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16.11.2009

The FACE (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This was the creepy result of a false awakening and the position of a certain painting in my room.
There is a painting of a cow on the wall opposite my bed, so I can see it when I lie on my back. This invaded my dreams.

I had a false awakening in my own bed, and I looked at the wall opposite me. I saw that the painting on my wall was not a cow as I had always imagined, but a face in disguise. When I looked at the painting when I woke up, in semi-darkness, I could see where it might me mistaken for a scary face. In the light it's just a cow, and I can no longer make out a face other than the cow's. The face had come halfway out of the painting- its nose was about 3 inches from the canvas. It looked a bit like this, only scowling more.




Even worse, it was alive. I was lying in bed and it started insulting me, telling me it had been watching me ever since the painting had been put there (over a year). It then proceeded to list off all my worst fears and telling me they were true, and laughing at me. It had a posh but gravelly English accent and a wheezy laugh/cackle.

It was truly hideous. I decided enough was enough, I'm going to burn it. I knew there was a fire in the fireplace downstairs at the minute and I planned to stuff the painting in it. To shut him up I wrapped a brown towel round the whole painting and held his face to my chest. I was kind of worried about him biting me.

Then I had another false awakening! This time the painting was actually of the pokemon Venonat.

dreamed I was in high school (I'm in college at the moment) the cafertia was having some kind of celeberation and I went to the Ladies' room and when I stepped into the room I wasn't in the 21st century anymore but in the wild,wild west. All my highschool best friends +my parents were wearing cowboy/girl outfits. Someone was the sheriff (don't remember who) and they were sick of it , so they gave the job to me. the first thing I did was to get rid of all the rules. After that one of my sis dog's (who in the dream can talk) said that the______ Kid is coming. I tried to find out about this_____ Kid and didn 't discover anything. I went back outside and tried to get help but everyone said the no rules rule got a lot of people into trouble. I than faced the _____Kid and it was an evil version of me. I and the ____kid had a shown down but the ___'kid's gun ran out of ammo. SO _____ kid ran off. I than decided to instated most of the rules back.

"There's no time!" the man insisted, "The Ascendentae will answer all your questions, but you have to come with me! It is no longer safe here!" The man opened a portal and I followed him through…

On the other side of the portal I was in what looked like a temple. I felt the dream was slipping. I was about to wake up, but I wasn't done there… so I didn't want the dream to end yet. I repeated what I had done last night, using Allura's method to dilate time. I focused on the 12 hour clock, then morphed it into a 24 hour clock… then to a 48 hour clock… and I felt the dream stabilize. I looked around again. The man who had come to help me with the goons was standing there looking at me strangely.

"Come," he said to me, "The Ascendantae awaits." He turned and walked away.

I followed the man as he walked through the halls. He knocked on a large door at the end of the hall. Someone on the other side said we should enter. The man I was with opened the door and we both went into the room. There was a man sitting on the other side of a desk looking at us as we entered. The man referred to the man who had brought me as Salus, and said he could go now. Salus turned and left the room, closing the door behind him.

I'd had a million questions I'd been wanting to ask, but now I didn't seem to be able to manage any of them. The man behind the desk, the Ascendantae, stood up and came around the desk. He looked at me closely as if evaluating me or something… I didn't like that much. Something about him reminded me of Sean Connery…

I wanted to ask what he was looking at, but he started speaking before I got a chance to. He said Salus had already told him about finding me. He said Salus had also told him about the everto finding me. He said that was not a good sign. He said that if the everto had started looking for their… then he trailed off. He paused and then said he was sure I wanted some answers. He said all the answers I wanted awaited me at the end of the negotium.

"At the end of the what?" I asked, having no idea what this negotium could be. He said it was a simple task. All I would have to do was go to the end of a passage and retrieve a book. A special book that, if I was who they believed me to be, would be able to retrieve. And I was the only one who could retrieve it. That all sounded really strange to me… The man pulled a hidden lever on the desk. A section of the floor slid aside and there was a stairway down into darkness below. The Ascendantae said that the answers awaited at the end of that passage. I looked down the passage into the darkness. I wondered what might await down there… I wasn't sure what I was going to do… but I figured I would not know what was going on if I didn't go down there.

I was about to go down the stairs when the door to the office was flung open. There were a bunch of people in the door… Templars! Wtf? My full lucidity came rushing back to me as I let myself get out of character… There weren't supposed to be Templars attacking here… the Ascendantae was also perplexed. Of course he was a DC I had made for the game… But he was programmed to respond. He went over towards the Templars. He demanded to know the meaning of this intrusion. I told him those were the everto, so he might want to go down the passage himself to escape. He didn't leave, instead he pulled out a rather fancy looking glowing sword and attacked the Templars. One of the Templars hit him with a blast of energy, and since he was a DC that wasn't even intended to fight, the Ascendentae disappeared. I was prepared to fight the Templars now. I was more focused on them, so the dream set I had created fell apart around me. It turned out I was now on the moon.

One of the Templars came towards me and seemed pleased to see me… wtf? He came over and shook my hand with one of his hands and said it was good to have me on their side. What? I asked him if he was on crack… He looked at me strangely and then laughed. He tried to lead me back to the others as a friend would do. I pushed his hand off of me. I asked what he wanted, intruding on my dream… He said it was time that we got down to business. I said I didn't have any business with him… He said if I could just convince MoSh to join us… I repeated that there is no 'us' going on here… He looked at me strangely. He said the joke had gotten old. I said I wasn't joking about anything. These guys really thought I would be working with them!

I asked him what would make him think I had joined their side. He said I had clearly accepted the dark energy… I told him that doesn't mean anything… unless the goals of controlling people by force that and the rest of the Templars were aiming for had drastically changed there was no way I would ever be helping them with it. He looked at me strangely. He didn't seem to be getting the point. I told him to go away and let me finish my dream in peace. The one who had been talking to me looked over at the other Templars. He didn't seem to know what to say now. I told him we had found a good balance… they don't interfere with my dreams, and I don't kick their asses on sight. So unless there was something else that didn't involve me joining them, please go away and let me finish my dream. The Templar closest to me grabbed my arm and said I would be going with him. I said no, I would not, so he would have one more chance to just leave in peace… Instead he tried to pull me with him. I shook him off and opened a vortex portal that dumped all of them someplace around Pluto…

I went to focus on restoring my dream world and continuing my video game development dream. Before I even had a chance to get the dream realm reformed, however, there was another visitor. This one attacked me on sight, throwing spears of light down at me. There were explosions all around me as I jumped out of the way of the attack, getting quite annoyed at my dream being interrupted yet again. I looked to get a closer look at the attacker, and I saw he looked like an angel of some kind… he didn't even pause in his attack, though, throwing another wave of glowing spears in my direction. I used Whiplash and sent the energy spears right back at him. He avoided the attack and landed on the ground not far from me. I asked him what he thought he was doing. He said he does not talk to demons. He continued attacking me. A whirlwind of golden light erupted around me, mixed with fire. This guy was really annoying… This attack was easily countered with a small wave of dark energy that neutralized the attack. The angel was already throwing more light spears at me, I jumped out of the way and hit him with a bolt of lightning by using Battery. Electricity didn't seem to hurt him… I tried a bolt of lightning made of dark energy… that did hurt him. It knocked him backwards. I told him he should get a better definition of what a demon is before attacking random people, then used a vortex portal to send him where I had sent the Templars. Maybe all of them would have some fun together.

Ok… now finally to get back to my video game dream… But the dream was slipping again. I focused on doing another time dilation. The clock with the 12 hours, changing into the clock with 24 hours, changing into the clock with 48 hours… but it didn't seem to be helping this time. The dream slipped away and I woke.

This has to be one of my favorite dreams I've had in a while(well excluding my lucid ones). But anyways, i was inside my friend and ex band mate Andrews house. I haven't been at his house in months but im there kind of often in my dreams. And every time in my dream his house is massive, it's pretty big in real life but i think its because my friend Brendan told me before I first went over his house that it was huge. In the dream i was upstairs and Andrew's mom Suzane came in and asked me why I was there i never responded and grabbed a couple of big nuggets of weed. This was like extremely good bud too. It had these orange and purple hairs on it. I actually said out loud I only see this quality bud in my dreams, but i guess it never just clicked. Then i "remembered" that Incubus was down stairs and I told Suzane. we went downstairs in excitement to see them play. I got to the family room they have and it was just Andrew, Suzane, Brendan, Incubus, and I. I was in awe because currently they are my favorite band and i as a straight male am in love with Brandon Boyd. So it was just a little show they put on and then while we were all just hanging out Brandon gives me a guitar and hes like play something. I was so happy cause i know how to play basically every Incubus song. But instead I ended up playing some sweeps for whatever reason. I woke up at that point and then went back to bed. In my second dream i was outside of my Friend Chris Connors house and every time im with him I basically smoke weed and this time was no different except i was by myself sitting outside smoking a hookah. I was walking away when the cops came by and were doing a drug bust on some other people the cop "arrested" me too but he put these small like finger cuffs on me and i just walked away and pulled them off. The dream shifted and i was watching ESPN on my TV in my mansion that I apparently owned. They had Celtics and Bruins game recaps on. Then i was with my sisters friend Lexi and one of her friends. she said something about moving in with her friend because the situation at her house wasn't good. Then I was playing Hitman and became agent 47. The dream was very realistic and i guess thats what threw me from identifying it as a dream and becoming lucid.

I don't remember the beginning of this dream - its probably the longest one I've had for a while. What I do remember though, are small fragments. It started while I was playing a video game. I thought that this game was rubish because I was driving a car in a city, and the road was made of sqares that moved down when I drove on them, so i kept crashing. After this, I remember watching a war in the city between two robot armies and then they jioned together to fight some other robots that appeared. The next thing I rememeber is being in a building with two or three people in a different city. The city was infested with zombies but i dont remember what we had to do in the building. Anyway I sent a scout helicopter (a mini rc one) to do something (cant remember what) but then a monster/zombie saw it and soon there were loads coming towards the building. I wasn't scared because I knew that we had enough machine guns to stop them. After that I remember going into a zombie infested shopping centre/mall, but the zombies didnt attack if we didnt disturb them. I went into a shop that sold antiques with lots of people inside, and met one of the twins from skins (I dont know which one). She said she lost her sister and naomi so I said i'd help her because it was better than just staying in the shop bored. Then someone shot their gun (i think it was me) and the zombies started to run towards the shop. I pulled down the meshes (things they pull down when they close the shop) but there was a gap where there was no mesh to pull down (the meshes were weird because they wernt flat, they were shaped like tall hill-like things, that are hard to explain). Everyone in the shop started shooting them so they didnt get in. After that we left the mall, then the next thing i remember is seeing lots of zombies escaping the mall, with lots of soldiers shooting them. I tries to help by shooting, but my pen (that was a gun in the dream) didnt workbecause it was a ball-point pen and the soldiers were angry at me because they thought i was have shot the because i was behind them and the zombies were directly in front of them. After that I remember being in an allyway with the twin from skins and then a bunch of bikers were there but I dont remember the rest. I then remember running out of a garden because a REALLY fat zombie (she was shaped like a ball) was chasig after us and was getting even more angry becuase we were using her trampoline to jump over the fence, and she didn't like that (or she didnt like us touching the netting around it). I then remember going back into the fat zombies house, and she had lost weight, and turned to normal. I then said sorry to her for the trampoline thing. I became lucid here and walked around her house, rubbing my hands trying to stay lucid. After that I came out of lucidity and did something else that I can't remember but it might have been something I wrote already because i'm not even sure if its in the right order :S.

I was going around the building. I think I was causing trouble, but I'm not completely sure. The rooms would look normal. Then, I would go in, and graffiti would appear. I didn't see myself doing any of it though. There was a lot of tic-tac-toe. There was a game of hangman too where the person was a very detailed silhouette. I know there was more, but I only remember the last room I was in after getting out of bed.

I was standing around a two pools. Then, It looked like a 2D video game. I had 2 net guns and a mirror. (They did not replenish themselves though. ) I had to defeat a shark. I used a net gun to make it disappear. Then, there were two sharks. I used the net gun on one to make it disappear. The other one was chasing me and i had a wall around me. I was going on land. I went on top of the mirror. It was very close to getting me. Then, the mirror started spinning really fast and hit the shark in the nose. Then, more sharks came out and got me. I got this big GAME OVER messaged flashed at me before waking up.

June 26th 2010

Finals, Being a spy, and getting married.

I appeared in this hallway with a zillion doors on either side of it. I kept walking down the doors until I saw the door with a plaque on it that read "Zoozoogol" or something. That was the name of the teacher that was the proctor in my final exams. I entered the room and saw that it was my English classroom, except all the desks were arranged differently. Apparently we had to finish the finals quickly. One of the kids wasn't writing, or was asking what something was, and the teacher reached under his desk and took out a long orange snake. He said, "here, use this" and tried to chop the snake's head off. The teacher was struggling cause the snake was slithering out of control. Conrad shows up and took the snake and turned it into a lizard and held it by the foot and started doing a magic trick. The whole class was entranced, except for me, diligently taking my final.

SCENE CHANGE

I am flying outside of a giant building. It is an apartment complex, made up of brick and about 50 stories. I have to go into the top floor through the window and get some crack cocaine from the mayors dead son's room before the mayor destroys the building with his Stealth Bomber. I fly into the window, shattering it all in the room. The building starts to shake and rumble, signaling the mayor has started his assault. Smoke and fire are starting to fill the room and I have a weird feeling of almost nightmare quality building up, but I go into the bedroom section of the mayors son's apartment and, for a split second, see the mayors son, dead in a giant crib type thing. I reach into his room and take a mesh bag from his room. I don't look inside yet, the building is collapsing. Being on the 50th floor, I don't think I'm gonna make it but I instead just appear in the lobby of the building on the first floor. -_- Anyway, I go outside and my two spy co-workers, who were guarding the building came up to me and asked if the mission was a success. I opened the mesh bag and in it was a giant coin. I think it was a quarter about the size of a pillow, but round. I lift it up and underneath is a bunch of weed. I tell them mission accomplished and a huge semi truck pulls up with a jet black trailer that was holding a sexy looking Yamaha motorcycle. It was sleek and the top in the business. Next to it was an identical one, for my spy friend. My mom comes up to me and says "You can't drive that by yourself, I'm coming." I objected, obviously, but she insisted. I started the bike, revving the sexy sounding engine twice. I appear in this part of my town in which there are small brown condos that you have to rent out, with many a twisting road. My mom is gone, and I feel exhilarated. The bike is perfectly responsive to the slightest touch, and I zoom down the nearest street, probably reaching about 100 mph. I am maneuvering perfectly through the winding streets, and then I see this kid, Bryan, from my English class, who is really into cars and bikes. I pull up to him and.....

SCENE CHANGE

I appear in a beautiful chapel wearing a nice tuxedo. I am obviously expecting my fiance to arrive any minute. (note: I do not have a fiance in real life, just a girlfriend) The chapel is buzzing, as far as I can tell, with her family. I am waiting in the back room of the church with my best man. I don't remember what his face looked like, just that he was there, encouraging me for my "big day." I hear a car pull up and glance out the window. A limo has parked right outside, among the hustle and bustle of the other people entering and arriving at the church. I see Lauren, as beautiful as anything, get out in a perfect dress. Her hair is beautiful, the perfect hue, the perfect smell, the perfect style. She is running up to the church, full of smiles. I can't help but laugh as she runs into the room I am in. Her dress is short, white, and fluffy, and she looks adorable. Her smiles warmed my heart. I hugged her and said "I can't believe this is happening! I'm so excited! WAIT I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO SEE YOU YET!" In response to this she just pushed me softly and laughed, saying it didn't matter cause we were getting married. I randomly appeared standing near the front of the chapel talking with Lauren. "I haven't even called my parents to tell them we are getting married yet!" I said. "Well you better call them now, the wedding starts in 15 minutes." I looked over at the where the grooms side of the family should be sitting and I realize that no one from my family is there to see me get married. I call them, quickly, and tell them to come here. My mom doesn't freak she just says, "How perfect, we were just driving by the church." Lauren is looking more and more excited, and I ask her why, expecting that it was because we were getting married. she just said "Oh! _____ IS COMING!" I have never heard of this guy, but she REALLY loved him. I see a guy of about 6'4" enter the church. He is bald, with a perfect set of teeth with piercing blue eyes. He seems the muscular type, barely containing it in his tux. Lauren runs up to him and straddles him around the waist, hanging in the air. He is like, "Hey, Laur, how are ya!" and tries to get her off, seeing me and getting all shifty eyed and nervous. Some older guy comes up behind him and grabs his arm and says "What are you doing!?" and motions towards me.

TIME JUMP

The ceremony starts and my family hasn't showed up yet. I look over at Lauren's family and see that the whole side is filled, making me feel awkward. I start thinking bad thoughts about being too young and not having my family there. As the preacher is saying his stuff, I take Lauren's hand and start trying to explain what I'm about to do. I make a book appear (I am not lucid, I just do it.) and hold it up for the whole chapel to see. I explain, in detail, why this isn't gonna work. Everyone realizes the wedding is off, and Lauren just looks at me and goes, "Okay!" and smiles. We run down, together, to her mom, grandma, and her dad in the front row. They don't seem to care that they paid for the whole wedding themselves, and aren't mad at me for calling it off. I see all the presents people brought being torn out of their wrapping paper and smashed all over the chapel. I leave, with Lauren, and we go to this parking garage across the street. We happen to see my family getting out of their car on the third floor, and tell them to turn around and leave, cause there wasn't a wedding anymore. My parents don't care either, and get back in the car and wait for me to come in. I get in and both my brothers are in the car. One of my brother's friends, Matt, Bobby, and Phil are also in the car. We started to drive and appeared on the highway, and then the dream ended.

It was very foggy weather. I was in some strange place . It was like house in sky. It was wooden house like those in japanese temples and stuff. I saw a many bamboo trees ascending from the fog below up to the sky. I saw my old teacher sitting in house and writing something. She just got up and jumped of the house into fog. I was like WTF o_O. I heard someone behind me. I looked back and saw some dangerous looking man. I thought hey this is really really strange, I should do RC. I usually look at some writings/signs and look back, but there was nothing too look at now. I decided to poke-hand test it failed. I counted like 10 times my fingers and every time there was 10 of them. The man told me, buddy give it up you are not dreaming. I said : Shut the f*** up you stupid retard. He again started convicting me that I am not dreaming. I got mad and kicked him so hard that he flew in air, I flew too to catch up with him so I can beat him some more. While approaching him in mid-air he hurled a fireball from his hands at me and shoot me to ground( house in sky ). Now I was really pissed out, I started emitting some strange force around me like everything was being electrified, there were sparks everywhere. I started ripping the air with my arms with force of lightening. The numerous thunderbolts crushed the bugger that was telling me that this is not a dream. Now I'm really mad at that guy.

Remote Viewing:

EDIT: I remembered to tell myself to remember this lol: After this happened I felt the weird brain vibrations that I normally feel right as I am about to have an OBE. When I have a WILD I hear a rushing noise in my ears, but when its an OBE I feel vibrations in my head.

This specific dream was weird because it was so real and it happened 45 minutes after I went to bed. I was downstairs in the computer room. My moms phone kept ringing and it started to get annoying. I floated to her and gave her the phone. At this point I remembered that I was upstairs sleeping and started freaking out hardcore. I started screaming and had this immense feeling of freight. I started floating back to my room and everything started to go black. I woke up in my bed in meditation position and it had only been 45 minutes after I went to bed.


Two dimensions:

I record my dreams and I 100% don't remember recording this or remember this dream at all.
I was at two separate realms. One was where I did not forgive my dad and one where i did. We were in fake space fighting on spaceships. I went to another dimension to fix something and my other dad was helping me fix it and we went on this quest and stuff. - Exact words from me ahaha

Elevator shooting:
Was hanging out with an old friend Kerra. We were cuddling a little and I tried to kiss her. She kissed me back a little and we cuddled some more. There was this party at her friend Jamies house and we ended up going. She invited me personally and I was bragging to Kerra about it. She later told me that she sent me the invite because she liked me and wanted me to come and that it wasn't fair for Jamie to just invite her friends. We were in the elevator when I suddenly pressed the emergency stop button. We were making out when suddenly;y 5 bullets went through the elevator door. I freaked out and pressed the ground floor. We were talking about what to do when I accidentally hit the 15th floor to the party instead of the garage floor. The elevator started going up when I hit the 10th floor before we could go up there. We got out of the elevator and saw dead people and heard shooting. Just then someone fell from up top. We started running downstairs but there was a guy with a gun down there. I lost Kerra and started running around the stairs for a while until the end up the dream.

Success, after 3 days I remember something of a dream I hadn't realized just how much I wasn't remembering dreams lately...
Only a fragment, but here goes.

I'm playing a game, but I'm in it... I'm playing against 2 other people, one of them is B. The scenery is remarkably blue, but I don't remark on this. I make my way to a ramp and spot B. I take aim with my sniper, but noticing the blue laser pointer coming from it I point the gun down and change to my sniper, I don't want B to see the laser before his time comes. I don't get this, I did have my sniper, but I changed to another one. I take aim again, he's seen me and is lining me up. He's too late, I take the shot and head shot him. This is very odd as in any game I've ever played there's no way I could do this to him. He would see me first and I would just see him as I die. Later I wake up while feeling that my girlfriend is upset for some reason.

A fun dream, oddly blue, with a curious end... I have no idea why I dreamed about her being upset, she only featured in the last half a second of my dream, and that was her being unhappy. Also about about 8000 km away from her.

I remembered another really fun dream I had one time, amazing sights.

I'm walking between the flats at my house, it's night but seems unusually bright. I look up at the sky and my breath is taken away. Thousands of slowly spinning asteroids fill the sky. Sparkling in a myriad of colors. I explain to the people around me, a small group, 2-3, and they weren't there before, that the earth must be passing through the asteroid belt.

That view was absolutely amazing, one of the most truly amazing looking things I've ever seen in a dream. Very memorable. A bit scientifically inaccurate, but who cares. Science is for wl, not my dreams.

I've been trying some methods to gain lucidity, mainly WILD's, but also for DILD if I can. However this has been I think a bad idea, as waking up in the middle of the night when you have to be up for school at 6 am and you're in the middle of semester end test week... Well I've been fairly tired. I think maybe this has been causing me to fall asleep too easily too, and hence not being able to transition into lucidity. So I've just been interrupting my sleep for no reason effectively.
So I'm gonna start on my dream recall for a while instead of trying for lucidity atm, as that evidently needs work.

I was with my friend and some girl. We decided to go to swimming pool. The guard stopped me and asked me why I am naked. I was naked and I took some clothes and put it on. We were going trough sewer system to pool. When we got there I saw I have new black shoes. I saw my friend there. It was his birthday. I said to him : happy b-day. I saw a Shift there, I sad hello to her, then my mother came and asked me what am I doing in new shoes. I decided to go home and change them. On my way back I saw a car and checked a registration tables, next time I looked it they have changed. I knew that I am dreaming. I was in my street next to one house. There was a path leading to my mothers friends. It was night and very dark I saw a girl there. I approached her and started touching her and then I saw a police car approaching, I started running and then thought : ''hey wait this is my dream police can't do anything to me''. Since it was night I didn't saw much thing so I decided to make it a day. I closed my eyes and opened them and it was day. I found myself near school where my friend lives. I started going to my friends house. While passing under underway I remembered that I never in my dreams saw my body. I looked down at myself and I saw it. I saw a car there and decided to play with registration tables. I was entertained when they were changing. I decided to continue my way up to friends house. I done nose-pinch test for fun. Also I never saw that my hand has more fingers so I decided to that as well. I had 6 fingers. I though that is a little I need 9-10. And when I looked I had 9 fingers. When I got near my friends house there was his dad sorting the wood. I decided to pass trough him and I did ! He was like ghost I just went trough him. There was a lot of wood in front of me. I wanted to pass trough them like I did at trough friends father but I didn't succeeded, instead I hit myself in leg and it hurt like hell. While passing by I wanted to go faster but I didn't succeeded. Finally I got to doors of my friends house but I didn't entered it. I entered the house next doors. I remembered that 'expect someone that will be there', so I tried to meet anyone there. When I entered there was some blond girl sitting there, I didn't liked it so I decided to try someone else. I entered again but she was still there. I done it one more time and there were 2 girls sitting. They both had red hair. And then I saw something roaring from other room I got scared and dream ended. This whole LD lasted for 15-20 minutes.

I was running from some monster in some kind of hallway. When I got to end of hallway there were doors and I closed them tightly. I saw I have MP5 in my hands. I thought : wait what am I doing here ? Why do I have gun in my hands this must be a dream. I decided to go back and kill that monster. When I opened doors There were few houses in front of me and I saw a green mountain in distance. I saw that monster on street. I thought since this is a dream I could kill him easily. I decided to summon atomic bomb. I detonated it like 20miles away from here. I saw that houses were shaking in front of me. I saw a mushroom cloud in distance and then I said to my self If I don't make some kind of barrier I am going to be caught in blast too. I made a barrier with my hand which successfully defended me against atomic blast. I saw all things around me disappearing. Everything was black. There was no single thing around me, only blackness. I looked at my self. I was all shining white. After that dream started fading away and it ended.

24.06.2010

True Clarity (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This is the best lucid that i've ever had, I knew completely, always that I was dreaming, and could close my eyes without waking up. It was so long that I can't remember even half the things I did and the things I did do were things I had never been able to do before.

This was one of those dreams where it just suddenly came to me for no reason that I was dreaming. Before I was lucid, there was some giant dragon-like monster rampaging around the city, so, as I test I went to see if I could stop it. I went over to it and it flew towards me, getting ready to breathe lightning at me while I thought, "you don't want to hurt me." It suddenly stopped and flew away, but I thought that would be too easy, so I made it come back and it chased after me. I started flying freely through the buildings and around cars while avoiding lightningn breath. It followed me into a cave that started to go completely up and I suddenly lost my ability to fly and I jumped of the cave walls, shortly after, realising that I couldn't run anymore, I just decided to fall. I was, at this time, thinking about how this would likely wake me, but I didn't let it worry me. I opened my eyes after falling for a few seconds and saw the dragon turning around, it was about to bite me when I twisted and grabbed the dragon's neck and rode it. AWESOMENESS!!! I was on the dragon and jumped off, I fell all the way down and landed outside a 7-11. Hehe, I love slurpees. I just walked inside and took a look around and worked my way over to the slurpee machine. I got an X-tra Large and went over to the counter and just pulled some money out of my pocket and gave it too the clerk. I walked outside and just walked into someone's house, they told me to get out, but I walked up the wall and sat on the roof, enjoying my slurpee...when it suddenly gave into gravity and fell. ...I can't believe it...seriously... I just said bye to the people and somehow ended up in my house in front of my mirror. I looked completely normal, but I was messing around with the colour and shape of my eyes, it was cool, and wierd. I then tried to rip a portal to lead somewhere, it didn't work so I looked at my nails and they started growing and getting sharper, I then slashed a hole in space and went though. It lead to my class, with everyone in it. How wierd... I talked to some of my friends for a bit, seeing how they would act, they acted the exact same, but there was this girl I didn't know begging me for sex. ... I did a nose pinch RC just too make sure I was dreaming because it's possible to not to be sure after a while. Not sure what else happened.

Longest lucid dream ever, most awesome lucid dream ever, most vivid lucid dream ever. I still didn't remember even half of what I did. The realism of this was also awesome.

… so I figured to open a portal to get MoSh and myself back to my inner world… where he said he would take a look at the locked book from the Akashic records to see if he could help me get it open… (Continued from last entry…)

MoSh and I were in my inner world in my bedroom. I looked around and picked the book up off of my chest of drawers. I looked at the book for a couple of minutes. I remembered that MoSh and Tigress have said they would help me figure out how to open the book. I handed it to MoSh, and he looked at it for a few minutes. He set it on the bed and pointed at it with his pinky. I wasn't sure what he was trying to do, but I left him to do that. Tigress had also said she would help… but she wasn't here. Maybe I should go find her. I was thinking about finding Tigress when I felt like I was going to wake up. But I didn't want to wake up yet, I was on a roll with this nice long WILD. I wanted to know how long I could make it. Wait… it was another goal of mine to attempt time dilation. I would do that quickly before I woke, and maybe I would be able to extend the dream!

My plan was to try Allura's method of time dilation. I figured MoSh would try Walms' method, and then we could determine which one works best. I figured I would have to try both to find which one works better for me… but for now, Allura's method. Her method starts with visualizing or summoning a normal analog clock, a digital one will do no good. So I focused on that clock.

Soon I could see the clock clearly in my mind. I didn't figure there was any need to summon one, actually I thought that might make it harder. The next step is to increase the amount of time that will fit on the clock by compressing all 12 hours into half the space, then filling the empty half with 13 through 24. At this point the clock displays twice as much time as is normally displayed on it. The resultant clock will look like the 24 hour clock shown here.

Since 24 hours are now compressed into the space normally used by 12, this works out to a time dilation of 2 hours of dream time for each 1 hour of IWL time. I focused on using this technique, first vividly visualizing the 12 hour clock and then gradually compressing the time on the clock until it was a 24 hour clock. I continued compressing time until 48 hours fit on the clock. That should be 4 hours of dream time for every hour of IWL time. I didn't know for sure if it was working, but I did notice that the dream had stabilized. So maybe that meant I could call the time dilation of this dream a success? Either way, this dream was going to continue.

Since Tigress had offered to help me with the locked book, my next thing to do would be to find her. I focused on opening a portal to find Tigress. A portal opened. I went to tell MoSh I was going to find Tigress, but MoSh was gone. The book was still on the bed, still locked. I wondered if MoSh had woken up. I wondered if he had discovered anything before waking up… I figured I would have to wait until the next morning and find out if he remembered anything. I went through the portal I had opened to find Tigress…

On the other side of the portal I was in a green field. There was a fight going on not far from us. There were a bunch of people dressed in red robes fighting another person… it looked like one person against a large number. I wondered what was going on there, and I also noticed the single person seemed to be winning. I headed closer to the fight to see if I could figure anything out. I saw that I recognized the single fighter. It was a woman who looked like a paladin from the Dungeons and Dragons Online game, and I recognized that paladin! It was Tigress! Ok, it appeared that if I wanted Tigress' help with anything I would have to help her out first. This looked like the making of a DDO adventure, so I really wanted her to remember this one.

I went over to Tigress, and called to her. She briefly noted me, and continued fighting. I formed Witchblade into a sword and attacked the enemies. I wasn't sure why they were fighting, but I figured Tigress' enemies were my enemies. I engaged the enemies, fighting with my Witchblade sword, blocking attacks, cutting enemies down all around me… with both Tigress and me fighting, it didn't take long before the entire enemy force was taken down. A few remaining enemies fled across the field to a forest. I put my Witchblade sword away and greeted Tigress. I asked her if she was lucid. She said it was finally happening, we were sharing a DDO dream. I agreed that was awesome… what's the quest? She said that there were some people being held captive in the mountain dungeon, and our quest was to rescue them. I said that sounded like a good quest to me! Tigress and I headed across the field towards a mountain. I could see a cave in the mountain, and that was no doubt our destination.

Tigress and I reached the cave entrance in short order. Sure enough, there were more red robed people inside the cave. They were guarding a locked door, but once we killed them, we found a key on one of them and were able to get inside the cave. Beyond the door it was more of a dungeon than a normal cave. There were long halls and large chambers. There were enemies all around, and they all attacked us on sight. Some of them attacked with melee weapons such as swords and maces, others attacked us with projectile weapons such as arrows and darts, and there were even some that were attacking us with energy attacks. We fought the enemies, taking them out quickly as we progressed through the caverns. We searched the underground complex for a while and finally found the entrance to the main dungeon. There were more enemies down there, of course, and there were numerous prison cells.

We killed the enemies that waited for us there, and then investigated the prison cells. In each of the prison cells there was a single prisoner. The prisoners were humanoid in form, covered with fur, had fluffy tails, and there was a flap of skin between their arms and their legs that looked kind of like the 'wings' of a flying squirrel.

The prisoners were all chained and hanging upside down from the ceiling, dangling about a foot off of the floor. They looked badly beaten, badly injured. It looked like they had been beaten, burned, cut… Allison and I got the prisoners down by cutting through their chains. I did a healing spell on the injured prisoners, and then they were ok to get themselves out of the dungeon. We assured them all the enemies in the upper chambers were dead, and the prisoners headed for the exit. We finished releasing all of the prisoners in the prison cells. We went into the next room and found a nightmare…

In the next room there were more enemies, and they had several prisoners in that room, too. One of the enemies had a prisoner tied to a spit and had them hanging over a fire. He was rotating the spit around as if cooking a chunk of meat, but the prisoner tied to the spit was still alive, and already showing signs of serious burns all over her body. Another enemy had a prisoner chained to the wall and was whipping the prisoner violently, blood spraying off with every lash. A third prisoner was chained to a concrete slab and covered with blood, there were several rats chewing on the prisoner's body… a fourth had a noose around her neck and was positioned so her toes barely touched the ground… so as long as she could stand on her toes she would be able to avoid strangling to death… There were four enemies standing around, and they attacked us on sight. We had to fight those four enemies and then the ones who had been torturing the prisoners. We freed and then healed the prisoners, who then headed for the surface, leaving the dungeon quickly.

Tigress and I were now in the torture chamber alone, only dead bodies were there now. I felt like I should be looking for a reward chest and then recalling back to the surface… but this wasn't an actual DDO game! Tigress looked around one more time, apparently making sure that we hadn't missed anything. She came back over to me. I asked if she was going to remember this dream. She said we were playing DDO. I said yeah, but we were playing DDO in a dream. So she would have to remember the dream when she woke up. She said she would remember this when she logged off. Logged off? I repeated that it wasn't a game… it was a dream. She said she was going to log off now. She disappeared. Wtf? She must have woken up… crap. I started feeling like I was waking up… but I could dilate time! I didn't have to wake up at all, or at least not until I was good and ready to! I could spend as long as I wanted in a dream! I tried to focus on Allura's method of time dilation again, but between the excitement at the idea I could stay in a dream as long as I wanted and the fact I was already in the process of waking up, I was not able to focus and I woke.