lucid

1. I'm exiting a dream and have a thought that If I were in a dream I'd realize I was dreaming. The understanding I'm in a dream hits me and I become lucid. There are no visuals and everything is a dark blur. Visuals kick in all of a sudden and I'm in the front of the house on M street, in the grass in the middle of the night. The night time atmosphere is very peaceful and I'm looking toward the exapanse of grass as well as the tree to my right. I consider going to the left to the area I went to in a previous lucid, an area which contains the Growing Red Tree of Life, but decide to go in a new direction. I walk a short distance in the grass and come upon a bush with dim yet shining spiked leaves. I keep repeating "I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming..Focus Focus". I continue rubbing hands and making sure I'm grounded. I shout to the dream: "What is my greatest joy?" yet there is no response. I continue in the front yard for a bit. The visuals cut out and I place my hands on the ground. I think of a Xanous lucid where he stabilized a great lucid by making out with the sidewalk. I bend down and kiss the dream floor which has no visuals. I stay a bit longer in the void then enter a vivid non lucid for a short period.

I enter an intebetween state and have thoughts which question how I would know if I were dreaming

I soon find myself in the kitchen area in Via San and become lucid spontaneously. I think I could go for some dream goals, but realize I could explore the front and grab some cacao slabs before I head out. I grab some big bags of cacao and begin making a trip to the front doors. There's a greening hue glowing through the double glass doors to my left in the middle of the night. I turn and continue to the front door. I decide against fading through the glass and make it more difficult by phasing on an angle through the thick non-transparent wall. I pop out in the front and consider going to my left toward a tree. I decide instead on heading right since I've never been there in a lucid. I decide against flying. I think about stabilization and turn to a small tree to my right with big yellow and black sunflowers growing off of the branches. I reach out and feel the vivid texture and smell the full fragrance and am intrigued. I continue on and consider trying some of the chocolate. I walk a bit further in the grass, yet the dream fades, and I keep reminding myself I'm dreaming as I rub hands. the dream soon fades.

[COLOR="#000080"]I realize I'm dreaming spontaneously within a void state. I stay in the blackness for a short period, and think back to a podcast about Astral Projection. I decide I need to head back to my body and project. I enter a slightly different state of awareness, and separate from what I perceive as a sleeping body. I appear in an area - which appears to be via san - with green couches. I walk up appreciatin the realism and feel the texture of the couches for a bit to stabilize.[COLOR="#000080"] The dream soon fades

I was at my old job but it was all kinds of different. In real life I was in quality control I for a company that makes batteries for the US govt that goes into things like the space shuttle, rockets & other things I can't talk about. Anyway, one of my old male bosses had me helping to build a baseball field in the parking lot for a company picnic. Then we went inside where he has designed a new floor plan. There was the usual talk about why I was there because I didn't work there anymore which always signifies to me that I am now in the dream world & lucidity sets in. It's always bittersweet but I just start talking to people & enjoy being w/ my friends from work again at work. I'm loving shoving my skills in there very young early 20 somethings face. I always get a kick out doing this. These people just don't know jack shit, lol. There was an opening night when another of my supervisors are being talked down to because 2 of the elements aren't lining up right but it was because someone else didn't do their jobs. I was sad to be woke up by Meesha Cat because I was lucid. I did get to take out some frustrations out on some immature young adults who were acting childish.

My husband & I used to work at the same place & he's still there. It's also where I was injured & why I'm disabled. So I have this reoccurring setting often which usually occurs when I'm having a hard time dealing w/ our financial situation. Christmas & thanksgiving together w/ multiple family birthdays also to deal w/ will always trigger this kind of dream.

12.11.2016

(MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I woke up at 4:00am with no dream recall. I stayed in bed for a bit and then went to the washroom. I was extremely drowsy. I saw on my bed and just browsed through FB and Instagram for half an hour. I went back to bed, lied on my back, and tried MILD as well as pay attention to HI's to WILD. A dream formed but I didn't retain consciousness. I woke up briefly and drifted back to sleep.

I was playing Runscape. Someone had stolen all my gold. I was angry they had increased some of my armor stats and could no longer wear it. I shut it down and Santi was with me. He was bigger, and it was obvious he needed to pee. I took him to the washroom, and tried to hold him up so he could aim at the toilet. He peed everywhere. I realized this was a dream, he was not in Canada anymore. I had a FA, I stood up and plugged my nose. I rubbed my hands, and phased through the door. I had a weid feeling in my neck. I realized I was feeling my pillow against my body. I had to stabilize again. As I walked downstairs, I realized I was not in my house, it was similar in some aspects, but overall different. I knew right away I wanted to see Tonka. It's been two days since we had to put him down and I miss a lot, I've spent about half of my wake time crying. I looked into the hallway that would have been my real home's hallway, where he spent most of the last few months of life lying, and he was there with my other dog Fiona. He lifted his huge head up and wagged his tail at me. I lied down next to them, pet him, and kissed him. He felt real. I told him I missed him.

I stood up and went to the door. I told him to follow me; Fiona did, but he wanted to stay home. I went outside, it was daytime, seemed like early morning. I was in a wooded area. I wanted to fly somewhere, but the dream started fading. I rubbed my hands and started spinning around.
After a minute, I found myself in a room with a hot girl. We fooled around for a bit and then had another FA, drifted into a non-LD.

I told my father about seeing Tonka in a dream, and told him it was a lucid dream. He seemed interested in the topic, even though he has just dismissed it in the past when I bring it up. I'm assuming he hadn't thought of using it for seeing loved ones we've lost.

I need to be more aware of FAs, especially during DILDs, as it's been common for me lately to simply lose lucidities to FAs (and obvious ones at that). It was nice having this short LD though, because I feel I was in a bit of a dry spell, mostly due to stress with school and with Tonka's worsening this past week. I hope to see him again in my dreams soon.

Its night I am in the bed room searching for something when I hear some noise. I run to the entry of my room and I stop immediately and get scare and jump because there is a cat(white with dark marks) in front of the entry and the cat get scare too(his fur become big). I realize it’s just a dream but I have some doubt but my flash light(which was in my hand) is square and the light is going in a weird direction so this is the proof that it’s a dream. I run to another room, then I get out and run to the stairs but I see that the stairs and the scene around them are fading, so I decide to run back to the room, I want to get out of the house so I decide to run and jump in the wall to go through it but instead I bump into it. I run back in the corridor and run back to the room and see that the light is turn on. I run out in the corridor and see more change in the dream(there was a glove and some T-shirt which were not here before). I run back to the room and watch by the window and I say to myself: "the houses in the dream are big whereas in real life those houses look smaller". I run back in the corridor and say to myself what can I do. The dream became light and I woke up after.

I am on my bed and I can only move my arms. I remember back in 2012 in an article that you need to move or roll out the bed when you’re in that situation otherwise you can lose lucid. So I start moving my arms and rubbing them on my T-shirt to avoid getting back to sleep. After my hand can not move but I can still move my finger and after it’s the blackout.

Morning of November 11, 2016. Friday.



I find myself on a beach in daylight but possibly towards early evening. In the first segment of my dream, there is a focus on a blue kite that is near the shore but over the ocean. Who it belongs to is undetermined. The end of the string is apparently caught in some large jagged rocks and cannot be reached. I decide that it might be mine, although that may not matter since I do not see anyone attempting to retrieve the reel. Still, my “mission” seems to be to get the kite.

While standing near the rocky area I look back and notice an allosaurus in a doorway. The size orientation does not make sense as I get the impression it is a normal doorway (even though it is out of scale relative to distance), yet the allosaurus is also supposedly large. It looks like a model of one, such as the one from “Land of the Lost” (1970s television series) but is “walking” against an invisible barrier so that with every step forward it sort of slides back. It is almost comical. I do not want to miss out on my kite retrieval but I also do not want to be caught by surprise though I eventually decide it is no threat. The implications do not make much sense. The wall that the doorway is in seems incompletely rendered and not fully in the immediate setting, fading out around the top and ends.

Looking out towards the ocean, and at the same level of the blue kite (and to the left of it by about ten feet perhaps) I see a small man with wings wearing only a dhoti. He is very quickly (to an unrealistic extent) scribbling random unfamiliar symbols (except for a spiral) onto his chest and wings. I notice most of the supposed writing continuously falls off (which of course is not really that logical), becoming ash or ash-like. I feel a sense of both amusement and puzzlement.

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10-Nov-2016 - ND - Traveling -> DILD Gardens V.B. + FA

Awake at 5:00 - Sure I dreamt smth, but cannot recall, fall back asleep - this must have helped

ND - Traveling
I am in a line to board a plane. They call some passengers by name: me, S, and more. I approach the info desk.
They ask me a question about samples I am carrying, then after I answer, they scribble something on my passport with a marking pen (!!)
When I turn back to the line, it has sensibly shortened.
After check, I find myself going up in a stairway.
I look better, and it's my auntie's (!!) This is a fairly common dreamsign of mine recently, and I consider I may be dreaming.
I raise both my hands up, looking at them; they look normal, finger count is correct.
However, when I turn them to look at palm/back, the left thumb disappears ! I am dreaming !!

DILD
As often happens, I am happy ! I think what I could do. First I jump on the round, steeply descending handrail and walk on it, knowing it would be impossible IWL. Then I launch myself against the outer wall, wishing to phase through it, which of course is what happens.
I am now on the road, in an area I know well - curiously I have been here also on Nov 7th LD.

I walk a bit, then find myself at the Gardens, V.B., I enter
There is a blonde woman approaching, I stop her and kiss her because I am so happy.
I want to focus on tasks, I recall one. I will try to conjure an object behind me.
A young boy is around, I look at him, my sight kinda blurs, then it becomes normal again.
It seems nothing happened, but when I move backward, a small blue ball that was not there has appeared. I did it !
I pick it up with both my hands and look at it. I try to think at more tasks, but nothing comes to my mind.
Unfortunately this focus makes me lose lucidity.

FA
I am at my home (!), waking up in the kids room (!), FM I returned at home in the middle of the night and everyone was sleeping. I meet all my family, kiss and hug all of them. Then I sit on the sofa with my daughter.
I wake up

07-Nov-2016 - Amazing night: ND Little bear at S.St./Moda' videoclip + ND C disturbs VP ->DILD / OBE Meet myself as a child + WILD The bear and the unicorn

ND - Little bear at S.St., Moda' videoclip
1:30 AM

I'm with dad and another person in S.St., where I lived when I was young (!!) This guy is telling us that a little brown bear lives among those small trees (!!!) After some walking, we get to a low wall; on the other side, well below us, there is an area with some bare trees, and I see the brown bear's little round ear (!!!); it's in a pack of dogs. I slide down, dad tries to help me, he manages to slow down my fall, I get to the bottom of the pit, then I quickly run up. This happens two times (!!)
<JUMP>
I am watching a Moda' videoclip, although the song is from some other singer, on a small monitor (plane?), I ask a girl some assistance.
In the video, the singer is ironing a leather jacket and when he wears it, the iron is stucks in the middle of his back. I laugh incontrollably at this funny scene (!!)

ND - C disturbs VP
est.3:40 AM

I am at company canteen, at a table with VP, C and SL. While talking, C disturbs VP in a weird way, and I am upset with him, more then VP herself. After he does that a couple of times, without any reaction fron her side, I realize I am dreaming !
Memory slightly fails here - Most likely just after the realization, I have OBE

OBE/LD - Meet myself as a child
Unsettling details excluded
4AM
My body is shaking lightly, I know I can exit. While rising up, I say "I am exiting, I am exiting !" My voice changes significantly.
I am in my bedroom at S.St, where I was living as a kid. I move to another room, then come back to mine. I want to talk to child myself. I see a child in the bed from which I just risen, I ask him who he is, he answers R (my son), he's really him, looking like age 4.

I turn around and try again, there is another person in the bed, I ask him his name, he answers X - my real name; I answer "Me too", then ask about his family name, he answers "Y" (my real family name), then he adds "Like you", I chuckle and say "Yes, like me"
He's playing. I ask him if he's happy and if he likes what he's doing in his life right now.

In the meantime an adult girl is with him (my wife ? my sister?) He answers, "Yes, but I'd like a party with A. bread !" - it does not make much sense. The girl adds the party could also be based on bread with Nutella.


WILD - The bear and the unicorn
6AM WILD
I start from this morning little bear ND. This time I go down, and ride it. It's small, with soft brown hair. When I ask its name, answer is "Polar". I ride it through the naked trees I saw this morning, then in a city. I go into a bar, when I exit there are two indian temples in front of me, with rows of statues depicting sensual figures.

We reach a small lake, more of a pond. I try to conjure some object behind me, but fail.
Then I try manipulating the pond's water: first I make it rise, a lot of small vertical flows of separate water drops moving upwards.
Then they "crystallize" in stone-like greek columns in regular rows. I wish them to break up, it happens, the water rains down back in the pond.

Then I rotate my hands in the air, the water moves accordingly, building a fairly good-size water tornado over the lake.
Wishing to see if that is effecting something else, I see a kind of "mirror" tornado on the ground, in the distance.
I let the tornado water return to the pond.
I am having fun, so I try something else. Moving my hand up and down, I create small waves in the lake.

I decide attempting one of the TotY, the Unicorn. I want to summon one, but I only get a normal horse instead. Let's not give up. I wish a horn on its brow, and I get one, although it's fairly unimpressive. I must make a connection with another older LD, involving an unicorn with a paper horn.
I see myself in a court hall, with a jury looking at my unicorn. Its horn is even falling apart, showing cardboard below.
I say something to the animal, asking help, and a wonderful ivory horn appears ! The unicorn is white, shining of a bright light !
It even gows bigger, and I stop it, otherwise I could not ride it.

I ride it, then its name: -"Samantha". Oh, so yu are a girl. I drop, look below and confirm this is the case.
I ask what of the two sub-tasks it prefers, answers it's peaceful so the portal. I guessed it =)
I take my flaming sword from J1kM, make an oval hole in the air and look into it. Everything is dark red, unpleasant, but we step in, bear included.
The scenery looks hellish, brown / dark red rocks, tree stumps, my vision kinda fading. I wish ourselves out.

I am in the woods again and try another portal. I imagine a zipper midair, and open it following a rectangular pattern. I open it like a door and look inside.
Oooh, it's a fairy tale world ! Much better ! We step in to find a place with rainbow-colored trees, normally colored grass and sky.
We explore it a bit. To my right I see a sort of modern pipe with water drops flowing. I look closer, and when I move my gaze, I find myself in a public restroom, both walls covered in urinals. Ahem. I walk a bit and find an exit door on the left.
After some more exploration, we find a waterfall going into a pond. It's normally colored, kinda boring, I look away and back at it, to find it rainbow colored now. Better !

Dream jumps, I am at P, a mall close to my house, under the central dome. Many people there, and Samantha gently moves some of them out of the way, using its head / horn. We stop there, and I think it could be interesting to let my children meet the two animals, so I wish them there and they appear.

Dream is already kinda fading.
I introduce my kids to Polar and Samantha; after that, they just stay there without doing much. I sit both my kids on top of the unicorn and it makes them happy.
Dream fades, I return control to my body, then slowly transition to wakefulness.

It's almost 7AM, work alarm sounds after one minute !

I start off at some kind of park like place and was riding on something. What ever it was it tipped over with me on it and now I'm hanging on to a small thing on a rope. I'm upside down and there was water below me. To make things harder I also had one of my Megazords in my hands and didn't want to end up dropping it into the water and losing it. I'm trying hard to get up as what ever it was I was on slowly gave away until I fell completely into the water. It is a pool and I'm swimming around in it and dropped my toy in it. At first it remained together but then it fell apart and the pieces sank down. I was just about to go under and get the pieces when suddenly I began to see at first dolphins swimming around me but then they turned into baby Killer whales (the black and white ones), blocking my view and crowding me. I suddenly became lucid and told the dream that I didn't not want these here and to get rid of them now.

After that I find myself in another dream with my Lucidity lost. There is some kind of Music playing and sounded peaceful and verse less. The place was mostly dark and looked like it was in some kind of sewer place. The Storm Megazord was there and he had a monster cornered and because of the music I wanted him to get the monster. The zord charged at the unseen monster, grabbing it into its arms and then I woke up just as the Music playing from my Wii U ended.

Morning of November 9, 2016. Wednesday.



I find myself standing in an unknown mostly featureless room as I have just shifted into the beginning of my lucid dream. I mostly find myself gazing at the blue sky through a closed sash window. (I am not sure of directional orientation. If it is implied to be our bedroom window I would be looking west.) An unrealistically large bird, but otherwise the kind called a kite, is seemingly flying directly towards the window.

Before the bird gets too close and crashes into the window, it slows down and becomes an actual white kite but is still moving down towards the window. Strangely though, the window still breaks (without the kite hitting it), glass flying inward, towards me. At this point, I experience the back spasm event and nearly go flying off our bed. (Ordinarily, back spasm dreams are a premonitory sequence where something seemingly jabs me in my back in physical hypnopompia, a recurring dream event from very early childhood. It does not seem as if this was the case this time, as the flying glass shards came from in front of me, although it was triggered by a sudden awareness of Zsuzsanna’s body behind mine as I was lightly sleeping on my right side. Still, the timing of the imagery was not correctly aligned with the physical event, which I find hilarious, like a movie that was incompetently dubbed.)

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A breaking window simply symbolizes dream cessation in real time (as does losing teeth, which also usually has no waking life meaning). (This metaphor is even used in the 1971 TV movie “The Deadly Dream”).

The imagery in this dream has a thread of prescience. Zsuzsanna had checked out “Tommy” from the library, which features a longer scene near the end with Tommy on a white hang glider that looks very much like a large white kite. I had no way of knowing she would be checking it out at this time.

Otherwise, kites, birds, airplanes, and virtually anything associated with flight or wings (including birds that cannot fly) are associated with the floating sensation typically experienced upon falling asleep. Over one in five of my dreams for over fifty years have had this dream state dynamic, but are always unique, and sometimes, as with this dream, contain literal prescience.

The “back jab” event is based on biology, and only happens in a particular stage of sleeping or waking as a result of spontaneous neural energy. It is completely unrelated to real life dynamics, just as the hypnopompic kick is (although the hypnopompic kick is more pronounced when I do more walking on a particular day).

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It’s night, I’m in my garden and I see a creepy guy who(look like a homeless guy) climb the wall and enter the garden. He run to me, I get scare and he grab me but I realize it’s just a dream and decide at my turn to grab him by his T-shirt collars and shout at him by telling him it's just a dream. A scissors appear in my hand, I take the scissors and cut his nose(I could see his nose's bone) and take it by flying backward watching the man running after me to get back his nose. At this point the dream starts to become light(I was at the edge of waking up), so I decide to fly more faster. I’m flying at the speed of sound that the only thing I can see is multicolor light passing by me fast. I’m now in front of a Villa which is orange. There is no gate so I enter the garden by floating and after I enter the house. After I woke up.

My dream was just too complicated to explain. But the jest of it was me being in a street & suddenly I was in the middle of a wave pool. I wasn't wet & my kids & grand kids were there bobbing as I was but our heads were all above water. I became lucid when I felt the buoyancy & felt completely dry, not to mention the fact that I was in the middle of the street when I appeared in the wave pool. I felt it was a positive thing meaning that everything was going to be okay w/ things in my life in loo of recent family events.

Off and on sleep at around 11am, when I noticed my body was very sleepy and I knew I was about to go into either SP or a lucid. So, I thought to myself 'okay let's go lucid' as my body started to feel that numbing high feeling that comes with lucid sometimes. I needed to create a dream scene, so I decided on the skydiving example that I've used in the past. For a moment, I could see the open door of a plane and blue sky out of it, but then that faded quickly. I tried to imagine another scene. For some reason, a girls face appeared in front of my view. She was blue and had darker hair, I couldn't make out any of the details in her face but I've seen her before, probably in the same way as last time, coming into a lucid.

The girl's face fades away, and now I appear in my room from Mechanicsville, except the bed is against my window looking at the wall. The first thing I notice is my hands. I flip them over a couple of times. I notice that the room is very dark, so I shout "illuminate!" but nothing happens. I can sort of tell that the dream is collapsing, so I tell myself "no" and start rubbing my hands together. I can feel friction, and the dream stabilizes. Next, I look up at the ceiling fan and shout "illuminate!" again, and this time the room flickers and then lights up. I celebrate to myself and then decide I was going to go look at myself in the mirror because the image is fucked up in dreams. So I walk into the hallway and into the bathroom. There, I see myself in the reflection, except it's like I'm in a carnival fun house or something where the mirrors distort how you're shaped. I get up close and see my face is all smooshed together and I laugh. Then, I remember that IRL I wrote an "A" on my left hand for the "awake" reality check. I looked down at my left hand and see that where there was an "A", there was just a semi-circle with some lines coming off of it. Then, I noticed under that symbol the words "A MOOSE OWWES" written in red pen. This confuses me one because I thought that people couldn't read in lucid dreams and two that sentence doesn't make any sense at all.

After that, I walk downstairs but halfway through need to take a seat because the dream is collapsing. I rub my hands again and shout "illuminate." I can hear my mom yelling at me from the kitchen. She's telling me that I'm going to distract my sister who is sitting at our counter doing some sort of puzzle. I walk past them and then the dream collapsed.

Sun, 06 Nov 2016:

1040pm-210am(like 3:10am) [email protected] with time change!!

225am 2x alpha gpc (600mg) after first recording dreams from 1st part of night.

(Stay up 55 minutes more and then take…)

320am 8mg galantamine + 500mg choline

Wake ~630am finish writing quick notes 7am

(2 previous attempts had gpc 1.5 hours before the g+c=terrific results also; and 1 hour before=quite good result. So anywhere from 55 minutes to 90 minutes between the gpc and the g+c is producing nice results)

Only posting the occasional LD here on DV, too time consuming.


*Phone screen app tease, doesn't finish loading, aha phone not working right, must be a dream, vibrate float around vaulted ceiling for a good while. This was DILD in first REM segment after WBTB.


*Epic LD!! (2nd REM segment after waking from first, WILD style entry with vibrations)


flying while singing-2songs with the background music-mostly the classic fly like an eagle - The Steve Miller Band, switch=i want to get away-I want to fly away-Lenny Kravitz, switch-back to classic song when Kravitz song doesn't have the same exhilarating effect. Flying, singing and enjoying the music for a good while.



ocean view!!! amazing view down a good size drop off, sunny day, people in the water and on the beach so colorful I was almost in tears at the beautiful, consistent, lasting scene my dreaming mind was providing to the point that I got concerned about dream stability due to the strong emotions. I calmed myself and then started to edge my way down to that beach but visual issues so I flew back up to the busy market scene I started from.


Cousin M and another cousin. I enjoy seeing them. It feels as heartwarming as if we were actually together and not many many miles apart.

I meet a beautiful young lady maybe only 19 or 20. We are attracted to each other but I am not as sexually charged as other times. She tells me she is a virgin. I asked her if she wanted me to show her the ropes. So cute-she said not yet-I say okay-Let's meet BackHereInDreamlandEveryYear around the Summer until you are ready.

I meet another mate and she is game to have sex but says that her boyfriend is controlling and won't like it so I will have to take care of him first. I say show me where he is. She takes me a short distance to the covered but open structure where it is a little dark inside and her boyfriend is there with a guy and they seem to be having sex. There is also another set of 2 guys seemingly having sex also. The boyfriend sees me with her and he comes out wanting to fight and I smash his head with one powerful clap, more like a cartoon smash with no gruesome effects. The other 3 guys come out to challenge me and I do the same exact thing to each of them, dispatching with them quickly so I can get back to sex with my new "girlfriend."

Handsome face slap. I see a DC guy with a strikingly handsome face and I give him a friendly light slap on his handsome mug. I say I am not into you but damn you are a handsome looking guy.

I see a mirror and take a look. The visuals of me in the mirror are distorted. I think of goal/peg#4 show me the best way to have more lucid dreams-I see a version of me graying and wearing glasses…hmm…are they reading glasses maybe suggesting to read more? (now I think it could represent time, I can have more LD's by simply putting in more time, with the passing of time). I tell one of the DC's: next time tell me this is dream and for me to look at my hands. I repeat this 4-5 times and practice looking at my hands in the dream where it may be better reinforced I am thinking.

I see another mirror on the left side of the room and interested to see what I get and this time I am a blondish graying woman in a old fashioned dress that looks like it might be a traditional dress from Europe, maybe Holland but it is not very decorative or fancy. I open up my dress just to see what's underneath but get interrupted. A lady much like the one in the mirror is telling me where she is from and what her name is. I think I could look this up later. I summon a pen and paper and start writing the details. I tell her I can't bring this paper back to the waking world but I can memorize it better once I write it down and I can show you my written understanding of what you said. Her first name I had to rewrite a few times but in the end it was "Pots." I thought during the dream how that is "stop" spelled backwards but ignored that and kept trying to make progress, hoping to get something I can look up when I wake. There was her last name given too but it has slipped from my recall. At first she seemed to indicate she was from the early 1900's (before 1910, seems it was 1908 or 1906) but later she was giving me details that were tied to some time in the 1730's (thinking 1733 or 1737). I wasn't sure what I was missing between the two sets of vastly different time periods there but perhaps it's just the way numbers and words can change in dreams, but at least it wasn't gibberish.


I wake feeling like I had an hour of lucid dreaming but there are memory gaps in the above.

#500 - DILD

I am going to a Halloween party but I have to go #2 really bad. Since we are not far from the house, I decide just to drop my wife and kids and go home to poop. I don't why.

I drive away and end up in a grocery store. I pass by M who I haven't seen or spoken to in ages. She looks amazing and her hair looks radiant. We say some greeting and I ask how she is doing and leave. I reminisce about the past for a moment as I sit on a toilet.

As usual, the whole experience of dream pooping gets messy and out of control. And, as usual, the I notice how open I was in the room with toilets, but no stall wall. Basically, it's a large room with toilets setting out in the open. Kelly from work walks in and makes some comment about me just shitting right in the open. I tell her I had no choice, it's how they made the place. Then I run out of toilet paper and start wiping with torn magazine.

Suddenly, I realize how dream like this all is and do a nose plug. I have to do several nose plugs, because I have a hard time believing its a dream. After a moment, accept this and move out the bathroom to explore some random hallways for a while.The dream fades and I wake up.

I really need to start looking at TOTM or have some written goals. I was hoping for a better dream for my 500th.