lucid

Hey guys, now I have finally the time to write my DJ online (I already have a DJ in german but not online)

27.01.2012

1- Bicycle tour

I'm riding my bicycle through a small path in the forest. My mom was with me but I lost her and want to search her now because I couldn't find my way back home on my own. The weather is rainy and I feel quite sad, thinking about why I'm living and what's the meaning of my life. I start to sing a french song about love in perfect french, though my french in waking life sucks xD.

2- WILD dream

I wake up because of my alarm clock that is starting to make noise. It's 5 am and I'm still way to tired to get up (I normally get up at 5.30). I think about what I'm gonna do today and suddenly I feel hands touching my head and I feel a person lying next to me in my bed. First I feel shocked but then I recognize that I must have falle into sleep paralysis unintentionally. I suddenly start to feel euphoric and think "Yeah I'm going to have a lucid dream!!". As my body had fallen completely asleep, I sit up in my bed and walk through my room (that is cleaned up, how strange lmao ) and outside the house. Everything is dark (no street lights, no lights in the windows) but I can see clearly. I want to search for some people but theres nobody in this grey town. The buildings seem dark and monotonous, they remind me a lot of that painting: http://home.arcor.de/j120542/allgemein/geruecht.jpg
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I begin to feel scared and start to search for something beautiful so I look uo to the sky and there IS the very beautiful thing.. millions of big shiny stars in the black sky, nearer and brighter than I had ever seen them before

I lay in bed to prepare for my wbtb wild. It doesn't take long. For me to get tired and I pass out too soon. I am with rain my yoga teacher and Kara. She is teaching some yoga and Kara and I are following. We do something's for a while and I end up. NEar Safeway. I think about this and wonder how I get there so fast. Did I run? It hit me. I'm dreaming. I do a rc and look at my hands. I'm dreaming already. I pull up my sleeves and take the sight in. Yep it's beautiful like usual. Everything is Glowing as the sun bursts through the open air. * Unfortunately I wake up.*

I am with Dustin. It's Friday and we are at my place with Kara. Dustin and I were gonna to to the party but instead were going to a guns and roses workshop. We go and wait for what seems like forever until we see that it already started along time ago. We rush in and they almost don't let us in. It turns out to be a class and the teachers slightly crazy. Dustin and I joke around during class like we usually do and piss the teacher off in a funny way. It later turns into a whole camp scene where we stay there for the summer. Dustin turns into Leo. People were playing jokes on Leo for some reason and I was defending him. I was doing handstand in the sand on a giant downsloping hill and failing. Leo's brother who is older now comes up to me and asks why Leo always stinks and has fleas. I dont know why but I'll ask. I know he's gonna pull a prank on him later *and I tell him I am watching him and spank him on his ass. We both laugh and make our way to different camps

Dream about being at homecoming with Kara. I pretend to be king and the runner ups are all ugly. I laugh and boo them. They get pissed and walk off the stage. On guy tells me im too old to be there even though I'm gorgeous.*

I've been reading this site for about two weeks and trying to lucid dream. A few days ago I succeeded in remembering to perform a reality check (pinched my nose and breathed), but awoke before I had a chance to try to stabilize. While technically lucid, it lasted only a second, so I'm not counting it.

I just woke up from a somewhat longer lucid dream and jumped out of bed, eager to write it about it. This was using WBTB method early in the morning, and I hadn't even expected it to happen -- it was a pleasant surprise. I probably should have gotten up for the day when my alarm went off the first time but decided to add another hour and take another nap... glad I did! Within that hour I had a very cool LD.

I remembered to RC this time as well, first by holding my nose, and then by putting my finger through the palm of my hand. I wasn't sure I was really dreaming most of the time and thought I was aware of my body back in my bed, though now I realize I was only imagining I was aware of it; I thought I was sleeping on the top bunk that I had back when I was young. At one point in the dream I took off, flying through the air, and could have sworn I was wrapping my real arms around my real bed to keep from flying off of it, except that I was actually sleeping on a futon, not a bunk bed as I had imagined. I also could have sworn I had real headphones on because I could clearly and loudly hear Radiohead coming out of them. I thought that was real too, but when I woke up later I realized I had only imagined it. Music is very clear and distinct to me close to dreaming. I don't need to listen at all, just imagine it, and it's perfect.

I had trouble controlling the dream. I tried the spinning technique to stabilize it but had a hard time visualizing a scene around me. I think I couldn't decide what scene I wanted. When I eventually woke up it was because I was failing to stabilize. Inside the dream it was a bit cartoonish. I saw an elephant at one point chasing a mouse down a hole and then popping up a different hole, etc, something like it was from Alice in Wonderland or Dr Seuss. I wanted to imagine life-like people, but couldn't. I distinctly remember saying to myself, "well, I'm lucid dreaming, so what now?" which is when I decided to see if I could fly. Immediately I was soaring through the air, twisting all around, feeling the Gs, and then dove low over an ocean. The ocean sparkled with sunlight as if it were real. Soon I was in a never-ending wave -- I'm not a surfer, so this was a little strange for me. Soon it was back to the cartoon-landscape.

I think there was more, but I've already forgotten. I haven't felt this invigorated in a long time. This makes me want to go right back to sleep, but I know I'm too excited and it won't work. Tonight I'll have another go.

I was dreaming about driving for my driver’s license, at first with a car, than an omnibus and then (oddly) with a bicycle, the street became smaller then as well. Then there were some annoying wasps around, due to a mass of trees on the street I couldn’t keep going and then I found a dead blue hornet under my trousers on my right knee, which was connected with a green strand of stuff to me.
I woke up in my room, but everything seemed to be realistic and I still heard the music (which I usually don’t in my dreams, and didn’t do later on again), so I thought I wasn’t dreaming at first. Never the less I did a reality check and though it was a bit hard I could breathe through my pinched nose, and after becoming slightly lucid I started to notice all those things that were off in my room (primarily all written things had single letters replaced by similar ones [Greek ones primarily]). I did my world severing seal again and tried to raise my awareness, both things with moderate but acceptable success for now. I got up and went to my desktop, first of all starting to think of what to do now, so I decided to make a list with the things to do in order. Yet I woke up in the process, so I’m going to finish that list now.

Though the dream was this time not directly caused by the lucid remix, it might have incubated the dream in some way. The track was playing from 5:38 to 6:10, while I woke up at about 7:00.

WILD. I become to see faces, try not to breath - cannot. Wait. I see a lot of faces. I'm in the big hall and around me hundrends of kids and my sister. and sister wants to take my attention -I said- all on the kneese! All seated but all became dark. In a moment I again in that picture. see at my finger not to pay attention to sister. Said - everybody can go to see catoons!!!Everybody moved to the doors. Dark again. I on the street. night, I saw my kid and some person. I've made several steps and rub hands not to loose awareness, remembered about the task and began to ran makin the loop in the time. Then I began to fly and it was like a strong river stream and I flew against it. I was caried by the stream from my course several times. I flew through the multistory house and land near me(some figurein the dark) on the streat. I wait me to rub the hands.In two seconds the figure made movements of rubbing hands!Ura!!! And I said - Exit! and went to real.

The dream started with me at some festival at a water park or something. At first, me and all my "friends", who were really just DC's, were watching these models do their thing on the runway. They were all in bathing suits. Then afterwards they all ran into this weird contraption and were gone. Then we walked over to this car show, and looked at all the muscle cars. After a while i got bored, so i told my friends i was leaving and i might be back later. When i walked away from the festival it was like i teleported to this shopping center in my hometown where there's a clothing store i shop at a lot. I walked out of one store, and into the clothing store as if the festival was inside a department store

When i went into the store, i saw one of my friends that lives in a different state there, which was weird. Then i saw a few more people, and for some reason we started to talking about playing basketball. One of the DC's asked me if i was good, and i told them i used to be. Before i got so deep into making music and lost interest in it. But they didn't care and we just played anyway. It was me on a team by myself against these 2 guys and 2 girls....yes, in the store, we played basketball lol.

I scored on them a few times, and they were impressed. I was surprised with myself because i haven't played in so long.
Then i woke up..

Awake Thoughts Dream Lucid Dream

I don't remember the starting, so...

I was somewhere in my school. Then I appeared on a random classroom.
Some kids entered this classroom and then a woman. I Reality Checked and became lucid.
-Hey, I can make whatever you want!
And then I appeared standing next to her, on a jelewry store that had the same dimensions as that classroom. The woman was shocked, but happy
-May all the jelewry be made of diamond!
And then they was made of diamonds. I felt like god.
-Better, I can do more... May all jelewry be encrusted with a... Uh.. Damn, I'm going to an empty room to start everything again Damn, why did I do that?
So I appeared inside a empty room, with no windows or doors, everything white. But my dream started to fade away!
I tried to became lucid and then I woke up. My room was all dark, I couldn't see anything
Then a hand poke me through the darkness it looked like my friend Hallef's hand.
"Crap, that's Batman's hand!"
"Wait, what is Batman doing on my room?"
I plugged my nose and tried to breath. It worked. I said:
-Oooooh, now it makes sense
I standed up and everything was brighting with a sunshine. I started walking, but the dream was fading away. So I touched the floor with my hands, tried to smell some furniture (It had no smell, fail ) and then I licked it, so I could taste it. It really had a taste, something odd that I already felt before, maybe I licked that thing in real life, I don't know.
So there was a belt stuck on my door with a nail. I licked the belt too, trying to stabilize my dream. Feels like licking leather
It worked, that thing was the most realistic dream I've ever dreamed.
I was dreaming I was inside my house, on my own room. I could do anything!
Then I woke up, and my eyes was already open. My phone was ringing. Damn.


Okay, after I woke up, I licked that furniture. And it was basically the same thing as in the dream. What the...

1/24/12

DILD

Notes: I didn't smoke at all two days before this and had crazy REM rebound. I remembered 6 dreams, none were lucid. I smoked the next day and then stopped again this night. I had a long LD and I was able to maintain it through points where I would normally lose the dream. It was very vivid. However, I didn't write it down for a few days so I may be missing some details.

I walk into an apartment and am greeted by some girls. I look over and Gracie is there. She is excited to see me and we hug. We start moving back and forth like a slow-dance hug. I say, "Oh so we are doing one of these hugs."

We all sit down at a table and I become semi-lucid. I know it is a dream and I lose my body. I am just a 3rd person view of everyone else, but I'm still talking. I don't fully realize it is a dream, however, I tell them it is. One of the girls tests it by picking up a metal spoon. I expect her to try and bend it with her mind, but she just takes a big bite out of it. I think its pretty funny, and it gets the job done I guess.

We somehow transition to being in a pool. It is an indoor pool and we are standing in the shallow end. These big waves start to come over us.I become fully lucid and try to stop the waves. My first attempt without thinking is to yell, "STOP!" But that doesn't work. I try to use a force power to stop the waves, but that fails too. I realize that I can go underwater and swim past the waves. I go under and can still breathe. However, I can't get any momentum forward. I tried to have some sort of motor-type propulsion from my feet. That doesn't work, and when I try to swim normally, the current keeps me back.

I eventually stand back up and the waves are gone. I am somehow on the other side of the pool. I decide to work on my energy blasts. I try to kameyameyah a clock on the wall. I first just yell the words and blast, but that fails. I am standing next to one of the girls and I feel embarrassed that I yelled that without actually doing anything. I try again, but out of the corner of my eye wait for the energy to build. After a few seconds a small white energy ball is in my hands. I blast it forward and it hits the clock like a weak ball of water. It leaves a small damp mark, but thats it. I do this a few more times with the same results.

I end up on the side of the pool almost losing the dream. I kind of go to sleep and end up outside somewhere. There is a light covering of snow on the ground, but it isn't cold. I am trying to decide what to do when I see a gorgeous girl next to me. She is a tall brunette, and that really decided it for me. I lay her down and have her give me oral sex. I finish.

I have an FA wet dream. I am laying in front of a TV that has a special on how to avoid having wet dreams. I forgot what it said exactly, but it had some alternative that didn't end as grossly.

Then I wake up wet for real....great

01/25/12

School of Magic
I am in a large building with a group of people, we are there for a class. The instructor is a man I don't recognize, and he is teaching us about magical energy. The school seems to be some form of Hogwarts. The room we are in is a sort of auditorium. The instructor fires a blast of magical energy into a designated target at one end of the room. He says it is time for everyone else to show what they can do. A lot of the other students don't seem to know how to create the energy blast. I hear a woman's voice through some kind of speaker system. She is standing up on a balcony looking down on us. She says she will vaporize the lot of us if the instructor doesn't come up there and face her like a man. He clearly doesn't want to but decides he has no choice.

He goes through a door that leads up to the balcony from behind. I follow him, and several other students come along as well. A couple of them are saying I need to stay out of that, let them deal with their own problems. I ignore them and we get to the top of the ramp. There is a room off the balcony where the woman and the instructor are facing off. They both fire a beam of energy at each other, the energy intercepts in the middle… but hers is clearly stronger. I get closer to them and I focus on drawing some of that energy out of her attack and into me. Her energy beam actually curves off and heads into me, allowing the instructor's energy beam to get through and hit her. It was apparently a stunning spell of some kind as she is knocked unconscious. Now everyone is staring at me in amazement. I am feeling quite energized. Everyone seems speechless.

Card Depression
I am in a card shop that is in a large mall. I go into the shop and start looking around at the various things on the shelves. Most of it is too expensive for me to buy, but I am enjoying just looking. I wonder if I might be able to jack something small… maybe just a pack of cards or something. I glance around and I don't see anyone looking, I grab a pack of Pokémon cards and slip it into my purse. I feel I have done enough stealing here. I look around a bit more and I see there is a gaming room in the back. I go in there and people are comparing their Pokémon cards. Hey! I have Pokémon cards! I see the others are using their cards to summon real Pokémon. Cool! I open my pack of cards and I find I got two cards with Pokémon on them. The rest of them are assorted effect cards and other stuff I don't know what it is. The two cards with Pokémon on them is a Pikachu and an Espeon. I summon both of the Pokémon and they join a few others that were summoned by a couple other people in the room. All of the Pokémon are playing with each other. One of the others wants to have a match between them… my Pikachu indicates he is not interested, my Espeon seems to be trying not to laugh.

So my Pokémon follow me out of the card shop and into the mall. I wander through the mall for a while. I leave the mall and find there isn't really a parking lot, but there is a lake there. There is also a large dump truck pouring trash into the lake. The trash turns the water black. I tell them to stop doing that, they're poisoning the lake. A man driving asks why that should matter. Pikachu zaps the truck with a bolt of lightning, Espeon telekinetically throws the truck into the air where it disappears from sight. I look at the lake, there are dead animals floating in the water. I find that sight to be so depressing… I am wondering what I can do, and what good will it do if no one even cares? Pikachu and Espeon seem to be trying to cheer me up, but it doesn't help.

Last night I had a dream about. Me waking up in space. Not knowing that I was in a dream I screamed. And then I noticed I could here myslef. I started to know I was in a dream. I jumped of my bed and started to float. Then I thought maby I should try to fly. So I tried to fly and I just woke Up

My LDs lately have gotten really really repetitive. I'm getting tired of talking about the same 2 themes. I'm going to try spicing things up tomorrow. As soon as I can think of something. One thing I will say before going into detail about the dreams, my Lucid Mirror technique is just getting better and better. It is my best and most reliable friend in my lucid dreams. That's why he got a name. With capitalization.

I had 2 or 3 gender swap dreams again. They were shorter than the last ones, but this time I blame my horrible sleep last night. I woke up at 3am and didn't get back to sleep until almost 8am. Good thing I got the day off today! Only thing I'll say about the dreams is that I not only was able to summon up beautiful mirrors whenever I wanted to do my lucid lock trick, but I could pass by anything with a shiny surface and get the same result. This time, I passed an oven, and the shiny glass surface worked. I see my reflection, looks like me, then I widen my eyes, and they turn pale pale green, with swirly movement in the irises. I give my reflection a mischievous grin, and she smiles back. W00t now it's time to play. No sex details here, sorry, but one time I did whip it out in front of a mirror lol. I will neeeeever forget that.

Then I woke up about 10ish, still really sleepy, so I thought I'd try for some more LDs. The last ones ended too quick. I started having alot of those kinda scary WILD vibrations. Then, guess who visited me. Yep, Demon Danny. This time he was a true true dick. I didn't have eye paralysis this time, but I was really struggling to talk. I had to use so much energy to talk to him. Which is kinda how I'd been training him, by reasoning with him, yelling at him etc. Even my body movements were getting more and more laborious. One time, I saw him in my bed, so I struggled out a "Come on over here," and he got on top of me. He kissed me for a moment, but then grabbed my hand and started biting it without letting go. Mind you, I am lucid, so it's not too scary. Just ANNOYING. So I wake up, and I can feel the pain in my fingers subside. I tried a couple more times, still with the strange WILD vibrations and sounds, but he was being so stubborn and I could barely talk so I just said fuck it and woke up.

I don't mind the gender-swappy LDs so much, because I have more control (they just tend to be shorter than I want). But Demon Danny is a royal shit head, and I'm struggling alot with his behavior. I'm going to have to try something different with those. If I'm going to share my bed with another man, even if it is just in my mind, I'm going to need alot more cooperation.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Seems my LD rate is increasing, awesome! Although I'm not having any long lucids in which I think clearly and achieve tasks I've set up, it's always something.

21.30: Sleep

05.30: Fragments
*I'm on a dock, fishing in a rather small lake. The water is a hint of green and it's pretty warm. I can see some pike splashing here and there. I cast my lure out, it's way too big for my rod which I point out to my companion. I still cast out and just as my lure lands in the water, something splashes nearby. "He's taking it!" I say and start reeling the lure in. A second later I can feel something big tug on the line. I reel a very big pike in to the dock and grab it in the mouth, forgetting its razor sharp teeth. I drop the fish. "I was going to grab it in the gills" I say. "Yeah, don't worry about it man." My friend reels his lure in and gets the same pike on, he pulls the rod so that the pike flies out of the water and lands on the dock.

*I'm with some guy, we're walking up a few broad steps up to a building. I've got a bowl full of doritos and some other kind of crisps. I know I'm dreaming, and I shove as many doritos as I can into my mouth, leaving the other ones. The guy infront of me tells me something but I don't listen, I just eat the delicious nachos.

05.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 8 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Ok, tonight I had the first lucid dream in months because I've actually had time to focus on getting back into it. It wasn't a very long experience but I am happy I have started the process. Each dream gets longer and more detailed and then boom I get a short lucid experience. Hopefully this follows with longer and longer lucid ones as well. Here is my color code for all further dream entries.'
Red is for when I am not lucid. Blue is for when I am lucid.

I was in an apartment, in what was supposed to be my bedroom. The TV was on the dresser and a Lady Gaga concert was playing on the screen. It was a new single from her that I did not recognize, but it sounded pretty catchy. She had her hair in a short ponytail and was wearing a purple rock-star dress that reminded me of the 80s. I walked out of the back of my room onto the balcony. I tripped and fell off onto the ground below because the railing was missing from the sides. I started walking through the grass when it struck me as odd that there would be no railing on the balcony. Wait a minute! I'm dreaming!

I immediately became excited. I started walking fast. There was a white sign up ahead. Just to make sure, I did a RC. I looked at the lettering (I couldn't understand what was written there) looked away, and then looked back again. The sign had disappeared altogether the second time. Now I knew for sure. The dream started fading so I started spinning and rubbing my hands together. It took a good minute or two of this before the dream re-appeared. I was laying in bed. I sat up and rubbed my hands again for good measure. The dream stabilized a little bit and I could see more clearly. The floor was concrete and there was an orange plastic chair with metal legs next to a cheap, dusty looking table. There was a small TV stand at the foot of the bed, with one of those old tiny analogue televisions. I stood up and walked over to the table. I picked up a small clipboard that was laying on it, and felt how realistic it was before I set it back down. Everything felt stable enough to proceed. I wanted to find a DC to interact with. I walked out of the bedroom and across a short hallway into another bedroom whose door was left open. There was a man sitting down on the opposite side of a bed who quickly stood up as I entered the room. As soon as I saw him everything immediately went black and I woke up.

I was at some gas station having just pulled in and stopped right in the middle of it for some reason, not in a space or anything. I got out of the car and locked the doors, but I had forgotten to shut the windows. Not realizing this I walked into the convenient store and got a soda, I think. Then, I walked back outside to find some idiot reaching into my car! He unlocked the passenger side door through the window and jumped in. He somehow started it without using the keys and started to drive off. I ran up to the car and jumped on to the passenger side window. He started flying down the road and, for some reason, I couldn't pull myself through the window.

He didn't noticed me (I don't think) and just kept on speeding away. Then, somebody who resembled an older man with a white mustache and long white hair shot one of the tires with a gun. The tire burst and the man driving the car stopped and got out. He started to run but he tripped and couldn't get up. At this point I could finally get into the car and pull myself through the window and I saw that there was just a button to start it. That's not how it was. At this moment I woke up.

Also had two lucid sex dreams, but I won't post the details

I know at first there was some part of the dream where I was with some people I knew (remember only mother though) and that I somehow searched for materials to forge weapons.
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I was talking with my brother and there was a blue clear beautiful sky outside with just a very thin layer of clouds. It started raining and I said to him that rain with an clear blue sky is the most beautiful weather (which is actually my opinion) and did an random reality check (likely due to an track playing in reality that moment) not expecting anything strange, yet my nose felt unusual and I could freely breath, tried it again and became lucid, seeing a person through the window I tried to change his color but without success. I still wasn’t perfectly sure what was going on and as to not embarrass myself I did my world severing seal silently, my brother though vanished without me noticing and I was going out of the room through the building. It looked casual yet somehow special; everything was bright but in a positive way. I instinctively made a daring jump dawn the staircase and went outside, under an intensively green tree were some snack bars lying. I looked skeptical at them but didn’t pay more attention. I massively tried to get rid of the drowsiness and it at least partially worked, I wanted to search for a nice free location to do what I was planning to do (looking back I should’ve just started where I was, but though I was less drowsy, I wasn`t completely myself yet ). I came across a lot of children, each with a different toy gatling gun. Then I found a big open place and decided that I would start doing my experiments here, strange enough the walls of the buildings around looked somewhat like shelves and there was a trapeze hanging from the sky. I remember randomly grabbing it but then the dream turned all grey and fuzzy, and I noticed I was waking up. I tried to get back in but without success.


As I woke up though there was a lucidity track playing, at 15 minutes. It was the one called lucid remix which I found in this post: http://www.dreamviews.com/f44/audio-...ository-55276/
I once had this track playing a lot of times randomly in the middle of the night, and it always only woke me up. After a long break (over a month) and a bit success I used this track for the first time again this night and had immediate success.
Also the numbers are telling me I likely kept my lucidity at least for a few minutes and that I successfully achieved my first EILD.