsense incantation and wave my arms, but nothing happens. I see some sort of white sheet in the back seat and think it would be fun to use that as a focal point as I phase through the glass feet first. I jump in smoothly, but when I look up from the sheets, I feel vertigo and the dream blacks out. I stabilize by feeling the sides of the fronts seats with both hands. It's a sensation like wet hands on leather. There's a low squeaking sound to accommodate. I almost catch a vision of the seats, but it quickly morphs into my laptop keyboard. I go with the flow and start typing. I look up at the screen and see "www.microsoft.com.comcomcomcom" in the browser's nav bar. I hit enter and a cheesy fireplace screensaver pops up. Then the flame engulfs the entire screen and I laugh at the irony, "Hahahaha! That's really funny." I have a tendency to really dislike Microsoft products though I am usually forced to use them. This totally goes with the theme of this dream. The dream quickly fades and I wake up.

Blimp NLD - Time?

I am riding in the car with my mother down a highway that cuts thought a dense forested area. A large whale shaped blimp lands in the road ahead of us. I take a snapchat and fire shoots out the back of it and it flies away. I want to redo the snapchat because I didn't get a good shot. We pass under and I take a video out the back window. I am laughing at the crazy blimp, but my laughter turns to cries of dismay as the blimp explodes. I am sad at the lives lost. I am amazed that I got that on video, but my snapchat only plays back a selfie video of my reaction and not of the blimp.

Morning of March 22, 2015. Sunday.



This dream has seeming semiconscious self-directed events (the usual unexplained “magical” abilities) even though I have no level of lucidity, though that is somewhat typical of certain dream types.

I find myself in Tunisia for some reason (likely because it was in the news recently). I am sitting on a bench in a public area (which faces the street) that reminds me vaguely of a street in Arcadia where I used to sit on a bench with my mother. In particular, it was where I first looked through the first volume of the adult-oriented “Man, Myth & Magic” encyclopedia which my mother had ordered for me when I was only ten. I remember a page with a macabre photograph of an unwrapped mummy, which may have significance in why this location is featured at the beginning of my dream (due to the main part involving a cemetery as well as corpses). To my left are two other benches, each about a bench length apart. One man on the farthest bench is arguing with another man. Both seem Middle Eastern and seemingly military or paramilitary. The man who is complaining about the other has a weapon. The man being yelled at is standing closer to the business building. On the next bench over from me is another unknown male who may be in a different military organization. He is pointing a machine gun at the man who is yelling (who is not aware of him). Soon, he actually shoots him, though this act does not really seem previously planned or warranted by his supposed small troop.

Even though I do not feel threatened, I decide to leave the area immediately. Another unknown younger male, possibly military, joins me. We end up going to a Middle Eastern family’s home to get ready to go to America to escape any repercussions caused by the man being shot. It seems I may be in danger by association, that is, because I was in the same area as the shooting at the time as well as having lived in America. (This idea probably comes from a vague association with “Tower Block” from 2012, seen just hours before, though did not involve foreign concerns.) This is explained to me by a Middle Eastern female who lives at the house. There is also a younger boy. Oddly, I decide I will leave (with the other unknown man) through an area in the backyard that is all fenced in and filled with chicken hutches and other small buildings and various equipment - in order to leave the area as quickly as possible. This does not seem possible at first and the other man wants to leave via a less safer side entrance to the house. However, even though I am not lucid, I have an inherent ability to go through solid objects and quickly teach the other male how to do this. We go into and through the house’s outer wall and then the fenced-in area (and all the hutches and such within as well as straight through the wire fence itself) and somehow also immediately end up in America, oddly enough. No teleportation is directly implied even though we are now on the other side of the world. I feel safer even though I have apparently been identified as a witness to the shooting by a hostile group.

I am soon in a building that adjoins a large cemetery. This building seems to have both the groundskeeper for the cemetery and a police station, as well as an office related to foreign affairs or international crises and a politics-themed library. At this point, I also seem to work for the police or military or as a private detective. I look out a large window and notice a pile of rubbish next to the outermost tombstone, about the size of one grave site. A female police officer tells me that the pile of rubbish is actually a small dump on land that was purchased by several members of the public - thus they decided to use it as a dump instead of a grave site.

Eventually I notice unusual but vivid imagery. Just before, all the headstones were perpendicular to the window I am looking through. Now they are all suddenly facing the window. Not only that, I am somehow viewing each headstone as being “above” the previous (all about the same size) even though that is not possible relative to my location and perspective. There are at least three implied headstones in a “column” even though this “column” is artificially representing a flat landscape in totally false perspective where the headstones would otherwise be behind and beyond each prior one. The common visual wrongness and ridiculous screwed-up perspectives (as well as typically bizarre composites of locations, people, objects, and even emotions) in dreams still fascinates me after almost fifty years of dream work nearly as much as dreams where most everything is rendered with incredible realism, including literally visually precognitive and validated remote viewing layers.

I eventually notice that each headstone has a large holographic display on its face (as an implied “window” into the otherwise flat headstone) where it seems that you are looking into the coffin from just above the soles of the feet of the deceased. However, each view has two people. The deceased person is to the left of the view and one of their at-the-time living friends or relatives is rendered as lying next to them to the right in this view. The first headstone displays two unknown males, the “middle” headstone shows a boy and apparently an older brother, and the “bottom” one shows an older man with a beard and a male friend or relative. I can tell which ones are the deceased because their eyes seem painted on. The holographic image was rendered from a template where the deceased’s friend or relative was originally photographed lying next to them. This almost seems like some sort of futuristic trend regarding cemeteries. However, I also get the impression that the left half of the view is in real time with a camera within the coffin. This would mean that part of the view would eventually show decay and skeletal remains if such is the case.

From here, the female police officer (who is seated behind some sort of L-shaped counter in the corner of the room) is talking with another officer. The other officer seems to have more authority and is an older male, possibly working additionally with a diplomatic group. There is concern that there is a small bomb (about the size and shape of a Velveeta cheese box) in one of the drawers of a crypt in another location, about the fourth up. This bomb may destroy the whole region. However, I do not feel that much concern for my safety. The rectangular bomb is featured in red on some sort of radar-like display on a large monitor in the room and is also somewhat x-ray-like into the crypt.

Black: Non-dream
Blue: Non-lucid
Red: Lucid

Dream 1- Breaking Bad
In this dream I AM Walter White, except instead of making drugs I seem to be a professional assassin. The area I'm in is ghetto, I own 2 houses on the block, and I need money... I think to myself, how can I earn money? How did I first get the money to get started with this dark path I walk? I bought a house and built it up and then I a few million for it (in retrospect, this dream had some big plot holes). I decided that I should do this again, I look around the area I'm in and think to myself how it's perfect, I make preparations to purchase the houses in the area so I can start my business up again (which doesn't make sense since I'm an assassin right...?).

Dream 2 - Chased
I remembered this for quite a while but at some point I forgot it and can't recall any details... I just remember being chased and the themes of my dreams being linked from the previous and to the next.

Dream 3 - Heterochromia and chasing them baddies
It starts off in a theater, a man is performing music on his guitar on stage. It's to be my turn soon... When I get up there I start playing my music but I fuck it up royally, but it just feels like I'm playing for a friend or something rather than professionally for an audience. I think it stems from my desire to try performing but not having a band to perform with. Anyways, I get off stage and continue watching, the bad guys set up a distraction by hiring some people to perform a dance... It just so happens that they're all retarded O_O I remember 2 really big ugly disfigured women step out and they aren't wearing enough clothes, it's revolting because this dream was particularly vivid... For some reason I think that they're down syndrome, they start dancing badly... At some point my mind makes things a little less fucked up and instead of those behemoths performing there are children doing a group play, they're all still retarded though and some of them have 3 eyes . I notice in one girl that she has a blue left eye and a striking red right eye, this sets off my mind to start looking at the eye colours of the other retards, not all of them have heterochromia but most of them do, and all the children with 3 eyes do. I realize that this is all a distraction though and me and my team head off straight into a car chase... We're driving down the road for a few minutes tailing them, but they must have caught onto us because lo and behold I notice that there's a car next to us without a driver! I instantly know that it's gonna blow, I try to get the attention of the driver "Stop!!! Look out! Turn the car around, we need to get away!" My sense of urgency was pretty intense, I see the car zip on past us and it brakes as it meets other traffic (odd, since it doesn't have a driver but it still follows the road rules). Nothing explosive happens as we avoid the car and reach the destination of where the baddies went... At first I thought it was a beach location, but the next thing I know we're inside confronting the baddies in what feels like a supermarket without anything in it :/ I come around a corner and I confront a man in a white suit. I can't recall what happens here, but I do feel that he was Walter White, and it was almost a "I've got you now" end of the story kind of scene where the good guy foils the baddies plan well played.

Note: Finally finished all my assignments, most intense semester start I've ever had. Trying to rebuild dream recall since it went downhill over the past week with deadlines being met. Will get lucid tonight for sure

First dream

I was just outside my home. There was a forest machines simulator, and it gave possibility of training harvester operating. I turned it on, but after a while I didn't knew which button did what. I looked for instructions, but couldn't find anything. I took a log to cut it in part, but I didn't knew which button activated the chainsaw.

Second dream - fragment

I was watching some kind of TV show. I saw a man and a woman running in weird, black costumes around the stage.

Yesterday:

I’m wandering around the store with mom. I tell her that I have to go to the bathroom, but she’s insistent on finding someone (grandma?). I say that I’ll pee my pants if we don’t find a bathroom soon.

Gap.

We’re walking on a cement path, and mom points out something she made while there – at her old college.

Gap.

Somehow I end up flying across into some water. I can’t swim and think ‘it’s over’ but try holding my breath in hopes of floating to the top.

Somehow I make it to a little building suspended on wooden sticks, and I cling to them.

I see three people in black jackets with POLICE written on them standing facing away from me, below knee deep in the water.

“HELP ME!” I scream. When they don’t quite react, I scream it once more. This time they turn around, guns out, and head toward me shouting for me to put my hands up, etc. It scares me even more and I start crying.

Gap.

I’m dead and holding the parts you get when your body is gone. There were three things, but all I remember is a screw-like item.

I go home and am talking to mom about it. Apparently grandma or grandpa had died a few days before.

I ask her if I look any different (I believe I’m a ghost). She says I just look a little faded. I try to see if I feel any different, but I just feel kind of wobbly and off.

They’re about to eat – soup and something else. I realize that I can’t eat any, and figure I’ll just hang out while they do.

Inspiration: Some police cars and an ambulance went by last night. I think the ‘items’ from the body comes from watching Big Hero 6 and the microbots.

Today:

I break up with a guy and am getting ready to leave. I see a inanimate cat lying on a table, there’s a way to animate it. I blew a puff of air onto it.

I leave with a celebrity girl. I climb into the car, and am surprised when she gets in on the opposite side I expected her too.

I’m filling out the third part of a form, it’s normally reserved for cats but I’m using it for something else.

Gap.

I’m lying down and someone is kneeling next to me, attaching a device to my body. Then they untied the wires and said ‘they could still see something’ and I got the impression it was something like an aura around my body.

Inspiration: I’ve read a few fics with daemons lately, think the cat was inspired by that. And being a ghost/having an aura most likely was inspired by me watching Steven Universe lately.

The setting of the dream was the farm where I lived as a teenager, but nothing about the plot resembled waking life, and my own character was an adolescent boy. I was the son of our tribe's chieftain, and another adult male in the tribe approached me with an offer. He wanted to buy my father's flower that was growing near the chicken house, offering me a groat in exchange. I refused, of course: the flower was not mine to sell.

On my way to the barn I passed the flower and glanced at it. It was beautiful and otherworldly, with large hanging bell-shaped blossoms of red and purple. I thought I had made the right decision by turning the man away. I went into the barn, the bottom floor of which was completely empty of everything but a pile of horse manure that had been gathered into the center of the space. This was a bit odd, but my thoughts were elsewhere.

I was remembering what the same man had done for the nuns: by giving them an iPad, he had eliminated their tendency to engage in other, more heretical, forms of augury. Had he been testing me? Obviously it would have been wrong to sell the flower for my own gain, but perhaps it was also wrong to refuse outright. I should tell my father about the offer and see if he might want to sell the flower after all. Perhaps he needs a groat.

I go talk to my father. He is not a human but a ring of flexible tissue suspended within a rigid round frame that forms an outer ring. My character, the young boy, is not surprised by this, but OOCly I find it odd. It is hypnotic to watch the creature talk: the inner ring changes shape, forming geometric and other patterns, while vibrating. Together the shape-changing and vibration sound quite similar to a human voice, though higher-pitched and with more vibrato.

I mention that I want to talk about so-and-so, the member of the tribe who offered me the deal (at the time I knew his name, but lost it on waking), and at once my father starts describing a recent encounter with the guy:

"We chat a while, then he tells me what a fine young man you are. I'm thinking, wowwww!" He emphasizes the word "wow," drawing it out with varying intonations a bit like a hippy or stoner might... and then the sound blends into the chime of my alarm going off and waking me. I was annoyed to be interrupted mid-dream!