non-lucid

It was a fairly vivid dream involving me and some of my friends. A, S and H. We had all gotten together at some hotel and were working on a cartoon.
S was doing the animation. I think he was working in flash on his laptop. I was drawing sketches. A and H were working on doing voice recordings for the cartoon.
We proceeded to watch our cartoon. I don't want to go into detail about the jokes because they were sexual, racist, etc, and I don't want to offend anybody. But some of them were actually pretty funny. But all of my friends and I were the main characters in the cartoon.

non lucid
*Chatting with minjit about her life.
*Darshan of padmasambhava in the old chinese zen temple.

(In this dream I am not me, I am someone of the opposite gender, and about 35 years old, but It takes place in my house...weird.) I'm in the bathroom with my cellphone texting with some woman, apparently we're are in love and I'm cheating on my wife with her. I convince her to come visit me even though she resists. She thinks I won't love her anymore when we meet or something. When she arrives I can't see her, but her friend who looks exactly like Jennifer Lawrence tells me that she is in the room, confused I ask her where>? The friend says she's walking around, at that moment I realize why she was worried about meeting me, she think I won't love her since she is in another realm or spirit world, But she has sent me pictures of herself on the cellphone, so I ask her if I can see her in picture why can't I see her here? then the friend says because she isn't making it so. I ask her to, then she becomes somewhat visible to me and she walks up to me. I'm still confused about the whole thing, but her friend says she is the energy bringer and she loves energy and drains some from everyone and she can make her appear or disappear, the friend says her name is Aphrodite. Then they both disappear and leave more alone than I've ever been.

Before falling asleep I was listening to a hypnosis Session of Jody Whiteley from youtube. It was this one to be precise: Sleep Hypnosis Easy Lucid Dreaming - YouTube

Spoiler for Beginning of the dream (Sexual Content):

I was somewhere on a street in my current hometown, and there was this unknown girl. We just suddenly had sex for no apparent reason, I started to hold her from behind, raised one of her legs, and finally came inside.

TL;DR of above: I had sex with an unknown girl.

After some time I heard about someone who was now being searched europe-wide for impregnating some random girl, and that person was me. There was an high bounty on my head (12500€, or something like that, maybe 10x as much) and I was really worried about the Situation. Some time later I was in a room and thought about the situation when I came to the conclusion that I never touched anyone apart from my girlfriend, and that I'd never do that without a really good and strong reason either. Let alone impregnating anyone, as I REALLY HATE babies entirely, not to mention I'm concerned that our planet is overpopulated anyway. At that point I already knew I was lucid, and did a nose-pinch RC to confirm that.
I applied what I heard in the Hypnosis video, as I got lucid I tried to react to the situation with detached interest. I don't think that made a lot of difference, but I guess it improved stability at least a little.
I immediately went out to search for my dream guide again, and stopped in front of a big screen-like thing which displayed different landscapes, soon after I woke up.

Spoiler for Improvement Notes:

Broke a week long dry spell of lucids - Very Good
Immediately applied learned techniques - Very Good
Searched for Dream Guide - Good
Got no response - Bad
Suddenly woke up without getting anything done, again - Bad

Last night's dreams weren't very remarkable. I have a cold or some sort of sinus infection, and kept waking up with a fever.

I dreamed that my back molar was completely rotten, and every time I closed my mouth, it shoved the tooth out of place. The tooth was extremely loose - I was able to pull it up and see a pool of brown gunk beneath it. It didn't hurt, but it felt extremely uncomfortable and weird.

I really don't remember much else, beyond a vague dream involving the characters of Avatar: The Last Airbender - a show I haven't watched in year. My brother and a friend were discussing it earlier in the evening, though, and I think that may have influenced my dream.

I meet this young woman that is probably a freshman in college. I am walking home. Our paths are similar and she constantly looks behind herself. All of a sudden bees or some flies come out of her hair and start attacking me. I shoo them away as best I could. I see the girl has some sort of smirk on her face. I felt like she was responsible for this and I began to question her about it. I realize her hair was a combo of red and orange. She somehow changes the conversation to just her hair and I forget all about questioning her. ( I feel like I could've been lucid if I kept questioning it). I then begin to walk with her then I started hearing strange voices in my head saying things like "Protect her..." "Help her" I became more interested in her as things went on. Somehow me and her get trapped in some sort of cave. Then we talk about what I plan to do for the future and I tell her computer programming and she asks me "is that a high demanding job" then we escape. All the while these voices saying "protect her" were still going on and I became more curious about her. (Is this not mind control?). Before that entire event. I was trying to catch a boat to an island nearby. I was nervous because I realized I forgot my keys to my house for when I return. It was close to night but still some sunlight. I decide not to take the boat because it was crowded. Then thats when I somehow ended up at this college looking place and met the girl. When I woke up, I couldn't help but feel like this DC was playing me the whole time.

I don't know how many people are in my house, but everyone is having sex. I'm in my bedroom with two blonde girls and a guy. I don't know what what started this, but it's obviously go time. I went down on the girl I was with....there wasn't any shame in my game at that moment. Then I came up, and started pounding her. (So far, so not weird) Then after a while the guy suggests we swap girls. I say "okay", and when I look, this dude has on a blonde wig. Getting ready to knock this guy out, I say "I don't know who you think you're fooling but you better knock it off". He takes off the get up, and we switch like we were supposed to.

With the next girl, it's different....more sensual. More touching, more feeling...we're thoroughly exploring her body. (Then ase expected it gets weird) She says my cock is too big for her. "Well", I suggested "You can ride on top, but dont' go all the way down". She didn't buy it. She gave me a strap on to use, and asked me to fuck her with that. It's nearly the same size as my penis (which is a lot bigger than it is in WL) and I sigh and say "okay". She squats down on the strap on, and my cock lines up right between her cheecks and goes up to the small of her back. She started bouncing and griding...and I was getting about 0 satisfaction out of it. And to make matters worse, time was up (I have no idea about this time shit....I really wanted for at least her to cum). We started putting on our clothes, and she was talking about the next time she wanted to feel me inside her...I'm beaming at this moment, and I'm telling her next time is going to have to be soon (like later today). The first girl, and the other guy are pretty much gone, and my child hood friends come from the other rooms.

Just when I get to the end of the hall way with the blonde girl, J points to us and says "You, and you, yall can't be friends with eachother anymore". "What did I do wrong?" I say in disbelief, but before I can get an answer out of him, I could hear her crying so hard. She buried her face in my shoulder and tugged at my sweater. I was in that same emotional state, but I had already come to the point of acceptance. "Man I knew something like this was going to happen, it was just too good to be true", my face crinkled up like a wadded sheet of paper, but I refused to cry. She cried for both of us, and there was nothing either of us could do. Soon she settled, and I told her "well right now, we can do whatever we want", she nodded, and I said "I want one last hug". (don't know why kiss or fuck didn't come out...damn nice guys) We embraced, and she left.

I arrived to the living room, and people were playing video games. I think they were playing with my NES and I told them I had some newer stuff to play. Games, cables, and systems were everywhere. It looked like the shady end of an electronics repair shop. I dug through, looking for tekken, because I knew no one else had a chance in anything else. Finally T spoke up and said "we've been playing games this whole time, so it doesn't matter". J said "we're heading out ayway". We all jumped into an SUV, and came across a MCdonadls that was in the middle of a strip mall parking lot. Only it had spanish words for the name. "I don't see how you go this place", he said with a look that can only be decribed as top hat and monocle. "There's two of them in this parking lot, I don't go to that one". (I knew this imaginary town like the back of my hand) The next one was so close to it, a person couldn't tell where one started, and one ended. By the time J figured that out, we were back in the drive through to the other one. He started ordering all this food that I've never heard of...sounded like he was speaking another language. All the workers in the store were Latin...maybe that's why. I told him I didn't want anything to eat, but couldn't help marvel at how the place was structured.

I had ok recall, but stayed in the bed for too long without realizing it

I recall some sort of FPS game with kinda mazey levels.

I'm admiring myself and the dress I wear in a huge, full-length mirror. The color of the dress is a deep midnight blue. It's floor-length and rather simple in it's design. My hair is long, below my shoulders and pinned half up. I have no makeup on. For a long time I stare at myself with a small frown on my face. "I'm more comfortable in pants," I say. "I'd probably look better in them too." I hear a short laugh behind me. Louis is watching me. He slowly makes his way to my side and we both look into the mirror, his eyes going to my face and my eyes looking to his. He's smiling. "You look beautiful like this," he says. "It doesn't matter what you wear, pants or a dress, I want you to be comfortable and wear what you please, but you are beautiful." I smile big then, and notice the small fangs in my mouth. I gasp, turning away from our reflections and to him at my side. He is already looking at me. He pulls me to him, an arm around my waist and his other hand behind my head. I place my hands on his chest and bury my face in his neck. "We are the same," he whispers into my hair. He holds me tighter and I sigh happily.

Once again this dream starts out like a movie. I'm set up with the scenario that aliens are real, and they look just like us, but they have weird powers, traditions, and dress like something out of a Buck Rogers show.


This really hot (yet old school looking) alien girl and I are having a conversation. She asks me if I wanted to check out her planet and I agreed. I get transported to an underground base. It looks like it was dug out of solid rock, and I'm sort of leaning on the fact this could have been mars. We head to some meeting room, and their leader looks like Captain Kirk with a weird wig. I really don't really remember what he was talking about. I think I was chosen to inform the people of earth about them. But I was too busy gawking at space ass.

I get to this bar that isn't from WL called Guys. I'm there with a couple of friends, and I'm talking to this girl I find attractive. She says you look just like someone else I know. "Is that a bad thing?" I playfully asked while mapping out scenarios in my head. She bring up some childhood story about how my double tried kissing her in grade school. The way smiled while telling me the story made me feel like deep down she wanted it to happen. I really want to know who this guy was, so I headed to the bar, and bought a couple of beers, and asked one of my friends about the incident. He didn't know, but when I came back, she said the guy who tried to kiss her was a goat. =[

Was following my brother who was following my father up ahead (not my actual brother and father from real life) in a cave. I was urging my brother to come back because all we had was one little flashlight that I was holding and our father was too far up ahead for us to be using his light (he had told us not to enter the cave). The captured a basilisk in red rope like you'd see at a movie theatre or something, and when they came out with it, it gifted our mother with many birds because he was defeated.

Later, I'm in an art class and I'm told to pick any movie/book/video game/whatever and draw the characters as animals. I draw Chell from Portal as herself and then get stuck on the rest of the characters. At some point I'm scolding supermodels for giving in to society's standards and being so underweight.

I dreamed that I was awake at night. Perhaps had gone to the kitchen to fetch a glass of water or something. When suddenly I realized there was an intruder in our house: a black man with a flashlight. Interestingly enough even though he did have a flashlight which was on, the lights in the room were also on, so I could clearly see everything (in fact I think that's why my dream mind decided to have the lights on).

(Side note: why was he black? Is my subconscious racist? Did he just happen to be black? Have I been conditioned by society to fear black men more, so that an intruder is more scary if black? I am white btw.)

He was on the younger side of middle aged, looked clean and clean shaven, and made the impression of being smart and surprisingly well off for someone who chose to burgle homes at night. He was wearing a clean sweater that looked good on him. He seemed fit, not athletic, but slim and healthy looking - like he took care of himself.

He was clearly here just looking for valuables: a burglar. He was very surprised to see me. He stopped and stared at me in shock, and said something like "What the heck? This has never happened before." He was clearly unprepared to face an awake inhabitant of the house. He did not seem aggressive, and just seemed to be thinking of what to say and do next.

Meanwhile I was terrified. I realized I expected that he would rape me. Next thing I know I am lying on my back on the floor with my knees up, even though I had been standing a moment ago, and the dream does not even bother to provide a transition. The burglar looks at me clearly confused and disturbed by my actions, as if he wanted to say "What are you doing woman?" He does not appear to have any intensions to rape me. he appears to be a cultured gentleman burglar.

This however does not diminish my fear. Next thing I know I wake up still horrified.

Side note: Why I had this dream: On DV some woman questioned why do rape victims make such a big deal out of it - a statement which kind of shocked me. Then on Facebook a friend of mine posted an interesting article about a professor teaching high school kids how not to rape, an article I read last evening, and someone else also posted a rape related comment because of News of course.

Upon waking part of me wondered whether the reason why I assumed the position was because part of me wanted to be raped in my dream. But no, I don't think so, my reaction was definitely sheer fear not any anticipation. I assumed the position in my dream because of the simple expectations cause effect in dreams.

Reassuringly enough my burglar's personality was such that I believe I was in no danger of actually being raped, even if I had not woken up. He seemed to be evaluating my reaction, and judging me to be a very confusing and ridiculous woman. So it was all in my head. My DC was not actually threatening, despite the potentially dangerous situation. Maybe given his personality I should not have expected him to try to rape me, but rather expected him to invite me to sit down with him at the table and calmly discuss the consequences: whether he could persuade me to please not call the police.

On another note: this was a very vivid dream. I think the vividness was enhanced by and also helped cause the intense emotions.

Dream recall from today's non-lucid naps.

Note: I was trying to DEILD in a few places through the naps where i woke up, but it was unsuccessful, though it was continuation of the dream, in those cases i am counting it as same dream.
Nap #1(fragments):

I was at home and there was bad weather and i was feeling somewhat sick due to it for some reason. I with a few family members were testing some computer fans and changing some hardware. There was toilet in my room, and it should have not been used, but i used it. Then we were building some kind of supercomputer from various hardware and arguing about that hardware. Then dark clouds came and there was very heavy wind, everyone but me was happy.

Nap #2:

I was at home, family members were still testing fans and there was big hole in the wall leading outside and there were a couple of rather unstable fans in it, they radiated some kind of waves that were annoying me and disrupting my WILD attempts, i went to the kitchen and i saw rather large dragonfly but haven't paid any attention to that.
I went back to my room and started watching some let's play of Syphon filter video game, there was weird level in buildings and at the start of it there were bunch of weapon boxes with gun named 'IC1000' that looked like mini SMG and let's player said that it's pretty weak, also there was a couple of boxes with HK5. Then level was being set in some big multifloor building and there were enemy agents, it looked very hard.
Later dream switched to some movie like story about some female character that was at first with some rich dude that was getting more than 1mil$ per day but then she went to another dude who was working in some kind of organization like police.
Then dream switched back, i went to the kitchen and was surprised to see pretty big green dragonfly, it was somewhat more in size than my palm, there were also two blue ones and they were smaller. I was catching them and trying to figure out where they came from.
Later there i was getting to do some hardware upgrades and figured out that internet port got broken, so i had to move hardware to the different computer... which looked like dark-red metallic spherical thing floating in the middle of the room with smaller spheres floating around it. I got some of it done and then dream ended.

Later in the night, I was supposed to spent some quality time with a really attractive girl. She's one I've met before but I won't mention her name because that's going off-bounds from a relationship with one of my friends.

Although I don't feel any lust for that girl right now, she was so freaking beautiful in the dream! I was laying back on a couch in her home while she was standing on the on bedroom walk way. She was leaning against to the wall on the right, in a sexy-like posture. I'm guessing this probably happened because I was picking up prostitutes in Grand Theft Auto a couple hours ago. She told me something along the lines of, "Let's go somewhere more private and have a good time." I thought it was a good idea.

Things started to change. Later on in the story, she was no longer interested in me. It could of been another girl, I'm just not sure. What happened was this... I was back at Pacific High School again, in history class, along with my child development class. Every female in the class was supposed to have sex with one male in the class. At first, the female I was going to have sex with agreed that we should. That soon changed though.

When everybody took turns having sex, it finally came up to me and this girl. That's when she finally decided that she didn't want to do it. I'm not sure why she refused, but I didn't try arguing back. The other students, however, tried encouraging her to have sex with me. They said I was a nice guy and deserve some of it. It never happened. We then went on during the day while the girl was feeling guilty for not doing it. We never did it.