lucid

Barking dogs kept messed with my sleep all night. After my usual 6:45am WBTB, I think I crashed at about 8am. I woke up at some point and didn't move. I felt the teeny tiny beginnings of some vibrations, but they were very weak and wouldn't come on completely.

I crashed again into a dream where I was at work. I noticed all the cases were blown. ASTL Nicole asked if I could refill the jelly bean table and I said "Uhmmm... did you notice the cake case? Can't you get a new person to do it, because I'm the only decorator here here and we need cakes!" Then I saw Katie and she looked at me and said "Good morning, was wondering if you were coming to work today." I said "Why?" She said because I was an hour late. I looked at the clock and it said 9:30, but I was sure it was only 8:30am. I said "Wait a minute, what about daylight's savings?" Then Katie said that this year it only lasted 24 hours, so the time went back forward an hour lol. I said that I didn't even know, and my iphone didn't update this so how could I have known? I turned on my phone to prove my innocence, and I just barely caught a glimpse of the time, 7 something, before I noticed that the battery was on red ant it cut out. I panicked because I realized that I left my charger at home and I had to work a 10-hour shift! Tiffany has an iphone so I asked if she brought her charger but she didn't. I asked Ms Ernestine, but she has an Android. Ms Ernestine said there's an AT&T store across the street. So I took my break early to go buy an extra charger.

When I got into the store, I asked the man for a charger. He took me to the back of the store, and pulled out a really large, clunky looking charger. I thought he was going to sell it to me, but he just plugged it into my phone,, and in 1 second it beeped. He said "Ok, all done, that should get you through the day." Apparently it was a company charger, and it worked really really fast, and they did it for free as a courtesy to AT&T customers. Gotta love that! As I was leaving the store I thought about it more, and it seemed really far-fetched. I got that feeling like, yeah.. I'm dreaming! Which is great of course, but again the idea of the TOTM didn't even dawn on me. But I thought about going through a mirror. I was still in the store, and I went down a hall that appeared to lead to the bathrooms. In the hall was a large mirror with a pretty gold frame. It also had it's own mantle, with lots of little ocean-themed bobbles on it. I thought about going through the mirror and visiting the ocean. I picked up one of the bobbles that looked like a tiny ceramic starfish and I recited "Sally sells seashells by the seashore." Then I picked up a tiny shell that looked like a miniature conch. I held it to my ear to hear the ocean, and it grew to normal size. Then I thought I better quit messing with stuff or I might wake up. So I went through the mirror, expecting the ocean. But I came out the other side into a young girl's bedroom. Blaaaah I was about to leave the room, but I felt part of the mirror still stuck to me, so I yanked myself free and left the room. I saw the girl, all dressed up, and she had a rolling suitcase. She was headed for the staircase, and appeared to be about to travel somewhere. I asked if her parents were home (hoping she had a cute dad lol), she said no. I asked if there were ANY adults, but she said that their grandma used to watch them, but she died. So I hopped quickly down the stairs in front of her, noticing how realistic the carpet looked and felt under my feet. I heard voices in the familyroom and kitchen, and I was hoping there might at least be a cute, much older brother at least But they were all children! So weird. I noticed a giant bowl that was being used for a litter box. I turned at looked at the stairs, and the girl was about half-way down. I said "You have cats?" She said, "Yeah, just one. But he's meaaaaaan." I noticed he was by her on the stairs, a little black and white one. He was weaving in between her legs in a figure 8, like cats do, and softly growling. I walked up to them and picked up the cat. He growled and grumbled a little bit at first, then relaxed and melted in my arms. Then I woke up.

I know, not very exciting. Glad I can still go through mirrors though, after that one time where I couldn't

I'm at some sort of huge comic/videogame convention, but it's different....like real. Scenery changes to a fantasy land, I see people sitting and drinking at a tavern, and it triggers lucidity. Duals are going on both in real life and on video games. I slowly transformed into Auron with my residual clothing technique. People who saw me were super intimidated. Not bad. I continued walking around looking for a challenge, and saw this room littered with street fighter joystick boxes. All of them had Dalhsim, and I couldn't help but laugh at everyone who had to buy one at the last minute. There was this guy there. Dressed in all black leather, black hair, skin was pale. He had a smug look on him, and he was waiting for me to attack. I lunged forward, and he blocked it with his hands, and threw me back. Then he pulled out a sword and gun and started shooting at me. I dodged the bullets, but was caught off guard that this guy was using real weapons. Maybe my weapons were real...I'm not sure...control is fading. This guy is just owning me with ease. He uses a spell that threw a swarm of killer clams at my ankle, and they munch away at my flesh while heading up it. I knock them off with my sword, but all they do is disappear and reappear back on my ankle. The DC is laughing at me saying I can't do anything..... Oh Hi Irken I'm in a random small class room, and I just rolled up a fat blunt. It's like the size of a hotdog, but it's falling a part. I take a hit, and realize I'm going to need to doctor it up. I head to the sink and put some water on my hands and try to reshape everything back in place (I really don't think I would have had enough spit to work it right) and Irken walks in. He wanted to smoke, and he bought his own. I told him I had to finish putting this crap together, and we'd hit it. Some other random DC comes in, so I put it out, and hid it. Meanwhile he was talking about some math class that he had, and I asked him "was it calculus?" He said yes, so I pulled out my book and asked him if that's the one needed....he did, so I decided to sell it to him for only 20 bucks. I knew it was at least resalable for 80 but it's all good. Then my bro comes in with a huge box that has all these games in it. I don't know if they're demo's or what but I ask him "why does gamestop always hook you up". He then tells me about how much he spends there on average. I don't know what to do with the stuff, because I only have old school systems.

Sleep Time: 11:00 p.m - 5:54 a.m

A Brother's Death

My little brother has died. I am somehow able to talk to him after his death. I am asking him questions I now can't recall.

Sleep Time: 7:00 a.m - 8:00 a.m

A Small Lucid

I'm walking around outside somewhere. The dream feels real but kind of off so I do a couple of RCs. They fail and so I continue on with the dream. I try another RC a little bit later and it works. The dream isn't very vivid and I don't have a lot of control but I know what I want to do. I try to fly and succeed a little. I raise my arms like superman and jump straight up. I almost make it up and over my house but I fall when I get to the roof. I then try to change the dream scene. I try going through doors and spinning but I alway end up in the same place. I eventually lose lucidity.

Just to catch up on a few dreams I missed recording recently....

October 31

Fragment - "Weed smoking at some school with creepy guy who wants cheese pizza, blue teddy bears on the highway? The rest of us eat pepperoni." All I remember about this dream is seeing those blue teddy bears, they looked very trippy and weird. >.>

The Sacred Stream [Non-Lucid]

I was with M and at least one or two other people (who I think was/were imaginary) and after driving in my car a bit and then getting out to walk around we fell way down over the side of this huge cliff. We landed on a rock formation around half way down that had a stream flowing down it and started drinking it, and I believe M who noticed that it was, in fact, alcohol. o.o I took some large handfuls myself and it was freaking delicious! Unfortunately, when we climbed down from it to the ground there was some "tribe" of people there talking about how they were pissed at us from drinking from their sacred river, and then they started shooting at us. (I can't remember if it was just guns or poison darts or what, it's been too long now.) My first car just happened to be parked nearby so we all ran to it and hopped in and I started driving us away, though for a second I got really distracted by the fact that the headlights wouldn't work (), but then they finally did (). We pull off to the road and finally get away, but then I start feeling odd so I pull off to the side and look at my cellphone. Everything on the screen is fluctuating wildly, letters, shapes, and colors start switching around and pulsing and I realize that I'm hallucinating really hard. (In actually, technology usually malfunctions like this for me in dreams. ) I felt like I'd ingested something toxic and M was trying to look after me while I felt colder and weaker, but shortly thereafter I woke up.

November 1

Incredibly Fragmented Lucid [DILD]

"Stabilizing in a house...."

How disappointing is that. ._.

November 3

Pitted Against One Another [Non-Lucid]

I was part of some futuristic battle where people all fighting for their own personal causes were pitted against each other even though they had no hard feelings against each other, and I ended up fighting this one guy in a mall who was trying to set himself free of the hurt that he had because, apparently, he had taught every single person who died on a plane on 9/11 to read and speak English and he hadn't gotten over their deaths. o.o When I had to unfortunately defeat him, he, like, dissolved into blue code while telling me this story....

I really wish I remembered more of that dream, but I didn't even write anything down when I woke up so that's pretty much all I've got now.

9/8/2012

In this dream it was supposed to be my birthday. My grandparents were there. For some reason they pissed me off and I started cussing at them. Which is something that I would never do because they are so straight laced they would lose it. Anyway they gave me the new Halo videogame for my birthday but I never got to play it. That happens a lot to me. I'll win the lottery and wake up before I get to collect any money. Stuff like that. Anyway at this point I became lucid and tried to fly in front of people. I really just was able to float, but it was a start. I knew I was dreaming but I kept it to myself and let the DCs do their normal routines. I then participated in a type of role playing game like in the movie Role Models. Beasted it up because I could float around the battlefield.

So I dreamed that I had just moved into my new apartment with my buddy trey. Someone knocked on the door and when I went to answer it I was robbed at gunpoint. The intruders wanted all of our drugs that we were stashing there. I was very confused and told them we didn't have any drugs. They then proceded to take everything else in the apartment. They left and the cops showed up. I gave them the list of what was stolen and they left. After that I somehow followed one of the robbers back to their place. He kindly gave me a cut of the money he got for the fenced items and we chilled at his place.

6/27
I went on a trip with a lot of people in 15 passenger vans to a beach. I had about ten people that are my friends from back in high school snuck off from the main group with me. We hopped a fence at a hotel and went swimming. I hooked up with a girl named Lauren that I used to date. This ended up fading out after a few minutes. I fade back in on the same trip but for some reason I am having a hangar fight with one of my buddies in the pool. We hear younger kids coming towards the pool so everyone grabs their clothes and runs to the beach to avoid getting in trouble. After sitting on the beach for a while the cops show up and we all have to run again. Not really sure why this was because we were just hanging but it seemed necessary at the time.

Just a heads up for some of these progressing dreams. At this point I was able to attain lucidity but I had not learned how to control different aspects of my dreams yet.

Had a really really hard time getting back to sleep after my 6:45am WBTB. I believe it was after 10. But I believe the time change has soemthing to do with it.

So, I finally got to sleep, and woke up, rolled over on my back with the pillow on my head. Instead of the vibrations, I got another one of those growly demon lie on top of me. The weight felt really heavy, more than usual. I couldn't see him, just the pillow. But I could feel that he was holding my hands down. Again, as I tried to move my hands or get free, he growled even louder. So I tried 2 bits of advice from 2 different members: I tried talking and reasoning with him, while imagining him growing weaker and weaker. I asked him "Why are you doing this?" and "What's your name?" His growling got softer and began to sound farther away, and the weight grew less and less heavy. Then there was nothing. I whipped the pillow off me, but he was gone. Feeling triumphant, I got up out of bed, ready to have an adventure. As I was standing in my room, trying to think of something, I woke up.

After more tossing and turning, I ended up on my back again, with the pillow again. I started getting vibrations this time, but because I was on my back, I felt the vibrations more in the back of my head and body, so I was having trouble focusing them on my eyes and face like I normally do. Interesting that it makes a difference. I finally drifted off, then awoke into a lucid when I felt another body get on top of me. This time he wasn't mean at all. I felt the pillow move off my face, but my dream eyes were still closed. Something started making out with me and grasping wildly at my pajama pants. Then I felt something like the motions of sex, but not actual sex, if that makes sense. So frustrated, I rolled over and got on top of this "guy." This time I looked at him, and he looked like a wild crazed version of Danny. i even told him he looked like Danny haha. I put my hand on his face and thought he might bite it, but he just licked and sucked it like some kind of animal. I was able to get something sexual going this time, but there was something strange down there. I felt a hard protrusion coming from me I think. Not a boy part, it didn't even feel like flesh. Almost like half of my female anatomy became petrified. Really odd sensation. After a few moments of this, he just vanished. So I got up and found a lady. I remember she was a pretty redhead. I turned her over on the bed and did what I usually do. I actually got alot further this time than I had in a while before waking up.

After the vibrations I try to roll out but there is a powerful resistance. I try harder and I manage to leave my sleeping position. I do no RC. I go into the kitchen. I pay attention to the sensation of walking. I go into the kitchen. I put my hands in front of me. I look up and I notice my fingers had no end! My fingers became longer as I looked up. When I clench my hands into a fist my fingers return to normal. I then try to see if I could extend my fingers at will. I try to extend my fingers to reach the file cabinet at the other side of the kitchen. I try two times before the dream ends.

I do a DEILD chain. There is a subtle change in my bodies position on my bed. First, my tongue which was lying at the back of my mouth was now sticking out and my teeth were clenched on it, second, my leg was slowly falling off of the bed even though it was in a secure position. These were not physical sensations, these sensations were my dream body but at the time I thought they were real. I move my leg back onto the bed and I then rolled out a few minutes after that. My phone is ringing so I pick it up.
It is my friend. I say "Did I call you early" "yes you did". While talking I was trying to do the digital clock reality check. I notice the time was 4:72. I know I am dreaming now but I wake up.

I stay still to do DEILD again. This time I am in a void but on both of my sides there are two portals that lead to different dream scenes. To my left there is a cartoony world, to my right is a more mundane shopping center.
I roll to my right and end up at the shopping center. I get the feeling I must now run. As I do run I notice a man chasing me. He throws stuff at me. It doesn't hurt but I can still feel it. Though I am being chased I find it surprisingly fun. I then jump in between two gaining height each time. I land on the floor and look at my hands to maintain lucidity but the dream ends. I try to do DEILD again but couldn't get into the right state.

I'm in side cafe rio, (it was my favorite restaurant in high school) and all the lights are off. I think to my self I broke in. I'm looking for food I could eat, and I look at the refrigerators and I'm paranoid about opening them and having the alarms go off. I then notice a freezer in the corner, I look inside and notice ice cream! I start scooping and don't stop for a while. I'm filling probably a 60 oz bowl. From there I think to my self I really should leave I don't want to get caught by the police. I start walking down the side walk, and look to my left and I see cafe rio again lights are on and people are inside. I think hmmm that's weird. I keep walking look to my left and see cafe rio once again people are inside and lights are on. It was that moment where i said I'm dreaming.

(Everything got really hazy and the dream started to fade, I just relaxed and then before i knew it was back in the dream.) I start walking inside and I'm browsing the dream scape, everything looks so clear! all the colors are bright and vivid. It was so cool! I walk around a few tables and see a table of police officers. I walk up to them, and say "Hey, hows it going?) They all reply good. I just stand there for a moment with a smirk on my face, and then wake up.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

To get a bank account, or anything official, people are required to identify themselves with DNA fingerprinting. I'm applying to a job or something like that and they take a drop of blood for DNA sampling. I'm sitting in an uncomfortable chair for too long before I get any feedback and then without a warning the chair locks me in and I feel a needle on my back. I feel scared for a bit and then become aware I'm just dreaming and decide to play along and just memorize every detail of the story as it unravels.

I am drugged and transported somewhere. When I get back to my senses I'm with some other persons, rounded up on some fenced place with red dirt floor. A guy who befriends me says we're on another planet, a red planet and we've been selected due to something in our DNA.

He invites me to escape with him. He says we have to face some giant guy who protects the gates. At the end of a long open ceiling corridor, we meet him. We fight and I recall I can fly and do all my kung fu tricks, so we win.

We escape and along our path we meet someone who offers help. Says we must go alongside the river until we find a bridge. We should not cross it. Just meet there some guys who will take us underground.

But when we arrive, there's no one there. We admire the beautiful iron bridge. It leads to a gorgeous palace on the other side of the river.

Then we see an abandoned boat and a floating body. We get in the boat and rush up to grab the body. It is a woman with dark straight hair. We bring her inside the boat and do CPR. She is alive! Then we see a chain pending from the boat and on the other end of it is a dog fighting for his life. we pull the chain, he offers some resistance because it chokes him a little bit, but soon he is also on the boat with us and looking very thankful.

We seek help in the palace and we find that the woman and her dog live there. We are taken in as heroes. She had went for her usual boat promenade and the guys who we were supposed to meet with, had decided it was much more interesting to assault her and rob anything she might have of value. She didn't had much so they reacted with anger and decided to kill her and the dog. Luckily we appeared on time.

We were given jobs in the palace and we stayed there.

Now I start seeing life through the youngest girl in the family, a gorgeous teenager with a thing for art. Her father spoils her with everything she wants, as long as she doesn't get out of her golden cage. She surrounds herself with paintings, sculptures and all fine arts she can ask her father to put his hands on. But she is frustrated and unhappy. One day, the palace and the gardens are super busy with people preparing some big event, and she hids on one of her art galleries. Looking at those marble sculptures of naked bodies she feels so horny. She touches them as she masturbates furiously. She is going crazy that she can't reach an orgasm. I am her but I am also the guy who is now working in the palace, so I feel her horny despair and I also see her through his eyes and feel his lust.

Then I realize again I am just dreaming and I wake up.

I am in a large building probably the second floor and it is populated by a lot of people. I am naked running through the place but nobody seems to care and they are doing there thing. I then go into a hallway and go into this computer room. No lights are on in here so it is dark but there is some light shining through the blinds of the window. I see my computer programming teacher. I then touch her cheeks and say "pay attention to how this feels" then I grab a sharpie and write "3:21" on the desk and say "if this changes then you are dreaming!" she just gets mad and wipes it off.

Two guys are hear as well and they have my backpack. I tell them "I don't care this is just a dream" they take out a grey binder.( I had this grey binder many years ago but not now") All of a sudden the room is empty and I get a text "Retrieve my belt doc it's in my room, the car number is (insert random numbers here)" (I wonder if it was bugs bunny...). While in this computer room there is this strange music playing. All of a sudden I have this feeling that I must turn around so I do. There is this big man in a red shirt slowly walking to me. I leave the room quickly and I am back into the hallway where there are many people. The man comes out of the room, stomps his foot and vanishes.

Suddenly the dream becomes like a video game. My health is on the bottom left corner of my FOV (field of vision) and is represented by these brown dots. The man attacks me several times causing my health to go down.
I then change my beliefs and make myself think that I can regenerate. My health then goes back up. I find this small room with a belt but before I get it the red shirt dude appears. I then use force choke from star wars to kill him. I grab the belt. I then recharge myself but I seem to have recharged too much since a message appears that says "The belt has exploded and the world has been shaken" and my health was back at one. I quickly recharge it back to full and I wake up.

Note: Once again a low level lucid since I seem to know I am dreaming but not to the extent of knowing that everyone around me is a part of myself and not actual people. But even so this is good progress for improving my DILD skills.

This dream I barely went lucid at the very end, but it still counts i guess. I was in this guys house and he was setting up this fall out shelter in his basement that he was preparing for the apocalypse or something like that. So these people start coming in the front door and he says oh shit its immigration or something lol, nothing about the dream told me we were illegal immigrants but i think thats what he said. So we start running downstairs to the shelter and they start chasing us and we keep going down for about 5 floors through all these different rooms. Then once we finally get the shelters we put these big crates of food in the shelter and he puts in the code and closes the door. And I say hey whats the code because he locked me out but he doesnt respond. So I go out this sliding glass door to the outside when i get this hint that I'm in a dream, so I make this katana appear in my hand and thats when I'm near this bush thats under a porch. The main person chasing me is this boss, its this lady thats fit like a gymnast and she jumps down off the porch and i slice her head off with the katana, but the only thing thats left is her hair which looks like brown clay with little pieces of hair stuck to it.

I also had another dream where me and my brother were in someone elses house and there was cleaning maids there. Then we took off our shoes and walked down the hall and there was a bearded dragon that was much bigger than mine (i have one as a pet) and i was thinking why mine isn't as big as this. Thats all I remember before waking up.

Then I had a third dream, and I had just seen the movie sinister the night before. And all through the movie when i was watching it i was thinking id be carrying around a shotgun the whole movie. So Im in this hallway that looks like a room from Resident Evil 1 and I see one of my friends across the hallway so I walk towards them but there are a set of stairs in the middle and this small person with the mask of Mr. Boogie comes up the stairs and I blow it to the ground with a double barrel shotgun. Why am I using so many weapons in my dreams? pic related, its the guy I shot in my last dream with the shotgun

I woke up this morning very early accidentally and for no reason, I switched position to sleeping on the back and after a while, I tried to move and I was in sleep paralysis. I wasn't terrified by the idea of falling into a coma as usual but I heard my dad's voice calling me, and at first I ignored it but then I thought it might be something important, so I woke up from sleep paralysis intentionally, reality checked and realised that the voice I heard was a hallucination. So I fell back to sleep on my side.

Sleep paralysis again after a while, so I sat there this time trying not to mess everything up and waited for a dream to form. Suddenly, a dream scene forms. It was a big meeting room with a large table, with students from my class sitting around. For no apparent reason, I was not that rational and awake in that dream, though I was completely lucid with no doubts. Anyway, due to my fuzzy brain at this moment, I started forcing blowjobs to some girls from there. I think some of them weren't in the mood but there were some which had no problem.

I think though I didn't get a blowjob at the end but it was fun. As I didn't instantly write down this dream, I think maybe I got one but can't remember it that well. Anyway, then some moment, the dream faded at phases, Once it was all black and then a scene was there with people and things everywhere. This time I was thinking about what I was thinking when I was awake about doing in my dreams, like eating, flying and other, but due to the fuzzy dream, I couldn't.

Sometime, I woke up, and that's all!

I am in this midly lit room with the girl I like at school who I will simply call 'C'. I tell C I need to use the bathroom. Once I use the toilet I notice that the thingy is extremely longer than usual, approximately 20 inches. This prompts me to become (mildly) lucid. Once I am done I tuck the thingy away, somehow it shrinks back into my pants perfectly. I then go back out to see C but all I see in her place are bandages that are wrapped in a way that looks like shes trapped in there. I unwrap them and she is not in there but I do find a necklace. I open the necklace and inside there is a timer. I knew instantly that it is a bomb!

I am suddenly transported outside in the day. I see the main roads out in the distance and cars going by. I look at the timer and there is 30 seconds left! I quickly try to find a place where I can safely throw the thing. Between me and where the main roads are is a big open grassy field. With only 10 seconds left I throw the necklace out there and it explodes. The explosion is pretty smaller than expected. One guy who saw laughs at me. I then walk to a big building which I presume to be where I was earlier.

Before I go in there are a bunch of black military dudes running out of the building. I assume they are going to investigate the explosion but luckily they don't suspect me at all and just go right past me. As I walk inside I notice another girl I know who I will call M. M is talking to C. M says "I knew you needed help" while both M and C are also leaving the building while I am walking in. This place is like a restaurant. I see some people sitting at tables but I don't see any food. I go next to a table of two old ladies. I randomly say "All imaginary people must vanish" and only one person vanishes" one of the old ladies looks at me weird then talks to the other woman.

I then go to a table that has a young black couple there. I say to them " How do you know that those stairs over there are just as real as the stairs of your physical house" the lady puts me off but the man considers my question. The man puts his finger out. I touch it and as soon as I did the dream collapses and I see all of these strange images appear before me before the scene changes. I feel like I am falling into the abyss. I wake up in a fiery place that can be compared to hell but not exactly. This placed is ruled by my health teacher (lol). The residents of this place are chubby purple colored women about 7ft tall. I try to sneak up to my teacher but he catches me.

He calls on his purple women guard. She just stares at me and walks away. Suddenly I am transported back to the outside world and I am walking with a group of people I can't identify. As we walk we see the Akatsuki organization from Naruto doing something but what I have no clue. I then remind myself I am dreaming then wake up.

Notes: Even though this is a lucid dream by definition I was just barely lucid, not lucid enough to feel like I am there, nor did I have full conscious control over my actions.