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Took a big swig of Valerian at bed time. Super tired over a week of little sleep. Didn't recall much throughout the night, until the final dreams of the morning before the (fairly early) alarm hit: a loooooooong epic that just kept going. Fewer points but I like the continuity!

+ dancing competition in class, I do ice skating

+ epic [long, vivid] "The Titanic Crashes in Point, Nevada"
I'm driving a car on the freeway in Nevada with my wife. I point out to here, "see, the hills start here, it looks totally like the moon!" Like I always say with this view:


I come upon a light turning red as I pass through, my wife says "careful!" (we don't want to get a ticket). While driving I switch to an overhead map view, and I get a call from my parents. They say that they have reserved a place for us in Point. I google for it on the map and all I see is a small place marked "Pt." on the map, I think this is a common search term. My mom tells me that it is about the same distance from us that Santa Barbara is from San Diego. I think, wait, that's really far, I don't want to go that far. Then I see an overheat of Point, with a large resort called "Point". It's like I'm now looking at a scale model, and something slips out of place and an old guy puts it back.

Then I'm inside the resort in the dining room. There are people about and we're trying to find the best food. There are pastries on tables. Moving about from room to room, something about a crash?

In airplane-style seating. I have my seat at the right edge of the row against the wall. It's very important to have a seat (or you won't be saved?). I'm thinking a lot about my seat and the # and my ticket. G28? I have a nametag on my shirt with my seat number. A small black boy comes by, he says he's the ticket guy, I'm dubious, I won't want to hand him my ticket because I don't want to lose my seat. I want to just show him a piece of paper from the seat. But then it turns out that I'm in the wrong seat, that I need to switch with some guy a few aisles down, I see that his seat is worse than mine, in the middle of a row. He's happy to improve his seat. In the end he sits back down and there is a liquid chugging sound and it turns out he's on drugs which are hooked up to tube delivery system on the back of his chair, now facing its back to me.

Some people had rushed me earlier, and I think they may have switched my seat number tag. I look down at it and it now says "D30".

Now two pretty girls approach us and want to sit with us even though they don't have tickets for our row. They sit very close, basically on my lap

Spoiler for sexual encounter:

One of them has her hand on my erection through the outside of my pants, she keeps it there for a while. The two girls start making out passionately right in front of me, just inches away, I see them "chewing face" quite clearly, it's very erotic. Then I start moving my hand along one girl's stomach up under her shirt towards her boobs, but I stop myself and think "No, I don't want to be 'that guy', that takes advantage of a girl in need"

Then I'm moving through the ship, we're trying to get out (it has crashed?) the rooms are all at a funny angle, I move past the bridge and the captain's chair out a door to the outside. A senior crew member says something.

Then I'm standing on a hilltop in a desolate area outside, in the distance to the right there is a very high hill, I ask an old guy who's standing there, if it gets snow in the winter, he indicates yes, several feet, and it's good for skiing. Then I see a mountain in front of me to the left of the hill, it's close, huge, craggy, with a tall overhang near the top, and the entire left side is like a vertical jagged razor-sharp edge. I say/think "hah I bet it's impossible to climb that thing!" and then I look and see a trail of climbers on the mountain. They're connected using a buckle to a wire-line placed on the mountain. I/the guy says something about not trusting your life to a buckle.

Standing out in the desolate area, the guy is giving advice about how to survive the cold: you have to just go and find somebody to hook up with and huddle together for warmth. I think I'd much rather find a girl to huddle with but I may need to find a guy.

Then there's an alien sort of bounty/prize hunter there with a Krull-like-glaive "starfish" blade living familiar-thing that he throws at some victim guy.

The victim guy catches it and throws it back at the hunter. The living glaive stops in mid-air, reverses direction back towards the initial victim, and is exposing its teeth how and hits the victim.

Up for about 3 hours.

Nap, "Empty mind" meditation, fall asleep

+ [semi-lucid feeling] strange house. I'm observing a house with strange things in it. I'm simultaneously outside and inside the house, I see that bags/(sheep?) have been piled up against the windows. I'm trying to identify all the weird stuff inside. I eventually go inside an distinctly notice an "animal" smell like this is a room where a pet has stayed for many years. There are DCs here and I'm feeling frisky so I whip it out and wonder which one to approach for some attention, dream fades.

+ son S2 burns the burgers and slops soy sauce all over the floor in a large puddle. I do a double take on the large puddle in the middle of the room. Then I notice the lower oven storage shelf is pulled out and there are 3-4 burnt-looking burgers sizzling there in a sauce that is overflowing the aluminum foil and that's what's causing the puddle on the floor. I say something to son S2 about this mess and he quips a response.

+ [semi-lucid feeling] flying around my CH trying to avoid being seen by a visitor who's just behind me I wonder if I should take off flying, if I can get up over the roof of the house and the tall bushes before he comes around the corner, I decide to do it and I notice that on the street a large truck has parked on our property, completely parked on top of the juniper bushes off of the road, that's quite rude I think, I settle down on my back in the bushes as the guy following me heads for his truck then I think it's not his truck, then he's shining a light down on to me and I think he's found me. Then we're at the neighbor's house right there inspecting some new construction, it's a little work shed, I see inside there is a table with some tools on it, and I see the door which is slightly ajar has a fancy motion detector on it. I'm working with a big glass window to the little work room, there is an odd ball-and-socket connector that I just can't get to snap, the socket keeps pushing away when I press the ball connector into it, and I think that despite having a lot of experience [FALSE] with this connector, it's funny that I can't get it to snap in place. I look to my left and I see the neighbor friend of mine and some unknown girl in between us, dark hair, I look away from her. I hear the voices of the neighbor family talking, I'm thinking that the now-grown children may have moved back home to take care of their mother.

A woman made a deal with one of my kind, a short man in a black suit who irritates me, and so he's placed his mark on her wrist, a symbol in the shape of a sword, representing "Iudex," the judge. This will allow him to possess her, though she was unaware of this. I'm furious. He's well within his rights, but I deeply dislike him and his people who bear that symbol; I'm going to destroy his mark. It's not difficult, any changes to the lines in her skin will do the job. I ask her to choose the method (a knife) and if she wants me to do it for her or if she'd rather do it herself (she asks me to do it), three horizontal cuts distort the symbol sufficiently, and then I set out a bandage for her.

The frustrating thing about not sleeping is I am not having good dream recall. The strangest part about it is I rarely get more than 4-5 hours of sleep (even though I am in bed 7 hours) and I wake up feeling fine and still run, walk and ride bikes with plenty of energy. I feel as though I rarely really sleep even when I do sleep because I feel I am aware of everything going on around my physical body in bed and in my sleep. I feel I rarely get to a deep sleep. I try to think positive and feel that if I am in a relaxed state laying in bed it is good enough and I will be ok. I have been doing this for so long I guess it is normal for me. You just always hear that you need 7-10 hours of sleep and that just hasn't happened but I am hopeful that day will come. Ahhhhh I can only imagine my wonderful dreams then :-).

I am really ad at getting LD's how hard I try, but this time....

I did have a lucid dream this time! And luckily a little longer then 10 secondsxD It could be 2 minutes, haha.
I have gone to sleep at 22:00 and woke up at 4 AM. I did WBTB, and stayed up till 5:00.
Then I did a WILD attempt. I did get hypnagogic senastions, etc. But there happened nothing like dreams or anything, I guess I fell asleep at some time? But what was weird was, I suddenly walked in a total different bedroom. It was day, and I walked to my bed. The floor was light brown, the wall was white. And next to my bed were windows. I layed my hand on the blanket of the bed, and suddenly I knew I was dreaming. I did a RC, and it worked! I was really dreaming. (Omg I was so happy, finally my 2nd LDxD)

I also rubbed my hands together to really feel it, and get it more (vivid I guess??) Now, I walked to the door that was across of my bed, and stood still before the door. I thought, I will summon my favorite anime character! So I said to myself. When I open this door, I see my favorite character (Yato from noragami) before me. I take a deep breath, and open the door...... nothing... (Damn, I was so excited to see himxD but there is something that I didn't do right I guess...)

Oh well.. I'll continue! I walked through the door, and saw a staircase that goes down. I think before walking off it. (Hey!!! I can try flying!) So I did. Again, I take deep breath, and say to myself, I can fly... I fly off this staircase downwards!! (I don't know if this was super bad grammar, I am sorry..) I take a big jump, and.... I didn't fly... But I did had a big float like jump down the stairs. (damn, I wanted to fly, but I jumped like a ninja from Naruto)
When I was downstairs. In the hall, with a stone floor in the color that was like my floor in the bedroom.
I also saw the main door, across the stair. I walked towards it, and stood still before the door, and turned from it. I then saw the stairs, and further a open door where the living room was. I then tried to attempt flying again. I looked at the ceiling, and said to myself again, (I can fly, I fly! I believe it) I made a little jump, and it was again, a ninja jump... why... I then forgot what I did afterxD I guess I lost my lucidity, haha.

It was really fun, I hope to LD again, haha^^
See you at the next DJ entry!
Yukita.
(Sorry for bad grammar, you can tell me the mistakes, I can remove themxD)

Last night bed 8pm - 3:20am

DR at 2:32am

We are looking out of the windows of a 2-3 story at some single story buildings and a wall behind them. Two tornados are getting closer. We rush outside and start herding kids from a school yard away from it. Someobody runs on the ground, I'm running on tops of the buidlings. I think the tornados are gone, but as I looke behind me, they are still coming. They are rather light in color, only a few feet wide and not connected to the skies.

We stop at the end of this row of buildings, out of direct danger. As I stand in the alley between the buildings and another wall, I feel strong winds and heavy objects flying by my head. I realize I should not be standing in narrow, opened passage where there is nothing to duck behind. I realize it's a lesson and I'm about to pull out my notebook from back pocket and write down this lesson #1. I walk behind the corner of this building I was standing next to and now I'm out of the direct path of the wind.

No feeling of danger at all.

After an hour of meditation, I hit my WILD. I am in the void, but I am really close to a place behind me. I can feel my hands rubbing together. I walk next to a fountain. I turn it to ice. I jump on it and it breaks. I fall through and am flying above where I was just at, just like I was in my visualizations. I fly down to the fountain again and pull out my sword. It isn't my sword. I toss it on the ground. I put my hands together and magic circles appear, as I pull my white katana out. Been wanting to try that. I put the tip on my hand and slide it back in, it disappears into its magic sheath in the suspended dimension on my hand. I do this five times just to get the feel and get the idea saved in my head. Then I put it away and want Jason, he should be able to help me. I feel him behind me. I turn around and he isn't looking at me.
"Take me there"
He seems mad, maybe Zödra has gotten worse because of me or he thinks I have grown weak. Better show him I am not weak. I pause time as he walks away and grab his head. Then I slam it into the doorway and it bounces off. I reverse time and do it again. This time I pause and build up power. I release and throw him into the doorway again. It breaks and his head pauses there due to time still not being on. I turn it on and he jumps out of it and stares at me. He smiles and says
"This way." He steps into the house.
"It is in this big estate?" I ask him, walking into an Elizabethan styled mansion.
"It is anywhere we are." He opens the door and it is the same room we were just in. Except there are a couple of differences, sofa is a bit newer, recliner replaced with a computer chair. I realize that it is like the shadow walk to Amber, all we have to do it going in one direction, entering the same room over and over and it will keep changing until it is the room I want to use my key in. After 5 times of walking into the same room and changing small things, a computer and all sorts of levers were on the wall, making it close to the control panel I need.

Legend: non-lucid lucid lucid false awakening

I am looking at my classes schedule. I see there are a lot of cancelled classes although I have only one this month. I realize I am dreaming. But, in this dream, my consciousness is present, but my body is not. This is the first time I have ever had a dream like this. I don't know how to proceed, so I wake up

I was a bit too excited from yesterday's dream and changed my mantra. I'm not sure if that was a contributing factor but I ended up not recalling anything except waking up several times in the night and doing reality checks, and being unable to remember my previous dreams. All i can salvage is a single dream fragment where I was in a shared bedroom dormitory with people from my university, and we were about to go to sleep, so I guess that False Sleeping is a thing now.

Early waking hours and getting back really tired (I was awake for 25 hours), nothing recalled.

10.20.2016
10:00 AM

Hylian Shield? (DILD)

The begining of this dream is rather x rated so I will let you use your imagination for that part. I spontaneously become lucid. I decide to do something useful rather than continue the shenanigans. I miss Juliana so I summon her but I summon someone else who is way to short and squat. I un summon themm and try again. This time it is her and she hugs me. She points out that it has been a while. I ask her if we can go on a mission or something and she says it would be better to train. I say I wan't to try the evil witch mission from DHL but she thinks it's a waste of time to get ahead of ourselves and walks off. I remember that I summoned the master sword and want to show her. I chase after her and say that I have made some progress since I last saw her and summon the Master Sword from behind my back. "The master sword huh?" She says. "Maybe there is a mission we can go on. Grab my hand." I grab her hand and we are teleported infront of some building.

The first time someone else has teleported me. Cool.

There are bouncers in front of the door. She says to just act cool. We walk past the bouncers and they don't stop us, even with me carying a sword. I use a touch of mind control to make sure they can't notice. There is a party going on. Mostly there are 20 somethings eating food. Juliana sits down at a table and munches on some snacks and says the Hylian Shield is somewhere in this building. I look into the kitch and see cooks working. I look down another hallway and see a few more party goers security guards patrolling. I go back to Juliana and ask her where I am suppose to be looking. She says that the person who owns the sheild will probably be ariving soon and to follow them. I suddenly wake up though and don't feel like I can DEILD

This was actually a dream from last week but I haven't had time to copy my journal over until now.

10.12.2016
08:00 AM

Water and Earth Bending (DILD)

There are spiders everywhere in my room so I have my cat come in to get rid of them for me. Right as she rears back to pounce I notice that the spider is a black widow. I don't want to risk her getting bitten so I stop her. When I look back the black widow has changed into some sort of red bug. There is a second red bug ontop of its back like they are mating or something. I think all of this is strange so I do a nose plug RC and become lucid. My mom walks in and tells me I owe her money. I pull out my wallet and see it is filled with cash! I give her the $10 I supposedly owe her and wonder what all I can do with dream money.

I am suddenly on a beach in Mexico. I go to an outdoor bar and order a double sized margarita and pay for it with the dream money. It doesn't have salt on it so I wave my hand and salt appears on the rim of the glass. I am back at the beach and my mom is taning by the water. The tide goes out very far and a large wave forms. It is going to hit us for sure so I use tekinesis to hold it back. I stop it before it hits us but the energy of it slides my feet back in the sand. I realize I have never tried water bending like in Avatar so I experiment with pushing the tide back and forth and making big waves obey my control. I then try earth bending. I stomp and rais my hand and 3 rock pillars shoot up through the sand.



I loose lucidity and can't remember this part as well. I am in some sort of fort and it is flooding. A woman tells me I am making it flood somehow. Scientists study me to understand how I am affecting the water.

I don't really have much to say about this lucid.

I was walking in this passageway with bushes to the right of me and a hill into forest to the left of me. I realized this was a dream. I started to run and look at my hands becoming lucid. The dream turned into a realistic reality. The dream started to shake. I shouted "ILLUMINATE" and the dream flickered. I shouted it again and the dream stabilized. I decided I wanted to fly. I remember I was thinking about how people can't fly in their dreams if they doubt themselves so I believed I was going to be able to do it and then I started to fly forwards. I flew into the blue sky forwards with the field under me. Eventually I turned around and fly in the other direction. I was so amazed by the view, I thought it was so real. At the end of the lucid I started to float up into space and saw the earth underneath me.

And then I woke up.

Non lucid dreams:

- I'm in Netherlands with the company of an Italian guy. He's a summer and brother of a girl i met in real life, but I never met him directly. In the dream he moved in Netherlands under advice of a priest (?). A friend of mine was there and I said the guy that my friends knows his sister, and the guy was like "how can you know i have a sister if we never met before and I didn't tell you so". I then tell him that I'm becoming daddy (this is true) and he congratulates me. I ask him if he has children and he told me that he prefers not because his girlfriend is handicapped. I then fantasize of the fact that I can casually sing with him. We go to the church for a mass and I think that this fantasy can become true, but I sing and he disappears from my sight.

- I'm with my girlfriend at the house of her ex. I discover from her that one of her ex was the brother of the sunset of my ex band. Talking with him I discover that he had also a relationship with my ex and that both of us dumped her because she was too religious for our tastes.

Most of the dream signs here are about weird dialogues and misplaced people.

1 pt non lucid
2 pts wbtb
= 3 3 + 105= 108 for total contest

3 Step Goal:
Fly
Element Manipulation
Practice a Waking Life Hobby

Personal New Goals:
Voyage through a crack I make in the earth
Find my dream house
Take a magical train to another country

Week 2 task Intermediate:
Put on a halloween costume and gain the powers/abilities of the costume.


I was working in this pet store. It was really odd. There was one huge tank in particular that was like a big globe w/ a see through bottom & was way up in the air. I was almost under it but to the side. I saw a shark in it & shot at it which shattered the tank. Everyone was mad at me & we were all scrambling to save the fish & other creatures in the tank. I found these 3 kittens that were the size of a new born kitten & they were gasping for air & soaked. I didn't know how to help them. I was so confused because I couldn't tell if they were like some sort of "catfish" & were gasping because of not being in water or if they were essentially almost drowned some how.

Did wbtb but don't remember the last dream because I couldn't hold onto it due to a disruption in the house.

+ parade of strange beasts, cleaning boy scout camp, "Hey D.G. what's the time and GPS coordinates of our meeting place?" GG shows them on a pad of paper, there's a lot of garbage to clean up

+ ice cream vending machine, I tell JM "I'll be in town just for a couple of days"

+ above LH look out see city can't see bridge blocked mostly by buildings

+ pictures on tablet, not right, with parents, searching for "sister" letters come out like hieroglyphics, then we'rep playing a piece with sister's string-playing friends, the piece is called "The Prostitute" there are 3 sharps in the key signature I'm concerned I'll play a wrong note and they'll kid me for not playing a G#.

+ man stops car to take a picture of a butterfly on his fender but his dog eats it first, it's a hilarious situation

+(f) waking in Str. Canyon

WBTB
get up
BTS

+(f) standing on road outside house with fenced yard, looking at fence, interesting pattern of square holes of difference sizes, closed at second glance by thin wire

+ LUCIDD 212 LD#212 [long, vivid] at pool, naked girl, follow her, go inside, follow some more girls, blocked by woman, bump their butts, back outside, walkway blocked by fat guy, hurrying to get past him back to my backpack with my stuff in it, get to my bag, bag is empty, they've taken my phone, passport, and wallet, and keys, everything. This is horrible, unless...<nose pinch> ... woohoo yes I'm dreaming I'm outside on the other side of a tall solid fence from a mall complex, I'm wondering what to do for a second but remember the competiiton and my pre-planned point-fest. I start with a stabilizing pat-down followed by a quick nose pinch RC, but that's as far as I get a I look at the building in the distance the dream fades.

+ LUCIDD 213 LD#213 I find myself in the back of my car, which is floating about 20 feet in the air, digging through a pile of keys on the carpet, looking for my car keys. I can't imagine that I've lost them, and I imagine what they look like (remembering old college key chain). I feel something is off, do a nose pinch, and I can breathe. I float down to the ground. I'm not really fully believing I'm dreaming, everything is so bright, detailed, and clear. Many more nose pinches follow. I finally really believe it. I'm next to a strip-mall ice cream shop with glass walls. Inside is a group of some sort and I decide to go in to look for girls. I enter and continue doing RCs to make sure I'm not going to make a big waking mistake. As I approach the group and get close and start looking at them, I wake up.