dream fragment

I was in a large outdoor pool complex. It was wintertime and snowing. I walked to the very end of it and began relaxing in this hot tub. This girl that I knew in my freshman year of high school came over and started flirting with me me. It was kind of annoying.

I can remember being in this boy-scout troop type thing. It was cold and rainy. This one boy was going fishing by a river. I can remember the river being wide with a lot of rapids and turbulent water.
The boy stated that he was trying to catch a catfish. When he reeled in the fish and held it up, it was this very long eel-like creature whos head looked sort of like a cats'. I can remember it having whiskers and catlike eyes.
The boy then walked over by a tall wooden fence and released the catfish into a very small, shallow pond.

I had a false awakening in my bedroom. I decided that I wanted to draw a picture of Lia (My dream guide) But it was really dark in my room.
I started going around turning on all of the lights in my room. (I have three lamps, a light in the fan and a desk light) But for some reason all of the lights were dim. I began drawing anyway.
After awhile I looked over my drawing and was disappointed with the quality of the drawing. She looked ugly.

I was having a dream about playing minecraft with a bunch of my friends. We were mining some diamonds deep down in this cave. We started to head back up, but the floor of the cave started to collapse into pools of lava. I can remember running and dodging falling objects.
Eventually, the minecraft style dream morphed into a more realistic style. We had reached a large cavern. We all stopped and looked around for a second. It was silent.
This man in a robot suit dropped down. But the suit was not fancy technology, it was more like a steampunk mech suit. I know that's difficult to understand, but this guy had this armor made out of this copper-colored metal, and he had all of these pistons and gears moving around in very intricate ways to make this man move.
The man lowered himself onto the floor with this big chain. He then summoned a bunch of attack dogs to me and my friends. We all drew swords and fought off the dogs.
When we turned to the man with the mech-suit he opened these canvas and wood bat wings on his suit and started to slowly fly out of the cave on a jet of steam, screaming all the while. We ran after him, and reached the surface.
We could see him streaking ahead, gaining speed. We tried to chase him, but it was difficult because we were running though a forest and there were alot of fallen trees on the ground.

Just to catch up on a few dreams I missed recording recently....

October 31

Fragment - "Weed smoking at some school with creepy guy who wants cheese pizza, blue teddy bears on the highway? The rest of us eat pepperoni." All I remember about this dream is seeing those blue teddy bears, they looked very trippy and weird. >.>

The Sacred Stream [Non-Lucid]

I was with M and at least one or two other people (who I think was/were imaginary) and after driving in my car a bit and then getting out to walk around we fell way down over the side of this huge cliff. We landed on a rock formation around half way down that had a stream flowing down it and started drinking it, and I believe M who noticed that it was, in fact, alcohol. o.o I took some large handfuls myself and it was freaking delicious! Unfortunately, when we climbed down from it to the ground there was some "tribe" of people there talking about how they were pissed at us from drinking from their sacred river, and then they started shooting at us. (I can't remember if it was just guns or poison darts or what, it's been too long now.) My first car just happened to be parked nearby so we all ran to it and hopped in and I started driving us away, though for a second I got really distracted by the fact that the headlights wouldn't work (), but then they finally did (). We pull off to the road and finally get away, but then I start feeling odd so I pull off to the side and look at my cellphone. Everything on the screen is fluctuating wildly, letters, shapes, and colors start switching around and pulsing and I realize that I'm hallucinating really hard. (In actually, technology usually malfunctions like this for me in dreams. ) I felt like I'd ingested something toxic and M was trying to look after me while I felt colder and weaker, but shortly thereafter I woke up.

November 1

Incredibly Fragmented Lucid [DILD]

"Stabilizing in a house...."

How disappointing is that. ._.

November 3

Pitted Against One Another [Non-Lucid]

I was part of some futuristic battle where people all fighting for their own personal causes were pitted against each other even though they had no hard feelings against each other, and I ended up fighting this one guy in a mall who was trying to set himself free of the hurt that he had because, apparently, he had taught every single person who died on a plane on 9/11 to read and speak English and he hadn't gotten over their deaths. o.o When I had to unfortunately defeat him, he, like, dissolved into blue code while telling me this story....

I really wish I remembered more of that dream, but I didn't even write anything down when I woke up so that's pretty much all I've got now.

Red title means non-lucid


Dream Fragment 1 (Nov 2nd)- I remember being in my old house with a girl I knew from High School and some of my friends and neighbors. I heard from my neighbors that the people down the street abandoned there newborn child and left the state. We walked over there and found the baby dead or dying underneath a storage shed.

Dream Fragment 2 (Nov 2nd)- I was with the same girl as before and we were playing basketball at my neighbors house. I missed several obvious dream signs. First, my neighbor does not have a basketball hoop. Second, the basketballs were heavy and sort of flat, like they were halfway filled with sand.

Dreamt I was working at Dominos pizza (which I used to) except it was a huge mall like equivalent with separate stores for different things on the menu.
I was on my lunch break trying to find somewhere but I got lost and couldn't remember where in the mall it was so I was racing against time to find it before my lunch break ended.
I ended up leaving the store and scrambling around outside to get back before the end of lunch break, I seem to remember feeling like I was running but my legs were really heavy. At one point I was trying to run up a grass hill but was struggling and grabbing bits of grass so I wouldn't slip until I realised there were some wooden rungs nailed into the ground to help my grip.
I remember being back in the store with some co-workers, we'd sneaked off to steal some food from any left overs. I saw giant bacon burgers and pizza crusts and we were eating our fill when a manager came along and nearly caught us but we made it look like we were just preparing the food for customers!
The dream seemed to change after that and I was in a room with some people learning how to assemble the parts together for an Xbox 360. I also remember we seemed to be inventing something else important..The rest of the dream is very hazy and fragmented I can't fully recall or explain some of the details.

I believe I had at least one or two more dreams, but I forgot to record them when I woke up from REM so I can only recall these two from this morning...

1. I can faintly remember being at school and fomr some reason I had my mp3 player. Then I sddenly became concerned with this huge know the headphones had become, and asked my college counseler to untangle it for me. To acieve this, he simply stared pulling as hard as he could, and then I promptly asked for my earbuds back before he could brake them

2. I was at the mall downtown outside the Chinses restaraunt. I had just come outside to get back on my bike and go home. Then I remember some idiot getting on my bike and somehow starting it ( i had the keys AND had locked it to the side) and trying to drive off! However, then he crashed into a nearby car. THen it was wierd because he kept on pushing the car, despite the bike being totally wrecked. He then tried running everyone in the parking lot over, but then the bike finally died.

Although I rarely curse in real life, in dreams for some reason the profanity just flies, so I remember running over and cussing him out saying "Man what the f***! THis bike only had 1100 miles on it!" And... "you a**h***!!!", etc... Anyways, then the cops showed up, arrested him, and that's all I remember.

Nov. 4, 2012
6:00am-7:00am

This dream had to do with school. I think the teachers of my classes were involved. There were also a lot of my classmates involved in the dream. All my friends ignored me.

I rejoined the boy scouts and I went to one event. I met a friend from school named Mn there. She didn't talk to me at all, ignoring me the entire time. At the boy scout event, the only thing I wanted to do was archery. I did really good at it.

I think why she didn't talk to me was because I lost all interaction with society: I lost all my friends, family, and acquaintances. I was a very lonely person.

Nov. 4, 2012
12:00am-6:00am

I was hanging out with some cool guys I found somewhere. They were in their teens. They skateboarded a lot. I went into a skateboarding race with some of them. I won the race. They also gave me some girl advice. They said that "if I wasn't giving 100% effort, I didn't get her."

I also went to a party somewhere. I don't know where it was, but I did almost get with a girl. I think the dream ended before I did. This might have been another dream, though.

Last night was filled with many dreams.


1. I was watching a movie about this guy who had jumped out of an airplane in outer space to skydive to another planet. Then the rest of his team followed him and they all began freefalling down this very long chasm and then just kind of hovered near the bottom. THen they all of a sudden they got bound by these mystical ring things that wouldnt let them go, and then out of no where a bunch of tentacle things broke through the wall, impaled everyone, and then ripped them apart. I remember in the dream though saying the special affects were horrible. Anyways, then there was the main landing party on the surface and they suddenly heard static over the radio. Then the creatures broke through the surface of the planet and grabbed everyone else and smashed / ripped them as well. Weirdly, there was this one lady though who had pepper spray and this for some reason warded off the aliens when nothing else would.
The aliens were really wierd cause they were these fat women, but they could run really fast. Annyways, they kept chasing this one lady until she went and hid under a truck or something and one of the aliens had sympathy and guarded her.

2. Someone wanted to watch this zombie movie so I went and started it for them.

3. Another video game dream with Sonic and Eggman in it. Can't remember what was going on

4. I was at a Runza restaraunt. I finished eating and went outside. Then this really wierd guy with a backpack started trying to open my trunk when I got in and jack my car or something. I immediately started it and backed up, sending him flying. Then I drove out of the parking lot and began merging onto the highway and calling the police.

5. I had been invited to a friend's birthday party through Steam and we were all gonna go to a disco thing, although that is the LAST place I would imagine my actual friends going. Anyways, then about 10 random friends came online and then another one invited me to thier birthday party. We all went to the second friends house and then I was holding this foam thing and they were all throwing baseballs at it. Then we were all randomly at this park and there was a big cannon in the middle shooting HUGE lacrosse balls at everyone.

6. I was checking the job opportunities for Sega of America website, and they had filled 3 of ther 7 open positions overnight.

This means normal dream
This means lucid dream
This means I'm loosing my lucidity
This means non-dream notes
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I can not remember all of the dream. But, what I remember is worth putting in because I remember this parts vividly.

I am in a mansion of some sorts in a large concrete pool. The walls are made of tiny white tiles and on each end of the pool there is an alcove, one is open air and the other is closed in and looks like a game room. I am a Vaporeon and am diving and twisting through the water, having fun on my own like I normally do in the pool. On the open alcove there is a trio of Pokemon in a triangular stance, a Gardivoir, a Zangoose, and a Swanna. They have their heads bowed and the Gardivoir looks like she is either praying or chanting and they have weird runes around them, like a power circle. I swim over to the closed alcove where a young man is typing on a laptop. I shake myself off and then, suddenly, a blast of power and floating runes knock me off of my feet. I look up and there are those three Pokemon, but they are not their normal colors, they are shades of deep purple. I realize that they are now dangerous, aggressive, Shadow Pokemon, like in Pokemon XD. I snarl at them, arching my back and making myself threatening and the Gardivoir motions for the Zangoose. The Zangoose lunges for me but I sidestep it and grab it by the scruff as it flys by and plunge into the water. I do an underwater corkscrew, feeling so fast and powerful as I glide through the water. The Zangoose slashes at me so I surge to the surface, push the Zangoose into the wall as hard as I can and hear a crack. It moves it's head, slow like it is sore and injured, and I see the tiles have cracked and are dripping with blood. The soaked and injured Zangoose paddles back to the closed alcove and as it climbs awkwardly to shore it and the other two Shadow Pokemon return to their normal colors. I pull myself up as well, panting and tired. The man looks to me and says, "What happend?" I walk up to him and whisper in his ear "I saw the Gardivoir chanting some runes. I think this was no accident."

End

[Saturday, November 3rd, 2012]
<I lied in my bed, after stretching and meditating for a good long time.
I told myself and whoever would help me, that I needed help having a meaningful dream. Or a lucid dream.
Falling asleep- I instantly began to have dreams, just cloudy ones. I woke up after some time. And re-thought my
intentions to wake up and not move to enter into a DEILD.>

The next time I wake up, completely still.
I feel my body frozen and numb.
I will myself up out of my bed towards the front end of it.
And find my back to the wall.
I repeated in my head-
"MAINTAIN CONTROL. MAINTAIN CONTROL."
But I struggled and got excited and woke up.
I rose my head out from the covers and thought-
"WAIT, THIS IS ANOTHER DREAM."
Suddenly, the darkness in front of me was transformed...
into odd colors and sounds. Spirals and fireworks.
The door had an outline of light that was separated from the door itself!
I got excited again and...

<Then I woke up for real.>
<Through my excitement, I still fell back asleep.>

I'm in a mix of Safeway and Target. I go back with Nathan and Alex to the back of the store. I find a dark corner
where no one goes and in the wall, there's a panel missing. I crawl into the panel and sit there for a moment in the
dusty old grey... and feel... a strange deja vu wipe over me. I find my old, golden, thin-frame glasses that my
Mom's been looking for over two years to find.

<fast forward in dream>

Scientists figure out how to create God, and the head of the company in charge is talking to the father of "Morel
Orel"'s Orel. They're in a dark room with a spot light on their wooden meeting table. Orel's Dad sat there in a dim
meeting room as one of his lead scientists said:

"We've been able to create women, doughnuts, nipples, cars...the whole works!"

Orel's Dad squinted his eyes and said, "Ooohkaayyy. Riiiight." In mocking disbelief.
The scientists went on to tell him that he was to receive cars and money and new technology.
He owned half the company apparently!

I remember a faint impression of being in Nevada or a desert area and I saw large satellite dishes.

<fast forward in dream>

My twin brother had a book that would allow him to have whatever he wanted.
He just had to write it in a blank page.
He was mad at me for some reason and was threatening to write me away.
I grabbed the book and held it shut, we both tried forcing the book out of each others hand.
He tried to cut my hair with a pair of scissors, but I got my head away.
I grabbed the scissors and pretended to cut his hair until he let go of the book.
Then I ran into the other room and hid the book.

Dream 1- After some of this dream has passed I am standing in a bright city around some other people and we get into a helicopter and fly a little ways away. We land in front of a graveyard which is in the city but has a fence around it. We go in and there is this spirt there and we start to fight it.

Fragment 1- I am looking at a map and we are trying to get to a center are which is in a square and had a stairway going up each side of it.

Dream 2- I am in the cafeteria with my friends and we are trying to Wild in the middle of lunch. We all close are eyes on three and just sit there trying to Wild but it doesn't succeed.

Dream 3- I am in my house and my parents are in the middle of fighting. I threaten my dad that if he touches my mom I'm going to slam this metal flowerpot into his nuts

Dream 4- I am in the hallway walking to my classroom and I stop and talk to a few people that I know. I then enter class and my mom is there and for some reason I now have a my sleeping bag and a pillow. The teacher turns off the lights and we all start to watch a movie on the smart board. After a little while I become the character in the movie.

Some dream about minecraft that was very stable and vivid. I can't really remember much more than digging around in this cave and finding a bunch of diamonds.
Eventually I came back to the surface and the minecraft appearance of the dream changed to realistic. I was in a swamp.

Something about Lia Manei (My dream guide) appearing agian.

I can hardly remember much, but I saw a real-life zigzagoon, I had this animal/human companion/bodyguard thing that would make a log of everything that was said around her, I had to listen to this audiobook story thing for homework that was either horror or smut, I went to a class that taught how to make Apple products because I accidentally lied about signing up for it.

Dream - Lucid

I was in a room with many other people. There were tables and chairs. I was trying to get all these teenage girls who were addicted to drugs to go to rehab. I was one of many people doing this. We would grab the teenage girls, accuse them of being addicted to cocaine or some other hard drug, and drag them off to a rehab center. We took them in and into a big, spacious room. Many would sneakily escape, so we'd have to go back out and find them again.

There was one girl I found sitting at a table in the room from the beginning of the dream. She had light brown skin. I accused her of doing "blow", then I took her with me. She was not happy about it, and was resisting quite a bit. Then, as I was leading her, we came across a hole in the ground. The bottom was lit up with artificial light, so it must have been some sort of tunnel. There were some stairs that led down, and the drop wasn't too bad. The girl then fell into the hole, and out of my sight as she hit the bottom.

At first, I thought she may be dead, and I was panicking. I then heard her moaning in pain, so I ran down the stairs and to her side. She couldn't get up; I think her hip may have been broken. I looked up and saw a woman standing next to us. I shouted
"Call 911!!" even though I had my own phone to do so.
She got out her phone and dialed 911.

I don't really remember any more of that dream.

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My first experience with sleep paralysis.

Cut to - I'm lying face down in a hallway in my house. There is only one light on, above me, the rest of the house is dark. I breath through my nose. My eyes are shut; despite my intel of the surroundings. I notice I can not move. My heart-rate increases and I go into a state of panic.
I am now in my bed, my face is buried in my pillow. My eyes and mouth are open. I still can not move, more so, I feel someone is hovering over me pressing my head down and keeping me from getting up. I tell myself I can not breathe. I'm convinced it's a ghost, I almost make myself see one.
I am still in my bed. My body's position is instantaneously inverted. I am released from my 'possession' and wake up to find my clothes are damp and I have been sleeping on my back. It's morning, I have been asleep for hours. There is an overwhelming feeling that this twenty seconds of paralysis has been stretched over the six hours of sleep that I know I've had.
This magnitude of paralysis has never happened to me since.