dream fragment

I was in some kind of prison/school. A guard was showing me around. He showed me a shop where we could download something but only from certain terminals. He told me the others were for public use. I vaguely recall traversing the prison before this point but I don't remember what happened during that time.

At this point I watch a circle of leech like creatures in a containment unit. There are people outside the unit working with their hands through those wall gloves. Next to the circle of leeches I see what looks like a human leg, but it's grey and covered with boils and pus. It has a leech like mouth where it's toes should be. The leg is somewhat flat but it still looks like a human leg. The side of the containment unit obscures the upper part of the leg, so I don't know if it was connected to a body.

I attend an awards ceremony. I brought something up to the stage and walked down to get a seat. I saw some of my old classmates and sat down beside them. One of the girls said "Sean one" (Sean is my name) and I joked back that I should take this chance while I can. Right afterwards I said that I'd "one" many more in future.

I was on a school trip with my classmates on a bus. The bus journey lasted for quite a while but I don't remember much of it, I think I spent a lot of time looking out the window at scenery but I'm not sure. Eventually I saw a sign for a shopping centre and Cinema. I assumed we were going to the Cinema. As the bus drove up to the entrance of the shopping centre, a girl wondered out loud "Is this one of those drive in shopping centres?" We crowded into the centre and walked down a hallway. Many of my classmates walked to a leaflet stand and picked one up. I started walking towards the main area (meaning to ignore the leaflets) but turned back and picked one up anyway. At this point I saw a guy I recognised from my old secondary school walking up stairs. I hurried to catch up with him. (I never did) When I was in the main area with my classmates I realised I had accidentally picked up four leaflets. I offered three of them to classmates who didn't have one and they were happily taken. I then looked down at my own leaflet but the pages had become loose and the text looked like gibberish. I became frustrated.

At this point I woke up and wrote down everything I could remember about my dreams. My hand was sore from the furious writing. I went back to bed.

In dream land again I was in a primary school for disabled/ill children. (I don't know what, if anything was wrong with me) I was sitting in front of a computer screen. (all the kids desks had computers) One of the computers adjacent to mine had something about werewolves on the screen. I spent a while just sitting around when a bald dark skinned girl sat down beside me. I think she noticed there was nothing wrong with me because she became agitated and started asking for help. She was foaming at the mouth and when she screamed I could feel her spit on my face. Eventually the school day was over and I began to leave the school. My mother had come to collect me. As I was leaving a boy tried to hit me (bully I guess) but I kept walking, sidestepped him and then pushed him over with my left hand without even looking back. (It was pretty cool)

At this point I had left the school and began walking between two iron barb fences. (not at ground level, at the top of the fences) The space was pretty tight and I think there were branches and bushes growing between them. I saw my mum at the end so I kept moving. When I reached the end I felt the fence bend under my weight, my mum and two girls from my secondary school helped me down. We walked home.

I just remembered something else while typing this. I was in a car being driven around Bangkok. I saw a lot of burnt out buildings but eventually we came to the main part of the city. I don't remember what exactly was said but somebody implied that a famous Bangkok landmark was just a flat screen with the landmarks image. I took pictures as we circled an important building. (The camera didn't feel like a camera) I've never been to Bangkok so I'm sure it was just a nonsense location, but I'm impressed with how real it seemed.

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Last night was weird because I felt like I didn't fall asleep at all. As far as I knew I had been tossing around in my bed until early morning when I suddenly remembered all these dreams. It was really hot last night so it was hard to get comfortable.

January 30, 2015

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All I remember is fragments of nothing. Like, I know there was something, and they were substantial dreams, but I forgot them because I didn't write them down. There is a vague sense of trickery, or game-play.

Only a brief lucid, after a couple of fragments:

First, I was on a coach to Bristol. The weather is clear and sunny, but freezing cold (it was actually just as cold when I woke up).

Then, something about kids on bikes at the bottom of the road.

The lucid dream: I am talking to a woman at a market stall. She is selling a strange concoction of muts, fruits, and something else. She rolls it up like a profiterol and sells it as food. I ask her to make one for me, so I can eat it and fulfil two of my tasks at the same time. As she is making it, I wake up.

So then, after sleeping most of the afternoon away and being up for most of the night, I fell asleep around 8:00am. Expected nothing in terms of dreams/lucidity, but it seems as though I at least got a little bit of lucidity.

I decided to use this game I found, universe sandbox to try and re-create some of the scenes from one of my outer space dreams this time around. Though these dreams still appear to be utterly random in nature.


-Something to do with a speedboat crash.

-I was skiing on a completely unfamiliar slope. One of my skis seemed to be dragging in the snow. I fell over and did the splits but for some reason it didn't hurt. I was stuck in deep snow though. Another family came to help me out.

-Something to do with a bunch of orange tabby kittens sleeping together in a pile.


So the dream had something to do with traveling through a wormhole to another planet. The wormhole was orbiting next to a white star, something like this.



I can recall the spacecraft that was used to travel through the wormhole was heading for a nearby planetary system orbiting a gas giant. There was a planet orbiting the gas giant that was similar to earth, though a little smaller and with thicker atmosphere.

As it approached, it looked something like this:



The spacecraft landed and the people got out. The spacecraft was rather small and there were only four or five people in white spacesuits. The suits looked more like armor than spacesuits.

The people on the spacecraft eventually had to return to their home star system. They were talking about how the wormhole on their end was much larger than on the end here. Supposedly the wormhole back at their home star system was some kind of wormhole hovel where a whole bunch of wormholes linked to. They had somehow discovered this by traveling through it to one star system that with a slight tweak they could wind up traveling to any place in the galaxy.


I was in an all white room, about 20 feet by 60 feet. The place felt strangely familiar, like I had been here as a kid or something. It also had the feeling of being a couple stories underground. The whole room was full with toys. I felt like a kid as well. I felt shorter than normal. I wanted to play with the Legos. I began looking through the different boxes of blocks and action figures trying to find Legos.

I then recognized a dreamy feeling and became lucid. I began using the boxes of toys to stabilize the dream. I thing that the dream had started with appearing in the white room, it felt a little bit like a WILD in fact.

I started talking with the older, a boy with long black hair. He was about ten. There was a younger boy with blonde hair, about 5. There were two girls, both about ten and five as well.

I then noticed that the room only had one exit. I asked them what was outside. They told me that they didn't go that way, because their caretaker tried to leave the room and she never came back. So they had been stuck in the room full of toys playing for a very long time.

I told them that I knew things about this world that they wouldn't even understand. I told them that I would help to guide them out of the room. They seemed eager to go and started running into the doorway.

It was dark and eerie and the light was flickering. The ceiling got higher the further you got down the hallway. Partway down the hallway I jumped and fell forward, catching myself into flight only a few inches off the ground. From there I made my way to the front of the group, oriented myself upwards and got ready to guide them.

I saw that the hallway ended in a cavernous room with a labyrinth for a floor. The room was dark and appeared to be all white, like the previous room, though parts of it had collapsed. It had something of the feeling of a gymnasium.

I told the kids to slow down, but they started rushing into the labyrinth by themselves.

It was at this point that I realized that what I was undertaking was not pertinent to my lucid goals and that I might not be quite as in the moment as I would like.

The dream dropped through very quickly. I think I cut back to the wormhole around the giant white star for a moment. I was tumbling through space doing repetitive front-flips. I tried to steady myself and managed to do so.

I saw that for some reason I was holding onto one of the boxes of toys from the dream. I let it go and decided to just allow myself to wake up.

I started falling though. I then heard a presence speaking to me in the language of thought. It explained to me how I had accidentally created a temporal dissonance.

I asked what that was. It explained that physical matter is not so easily moved through time because it has weight. However, thoughts, memories and consciousness can easily be detached from your brain in one time and moved to another because they are metaphysical and not so easily bound by time.

It then told me I would be able to 'set' how much time I was going to travel back. This was based on a complicated resonance of harmonic frequencies. The first time I had available was 26 years 49 days 11 hours something minutes. That's longer than I've been alive. Give me a shorter time.

I got a time something like 13 minutes instead, and told the presence it could send me back in time now if it wanted to. I told it to keep me in the present. I hadn't made the right preparations yet. (Really I was just doubtful that this was just the dream playing a dumb trick.)

I woke up a moment later.

30.01.2015

1-30-15 Fragments - A cat escaped (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream Fragment (0.5 pts)

One of my cats ran away from home. It was raining and she freaked out and started to run in circles.

30.01.2015

1-30-15 Fragments - Car not working (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream Fragment (0.5 pts)

My car was behaving oddly, it was not driving smoothly and it randomly accelerated or braked.

30.01.2015

1-30-15 Fragments - Yugioh (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream Fragment (0.5 pts)

Something involving a Yugioh tournament I was going to join.

30.01.2015

1-30-15 Fragments - Late for the concert (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream Fragment (0.5 pts)

I was with my wife going to the concert but we were late, there was a lot of traffic.

I was sitting down at a table in a pub when a man entered and sat down beside me. I don't recall what was said but he either told me (or I just knew) that he was a pirate. He flirted with one of the waitresses. (I think) Either that or the waitress had some kind of importance.

At this point I jumped to watching a ship coming into port, towing another ship behind it. (it looked shipwrecked) I got the impression they were going to use the damaged ship for spare parts to fix their own ship. I saw a ship splitting in half like a barrel. (it was very unrealistic)

At this point I jumped again and I was on the pirate's ship (I guess I joined the crew) however we had become trapped on a part of the sea that had frozen over. I left the ship nervous that the ice would break under my feet but it carried my weight and didn't break. I picked up a shovel and ran across the ice to a large pile of snow where other crew members were shoveling away snow. I began shoveling the snow away. I got the impression we were creating a path for the ship through the snow.

Earlier in the night I woke up and felt that I had been dreaming about "monsters" but I don't recall anything about that. It didn't seem like it had been a nightmare.

I was walking down town to buy something and I met a couple (I think they might have been in their 60's) I spoke with them but I can't remember what was said. At this point I looked to my left and saw my grandmother standing a field (she might have had her back to me) I told her we'd walk home together after I bought what I needed in town. At this point I jumped to having bought whatever I needed and I walked home with my grandmother. Now this part is pretty odd. We were looking at a fence on the way home talking about whether it would hold if zombies came, we talked about what part of the fence would be safest to stand behind.

After this it became really fuzzy. I remember putting my jacket on and browsing a forum. I believe somebody on the forum was telling a story. I saw an cartoon avatar version of myself (I guess it was my profile?) Finally I watched (with a slanted aerial view) two women in swimwear angrily jump into a pool. At the time I had the impression they were like stones skipping across the pool. It's hard to describe how they moved, sort of erratic I guess?
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This night of dreams was pretty foggy and fragmented. I don't remember much in the way of a story.

Increasingly frustrated, I was trying to rearrange the objects on the top shelf of the refrigerator. This was made challenging by the downward slope of the shelf and the fact that there was no raised lip at the front to catch things. It was also quite full, so the weight of the objects in the back was pushing down against the things in the front and knocking them off. My dad walked up as I was once again moving things around trying to find a more stable arrangement, so I complained to him:

"The fridge is full of bread—bagged bread! And milk." I screwed up my face, pronouncing "milk" with as much disgust as I could put into my voice. I've never liked milk, but thought I should provide a better reason for my objection. "The milk's going to go bad in a few days and then we'll have to throw it out."

"Room for more bread!" My father kept a straight face, but I was pretty sure he was teasing me.

"Look," I said impatiently, "If this is some kind of survivalist thing, we'd do better to stock complex carbohydrates than all this processed crap."

First dream - fragment

I was in school. With teacher and classmates we were talking about structural organisation of forestry units.

Second dream

I was in home. We were preparing the attic to make bedrooms there. First we had to take all the trash from there. If we found anything of value, we took it to cleaning. Most of the objects were covered with cobwebs. There were gigantic spiders walking on them. They had random colors, like red or yellow. Two of them made a huge cobweb across the whole room.

Third dream

With my siblings we went out of supermarket. It was starless, moonless night. We went to the parking, and looked for our vechicle. We've found it. It was a tanker. We climbed up to its roof. The driver probably wasn't aware of this. As soon as my siblings jumped up on it, they've fallen down. I was holding on, until it started to move. I've fallen to the ground, and couldn't move. A man in white radiation protective suit came, and started to kick me. I could see the footing of his shoes quite vividly when he kicked me in the face. Suddenly the driver of tanker drove over my siblings. He couldn't reach me with the vechicle, as I was lying too close to some buildings. When he tried to drive over me again, I could move again and I escaped by climbing up the roof and jumping straight into my garden. I've landed in front of gigantic cobweb with two spiders on it, one was red and second yellow. Both had six black dots on them.

Went from 12:30 (last night) to about 11:45. I woke up very early this morning too.

-Uncle Iroh was missing three fingers and a thumb on his right hand.

-Something to do with Minecraft


-I was in this strange environment where there were these pillar-like mountains, something like the mesas in the American southwest. Everything was made out of reddish stone. The sky was orange/red as well and there were a bunch of Jupiter/Saturn clones in the sky.


I was sitting in a small cafe/resturant with Neo and Morpheus. Kind of getting big boy or coney island vibes. Nothing fancy, but no fast food place either. There were agents after us and we had to defend ourselves. For some reason the 'agents' were Trinity clones rather than Agent Smith.

I became lucid at one point and started fighting back. I can't recall what triggered lucidity. Everyone else ran running and screaming out of the cafe. Even the other Matrix characters.

The agents seemed pretty easy to defeat. I recall having basic punch/kick fights to defeat a few.

I started looking for more interesting ways to fight them. I picked up a table and threw it at one. It fell out the window. I became aware of the fact that we were not on ground level.

I remember the most interesting one was the one that I picked up with a psychic grab and crushed so small she actually collapsed into a miniature back hole that sucked up some chairs/tables/food around her, then dissipated after a few seconds.

The 'Final Agent' came out that was supposedly the original, and would be the most difficult to defeat. She looked shorter and fatter than the others and carried an Uzi. She fired on me. I remember all of the bullets just fell off of me. I even caught some in my hand. This looked strange as it seemed to happen in slow motion and I saw a shock wave spread through my hand every time I caught one.

When she emptied the mag, I examined the bullets that I had caught. They felt warm from the gun. I then (without moving my hand) thought to fling them back. They all fired off, like a shotgun, back at my opponent and, well they should have killed her.

She then told me that she was not merely human... but rather...

She unzipped her leather outfit, and had nothing underneath. The moment I started to examine her body, I noticed it looked fake. Once the tight matrix leather was off, she started to unzip her skin starting from the head to reveal that she was in fact a terminator-like robot.

(Terminator-Matrix Crossover, somebody get on that)

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I was at home, still lucid. My dad asked me what I was doing. I told him I was dreaming and was going outside to fly. I went outside. He responded with some curse words and begrudgingly told me to do whatever I wanted. It was a gray cloudy day.

His negativity seemed to be weighing on the whole dream though. I couldn't fly. I then thought that I might want to pursue him, find out why in my LD's my father is always such a negative influence.

I instead had a false awakening, but forgot the content of it.

First dream

I was in school. I was sitting in the IT room on the second floor. The lesson ended quickly, and I went downstairs. I looked into the other classroom, and went towards the cloakroom and exit.

Second dream

I was in my home. Mother told me that my uncle is coming back from U.S We drove to the uncle's possession in the nearby town. We were waiting near his house. It was cold, winter day. Everything was covered with snow. He finally arrived, but he was too tired to meet with us. We drove back to home. I took a bowl, somehow filled it with blood and pretended that it was a soup. I spoiled a little on my legs, and when I was just about to eat, my mother arrived and told me that she'll cook something.

28.01.2015

1-28-15 Fragments - Strange diet (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream Fragment (0.5 pts)

Something involving a diet with both green and red apples that my wife wanted to start.