lucid

I had an accidental WBTB this morning, and I'm glad I did! I forgot that my alarm was set for 6:45am, even though I'm off today. And actually, I had woken up about an hour before that, and barely got back to sleep before the alarm went off. So after the 6:45 alarm, I went pee, got some water, messed with my phone a bit, and finally went back to sleep.

As I was gradually waking up again, I had one of those weird DILDs, which were the type of lucid dream that originally got me to seek out DreamViews. It's hard to explain, but what basically happens is that I partially wake up, but I am still dreaming. I can feel myself lying in my bed, but I'm not fully awake. I know I'm still dreaming because there is someone in bed with me in these dreams. Usually in these DILDish type things, I'm making out with a guy. It lasts for a few minutes before I wake up. I knew I was alone irl because Danny fell asleep on the couch last night because he caught a bug or something. Anyway, in this DILD, I could feel myself in my bed, and I was making out with a CHICK haha. She was really pretty with long brown hair, in her 20s or so. She was totally naked too. I know I didn't have much time, so I reached down my pajama pants, and summoned boy parts to form. They obliged me as usual. I was able to start having sex with her for maybe 30 seconds before I woke up.

I rolled over and noticed I was alone in the bed. Poor Danny really passed out on the couch for the whole night. Anyway, I closed my eyes and got the familiar vibrations. I waited for them to wave over me until I was satisfied that I was in a dream. I opened my eyes and was in my usual WILD setting. I got out of bed slowly, always cautious so as not to move my real life body, just in case. I remembered that I had already decided that I just wanted to let this LD do it's own thing, and I wouldn't try to control anything, or summon anything, or attempt a TOTM. I just wanted to see what my subC would make if I just went along with it. So I started for the bedroom door. Then I heard something creepy shuffling behind me. I just caught a glimpse of white fabric moving near the bed, so I bolted out the door. I left the bedroom and walked to the front door then went into the yard. Not much happening there.. just looked like my block, kinda cloudy. Then it looked like someone had turned a dinner switch. I watched as everything went from cloudy and gloomy, to almost night time. I decided to try and make the sun rise. It started to look a bit lighter behind some of the clouds. So then I tried to move the clouds out of the way. Just like the last time I tried something similar in an LD, I could get the clouds to break up a bit, but it never got that light out. So I gave up and went back in the house and into the bathroom and closed the door. I thought about going through the mirror. It The bathroom was nice and well lit. I was wearing my glasses, so I took them off and looked at my eyeball real close in the mirror. The lashes were much longer, and the irises were a sparkly emerald green. Then I heard a knock at on the bathroom door. I thought "Cool, a DC finally!" I opened the door, and standing there in the hall was a young asian girl with long black hair, may 13 years old or so. She was wearing bright colored school clothes, but something about her creeped me out. She didn't talk, but made these kinda slurping noises, like she was constantly drooling and sucking it back into her mouth. I couldn't see her face behind the hair. I was totally having a "The Ring" moment, but I wasn't too scared since I knew I was dreaming. I let her in the bathroom, and she kept with the freaky slurpy sounds, a little growling, and strange vibrating movements (like in that Sober video by tool). Other than that she didn't move, she just stood next to me in front of the mirror, being her creepy ass self. I wondered if I could get rid of her by shoving her through the mirror portal. So I grabbed the back of her neck, and tried to shove her through the mirror. But it was like I really grabbed someone and shoved them into a mirror, because her forehead hit the glass and left a bloody mark on it. Oh jeeeeesus. So I just jumped through the mirror myself to get away from her. I rolled out the other side and ended up right in my bedroom again. Mother fuck. I left the room, went back to the bathroom, and saw the creepy girl still in there. This time, I just shoved her out of the bathroom doorway, then shut and locked the door. Before I could try the mirror again, I woke up.

So if I do nothing in a dream, I end up somewhere with no control over light, and I just end up sitting there in the dark like an idiot. It's more fun if I actually DO something. Oh well, I try the nothing a couple more times, but I'm not all that excited about it.

Anyway, after I woke up from that freaky-deaky dream, I felt vibrations again. This is kinda neat: I was putting a little bit of effort into my breathing while I felt the vibrations, because my nose has been a little congested lately. As the vibrations washed over me, I never stopped breathing like that. I was worried that it would prevent me from flipping over into an LD. But I waited the normal time period of a few seconds as the vibrations strengthened, then opened my eyes. Boom, I was in my WILD environment per normal! Lol, "normal." Anyway, no more bathrooms today, so I got out of bed slowly, left the bedroom and went into the livingroom. Which turned into my parents' family room. I noticed some people talking on the couch, and one of them was a certain DC I have been wanting to hook up with for aaaaaaaages. Thank you Lady Luck!! I marched right up to him and grabbed his arm, then pulled him into the guestroom, which was the closest bedroom to us at the moment. I pulled off his shirt fast, and he was caught in it for a moment You know, like when you pull a shirt over your head, but your arms are still in it haha. We stripped so fast I don't remember how we got naked, a little lucid movie magic perhaps. Anyway, keeping it G, he was on top of me, and we were doing IT for a bit. I looked at his face (so cooooool, there he was, there was his face! I was so giddy), and touched his nose. He has an aquiline nose in real life, and I like it of course. He made a shy expression and looked down so his long black hair blocked my view of his nose. I said "No no, I like it." We kept going for a while, which felt really really good. I didn't want to wake up. But real life was waiting for me on the other side. Siiiiiigh...... and before I woke up, the last thing I remember was the feel of the skin on his butt cheeks in my hands as he was doing you know what to me.

I'm a newbie in Dream Views i hope you can help me

i was standing in front of my neigborhood store, the air seems little bit odd so i tried to feel my hand movement that time i realize i was in a dream suddely the air change, sky become dark, and many people come out from the ground, at first i wasn't fear any of them i can blast them with my fire hurricane then someone with a different aura showed up with a small knife in his hand i tried to blast him but every fire blast i throw to him its just bounce off (some spark hit me..it was really painfull) or disapeared he ran and stab me with his knife i wasn't really feel any pain (because i never been stab before) but i feel a little stive and scared, then i remembered an episode in adventure time where he make his fear and make the dream unstable to defeat his enemy in his dream, i tried to used it and make my dream ustable and i can believe it's work he disapeared just like a sand has blown by a wind then i sudenly warped to my uncle house and met my former teacher i speak to him and tell him that all of this is just a dream ( i don't know why i say that for) he seems a little surprised than he said "of course i know this is a dream" im shocked then he continued his word "don't you know that share dream that like movie called inception is possible, all you have to do is just make bridge between dreams and made a safe place to meet" after hearing those words i tried to woke up and i woke up in my bed room but i heard a whispering voices " we can defeat the warden together, if we join force we will get our dream back and you will do as you please" sudenly some shadow thing is out from my body and screaming really loud at me then i really woke up..
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btw someone who attack me with knife its called warden im not name him myself all my dream projector call him that, he has been attacking me since i entered high school the first time he attack me he even laugh at me he say "don't ruin the dream or i will hunt you" he choke me and i can't even woke up then he let me escape..
he takes many form from animal,human,object and one characteristics that i remember he has a hollow eyes
this is my drawing of him when i first met him

I get out of bed....everything is black as night. Okay, maybe it'll get better.....no, I'm back in reality.

Lets try this again. I head to the living room, and I think about finding Kaomea, and I see her right at the door step, and the door is open. When I get to the door, she's not there....and I get this weird super creepy feeling...like something just scared the shit out of me. Everything turned to blackness as a soon as I stepped out of my house....wtf

Okay, here we go. I'm at some club, the lights are flashing like that last lucid I had where I was looking for Kaomea in the club. I run across a couple of people I know...flirting ensues, and I move on. There this one girl who has her hair stuck in one of the buttons on my shirt. I take it off, and restructure her hair to make it look longer fuller and better. A piece falls out while she was dancing, but oh well.

I started looking for HER....I came up to a blonde girl, but she had black bangs, and everything else was blonde. I asked her if she's ever seen me in any other dreams, and she said yes. Someone else tapped me on the shoulder, and I ignored her (probably was the real HER) and then I asked her for her name. She said it was Shyree. Then I woke the fuck up.


Had some other dream where I had this carton of eggs that could move like a pull back race car.....WTF.

12/27/12

Hidden Poison
I am in my Fire Valkyrie on my way to the moon. I realize many of my dreams will be starting like this since I am trying a different hypnosis program when I fall asleep which ironically enough involves a trip to the moon during the process of relaxation. So I am able to start this dream off lucid. I land on the moon and explore the craters briefly before deciding to open a portal to somewhere I might be needed. I trace out a circle in front of me which becomes a portal and I go through it. I enter into a garden of some kind which looks like the numerous small garden enclosures in Florence in Assassin's Creed II.

It is night time and I am not sure why I have come here. I am looking at the garden when someone runs in looking quite frantic. He grabs me by my robes and says I have to save him, the person after him is going to kill him. The guy looks like he is about to piss his pants… smells like he already has. I ask who is trying to kill him, he says it is an Assassin. What is he, a Templar? He says he has no idea what a Templar is. He looks like he is lying. A man enters the garden and stops, looking at me strangely. He is dressed like an Assassin. The man who was running hides behind me, looking quite pathetic. The Assassin mocks him for hiding behind a girl. He then looks at my robes and says the man chose the wrong woman to try to hide behind. He says the coward behind me was trying to poison the city's water supply. The coward says the Assassin is lying. The Assassin says the poison is in a vial in the man's pouch. The man refuses to show me what is in his pouch. More people have arrived in the garden. A bunch of guards. The coward hiding behind me laughs and tells the guards to kill both the Assassin and me, since apparently we are working together. So a fight breaks out. I use my Witchblade sword, which seems to surprise everyone when it forms. The Assassin and I fight against what I estimate to be eight guards, until six of them are dead and two of them think better of continuing to fight and run away. The Assassin climbs up a wall and grabs hold of the fleeing man, the one who had originally hidden behind me, and kills him before throwing the body back into the enclosure. I still have my sword out, not sure if he's going to attack me, but he says we are on the same side here. So I put my sword away. When I get a better look at him I see it looks like he is Ezio Auditore.

I confirm that it is Ezio, he says we need to get somewhere safe before the body is found. He turns to leave, apparently expecting me to follow, but he will soon find there is no one there because it is here that I wake up.

Bullies
I am climbing around on the roofs of Florence in a full virtual reality version of Assassin's Creed II. But I am not playing as Ezio… I am playing as a female Assassin.

It is awesome. I wonder how come I didn't get this virtual reality system sooner. I am collecting eagle feathers from the roofs of the buildings, looking to find the last of the feathers in Florence. I jump from one roof to another to grab a feather. I wonder how hard it will be to climb to the highest places in virtual reality when the possibility of falling looks so real. I look down to determine if the heights will bother me. I have never been afraid of heights in my waking life, and I am not afraid of heights now. I see some assholes down below me. Four sizeable guys are pushing one woman around, I hear them talking about taking turns at her. One of them says they should go somewhere more private. Another says he knows where they won't be bothered. Being unafraid of heights, I jump down off of the roof and land right behind one of the assholes. I tell them to leave the woman alone or there's going to be trouble. Three of the four men laugh. The fourth one looks scared, which I had expected laughter from all of them. One of the laughing men said two women means twice as much fun. The scared person is repeating the word 'ass' over and over again. One of the men grabs my arm and says if I relax maybe I'll have some fun, too. The scared guy finally yells that I am an Assassin and turns and runs out into the street, he runs flat into a guard. The guard starts pushing him around and he keeps pointing and yelling that there is an Assassin over there. I comment that one of them has a brain… let go of me and leave the woman alone, last chance. He tries to pull me with him, still laughing. I nail him with my hidden blade. Another says no bitch is going to take him out. He charges at me and practically skewers himself on my other hidden blade. The fourth one runs away in the same direction the first one went. I notice that the guards don't seem to be taking their claims of an Assassin seriously. They are mocking the two men. The woman thanks me for saving her life. I see the two men get hot headed with the guards, they start throwing insults and get themselves arrested. The woman thanks me again and then hurries off down the street, seeming in a hurry to get somewhere. I climb back up the wall of the building. It seems harder to climb than I had expected it to be. Is it because it's virtual reality? Maybe… As I am climbing the wall I feel like I am going to fall, but I fall into my bed as I wake up.

I realize Im dreaming.

I remember what my intention was. (I decide what to try in my next lucid dream before I hit it)

This time, my intention was to try and meet another dream character and ask it weather it also was dreaming, or if it was in my dream. So I meet someone. It is an older male figure. I feel he knows stuff. I ask him, "are you dreaming right now too?" He says nothing. So I ask another question, "Are you in my dream?" Still quiet...
Then I ask him, "is this all just a giant dream, in which both you and I co-exist kinda like just being here..?" Then he looks at me, with a nice big smile on his face, as if I'm on to something. I remember feeling excited, getting the chills. That old feeling of me loosing control over the dream hits me.

Then I wake up.

(awaken) I'm laying in my bed watching the film "Waking life" and fall asleep right after a scene in the film where they talk about how you can become lucid by switching the lights on/off and see if nothing happens, or take a look at your arm watch for weird looks.

Now Im dreaming. I'm outside a house talking to a person. Now I begin to question if this is a dream or not, and I remember the "trick" from the movie I saw before I fell asleep, with the light switch on/off. So I go in to the house looking for a switch, I find one, click it, and nothing happens - I'M DREAMING!

As I realize Im in a dream I everything gets blurry and I get that old feeling of me loosing control. So I wake up in my bed, where I fell asleep watching the film. I go up from bed, out to the kitchen to get a drink, and on my way back to the bedroom I begin questioning if this too might be a dream, laughing at myself for even thinking about it. But I take my questioning seriously anyway, so I start looking for my iPhone to watch if the "clock-trick" would work. And it did, the numbers were all messy and i realize that I still am dreaming. again.

So now Im in my bedroom, dreaming. Wow. What should I do next? I go out to the balcony and think about what to do. As I stand on the balcony I realize I could do what I want. I hang from it, climb the walls, fly to another rooftop. Then I decide to just dive with my head right on the concrete ground too se what happens. I do, and I wake up in my bed. I go up from bed again thinking, now I must have waken up, I look at the watch again, still dreaming......


This went on, five times, and I tried doing different stuff each time I realized I still was dreaming. The sixth time I woke up "for real" and was so excited I cant describe it with words. I felt "high" the rest of the day, for days too come.

So this lucid dream experience really made me realize that there's a whole other world, right here. It is as real as this world Im in right now, writing this. I just cant see it when in this state. Ever since this dream this summer I've had more and more, more frequent lucid dreams. Last weeks, months, have been real intense and Im gonna try keeping a journal here.

whaaaaaduuup!

My dream recall seems to be pretty meh today, but oh well.

Dream 1:
Don't remember most of the dream. There was some stuff/events happening inside some sort of spaceship. Later i was at home doing stuff at my comp(I am sure there's some stuff between spaceship events and that, just can't remember it...). Then i was on the street intersection, where my mom was arguing with someone that he was driving incorrectly or something, and eventually more and more people was around and i ran away for some reason. Then i was at home again watching some videos on different PC. Something ticked me off about these videos and i was like "I must be dreaming...", and then "Wait a second...", "I am dreaming!". As i was about to do some dream stabilization i turned around and i saw chandelier that was in that room, and it was moving and felt 'alive'(seems to be recurring DC in my dreams once in a while actually). As soon as i looked at it, my vision was like i was looking from three different places at same time(trippy! hehe), and everything went dark, and then i woke up.

Note: I prolly should have done WBTB at this point, since i had like one more hour of sleep left, but i completely forgot to and instead went to sleep after writing what i could remember from that dream.

Dream 2:
There was some sort of race and apparently racers had a break so i was trying to show them what i created in fraxy. Ended up misclicking and showing someone else's creations, though eventually i did showed what i wanted to show.

Note: Don't remember much of this dream prolly because alarm woke me up, it tends to murder my dream recall at times.

12/27/12

DEILD

I had a series of dreams that took place at the same setting in a row. I became lucid in the first or second, and I was able to either DEILD or DILD rapidly in each. I am not sure if I fully woke up in between all of them, or if the dream just "restarted". I forgot a few in the middle; here are the ones I remember.

The initial dream started with a group of people my age helping out the middle school theater departments. I had to help out with Brooks and Julian. I was walking up a ramp with Ben and Jack. I saw that Brendan was behind me, so I called to the other guys because he had been gone for awhile. Jack said he already saw Brendan and we waved and moved on.

I became lucid at the top of the stairs, and I tell my friend that this is a dream. I fly to the top of a light post and hang on. I do a few more short distance flights and lose the dream.

I am in the same place, and I meet with a girl and we get into a giant dump truck. I am thinking of doing things with her, but I play it off like I was trying to show her dumping the truck load (rimshot). I push the button and lose the dream.

I start at the top of the ramp again. Some people are getting into a car, so I get into the back left seat. It turns out there are 3 rows, like a station wagon. There are 3 people in the back 2 rows. I get in and say, "guess what? This is a dream! We can do whatever we want!" I look back and I see Lindsay V. in the back right corner. She says," No, this is MY dream." I am shocked. Is this another dreamer? She was in one of my previous non-lucids at this location. She was wearing a white sox hoodie, and I was deciding if I should wear the identical one I have. I look to the back seat and mention the hoodie. She never saw me in it, but I told her about it, hoping she would remember in real life.

The car is being driven by Margaret H., and we are going down Evans by DU. I am feeling the dream start to fade again and this time I remembered a lucid pill. I look in one pocket and only find some powder. I eat it anyway; it doesn't help. I put my finger under my nose (like I was going to stop myself from sneezing) and for some reason that stabilizes the dream a bit. I reach into the other pocket and find a pill. I break it open and eat the powder inside. I am feeling good now.

I reach both arms out and raise them slowly. The car begins to take off from the ground. Margaret doesn't have much of a reaction. We are flying over some prairie near the mountains. I dip my shoulders to the left and the car banks. I open the door and reach out to touch the water we are flying over. We straighten back up for a bit. I do another hand motion and the car corkscrews upside-down. I jump off my seat and land on the inside of the roof. There is a large amount of head room. I can crouch and easily clear the passengers heads so I do the russian "hut-hut" dance. The other passengers laugh. I then try a backflip. But right after I jump, Margaret reverts the car and I land on my head in my seat. I lose the dream soon after.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had yet another lucid dream this morning, it wasn't much this one either but still had a bit of fun.

01.30: Sleep

11.00: Sliding and flying and starting fires DILD
I'm at my friend G's mom's house. There's a candle or something on a table next to me and I'm holding a bottle of perfume. I throw the bottle at the flame and it blows up. I duck to avoid the big fireball. I throw another bottle and run for the door. The bottle explodes and the entire place is on fire. For some reason I have just managed to burn G's mom alive, she was a dice on the table (?). I follow a couple of train tracks.

I suddenly realize I'm dreaming. 'Ah good, then I don't have to worry about his mom'. I keep on following the train tracks and arrive at a small shed. I try to imagine finding a hot girl in there but when I look inside there's no one there. I usually don't have problems summoning people. I decide to stabilize the dream a bit so I rub my hands on the tracks and pick up some dirt just to feel it. Everything becomes clearer. I hear a sound nearby and look up. No one's in the shed still, but G comes walking down the tracks. I'm worried he's pissed because of his mom but he seems fine. I stand up on the tracks. "Watch this" I say and slide on them. G mimics me and soon we're going really fast. After sliding for a little while I understand that I can't go any faster. I jump and start to fly instead. I have trouble controlling the momentum but it works decently. I turn around and fly back when the dream starts to fade.

12.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 10½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

12-01-2012 -- I'm running across town with Rosemary, Cheryl, and the kids, heading for Wet 'n Wild or some such place. It is the end of November or the beginning of December, and at one point we are even running through snow, but we're all in bathing suits. We're carrying a Slip 'n Slide of all things, planning to ride it down the slides to make them slide better, except eventually the kids forget about it, so I have to wrap it up and half-carry, half-drag it.

The water park is one that is very close to what I've been dreaming about the last few years, not like the ones I dreamed about decades ago, and I think it is a Disney water park, though perhaps not based on a real one. Cheryl has gotten quite a bit ahead of us, the kids are more or less with me, and Rosemary has fallen behind as we reach the place. Cheryl has already run through and paid, and we come running up, explaining we're with her. There's no problem with the kids, but me they aren't sure of. Before it can become a problem, however, the guy questioning me has disappeared, and we're inside.

We have to pass the main pool area to reach the locker areas, and the beginnings of the paths up to the water slides. There is no firm division between the male and female portions of the locker rooms, so people are just changing everywhere, and I am a little shy, but am trying to look without looking at some attractive ladies, but it doesn't yet register that this is dream stuff.

I'm heading up through the almost empty lines because we're so close to winter, until I come to the lowest of the water slides. This thing only seems to have a single loop to the slide before it drops into the water ... and when I try to ride it, the dream even skips most of that, and just drops me into the pool at the end, but it is still fun. I go up again, and slide back down again, and in the dream I am having fun, but looking back, it wasn't all that special.

At one point the slides are turning more into a log ride, and I am riding it without one of the logs, as usual. There also seems to be some guy threatening me, but I am trying to ignore him. Soon things are turning back into regular water slides.

There is some lightening and thunder, and some rain that is getting heavier and heavier, and rumors of possible flooding. I'm surprised the place is still open. Cheryl is in front of me in the lines, and disappears into the crowds, but them comes back for me. "Come on, come on," she's calling out, urging one of the kids to catch up to her, just before one of the sets of switch-backs in the lines. The kid cuts through a narrow area between the wall and the lines, but I look at it, and there is no way I'm going to have a chance to fit.

Finally I decide to give up on it, and just turn around to exit the line, but the crowds keep growing, and now I am having to kind of push my way through them even to get out. I make my way back to the locker room, and it is still sort of combined. I am glancing around to see if I can see anything nice, but I can't. Too bad, I'm thinking to myself. If I could see a little female nudity here, I would know I'm dreaming. [Conveniently forgetting the nudity I saw earlier, passing through.]

Turns out somebody got hurt, so the line quit going forward, which is why it is now backing up so quickly. There are sirens, and the paramedics are coming through with stretchers, trying to reach the person who got hurt. They push their way deeper and deeper through the crowds. Meanwhile, I am on the outermost portion of the line, and I find myself standing by a stretcher, watching it for them. The crowds are so thick, the paramedics end up passing the girl through the air over people's heads, with the crowds helping out. It seems to be a bit of a cross between Amy F. from high school, and somebody in a badly sewn Catwoman costume.

I help to position her on the stretcher, and start to move her out, figuring the paramedics will catch up with us soon, but somehow I accidentally drop her on a weird sort of elevator going back up into the ride. Darn! I wait, knowing somebody will bring her back out again, soon. There are people that I actually know in the line ... Bud DeVries from Cadets, and a couple of people from high school (including a person who was a punk in the past, but has since apologized for it, who I am being kind of snotty to).

The girl is being passed back my way, and by this point is a completely random dream character. Somehow I have now come to realize I am dreaming, so I am planning to heal the girl with a touch, and then have a little bit of naughty dream fun with her. But as she is passed nearer and nearer to me, she slowly disappears. "No big deal," I think. "I'll just find another girl to have some fun with."

I'm just starting to look for one when I run into Kevin. Unlike usual, I am actually thinking it is a good thing that his brother Dale isn't around, because I know he wouldn't approve of what I have planned. I glance up at the boat I am leaning against, and darn it, there is Dale, dressed in Runescape-like fishing gear, and fishing from the boat. I'm really disappointed because he is really straight-laced, and won't approve of me having the kind of fun I'm thinking of, even in a dream!

I dreamed I met a lady named Becka. She was guiding me to a dream recall place... I went there and saw some people I knew in ordinary reality. I don't know a person named Becka in ordinary reality though. I didn't like where she took me. So I tried to escape. I tried flying through hallways but didn't have much success. Then the last thing I saw were some kind of creatures coming after me. I did try calling her back at some point again during the dream but she didn't return.

I dreamt that I went outside my backyard and it was really hot outside so I decided to go back in. I looked out the window and realized that the fences were longer, red and appeared plastic and I think it was the angle but my backyard also appeared smaller. I remember seeing my dog in the distance, but it didn't feel weird because she is always outside. I than remember walking around a neighborhood. The grass was unusually bright and green, but it was also appealing. I noticed there were a whole bunch of cars in different colors. I do not know why but for some reason seeing the cars made me realize I was dreaming. And I think I either said this out loud or in my head in the dream: I'm dreaming! This is a dream, that means I can do whatever I want!" Something like that. Anyways because I realized it was a dream I had a tiny bit more control and I was a bit more..aware I guess you could say. Though what was different from other times was that I was actually quite calm and relaxed. Other times I would be really surprised and excited that I actually realized it was a dream. Maybe my subconscious got used to the idea? Who knows. Anyways, I noticed a whole bunch of cars going in the same direction, toward the front of these houses, but there was a wide brown road. But there was one car, it was a white car I think and it was going in a different path. It kinda made me nervous cause it was going near me and I was worried about getting run over. Don't know why. haha. So in my head I told it to go the other way, that didn't work though. I decided to become more specific and imagined that the car would go backward in the other direction and it worked! After that I walked around for a bit and noticed that there were some trailers. And I also saw some people around the neighborhood. Earlier I just saw regular houses and no one else so I guess I was surprised. I looked inside one of the trailers and noticed it was really dark. I thought well nothing interesting here and kept moving along. And the last thing I remember was going inside someones house? But otherwise in all pretty interesting lucid dream.

Brief WBTB at 3:45AM
100MG Caffeine Pill
SSILD
Wakefulness 2MG Melatonin 200MG B6
Switched to sleeping meditation. Probably too an hour or so to finally get to sleep.

111 The Headless Boy - DILD

I am a student in a classroom. The teacher is going various things and I am just sitting quietly waiting with other students. I reflect on how this is a recurring dream for me. Instead of becoming lucid I think that this is the reason for the dreams. They were actually precognative dreams because now, I am actually back in High School. I laugh at the irony.

*memory gap*

I feel really sick to my stomach at version of my parents house. I vomit a small amount in a toilet. I see my dad walking through the room. It is not a bathroom. (I was getting sick in real life)

*memory gap*

I am walking in around inside what appears to be a large elegant hotel. I wonder around from hallway to hallway and room to room feeling lost. At some point I notice I am carrying a small child cradled in my left arm. He is about the size of my son and I think of him as such. I see an elevator. I hit the UP button. I get inside and feel confused. I push both 2 and 1 floors but don't really know where I intended to go. I think I must be on the 2nd floor so I'll wait for 1st floor. The door opens and I decided to just walk out but some woman is blocking me.

*memory gap*

I am still walking around in the hotel. Did I just leave the elevator and the woman? I realize something and say to the child, "You know what? I just realized that I have been telling my self that I am dreaming and then forgetting it almost right away." Then, I remember this to be true. (I don't think it really was true but whatever)I look down at the boy and he smiles at me with an "AH HA!" expression. I look up and see more elevators. I am not excited at all just really content to be having a DILD.

I look back down at the boy and his head is missing. There is no blood or gore but smooth non scarred skin where his neck should be. It was like he was somehow born this way. It almost looked like the end of a chicken leg bone covered in human skin. Fear and horror grip me but I push it away. I say to him in a fatherly tone, "Now you stop that. You better pop that head right back out young man!" For some reason I look away at the elevator. Blurry. Still holding this creature, I look back down at him. His head is back. Now that I really look at him for the fist time I notice that looks like a hideous, real-life version of Stewie from Family Guy.

Sort of like this...............................but more Chucky like.




The fear returns. At this point, I remembered something that I had read before and wanted to try out. Was it Robert Waggoner or Stephen LaBerge that said to confront nightmare DCs with love and compassion? In a brief moment the fear was now gone and I really did feel love for him. With a huge smile I said, "I love you son."
The boy replied, "I love you daddy." His voice sounded a little like Stewie. Then, I looked away and felt that his presence was gone from me. I did not need to visually confirm this.

Now with no real goal in mind, I look around for something to do. I see a glass door leading outside and think this would be a great way to try phasing. I walk up to it and push on the glass with my right hand. The glass bows as I lean in. I distinctly see the bright light of outside, sidewalk and grass. During this whole thing I repeat to myself, "There is no glass." I try to imagine exactly that. The feeling of stepping through nothing but air. I push harder and I feel my body merge into a soft "bubble". The glass is curved all around me. Persistent, I continue to push. Finally I feel something give and I jolt forward, free of the glass.
Happy with myself I look around.

I see a busy street in front of the building and I decide to play in the traffic. For a brief instant the traffic freezes. I remember how I used to freeze time way back in the day. I try clapping my hands and imagine the traffic freezing but nothing happens. So, I decide to "force push" a passing car and it scoots sideways and crashes into a tree. The other cars swerve and there is a pile up on that side. I run to the middle of the other side and jump in front of cars screaming and roaring like some monster. They swerve and crash. The carnage is total but very cartoon-like and not realistic at all. Bored, I remember how I've done this before in the zombie TOTM and move on.

I go back to the building. I see some sort of colorful cloth awnings over the glass door and and several windows. The one in front of me is yellow with orange stripes.

Similar to this.



The building is tan brick but I think of circus tents. I see a yellow flag on a red fabric roof. It is only a two story building after all.I try to jump on top but I only get so high. When I float back down I feel my stomach turn and I laugh at the sensation. I wonder how I can feel negative Gs in a dream. Now I remember how CanisLucidus like to swipe the ceiling in real life. I wonder how it works in a dream.There is no ceiling out here but I improvise. I quickly rub my hands for stability. (Habit?) I jump at the bottom of the awning and swipe it. Again I feel the sensation in my stomach as I slowing float back down. Now I really try to jump on top of the building. I bounce several times gripping my stomach until I finally get high enough to grab onto the top. The roof feels like some sort of thick vinyl. I look around but for some reason I can't render the scene from up here. I feel extremely near sighted. The dream seems to be breaking up so I jump down back on the ground.

Now I have tunnel like vision. The darkness is closing in but I try to interact with the dream to squeeze out every last second. I see a beautiful woman in a convertible. The car looks a lot like this.



She is in the passenger seat and an old lady is driving. She seems to be of mixed race. She has a 70s looking afro. She smiles and waves at me. At that I run to her. Not thinking clearly but still lucid, I react on a whim. I close my eyes and kiss her passionately. The physical sensations are vivid. I get a grip on myself and let go. I begin to float away and find my self in total darkness.

I want to DEILD but I am truly sick and have to vomit.

12/26/12

Moon Templars
I am in my Fire Valkyrie in space, approaching the moon. I land on the moon and get out of my ship, not concerned with a space suit since it is a dream. I walk on the moon for a while, just looking around, not considering any of my dream goals right now. I spot something strange on top of a small hill not too far away. It looks like a laser of some kind, and it is pointed into the sky where I see the Earth shining like a small jewel in the vastness of space.

I wonder what it is there for, is someone going to shoot the Earth? I decide this is worth checking out and I approach the site slowly, keeping out of sight. I realize I am dressed in white Assassin's robes which look more gray in the dim light of the setting sun, which gives me good camouflage against the gray surface of the moon. When I get closer I see that there are people around the laser, they seem to be working on it. I wonder what their goal is. As I approach them I see they also have uniforms on, and I see the symbol of the Templars on the shoulders of the uniforms where an astronaut would have a flag. Templars… I figure they can be up to nothing good. Well, apparently I'm an Assassin… so it seems pretty obvious I am there to put a stop to whatever they are doing. I hear them talking amongst themselves about the ray, and I gather that it is some kind of a mind control ray that will make people more compliant and less likely to resist changes they would normally protest. I manage to sneak right over to the beam, I look at an access panel. I open it up and look at the wires and stuff inside, which makes no sense to me… but breaking it doesn't require understanding it. I pull out a bunch of the wires and sparks fly from the access panel. That gets an immediate response from the Templars. They start shooting beam weapons at me. They just hit their own laser weapon, adding to the damage I have already done. So I respond by summoning my Witchblade sword and fighting back. There are only three Templars working on the weapon, and I take them out quickly. I then use my sword to cut right through the beam weapon, leaving it as a pile of rubble on the moon. I look up at the Earth in the sky, thinking it sure is beautiful from here… then I wake.

Assassin's Creed
I am in a strange city; I do not recognize it at first. I walk for a short distance until I see something I recognize, but I don't recognize it from my waking life, I recognize it from the video game Assassin's Creed II. I am quite certain that I am standing right next to Leonardo Da Vinci's workshop in Florence.

I am just walking along when I realize someone is chasing after me. I hear them calling that they see me, kill her before she catches up with someone I didn't realize I was chasing. I turn to face my pursuers, Witchblade sword ready. There are five of them. I am outnumbered. But I find out that if I wait for one of them to make their move and then dodge the attack I am able to find an opening to get in a counter attack of my own. Using this technique I am able to take down four of them and the fifth decides he'd rather not fight, sheaths his sword, and runs for it. I see no reason to go after him, and I have the idea it is important for me to catch up with the person I have been chasing. I hurry along the street in the opposite direction that the guards came from, figuring if they were chasing me I must have been going this way. I spot the guy I am after, it seems he was actually stupid enough to stop and watch the fight when he could've been using the opportunity to escape. He has seen that the guards have lost the fight and now he is running away again. He must be the Templar I am after. I chase after him up the side of a building and into a small garden where I have him cornered. He is cowering in a corner and begging for his life. I wonder how someone that pathetic could be a threat to anyone. I tell him he isn't worth the trouble to kill and turn away, thinking if he is a main target I probably have to kill him no matter how pathetic he is. I see movement behind me and I turn just in time to catch the loser trying to stab me in the back. I stab him with my hidden blade before he can stab me and he dies. I leave the garden quickly before any more guards show up and realize I have completed my mission. I am back around Leonardo's workshop when I wake up.

My family was taking a guided tour on some kind of van. Although the van had no roof, or walls. Only about five rows of benches on a chassis with a hood and engine on the front. There was not a central aisle down the benches, you had to climb in from either side.
I was sitting there, (as I do when I usually get bored) I started thinking about lucid dreaming. I begin to realize that I'm dreaming. I want to get off of the moving van before I can do anything.
I get up and begin walking toward the side of the vehicle. I imagine that when I get there, I can jump clear of the side and fly away, but instead I just fall into the road.
I see a white minivan driving right at me, and jump out of the road onto the shoulder. I do a nose plug RC just to confirm that this is indeed a dream.
I notice a small path leading up from the side of the road and decide to follow it. I walk up a small hill and find an entire city just over the hill. The city was clean and modern, and as I looked at it the dream began to destabilize.
I yelled "clarity now." and a wave of color came back in, but the dream was still falling apart, and things were getting blurry.
I lay down on the ground and grabbed onto the grass and yelled for clarity agian. But this time, I heard someone next to me say.
"Yes, Fade away now! Yes!"
Just as they said that, someone walked over (couldn't tell who) pointed a handgun right at my forehead and I woke up.