lucid

Italic Text = Personal Thoughts
Normal Text = Non-Lucid Segment
Purple Text = Lucid Segment

I had initially slipped out of a dream and into a false awakening, which I managed to pick up on and immediately woke after realising it was a dream. I wanted to get up anyway and write down the dream I just had as this night I had only recalled one dream, but I decided to take a chance, sacrifice remembering that dream and DEILDed back into the false awakening.

I was initially sure I wasn't in a dream as I didn't feel myself fall asleep from the DEILD, but I performed a reality check anyway and realised that I was in fact dreaming!

I pulled myself up from the bed and everything was blurry and spinning around me. This time though, unlike my other lucid dreams, I remembered to perform stabilisation techniques. I rubbed my hands together and spun around but it didn't seem to be working at first. It felt like I was looking at the world through a fisheye lens that was incredibly zoomed out. It was really disorientating.

I blinked after performing a lot of stabilisation, and after the blink things became the most vivid they have been in any of my lucid dreams. I walked out of my door and to my stairs, where my Dad was standing at the bottom. He begins walking up the stairs as I'm walking down them, and I decide to just push him back off the stairs so I can get by, just to see his reaction. He kind of stumbles, looks at me funny, and then walks away.

I walk into the living room, it's dark in here but I walk through into my kitchen area. I get annoyed at the darkness so I try to use powers to turn on the light, but nothing seems to be happen. I flick the light switch and the light starts flickering dimly but I still can't get it to turn on.

I decide to walk outside, when I open the door I notice that it's actually daytime outside, roughly mid-morning. As I'm walking I notice that I don't have any shoes or socks on and get worried that the discomfort of walking on the rough ground with bare feet would wake me up. I look away from my feet and conjure some shoes and I become excited when it actually works as this was my first conjuration. Though, despite this, I'm still feeling the rough ground as if I was bare foot.

I remember that I could just fly into the air, I jump up and still don't seem to have full control over flying as I can't sustain it for long and land back down on the grass. I try again and this time manage to float up to about as high as the roof of my house and stop briefly to decide what to do next. I decide I want to go exploring and when I fly up to get a view of my surroundings I seemingly uncontrollably begin shooting up into the sky at high speed until I'm above the clouds. I look around and notice an interesting looking area, with bright red roads and tall buildings. I fly down to it and look around the area, it seemed to be a school of magic or something, there were students inside the buildings brewing potions and practicing spells. Still not having full control over flying, I'm kind of "drifting" as I turn corners and can't quite get the hang of stopping when I want to. I stop briefly to try and find to find a balance before flying back over this school building and to my house.

Upon landing, I remember my dream objectives list and the top one being to try some dream food. I hold my hands out and look away, trying to conjure a plate with a sandwich on, only I don't get the sandwich and just end up with a plate. As I continue trying to conjure the sandwich onto this plate, the plate seems to develop a life of its own and it's jumping out of my hands and gradually growing in size with each attempt I make.

I turn around and see my mum glaring at me, I'm kind of disturbed because of how aggressive she looked. I walk up to her and she immediately lashes out, grabbing the plate and trying to pull it from my hands. I resist for some reason, and then think "If I can't conjure myself a sandwich, maybe I should just ask a dream character to make it for me?". I asked her and her aggressive attitude immediately changes to a smile as she says "Sure!". I let her have the plate and she begins walking back into the house and I'm following her, when the dream quickly fades to black. I try stabilisation techniques but it's too late and I woke up.

Funnily, I awoke precisely 3 minutes before my alarm would be going off. It never ceases to amaze me how precise the body clock can be.

Type: DILD (FA)
Clarity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

I was in a dream. I remember it having some sort of red theme to it. All of a sudden, a thought sprung through my mind. "Wait, is this a dream? I could be dreaming!" Excitement rushed through me. But then the dream started to fade, every time I would blink I would see my room, illuminated by the morning sun. And then, the dream was gone.

"No!" I thought. I layed there for a second where I awoke, staring at the wall. But then somehow, a pixelated line ran across my line of vision. "What the heck?" I thought. "Wait... what if this was a false awakening?"

I did the nose RC and I was lucid! From where I was laying, I sat up and tried to get out of bed as slowly as possible. I stood up in my room. It wasn't as vivid as I had hoped.

I wanted to stabilize. But I forgot to do the crawling technique. So I just looked up at the ceiling and shouted, "Give me more vividness!" Nothing. So I tried again. "Vividness, now!" Then I tried, "Clarity, now!" Nothing.

I don't remember doing much in my room, or how I got outside. But I remember walking up through the grassy field, not really looking at anything but trying to find my Dream Guide. I felt that I wanted to fly just a little. So I pushed off the ground as hard as I could, but I didn't really get anywhere. It was just like jumping on a trampoline really. So I tried again, this time with more gusto. While in midair, I closed my eyes and imagined me floating. Sure enough, when I opened my eyes, I was hovering about 2-3 feet above ground. "Pretty cool," I thought. But then again, I've always done this in dreams. I glided a bit up the field, then landed.

I saw a group of people inside what looked like a plastic space ship looking thing. I entered it, and yep, there were indeed some people dining. I saw a group of people and decided to go talk to them.

I approached them. They all looked at me. I can't remember what I asked them, but I think it was something about my Dream Guide. They shook their heads. I also asked them about one of my fears and how it could be solved. One of them sighed (a fairly skinny lady with brown hair, and wore a red dress with dangly earrings to match), and mumbled something. I don't remember what it was.

The dream sped forward again and I was at my school, still lucid. The same woman in the red dress was here, but she had a sour look on her face. She didn't like me for some reason.

There was a ton of people on one of our soccer fields, probably having a party. I saw a group of people and I walked up to them and see if they would tell me something. I don't remember the things they said to me, though.

I remember running up to the soccer goal, and a soccer ball was in front of me. I yelled, "Soccer!" and I tried to kick the ball as hard as I could. But something stopped me.

I then lost lucidity. I thought that I had woken up at my school. "Darn it!" I yelled; unaware of the people still around me.

I never regained my lucidity, and woke up.

I am in a store area, milling about. I see people I know, and people who know me see me. I go to the bathroom in a cramped metal stall that I barely fit in, while people continue to approach me (side note, Why to people always approach other people when they are on the toilet in dreams, I know it doesn't happen to just me.) I finish and head to the exit, not seeing anything I particularly want. As I approach the exit, someone catches my eye. a short, plump girl being followed by a persona taller than I am. (Persona: manifestation of a person's personality in the Persona series of video games) I walk up to her out of curiosity and ask what she is doing. She says she is buying books. We start talking. She says her persona is of the chariot arcana. I see a list in my minds eye of the arcanas, and see the picture of the chariot arcana, noticing she is from persona 2? (I'll have to look that up, I've never played persona 2) We talk for a bit, while she looks for books to buy. She offers to heal me with her persona. I agree. She commands, "Persona" I start to see nothing but a dual colored void. then two personas emerge from the fiery walls of the void, kitty's persona, and Mitsuru from Persona 3, I am shocked to see her, as this is about the fifth time I've seen her in a dream, but the first time I've been semi-lucid. They perform Cadenza, a healing spell from persona 3 that requires two persona's. They disappear, the flames fade, and I am returned to the scene at the store, overcome with a powerful love for all things. I fall to my knees and hug kitty for at least a minute, nothing seems awkward about it. I regain my senses, and allow kitty to regain control of her movement, She seems happy, and ready to make her grand exit. She walks through an exit to the store that is too small for me to get through, and on the other side says something that I don't remember, because I was thinking about how easy it would be to follow her, plus I had forgotten her name at this point.

I shrink my body so I can fit through the exit she used, and hop into the passenger seat of her oversized car (that might have been oversized because I was tiny.) I ask her to remind me what her name was, as we pull out of the driveway with me halfway in the car with the door open. "Kitty" she says. we continue to the checkout and talk a bit more, she doesn't seem mad that I ruined her grand exit. I want to continue dreaming, but I don't want to forget this experiance. plus, I realize, I've been supposed to wake up for some time now. I give a mental sigh, and wake myself up so I can write down this dream.

dream : comments : lucid

28th of May, 2012


Took a Galantamind pill at 8:45am and was convinced that I was gonna fail coz I was awake for so long.

There was basically no non-lucid portion here; for all intents and purposes it was a WILD without the WILD. I'm also starting to get better at controlling that 'ever forward' sensation of lucid's where you kind of have half control and the other half is just pulling you around. Or is that just me?

Anyway.

I got out of bed in a house that was completely different to my own. "Aw yeah!"

It was kind of unstable and I was really keen not to wake up so I was just strolling around and chilling. There were people sleeping in beds in all the rooms but I didn't explore too thoroughly.
Mum came out but I basically ignored her and kept walking around. At some point in my exploration, a miniature gorilla thing came out of the doorway and I immediately thought "Hm, why not?" in reference to the basic TotM (better late than never!) so I just jumped at the little guy and appeared in his body. I looked at my arms and legs and it was instead like I was wearing a gorilla costume and still had my shoes on. I decided that wasn't good enough so I did a backflip out of his body and jumped out the window to start my journey. I was higher than I thought and a bit surprised, but I'm getting much better at flying so I kinda fell with speed into the ground across the road.

SMASH!

I slammed down into a toy tricycle and then ate some grass. (Mzzck mentioned something about this stabilising technique once, and it's completely infested my dreams so I can't help but do it!)

I looked around at my surroundings and was, as always, humbled by how amazing the dream world is. It was a beautiful day with birds singing and lovely warm sun. Where I was standing was out the front of a garden nursery and I walked in and looked at some flowers before mum came out of the house and said something to me. I took that as my leave and jumped into the sky.
It was really 'pully' and I didn't have any physical control; kinda like I was on the end of a fishing line or something. But I just went with it and flew backwards and forwards before going extremely high. Probably around a kilometre.
There was an ordinary town below me and I couldn't help but think that down there, a million DC's were just living out their odd little lives without me knowing.
Anyway, I asked to be put down and began descending on the suburb. I landed in an ordinary back yard under someone's clothesline.

A group of young people were playing with their dog and they didn't seem to notice me. After they went inside, I followed them in via their laundry door. It was really empowering to do this. Like breaking and entering without any consequences! I walked through their house following them but when I turned a corner into their living room, some dude came around at the same time and looked at me. I jumped straight into his body and this time felt it be more successful. It was like I was his shadow and slowly closed in on him.
I walked after the other group and met them in the bathroom.
It was two girls, who, on closer inspection, were two of the same guy in drag.

I put my arm around them and looked in the mirror and saw that I was still the other dude. Success.

At that point I felt myself breathing in real life and realised I was waking up. Lay still for a DEILD.


I came to while washing my face in a basin. I looked in the mirror to my left and pulled a weird "yeah!" dream face then went out.
I was in a courtyard out the front of a house. It was quite quaint, if not a little cluttered. They had a grape vine running along a trellis on the roof. I instantly began searching for a prism so I could do an experiment with the sun I'd seen earlier. I have no idea where this idea came from- guess I'm just a naturally experimentative kinda dude.

I looked in a toolbox and found one but it was all scratched and curved instead of straight. That's never gonna work. I tried to reform it but it was unsuccessful so I went into another house and found a proper one in a kid's bedroom.

Strolled back outside and sat on the road, appreciating the sun and it's warmth again. The sun was behind a tree which was moving to keep blocking it so I walked up the road a bit to get a clearer view. There were a group of thuggish looking guys ahead so I threw some sand at them for funsies and then commanded them to just watch what I was doing instead. I got the prism and positioned it so that it cast the spectrum onto the sidewalk. It was a pretty successful representation, but was obviously just my mind creating it; I don't think light actually exists in dreams to be altered. I played around with the prisms positioning and it went through a range of pretty incredible things. At one stage it was a glowing, ringed, rainbow planet among a multicolored nebula/aurora. Then it split back into the colours except each one had a different world on it.

At that point I entered a dream within a dream, which told the backstory of these different planets. When I came back, I was in a slightly different position at a building site.

I remembered that my brother had asked if you could do stuff like bending roads in dreams so I decided to give that a go. I was standing on a gravel pathway with wooden skirting boards and forced it to begin bending. Instead of being smooth, it was quite destructive and began cracking and breaking while changing direction. Like it would in real life, I suppose. I decided I wanted to try on a proper road so I went off to find a good curved street. Now that I'm writing this, I realise I could probably have just made a straight road bent instead. The things you think when you're actually awake, huh?

I went back up to the road and was jumping around clapping my hands, which I take to be this dream's version of a hand-rub stabilisation. It actually worked really well because as well as the physical sensation, it also gave off sound which helped.

As I walked down the road there were a bunch of trees that had been chopped down so I gracefully jumped from log to log just for the sake of it. As I was doing that, some girl in a crowd said "I want to be an actor".
"Do it!" I replied, "you're beautiful!"

Feeling cool about myself I kept going on my way.

I couldn't for the life of me find a curved road. Every one that looked curved was straight when I got there (I suppose that means I was being successful in my attempts!)

I went on quite a long journey down streets and came to an avenue with beautiful green and red trees arching the road, which I jumped up and grabbed the leaves of. The buildings here had really interesting architecture and shortly I came to a squat little building complex. There was a delivery guy at the back of his van getting boxes out so I happily walked past and pushed him into the back!

I came to a sign that said something like:

____________________
| <-- Office Journey --> |
|____________________|
||

But it wasn't exactly that.
To be honest I don't remember what it said. I just wanted to draw a sign.


Anyway I went to the right and was at some kind of learning institute. I kept looking round and round for curved roads and ended up in a dodgy back-area with loading docks and stairs and underpasses which eventually turned into a very L.A looking crowded street.
There was a girl standing near a billboard and I went up and said "Pretty smoggy, huh?"

She said that it was actually the 'bloom' and when I looked closer the smog was millions of little glowing insects. At that point I decided I'd better wake up otherwise I'd forget all this stuff so I woke up watching a YouTube video. And then I actually woke.

Whew! That's a long one.

Looking back, I realise that most of the lucid dreams I've written have been due to Galantamind. That shit definitely works, but I do worry that I've become reliant on it!

Better than heroin I guess!

So, these are a collection of dreams I had last night, this morning. I didn't wake up at all last night, don't even remember my alarm. I woke up kind of early, planned to stay up then went back to bed and had a lucid dream.
These are kind of in order of vividness/lucidity.

Btw, from now on:
Italic=Notes
[Brackets]=Name substitutes will be in here
RED=Lucid Dreams

Dream 1
I wake up pretty early, 6:00ish, and walk around a bit, for 15 minutes. I decided to go back to sleep, I didn't feel like I had just waken from REM sleep, although looking back, it kind of does seem like it. I lie down in bed and close my eyes. I get sleepy really fast and enjoy the comfort of my bed. I roll over my bed in go into sleep paralysis(?) This is strange because I never had SP happen in any other position but my back. It was in my head this time, a familiar buzzing noise and intense vibrations. I roll over and come out of my SP. I go back into SP on accident again, but on my back. I'm the calmest I have ever been during SP, and I peacefully watch my Hypnogogic Imagery. I don't remember what I originally saw, but I tried to visualize a grassy, sunny field. My eyelids turned into the blue sky, this was very enjoyable and peaceful. I began walking in my field I created and I saw this window-type thing. It had a dream inside of it, and I had no choice but to enter the non-lucid dream.

Dream 2 occurred earlier in the morning
We are a the bus stop, me and [my brother] We are drinking some illegal drug in liquid form, may be opium tea. The Bus driver knew what we were drinking, and had a talk with us, we try to escape the police. I am at my uncles, in his room. There is a jar on his desk labeled, "Poison" I think it is a very strong alcoholic drink, and there are what appears to be ghosts swimming inside the jar. He says he needs it for his pain. I am back with my drink again, it is deep brown and is in my tan pitcher. I add some nestle hot cocoa mix to it to make it last longer. lol? I boil it down in a pan until it is brown and caked, this resembles opium even more. It also resembles half cooked brownies stuck to the bottom of the pan. I eat it all and I realize I am out of my drink and need to buy more. Although I think it is relatively cheap and has many servings. IRL I buy this instant peach iced tea mix, that is also brown, has many servings and is cheap, probably what the drink was based off of.

Dream 3

[Friend 1] Gave me his hang glider. He said he bought it with his own money, and nobody knows about it. wait, wtf? He says he uses it to fly all over Brunswick and Topsham. Topsham is my town I live in, Brunswick is the neighboring town. I was playing around with it and wrinkled it a little bit. I thought to myself it would unwrinkle itself, but then also thought that humans also wrinkle, but never unwrinkle themselves.

Dream 4
I was on my front porch, when I spotted a prescription bottle through a hole in my porch. I picked it up and the medicine had a weird, but simple name (sodium or calcium something) My father walks over and tells me that the bottle is his, and the medicine feels like a painful orgy. I have already stuffed the pills into my mouth, and I'm now spitting them out onto the ground in big white chunks. The pills were round and represented percocets, sorta. My father was trying to explain that they weren't abusable, and he just needed them for his pain, he said he was in a lot of unbearable pain. Although he says they aren't narcotics, he seems like he's trying to justify the use of narcotics.
Really weirded out by this dream, "painful orgy", is such a weird analogy, but it seems like it almost fits for a narcotic drug, I'm not sure why, haha. This also adds to my reoccurring dreams about drugs.

Dream 5
My mother was telling me my father couldn't see me anymore, he may come up to see me for one of my appointments though, because it required shorter time.
Not sure what this dream is about, it is separate from the last one though.

Dream 6
Me and [GF] were cuddling on her hammock, she was laying next to me, and we could have been making out. She tells me someone is watching us, and I feel like we're doing something bad all of a sudden, and then she tells me she was just joking.

Dream 7
I am with my brother at an E3 show or something, and these people are talking about video games, and different types of video games. They show us the group called the "Elder Scrolls", and it has all five games together. My brother reminds me to watch this trailer of a game coming out, which combines Morrowind with Skyrim's Graphics. I tell him I will, but I secretly planned not to, I told him I wasn't a fan of video games.

This is strange because I really don't play video games that often, but I have been playing the elder scrolls series a lot recently, especially Skyrim and Morrowind. The dream may represent my guilt for playing so many video games recently, I try to stay away from them and do other things.

I had been dreaming quite a long dream, before i finnally realised it was a dream, wich meant i woke up, right after getting lucid.

I was in an apartment, and i was interviewing a famous danish actor, Frank Hvam.
When i got up in the apartment, he was sitting on the toilet, and didn't want me to interview him right there.
So i went out the door, and walked down the stairs. This was when i noticed something seemed a little off.
Did i really just see Frank Hvam taking a dump? How did i even get here? So i did a reality check.
I plugged my nose, and i could breath through it. I then looked at my fingers, and not only were there 11 fingers, but they were small, deformed and changin colors.
I kept extremely calm, which is something i've been training on, because i don't want to wake up because of over excitement.
I told myself that i would just get out of the apartment, and i would clarify the dream once i was out.
I only walked down 3 sets of stairs before i woke up.

It kind of sucked because i didn't get to use my lucidity for anything, but also a good thing.
You know, I might not have had too much succes this time, but it just means I have more experience for next time.
Gotta keep positive!

I woke up in a mix of my new house, and my old house. I woke up in my bed, and did a reality check.
at this point, i could allready feel that something wasn't right. I pinched my nose, but coulnd't
breath through it. I then counted my fingers, and counted 10 the first time, but 9 the second time.
I still wasn't sure enough that it was a lucid dream, so i had to somehow test it. I got up from the bed,
and found the front door. This door and the èntre was from my dads old house, wich was pretty weird, since
we moved from there over 5 years ago. Anyway, when I got out, I stood still. I then said to myself "This IS
a dream. I'm going to float!" I then focused on the feeling of my feet on the ground, and I lifted myself
up in the air. Nothing spectacular, just about 10cm, and for 10 seconds, until i plopped on the ground again.
At this point, I got the rush of excitement. I quickly remembered that i would wake up if i was too excited,
and i calmed down. I then walked a bit away from the front door, and out in the terrain.

The terrain was a really big grass area, with a lot of small hills. If i had to describe it, i would say it either
looks like the "Teletubbies" land, or the studio from a Danish program called "Wulffmorgenthaler".
I've found that that excact landscape, is typical for my lucid dreams. In all of the outside lucid dreams
i've had, it has been the same landscape, with minor changes. The huge green, grassy field, with the
smooth little hills. Perfect for a picnick actually!

The dream got a bit hazy as i walked out on the field, so i looked at my hands, and really tried to focus on them.
I then said out loud, "Clarity, NOW" but nothing happend. I then waited a few seconds, still staring at my hands, and said "Clarity, NOW!"
and suddenly, eveything got brighter. The fog lifted off my dream, and I was in control like I've never been
in control before. The Night shifted to day, and the moon shifted to sun. I got a very happy feeling, but
remembered that i should't get too happy, because it's a bad idea to let yourself be controlled by feelings
when lucid dreaming. I did a little brainstorm in my head, and i though of all the things i could do next.
Aha, I'll learn to fly!

This was a little harder then expected, but really fun though. I tried different
methods of flying, and i managed to fly a bit. Only about 5 meters above ground, and i only went 10feet,
but you know, you gotta learn somehow! There was a nice big tree on the field, close to my house. There
were also a lamp post, for some reason. I don't know what that did there in the grassy field, but i though
that now it's there, i might aswell use it! So i ran towards it, and swung myself in the air, Success.
Not for long though. Sadly, I'm still to use to gravity pulling me down all the time, that letting
myself go like that, even in a dream, is quite hard. But I'll learn it, eventually. I allready did
progress tonight, and i bet that the next time i have an LD, I will be chilling in the clouds, making
friends with the birds.

In the last bit of my dream, I got kind of tired of trying to fly, and I wanted
to go do something a bit more dirty. I mean What can i say, hormones 'n shit. I pictured the schoool in my
head, and ran towards it. In my dreams i can't fly yet, but something i've allways been able to do is run
super fast. Like, so fast that if i jump on top of one of the small hills while running, i will be jumping
50meteres. So i tried running towards the school building, but sadly my dream faded a bit. I think i got
too excited, and i forgot to keep the dream clear. This is a thing I've got to work on. I didn't reach
the school, but i reached a neighborhood.

It looked like a typical Amarican "desperate houswifes" neighborhood.
I found a house, went inside and met my mom. I told her that i was lucid dreaming, and she said something
along the lines of "Wonderfull!". I then went to bed in my own dream, and woke up in my own bed, in real life.

This was probably my coolest lucid dream so far. Even though I didn't get any girls, or actually went flying
longer then a couple of seconds, I was in control, and it was clear. I don't know how to explain it, but
this dream was something totally different from the other ones.
I'm doing progress!

sadly, I lost the tex file where i had my 2nd lucid dream written down, but to be honest, it wasn't that exciting either.
anyway, this is my 3rd lucid dreaming experience.
also, keep in mind this is something i wrote last month, so the methods i'm using might not be the same as i'm using now, and there might be some things that sounds a bit weird.

The dream started out kind of weird. Me and my class was going somewhere, to like "Bornholm" or something. We were in the nature
climbing trees and stuff. Pretty funny. We later meet up at my old house, and there is a few girls there. We are small talking a bit,
and suddenly all of the girls say "This girl thinks you are cute" to me. I turn around, and see this girl. She's pretty standart,
nothing too big, but pretty though. I talk with her, and things go well. We hug a bit, and i think she kissed my cheek.
I got invited by her to dinner in this weird room, and this was when things got interesting. When we are in the room, I notice
how people are changing. Like, it's not the same people that are sitting besides me. Suddenly, my mom shows up. This is where
i figured something was wrong. I tried making her dissappear, and suddenly, she wasn't there.

I then did a reality check, and true enough, i was dreaming. I was looking at my hands, and again this was a pretty weird experience.
When i looked at my hands, they looked normal. Yet, when i counted them, and i counted to six on my one hand. I recounted to make sure something
was going on, and still counted six. I wasn't a 100% """"overbevidst"""" so i counted the other hand. There wasn't only 6 fingers, they were
weird colours, and one of them was really small. I told my friends and the girl i was with that i was dreaming, and they said "yeah..".
I got pretty excited, but quickly calmed myself down.

I tried holding on to a table to stabalize the dream, but i just ended up lifting it like it was thin air!
I thing quickly spun around, to try and stabalize it. But again like last time, it totally felt like i was underwater, and i
couldn't spin around fluently. I then rubbed my hands together, while spinning around. That made eveything much easier.
The fog now lifted from the dream, and i was finnaly inside.

After that, i imidiatly got teleported away from the room. I was in a scenery with a lot of hills, with small water floods.
It was night time, but i could see quite well. in the horizon, i could see some buildings, with light in the windows. I set my
destination, and i tried flying over there. It went quite well, even though I didn't feel like i had very much control by now.
I flew to the buildings, and looked down. It was all some kind of map.

This map was weird as fuck. It would be awesome as a game map, but it sucked as a lucid dreaming map. I couldn't go anywhere else
that wasn't on the map, and none of the places looked interesting. I then tried teleporting away, and it worked.

Now i was in the dinner room again. I felt the room was a little bit tilted to one side, so i tried fixing it. I ended up making
the room into a rocket, and sending us up to space. I was slowly losing control here. Suddenly we stopped, and some people got on.
I tried thinking really hard about someone i wanted to board the plane, but i couldn't get her to come on board. I though fuck it, i might
aswell take advantage of the last bit of control i had. I then made the "rocket/dinner room" we were in, into a ufo. There
were weird aliens in the ufo, but it seemed like they were harmless. I actually made them crown me as a king. One of the green guys
gave me a remote, and pointed me at a huge tv screen. I pressed play, and saw cartoons for the rest of the dream.

The weird part was the thing i was sitting on. I was sitting on the floor, but it felt really weird. It was like bouncy, and
fluffy. It felt like I think a cloud would feel, if you could sit on it.

I then had a false awakening. I woke up in real life, but fell asleep again withing 10 seconds. I then woke up in the dinner room,
wich this time was much more normal, and much brighter. I told my buddies i need to go to sleep, so i can lucid dream again, and
i layed my head on a chair. I don't remember anything after this.

I could add much much more detail, but since it's a pretty boring dream to read about, and i only had control for a brief moment, I don't think
it was worth it.

Prior to sleeping i had been drunk, just like my first lucid dream. But i think i found out why it seems to have this effect on me.
When I'm drunk, and go to sleep, I need to go to the bathroom after a couple of houers when i'm sleeping. This means i've technically done
a unintended Wake back to bed. And i think alcohol has just the perfect timing for waking me up, middream.
This means i just need to keep training, and try to tune my WBTB timer perfectly for me.
If i can make my WBTB alarm wake me up excatly the same time alcohol does, i might have much more succes with them.

I'm going to kick off my dream journal by posting some of my previous lucid dreaming experiences.
This was my first ever lucid dream.
also, keep in mind this is something i wrote last month, so the methods i'm using might not be the same as i'm using now, and there might be some things that sounds a bit weird.

in the first one, i was on some kind of muddy grass field, but with a view of a lake. It was a mixture betweeen "Lyngby sø" (a local lake), and
a picture i saw on facebook a few days ago. When the dream started, i don't really remember what happend all that well, but i know my brother somehow had something
to do with it. He influenced me to go to this weird place. Anyway. I was on the field, with some kind of old big guy. He was making
a painting of the scene. I had a microfone, and some guy behind me was holding a camera. I think i was a news reporter or something.
In the middle of the interview, the old guy stared right into my eyes, and said, "You are dreaming". his head then went back to being
completely normal. The next thing i did was sqeeze my nose, and see
if i could breath though it. I could.
And this is where i think it wen't wrong. I tried stabalizing my dream by quicky moving around, but it felt like i was underwater.
I couldn't move around really. Everything was also slowly fading, until i woke up. I opened my eyes kind of disapointed, and wen't back to sleep.

This is when things got interesting. I woke up in a mixture of my dads house, and a fancy chineese resturant. Me, a few girls and a few guys where there.
Where were chatting and just goofing around. everyone moved into a room in the basement, where they started looking at funny videos. I now did my reality check,
and i noticed i could breath right through my nose, even though it was clogged. I then counted my fingers, wich was one of the most awesome
experiences i've ever experienced. There were not only 12 fingers, but they were also deformed, and in weird colours. When i looked at them, everything in the background
seemed to change colours, just like if somebody was trying all the filters on their new webcam. I then quickly span around,
trying to stabalize my dream. It was really hard again, but i somehow managed to do it. When i was done, everything was extremely clear.
This part is kind of embarrasing. I'll leave the names out. Anyway. I was still dreaming, and at this point the dream was pretty stabil,
so i tried if i could "summon" people. Sadly it didn't really work. I didn't try all that hard either though, so that might have been the problem.
But after failing to summon someone, i tried making someone sleep, and that did work. This girl suddenly fell down (I cought her midfall, pretty romantic eyh?..),
I then kissed her. Now this is the embarasing part. She woke up, and was really surprised. She got up and screemed at me.
Now, at this point i was shitting my pants.. I though that she would remember it after we woke up, because she wasn't sleeping. It doesn't make any sense at all, but
in the dream it did. So at this point i thought, fuck it, i'll try again. I then made her sleep again, and woke her up with a little kiss.
This time she wasn't screaming, or running, or punching me in the nose, but she slowly opened her eyes, while kissing back. At the time i didn't really think much of it,
but now that i write it down, it does remind me a lot of the snow-white kiss-to-wakup kind of thing. Anyway, we kissed for a bit, and ended up going outside.

I woke up, kind of annoyed, because i wanted to sleep on.
But, i finnaly fell asleep again. This time, it wasn't a mix between my dads house and the chinnese place as it was in the 2nd dream, but it was completely
in the chineese place. I quickly did my reality checks, and failed all of them. I then spun around in a circle, while rubbing my hands together, to create stability.
Eveything worked out pretty good. Now, this dream was pretty lame actually. I seriously don't know why i didn't try to fly, or to have sex with selena gomez (yup, you can't deny it.).
This dream is hard to explain, but i'll try my best.
I was with my sister, going down some random roads. In the dream, the "google streetview" cars was going to come in a few minutes.
There were thousands and thousands of justin beiber pictures everywhere, wich is the weird part. I somehow dreamt that all the little justin beiber fans had made a plan,
to mass advertize him on every street, every time someone wanted to use google maps. So i was walking around with my sister and taking theese down, because, who wouldn't?
Now this is the awesome part, i dreamt that there were a $100 strapped to evey one of theese pictures. By the end of the dream, i was a fucking millionare.
I then woke up, and realize how fucking stupid i was, to not try to fly, or do something awesome, but to go around town taking down justin beiber posters..

The weird thing is that i'm not even a fan of justin beiber, and i haven't heard any of his songs in a looong time.
On the other side, I'm just glad it wasn't Nickelback.

05.27.2012

Go Forth Link!!! (WBTB)

I decided I should sleep after I recalled the set of dreams from the previous entry...

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

As I'm drifting to sleep, after waking up to type some dreams that I recalled from last night, I decided that I should ahead and just sleep one more time, because I felt pretty tired after a while, even though it was around 9-10 AM at the time.

I slept on my stomach, started counting, but not too seriously, just on and off counting.

And LOL, this song "Go Forth," and old Christian song, it's kind of funny that it would be playing and the singer saying "GO FORTH," which was probably just my mind telling me to go already, hahahahaha.

Here are the lyrics to the song, I can't find a Youtube video of it, must be a really really really old song.

Spoiler for Lyrics to "Go Forth":

Lyrics of Go Forth


Rise up,
You champions of god,
Rise up you royal nation
Rise up and
Bear his light abroad
We'll reach
This generation

We've got our
Marching orders
We've got our
Marching orders
Now is the time
To carry them forth

Go forth,
Jesus loves them
Go forth,
Take the gospel
Go forth,




The time is now
The harvest is ripening
Go forth!

Feel now
The burden of the lord
Feel how he longs
To save them
Feel now for those
Who never heard
About the son
He gave them

We've got our
Marching orders
We've got our
Marching orders
Now is the time
To carry them forth

Go forth,
Jesus loves them
Go forth,
Take the gospel
Go forth,
The time is now
The harvest is ripening
Go forth!

But I finally used my damn brain for once to get lucid in this dream.

I was laying on my stomach or on my back most of the time in this dream.

I hear some music, some Christian music to be more specific. The song is "Go Forth" which was by William McDowell I think.

It was kind of tricky at first, because when I heard the song playing, I thought it could be external sounds, but I know that no one could be playing Christian songs right now.

Then I made the excuse that I'm probably listening to my Zune HD playing the song, then I told myself that I couldn't have had my Zune HD playing, and that I wouldn't be putting my earphones inside my ears while sleeping.

I get up, open my dream eyes, I still think I'm in waking life though. I do the nose plug reality check. It doesn't work.

LOL.

YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING ME, IT DOESN'T WORK FOR ONCE?!?!? OH CRAP.

I didn't give up though, I think it didn't work because I wasn't holding my nose tight enough, and I didn't feel that slight pain in my stomach when you try to breath in with your nose plugged it. I was sort of in a stationary position with holding my nose and trying to breathe.

Instead of worrying too much about that, I shift to the next thing in my reality check arsenal, my hands.

I counted them slowly, and I swore I counted six on my right hand, but to make sure that I wasn't distracted with my left hand, I put it out of my view, and count again.

Seven fingers, I'm freaking dreaming. Instead of going "EVA EVA eVA EVA EVA SEX SEX SEX SEX" or some random shit like that, I take the time to calm down.

I'm in my apartment, and my bedroom is still dark, I know I'm not in my apartment right now in waking life. I move quietly, because I still have a little fear of the dark in lucid dreams, but it's only because I'm not good at stablizing as yet.

I walk slowly, having my back facing the open bathroom that is to the right of the hallway when you exit my bedroom. I extend my arms for some reason, but I just go with it, I'm freaking lucid, doesn't matter what I do with my body right now. I look left and right slowly, just to make sure nothing random will pop up and potentially screw up this lucid.

I stop moving slowly, turned my body towards the exit, and rubbed my hands as I walk to the exit. The living room of the apartment is the only place that has light in it. I see the light brown table that's in the middle of the room like in waking life as well.

I forgot what I did next, but I do remember some dream shifts.

One I believe involved Lindsay Lohan, but I can't remember what exactly, because when I woke up from the lucid, I still had my eyes closed, so I was in a conflict of opening them up to recall the lucid fully, or just tell myself with my eyes closed that I would use the keywords, "Lindsay Lohan," and drift back to sleep.

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05.27.2012

Anal Sex and DP (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I.........just wow. LOL. The first part was kind of awkward for me to watch, but the second part with the female was erotic.

Spoiler for 18+ Material, You have been warned, don't blame me if you see this!!!!!:

I'll just give a very very VERY short summary of this dream.

Men fucking each other in their asses like animals, mostly cartoon figures.

Then a blonde female cartoon character is being double penetrated in her vagina and asshole. It takes her a while to get used to it, but after that, she's loving this.

Oh, and I'm not even taking part in any of this.....just a spectator.

She loves having her holes filled with something inside of her so much, that she just closes her eyes and smiles, and the only sounds I hear are the gushing sounds as the two penises go in and out of her holes.

She was squatting as well while she was being double penetrated, and she just takes two cocks like a pro, she is fucking loving this.

I......I was turned on by this, but I can't remember what I did next.

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05.27.2012

College Randomness (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'll shorten this dream too. I'm walking down the walking lane when the walk signal turns on for pedestrians to move.

I get to the end of the lane, and walk on the pretty wide sidewalk that had a lot of cover for shade, and to the right was the bar near University Drive called Hookah Station. I didn't really have to pay attention to the name of the bar in the dream, I just knew it resembled the bar in waking life.

I'm walking down the sidewalk, just looking at what is in front of me, it seems I had a goal at the time in the dream. I see a chubby girl that looked like the one I had in a previous art class in High School before I took the art class with that lady I met in my last dream. (nicknamed Ms. J for private reasons)

The chubby girl and me are walking in opposite directions, we get closer and closer, and take a quick glance at each other before looking at our own direction.

I wanted to get to the left side of the area, so I looked left and right for traffic, saw that the right lane was clear, walked on it. Then I checked for any vehicles coming to the left lane, it's clear too.

The moment I step on the left lane, BAM, a car almost comes close to me, but they managed to do some awkward drifting to where they are parking next to the Sushi Restaurant that resembles the one in waking life. At least that's what I assumed the place to be in the dream.

I look at the driver of the red car that almost bumps into me, and then carried on to whatever it is I was doing. I turn my back, and I see another chubby girl on lane that I was on before pick up some kind of plastic circular jar of cheese. She grabs it, and has the edges of the top on the container between her teeth.

I just assume she's going to eat it, and then turn back to where I was going.

Then another dream shift where I was climbing a short ladder I believe, and found something on top of whatever it is I was looking at to find something. I gave whatever item it was to some dude and said,

"Here you go Dominic."

He thanks me, and goes on his way.

I can't remember much after that.

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05.27.2012

Sneaking Mission Gone COMPLETELY WRONG (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The vibe of this dream, it felt like it was going to be a Splinter Cell: Chaos Theory type of dream.

I think I'm playing as Sam Fisher in third person mode, or maybe I was playing a video game in the dream, it's hard to tell, but I know I had some moments where I was moving by myself.

The reason why I'm assuming that is because it feels like I'm going to start the Bathouse level (Hokkaido) in the game. I start out in the initial location just like the game. Over a small puddle of water.

The setting is set at some kind of mini Asian temples that would be apparent when you advance up front more, just like in the game.

But instead of running up to that area, I remembered that just like in the game, there would be a guard near the edge of a small cliff patrolling. I look up with and aim my gun to search for any guard on top, and my assumption is right, he's right there on the cliff.

I take a steady aim, but I noticed I moved a little too fast over the puddle of water, which makes the guard on top of the cliff suspicious.

Shit.

I decided instead of trying to use the Sticky Shocker (a non-lethal weapon in the game that does like the name implies), I shoot the guard.

Bad move.

Things start turning into shit from here, I swear, I did NOTHING wrong to cause suspicion to the point where guards start getting ready to try and find me.

And the worse part, it's guards with thermal vision goggles. So staying in the dark isn't going to really help me here. I advance forward, since moving quietly is not a priority anymore, they already know I'm here.

I still try to be careful though by hiding behind solid covers that the thermal goggles can't see through, like rock for instance. The environment changes COMPLETELY, it's not like the Hokkaido mission at all anymore.

I brace my back against the wall, or have Sam Fisher brace his back against the wall (still having trouble distinguishing whether or not I'm him or I'm controlling him by playing a video game in a dream).

Peeking over to see which types of guards are inside the small area, I notice there's one thermal goggle wearing guard, and shoot him immediately, since he'll be the first one to find me out if I leave myself open like that.

Then I just basically get myself into a situation where I'm like "Just fuck it! RUN!!!!"

I dodge whatever gunfire is coming at me, and then turn back and found myself at a dead end. The guards are getting closer, they're not shooting me this time, they know they have me. They know they have the upperhand here.

Closer...closer....closer...SHIT what the FUCK do I do NOW?!?!?

I calm myself down, seeing as these guys won't shoot me, I look to my left, and see there's a fairly huge pool filled with water. I did what any person would do if they see a chance for escape.

I dash to the left like there's no fucking tomorrow. (sorry for my language, but even when I'm typing this, I can still feel the rage and intensity of this dream)

I dive into the pool of water, and find that there's a hole in the wall in front of me (imagine having my back facing the dead-end wall before I dived into the pool of water, that same wall extending over to the pool side is the one with the hole in it).

Wow, instead of getting my ass interrogated, I managed to use whatever escape I could find!

I can't remember much except that I managed to dive into the water easily and go through the large hole.

Dreaming
Lucid

Lucid dreaming was on my mind around the time I had my first Lucid Dream.

I don't know where it started but the furthest I remember was jumping from platform to platform in a dark voidish room. The platforms were colorful cubes, there was someone with me, a partner, I think it was a female. It felt similar to a game. I got to the end and it was the front of my foyer, I opened the door. The front of my house had a lot of details, a mailbox, car, garden, steps, driveway. They were all in the right place but I don't know if they were right. There were armed people too, looking at me. For a moment I was ignoring them, just observing the front of my house, then I got lucid.

The 'soldiers' disappeared, and so did my partner. I was scared and excited which was a pretty bad combination, so I made the decision to distract myself, and just run around to the back of my house. The grass was unrealisticly detailed, and everything was vivid. In my backyard I looked past the pond and fences and looked at the street. I closed my eyes and told myself that when I opened them I would be on the street.

But I woke up instead.

Notes: I can't remember when I had it but I think it was around last summer. I still haven't forgotten it at all. Once I got lucid the dream lasted around 7 seconds.

After a few non-lucid dreams I found myself in my hallway with my brother, completely aware that I was dreaming. I was doing backflips with him, trying to achieve the perfect flip. I was telling him about how I wouldn't be able to do a backflip if this wasn't a dream. I then tried flipping the dream world as I tried a backflip and it really helped my landing. After a while it finally hit me... I'm lucid dreaming! How could I control the dream world let alone know I was dreaming and still not even realize it...?

So I charged out of my house, super excited, yelling and screaming out to everyone, telling them that I'm dreaming. I took flight across my road to my neighbor's house from my last dream. It was a very awkward flight though, I was spinning around uncontrollably. I used to have this problem a lot as a kid. Kinda scary and very annoying. Anyway, I decided to go on the hunt for a girl...

Any nice-girl would do. I walked in a house and saw a few people including a girl I thought was alright. I walked up some stairs and saw my neighbor from the last dream. Despite being a very nice guy in waking life, he seemed a little angry in the last dream and this must have passed onto this dream too. He was yelling at me to keep away from his daughter (he doesn't actually have one in waking life). He then shut the door to this little workshop he was in. I tried locking the door with magic so he couldn't come out. Not sure if it worked, but I pretended it did and walked off to do the exact opposite of what he told me to do.

So I was hanging around for a bit and got too shy to say anything to her so I walked out of the house (which was also somewhat of a shop). Then I thought "No, this is my dream, there's nothing to be scared or shy of!" so I went back inside and asked her to come for a walk with me. She misunderstood and gave me her three younger siblings to take for a walk. Damn! However I left them at another neighbor's house instead.

A few things happened and I then found myself chilling in the house/shop again, munching on deliciously crispy food while wondering how I could get her. Then these two older guys grabbed her and tried to take her somewhere! I took this as a great opportunity to be her hero. So I walked up to one of them and tapped him on the shoulder. He turned around and I grabbed his shirt and sent him flying across the room with one arm. I stood there feeling all awesome and thinking of how impressed the girl would be and how scared the other bad guy would be, but then my brother, who sleeps in the room next to mine, opened his loud ass door in waking life and woke me straight up...

I tried to go back into the dream but ended up in a non-lucid dream about something else. Oh well. Still had fun!

I'm going to a facility with two other people. They talk about a local people living there, that they wish to study. I remember I'm actually a member of that people, genetically, but living outside it in the second generation. I let this information slip, and suddenly the men are chasing me. They want to study me, and that would not be nice.

I'm hiding behind a creek just next to the shore of a river. There are locals in two canoes firing arrows at the men searching for me. There is some snow next to me, somehow, and I try to throw some on their faces. First I miss but then I hit and try to run away.

I'm in a building with the men. I manage to escape, just run away when they look the other way. I run to the shoreline again. If I was dreaming I could fly. Maybe I am. The scenery looks like it, the situation seems like it. It's a bit of a surprise. I'm dreaming. I fly over the lake.

I'm in a train. There is a man sitting opposite to me. We talk something about this being a dream and flying. I try to fly but don't get very high. He goes a bit higher than me. Encouraged, I try again and go trough the roof. Then I cannot get much higher anymore, but I practice for a while. There is another roof there, even though we're outside.

So it's Friday and I woke up at 6:30 a.m because I wanted to get early to school. So, like any other lazy person I fell back asleep, now this is what is weird: I got an lucid experience without wanting it. I didn't want it because I felt it was too early. I was afraid of monsters and stuff, but I think my subconscious just wanted me to try it, and thank my "subthinking" for that!

- THE DREAM -

So, without knowing it was a dream I was sitting with my laptop on my lap. And syncing my iPhone. Now I'm pretty good at "daily awareness" so when I got a text from one of my good friends saying that he was gonna steal my girl, I knew something was wrong (cus he wouldn't do that). So I looked at my fingers and I had two extra fingers on my left. So now I knew i was dreaming but I got so over-excited that I woke up. Damn.

I have never been an insect before in a flying dream. The feeling was incredible.


[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I’m an employee of the Department of Natural Development, amagical division that is responsible for many of the changes seen in nature. Certainaspects of the natural world do not occur without the aid and assistance ofmagical beings like me. We are capable of becoming the tiniest of people, andthis makes us perfectly suited to our jobs. [/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]As I walk through the office to put up my briefcase and grabmy equipment I immediately become lucid and realize that I need to activate myshrinking power before I take off. I walk into a special staging room designedfor transformations and I shrink to insect size. Everything around me becomesthe tallest of towers as my perspective changes. The feeling is almostsickening.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]My equipment has also shrunk and I place the safety straparound my body, hooking into the harness and the lock that attaches to my belt.Next to me is a switch and I press it, which allows me to exit the room beforesomeone else comes in, preventing people from being squished.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[FONT=Calibri][SIZE=3] I leave the officebuilding and I find myself flying over a crowd of people walking along a busysidewalk. I pass by several very close, feeling a little daring, and a youngman actually swats at me though his slow hand comes nowhere close. As I gainaltitude I’m laughing, both at how good this feels and how awesome it is toevade his swatting hand. He looks annoyed as he talks on his cell phone.[/SIZE][/FONT]
[FONT=Calibri][SIZE=3]My little wings are making a buzzing sound, though I knowthey aren’t real wings like those of an insect. They’re manufactured to imitatethe sound of a fly or bee, speeding me to my work. I wear office clothes despite my need toappear like an insect, and the only thing keeping me from being seen is myincredibly small size and super-fast speed. [/SIZE][/FONT]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I fly into a grouping of redbuds, or perhaps cherry trees,I’m not sure which. Both trees appear similar in spring, white flowers thatchange colors as the season develops. I am carrying a sprayer, a machine thatappears like a high-powered blower, and my job is to spray the scent onto theflowers. Without me, the trees would have no smell and people wouldn’tappreciate the trees as much. Without me….well…how else would the scent getthere?[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Flitting in and out of the branches is exhilarating, and Ishare the air with bees and butterflies, though neither comes near me fearing thesound of my wings. The vibrations make other creatures stay clear of me, and Iam free to spray the trees without interruption. I think about how cluelessregular people are and what they would think if they knew about the sprayingthat I’m doing.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]And then I wake up.[/FONT][/SIZE]