lucid

10/23/11
NON-LUCID, LUCID Explaining and Talking SEMI-LUCID
I was in this building, and a security guard asked me what I was doing here, and I told him a reason why and he said okay. I thought I was going to have to explain a bit more to him. I don’t know where I am, but I’m in this place where there are a lot of doors. I believe I was taken to a foreign country, but it didn’t feel any different.

We were doing random things, probably related to college work, but it was like a scavenger hunt type of a game. I meet random people, and I recall one girl saying some nonsense and laughing because she went the wrong way. We even had this contest on who would get the most books on random selves. There was a piece of paper that was electronic that had a green bar fill up with a certain percentage depending on how many books were contained in the selves.

I managed to reach the minimum amount and started bragging “Oh what now, what now!!?” Then I open this door and close it and see 3 people. One was my mother wearing a light green shirt, and on the right of her was lady with just the back of her body shown to me. And on the left my mother was this lawyer who was African-American who was fairly huge in size. I think he was wearing a suit, a dark blue suit and tie.



It looked as if he halted his conversation he had with my mother and the lady, and probably just wanted to wait until I got out. I think he was even smiling, like he was going to say something about why I was here, but he just kept quiet. I exit the room from the same door I came in. I can’t recall when I entered the same door again, but when I did, my mother and the lady appeared again, and my mother said “Hi” with a smile. The same lawyer was there who halted his conversation, but I don’t think he was saying anything to the two people because they weren’t even facing his direction.

I leave the room again, but from a different door. I see the same security guard, but he didn’t worry to approach me again. I go down the stairs, and the stairs were wide and I hear a voice that was on an intercom that talked about how students went on some trip to Europe, and I just went on that trip.

Then I had this dream where me and a few girls (2-3) of them were looking for something. The area was pretty high, and it had a Prince of Persia feel to it.



It had the fancy see-through curtains and doors that opened up and down. I was just following these girls; I believe we were in some competition. It felt like playing a video game. I met this black girl that looked familiar, I believe we met in middle school, but I didn’t bother to pay attention to her too much. My mind still wasn’t aware. We were on this train track and were racing with vehicles, and we had to avoid these small black mines with silver spikes on them.




But we went pass them and they didn’t explode.

Then we reached the end of the track and it was me vs. the same black girl. I think we had to fight with weapons and armor, but it was very soft armor (kind of like fighting with a nerf bat lol).





I can’t remember much after that, so I woke up and decided to do a WBTB since I woke up probably a few minutes early before my alarm rang. I drink a glass of apple juice, and then ate a Rice Krispies bar. I started to sleep, but then I realized I should turn the alarm on my PC that was set for 4 something AM off and just sleep since I had another alarm clock that woke me up for 5:30 AM. I checked the timer on my PC and saw it was set for 2:45 AM, and thought I set it for 3:45 AM, but I was probably just being too observant and realized I started to sleep around 9 something PM. There was an hour left on the countdown before the alarm rang, which confused me, but I didn’t bother dealing with that.

I go to sleep, felt some heaviness on my nose and body, and I was counting down from 99 taking deep breathes and exhaling. I reached to 0 and started to count again, and that’s when I believe I started feeling some heaviness on certain parts of my body. Then the feeling eventually went away.

Then I woke up, but it was a false awakening, I wasn’t sure at the time. So I check my alarm clock. The time was 6:00 AM. But I knew I set the alarm for 5:30 AM, so I had to hear it before (trust me the alarm rings pretty loud, and I would’ve had to made an effort to reach my arm to stop).


I do a reality check my pinching my nose, and I could breathe in and out. I did it several times to make sure I wasn’t breathing before I pinched my nose. I remained calm and tried to stabilize my dream by rubbing my hand. There was some light near the door to get out of my apartment, which was weird because I turned off all my lights before I slept, which helped proved I was dreaming.

As I opened the door, I was still skeptical though, I was in my underwear, which I was in before I slept as well. This dream was really vivid, probably because it was close to morning in waking life. I didn’t want to barge out in my underwear and make people think I was crazy.

So I decided to open it slightly to observe the environment outside. The clouds were dark and gray, kind of ominous. The trees where fairly tall with bright green leaves, but I didn’t pay attention to it that much. It was windy, almost as if a storm was about to manifest.



Then I was sure I was dreaming. There was this large area with buildings with brown a brick-layered composition. I get out of my house and ran towards the school, but I believe it was a part of the university I go to (Texas A&M University). I think it was the Heldenfels building where I had my Chemistry and Biology lectures and labs.





I’m inside the building; it still had that mildly dark setting outside with the dark clouds. I see all these students get out, and I believed I did another RC to not become to indulged with the dream.

After a while, I looked at more DCs that were manifested, and I thought to myself “I should meet my Dream Guide.” I remain calm, and headed for the restrooms. I see the men’s restroom, but I knew that if I wanted to meet my Dream Guide, I should head for the Women’s restroom I always had females that tried to reach out to me in my dreams, that's why.




I go in the women’s restroom, and I crouch down to see if there people in the bathroom. I just saw one pair of legs and decided to towards it.




And guess what? It’s a blonde girl. Most of my dreams involved me meeting a blonde figure or hearing the voice of a blond I knew in waking life.



She was doing her business, but the way she did it was weird. She had to stand and bend down on the urinal and was facing me instead of having her back turned (I was probably confused because I thought of the women’s restrooms in anime where the urinal was on the floor and they had to bend down).

Spoiler for Pic for the position she was in (No private parts showing but may be disturbing to some people XD):

Then I had this temptation to just look at her urinating. I didn’t want to get too into it, so I just told her to stop. I think I fingered her to make her stop urinating (wait what?!?! LOL)

I grabbed her, and the bathroom urinals were split apart of course, they had white borders on the side. I held her and leaned her against the wall on one of the borders. I looked into her eyes, and asked, “Are you my Dream Guide?”

She smiled and said “Yesss .” (Her face changed a little bit, I don’t know, it just felt weird). She had her arms wrapped around my neck, not choking, just as if she was trying to hug me and seduce me.



I think she said her name was Rebecca, it took me a few seconds to process that, but it was Rebecca. I wanted to make sure that this wasn’t a DC trying to be a wannabe DG.

So I replied, “How?” She replied, “Do you want me to show you how? I can go into your mind…” She started to bend her neck a little bit, her whole body was on me, and she was holding on to me by hugging around my neck. I didn’t panic or anything. She slowly brings her head from bending her neck and her eyes are different. They started to get big.

I paused her and said, “What? Wait, what hold on hold on!” I look around the restroom to get some clarity, but she probably wanted me to just focus on her face. I saw some other girl come into the restroom, but she didn’t scream seeing me in the restroom, but she left like she was afraid.

I tried to talk to her more and more, I wasn’t excited or anything, I was calm. She said that she would get into my mind. Then after that, everything turns pitch-black.

Out of all of the DCs I met in that dream, she stood out the most, she didn’t panic that I was in the Women’s Restroom, and she didn’t just sit there looking lifeless like my other DCs. She was as aware as I was, but her face was altered when I got close to her, but I just couldn’t get a good mental image on the change.

I woke up, but my eyes weren’t open, so I decided to do a DEILD. But I just had a sudden burst of energy and felt alive. I wasn't groggy or anything, I spend a few minutes thought remaining still, but I decided that I was too awake to try doing another WILD since I opened my eyes after attempting the DEILD.


Oh and she said her name was Rebecca.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Took some new supplements for the first time last night and this morning. Worked like a charm, perhaps a bit too good. Mental overload. Anyways I got my lucid, I haven't had any tasks in particular in mind lately but I still had a good time. My second LD in which I had sex and didn't wake up.

23.45: Sleep

06.30: Are you 18? MILD
I'm watching a girl of twelve or so bike around on a busy street. She crosses the road and is amazingly not hit by any cars. A man with some kind of flying robot by his side is chasing her. I follow the girl into a hotel. I go into first person perspective and I'm the one who's being chased. I run towards the elevators and enter one of them. A man with a baby cart goes in after me and prevents the doors from closing. I push all the buttons and hope for the door to close. The man who's chasing me appears and tries to grab me over the cart but fails. He walks out of sight and I figure he's going up the stairs.

The doors close and I press the "3" button. Aswell as all the rest to confuse the man if he checks. I get out and look around. 'Gotta find a place to hide!' I only see apartment doors and realise I have no time to waste. I enter an apartment as quietly as possible and close the door. There are two closed doors infront of me, one to my right and one infront of me. I enter the one to my right and take a peek. I see two adults sleeping in a bed. "Who's there?" a woman asks. I close the door and run out of the apartment as fast as I can.

'Perhaps the next floor will be empty.' I run up the stairs and enter the first door to my left. It has the exact same layout. Once again I enter the room to my right and once again it's a bedroom. A little girl is sleeping on the bed. I figure she won't notice me if I get under the bed and lie there until the man chasing me cools off.

The dream skips. I wake up in a bed. 'Where the hell am I?' I can hear someone moving next to me. 'Oh fuck, I fell asleep next to the girl!' I start whispering to the girl, explaining what's going on.

"Also, I think I'm dreaming." I say. "I've been going in and out of lucidity all morning." "What's lucidity?" she asks me. "It's when you are lucid in a dream, you know you're dreaming." She giggles and moves closer to me. She doesn't look like a small girl, more like a teenager. "In that case" she says and gets ontop of me. "Wow, wait a second, how old are you?" I ask her shocked. "Old enough" she says with a smile. "Are you eighteen?" She shakes her head. "Are you eighteen?" I ask again. Once again a headshake.

'Hold on, that's Monica!' "Are you eighteen?" She nods and I'm good to go. I enter her and come in just a few seconds. I focus on things around me to keep me in the dream and it works. I've left a mess though and I grab some paper to clean myself up. "Are you coming with me downstairs?" I ask her. "Nah" she says. I finish cleaning myself up, but realise I didn't have to. I exit the apartment butt naked, whistling. I head down the stairs, feeling the smooth, wooden, curved handles going on both sides. "I COME FROM A LAND DOWN UNDER!" I sing loudly.

I count my fingers loudly. "One, two, three, four, five, all there!" I reach the lobby which is empty. I feel like breaking some stuff. "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!" I yell as loud as I can, focusing on breaking some windows. After a few seconds they all shatter. 'Cool!' I walk to the right into the dining hall. There's a big bar in there and I spot two waiters. A large bottle of coke is on the bar and I try to break it with my mind. It starts bubbling like crazy but I can't break it.

The barman appears. 'Perhaps I should kill him... No, that would suck.' He tells me something which I don't quite get. 'Uh oh, dream starts to fade.' I turn around and see a whole table full of breakfast. I grab some bread and shove it in my mouth. Next up is some hard cheese and after that some egg shells. I chew franticly as I regain some clarity to the dream. I grab a bun aswell and eat it all up. The dream remains stable a few seconds until it starts to fade again.

06.30: WBTB 15 minutes

09.30: Dreams and frags
*A girl seems to like me and follows me around. The dream skips and I'm at my old house where I grew up. I walk to the back and see atleast ten reindeer in the woods. They come up to me and my mom and starts licking my face. "Check if they have any diseases" I tell my mom who does so. A bunch of people show up and we all sit down in a circle. A kid with ADHD interrupts us and we yell at him. My youngest brother, Morgan, is sitting next to me. I can see he's got tattoo's all over his body.

*I'm cooking food for our group in two pans. There's onions, carrots and some red paste. "We need to buy more onions and stuff" I tell my brother. I leave the pans for a second to check the freezer. It's filled with blueberry pies. A vampire has a crush on me. "That damn vampire woman, I might have to fuck her to get rid of her" I tell my brother. I get back to the cooking and there's barely anything left. I mix them two and pour some taco spice mix into it all.

*My aunt Helen is getting married and she has trouble deciding what her last name should be. I give her some advice about mixing her current one with her husband's. She wants to use her dead brother's name. "Dead brother? He isn't dead?" I ask her confused. She tells me a story about how my uncle Tony died, when they were younger. Apparently he fell into the lake and hit his head on a rock.

*I'm with Martin and my cousin Linus. We're at some exhibition, there are dinosaur skeletons on shelves and I check them out. I know they're fake, but my brother thinks I think they are the real deal. He decides to mess with me and makes the shelf sway.

*I'm with a group of people and we're playing some kind of game. The goal is to go through a house that's like a maze. In one room with a bookshelf in it, I get separated from the rest as I head into the next one. It's got an oven in it and I realise you have to crawl through the oven to get to the next room. It's hot though. I try to cool it down with a sponge and cold water but it's not getting much colder. My cousin Therese shows up. "We have to restart" she tells me. "Damnit, okay then" I say. To restart it all, you have to die. I hold up a paper version of me. She cuts it with a big knife. I open my mouth and let her insert the knife there. I can feel it going in at the back of my throat but it doesn't hurt. It's extremely uncomfortable though. She shoves it in hard and it feels weird when it hits the bone. I slowly black out.

09.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 10 hours

Supplements: 200 mg B6, 100 mg 5-HTP. WBTB: 1 x Lucid Dreamer, 100 mg L-Theanine.

That's it! The L-Theanine didn't really work. I still had trouble going back to sleep. Oh well, the rest did what it should.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I don't remember all the specific details of this lucid dream, only that while I was in this junkyard area near a chain link fence and a railroad, I realized I was dreaming.
It didn't take me that long...

"There is no way I'm going to spend my dream in a place I could just as easily drive to in real life,"I muttered.
I decided to use the "fall back" method of going into a different dreamscape, and briefly wondered what would happen if I found myself in bed.
"I hope I don't idiotically think I'm up."
Thankfully, or perhaps not, I found myself near a hotel and/or tavern of sorts at night. I had the sinking suspicion I had to find a jewel of some sort. I had nothing better to do--actually, there was a lot of things I could have done, one of which would have won me a lifetime trip to the penitentiary--so I went to look for it. Luckily, the lights from the hotel kept coming on because the residents kept hearing me rustling around the hideous bushes surrounding another building. I fell back again and found myself on a farm.
...Where I knew I had to find a pig.
"A pig? A pig?! Unless that pig is codeword for breakfast sausage, I am not interested!"
I left that farm in a hurry.
I went to a bunch of other places using the fall back method, until I came across a pain in the butt family who knew everything about me and the real world.
"You should totally live with us,"said one member.
"Uh, no."
"Come on, come on!"
"Bye."
I tried doing the fall back method again, but I was so irritated (that family, while very friendly, was just too friendly) that I couldn't do it. When I finally managed to calm down, the morons pulled me so I couldn't fall back.
"We don't want you to go! You're a fun person,"a girl said.
A fun person?
If I had a dollar for every time someone said that, I would be a very poor person.
Anyway, I shook her off and...then I woke up.

So the setting of this dream was strange. We were in a house that looked like the house I grew up in when I was growing up (age 8-12). There was a swamp at the edge of our yard.

There were a bunch of creepy crawlies everywhere out side. Big spiders, snakes, scorpions, etc. I remember walking around outside and looking at all the snakes and stuff because I was bored and had never seen snakes with that much color before.

So I start looking at all the snakes and then realise that there were way too many snakes around the house. I find my dad and he tells me to use the shovel because he was busy.

Okay so this is where all that appears possible become extremely strange and out of the ordinary. I watched a movie called "The Dreamcatcher" a few days ago. In that movie there were these monsters that infect people with there bites and make them impregnated with another monster. Well they look quite scary.



So after seeing these outside I panic and run for the house to warn my family of the extremely lethal snake/worm things.

Now that I have seen one, I start seeing a bunch of them. I run in the house and shut all the doors. I open up all the cabenets for any tool for survival but find nothing. Then we start hearing noises in the airvents and the walls and they soon start getting closer. We start seeing them in the smaller rooms and kill em on sight until there are too many of them to fight. We flee outside for our lives.

I run outside away from our house, dodging the horrific worms as I go until I get this sudden extraordinary feeling of awareness of what the crap was going on.

OMGWTFBBQ!!!!!!! LUCIDITY!!!!!!!!

So my first thought when I obtained lucidity was I could do anything I wanted but I am pissed off at these worms and they need to die. I close my eyes and cringe my stomach and think of flying and I start floating up above the house and all around the area was a beautiful city with lights and skyscrapers and the sight was incredible (amazing to see what your mind can come up with). I then look down at all the snakes and act like I am grasping them with the force and they all float up all around me in the air and they are flouncing about in the air unable to move anywhere. I felt the burning rage and they all exploded with fire and sparks.

After that, I decide to have some fun with the dream and fly to meet some of my friends in city and I see a couple of people I hang out with after Church. I look at the street and imagine a racecar and a yellow nascar appears. I jump in and then my friend Haley jumps in with me and says WOW THIS IS AWESOME CAN I RIDE WITH YOU?!?!?! I said sure and she jumps in with me. We race down the street and then onto a track and then I make the car fly into an open street square with tall buildings and signs and land it in the middle of the square. She asks me how did I do the stuff I'm doing and I said well this is a dream and she agreed with me and went along with it (odd how that happened because usually dream projections disagree with me and argue). Then I see some relatives and follow them into a building and I am now in a tall house that is like a fancy condo. I talk around a bit and then I wake up after a while of exploring the familiar faces. LFS

Have been sick for the past week and don't really remember much dreams. Feel alot better today and had these.

Became lucid. Kara was there. I was showing her energy balls at safeway. Nothing coming out but I was making sound effects like they were working and everything was blowing up. Kara believed the sounds and begged me to stop. Forgot the rest.

Was in some wrestling tourney. I kept getting pissed because the wrestlers weren't following the rules.

Was thinking about my previous lucid and fell into another one. It was super bright and sunny and I was at some park. My mom was there to help me out. I told her I was having trouble doing powers. She said I wasn't believing enough. I sad I was trying but I couldn't. I looked at the sun. It was orange and misty. I loved how I could look at it without waking up. I did worry a little that its brightness could possibly wake me. I showed my mom how I tried to fly. I was a little scared I would float to the sun for some reason so I didn't give it ky full effort. I jumped ans bounced around the park barley getting off the ground. I was so dissapointed. My mom said that people said she would never have powers and look at her now. She did a couple really cool spins and flew into the air. I asked her to teach me and she agreed. We went through various little excersises and the sun got really bright. I started screaming nooooo as the sun grew so bright I was blinded. I woke into a fa where I was in school watching some Spanish show. Its funny because the show was broadcasting a previous dream I had this morning. I got up and ran out to get my phone and write my lucid down. I sat back down and wrote it down.

Jake came in my apartment and left a ton of boxes and told us to watch it for him for a couple days and left without saying anything. I was pissed that he didn't ask and thought it was dilled with drugs. We searched all of it and couldn't find anything. He later came back in a different dream and told us we owed him money. There was weed in some of those boxes. They were stacked on top of eachother on the scale. There were ounces. The dream ended and later in the morning we were back at my house and jake now lives with us. Kara and I were in some weird fight and i went to his room to hang out. He gave me a hit of his personal stash and said there was no better weed. I got really high and wandered around the house. I wanted to go jack off and went tomy my room. The dreamscape changed and I was outside in the rain. I was sleeping on the street next to a giant puddle. I was almost fully soaked and thought that I would just easy my blanket later.

This whole lucid was just me exploring around a city area with Red. Pretty stupid.

I dream I am in a town. I'm standing near a small store by the road. I now suddenly become lucid! I now see a red Corvette parked a three-way intersection. And for some odd reason, Raditz is driving it.
Ignoring that, I run up to the Corvette, and I kick him out. I get in, and I hit the gas. I begin to drive away at high speeds. I end up on a side road, then I take another turn, and there's a pond! I super jump as the car goes into the pond. I now land back at the store. I land painfully. So, I steal yet another car. I have the same result, ending up in the water, and super jumping, landing painfully next to the store. Of fuck this! I am now in a building. What the hell? How'd I get here?! This about where I awake.

The only part of this lucid I remember is being lucid in a dark classroom with some friends. What shit.

I dream I'm living back on my old street. However, I'm living in a different house on that street. I go outside. It is a bright sunny day. Not a cloud is in the sky right now. I go to the edge of the driveway to get the mail. When I pull out the mail, this kid Logan's book bag is in the mailbox. That's weird. I decide to return it to him now. He actually lives on the same street(in real too as a matter of fact). I run up to his house with the book bag. I go inside, and there is a party currently going on. I see many fellow classmates, friends, and just other random people I know. I walk around with the book bag, probably making people think I'm a total idiot. I can't seem to find Logan, so I place the book bag in a closet by the door. I now leave and begin to walk back to my house. I jump for some reason, and I go a good twenty feet. I land thinking, what the fuck? I do it again, and now I'm flying! Holy shit! So now, I land, and I realize that I'm dreaming! Alright, time to do the Indiana Jones TOTY! I now get ready to fly off, when I awake. MOTHERFUCKER!

Bits and pieces of the dream(s) are a little vauge (been super busy and stressed with work so I havent worked on LD and my dream recall has been miserable). I was only lucid for a portion of one of the dreams. What I did during that lucid kind of bothers me and reaffirms by DGs comment on me being "a little wild" I'll only post the lucid part because the dream would take forever to write.


I'm in a big city walking on the streets with my wife when we being to discuss dreams.
"For all I know this could be a dream. Wait... a.... minute..."

I become lucid
Not expecting to be lucid, and the fact Im still pretty new to it, I don't stablize the dream
I think for a minute if I actually want to try to find my DG again.
I decide its worth a shot but I wont try too hard.
I turn around and walk away from my wife to try and find a DC.
Talking to no one, I shout: "Is my dream guide around anywhere?"
"Her name is... uh.. er.." For the life of me I can't remember it.
I walk up to a group of DCs and ask one of them
"Im looking for this woman.. she was in my dreams before"
"Her name started with an A Im pretty sure."
He looked a little scared and shifts his eyes around as if to check who was listening.
DC: "We don't talk about her. She's not here. She's up there" (points to the sky)
I shrug it off and don't press any further.
I start to walk away and decide it isn't worth it
This really hot blonde runs up and grabs me
DC: "You have to help us"
She starts flirting hard core and I could tell she wants to have sex with me so Id help them.
I don't like wasting time on sex in lucid's since its not nearly as satisfying as the real thing.
I kind of shrug her off and walk away.
This is when my DG shows up.
She flashes down from the sky and appears next to me.
She seems happy to see me.
"There you are, I was looking for you. Whats going on here, why are these people all afraid of you?"
We continue to walk together.
She's very flirty (touching and smiling, etc) as she explains
"We're at war with these people, and you have significant power, so they want you on their side"
My memory flashes back to me doing all these supernatural things - fighting all these different people. I was able to manipulate all the elements
and energy around me to do various things (fly, shock waves, energy balls, wind blasts, etc)
For some reason this doesn't really surprise me or give me any inclination to try them out.
For some reason (despite not liking to bother with sex in lucids) I decide I want to have sex with her
I start groping her. She seems a little embarrassed but smiles anyway.
"I want to have sex"
She looks surprised and looks around "What, here? In front of all these people?!?"
I still try to make advances and she pushes me
"No, I don't want to here"
I get pretty angry at this point and shove her down into a ditch
"Well what are you good for then?"
I walk away and the dream begins to fade, and I let it.


Im an ***hole in my dreams. Holy crap. Id never treat someone like that IRL. She was happy to see me and I treated her like ****. The whole "at war" thing is a little confusing, and Im not sure what those flashbacks were all about. I hope I can continue this story-line or whatever it is and didn't ruin it by treating the only DC I've met with a "mind of its own" like garbage.

I did a WBTB and went back to sleep, and I instantly knew I was dreaming, so I did a reality check to be sure. It felt unreal, I flew up to the top of the area I was in and I visualized where I wanted to be. I visualized a bunch of houses, with graffiti on them. Also, there was this guy who wanted to demolish all of the houses, so I blew up his house, thinking to myself. "This house will explode." Then, I told my friend "I'm dreaming." And he wanted proof, so I picked up the car he was in. The dream wasn't that vivid, and I almost woke up twice so I spun around in the dream. but I eventually did wake up. I went back to sleep for more, then I was in a Spongebob world, I did an RC and I was in fact dreaming. So i flew and flew, until it was night time. Then I found a race track lit up with neon lights and followed it to a casino. Then, I woke up for good.

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Regular Lucid dreamsigns
MILD/DILD
I was commuting from work to shopping center, when front tire of my scooter got a flat. So I was walking around this typical California style shopping center with stores lining a big, square shaped parking lot, looking for a tire repair shop. Sometimes I took a shortcut through some nightmarish buildings, where bad things were waiting for me. I was throwing sleeping grenades at bad things so they don't wake up and attack me from by back. I tried to imagine the smoke from the grenades, but no joy. So I backed out from these buildings and continued my search for a tire shop. I met two former classmates, that were not willing to give me a ride and a really rude sales person in a shop.

Then I find myself in a huge 1-story hangar-type building. There are thousands of people - looks to me like we are all kids, maybe 15 years old. There are exits on one side of the hangar, so we form lines to exits. But when we get to exits, they are actually corridors like a maze, that if we do it right, will lead us out of this place, where I felt we were not safe. We follow the kids in front of us but loose site of them. Now we don't know how to get out.

Finally we come to this door. Look out the window and see some grassy landscape. But the view outside starts to move to the right and our landscape is now lined up with an exit to the right of us. In front of us is a wet landscape with mud, lots of wood piled up. We exit and approach what looks like remnants of a firefight. Burned out car and such. Right there is a building that looks like a barn and it doesn't have a front wall. Inside is light up by a lamp and there are military type rucksacks and from the ceiling hangs a sigh that says "Your Employer" and some red and blue military badge. From this I understand, that my group of people were put in this dream scenario, where we are supposed to act out the scenario for someone's amusement.

I see in a distance group of fighters, their uniforms look British, but not modern. Maybe from era when they were in India. They are coming closer to us and we start looking for weapons to protect ourselves from them. There is a bunch of weapons on the ground. I pick a sturdy looking sword and something heavy to hit with. Then they come to us and we realize, that we are the new guys for their unit, the replacements. I suddenly realize, that This is a dream. I look at my left hand, it's all grey and my middle finger is much longer than it should be. I try to make it even longer and it stretches out to more than 10 feet. I start to touch my clothes and leg of a soldier to stabilize the dream. I yell stabilize lucidity, increase clarity. It's getting brighter, like at sunrise, but clarity is not much better. Then my mom wakes me up IRL.

10.20.2011

My Dream Guide Returns (Semi Lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had gotten only 4 hours of sleep on the 18th and 1 hour of sleep on the 19th so I basically crashed at 8:30 last night. I was sleep walking and talking deliriously and everything. It gave me a ton of REM and extra sleep. Somewhere during the night I had this dream.

I was in one of the top floors of a skyscraper. I was infiltrating a large corporation, they were probably evil and wanted to take over the world or something. There was a party going on. Everyone talking in groups and wearing suits and dresses while they drank and ate appetizers. I was standing on my own observing what everyone was doing. I randomly became semi lucid. A group of people not far from me dispersed and behind them was a girl who looked in her early 20s with red hair wearing a black dress and a large witches hat with a silk ribbon coming off the tip that went down to her waist. I immediately recognized her as my dream guide! I became filled with happiness and relief. It had been 9 months since I first met her and 9 months of searching to try and find her again. She was weaning different clothes than the first time I saw her. Then she was wearing a different dark purple dress and hat.

I ran up to her and hugged her and said "finaly!". She was taller than me. I am very dissapointed that I was only semi lucid. I didn't think to ask her her name or any of the very important things I had planned on asking her. In fact we didn't really talk for the rest of the dream because we were under cover. She helped me infiltrate and spy on the corporation. My lucidity dropped as I followed the dream but I was content to just be with my dream guide again.

Eventually I woke up and was very happy and disappointed at the same time. I had done the one thing that had challenged me for so long but I didn't actually do it myself, she came to me while I was semi lucid like the first time I met her. Also I didn't go through with the plan I had tried to ingrain into my head on what to do when I met her. I didn't know what to say because I was so happy like the first time I met her. Hopefully this will mean she is going to start showing up more and we can start my training like she promised we would. I'm going to start committing more to lucid dreaming again and I will remember to ask her her name next time!

Lucid
Dreamed that I peed my pants. Said 'hey, I'm dreaming!' Instantly went into a False awakening, and kindof was in an in between state, then fell back into the dream.