dream fragment

In this dream, I had a kid. He was barely one year old, as he couldn't really walk. I think we were in a supermarket. He was playing around, and making a real mess. At one point I jokingly referred to him as the "destroyer of worlds".

I have some lingering fragments of being able to fly, and Claire being hurt - so I had to carry her.

Side note: this was my first night on huperzine.

Eye

I was inside my house and was with Eye trying to solve a problem a dream character had. I think they were trapped by a device that didn't allow them to feel better or something. There was a bad guy and i think we were being chased so i told Eye I didn't want to dream about this anymore. After that he said okay and was flying me somewhere but than i changed my mind and decided to call Dawn. I had a feeling i saw Dawn earlier too at that time.(I think i did but it was earlier in the dream) I tried using the phone but to no avail. Another character came and tried to do something bad to us though so i told Eye to just fly us somewhere else. As we were flying though i noticed his form was constantly changing from his anime form to somewhat like a reindeer mixed with a human. I touched his red nose and stroked his hair as he was changing telling him to get his form under control. He said okay than dropped me somewhere and disappeared. After that i got distracted with a 100 dollar bill that came out of no where and little girls that were sitting at a table. One of them was hiding under a table and the teacher who was watching them shouted at her to come out. She came out than told me about how she was having trouble with finding out how to play her video game.
Than I woke up.

Kiro

I saw Eye and Kiro in their human form laying on my mom's bed. Eye asked Kiro laying down "What are you doing here?" Than Kiro said something I forgot. After that the scene shifted and i was being tugged on by a invisible dream character in an unknown room. I pushed it away and it turned into a old man that was trying to rape me. I also turned into a old lady but managed to get the character away from me and turn back into my regular form. The DC that was pulling on me transformed into a young boy though.

After that the dream changed again and I was in my house on a bed. A group of guys came to visit. Even Kiro and apparently he had a little sister. The little girl wanted to play but i said no and tried to get away from them since i was non lucid. Than suddenly he picked me up and put me on his shoulders. We ended at the living room where a couch was and he put me there. After that I was talking about Hetalia Twinkle with the guys. After we had fun talking they left and i walked back to the bedroom. To my surprise my brother was playing with an odd cage that was filthy with bird poop and had cat like chess pieces in the cage. The two cats were supposed to be two spirits fighting with each other. I assumed they were gonna hurt me from their fighting and decided to leave. Recognizing it was a dream than. But as soon as i tried to leave one came to me in front of the door like a burst of wind and stopped me.(Funny how this reminds me of another dream i had where two spirits were fighting with bursts of wind)

Anyways after that it became a person and i suddenly got the urge that i wanted to go for a walk outside with it. It told me okay but to hurry up. The dream shifted after that though. I ended up inside a bathroom where girls were getting ready for a party but i had a huge problem. There was a small hole on the side of my cranium with a metal piece. I was non lucid and worrying about it. Eye and two other girls tried to help me get it fixed and told me not to worry about it. Than a guy who was dressed and acting as a female mentioned how it reminded him of how at a salon the lady painted someone's eyebrow yellow all wrong by just a bit and that it was tragic. But I could overcome it. I asked if i could use something to cover the hole i had on my head than eye took a paper and pushed it hard on my head like three times. I pushed his hand away and told him to stop since i felt he was gonna make it worse. That is when i noticed that looking at the mirror the hole was gone .

I was content but still felt nervous when i was walking outside. We were planning on going to a party but before we did i decided to take a look at the drawings and sketches. There were sketch books in a small hall on the wall next to the art room.(The place was like a school i guess) As I was looking at the drawings i asked Eye if the drawing reminded him of pokemon. Than walked out of the small hall. Eye followed me from behind and grabbed me. But what he did was beyond inappropriate. I assumed he was trying to butt rape me so i grabbed his you know what hard and told him to stop. Than I woke up after that.

Fragments

--Running outside in the snow at night. The setting was in an unknown city. I managed to get lucid and get away from guys who were shooting at each
other in the dark.Also there was something about ending up at a place where people put bikes on escalators as a job.

--My dad wanted me to type a website called www.Pajamas.com so that my uncle could meet his wife there.(Like a chat place) I ended up doing it than we transported into a clothing shop where a old lady was insulting people as i was looking at the clothing.
I turned to her after she said something really mean though. She didn't insult me until i creep her out with my eyes(staring) or mind or whatever. She stumbled as she tried to get away saying "Is this how you really act around people!?" than transformed into a little girl. I told her i wasn't happy but i wasn't going to hurt her. Than she shouted "Caleb! Call mom!" I looked to the side and saw a wheat field inside a portal. There was a Jack Russel terrier as well in it and when i woke up i was reminded how i really like Jack Russell terriers. > w <

My dream was pretty much a dream where I was playing Animal Crossing City Folk. I knew it was City Folk because the graphics matched that of City Folk. Many objects were fused together or misplaced. For some reason, there were a few Mario Kart boost panels scattered across the town. I played some mini games with the other villagers. I think, when I first saw the villagers, they were stacked all on each others, but afterwards, they jumped off each others to meet me. I talked to Camofrog (a villager from my New Leaf game). There were many times in the dream when I was questioning the surroundings, but I never did become lucid.

We seem to have a rather slow start, probably caused by going to bed way too late last night and actually forgetting to note down the dreams when I got up. I do remember one dream although barely but it'll have to do for now.

1. What is this thing even?

I'm walking around in some bazaar and feel as if I'm being followed, it is terribly crowded and just moving forward is a challenge. An old arabian man speaks to me and hands me a cigar, talking about how it is very important and may not be what it looks like. After a quick inspection I ask him if it's maybe some sort of codex or stamp but he shakes his head telling me I will find out soon.
I think I went down some stairs into a weird interdimensional circus, there I find a lighter and spend probably 10 minutes wondering which end of the cigar should go in my mouth, eventually I decide to just lit up a random end and take my first bite/inhale/pull. (what verb do you use here?!)
It doesn't really taste to anything, one thing to mention was when I inspected the cigar the Tobacco was icredibly dense which I think makes a cigar good quality, no?

So there it is, after six months of radio silence I get a cigar, or something else! I will mention though I don't smoke IRL so it's weird that such things occur in my dreams.

Took 5-htp the last few nights, having intense dreams but very little recall, and waking tired... Seems to have the opposite effect for me, will continue a few more days to see...
Anyhoo, yesterday my three fragments were: running into an old friend at his gallery opening, sex dream, and a war drama.
This am I was too tired to be bothered to roll over and write anything down.

Had a lucid dream where i was flying around with Eye. There were non lucid dreams too but i don't even remember what happened now.

There My Thongs Ya Wanker
I'm at the shops and I'm coming down some stairs to leave. I see some Asian looking guy slip my thongs on. I ask him what the hell is he doing and have a go at him. He walks off in shame. I call him a wanker as he leaves. I see that he wasn't too happy with the comment and doesn't want to leave the situation. As I get down the stairs I'm confronted by his brothers. They're all similar looking, maybe even twins. I'm standing my ground but starting to feel a bit intimidated. I tell them I was angry which made me abuse him. Everything eventually gets sort out. I walk passed them moments later and it feels we have all moved on with what happened.

I'm in another area of the shopping centre. I see my brother, he's hiding from a friend of his. I walk close to where his hiding. I hear a song, maybe a mjay song. I begin bobbing around having a bit of fun. Some guy in the distance is having a bit of a laugh. While still dancing, I try and limbo a sign but can't do it. A lady in her shop sees me and comes over and tries to sell me stuff. There's a game in there that has limbo in it. Brooke Alford comes over and I tell her about the lady coming over when I started doing limbo. I try the limbo again and succeed this time.

The Huntsman
I'm in a room with some people and someone lets a huntsman spider out into the room. I watch the spider paralyze a more deadlier spider. It walks over towards
It and towers over it. The other spider must go into intense fear and paralyzed it. The other people shrivels up as it's taken by the huntsman.
There's a bed in the middle of the room and it's been put on the extra folded up blanket that's laying on the bed. I'm feeling a little uneasy with knowing a spider is roaming around the room. Someone is moving something towards the spider to try and get a reaction from it. The spider pounces to give out a warning. I can now see the spider close up. It's fangs are lighting up with an orange/red glow. At one point it seemed to be shooting light out of it.

I'm near the wall doing something.

Holiday Park Surf
With Josh at a holiday park. I see some surf in the distance. It looks pretty choppy as if it's in the middle of the ocean. Drew decides to go out into the water with a few others. I think about going out but feel it's too cold.

I'm in a room with Josh and There's some girls there also. We're talking to them about something. Inspiring them some how.

Dream Fragments
1. A guy tells me about his acting gig he got in the states. I see a scene of him acting. He's talking with an accent in the scene. I don't rate his acting ability too good.

2. I got some fresh dates out of the fridge.

3. Having a play around wrestling match on the street. There's a few teams doing it.

Fragment 1: The dream took place in a grassy area with some hills and trees. Was more like a movie than an interactive dream. A single being (I don't remember if they were human) went into a opening at the side of a cave and by doing so it changed the area somehow. (I don't remember how)

Fragment 1: Something about cats. Not sure what happened exactly. It took place in a fancy restaurant.

Fragment 2: A nightmare about having too much homework over the summer. (My mom gave me homework over the summer in a workbook.) It seemed the book had a lot more pages than before.

Fragment 3: I had to cross many rope bridges which were connected by tree-house-like structures. The first bridge I crossed was very shaky. There was somebody behind me supporting me (I'm not sure who). There were food stands after I crossed all the bridges. It took place in a forest during the day.

Can't remember much now that I have worked all day and am about to go to bed again, so I am going to type in my senseless dream notes and try to fill in anywhere I can remember.

Dream One - Argument with Mom, hardware store, bad parking, re-park elsewhere, dude comes out with computer, game returned he didn't ask for, print outs are gorgeous, Snake and mouse. I can remember speaking to some guy at the end of this dream, and he just made me feel like he was cornering me or something. The moment I drew the analogy in my mind of him making me feel like a mouse trapped by a snake, I saw the very image of a snake attacking a mouse and woke up.

Dream Two - I am playing a game of some wort where I am playing as the bird adviser from the lion king, flying through rings that make a path through the sky and even down into the ocean. It must be some sort of Kinect or motion control games because when I struggle flying through the water I start waving my hands wildly and reaching out as far as I can and that helps me move through the water. After I come up out of the water I am suddenly an inkling from Splatoon and shooting easter themed bad guys shaped like robot bunnies and robot baby chics.

Yuuup, that's all I have. One dream that I have notes for that I can't even remember now and one dream that I can remember that was just plain weird o.O I figure this will be closer to my normal since I only get about 6-7 hours of sleep on work days.

Well after a week of visiting my grandmother's and being unable to record my dreams, my dream recall plummeted... a lot.
So even though this is just a dream fragment I am very happy I remembered at least a little of one of my dreams because I haven't remembered a dream since I visited my grandmother's which was two weeks ago. It was even semi-lucid instead of non-lucid.

I was in a very fancy building with red wallpaper with a gold vine-like design on it. It was probably a restaurant though since I remember seeing tables with a white table cloth over it with dishes, utensils, and vases and it. The floor was wooden and shiny. I remember walking down a stair case in the restaurant leading to an exit in which I met a girl and talked to her. I don't remember what either of us said. I then walked out of the building which led to a shopping square at night. I couldn't see the shop names since it was too dark. I talked to a few people outside. That's all I could remember.

I put lucid dreaming on the back burner these past few days. A combination of mucky recall and distraction of other things have kind of dragged me down. It's basically more of what was in that backlog entry. A bunch of nonlucid and semi-lucid bits.

I recall being in a star wars movie. I was on the city planet. I remember saying to myself that I thought this planet was kind of uncreative. It was just like new york city but with a more futuristic look.

I rode a floating train and somehow found myself in a cave where Jedi and Sith were fighting one another. I recall not belonging to one side or the other but Darth Vader attacked me. He knocked me down to the ground but suddenly became very conflicted about what side he thought that he really belonged to.

I then remember Yoda and *sigh* Jar Jar Binks were fighting.

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I recall learning that there were 27 Bionicle movies by looking on a box at my friend S's house. (My friend S collects Bionicles.)

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I remember going into the avatar state while I was semi-lucid. I was in some kind of gym class.

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I at my college. It was the beginning of the year and they were having a festival showcasing all of the different frats and clubs that you could join. I remember these one people started something called the 'Be happy' club. It was clearly a bunch of 8-year olds and their parents and I have no idea what they were doing on a college campus.

I didn't even go over to them, because I wasn't interested. But one of them walked over to me, one of the parent women and gave me a pamphlet. It turns out they were actually this odd religious group that worshiped a god called happysan.

The more I stayed near them, the more I started to get a really creepy vibe. I started to walk the other way. I saw that the fair had for the most part disappeared and that I was now on the bike path at the edge of my town that leads to the sate park. I vaguely recognized the area but there was a large lake that was in place of the field in waking life. The path continued across a land bridge. A few of the booths including the 'be happy club' stayed around as well.

I started walking back in the direction that would take me home. I randomly became lucid. Manei appeared out of the crowd of people. She asked me to give her a piggy back ride. I told her she could for a minute. She got on my shoulders. It probably looked a bit ridiculous since she is much taller than me.

Me:"Next time, you're gonna carry me!"

Manei:"Now, Fly!"

Me:"This is probably a bad idea..."

I got about three inches off the ground, then realized how off my center of mass was and flew backwards into a big tree. We just laughed off what was actually one of my softer crashes. Manei told me that another test was coming and left.

I started flying around on my own. I was noting how the dream didn't seem to put any ceiling on how high I could fly. I remember experimenting with putting my hands in front of me like superman but this made me fly slower. Probably because I can go fastest if I put my hands behind me because I can project flames out of my hands and feet. I don't see them most of the times, but I can see them flickering out of my peripheral.

I then tried flying through the trees. I remember putting my arms out to my side and flying forward. I could then push myself from side to side to avoid the trees. I also recall seeing my friend A on the walking path. I waived 'hi' to him.

I somehow found myself in a small indoor pool area. There was a dc with short light brown hair and a black girl swimming in the pool. The boy asked me if I liked the show FairlyOddparents. I told him (honest answer here) that I thought it was obnoxious because the characters were always shouting and it seemed to repeat the same formula over and over.

Well apparently that wasn't the answer that he wanted to hear because he got mad, got out of the pool and came after me. I started to fly away, but he grabbed my leg. I spun around with my arms, boosting with fire to spin him off, but he did a flip and landed with my rotation.

I got down and we started fighting. I couldn't believe that there was a DC able to match me in combat. He didn't look to be all that in-shape. In fact he was a bit of a chunker. I almost managed to land a blow when I preformed a sweeping kick while my foot was on fire. I singed the hairs on his chinny chin chin and he staggered back into the pool.

He got back out and got me on the defensive. I thought about using my hidden blades but then I remembered that I was trying to be less violent in dreams. Instead I pinned him against the wall and put my fingers on the inside of his eyes. (Threatening to poke his eyes out)

Me:"Just drop it, Okay!"

DC:"Okay, okay!"

The dc seemed bitter about it, but he let it go. I lost the dream and woke up.

Spoiler for Notes:

The mentality that I am trying to have on violence in dreams is a more balanced one. I can be dark and violent. It's just a part of who I am and I really don't see anything wrong with that. I just need to not be excessive about it. (Remember when I rained knives on a DC), we're just going to try and avoid doing that unless we really have to.

I know many lucid dreamers try to play a pacifist and never fight against dream characters. Sure, that gives you the moral high ground when a dickhead DC beats you up and you don't fight back. But, in my opinion your doing just as much a disservice to yourself by letting other people beat you up as you would if you go just go around murdering DCs because they annoy you a little.

In other words there's a balance to be struck. You don't want to be passive, just letting others walk all over you. And you don't want to be too aggressive and attack others. You should play defensive. Only use violence when you feel you are threatened or are attacked, and you shouldn't kill or injure a DC unless you really have to. And this dream demonstrates that better than my previous dreams.

tl;dr I wouldn't recommend being a thug or Gandhi in a dream. Somewhere in the middle.

Cory and I were looking to adopt a kid, so we mapped out a few orphanages on our GPS. Apparently you can just go to a random orphanage and pick up a kid like you would a pet or something. So we set out in the car, but kept getting lost. Really lost, like driving through people's yards and at one point we were off-roading in some field of dirt. Cory wanted to drive up this sand bank but it was friggin sheer vertical sand and I said no way. He tried anyway and we slipped back down. I tried getting our location on the map on my phone, but the map kept zooming out and made it impossible. By some miracle we finally made it to the orphanage and we were looking at kids, and we were thinking on this 12ish year old boy with sandy hair. So we were walking around the orphanage with him and he was telling us about himself, but something about him seemed very off. He asked if we would adopt him, so Cory and I had a little pow-wow and we both really didn't want to. We wanted to move on to the next orphanage. We were dreading telling him because we didn't want to break his little heart, but we finally did and he looked so dejected and just said "Oh." and walked away. I wanted to cry.

For some reason we were paying rent on two apartments because we were too lazy to move all the stuff from one apartment over to the other. So we slept at one apartment, but the other one had our washer/dryer, so we would drive over there to do our clothes. We decided to finally combine them but when we went to the washer/dryer apartment, we just couldn't figure out how to do it or how to bring the stuff back to the other place. Apparently we also kept a cash register with a moving belt attached to it at the apartment. Cory would put items on the belt and when they got to the end I'd bag them, and that's how we moved stuff. The belt was also super-magnetic so whenever something metal came down the line, it would stick and I'd have to struggle to pull it off.

I don't remember the last dream, just that I was sitting on the ground and Seru in his semi-perfect form was standing there screaming at me and I was like WTF. And I was friggin terrified for some reason.

Back to Work
I'm working which is at the home town basketball center. I think it's hafele. I'm where the back of the old courts are, and there was an opening in the back left corner. Its coming to the end I think, cause there isn't much to do. I see a couple trolleys and collect them. The trolleys are miniature. A worker that's doing the same job jokes around and says "get ur own job". I leave the trolleys in his path to collect, but he says "well don't just leave them there, put em away". I put them into there bays. I try and put them in perfectly, but they move around. I check the other bay and notice that they are not neat either, so I just leave mine as is. I wanted it to be perfect for the worker as I wanted to do things right because I was new and nervous. I tell some of the workers about how I used to be on disability pension, and how it got cut due to getting 10 points instead of 20.
I cranked some tunes off of my phone and left it on a ledge so people could hear it.

Work must be over cause I'm in a car with people. In sitting in the back with a female, it's dark, so it's hard to tell who I'm with. I think it was Ashleigh Hunt. I soon realize that I have left my phone at work and tell them they have to turn back. I can tell some people are pissed off by the sighs. To my surprise, Ashleigh hands me my phone. It was near me the whole time. I think back and remember placing it next to me.

I'm back at work, but it's changed to Bunnings Warehouse. I'm near the entrance to depot, looking at cloths. There's a lot of clothes. I think they're all donated clothing, because there isn't 2 of the same thing, and a lot of different sizes. I see a man near me browsing for clothes also. I mention about finding it hard to find the right size. He disagrees with me.
I see something on the wall. Another worker shows me what it does. It has chicken inside it. He opens it and we start eating it. He told me Daryl paid for his. I'm holding a box with chicken in it. I grab some lemon and squeeze it on, over doing it in the process. I have a bite and its nice.
I'm standing around and I see a guy that has a English accent. He calls a guy Joe Weller that passes him. It rings a bell that name. As Joe comes over, I recognize him. I say "I know you...."

Dream Fragments
I'm on the streets in a Arabian place. There's dirt roads, and Arabian people. I see a car that arrives with a man wanting to sell his fireworks. I imagine shooting a Firework into his car as he drives off, resulting in his death.

I see a man with an erection. He's showing off his fat dick. The scene changes to him having some kind of strap around his dick. It looks like a bit of leather at the base of it, almost like a little collar.

Side Notes: Day 1 of fast, felt OK. Bed early tomorrow. I RC upon awakening without reminding myself.