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I woke up in the bed of my old house out of breath.
I look to the corner but couldn't see anything but knew a bad entity was there.
I try to get up and run to the next room but a giant force is pushing me down.
I crawl to the door way and try to make it to my mother's room.
I make it to the door way and I can't breath because of this force.
I crawl to the bed and try to wake her up but she isn't responding.
She just roles over away from me ignoring me.
So I get up and walk back to my room and lie down in my bed to die.
Lying there in pain, dying and my consciousness is fading out to black.
Then an old man's face flashes before my eyes.
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After seeing the old man's face I woke up springing foreword in bed and out of breath.
I feel terrified and always seem to feel surprised that I'm in my current house and not my past house. I have has this dream numerous times and do not recognize the old man.

Morning of December 29, 2013. Sunday.



Unfortunately, relating to my sister, this dream turned out to be precisely precognitive - in several different ways regarding other aspects as well.

For some reason that has no real-life logic or associations whatsoever, my family and I seem to be driving through the middle of Texas, USA (possibly Austin at one point but towards Abilene) with an unknown male (relative?) Although it seems to be near the center of the state eventually, there is a fictional place where Texas and three other states join perfectly in the middle - which makes such little sense, I wonder why I did not see the erroneous “logic” right away - how can a state have a place in the middle of its large area (miles and miles from any border) where it is the intersection of four states? Ridiculous. At one point, there is a huge dome-like structure of ice that covers seemingly the entire region (but perhaps represents where the fictional state borders connect), but is not that high in the air. Near the center is a five-pointed-star-shaped opening to the sky, it seems. There is another area where a similar structure, or set of structures made of ice are seen. Ice and snow everywhere in Texas (as in the far north), four joining borders in the center of a larger needfully borderless region. Weird and entirely without sense. Oh well.

The other dream is quite moody and serious. It seems my sister is in the state of dying, but also seems like an entirely different person for much of the time in terms of appearance. She is still alive as of this writing, but has had a lot of health-related problems over the years, many related to smoking and being overweight. At one point, she looks like a taller Caucasian woman (possibly English) of about seventy or more, with light hair and a longer and more angular face than my sister ever had. My wife and I are at her home. It seems like the house will be ours at one point (inherited, apparently), which makes no sense, as my sister rented that place and no longer lives there (Loomis Street). I start thinking about planning to move all of our possessions to the USA somehow. At one point, I am wondering what had happened to my brother-in-law. However, there is an even stranger distortion. My sister, in my dream, is seemingly married to my wife’s step father even though he would be much younger (although in real life, this parallels my wife’s “disturbed” mother - who went after him when he was a younger teenager and when she was fairly old and not only did not get arrested, but two of her children are his - the things she has gotten away with in her lifetime are beyond what most people could imagine - although it is possible this dream relates to her present circumstances in some way, but I have not seen her in years, thankfully).

At one point I see him leaning over her as she is on her back on a mattress on the floor near the doorway to the kitchen (almost fully to the northwest corner, but with a bit of space at the implied foot of the mattress). It first seems that she has died and I feel a strange sadness. However, she is only in the stage of wanting/waiting to die. At one point, when I am near them, I tell both of them that they are not who they are supposed to be and that I do not know them - and almost become a bit more semi-lucid than I had been to that point, but not fully aware. I notice that she has strange marks all over her stomach and arms - seemingly stretch marks from rapid weight lost (at first). However, they actually look more like some sort of smaller and large number of reddish bird-beak-shaped scars (sideways bird-beak-like, yet sort of like compressed, symmetrically paired “W” shapes) that are slightly more fleshy or raised in the center, much like a livestock brand in which the skin has since become more loose. The wrinkled wounds seem to mean something else relating to her illness or advanced age but still seem to have something to do with weight-loss or the body “shrinking” somehow.

Curiously enough, they remind me of a dream of way back when I was a younger teenager - “The Butterfly People” - about a group of people - a family - who had butterfly-shaped welts all over their bodies. They lived in caves and seemed somewhat dangerous to other (“normal”) people and possibly somewhat cannibal-like. My dream had nothing to do with butterflies, really.

At a later point, she is sitting up on the end of the mattress closest to the kitchen doorway. I do not see the other male. At this point, she looks a little more like my sister again, but fairly thin. I am concerned but she seems resigned to her circumstances and seems to want no sympathy at all regarding the “wearing out” of her body and health (and actually seems angry at the potential of recovery or living longer). “I am waiting to go to Hell,” she states seriously, and confidently, with an angry tone relating to her body “expiring” and implying that she, as a conscious being, will still continue to exist (possibly forever) in such a place - but obviously does not seem keen on the idea - although it is not quite at all sure what “Hell” would be like (or maybe she is talking symbolically, unsure, but she does seem to think her existence will continue somehow - apparently ALL people go to Hell when they die as a “natural order” of things - still being trapped within the dynamics of their last physical illness - or maybe it is a connection to those commonly deemed “insane” Jack Chick Christian comics I had the misfortune to read years ago, which were weirder and more unrealistic than the horror comics of the day) - assuming she is even referring to one of the various Christian theories (none of which I remotely believe in). This is rather odd, as it is very unlike me to have Christian mythology in dreams in a more “serious” way (usually “devils” and such are associated with the comic book character “Hot Stuff” and little more, although medieval dragons have always been an “enemy”, but now only appear as cartoon-like rough sketches, usually with broken or incomplete lines). This is not a nightmarish scenario, just a bit unsettling and very vivid in terms of environmental focus and detail. However, not much drama happens after this and it actually does seem to carry and odd awareness of an old Jack Chick tract I read on the school bus as a boy - and wondered how human beings could actually believe in such things.

From here, though, I end up in a tulpa-based dream of primarily a happy mood, moving towards bliss and sensual ecstasy, in an unfamiliar area with several other younger people, mostly Japanese. It is a smaller building with an arced roof of an unknown purpose - almost like a very small aircraft hanger. I am aware that a dinosaur, a tyrannosaurus, is just outside and could easily put his head down and through the open end of the hall-like structure (and even quickly eat me), but does not. I am not concerned at all. In fact, I actually contemplate creating a drama by willing the dinosaur to cause trouble or to damage the building (even to chase me around a bit), but that thought does not fully materialize, so to speak. The big dinosaur just walks around outside and causes no trouble. I am not lucid, yet I still seem to have an amazing focus over elaborate thought-control and related detail at this point. I hold a version of my wife close and intimately and we speak of getting married soon as if we only met that week. It seems very harmonious and personal even though there are others standing around in the building. No one else seems concerned about the large dinosaur just outside the large entrance. It almost seems like a “left-over” from someone else’s dream that had not fully unfolded.

This is a dream I had roughly 2-4 weeks ago, and it went like this:

My character was a girl, and I was within her, sort of like an unconscious fragment of her being. She was quite young, and lived in a settlement of sorts some ways away from an abandoned city. It had been abandoned for years now, and it was just a skeleton of it's former self: You could see the metallic frames of the skyscrapers and other buildings against the horizon, and it gave a creepy feeling. Nobody went into the city because no one who went, returned.

Now, for the settlement itself: It was divided into an underground section, and an aboveground section. Both the sections had residential, and industrial sections. Most of the tech in this society was medieval looking, but equipment were salvaged from the city. There was no electricity. The whole quirky thing about this settlement was that no one believed in spirituality, or a god, or a soul. The security guards existed to reinforce this and the general rules of the settlement.

So, the story itself is short: My character starts questioning about the existence of a spirit, and god, and spirituality. My parents try dissuading her from the subject, but I persist. Eventually the guards get involved, and after failing to stop my character as well, try to kill her multiple times. Sometimes she escapes by herself, sometimes I take over and help her. In the final altercation, the head of the guard tries to ambush her. I take over, kill every single one, and kill the head of the guard with his own weapon. After this, the girl packs her things up, and leaves the settlement, and heads for the abandoned city.

Addition: Except for one instance, the sky is usually red, dark, and dreary. Especially over the abandoned skeleton city.

Had a dream where I was at a secret underground base in Norway and we were sending out jets doing secret ops from there. From there I had to learn all the intricacies of living underground. Also for some reason weed was legal at this base, so that was a whole other deal that we had to put up with. Most of the people from my work were there including my friend Scott. The underground part of the base was also mostly earth colored as if the walls were excavated. For the most part it was night time during this dream.
The underground part of the bases had many rules and regulations as to how it was run. There was also a special class that you needed to take if you were military in order to be able to take some of the weed. Many people from my shop were secretly trying to take that military course in order to be put on the list that says you can smoke it legally. I knew full well though that it was still illegal for us, but everyone wanted to sneak away to this. Near the end of the dream it got pretty interesting as there were a few close calls that made my heart pound somewhat. Also there was this one part where I m running this one part of this underground lair which happens to be a bedroom area with a huge bed and for some reason everything is freaking me out in the room as I can see all the silhouettes. I knew there was nothing to be afraid of though, and there was nothing supernatural going on but I still had a mini panic attack. After that small part I ended up waking up to the sound of me pushing my laptop off of my bed.
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We all live on a small triangle dice. Whenever the die rolls one side of it is gonna get crushed and there's a 33 percent chance of that happening. i see all the small people around me and wonder why we aren't more significant but I can't imagine why.
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You choose your poison. At one point I end up bringing up all my stuff onto a ship and there's this one small African american kid that tries to steal my stuff from the boat every now and again. I tell him to keep trying. I remember thinking that I am about to set off on an adventure like Bilbo. We were heading out to thee open ocean. I remember seeing from afar that in this video game like reality there was a few normal boats and that there were the pirates of the Caribbean boats. It turned out that the people on the boat from the third world countries made it while many of their family members did NOT. Thankfulness for our predicament, no matter if you're getting robbed, starving, been through harsh times, you're suffering is what you make off it, and is yours to learn from and grow.
Had a dream where Ozzy told me to shave my mustache because it was out of regs, but he had a chinstrap. Went on a journey because the world was ending, but I still had to check in to work. There was a town that I needed to go to to fix the water supply with an antidote but nobody wanted to drive me because they were too busy. Was a really crazy dream.
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Had a bunch of awesome dreams induced by galantamind. One was where I was in some sort of underground lair that you get to by a special train that a bunch of people get on and then someone pulls the emergency stop and the train crashes and you end up in some certain underground apartment thing where you have to face many different enemies with different powers. It seemed like it played out somewhat like dark souls and that you could level up. It seemed like it was a never ending series of choices that made you go up a spiral staircase as you fought many different and more gruesome foes. On te last floor you choose your fate and you either die b the hands of the midget wizard, some guy from dark souls or a few other people that gained powers after they exited the same train as you.
I had another dream here I had met the love of my life at a giant school like area with humongous rides and giant arcades and a giant religious sect. We shared a hug love of Disney and for this one giant tall building where a bunch of people got together and played video games, but much more than that. In another small area there seemed o be a sort of religious corrupt sect of some sort that seemed good on the surface but ultimately was not.
there was another dream where I was transported to this dark realm where I was some sort of evil king but eventually everyone got tired of me, but somehow i knew that I still had power there, and so did many other people. They locked me in this closet type deal, which was actually more like a special door where people could come and challenge me. There I was hung by my body and challengers would open my door, and as they came in I would throw them down a seemingly endless pit bellow me, never to see them again.
I had a few other lucid dreams, where in multiples of them I met the same girl that I fell in love with. I can't remember them al but I do remember that it was strong feelings.
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Had a dream where I was on a tdy with a bunch of military people that I work with, but also for some reason there ere a bunch o my classmates that just happened to be there at the same time. it was a dream where we were tdy on a tropical island and wile everyone that was in m class was there for a reason that was unknown to me, I still had to work. There was a feeling of a fresh new start for me there because it was a tdy. When I talked to my classmates there they said that there was probably some ulterior motive behind why they were there but they didn't say. At work on the island there were a few incidents that happened. When we were trying to re position jets there was a fiasco with the tow job and the jet came loose. Everything was fine in the end though.
At some point in the dream I realized that it was a dream and I started talking to the DC from my class. They wer really cool about me askinng them that if they knew it was a dream. Then we walked the beach just talking. At some point in the dream i thought that I would write down my dreams on y cop, but for some reason I had someone else laptop.
Next I remember i'm back at work on the tdy and our senior was saying that we could al leave from work or go on this tdy where they would perform all sorts of experiments and tests on us to test us. The requirements were that we had to be a1c and we had to have our gi bill, as well as a few other things. There were a bunch of dreams that all stemmed off of this giant tdy dream with my workmates and classmates. It was overall really interesting and I knew that I had to write it down so that I wouldn't forget any of it.
Me and a few other of my friends are knights and we are on a quest, but we are pretty late. I don't remember clearly much after that.
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I Live in a dorm room at the end of a row of dorms but its larger than normal and has its own yard. Light does not reach that far. I look at the time and see that it is seven forty and think that I am past the time that i need to wake up so I kind of freak out but am still chill. There is a back story as to how I got the room at the end but I can't remember. I wake up so as to go and wake up Martinez but its only five forty.
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Had a dream where I was working on aircraft at Hawaii and for some reason the other squadron hd to move a bunch of f15e's to the other side of the freeway via road. In order to do so they had to remove giant sections of the freeway with a harrier jet via airlift and then push the jest as they go over the open space with a tow vehicle wings of the jet got knocked so it fell off and I just remember thinking that it would take a lot of man hours and money to fix.
I saw that we are based out of a certain area that seemed to be a large industrial complex. I was let off of work pretty early because on the white board it said that my assignment was already complied with. We end up doing a run with Robinson, Walser, me and a few other people there. They learned what happened to the other squadron by asking me, or rather I had to tell them.
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THERE WAS ANOTHER PART OF THIS DREAM THAT REMINDS ME OF ANOTHER PART OF A DREAM i HAD A LONG TIME AGO. i AM DRIVING A SILVER HATCHBACK CAR THROUGH PRETTY DEEP OCEAN WATER THINKING THAT I WOULD BE ABLE TO FIND A PATH ACROSS THE WOODEN BRIDGE/CORAL REF UNDERNEATH THE SURFACE ER. NORMALLY IT IS PRETTY EXPOSED BUT THE TIDES REALLY MAKES A DIFFERENCE. IT TURNS OUT THAT THE WATER IS TOO DEE AND THE CAR GTETS SOMEWHAT STUCK BUT i AM ABLE TO SEMI RECOVER IT. AFTER THE WHOLE FIASCO WITH THE CAR i HAVE TO GO ALL THE WAY BACK THROUGH THIS SOMEWHAT SHALLOW AREA OF REEF THAT IS INHABITED AND OTHER ASSORTED ANIMAL AND SEA LIFE. ITS RICH AND i DON'T WANT TO DISTURB THE SEALIFE AT ALL. I ACCIDENTALLY SMASH ONES AND IT DOES NOTHING.
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Had a dream where I was on a walking dead island. I was stuck in a building at one point and I watched Aziz Ansari die to zombie illness just outside my window. I also saw the police searching with their helicopters. Timmy from South Park flew me around in a helicopter as well a a bunch of other people. The building that we were in had classrooms and the like. During the first night we all find a bunch of pot to smoke and we divide it up. We only see a couple zombies for the most part. I don't remember much after that.
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Almost partied with that dude from LMFO during the dream. He was walking around carrying a bottle of something. It was a once day and there was a library to the left down this road and at the end of it was tow buildings, one of which was a lube and I forget what the other one was. I get some hassle from other kids around but I put them in their place by acting suave. I go into the library but for some reason I take off my pants.
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In this dream I find myself back on my home island. I notice that it feels very very real. Somehow I end up in this cave up the side of the fountain facing outwards towards the water. I see a gigantic meteor fall out of the sky and decimate an entire area of the island in a heartbeat. There are huge waves crashing about and weird weather. I really do feel that this is the end and I feel sad that I will never see my family again. It turns out though that my family is in another cave to the left of the one I was in. Family friends, cousins, and my grandma was located in that cave. I started to talk to them about how this is the end and that we could not survive another strike like that. Just as I say that another gigantic meteor comes crashing down, this tie to the left and I see another portion of my island become devastated. There was intense feelings of realism there. That is what I remember.
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Had a dream where I was back at school as well as a dream where I was doing something else I can't quite remember. What I do remember is that I was at my elementary school library.
There was another part of this dream where I am playing basketball with Nguyen and there is a part where I am outside shooting hoops ad inside my old school gym. We see people going out to party.
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Had a dream where I went to Malloch's party and there was burnt gyoza there. He was flirting with two girls even though he was already married. This house party was set up at a huge college/modern/theater area where for some reason I was walking around with my cousins and my sister and mom and we were investigating a crime scene where an alien had just died. We were trying to cover it up but at the same time we were trying to bust it wide open. the aliens had purple blood which i remember because i saw a nearby elevator that had evidence of purple blood.I really wanted to investigate these vents but they were up at least sixty feet up in the air. There happened to be a giant stack of plastic boxes, grayish in color all stacked onto one another in a pyramid like fashion. My family came and we all got into it and I counted that I could go up and down it in four leaps.
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Had a dream where I Was with Courtney and
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Had a dream where I was batman and I was chasing after Harley Quinn, Joker, and Scarecrow. We were inside of a building with the joker and Scarecrow and the building is full of poisonous gas. Its a multi tiered building. It seems that the Joker has come up with some sort of extra strength laughing gas or something in a certain part of this area. I am viewing third person then I become batman. We end up chasing them around except because of our presence there , the Joker needed certain items that he didn't have to activate something that he had, and we had those items. I believe it was some sort of wireless signal type device. After they get that they disappear and we start looking for them. I end up going throughout the maze because I saw that they were gone. they didn't go through the part of the maze with the thicker poison, but for some reason I had to go into that area. When I did get to those poisonous gas area, the dream ended. if I tried harder I could have gone into dream exit induced lucid dream.
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In this dream I am hanging out with some people from high school. Some people from other grades, as well as Egoraptor and Jontron. For some reason in this dream I have a reputation of always sleeping on the job or something. We walk around to a bunch of different giant arcades, some of which has Disney and barney characters. Inside one of them I go in with my mom to see what they have and it is actually raining inside of one of the restaurants. Next thing I remember I am out on the ocean in a kayak with egoraptor and jontron and we see two whale sharks as well as what we think is a bull shark. They were very close to our boat and we were all flabbergasted. Then I end up jumping on top of the bull shark which turns into one of those long necked prehistoric type sea monsters and I ride it back to shore. While I dismount I realize that I have to go see my classmates at a shop further down the street. When I get off of the dinosaur I a given an option of whether to allow the monster to forget or remember our encounter. I let it forget it so I don't get eaten. then I walk down the boardwalk with my Nintendo ds and meet up with Jordan and Nainoa. They seem much smaller than usual. we go down more and we end up seeing Nainoa complaining about traffic rules and how dumb they are. Everyone mentions my 2ds and says that its interesting. Then the dream ends and I can't remember much more.
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Had a dream that I was in the military still but I was in some sort of new college. It was like a large gray building. We had a few really easy classes. I was with people from my high school, but all my classes were applicable to the job in the military. They were really really easy. I remember talking to David Paik and finding out from him that we have a meeting that was to discuss about how our college gets paid for and that it was mandatory. Also the next day was going to be a not have to go in to work sorta day.
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Had a dream where I was at the mall with my cousins and we went to a shop where my friend Tyler was running the stand and we bought a bunch of weed from him. Met up with my older cousin at the mall.
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Had a dream where we had a high school reunion at a mall. There was a dance party. I had met up with some chick that i knew. For some reason I was looking after her kid. Was having a good time until I lost the kid.
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Had a lucid dream with my Aunty at one point, and then with my mom. I flew around and taught my Aunty to fly and how we could change the weather. I flew around with my mom on my back.
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Had a lot of dreams having to do with dogs.
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Had an awesome really vivid lucid dream where I was able to fly around and try many different things. I flew around near an ocean and terra formed some land. I also Terra formed the ocean by making giant waves become cylinders. The experience was amazeballs. It felt very real, I could feel all the little details of it. The cool ocean breeze, etc. I end up fling near a large flat rock face and decide I want to climb it by singing the Hercules song I will find my way. I get to a point where I can't go much higher so I phase through the mountain side into the dark interior of the mountain. i see matrix code and I reach for a door and open it to another area that is inside. In this area I see and face slenderman in a few different forms. One of the forms looked like Jack skellington.
Next I see a couple of cute asian girls or possibl white girls walk out. One has a pirate costume with purple trim. i liked her a lot. I fliirted with her a bit and then walked to this other area of this malll. The middle area was another clinder tpe area with steps all around it. I lose track of this girl but then I see her on the second floor, where I am encouraged to go and get her. I climb up a tall tiled lightpole to get to her. i then end up outside walking down the street where I see a google road car drive past me and take pictures.
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Before this dream i had a somewhat ocf a nightmare. I dreamt that me and my family was on a pretty ritzy resort island. Everything was fine and awesome. Then I remember ending up back in m room iin Hawaii. I find my ipad and a bunch of other electronics are destroyed but I don't let it get me down. I take out m drawer of electronics and I go to town. I then end up back at the island somehow after we go to school and work.
Back on the island resort there were a lot of stuff to do. The floor was stone and each room had something different to do. There was a room with free food out. Eventually though there was an event where we somehow ended up running from large green demon looking things. A group of the other tourists ended up in our room tring to hide from it. I nearly get a bunch of us caught, and eventually I get caught by one of them as they open up the side windows and just drag me and a few other people out. It turns out that I just end up waking up to find that I am okay but still in the dream. the island was devastated but we were all making due. it seemed alike a really down to earth place.

Had some other non lucid dreams that had to do with Hawaii probably.
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Had a dream where my sister and I were at home with my mom. We came back to visit and we were talking about how our lives were going. For some reason I bought 2 cup noodle saimin and one pork saimin and we were eating those. It looked like we were at my house at first but then it switched over and it all seems to be a pretty normal dream as it seems very close to real life. Sister was playing league of legends so we were talking about that. I get to see my cousin Shaun as he comes over. When I look outside I find that I am in my old house back in Hawaii. I distinctly remember the taste of the cup of noodles that I got and was eating.
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Had a couple dreams where I was watching a bunch of nerd have a wedding. It was this one guy with salt an pepper hair and this other chick It seemed they were having a star wars wedding. On the left side there were a bunch of family and friends. On the right side of the wedding part there were a bunch of well known nerds like Michio Kaku and that one black dude.
Other then that I remember watching giant advertisements in the sky, probably sponsored by Disney. The one I remember the most is the one where there are giant genie legs in the sky and then it becomes a whole long commercial.
There were a bunch of other parts to this dream that I can't remember fully right now.
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Hung out at a friends house and we were trying to spades but we couldn't find the cards. Hung out watching dbz with his sisters. They had a lot of dogs and their house was pretty big. Sister's room on the left, parents room in the middle, Watson's room on the right.
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Had a somewhat nightmare that I had to do a research project on a recent death. The weird thing was that these deaths were caused by a demonic force. I remember vividly seeing some of the deaths occur and I remember after revisiting some of those houses that there was a small amount of hair stuck in the vents for each of those houses, everyone drove Mercedes, and that all of the old ladies cats would always stay outside of their owners houses. the project that I had to do for class had to do with the info that we got from each instance of research.
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Had a dream where i was with another friend that was much more powerful than me at the time. It was almost as if I was trying to gank someone in league of legends with him as we were chasing someone down. We were at some sort of giant pond that as setup like a track field. I was trying to lure the guy out so we could get the kill but he wouldn't fall for that. He notices that I split up with my teammate so he thinks this is his chance and he sprints after me. I realize how far I've gotten and sprint away from him and jump over the pond with a jump or a double jump. this goes on for a while and we are going full speed. at some point i end up jumping over again and going over fences. the chase is intense, so much so that it becomes day time. I end up going through fences and over gates. I end up running into some other person at a new setting which is like a ghetto part of the city. Its a giant Sasquatch looking kid. He tries taking me out but he doesn't get me. I run into another kid then i switch dreams

I talk to someone that is staying over at my place and he says that someone has seen coming over and opening my door and throwing stuff at him or hitting him so i get paranoid about m open door. I wait for him so i can counterattack but he never shows up. I also have a few false awakenings and a real one..
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Had a long series of lucids and a false awakening, going into space and a lot of stabilization techniques. I got to meet up with some o my friends from Hawaii and we went and chilled. Ended up going to some small shops and a bar to get cigarettes and I saw another shop that had a lot of cool nerd stuff in it. I also remember from a previous dream that there was a series of fireworks that were going off that I saw while i was near the pool. Every once in a while the fireworks would come back.
During one of my lucid dreams I had a long talk with some dream characters about if they knew that they were dream characters. They were two lold ladies. One was giving me some sort of weird hand massage or exfoliating thing with a bunch of hot black rocks on m hands. I asked them a few questions but they didn't seem to be all that distressed about it. I remember making a bunch of crystals for them because that was their currency. After that I went on my way. I also had a somewhat disturbing short snippet of a dream were it was about trypophobia and how the children of that one frog with holes on its back like to dig deeper and latch on to the bottom for as long as possible.
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Had a whole dream about an island of walking dead type deal. Same as I've had before.
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Had a dream to Cali for vacation from work without telling anyone. I also saw a pilot pilot a small aircraft as a secret mission.

I was thinking in school, on a class about mirrors.

The class was taught by a professor Potalec, who has nothing to do with physics in real life. He actually teaches in an electronics lab. The classroom had an endless field of green grass where the wall/chalk board should be. There was a wooden fence between the field and us, and on the small fence doors were 2 mirrors. They were open and by some unknown force the mirrors parted the grass ahead of them.

The teacher made a point that the mirrors need to be parallel for the experiment to work. As he was talking, he showed the formula for the mirror on the non-existent chalkboard on the non-existent wall. The formula was complex and took 5-6 lines over the whole board. I recognized some symbols used in mirror calculation (d and C), but I had never seen that formula.

I asked him if the mirrors were really ‘’in focus’’ and parallel, because they didn’t seem like that to me. I found the far side of the grass path was very blurry. He said everything was alright, so I asked the class if anyone else sees the same as me. The class was full of strangers (and some girls, which my current class doesn’t have). They said I was seeing things wrong and laughed at me. I announced that it must be my diopter then, and sat down.

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I’m in the Russian wilderness in my Type59. The map is very similar to Lighthouse/Severogosk, but completely made up. It features a small dirt valley to the west, shrouded by large boulders with passages (tunnels/holes) to the middle. In the middle there is an elevated plateau with an old cemetery. To the east is a big cliff over the ocean with a big old wooden lighthouse/shed sort of building on a crest. The bases are southwest and northwest, above the entrances to the valley on hills, overlooking the middle cemetery.

I advanced trough the west valley, and went to scout the enemy base. The other meds in my team went east, I noticed a WZ120 among them. When I peeked out of the valley I didn’t see any enemies. Looking behind me I saw to black aboregenese-looking kids and they threw a small pebble as they retreated to the valley, to lure me in.

I wasn’t in a tank at this point, but rather in my body. I came and saw a creepy wolf-cat hybrid that was a vulture, and it looked at me with hunger. I was scared and walked east in panic, not daring to take my eyes of the creature. If I looked another way it would approach quickly as if to take a bite, but never did.

I ran away to the shed on the cliff, and was greeted by 2 guys. One was a guy from my school, who everyone called Medo (Bear). Another I seemed to know but I can’t place him. They were fooling around, and even had pizza.

Suddenly I was walking to school. In my pajamas. In the middle of a familiar looking city center, riddled with car lanes, small squares and people. In the rain and dark murky sky.
I felt really strange, a bit sad. As I approached the tram station I saw a colleague, Boltek, standing at the station. He saw me across the lanes and grunted in annoyance, shaking his head. Suddenly I realized I wasn’t going to school anyway, but actually wanted to see the market. I went right, across to the stands and shops. There I stopped at some sellers who wanted to sell me something completely useless and unnecessary, and even gave me a demonstration.

I was playing a WoT match in my T49 on Lakeville. I remember going down the middle road from the south, only it was east. I saw an enemy obj 263 from the real middle road to my west. Some scouting later I met a T34 and while retreating got killed by the object.

After that I was in a city map that is unfamiliar, in a German heavy tank.

After that I was in the same virtual place with Stipe, my aforementioned childhood buddy. We went southeast as if we departed from the north base. I had a minimap in this dream, one of Lakeville. Fitting.
Strangely the minimap had a big pink square, indicating an objective destination. At that destination was a big gothic church, resembling one of royalty. The bell tower had a big pink wrap around it.

Now we were in the church. It was full of gold, with fancy seats in the first 3 rows of only 2 chairs directly in front of the altar itself, and wood seating in the back. We were in the 3’rd row, although seated next to each other. We were talking a lot and got kicked out.

Once in front of the church entrance, we saw some kind of guard and the big doors. We were talking about going back in when suddenly, an action option in transparent text appeared over the doors. It first said ‘’break in’’, but we didn’t react, just waited confused. Then it changed to ‘’sneak in’’, and we decided to go with it. We sneaked in down the center row on our toes, completely noticed. Still, we proceeded to our seats where we were confronted with a middle-aged blonde lady. She told us to keep quiet, as this was her professional exam.

Then I was in a mansion with my class and my Croatian teacher prof. Sekulic. She told us some historic stories involving royalty. In the big dim room we were in I noticed 2 large paintings with gold encrusted frames on the walls. One was of a man, the other of a woman, and they both looked like collectable cards from the online game Heartstone. The man’s card description read; ‘’A man is to another man a man. And he behaves pure.’’ The woman’s card read; ‘’A woman is to a woman a woman, and she behaves filthy’’.

I asked my teacher what the pictures meant, to which she laughed and said something. When we were leaving, I saw some large computers laid in a line on the floor next to the door, and under a massive wooden desk.
They had some plugs detached which I recognize. They were oddly shaped and attached to black plastic piping on the other end. A colleague Bicanic joked about them with the teacher and they laughed. Turns out they were processors and he offered to reattach them.

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I dreamed that our P.E. professor gave us sudden exam questions to discuss and answer, most of which had nothing to do with P.E.
I had to explain the notion of animal mating seasons.

I remember standing in a tram turnaround called Ljubljanica, near the house I used to live in a year ago. Most if not all my class was here with me. The pavement seemed really deep, the sidewalk was waist high when I stood in it. I remember the colorful seller stands on the turnaround.

Suddenly I was talking to a colleague, Smolcic. I talked to him about lucid dreaming. He responded and continued to laugh, as if he was high.
We were walking the route from the trams towards home, as we used to before I moved house.

I was lifting the window covers. I was pulling at the rope, but just as the covers would pull up half way, they would start slipping. I continued pulling but it was as they were slipping from the rope. As they slipped, I heard a sound similar to papers rubbing together.

Then my dad was telling me about a house (looked like a cottage) he wanted to buy. I remember seeing the little brown cottage in the woods, surrounded by tall trees and fallen leaves. I saw it from canopy height.
My dad said that they (my parents) are putting off buying it because the boiler prices are too high. Apparently a new boiler for the cottage would cost 3000$.

I asked him, worryingly, how much money had they spent of the 40 000$ he got for retirement. He answered, seemingly hesitant;
‘’Just over 20 000$’’.

Hello! I am interested in lucid dreaming, so I will take notes on the dream that I just had on here... now!

So, the dream was a disturbing one. It involved murder, a murder-causing radio (or 2?), possible time-traveling to find the roots of what happened, vomiting, and survival. The funny thing was, I knew that I was dreaming, but I wanted to solve the dream's problems. That may be why I decided to go back to find the source; terrible things already happened then.

Oh, and I almost forgot another thing; there was a sociopathic truck. There was no driver in it, and it seemed to seek out people to run over when they are crossing... Sort of like the Doctor Who episode "Father's Day", where a truck (albeit with a driver) constantly goes through a time warp to hit the paradoxical person who was meant to die then so that the time stream becomes normal again. It was like that, except that I didn't die permanently. I had a dream within a dream, I think...

And now I really wanted to find a way to destroy the radio, in bed, which I took manners to do.I took the radio, teleported into bed, and I tried to wake up by forcing myself to. I screamed as hard as I could, I made up ridiculous twists that would wake me up, and I even vomited in bed. I also tried to destroy the radio, but it didn't seem to break...

Thankfully, that was only in the dream, and I eventually woke up. I immediately did a reality check on my surroundings; it was not bright, like in the dream. I was quite astounded, and I decided to make this journal to record such dreams. Needless to say, it was a memorable nightmare. I have a feeling the radio is going to come back into my dreams, though I hope not... I will make these posts as much as I can, and I look forward to the results. ^^

-Day 1 completed-

- Logan

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I was at my parents' house playing poker with friends like we used to do all the time back when I was in high school and for some reason there was no roof on the house. There was a beautiful night sky above and I noticed some strange flying machine that I called a drone in the dream. It zoomed in close to look at us and I became spontaneously lucid. It didn't like what it saw in the home I guess, so it dropped a mini-nuke on the house. I made myself invincible so I couldn't get hurt by it and made all of the fire collect into a billowing pillar of flames that I shot at the drone. The drone flew away and I used my mind-powers to make all of the smoke leave the house. Woke up.

fragment 2:

Was playing some kind of RPG where I would run around a shopping mall and collect powerful mops and brooms of various colors to battle these evil guys that were chasing me.

fragment 3:

I was on a stakeout mission with Johnny Depp as the CIA agent from Once Upon a Time in Mexico. We were hanging out in a cab, waiting for someone.

The corporation discovered us and Johnny gave me a tiny pistol about the size of my thumb, but it still worked. He said he used to use it all the time on spying missions because it was so easy to hide. We ran to a park and got into a gunfight with some cronies from the corporation. Then a car pulled up with more corporate guys. One of them was carrying giant vials filled with a mysterious red substance. He broke them and clouds of red dust went everywhere. We both ran away, covering our mouths and trying not to breathe. People around us that inhaled the dust started convulsing and then turned into zombies. I had taken one of the corporate guys revolvers and so we kept shooting the zombies as we were running. Eventually we got to a group of other normal people that were hanging out, having a little fiesta. Only two zombies were chasing us at that point, a bride and a groom. They were both moving really slowly too. Johnny said, "Well, no point wasting bullets on these guys. Everybody, grab something to hit them with". The Queen song Don't Stop Me Now started playing as everybody moved around the zombies in a circle, hitting them on the head in unison with various objects.

After awhile, there was nothing left of them but bean dip, some salsa, and a brain. One guy bent over and scooped up some of the bean dip with a tortilla chip and ate it. I told him, "You know you're totally going to turn into a zombie, right?" He just smiled at me. Dream ended.

28.12.2013

Would You Like My Breast Milk Unprocessed or Not? (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside of a black van and immediately sat down only to find there's a blonde naked female right in front of me. Her body composition and outline is of an anime female with odd anatomy, especially for the breasts.

Spoiler for 18+:

I'm not sure if I took action or if she did it, but I was sucking on her nipples for breast milk apparently. Just as I was getting into feeling her right nipple with my tongue, she pulls herself back a bit and asks me a question (paraphrasing):

"Would you like it unprocessed or not?"

I don't remember what my choice was, but I just wanted to go back into nipple sucking. Unfortunately, it seems as if existence in the dream was fading away when I woke up.

I probably got too excited, and I'm totally just going to ignore that I wasn't bothered by her question.

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28.12.2013

Setting Up a Trap for a Pitbull (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This dream was like playing some kind of RTS game where you can zoom in and out and pan over the environment to plan your course of action. I had the role of trying to set up a trap for a dog that looked like your regular pit bull.

The lower half of the dog's body consisted of a black color that spreads a bit more to the top of its back. It had a white colored base for its visage and a black snout.

My plan was to make a small tunnel for it to pass through, and the sections would be intertwined so closely that the moment it came out of the small pipe way, the trap would be activated in some way.

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28.12.2013

Natti & Her Floating Lemur Guardian (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I forgot the date I recalled this dream, and I can't be bothered to check the chat logs I discussed this with a friend of mine. All I know is that it occurred a few days before this date of the dream journal entry.

And I'm not sure if I'm typing this properly in a chronological format, but there were so many small things to take into consideration that it felt like I was experiencing them all at once. I guess that's the disadvantages of trying to find words to conceptualize the whole experience into words....too linear and restricted.


I was inside of an apartment that looked fairly empty, as if it was cleaned out for someone to immediately move. I noticed I was talking to a friend of mine Natti.

There were all sorts of subtle things occurring, and most of what I recalled was based on my peripheral vision. I couldn't see Natti clearly, but I could easily make out the contours of her visage and body.

She was wearing swamp green military fatigue pants along with a black vest, though I couldn't tell if she was wearing a black sports bra underneath or not. She's sitting down crisscross apple sauce, and I had a small conversation with her over something I can't recall too well.

All I could remember is that I was suggesting to her that we head out somewhere, and that's when I noticed the floating lemur close to us. I wasn't bothered for a long time on the lemur's presence, but something about her (presuming the lemur would be a she after discussing this with my friend) felt like she was protecting Natti I guess.

The lemur had a blue-skinned visage, hands, feet, and I believe is the same for her belly as well while the rest the body consisted of white fur. I think she wore glasses like Natti did, though this dream was either completely based on peripheral vision, or was just blurry from the start.

She (lemur) seemed to be fairly dormant and was probably just there for fun or something else entirely. It looked like she was meditating with her eyes closed, but still having awareness of what was going on.

Though I felt that despite of her calm nature, it was kind of overbearing and creeped me out a bit.

I looked over the window and noticed that the environment outside had a fairly dully and gray atmosphere. The buildings had the same bland color as well, and the window I'm looking through is fairly basic as well.

It has a dark brown wooden edge around it and the flooring consisted of dark brown wood with some level of polish to it. Natti seemed to be out of place with the area she's in, and after that, I can't recall what happens next.


Seeing how her female lemur guardian was in the same sitting position as her, only floating, maybe they were both meditating at the time and I just happened to be part of the experience.

So this is my second dream journal entry and just so happens I went lucid during one of them. I am trying to focus on dream stabilization and anchoring right now.

I tried to go to sleep with a mantra both initially and when I woke at 130 but it just seemed to keep me awake so I just fell asleep naturally.

1. Something to do with circuits and circuit cards with lights and switches. When I woke at 130 I didn't try recall that much and didn't take any notes since the longer dreams would come later in the night.

2. Woke at 415 with this one. Was in a hot and desolate type place either west Texas or maybe Iowa and was with 2 DC, maybe a cousin and my brother. We were talking about where we were going to take everyone swimming. The cousin wanted to go to the beach and I said maybe we could go to a pond or whatever watering hole they had around here. Cousin said the hole only went waist deep. Not sure if this transitioned to my next dream or it was an all together separate dream.

Found myself on my ceiling looking down. The floor was outer space and I could see earth. There was a large ball of light going into Earth and I thought, cool this is something I wanted to do in one of my dreams (I thought it would be cool to see what would happen if an object I created hit earth while I was looking at it from outer space.) LUCID - I realized this was a dream but at the same time realized I wanted to work on dream stabilization and anchoring. I studied my hands, not like I normally do but I focused on the hairs and wrinkles, it was pretty shadowed where I was in my room so I moved over to the light so I could see better. I could see my hands very detailed, and had the nice warping motion of my fingers. I felt pretty stable in the dream now. I looked where the Earth was and It was gone. I headed to outer space. There I was floating/falling to no where. I was kind of lost as to what to do, this was the first time I had been to space in a dream. So I decided since Earth was gone I might as well hit another on my bucket list and try to go to an alien planet. I didn't see anything so I closed my eyes and wished for one. Nothing. Closed my eyes for longer and wished harder, nothing. Ughh. I then thought what about falling into the ocean on earth? I closed my eyes again and imagined what it would be like to fall in the ocean.... splash! I came out of the water with my arms raised high, there were people everywhere around like it was MTV spring break and they all cheered like I just scored a touchdown during the super bowl. Awesome. I was on a beach, the water was just over ankle high and there were people in swimming suits everywhere. I decided to anchor myself a bit since this was a new dreamscape. I looked at my hand and saw I had a flap of skin hanging off on one of them. I felt stable and began walking with everyone else toward who knows what. A DC girl was walking by me and I tapped her, looked at her and said " Did you know this was a dream?", she seemed unimpressed. I was still telling myself at this point that it was a dream. I walked to another girl in a suit and turned her so I could see her face, and whoosh out of the dream I came. I remember having a faint worry that the dream would end but kept going.

3. Some sort of game. Was on a boat or something in lava in a ditch or gully. the lava was cooled at one part but still hot and I had to get out of the boat. I barely got around a column and burned myself a bit. I was not in another area which was high above a square colleseum type area or ruins with stone columns and grassy areas on the ground. in the middle of this was a small person maybe a dwarf. I was on a non-stable sort of platform. there were objects around me, a gold rind and a couple of stuff animals and maybe a shoe. tried to grab at the rind and it vanished (with a cha-ching game sound) grabbed at a couple other things with same result. managed to grab stuffed animal and threw it at dwarf. the began to change form and also said something along the lines as "yes that's it". threw another thing at him and he changed to a raccoon I believe. I woke shortl

Well this dream was the last of my sleep but i found it funny and scary.

I was with some people and we were going to beach .. we went to beach and we saw incoming a plastic boat u know the one u gotta fill with oxygen air but without air and like crashed , i and it was heading back to sand and i took it out ..
then we were on the sand and u know like celebrating with families , but i saw 1kid opening holes from the sand and little fly's and those small things ocming outside so i try to cover all those covered holes .. in 1 moment we heard that there is a killer or something ...

everyone left ..
and there was a building near unfinished one but almost finished like 90% only painting left..
i went near and i had to climb on the roof from the wooden thing that electricity comes and see from the top whats going on , and i've took something from there i dont remember something importanrt really like a pendant or i dont know i dont remember.
So then i was kind of scary and i climbed down from the same way from the electricity line cables and the
building , that was so pro lol.
so when i reached down and everyone was left ... you know in dreams u dont do sometimes what u want cus its dream and if you dont know that your dreaming then the dream is going it byself ..
and it guided me to go inside the building and search for him or something ... wow i was scared abit but i was kind of going silently and when i realised that there is a killer that kills people out on that sea or whatever , i just try to run back lol while running to go back something messaged in my mind "the door you entered is locked" but i didnt care and i went and headed over there as fast as possible to leave that killer.

when i found the door i was like omg i knew he will lock me in and come and kill me ..
now what to do ? he put on the Door a metal thing that u have to slide at right but u can't touch it cus u will get electro shock .. and what i did was i slide it with my foot lol , i mean with my shoes i pushed it and TICK, door opened .. i wanted to continue dreaming that maybe if i willl sleep again now i might do , and see that nooble killer what he can do , thats how i pwn !

have fun

I was in an Anime travelling via train with my family somewhere and while travelling, trying to get to speak to this girl named Harriet. Coming out of the train, my sister bumped into a young girl. Her dad was also supposedly coming to the same building whire we were going. I called out to Harriet who was talking to another boy. The man beside teased me about losing her to an idiot.
I then heard my dad's voice. i was close to getting up, I didnt know that. I didnt know I was dreaming. I didnt want Dad to see this dream (he doesnt believe in watching anime), so I zoomed out of my dream, such that I was seeing the anime on the computer, with my dad standing behind me. I then created 2 walls behind me and transported myself into a forest clearing while I caught a tablet which had the second dream going on. Once I figured out what ti htat done, i woke up.

The whole time i wasnt lucid as I didnt even know it was a dream.