lucid

I am in a house in Rochdale somewhere in a bed trying to get to sleep. There is another person and mag's 1st born son who is 5 in the bed with me trying to sleep. there is a lamp on my side of the bed that is on and various people in the room which is making it difficult to sleep. I hear some annoying squatter girl going on about shit i cant be assed hearing about and frustrated I take blankey and go to the floor of the bed near the lamp to try to sleep. After a bit of time i realise I am in someone elses house and I dont need to try to go to sleep becuz I already am and at this point I go lucid. I walk up to mad Adam and tell him to Fuck Off to his face. He tries to swing at me twice and i easily dodge each swing with no sweat. I turn around and look at the glass window which is several stories up and jump through it glass and all to start flying around the city. i fly upward and go through several more glass windows into different rooms. I then cross over to Nottingham city from a bird's eye view up on the building ledges and walkways. I see a beautiful hallway in a building with yellow and white stripe wallpaper. I stand on the walkway and RC by trying to rub my hands together to make the dream more real and keep my dreaming attention, but this is difficult to do as my hands are rubbery to rub together. i look at them and they look normal. i then decide to go find manfred. I fly up to the top parts of a mall in the sky and meet my friend Rand or something. She is to help me go to manfred and get married. I look into a wide broadsword at my reflection to see myself looking normal and having beautiful skin but no lipstick. i tell Rand that for the wedding I will have blue eyes and lipstick. We go to think about what I will where and to plan to fly over to Silesia. I notice at first how there is no people around in my dreamworld but as soon as I see that people show up on the streets below. She and I then start to fly upward to fly out of the mall through the glass skylights. The night starts to turn to day and the sun starts to peak through the clouds. I try to just use me Intent to fly but this doesnt work well so i go back to traditional flying. As we go to set of to go to Silesia I see manfrd and some friends or people with him to appear and come to me. i go over and embrace him tightly feeling his body very firmly. I dont want to let go. We talk and catch up and he tells me the things he has been doing and then I find myself at a jewelry shop choosing out my wedding ring. I also have a known knowledge that his friends and astral life will come before me and I am not 1st really. There is more socialising and this bit is a bit fuzzy... then he pulls out a leather wallet that needs repairing for the wedding. he is going to get it sent off to get professionally repaired and inscribes his signature on the wallet before sending it off. Then the dream shifts to the last DEILD where I am telling him about JD and how we chose to be earth husband and wife. That he is my earthly husband and he is perfect. It was as if manfred was my astral husband and Jd my earthly one. This is pretty normal and learn that there is no jealousy in the astral world. Manfred is then off doing something with his friends and I decide to go off to a 20s ballroom dance. I am excited to go and look all 20s and beautiful and how fun it will be to dance with men. i know that i can not be jealouse of his time away from me, so decide to go off. i think he shows up at the ballromm but this is vageue. Last bit is of me floating/flying down some stores walkway and looking in random reflections at my face which gets progressively more gross. Like my skin becomes all baked cheese looking like I have really pussy acne. and my hair is all chopped off and sticking up half spiked. I am aware though that it is just the dream doing this and that I dont really look like that and ponder over how odd that is to look like that when I dont.

First I had a non lucid about Pensive Patrick's bridge and the big bloated whale. I had to cross a bridge and there was a giant bloated whale/sea creature looking thing below me. It was bloated and red and gross. And whenever I tried to cross, it would jump up at me, trying to bite me or something. Finally, frustrated, the last time it jumped at me, I put my hands on it's head and said "You need to shrink down to something more manageable." With each jump, it became smaller and smaller, and more and more like a slightly larger and fluffier version of my black lab, Daisy. Finally it was just a playful dog, and I thought to myself "I can't believe I managed that. DOH I'm lucid!" I immediately went into a building that looked motel-ish. I tried to will it to look like Hogwarts. Sadly, I was blind in one eye, and my walking was all wonky. I remember shouting for more lucidity and vividness. Finally I blacked out completely, but was fully aware that I was still dreaming and still lucid. I could feel myself in my bed, but all balled up in a way that I never am in real life. So I started to slowly rock back and forth, carefully so that I wouldn't accidentally wake up, than I was back in the motel, in one of the rooms. There was a knock at the door and it was a young Snape and some other students. I think I had been calling for him. I kept trying to make the motel look more and more like Hogwarts. It finally did look like one of those outer corridors, but then Snape shrunk down to the size of a little toy. So I did my stretch technique with my hands, which stretched him back into roughly the size of my son lol. Then I woke up.

I had a pretty rough night actually, our ac messed up so I was hot and sweaty and tossing and turning alot. So I was happy even with just a brief lucid, and my efforts to stabilize. Plus I hadn't had a regular old DILD in a while.

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid
April 24, 2012:

I get up out of bed, thinking I am awake, until I look in a mirror and it seems odd. I try to float off the ground and I do. I am surprised to realize that I am dreaming, because It seemed so real.(Become Lucid + 5 points)
The dream fades
I am outside, floating around, fully lucid. I pretend to be an alien observing. There is a pond nearby and some tries and a man who is maybe fishing.
I float over to a girl who is sitting by herself. She is looking at me. I tell her she's not suppose to see me. I pick up something of hers and drop it or spill it on the ground.

Now I am in a large building, a house or maybe something like a mall. I spend a little while just wandering around looking at things.
Unfortunately, I don't remember details.
I am now in a room with a bunch of fish tanks and bowls of different sizes. standing on a table thing, I kick some of the fish tanks to the floor, where they break and spill.

I remember one task, to have super strength. There is a largish, odd shaped indoor pond made of stone or clay. It looks very heavy, but I lift it with ease, and then toss it aside. (I possibly lift something else?) (Super Strength + 4 points)
Then I go down some stairs, looking for something bigger and heavier to lift. I am holding a long wooden spoon that I somehow light on fire, like a big match. I use it to set some hanging wooden dolls on fire.
I say "The whole place will go up in flames," because it seems to all be made of wood.

Then I remember another task, to put my hands through a solid object. I see some wooden doors, but decide they are not solid enough.
I put my hands through the floor and feel some pipes underneath. I pull the pipes up through the floor and even the wall, without breaking anything. (Push Hand through Solid Object + 4 points)
I snap one of the pipes in half. It leaks water. I use the pipe to spray a lady with water. The fire from earlier is still going, and possibly spreading.
I rub my hands together to stabilize, to make sure the dream keeps going. (Stabilize +2 points)
Then I reach through the floor again and grab some tubes, and pull them up out of the floor. I snap it in half. It sparks because it is full of electric wires.
Then I fly up to the second floor balcony, toward an exit. (Fly + 4 points)
I see a lady sitting at a desk who I think looks familiar. She says something to me that I don't remember. She has a third eye tattoo on her forehead. I tell her it looks dumb. (Interact with a DC +2 points)
Then the dream ends and I wake up. (Remember whole dream +1 point)

I was a jerk in this dream. But I don't really care because I had a shitty couple of days.

Total points = 20, because I reached the limit.

Finally had me some brief lucidity! And I do mean brief. However, this is a good sign of things to come

(Fragment)

I'm on a boat of some description. It's fairly square, and has balconies like on a paddle steamer. I remember going inside and seeing a kitchen and a television. I think I got something to eat. My dad was there as well. [Fragment, 0.5 points]

Scene Change

I and my friend J are near a canal. On one side is a huge red brick wall, stretching horizontally for miles. On "our side" of the river are several two storied shops and houses. Several tall black Victorian lampposts and benches line the canal. The floor is a sandstone tile, and looks quite pleasing. There are two arched bridges going over the canal, with people crossing them.

For some reason I hold a pistol in my hand, and it soon becomes apparent why. Across the water I see a group of metro police (half life 2) about to cross the bridge nearest me. I fired into them, taking one down. They instantly drew their batons and began radioing for assistance. The people around us didn't seem to mind.

(Minor Transition)

Night falls, and the police are gone, presumably dead. Since no one's now around, we break into one of the stores. I find some ammunition and supplies. We then decide to leave before more enemies come.

(Minor Transition)

We're walking down a gravel country road in between large hedges, leading away from the city. We climb up on one hedge to find that it forms a huge 'block', if you will, of leaves that we stand on. This stretched up to a farm house, with a beat up pick up truck outside. We then notice the Brotherhood of Steel outcasts torching the area or stomping around menacingly, dressed in black and red power armour.

My friend says to me "What if I do this?" before firing a large energy weapon and laughing. It shoots a huge blue ball towards them and explodes, killing some.

Excrement hits the fan.

What ensues is a brief battle, in which we slaughter the outcasts. Farmers, women and older children come out of the house and offer to join us, all wielding weapons. I pick up a shotgun from near the truck, but for some reason it's fused with another like a weird first person glitch. I throw one away. It's a twin barrelled break action 410. We were attacked by a few more outcasts, prompting me to scout a path in a nearby hedge.

It leads to a field on a hill sloping down before me. The sun is just rising over the horizon. A farmer and a his son step out towards me. Not initially realising the lack of threat, I shoot, thankfully missing them. They're rather miffed, naturally. I then tell them why I'm on edge, panting "You weren't there!" like a grizzled war veteran. [Whole Dream, 1 point]

Scene Change

I'm now lucid. I seem to be looking at me from a weird angle, only seeing concrete on the floor. I seem to be not fully "in the dream" as I seem to be able to feel my physical body dragging me back. I slowly get pulled back and I wake up. [Became Lucid, 5 points] [Fragment, 0.5 points]

I think this is one of those dreams where you've had so many dreams in a row that once you fall asleep you easily recognize you're asleep and dreaming.
Now with pictures!

Non-Lucid Part:
I was with this slightly older, heavy-set guy. In the dream, we weren't together so much that he was like an older brother to me. He told me to come to the backyard with him because he had to show me something.
"It's in the woods, but you always played back there, Ash. So, it will be fine."
I gave him a suspicious look.
"Hey! What? Don't worry."
I followed him into the sparsely crowded woods behind my father's workshop until I started to lag behind him.
"Hurry up, Ashley!"
"Yeah, yeah..."
All of a sudden, he vanished. Far too quick for someone who was just a little farther ahead.
Then, the realization hits me.

Lucid Part:

It is about time I had one of these. Although, I don't think this is what I had in mind...
Pleased, I gaze up at the woods and all the light brown leaves covering the ground. I have no interest in following this guy. He probably doesn't exist anymore to begin with. I turn around, eager to get away from the entire area.
No. The entire dreamscape itself.
I run toward this hill area near my father's building and jump, flying in the air. Funny, how this thing called flight comes so easily to me, yet I only use it for "emergencies" in dreams. I fly forward, past the ugly blue house I call home and decide to dream spin to another dimension. Realizing the consquences if I do not think of a place to be in, I vaguely think of a moor. I don't know why. I think I was thinking about my ancestors, but I don't even know if Scotland and Ireland have moors. Or whatever they are called these days. I read too much old literature to know or care.
Amyways, I spun. If you can call it that. It was more of a graceful, kind of floaty spin. Almost like a pirouette.

I found myself in a...white mansion by the rocky, green tipped edges of a pale grey sea.

I know it was white, because it felt like it was a white. I walked past several windows covered with beautiful white curtains floating in the breeze.

I had a sudden urge to go through a wall at this point. I had heard someone mention in the DV forum how you shouldn't think about the wall itself, but rather the destination. I thought of the word moor again, but I knew I wouldn't get this. How can I see what I have never seen?
Alas, I could not pass the wall. However, the window seemed rather welcoming.
I gently touched the glass pane with my right hand, never using force. I felt the glass turn to a goo, then it gradually succumbed entirely. I gazed out and looked upon a helicopter, a ship, and several cargo trucks by a seemingly endless sea. Some of the men had guns, but I don't think they noticed me. I wonder if they were guards for the mansion's owner.
I looked around, but everything was blurry, to my immense dismay. However...
Oh, yeah. That clarity thing...
"Clarity now!"
I suddenly remembered to look at my hands. They and the scenery got clearer.
"Clarity now!"
Clearer.
I did this several times until the quality of my dream was so detailed and I could the lines in my hands so well, it felt uncomfortable.
"Aw, what the heck. HD-Vision now!"
Okay. Clearest dream ever. Probably even clearer than real life. However, the guards noticed me and started to shoot. I ran away from the window and walked down the hall.
"Bastards. You're lucky I don't use you for my diamond castle."
I notice a door slightly ajar. Peering through, I see a woman with greying hair tied in a long ponytail.
"This is a story about the young master. About a time long gone. About a doll that became his dearest companion."
I looked to the left and saw another room, but one filled with forgotten memories. Yet, also with a sort of unforgotten sadness. There wasn't any death or evil here, but there was a feeling of what might have been. Suddenly, I felt my vision go out--I came as close as you can to fainting in a dream.
I heard voices, traveling further and further back.
Where am I going? Am I traveling in time or is this just me going to a different dreamscape?
These thoughts raced through my head as the grey-haired spoke to another person--I can't recall who.
"I'm sending her back in time. Maybe she will be able to talk to and warn the young master."
"But, her body is right there."
The woman smirked.
"In body, yes. In spirit, however, she is crossing time itself."
I heard nothing else.

I arose from the floor, slightly dazed, and not noticing the boy in a white seat faced away from me. I walked, or rather stumbled, into the other room. I looked around and didn't feel sadness, but a potential for it. I gazed over and saw a hideous doll with orange hair-no, it wasn't Chucky. I was a bit frightened, but gulped down my fear and walked over to the doll. Gently picking him up, I realized that the doll was alive. He looked at me and then looked around. I smiled at him and, as gently as I could, said,"Sweetie, I'm looking for your owner..."
I was startled to see that he had changed from a hideous doll to a cute one. I am guessing that no one except his owner treated him with kindness because of all this.
"I...I've traveled from very far away, yet not so far."
He looked interested and I gazed past the canopy bed behind us. Past all of the things that crowded the room. Past everything and anything.
"From a dream long gone. Or perhaps from a dream just beginning. Who knows what real life truly is."
I look back at him, and I see that he is intrigued.
"I'm not from this world. But, I assure you, I will help your friend. Regardless of what happened and how little I know."
He looked towards the other room and his gaze stayed there.
"He's over there?"
The doll nodded and I gently put him back in his little white rocking chair. I thank him and walk out.
I walk towards the round, white table and take a seat. Finally, I notice the orange-haired boy. The grey-haired woman is there as well, except her hair is a mousy brown.
"What are you doing here,"the boy asked. He is well aware I am not from the area or even that time.
"I'm from...Well, that isn't important. I think that woman wanted me to save you."
I pointed to the woman who now sat across from me at that white table and she nods.
"Yes, master. Something happens to you, and I sent this young woman to help save you."
Would you like to know why he needed saving?
Me, too.
Because, unfortunately, I was woken up!

I became lucid from the start of the dream (Lucid - 5 Points) but I RC'd anyway just to make sure (RC - 2 Points). My first thought was to fly for some reason. I launched myself into the air and had the same problem as felicity, I floated slowly back down and hovered above the ground. I worked out that this was still flying and flew around for a bit (Flying - 4 Points). Then I lost lucidity and I ended up talking to some water and meeting a princess. The the dream ended. (Full dream - 1 Point)

I was on some kind of pirate ship and we were alerted to monsters nearby, but we couldn't see them. We were all given small communication devices and then sent down into the bowels of the ship. We found that there was a small hole where the monsters or in and took some of our supplies. We got rid of them an boarded up the whole just in time for the end of the dream. (Full dream - 1 Point)

I was making myself some toast and my toaster was acting strangely. Unfortunately I took no notice and happily munched through my toast in bed ^_^ then my cat came in and pulled the covers off of me, she wanted to go outside even though it was late at night. I was like -_- finnee but then when we got outside it was daylight and for some reason I decided o go exploring. I found a new geocache with some co-ordinates in it and I got really excited as I ran back home to see where the co-ords lead. Then I remembered that it was a Tuesday an I still had to go to college then the dream ended. (Full dream - 1 Point)

I was on my paper round and I couldn't quite make out one of the names on the papers. I asked a passerby and he had no clue either. Then his whole family came out and wished him happy birthday. I brought a card out of nowhere and have it to him before heading on my way. The dream ended shortly after with me still not having a clue who the paper was for. (Full dream - 1 Point)

I also had a false awakening

Lucid - 5 Points
RC - 2 Points
Flying - 4 Points
Full dream x4 - 4 points

TOTAL = 15 Points

[This is my first dream journal entry here, hopefully i'll post it the right way ]
[Things in brackets like this will just be my thoughts on the dream, ect.]
[I'll also ONLY post LUCID DREAMS]

So today i tried a WBTB along with SSILD [which i tried for first time] and it was successful. After around 1 hours of sleep i got lucid randomly [DILD].
I was in our kitchen and i remember someone being close to me, but i couldn't see anyone. Since it was kind of dark in there, i thought it's time to get outside. Before going outside i noticed a bun on the desk and decided to try a little telekinesis on it, just to be sure i can Mass TK something later on [the whole challenge thing was in my head all along]. It was really easy to telekineses the bun and i smashed it into the window.

Then after that i walked up to the window and just passed through the glass, but for some reason when i noticed our neighbour taking care of her garden, i just fallen back inside our house. I went through the glass once again, thinking that it won't stop me. For sure it didn't, i got outside.
It was kinda sunny, but i felt like a storm is coming or something like that. I started with flying up in the air, then i sit down on our fence and looked around. [At this moment i forgot a small part of the dream sadly].
Then i noticed a random ugly old guy sitting in a small car near out fence and he was nude and was smiling weirdly at me... I was just about to go and throw his car away or something, but then suddenly it became night.

Since night is not so good and makes it easier to wake up, i decided to find a light source. I noticed a street lamp nearby, which was almost at the right place where it is in reality. I went under it and i was concentrating to create huge a vivid light and make day from night. During this attempt i accidenlty closed me eyes for a little longer, which caused me to wake up. But i got back to the dream easily and fast [my eyes didn't open completely and i just had to wait some seconds to open my dream eyes again].
I was at the same place again and now tried to control the light of the street lamp. It went where i wanted and lighted everything, then i tried to create daylight again, which halfway succeeded as it started to be sunrise slowly.

I decided to fly on, but just to the closest crossroads which is close to our house. While flying i wanted to practise more on my telekinesis, so i picked a tree out of the ground and thrown it away, althrough it wasn't the biggest tree, just a smaller one.
When i got to the crossroads i just standed in the middle of the road waiting for cars. I noticed some big pile of snow on the road and decided to create a firestorm on it to melt it... i heard the sound of the firestorm, but it didn't appear for some reason...
After this the dream started to fall apart harder, so i rubbed my hands together to stabilize it, it worked well. [it was my first hand rubbing stabilization, i used a different method before].
It didn't take long for some cars to come to me. I wanted to use my super strenght now, so i took one of the cars and smashed it onto another with one hand, they got crumbled up well. I thought to myself that this goes easily so i want more challenge. I thought about a truck, which then appeared behind me. I took the truck with two hands and smashed it as well, which caused a kinda big mess on the street. Then i wasn't really okay with it and wanted a truck that has oil or fuel in it. TWO of them appeared immediately, one of them was already threatening me because it was sliding towards me with full speed... It's not a problem, i thought... nothing can hurt me, so come on big guy
Just as the truck hit me, it fallen into 2 parts and the oil/fuel all spread on the street. Now was the time to get the other one. I picked it up and smashed it on the oil/fuel [really don't know which one was it] and it caused a HUGE explosion, which i was standing in the middle of. I thought to myself that i caused kind of a big trouble for the neighbourhood now, haha.

Then while the flames were still going on, i decided to fly on and for some reason i had a thought that "I was just about to check the time" and got a feeling that i need to fly down one of the roads because of it... While thinking this a clock suddenly flashed in front of me like a vision, which said 10:58 as the current time.

[After this i woke up, but i couldn't get back to the dream again... When i woke up the time was 8:05 in reality].
[I went back around 3-4 times to the dream the same way as i written once up above, the dream wasn't that stabil now for some reason].
[I also used the hand rubbing stabilization one more time, but it didn't work this time].

The following dream is rated DV-MA. It contains strong sexual content, and is intended for mature readers only.


[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri][SPOILER="The Stucco Tee-Pee"] I begin in my former home, the one I lived in until I was19. It’s a school day and several high school friends are over, hanging out andmaking noise, prior to school time. Outside, I can see lots of traffic, peopleand cars, and it seems like the school is right next door, similar to mycurrent house in real life. The time approaches for everyone to leave, and Ifind I am eager for them all to go so I can have some alone time. I don’t wantto go to school today, and on the spot I decided not to.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]My “friends” all filed out of my house, talking andlaughing, their backpacks slung over their shoulders. Thank God, I thought, asthe last one left the house.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The windows outside were unlike any I have ever had in ahome. There were horizontal bars across the windows, though it seemed like theymight be a couple feet from the house itself, some kind of art-deco design thatI wasn’t sure I liked. Below the windows on the outside were xeriscaped cactusgardens and ground covered with white stone.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I thought that I might enjoy hanging out at home naked, andthe thought was pleasant, but all the windows in the house were open and un-shaded.Cars were still going by outside related to the school traffic and I didn’twant anyone to see me just hanging out in the nude, so I figured I would wait.To make the time more stressful I felt as though someone were still in thehouse, possibly my mom, the last person I wanted to see me wandering around thehouse nude.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I walked towards the east side of the house, still indoors,and then walked to a side window. I could see the front yard towards the street,and immediately I became concerned. There was a space of land between my houseand the neighbor’s house, land that wasn’t fully used or developed. Towards thefront of the land three fir trees had been erected, each about 15 feet inheight, along with a sign which I presumed denoted the formation of some kindof parkland. I became angry, bothered that the city and the neighborhood dogwalkers had somehow managed to create a dog park between our two houses, anunwelcome use for this tiny piece of land. It would mean strange people walkingright outside my house at all hours leaving little piles behind to indicatetheir recent visit. Ugh, I shook.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I made my way a little farther towards the rear of the houseand somehow managed to exit to the outdoors, though there is not a door on thatside of the house. I strolled towards the front of the unused strip of land,hoping to get a little more detail on what was going on. [/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]A noise caught my attention and I looked back to my house, lookingup to where I had heard the noise. The house was now grey, very long, and threestories tall. At the very back of the home was a high lookout, or upper deck,perched on the back of the house and covered by a roof. A set of stairs ledbetween this outlook and a rear entrance to the home on the third floor, and itwas here that I spied one of my close friends. [/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“What are you doing?” she asked.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“Nothing, “I said. “I’m just looking around and gettingready to take a pee.”[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]To this she did not reply, and I tugged at the zipper on mypants. I abandoned any desires that may lie towards the front of the house andinstead walked along the strip between my house and my neighbor’s home. I haddecided to use his outdoor bathroom, and it was close in front of me.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]My neighbor has constructed a very elaborate outdoorbathroom. Picture a wide and tall stucco tee-pee, almost the color of curryspice, open on one whole side. The opening faced the back of the house, a clearview into the windows of the home’s dining room. At the back of the tee-pee isa large, raised structure, like a cartoon volcanic crater, except the sides arewide and smooth, and also made of stucco. This is the toilet, a wide perch tosit on while doing one’s business. The view from this ‘pot’ is expansive, andalmost feels like it is designed to be the center of attention. Around thewalls of the tee-pee a low bench is constructed which blends into the stuccowalls. Everything about this “toilet” seems designed for people to come andwatch whoever is using it.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Indeed I can see the silhouette of my neighbor inside hishouse. At first I’m not sure it’s him but then I see him moving about and it’seasy to tell the shape is that of a masculine head. He is seated at his diningtable, and doesn’t seem bothered that I am using his toilet. In the dream it wasapparently a normal occurrence for me to use his toilet.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I perch myself on the top of the (basin) and take down mypants. I am suddenly male in this dream, and I pull out my penis, which seems alittle larger than normal. I wonder to myself if I could reach it and I find Ican indeed, placing the tip between my lips and licking my own member. [/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“Hey, check out what I can do!” I shout to some unknownfriend passing by. “Hey.” He just ignores me, either not interested in what Ican do or too polite to look. I shrug it off as they disappear from sight, notdisturbed in the least.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Realizing my ability to control elements in my dream I makemy penis bigger, longer, allowing me to enjoy more of it in my mouth. I cantake in a large portion of the length now, and the sensations are likewisestronger. My results are satisfying.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I look up and see that a dinner party is going on in myneighbor’s house, and a woman is setting the table. Her dress is black withwhite polka-dots and her hair reminds me of an early 60’s housewife, short andblack with some nice curls and waves to it. The windows which previouslyallowed me to see in have been replaced by double-doors, which are open, andthis is how I am able to see her so well.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Should I stop? I thought to myself. No, they don’t mind, andI’m enjoying this. I want to go all the way. [/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I have two hands on my shaft as I continue to suck myself,the thickness and fullness feeling good to my hands. Additionally I am able toenjoy the sensations I experience through my penis, and my arousal couldn’t be muchhigher.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I look up and again I see more people, guests of the dinnerparty, and I think they are aware of my presence because they move to close thedouble-doors, an attempt to prevent the children in attendance from seeing myactions. The doors close, and I am left alone to enjoy my pleasures.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I continue mouth-stroking my penis, and the sensations arebeginning to build. I really want to have this orgasm, and though I’m notalways super keen on taking a load I find that this time I want to feel it inmy mouth. I want the taste, the feeling of shooting into my own mouth, thedouble-sensations I experience as a giver and receiver of extreme oralpleasure. I want it all.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I’m almost to the point of orgasm, and I can feel theswelling of my member as it gets ready to give up its seed. I nearly achievethe over-the-edge moment but it passes without release, and the tension easesup for a few seconds. I don’t want to lose this so I strengthen my efforts,tightening my grip and squeezing myself with my lips a bit tighter. I canimagine how it will happen, and I’m so ready for this experience. I am soclose, and again the feeling is building to near the point of true release![/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]And I wake up. :([/FONT][/SIZE]
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This was a particularly interesting WILD-like experience, I unfortunately can't recall as good as I'd like to.
It was in the middle of the night and I was hovering between sleep and being awake and remember being in a swimming bath, underwater within the dream. I was pretty conscious about what was happening at that time and I was switching back and forth between being awake and sleeping. I tried to consciously get back into the dream, with some small success, everytime after a few seconds I could feel being in the water and I could breathe through my pinched nose, but I just couldn't open my eyes, everytime I tried I went back to seeing my room and (as expected) I couldn't breathe during the RC.

At some point I obviously had my eyes open within the dream as I did see the swimming bath, and I know that my awareness was a lot lower that time, but I don't know if that was before or after this experience, or both.


I've been watching the once absolutely tight border between the state of being awake and sleeping constantly weakening the more I got involved with lucid dreaming, and with this I guess soon I really will be able to start WILDing on purpose.

I was aboard an alien spacecraft traveling through space. It was perhaps as big as the saucer section of the enterprise in Star Trek:TNG. I was avoiding the aliens on board, although they were humanoid, they were not human at all in appearance. They looked aquadic like, as if evolved from some kind of sea creature. Anyway I could tell they were about to dock with what looked like a huge space station. The docking procedure itself was a complicated manuver that was more of like a form of art. As the ship entered the opening to the space station, it banked hard to the right while the ship rotated to the right as well. We make almost a full circle and lock into the left side of the wall that is to the right of the opening for the space station. It is comparable to an ice skater making a circle on the ice but ending up several feet to the left of where she started the circle.

Somehow I'm able to elude detection long enough so that the space marines arrive and start attacking the aliens on the space station. The space marines are normal humans, and I am now an officer in command of a squad. We are sweeping the halls and rooms taking out the aliens. I know I kill one alien with my issued officers pistol. My pistol seems very inaccurate, out of 10 shots only one goes straight it seems. What is strange is I can see the paths of all the bullets being fired. The marines are carrying full auto machine guns, all I got is this lousy pistol. Looking at my pistol, I see the barrel of it is only 3 inches long, no wonder nothing will go straight. We enter this one room, and two aliens are behind what looks like a distortion field. We have to shoot through this field at the aliens. The field alters the trajectory of the bullets, but after a few shots I am able to compensate and nail an alien in the head. He goes down. A marine on the other side of the room manages to take down another. The aliens are dead but they have left behind an explosive device. I shoot at the device and hit it, but it doesn't go off. Instead it falls apart with pieces falling to the floor. That is just as well as we didn't want to cross the distortion barrier for some reason.

There was this woman a ways down the street. She was jumping around a little bit, but I don't know why. A little later on in the dream she approaches me and I'm asking her why she was jumping. At first she keeps denying it, but then I must say the right thing as to jog her memory. She does admit it was her doing the jumping but she still doesn't know why she was doing it. We happen to get closer to each other while talking, and I lean in and kiss her. She was a pretty blond.

I was drifting in and out of sleep, and had a dream fragment later on where I was kissing the same blond gal again.

Today was my day off so I was planning to get a lot of dreaming done. But I was woken up at 6:30am by somebody at the door, turns out it was somebody delivering a package, but he was at the wrong bloody door! Anyway, although it did wake me up - it did lead to me having an unintentional DILD through WBTB.

23-04-12
Around 8:30am
DILD

The Search
Genre: Random
Lucid (DILD)

I am in my sisters room. I'm looking out the window and see a girl trying to climb up the side of a house. She uses ledges and bins to finally get up there, I then see her dog follow her up, no idea how the dog managed it - it just kind of jumped up. I walk downstairs to get a better look, but when I get to the window nobody is there any more. I now find myself outside, in a little path next to my house. Something doesn't feel quite right, so I look down at my hands but there doesn't appear to be anything wrong, just a bit blurry. I decide to plug my nose, and I can breathe! I'm dreaming.

I decide to stabalize the dream first. I feel the fence on the right of me and then think of some things to do. I decided that I wanted to find one of my friends and see how they'd react to being told they are dreaming. I go around to my neighbours house and decide to ask them where they are. I chap the door, but instead of the usual person that answers, it's Ali G. This was really weird, but I ask him if he has seen my friends. He says spouts some shit which I can't understand, I decide to leave because he's wasting my time.

My memory is a bit hazy after that. Next thing I do remember is trying out some dream control techniques, to keep my skills sharp. I point at a few objects and begin to levitate them. I levitate a few things like tyres and then throw them away using my mind. I then attempt it on a car, the car comes off the ground but for some reason I can't throw it. I do a little, but it doesn't go far. Anyway, my memory goes a bit blank after this.

I am now outside my house again. I decide that the best place to find them would probably be the school where we all went to. I decide, instead of running or flying, I'll create a tele port. I draw a circle in the air with my finger and imagine the school at the other side of the circle. No luck. I decide to run there, it's not far. Whilst running, I attempt to fly, I usually have no trouble with flying but I couldn't in this dream for some reason. I remember that when I was attempting I jumped off the ground and ended up with my face hitting the ground. Felt no pain though.

I felt myself running a lot faster than I am capable of in real life. I am now at the school. It looks a bit different. But I go in anyway. Somebody walks out of the door and says to me, "Hey... you made it!". I high five him like an idiot and try to go into the school. But the door is only one way, it's the exit door. I look inside and it seems to be some kind of prom/reunion thing going on. But then I wake up.

These dreams had a short films festival feel to them so imagine you're watching them like amateur movie with the third one being really well made.

1: A struggle to park my train at a busy station, hoping my train from one track to the next, barely avoiding other trains and being gently nudged by another, I hop it over to an end-of-line track where trains wouldn't be passing through.

2: In design stencil stuck up in a room full of people facing away from a spokesperson, the word design is on the back of a skateboard. I sneak back down to the crowd with a tanned skin girl with curly hair and what I believe to be one of her friends sitting next to her I'm wrapped up in a blanket. I ask the girl "want some blanket?" She reluctantly but then with a smile said "Sure" then takes some. She notices I'm not wearing a shirt and look at me a bit strange so I quickly responded to that "Don't worry; at least I'm wearing pants." At that moment it appears that I had taken off my shirt and hung it up next to the rebellious urban graffiti without noticing. I look down and see that I'm not wearing pants either! I become flush with embarrassment and see that she noticed as well and become more uneasy, I find myself clutching to a pillow and say "at least I've got a pillow!" She laughed and I'm thinking 'this dream just got unnecessarily uncomfortable’ but then the spokesperson noticed and alerted security, he began walking back and forth giving a lecture about how serious it is to graffiti, not soon after a security guard arrives and all of a sudden the room had changed my previous escape route no longer exist. This annoyed me too much so I decided to go to my next dream.

3. I'm in a dark but nicely cinematically lit ally way looking down at a colourful crystal glass plate being help by someone else’s hands, it drops to the ground only breaking off a corner. I pick it up then chase after the person who dropped it who was running away, as we came up to an intersection in the alleys, she stopped and turned around, she looked me right in the eyes and said "I would run if I were you." A feeling of something bad is about to happen and the feeling that someone is going be after us, she runs off to the left, I run off to the right towards the light. My mind is spinning, ‘Who is this girl? Why did she break that plate? Who is she running from?’ I had to chase her. I throw the plate to the ground then change direction, to catch a glimpses of her jumping through a hole in the side of a wall, I chase her through to catch a glimpse of her taking a right turn, I follow her through to see jumping over a pit, swinging off a bar off the roof and through another hole in another wall, I follow her through to a large abandoned warehouse where she was no longer to be seen. The colour grading changed from the cooler colours in the alley to a maroon red hazy colour in the warehouse, the girl was nowhere to be seen but my though changed to the warehouse. As I crept through to the front of the warehouse, I noticed something behind me staring at me but it was only the empty eye sockets of a corpse propped up against the wall. As I looked around, I noticed that amongst the rubbish and rubble there looked to be more corpses then all of a sudden, one by one, their eyes lit up! I fly up to the celling then looking back to the one at the back wall, whose eyes are also lit up, a black bay appears across its eyes with the word censored written across it, then just like the lights, every set of eyes, one by one, was covered with the censored label. As I continue to move to the front, the labels are facing straight at me as if they were staring at me. While walking out thinking 'why are all their eyes censored?' My dream fades to white and I'm pulled back into reality and awake from my dreams.

There were several other dreams that were too vague to remember. One to do with me being an investigator and watching the front of my high school where the principle would walk out to the balcony connected to his office and had a look if concern on his face before he walked back in. Another dream to do with being hounded by the office lady to pay ~$6 in school fees that I kept forgetting. Another dream to do with me stumbling across an old friend that I never met before at his work place in a store.

Pretty crazy LD adventure.

I was lucid in my old middle school where I saw one of my old high school teachers whom I looked up to. Feeling uncomfortable in a place I associate with being bullied and tough times, I found my way outside.

I had previously decided to talk to a recurring DC that's been appearing in my dreams for the past 6 or so years, so I took advantage of my lucidity to try to find him. I tried the spinning technique to hopefully track him down. I ended up someplace else, so I spun again.

Then I was inside a building in a big city. I was with someone, a friend I suppose, who was leading me around. We passed some desks and down some halls, but overall the place seemed rather vacant and dreary. I went in a bathroom to spit something weird out of my mouth (no clue how that got there..), but I accidentally went in the men's room. The trashcan I had used was near the exit anyway and I knew it was just a dream, so I didn't really care to feel embarrassed that a guy walked in as I walked out.

I went up an elevator one floor. The room was large, spacious, and had big windows on all sides which let in some of the dimming daylight. It was in the center of this room where I saw an empty fish tank. The fish were somewhere dangerous (can't remember where or if they were out of water). I tried to help them back in the safety of the tank but I had difficulty. Most of them seemed dead or dying by the time they were in the tank. I touched them each to see if they were alive and the last one started to wiggle and eventually swim around normally. Feeling sad about the dead fish but happy about the one I saved, I turned to leave the building. Meanwhile, no sign of the DC, as much as I was trying to "summon" him.

I walked down the hall, toward some stairs, where I ran into my brother. He was excited to see me & I him, but I told him we were in my dream. I told him we could do whatever we wanted and, excited about that, he was about to leave to do who-knows-what.

Before he did I called after him, "hey please tell me if you see my friend. Tell him I'm looking for him."

He told me "alright!"

I continued to say, "oh- he's got dark hair, fair skin, and usually red eyes."

"Red eyes?" he was laughing/smiling like he would in real life.

"Yup. That's him. Dream, remember?" I laughed/ smiled too.

He went down the steps and out of the building. I followed soon after, but my brother was no where to be found. I wondered what that meeting could have represented. Outside, it was dark- nighttime actually- but lit up by street lights. It was raining and around me people walked up and down the sidewalks. I continued walking down the sidewalk, calling out for my DC "friend." I was beginning to get soaked with the rain. I eventually fell into deeper sleep, never finding that allusive character.

Lucid Dream

Night 44

I had a short LD that ended that I chained into a longer LD, it was too bad that it was one of my early dreams because I do not remember most of the conversations even though I remember them being interesting.

I. I was in my kitchen with a friend of mine, I remember the phone ringing and I went to go answer it, and I still can't believe it but I looked at the ID and it said "You are lucid.". I was like "what?" and I was like "this is a dream?" and I did a RC and it worked. I turned around and my friend was gone and there were like 2 women there now. I remember I was trying to stabilize the dream because I was more excited than usual, and I could feel the dream fading. As I was trying to stabilize, one of the women walked next to me and started talking to me, she said "So you want to stay here?". She then said something else to me, it was only one word but it was really meaningful at the time, I think it started with a P but I can't remember. As soon as she said it the dream ended.

II. So, I woke up when I really wanted to stay, so I was thinking about everything about the dream and the next thing you know I was back. I was standing in the same exact spot and the woman was talking to me again, but I was just stabilizing the dream so I wouldn't wake up again. I was more calm and relaxed so the dream didn't start to fade. I was just curious as to who this woman was, so I was just listening to what she were saying, and I cannot remember the conversation, but I started walking with her to my living room. We sat down and I still can not remember what we were talking about, grr. We then walked up to my parents room to their sink, there was someone there and he started shaving me face lol. She was still behind me talking to me, I wish I could remember just a fraction of what she was saying but I do not remember any of it. I remember looking in the mirror, it looked like I was dizzy and like I was about to collapse, but I was standing still, then I noticed the woman reflection and she had real distinct features. I do not recognize her from my real life, but she had dark brown hair just like mine, small like 5'4, brown eyes, and a large smile. We were laughing during our conversation, and when I was done with the shaving we walked to the door towards some other people and started talking with them. The dream ends around here. When I woke up I was debating getting up and writing down the dream so I would remember what she was telling me, but I decided to try to keep on chaining, which I regret now lol .