Fragment of Dreams
I'm with two random DC's, they're getting all this weird equipment together so go scuba diving in the burmuda triangle. I plead with them not to, that there's still beings down there with the giant pyramids and sphinxes, and they just brush me off like I'm crazy and then they walk away and then I see the murky under water scene of the giant pyramid get closer into my vision until I get shoved and sucked into the scene forcefully and I'm all by myself and I'm so deep under water and I can't see through the water clearly just blue tint and black shadows and I see entities coming towards me and I try to swim away but I'm getting sucked towards the sea bed.
So I'm in the big brother house, and I'm a competitor like the others but somehow I'm hearing and seeing information that puts me in an advantage. They jack judds grizzly shirt and place it on a manikin in the nature of a clearance on rocks, and they say the contestants must bid the highest for the shirt, and that afterwards the contestants must be the first to find their way back home. Then we are dropped off in the area amusingly by helicopter, everyone i shocked that we're having a comp outside of the house, it seems no one else knew what the hell to do so I run the the shirt that is like 50 yards away and I yell a bid, I yell out one million dollars! then I hear judd running up from behind and he bids a higher price and the others just stand idle and confused, after we keep bidding they say I won and so I sprint off towards the building that are hardly visible over the trees and down a rocky hill, and the others take off after me.
I decide that to save bandwidth, I shall go for a walk instead of slaving away on the computer all day. Just going down the road outside my back garden. I see Jack L. with his little brother (he doesn't have one as I'm aware of.) I'm surprised to see him in my home-town as he lives in a city around 25 miles away, so we walk and talk, the discussion mainly been about how deep his voice is now and how old he looks. (I felt like I was myself at my own age and current looks, but I can't be certain.) As we're walking Jack goes into a 'bread-shop' owned by and old lady (looking in her 40-50's) who loves Stardoll. Jack puts some fresh bread into the oven and I ask if he's usually like this, responsible and a good big brother. He laughs, looks me in the eye and says "Never." He says this as he brings the now cooked bread out of the oven, then we leave the shop. I see people I should know but they strangely know Jack much more and they pay no attention to me. Although they do know me the attention was obviously all on Jack. Then I wake up from the sound of something falling in my room. I did a reality check just in case but it didn't overrule the real world so I knew it was reality and not just another dream. Maybe this was a dream from my subconscious telling me to be a good big brother, be independent and responsible for my actions. But also been social and getting to know people a bit more.
[I actually thought that last night would mark the start of a memory without fragments, but I was wrong. Oh well. Normally these sorts of things only last from two to four or five days.] 1) In this room there is a lot of brown. There are adults with us kids. What we (the kids, I don't know about the adults) were doing is rebellious, but not necessarily "bad" or "evil." [Those were the words that I chose when I woke up this morning: "bad" and "evil." I really want to know what we were fucking up ] 2) Krystal and I were playing a card game, or maybe even a board game (though I don't think so). I had never played it before and so Christine was trying to teach me the basic rules. She was explaining to me that whatever you were to say, you were to say it clearly because all of what you said would be actions carried out by your side. She proved this to me when she said that ice would be a way to escape. I then seen the scenario that she was talking about. A slightly boyish-looking girl was behind a layer of ice, and behind her was a blue monster that had been chasing her. The girl placed her finger onto the ice and drew a circle, which then made that portion of the ice fall to the ground. Both the girl and the monster jumped through the ice and continued their chase. When it was my turn a scene came into my head of a reddish-orange car carrying the game's cards in the back of it and hitting an electrical fence. All of the cards exploded and the scene disappeared and I was looking at Krystal again. She was disappointed about losing her cards, but she understood. "Especially since this is, what, your third time playing?" "Fourth," I corrected. I was grateful that she wasn't mad at me 3) Stan was up to something. [Can you believe that that was supposed to be a long dream?] 4) Hogwarts looks like your typical haunted mansion. It's on top of a cliff that is so high you cannot see the bottom, and there are four rickety bridges that lead to each of the four Houses. The rain is falling terribly here. There is a "House Switching" where some of the students are transferred to different Houses. I take the viewpoint of Harry and I am talking to sixth-year Tom Riddle. He keeps talking about how he didn't do everything he ever did "evilly." I don't disbelieve him; in fact I think I am contemplating his words, wondering if Voldemort is truly one-hundred percent evil or if he is something else. I think that Tom was talking about the House Switching in "his day" and how he remained in Slytherin. Anyway, Harry started crawling on one of the bridges, the one to Hufflepuff. Depending on how you stood it could have either been the one on the left or the one on the right, and I'm pretty sure from the point where I was talking to Tom it was on the left side. Here's a point where I can't remember what happens and suddenly I (again, as Harry, who looks very Hufflepuffy) am sitting on a balcony. I only remember there being three balconies for Gryffindor, Hufflepuff, and Ravenclaw, but there may have been one for Slytherin as well. Ron was still a Gryffindor but I think that Hermione had been Switched over to Ravenclaw. The three of us were talking about all of the House points we were going to collect.
I was lucid right from the start in this dream, but i didn't think so much about it and what i could do. Therefore i completely forgot to rub my hands to give the dream clarity (atleast until the very end) and to f.ex meet my subconscious. It all started out in a little asian village out in the forest. Me and my fellow habitants were kung-fu masters. I don't remember too much about the village other than the fact that someone came to destroy it. It was a short man much like a loanshark (or some other gangster). He was accompanied by three large men and something that looked like his short wife. As he approached the village the alarm was sounded and two small groups covered their respective roads. When they came into speaking range i quickly shouted something like "Begone, you don't belong here!". He just laughed. Suddenly i felt this rush of both power and confidence. I ran over to the man, threw him to the ground, beat up the muscle men, and kicked the wife in the butt. Lastly i lifted him up and said "You will never, ever try do hurt anyone again." He nodded. I dropped him and looked to the sky. Flying over the woods (it looked like what i think China looked like in the 1500th) i spotted a resting place. I am not sure why i wanted to land there, but i did. Naturally, everyone stared (and i of course enjoyed it) at the man with the flying powers. I sat down and streched out my legs. I remember having a conversation with a creature that i knew was the owner, but i cannot recall what it might be about. I left for the sandy highway and again looked to the sky. This time i saw a grey cloud (like a storm), surrounded by big mushrooms. I wanted to go there. There were a lot of people on the road, and i was still eager to show off my newly attained skills. I jumped high up in the air before i activated my flying, thinking it would look even cooler. As i flew away i heard screams of amazement. The flight to the mushroom cloud actually took some time, and even though i tried to fly faster i was not able to. Frankly, i did not really think about dream control at this moment. When i finally reached my target i flew through it, but soon got bored and changed direction towards a city in the horizon. It seemed that the city was occupied by penguins, because that was the first sight that met my eyes (this was proved wrong later on though). I did not stop to observe them and instead flew even further into the city. I saw a wall of ipads and ipods and moved closer to inspect them. After testing them out (which just ment to look at them, because they could not do anything extrodinary), i walked up to a man that told me he was my trainer. I also remember being struck by a feeling that the dream had gone on forever. After a small talk where i learned that i was not the only one with powers in the world, i met two others like me. Together we walked into a place that i think represented a storage of some sort. They wanted to play basketball and looked for a basket, but i wanted weapons. We went our seperate ways. As i approached the weapons shed i saw a girl from my real life class. Suddenly i was at a beach just outside the city, and there she was. I quickly rubbed my hands together to obtain clarity, but it lasted only for a mere second. Afterwards i tried to have sex with her, but she rejected me. Because of this i wanted to change location, and even though i knew that i might wake up if i closed my eyes and tried to wish for another place, i did it. Then i woke up. Thank you for reading my very first DJ entry! I am open to and thankful for critisim on grammar, but otherwise this is my little playground with my set of rules. Sweet dreams!
Dream recall from today's naps. There was some forum game/video game(It kept switching at places), where player character had to search through very abstract-style factory place, there were two brown puppet things in one of the rooms and some kind of huge engine/mechanism. Then there was different forum/video game that was happening in same place but in different time, one of players was using some 'meta' actions to summon various things, at one point he summoned spherical metallic drone with a laser. He also suggested to open the portal into the other forum game. Then later another player joined the party, he was a dragon. And after some talk everyone exited the factory outside and major enemy appeared, triggering the boss fight.
That's pretty much what I recall: it was about dreams, seeking, and being upside down.
1. [non-lucid] I am in a hotel I think and I'm trying to get through some doors that seem to just open and close randomly, the doors wont budge so i drive into the door and to my surprise it opens. Now I'm in a room sat at a table with a foreign guy who is talking to me (I'm not allowed to leave), I think he is teaching me how to speak his language, I just nod and make it look like I'm at all interested in the garbage he is coming out with, he decided to start playing with my joystick (the controller to my wheelchair) in which pissed me off, so I told him to get off and he did. Finally we leave the room and head to the elevator, When the elevator arrived I rushed into it and shut the doors before he could get in, now I'm repeatedly hitting the 4 button thinking that that is the bottom floor, I look at the panel and realize that button 2 & 3 are missing so I hit #1 a few times and sure enough I arrive on the bottom floor. Now to get through the dodgy doors, so I rammed them and they opened a lot faster than last time. fragments: Saw the foreigners wife, she wore a head scarf thing. 2. [non-lucid] I was in Minecraft jumping off big round brown hills into puddles of water.
A doctor took out the remaining lump behind my head. Miracle worker, they called him. He used something like a thermometer which sucked out the fat, which looked dark and greasy. However, when I touched behind my head, there's still a lump, almost no different than a week or so after the surgery.
Dream Fragment 1: I'm holding onto a man. Both of my hands are gripping one of his arms very tightly. He doesn't seem to mind. We are in a very crowded area. It's filled with people laughing, drinking and dancing. I let go of his arm and he places his hand on the small of my back, leading me away from the crowd. I feel happy. Dream Fragment 2: I'm in Grandma and Grandpa's R.V., sitting at the table. Julie and I sit on opposite sides, talking about whatever. A guy, who I both know and don't know, Walks up to the table with a plate of food. He looks at Julie and then he looks at me. He smiles big and tells me to move over. I move a bit and he sits next to me. We share his plate of food.
Thomas (my older brother) owed LilWayne drug money. He didn't have enough especially when Lil'Wayne decided it was like 100,000. We got out of there and Thomas accused me of not caring enough to help.
... I was in some place I don't know. Probably a school. These two girls are following me. Each one carries a hand bag. I left a room and turn to a big corridor. I'm getting a strange feeling. They keep stalking me. I turn and one of them comes towards me like she wants to give me her bag and asks: "Are you Telmo?" My heart is racing!! I felt being pulled down. Like I was in the middle of a spiral. There's this deep guttural roar. So weird. The dream stops. I'm in my bed. I open my eyes and try to move. I can't. The roar continues and there's this black silhouette in front of me. I was trying so hard to move. It lasted just a few seconds until I finally managed to move. The thing is... I wasn't scared. I was somehow aware of all the stuff I've been reading about SP. And didn't gave it much thought. I was trying to move because I thought I was in a middle of a WILD attempt and it was time I try and leave my body for my FIRST! Lucid dream. I seems my mind is going all in at night. My recall is also improving every day but I'm still unable to get Lucid.
Dream One: Mr. T, my PE teacher not the mohawk dude, and I were in a forest. Tall trees, giant hill, and many vines decending from the tree tops. For some reason, Mr. T and I decided to go up the hill. After we made it to the top, he started acting strange. I asked him what's going on and he just looked at me. Then I woke up. Mysterious right? The way he turned his head was just his head and nothing else, no other body movement was involved. Dream Two: This dream is the same as the first dream, except in the beginning, I'm driving the car and Mr. T is no where to be found. I look behind me in the trunk and I see a burnt creature, bald, red flaky skin, evil eyes, and a smoker's voice. Oddly enough, I felt that this was Mr. T. I asked him "What are you doing?" and he lifted a drum-like object, faced the top surface towards me, and forming at the top of the surface was a small hole in the center of the object.When the hole opened, he said "Your turn to burn." And gasoline poured out of the hole and into our supposed camping supplies. I jumped out of the car and watched the car go over the same hill from earlier. Fianlly when the car hit the otherside of the hill, a fiery boom was created and as it exploded, I woke up. At this point I figured these dreams were separate, aside from the scenary, but that was the last thing I remember from the other dream. However, I then had a third dream. Dream Three: This dream is kinda like a prequel to all the other dreams. It started out with me, my sister, friends, and my friend's parents. But we're in a locker room waiting for the parents. These weird robot things came in and started wreaking havoc and I decided to do something about it. I grabbed a little yellow one, like a pencil, and threw it out the door, hugged a fat one and it ran away, then the rest just ran out on their own. The parents came in and began a short conversation with us: Parents: Okay, are you all ready to go? Me: *Confused* Where are we going? Mom: To Yellowstone National Park or Lake Mead Me: For how long? Dad: Probably until the 10th of August. We were already half way to YNP when I thought "Oh no, I've got tennis practice this week!" which is true, I've got it all 5 week days and I didn't want to miss anything. It was too late and I guess in my dream it was already the 9th of August. We then signed ourselves in and as we did I saw Mr. T and his wife signing in as well. I thought, "What is he doing here?" and again, he looked at me, but this time I started hearing this loud ringing noise, kind of like on Slenderman, and I felt heavy and slow. After the dream faded out, I finally woke up. Maybe it's got something to do with my thinking process? Or maybe they were separate dreams, and I just dont remember the first dream as much as I do with the 2nd and 3rd. My dreams came in an anti-chronological order. Do they all have something in common? And what did Mr. T meant by "Your turn to burn."? Who knows, once I get this dreaming technique down, I'll ask him why the next time he tells me this.
I'm in some camp cabin, there's an audience and we're watching Roseanne Barr and that dude who plays her husband on the Roseanne show talk about their show, and people in the audience are pissed that the guy left the show or something because they missed his sandwiches. During the whole assembly there is a sandwich just chilling on stage with like 60 layers of ingredients and bread. After they are done talking they go into the audience and take a seat, then a teen girl and a teen boy go on stage and make the audience laugh for a good 5 minutes with improve, then Roseanne yells from the audience asking why they aren't eating the sandwich, so the two teens shocked grab a few layers off the sandwich, the girl got two pieces of bread with ingredients in the middle, but the boy only grabbed two pieces of bread with no ingredient in between and it pissed Roseanne and the guy off so they got up and went back onstage and shoved some of the proper bits of the sandwich down his throat, and then they threw the rest of the tall sandwich at the audience and they all fought for just a piece of it. (I wasn't in the dream at all.)
[This is the second time I've gone to sleep and remembered a few dream fragments. It's good that I'm remember bits of so many dreams but I'd be more satisfied if I could remember whole dreams. ] 1) Faye is concerned about something, but I can't remember what it is. It looks as if though the setting is my old school UMS, and she takes me to one of the bathrooms. I remember that there are showers in there, though, which there definitely aren't in real life. 2) This setting was back in Ucon in the first trailer that my family lived in. The neighbors behind us were the children that live around where we live in now, though. I remember that we had a porch with an awning above, and that is an addition. For whatever reason, I was trying to bake cookies. My mother took over, though, and spent the entire dream (about two days) baking. I once asked why she kept doing it and she told me it was because she liked decorating. At night my dad went outside to take out the trash. It was a weekend and the two of them didn't have any alcohol to drink so my mother asked me what he seemed like to me. "Great," I replied, though that was more of my attitude towards the scenario than what I thought he was feeling. As I was going into the bathroom he came in from the back door. I'm not sure what he said, but I think it was something along the lines of "I'm not a chump." The next day the children behind us were being extremely loud. It was hard for me to think and my mother couldn't concentrate on baking so she asked me to go out and tell them to quiet down (which I was doing anyway). As I got out there they were all starting to pile into a European van (the driver's side was on the right rather than the left) and a woman (brown hair, looked to be in her thirties) was the one driving. I leaned in the passenger's side and prepared to tell the children to shut up, but I couldn't spit the words out. The woman started reversing and I stumbled a bit. "Climb on in," she said, but I refused. I turned around to go back inside instead. 3) Jeff, Bart and I were out hunting in the woods. The sun was peeking out through some of the trees and so if I had to guess it was in the afternoon. I'm not sure what we were hunting, but I know it wasn't animals. The three of us climbed up a hill and passed some other guys and eventually we got to a log cabin. 4) [Here it is, the "maybe lucid." The reason I don't know if I knew that I was dreaming or not is because my thought process resembled what it is when I'm lucid, but I don't actually remember ever thinking "I'm lucid, this is a dream, I can do whatever I want." Whether it was a lucid or not, however, I did execute a fair amount of dream control.] There was some sort of war going on. Some man--a captain--was being controlled by me. I made him do "something" and I also made him quit to become an average citizen. He told me that if I didn't want to practice martial arts then I could always do some kind of fighting style that resembled that of a cat. I already knew this and thought about Yugito Nii of Naruto.