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i fall asleep at 12:00

I am still in my bed in the dream everything is the same, the lights are off but i see strange neon type symbols on my ceiling this is when i noticed i was dreaming. so i become fully lucid i step out of bed and put my earphones in to start listening to music. but before i pick a song i hear something so i just stand there and wait till its more clear. Its Crows! a lot of them so i start getting frightened, at this point i jump back in bed because theres never crows by my house especially this late. i cover my ears and head with a pillow but i still hear them. Then all the sudden they started hitting the window! i woke up and nothing was there, no symbols and no birds. i fall back asleep with the tv on and i didn't dream anymore that i really remember that night.

1. I was in my house and it was the early morning. It was so early in fact, that the sky was still dark outside. I got out of my bed and looked around. My room was almost pitch black, but something felt very odd. I then noticed a grim reaper standing in the corner of my room. I leave my room quickly and go into my sister's room to tell her. "Kayla, there's someone in my room! We need to leave now!". She gets out of her bed instantly and we run into my dad's room and tell him. For some reason my mom is gone.
"Dad, there's some kind of ghost in our house. we need to leave now!". He looks at me in shock (In waking life, my dad isn't scared of ghosts at all). He gets up and goes downstairs quickly. I look back at my room and notice that this reaper dressed in an all black robe is walking slowly towards us. It seems that he can't go any faster than he is now. I somehow know in my mind that if he touches us we will die. Then I say something out of the usual, "I've had way worse nightmares than this. I've had demons chasing me before" I tell my dad. At this point I can feel that I am semi-lucid, but I don't complete the connection and enter full on lucidity.
We all go downstairs hastily. Once I get downstairs I get my Vans and put them on my feet. My shoe laces are messed up, so I untie them completely and retie them. I then tuck my laces into my shoe so they can't get untied easily. My sister tells me that she forgot something upstairs, so she runs upstairs to get it. I look up into the hallway and I can see that the reaper is halfway down the hallway now, slowly making his way to us. My sister bypasses him without him touching her and goes into her room to get her shoes. While waiting on her, I run into the living room to see what my dad is doing. He's not in the house anymore so I figure that he is outside starting up the truck to get ready to leave.
I hear someone coming down the stairs quickly so I run to see who it is. Once I get into the foyer where the stairs are, I look up and see the grim reaper halfway down the stairs. My sister is trying to get around him, but is having trouble. I distract the reaper for a moment and my sister walks around him without him noticing. Now everyone is downstairs and me and my sister run outside. I lock and close the backdoor behind us to buy us some time. As we both get outside I see my dad pulling up into the driveway with his truck. He's in such a hurry that he drives into my mom's car which has a white paint job and red headlights for some reason. This strikes me for a moment but I am quickly distracted.
Me and my sister get in my dad's truck and buckle up. My dad then puts the truck in reverse and floors it. We go flying backwards and it feels like I am experiencing alot of negative G forces. It feels very odd, like I was on a roller coaster or something. Eventually my dad stops the truck and puts it in drive. We start driving away from our house. I think to myself, "Thank God I am away from there. I'm not coming back". I now feel safe in the truck. I take a look through the truck window and I see that it is now fully daytime. As we turn the corner I see a gray SUV starting to race us. Here, my awareness seems to surface for a moment. "Wait a second, why is this car racing us on a small neighborhood street?". I look to see who's driving the SUV and I see two Hispanic males up front. One is driving, and the other is in the passenger seat.
They look at me and speed up. They then get in front of us and keep on driving. We both make a left turn at the end of the street we are on and stop at a stop sign. As we leave the neighborhood, the exit seems to be alot smaller than usual. There is large brown/autumn colored gate stopping the flow of the two way street. The SUV in front of us turns onto the feeder and leaves our sight. A truck with a trailer then tries turning into the neighborhood through this exit of the neighborhood, but there isn't enough room because we are still at the stop sign.
Once the feeder is clear, we cross the road and drive onto an open dirt field. I blackout for a moment and suddenly find myself standing in front of my dad and sister and they are both lying down on a stretcher and have cords attached to them. To the left of them I see my grandpa who is dead at the moment. I somehow also know that he has died 3 times already and my dad is trying to save him by some sort of blood transfusion or something. We are still on the dirt field and there are ambulances all around us. A medic comes up to my dad and uses defibrillators on my dad's chest. Suddenly my dad twitches and my grandpa wakes up. He is now alive again and this is the 4 time he has come back to life. My dad wakes up as well, but he is in pain.
"Dad what's wrong?" I ask. "Nothing, I'm fine" he tells me. "No really dad, what's wrong? Are you really okay?" I ask again. "No, I have a strong pain in my chest" he tells me. Caring for my dad and not wanting him to die, I unbutton his shirt and see what's wrong with his chest. As I do so I see a bulging blood vessel in the center of his chest and it looks really swollen. He chest starts bleeding out of this area. Realizing the seriousness of this, tears start pouring from my eyes. I realize that there are doctors all around us, so I yell out loud, "Medic!! I need a medic!!!". At the same time my vision starts blurring. I look to my left and I see a blad white guy in a speedo running towards me. "I'm a medic" he yells. He has the physique of a body builder. I doubt his credibility as a medic. I then wake up.

2. I am at a park and it is nighttime. I walk over to where the park slides are and look around. It is quiet for the most part and the park seems dead. Suddenly I see a black man(not being racist, I have plenty of black friends) running towards me. He is holding the end of a leash in his left hand and at the other end of this leash there is a dog that looks to be a German Shepard. The man is breathing heavily and him and his dog run past me as though they are after something, or something is after them. I turn around to watch where they are going. In the direction they are running, I see a party going on. Close to this party there is what looks to be a small storage building only as big as a single bedroom of a house.
I run over to this storage room and go inside. It is almost completely dark in here, but I can still see fairly well. All around this small storage room I see shelves and small fridges. I open up one of the small-mini fridges and look inside. The power to these fridges is off and there are no light in them. However, I see small black capsules about half the size of a coca-cola bottle all inside. I take one of these capsules and look at it. It reads, "Gatorade Pills". This interests me and I look at the nutrients in it. As I turn it around and look at the nutrient facts, I see that in each pill, there are 3 vitamins in it. However, these 3 vitamins vary depending on the color of the pill. There were 3 colors of pills: Green, Purple, and Orange. I read that the purple pills have Vitamins B6, B12, and B7 in it.
I do not read what nutrients the other pills have in them. I open up a capsule filled with only purple pills and take one out. I then open a capsule filled with only green pills and take one. I then open a capsule filled with only orange pills and take one. I now have 3 pills in my hand. Somehow, I get a bottle of water. I throw the pills in my mouth and swallow them with some water. "I just stole Gatorade pills, that's wrong" I think to myself. I don't think much of it since they have so many pills left. I stand up and look around. There are more mini fridges and each one of them are stocked with these capsules of Gatorade pills.
I look at the shelves all in this room and each shelve is stacked with Gatorade bottle of many kinds. I remember seeing orange, red, and green Gatorade bottles. I don't really care for Gatorade so I do not take one. I then walk out of the storage room and I set my eyes on the party that is going on to my left. I decide to go to it to see what is going on. I walk on the sidewalk next to the storage room and make my way over to it. As I get over there, I notice alot of friends from school. I see my friends Ryan, Lucas, Richard, Alex, and a few others. They are all standing in a group talking. The party is filled with way more people, and there are alot of babes, but I ignore them for now and see what my friends are up to.
As I get over to them I realize that they aren't doing much and are being rather boring. For some reason, I decide to spark up some drama. As we are all standing there talking, I get an idea. "Ryan is really annoying me at the moment, I'm going to push him over real quick" I think to myself. Moments later, Ryan turns his back towards me and I push him hard. I make it look like somebody pushed me so he wouldn't think it was me( lol ). Ryan makes impact with my friend Richard and they both fall to the ground. "Who pushed me?" Ryan said in an agitated voice. "I don't know, someone pushed me dude" I told him.
He gets up off of the ground, but my friend Richard stays on the ground. He sits up and lays against the wall behind him. "I think I'm going to throw up dude" he tells me. The evil part of me is laughing so hard inside of me. A girl comes over and asks Richard if he wants a napkin. As she does this, he throws up all over himself. "Yeah thanks" he says as he wipes the throw up on his mouth onto his shirt. He throws up again after he takes the napkin and this time he throws up into the napkin itself. Out of no where Alex then tells me that he has the shits and is going to the restroom(wtf, why is all this gross shit happening?). I acknowledge him and he then leaves to do his thing. After a few minutes he finishes in the restroom and leaves it. I decide to go to the restroom and as I walk into the same restroom Alex was in, I am overcome with an intense odor of feces. I then wake up.

The first thing I remember is being in the passenger seat of a car going through a small town. I knew there were 3 shadowy ninja guys after me and my friends. We were trying to put some distance between us and them, but it wasn't working, as they were keeping up easily. I turned my focus inward and jumped out of my body as a soul reaper (a'la bleach, Ichigo Kurasaki achetype) and climbed through the roof of the car to take on the closest ninja. I saw it to the left of the car, it was wearing a Grey hoodie with a grey wardrobe. I tried to move to take him on, but it was if I was in a slowing field. I could barely move my limbs. I took this to mean the ninjas were using some strange magic on me, I moved with much difficulty to the front of the car, hoping to use it's speed and momentum to break free of the trap, but the effort was too much. When I tried to break free by jumping off the front of the car, I woke up.

Dream 1

My (ex) fiancé and I are holding hands, shopping around. I just remember being really happy.

Dream 2

I'm on the phone with my ex fiancé, telling him that I refuse to marry any other. He sighs, and tells me that we have to move forward and onwards. Tears roll down my face.

Didn't like this dream. Not one bit.

2 days after nasal surgery (Septoplasty) I feel like my dose has been laid on an danvil an dammered over. Any dreams? Defidly not...fad chance of dad ad de momend...why am I writing like that? It's only my talking that's affected.

The good news is my son has managed to get me some Melatonin while in Spain...Britain being the complete Nanny State it is. When he told the pharmacist I wanted 5mg he was horrified "Far too much Senor" He would only allow 1.9 mg (I have high BP so that's really for the best...I'll start with half a tablet, taken occasionally and see how I go)

So, after I recover I'll hopefully have better breathing and a little help from our friends...to infinidy ad beyond!

I was at a huge mansion. The place was new, with expensive furniture. The room was dimly lit, giving this moment a special mood. We were having a party of some kind, and it was a huge family meeting. We had many dishes lying on the silver platters. When it was late, when the meeting almost ended we heard a door bell.

The narrator voice told We always had a tradition, that we make a cooking contest within family. And when I have just opened the door and my aunt and uncle appeared the voice told And they have always won. I greeted with my uncle - male after thirties, wearing black jacket and jeans trousers. I went away, and then came back to greet him again. I shaken his hand, and he told But we've shaken our hands before! I replied Oh, we'll shake hands again anyway. And then they entered the room.

Had an intense nightmare after drinking mugwort tea. My spirit was flying in whiteness and there were weird sensations. I then collapsed on the ground and "woke up" but it was a false wake up. I was in grass or my bed I think. Later in the dream, I was on choir tour with my church, and I was in a store, and wanted to buy a violin. I walked around saw instruments asked a man about if they had a violin I could buy. I awoke to my mom and talked with her. I awoke outside in the cold by a tree and I was crying and happy and it was raining. I started to walk home I knew where I was, but I had never been there before. God and the devil was in the dream, and it was like I was dying and awakening to spiritual truths that made no sense to me, from evil spirits and I don't remember them anymore and am glad that I don't. At the end of the dream my mom was present but not visible and there was a fierce bird alive by me, it might have been an eagle, its eyes were fierce and it was awake and its wings were scary. Other things happened in the dream. I'm afraid to go back to sleep. It was intense but I forget most part of it, but the bird image (my mom has a bird, a cockateel, but this bird was definitely stronger, maybe an eagle) resonated for about a minute or two before I woke up. I was sort of inside the bird and the bird was all I could see. Strong but scary dream. Definitely a result of the mugwort. What do you think? Later in the night i had a dream where I was fishing illegally with a friend and caught a sick shark, it was blackish gray.

I was near some sort of house in a driveway. Looking at bushes that might have been rhododendron bushes or not - I think they were somewhat different. It was quite vivid. Suddenly I realized that it is a dream, and decided to open my eyes, and there I was awake in bed, wondering why I decided to open my eyes - bad idea!

Notes: Why did I realize it was a dream? I had actively tried to have a WILD before this, and while I did not stay aware when entering the dream, I was able to recognize it as a dream. This dream occurred during a mid morning nap while home sick for the second day in a row with lots of napping.

3.19.15

Last night bed 8:30pm - 3:35am

Had dreams all night. But only remember details of those that I recalled immediatelly when I woke up at 11:30 to go potty. The ones I remembered having in the morning, I guess because alarm woke me instead of waking naturally, I only remember having.

DR at 11:30

We are listening to radio news saying big change in weather is coming. I walk outside, look up at dark skies and sure enough, there is a huge and very colorful and defined halo around the moon. I show it to someone else.

Someone is asking me about something, and he thinks I did it. I tell him, "no, God turned it off".

This is something that i really want to share. Something very personal and breath taking. Well at least for me....


Today is exactly 4 years since my mother passed away. When i was 17 i have been through so many horrible things, as i was living only with my mother and she was the only person that i trusted.

When she passed away i was seing dreams, they were really vivid lucid dreams that stayed in my subconscious mind till this moment. It was the only way i could still contact her. I was aware that im dreaming and i realised in my dreams that she is gone so i was trying to ask her all the questions like why? how do you feel? and she replied that she doesnt feel the pain nomore, I was also asking questions like is there any world that we don't know about? tell me if theres really something like god? she replied that there is a place, where you don't feel any pain, everything is calm and beautiful, but she didnt see any god or something... I was asking her if she can take me with her but she said that its not the time yet and that i need to live...

I was dreaming her all following year almost every day and i was saying how much i love her, say things that i didn't said when she was alive try to hug her and feel her.

Appreciate everything you have now, because you never know when will be the last time you see someone.
Thanks for reading,

R.I.P to my only love in the whole world.

I was with a group of friends (unfamiliar IRL) inside a darkened room. Night. While I was sitting down on the floor/couch, I saw Nimz and another guy. They stood on the bed, I think, and were trying to fix the chandelier. Nimz didn't notice me, and I just looked at him amused. After a while, he saw me and he was surprised.

I was lying down beside a guy. A lover? He was to my right. We were about to sleep? We were (or at least he was) covered in bed sheet. I was talking to him. I told him I have to leave with Nimz coz he's my best friend.

Somehow, I went ahead and forgot Nimz. I was in my unit. Night. I was right in front of his house. I opened the lock and the gate, but I stopped at the entrance. I think he wasn't there. I went out and closed the gate. I saw a dog running towards me from... west side. At first, I thought it was hostile, but as it came closer, it just played around me. There was another dog from the west. I thought it was hostile to the dog with me and therefore with me as well, but it paused a bit upon seeing me. The first dog jumped around all of us. There was a third dog. It seems they're friendly. They jumped around me, bumping to me. I went out to the street via the east-side entrance/exit. There was a gate there, unexpectedly.

I went out to the street, and I just went out of the house in my hometown. It's still night. I looked down up east, then felt something and looked down west. I felt/saw Nimz walking up. I went to meet him. When he saw me, he was almost bouncing while walking. I had a flashlight-view of him. He was wearing very short shorts (black?) and a shirt that's mainly white with other colors (circles?). We talked a bit.

He talked about getting a touch stone (sparkly crystal looking object) as a prize for a game. I thought I played that game before and won but didn't know there was a prize. There's also mention of the Mortal Kombat game. We walked on.

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Notes:

- Slept at around 3 a.m.
- Woke up around 10 a.m.
- Slept to Sam Harris' audio.
- I had another dream before this, but I woke up and didn't write it.

I had several lucid dreams while on vacation in Cuba. Here’s what happened:

Mar 5, In this dream I was at my parent’s house moving some chairs from the dining room to the kitchen in preparation for supper. When I picked up a chair I noticed that the left and right sides of the seat back did not match. The right side was squared off at the top, whereas the left side was rounded. I said to my wife, “Honey, I know that I’m dreaming because the seat backs are not symmetrical!” The dream started to fade, so in an effort to stabilize, I began to swirl, but no luck.

Mar 5, In this dream I was in a dimly lit large machine shop. I became lucid for no reason whatsoever, just as a man ran past me. His skin was glowing white with a slight iridescence. He ran up to a locker and opened it, and a flood of light poured out illuminated him brightly. I ran around the lockers to the other side and I tried to levitate him, but he didn’t budge. Then I walked up to him and pushed on his shoulders with both my hands. I wanted to see how strong he was. He put his hands on my shoulders and pushed back, but I easily slid him across the floor. I said, “I’m stronger than you.”, and he replied, “Don’t push me.” He was less than impressed (I was misbehaving again).

Mar 6, In this dream I was walking down the street in my home town. Suddenly, packages of butt wipes started to appear in people’s hands, and a package also appeared in my hand. I instantly became lucid - Dream Induced Lucid Dream (DILD). All of us walked into a community center with a stage at the back. I decided to have some fun with this lucid dream, so I walked up on stage and raised my package of butt wipes up into the air! Everybody stopped what they were doing and watched. I said, “Butt wipes! These things are amazing! When your butt needs a wipe, what do you reach for? Butt wipes! When you’re out on a date, and things are getting awkward, what do you use? Butt wipes!” People started to laugh, and then I stepped off the stage. My dream guide walked up to me and said, “Ohhh, that was good! Everything turned out okay.” I replied, “Yeah, you have to have fun sometimes when lucid.” We walked out the building together, and then I woke.

Mar 7, In this dream I became lucid because the man beside me had glowing red eyes (DILD). I asked to him to help me find my daughter, and in return I would give him my truck. I reached into my pocket, pulled out the keys and gave them to him, and I said, “The truck’s outside, it’s yours!” He graciously took the keys and left. I then woke into a false awakening (still lucid). I was holding my daughter in my arms, as my wife was talking to her. I told my daughter I loved her, and then I woke.

Mar 8, In this dream I was holding a wood carved jewellery box (Cuban made). We had actually been looking at these the day before in Havana. My dear mother in-law (passed Y2001) came up to me and said, “Ooh, what do you have there?” Boom, lucid again! She was very interested in the jewellery box, and she had a huge grin on her face. My wife was standing beside me, and I asked her, “Can you see your mom standing there?” My mother in-law instantly replied, “Of course she can see me!” I then woke.

Mar 9, In this dream I was coaching soccer. The field was covered in water, so I told the boys to swim to the far end of the field and touch the white line. The assistant coach became upset with my drill because the boys were supposed to be playing soccer, not swimming. I thought about what he said, and then I became lucid (DILD). I remembered my dream intent to meet up with my daughter, so I started to call her name. The water vanished from the field, and then I slipped into another dream where I was driving a Suburban down the main street of my home town. I lost lucidity. I saw my daughter walking down the road towards me holding a fishing rod. There was at least 10 fish dangling from the pickerel rig. I pulled over and asked my daughter where she caught them, and she replied, “Down the street at her friend’s house. We should go there!” I then woke.

Mar 10, Wake Back to Bed (WBTB) lucid dream. I entered this dream in a fully lucid state using tactile visualization during meditation. I was standing in a bungalow, and my son was sitting at the dining room table. He said, “Dad, have you seen the backyard yet?”, and I replied, “Not yet, but I’ll take a look!” I walked out backdoor and onto a concrete deck. The entire backyard was a gigantic fish pound, and it was surrounded by forest! Fish were jumping and sending small ripples across the mirrored, pond surface. I called for my daughter to come, and I instantly heard her giggling and talking to my son inside the bungalow. She then came out the backdoor and faced me with a huge smile and I said, “I’m lucid!”, and she replied, “Great dad, you finally got it!” My son then came outside and joined us. I gave my daughter a huge hug and told her I loved her. I then asked the kids how they were enjoying the Cuban vacation. My son looked totally confused and didn’t know what I was talking about, but my daughter knew. She said, “I’ve enjoyed it, but I’m getting really frustrated because nobody has given me a sip of their drink. I keep tapping people on the shoulder when they’re ordering drinks, but nobody feels it.” The dream quickly faded and I woke. The following day we ordered my daughter a Pina Colada for lunch (her favorite drink)! How could we forget?

Color Code: Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid, Waking life notes

Dream Lesson 3: Overcome sexual distraction

March 18, 2015

I wake up but don't move. I feel tingling and then vaguely feel like I have gotten up and started walking. I can't see anything. I say/think "I'm a ghost." I gain my vision and the dream becomes more solid, and I remember my ongoing goal.
I approach a refrigerator and knock on the door saying "I would like my next lesson, please." I say something about it being for control.
I pick up a bagel with both hands and let go, trying to make it float, but it drops to the floor. Rather than bother picking up the same object, I grab a jar of jam from the fridge. I place it on top of the fridge (which is either very short or I am floating) then make it float by keeping my hands a few inches out on either side of it.
I believe I remember a post on DreamViews in which someone says that dream control needs to be based on things we are familiar with. I say to myself "I know what it's like to lift, but not what it's like to let go and not drop it." (Meaning, my dream can easily use my memory of lifting objects in waking life and apply it to making dream objects float, but has no obvious memory to prevent dream objects from falling when let go.) But, I say, "I know I can do it."

I practice a few more times making the jar float, and having fun doing it. I am now able to drop it and make it stop falling after a second.
I talk to the dream and the school I believe I am attending and ask what's next or if I should continue the lesson.
Now I am in a giant version of the garage in my childhood home. Watermelons start flying at me. I hit and kick them and make them bounce off each other. I grab one and try to take a bite of it.
I have a giant metal wrench and I'm hitting some metal things (?). I see a giant person and ask if he wants to fight, but he seems to ignore me. I hit a stack of red hot cogs, or metal discs and they go flying.
I lose lucidity. Someone is talking about dictators and is going to cut my fingers off with a knife.

There are two ill siblings, they seem to be recovering but then the girl relapses and starts fading away.

The younger boy is left and is depressed. I find him in a room looking for a book on knives. I go through the cooking books on the shelf and find the only one, but it’s a technical one and I keep stumbling over my words. The boy is unhappy and leaves.

Everything else is too foggy to remember, except this part where I went to the bathroom at my grandma’s house and saw myself in the mirror on the back of a door. I tried to remember if that’s where it was supposed to be. A tiger was peering at me from under the door…

Inspiration: Reading the Tower of God webtoon with Baam and Rachel, her disappearing on him. Mirror from me thinking about the TotM and what mirrors were around places I go. Tiger comes from a cat toy Jazzy has, I sometimes hang it from the window so she can play with it.

I kept waking up and shifting around in my sleep, I was too hot but too drowsy to do anything about it

Dream 1

Isabelle's (my best friend) brother's (let's call him Brandon) car, a black corsa, blocked the way out so that his father couldn't leave. Isabelle and I were supposed to be dropped off somewhere by him, and are standing in the corridor, ready to go. Her father grumbles before calling Brandon so that he can move his car. Unfortunately, Brandon is fast asleep upstairs and cannot hear him. The dream ends when his father stomps upstairs to go wake him up.

Dream 2

Still at Isabelle's house, we are in her room, joined by her cousin, sister and my grandmother. It is about 8 pm, and we are all getting ready to go out and celebrate (what I have no clue). I'm sitting at her desk, facing the huge ornate mirror which rests on it. She's sitting on her bed, situated behind me. I see her flinch, and ask her what is wrong. She looks at me whilst bringing the index finger of her right hand to eye level. I see blood spurting out fairly abundantly, much like the way a jet of water would bounce off a spoon. Upon closer instruction, I see that the blood is clear, and in fact simply just water. (You'd think that would give me a little hint like, 'psssst this isn't possible, you're dreaming!' but nope). I hand her a band aid which she applies carefully. Following this, she reminds me to bring money with me for ice cream which according to her, cost £7 each. Excited at the prospect of watching fireworks, I smile and stand up, intending to go downstairs. As I open the door, I am greeted with the image of her father dancing along to some hip hopish song in order to entertain some nearby children. This has me in stitches (if you knew her father it would have the same effect on you), and I call Isabelle so that she can witness it herself. We laugh unrestrainedly, giddy and full of joy.

PS: Apologies for the abundance of parentheses.