non-lucid

I'm running down a street with someone. It's a street that I know. I can't see the persons face. We slow down and are walking together, keeping very close. I am constantly looking around me. A black SUV drives past us and then slows down. I instantly get a bad feeling and grab the person's hand. We start running. We cut across yards and jump over fences until we are lost. I see a closed off, square place with a little opening. I pull the person inside with me. The walls around us are concrete and no one can see us. I sit in a corner, away from the opening, with my legs spread open. I pull the person down in between my legs, their back against my chest and my arms tightly around their waist. My chin rests on their shoulder and the person relaxes into me. We wait for a while in silence. A black dog then walks into the small space and looks at us. He comes close and starts licking our faces. I pet the dog.

I'm walking around my old middle school campus. It's dark and lightly raining. My little sister is at my side and we are walking quickly to the portable classrooms. Someone catches our attention and we decide to follow them. They go into the girl's bathroom. The Bathroom is brightly lit, a bit unnaturally it seems. Even so I am still unable to see the person's face. From the figure, I hear a male voice. He says that what we seek is right across from the bathroom entrance. Immediately, I leave the bathroom and walk to a well lit portable. I go inside. It is large and square. Except for the entrance wall, the other walls are lined with clothes racks. I turn around and notice that my sister is no longer with me. I know that someone bad is coming close, so I go into the racks and hide between the clothes. A Japanese school girl that resembles Sailor Moon, runs into the room. I know she is looking for me and I'm afraid. She runs around the racks and then runs outside. I feel safe with her gone and I know that she can't see me. I get up and step out of the clothing racks. On one of the racks I spot a small, black jean jacket. It's old, faded and covered with little gold studs. While I'm looking at it, my sister appears in the doorway and tells me to hurry. We have to go fast. I look at my sister and then back at the jacket. I have to take it with me. It feels really important. I take the jacket off of it's hanger and my sister and I walk out of the classroom. Suddenly I'm in a department store. I feel relaxed and I'm looking around for something. I walk up to a mirror and stop to look at my face. I am Stiles Stilinski. A hand touches my shoulder, so I turn around. Scott McCall and my sister are looking at me. Derek Hale's hand rests on my shoulder. They are all looking at the jacket now. I lift it up a bit and show them. Derek looks at me again and tells me that it's too small. I already know. I hug the jacket close and walk around the store with it. Scott, Derek and my sister follow me around. I say, "It is sad." I tell them that she is too big. She is too big and now she can't wear the jacket. I stop walking and look at the jacket. I try to put it on but it disappears. I turn to Derek and he has a small smile on his face. He says, "Come on, Stiles". He takes my hand and leads me to a pyramid of candy. I stare at it and Derek walks away. I dig through my pockets but I have no money. I feel a bit upset, but I grab something anyway and walk to a register. Derek is already there and in his hands is a small, white and rectangular box. It says "orange" on it, I think. I move closer to get a better look. He sees me trying to get a better look and quickly hides it behind his back, smirking all the while. I laugh and step closer to him. He grabs my hand.

I was laying face down on a beach. I realized that someone was standing over me, I turned around and it was PW. She was smiling at me, and she was really pretty. She had her hair up in a ponytail, with small black hoop earrings, and a black & white stripe t-shirt.

I was at a club and I told his girl that I've never done something before. She asked me if I'll like to now and I told her yes. She dragged me out of the place to another section of the building. It was an open space, with a stage with two sets of chair on each side. There was already an audience in front of us. Two people came up to us and we switched partners. I ended up with the guy and she with the girl. I got really nervous and sweaty, with my heart beating fast. --- I was at the third level of the building. I walked downstairs to the second and it was dark, and the first level was just as dark too. There were no lights, except for the moon shine coming through the windows. I spot the main entrance but I remembered coming through a side door. I found the side door and opened it. It leads outside but I wasn't on ground floor. I walked on a railing attached to the wall. I got to the other side, with a glass door to another building. There was a table with a vase of flower behind the door. I manged to get inside cause the door opens toward me. I don't remember climbing over or under the table. This building is just as dark as the other. I appeared on second floor, and found a gleam of golden light while looking around. I then remembered that AA and I got a room in this hotel/mansioni. I felt so relieved while walking toward it. I went inside the room to find AA sleeping in bed. I thought to take a shower before sleeping, but I was really crept out, and saw sleeping as the safest thing to do. AA suddenly sat up with open eyes but fell back down right away. I then remembered the hotel's haunted. fml. I heard a sound at the end table. I looked toward it and found a tiny golden frame square with a picture inside it. The picture was in the style of a tarot card. I got a bad feeling and picked it up. I was feeling the square when a set of card came out. The blank side (with a logo) was facing up. I laid the cards out one by one on the bed, a total of around 10 cards. I flipped them over one by one but I got up for some reason before I was finished. When I turned back around to sit down, the cards were back on their blank side.

I recalled only one dream and I got to be quick about it. It's been a busy night for us.

3:41AM

My wife, kids, mom and I tresspass in some random persons in-ground swimming pool. We swim a while but then a storm comes and it starts raining really hard. I was going to continue to swim but it starts lightning so we all get out. I try to cover all trace that we were there. I find pool toys and a pair of flip-flops of my daughters in the water. I get out and notice everyone is gone. I am wet and need to change in the car. I see a white minivan that we apparently rode in. I imagine trying to change in the minivan and I see myself trashing around in it. I decide that looks to be no good.

I walk around to the front and see everyone is going in the house. Apparently the owners where home the whole time and they invite us in. I am shocked that they had the nerve to ask. I go inside and there is a small boy staring at me. Then my WBTB alarm wakes me.

I haven't actively been trying to induce lucid dreams, and I've been too distracted to really focus on my lucid activities, so my recall this week is pretty terrible. It'll improve once I'm less tired and distracted.

I recall one dream from last night.

I was with my mom, aunt, and brother. We were looking for a restaurant to eat at. We found one past a mall (in real life, the mall was long ago turned into a mega-church), and it was a donut shop. It was always late night in this dream.

The donuts were the best donuts. The. Best. Donuts. I have ever had, either asleep or awake. They were Krispy Kreme style donuts and they were so super amazing that my aunt, mother, and I kept going back to the little donut shop. Their special was something called a "Southern Treat" which is a thing that exists in real life. It's a hamburger put between two donuts and fried. In real life, I think that's disgusting. In the dream, it was the most appetizing looking thing in the world, but I kept forgetting to buy one every time we went to the shop.

It wasn't a lucid dream, but I never eat in my dreams - ever - and one of my goals has been to eat something in a dream. I guess it doesn't 100% count since I wasn't lucid but at least my brain's on-task even when I'm not.

Dream fragment 1:I'm sitting on the floor next to my uncle, we are both wearing shorts, he shows me his thigh and armpit hair trying to make me jealous, it's all thick and in dreadlocks 12 inches out and dark brown. I look down at my legs and armpit and laugh and tell him "whatever dude", because I didn't want dreads coming off my legs and out my armpit.

Dream fragment 2:I'm just hanging out with my friends in front of my house, and suddenly I know I'm pregnant, I just know it some how, but I freak out because that's impossible, I didn't have sex with a man so wtf. I call my mom on my cellphone and tell, I tell her I would never get an abortion, but I also don't want it so I tell her either my sister has to take it or my mom take it and my mom says no problem, she'll take it. So I am now in the house staring out the window, I'm not aloud out for some reason I guess because I'm pregnant and I'm bummed. Then my grandma comes over and my mom just changes everything we agreed on, she tells my grandma that I have to keep the baby and raise it and I get angry because I don't want it. And I just felt left out from everything and I didn't ask for it

Woke up with a strong feeling of confusion for some reason...

I recall some kind of building, something about some secret agency and something about recording videos.

I was in Oia, finding Plague (from Good Omens). When we found him, we took him with us. J and T were there, as well as Famine (also from Good Omens) and two dogs. The dogs got lost between Oia and the factory. We were driving a golf cart, and I desperately needed to find B to give her a blood transfusion. She was in a factory/warehouse setting, with an upper catwalk and a lower courtyard. The lower courtyard was full of convicts at work and we had to make our way through without angering or upsetting anyone. Once we had navigated the courtyard, I was upstairs with two (for lack of a better word) leprechauns. One was trying to prevent me from reaching B, and one was fighting for me to get through. Eventually, I was able to slip past them and reach B, who was in a veterinary clinic and needed blood, as she was giving it to someone else. I was worried because I didn't know my blood type and I was afraid she wouldn't be able to take my blood, but the doctor who was on hand reassured me and hooked me up to the machine. Then I woke up.

(...) I had fallen asleep at a train station in the dream and when I wake up I am somewhere else and the first person I see to my left is my guru. He is in some sort of public appearance... It is still fuzzy to me what is going on. Or eyes cross but I can't tell if he recognizes me. I look to my right and there is an entourage of lamas and monks. Then he gets up and everybody else does the same. He moves towards me and says "Hi (my name)! I haven't seen you in a while. How are you?". "Oh, you remember me!", "Off course, silly." Then he puts his right hand over my right shoulder and grabs my left wrist with his left hand and walks with me for a while. I feel his warmth and notice my icy hands. While he is asking me questions I cannot help to feel extremely hot and cold at the same time. At first I ignore, but it becomes so extreme I cannot continue the conversation and I wake up . My body is icy cold, but I am completely drenched in sweat.

(...) I am walking through a park when some guy asks me to take pictures of him doing kung fu poses to send to his friends back home. I agree and then three more people join him, apparently part of the same tour group, making poses for the pics. I relish their skills and they introduce me to their master. It's an extremely amiable old chinese man. I tell him I am now learning martial arts in real life, but kenpo not kung fu. He says that's nice and offers to teach me some signature moves from his school. He demonstrates as he attacks me, but he is kind enough to do it gently and instead of hitting me full force he says "bam, now I hit you in the head.", etc. Unlike the kung fu fights I was used to play in my dreams, now the fights feel extremely realistic. Then he asks me to attack him and show what I know. I feel a bit embarassed, but instinctively apply a series of kicks and punches which he defends with ease. He looks amused at my inexperience but not so much with the last kick, which actually surprises him. He says he wasn't expecting that, since it is a more advanced move. I said I had learned it already and then he exchanges some remarks with another chinese guy. He says that they know the move but teach a version of it to only the more advanced students."

Mannnnnn...there's soo much that went on in the following two dreams that I don't know where to begin at, and how it all went together due to limited recall.

I remember helping R fight some super human woman. Well we all had super powers, but I think she was strong as both of us. The fight started out as just a verbal argument...then it went to rapping....and then an all out romp through the city. I think I ended up drowning her.

Then the skies turned black and this woman I referred to as the "White Queen" arrived. Ronnie was no where in sight, so it was a fair fight. Well it was supposed to be. I ended up getting really powerful (or lucid, still not sure) and going to town on her. I had the power of earth/gravity so everything I was doing hit harder. I got her in a pile driver from two thousand feet, and reversed gravity right when I felt her trying to fly up, so in essence she ended up hurting herself worse. At one point I was sort of just playing with her...we both knew that she was going to lose, but this chick could take some damage. I woke up, and went back into the dream, and we caused a little chaos on the people in the city we were in for a bit.


So I get out of bed, totally lucid, and I decided to look for Kaomea. I opened the door, and I thought i saw her....but she was really old. She said she needed help with something, and we teleported (I think) and ended up some place in China. I can't really recall what happened, but it was like a kung-fu flick, with a cartoon thrown in at the end. I know I ended up losing lucidity by the end of the dream though.

Dream recall from non-lucid naps from yesterday and today.

Yesterday's nap(fragment):

I was on my PC and desktop was all messed up and wallpaper was different, i rearranged it back to normal. Then i was checking dreamviews and i was randomly promoted to the dream guide rank( ), the forums suddenly became bronze colored and there was weird thread in news section that stated 'We are on fire'. There was also a star with sickle and hammer in the upper right corner. I went back to bed and decided to go for another nap.

Today's nap(fragments):

I was playing some Warzone 2100 map that looked like first transport mission of campaign, but instead i was controlling the scavenger faction, there were lots of new units that were not original, but part of them, such as some vans, trucks and tractors were from some mods, but other part was completely new, like some mechas made from broken parts and garbage.
Then there was this weird game, which in main mode was basically touhou but horizontally oriented, and cancelling bullets with boss explosion was one of the scoring methods, but i was failing at it. Extra mode of it was actually a fighter game where characters been changing form between Captain Falcon, Sonic and Mickey Mouse by using certain combinations of moves. Apparently there was also superextra mode which was like extra but instead of versus fight everyone was teaming up versus boss, which looked like Sonic in Iron Man suit that was also turning gold, and was really overpowered.
Later at home there were lots of pillows, forming literally walls. I almost fell over one of them.

rapitdly pressing the same button now turn into a rapid notion of beathing this fucking game but the game is jus there to give you a nostligic feeling of being in control of something your not you could be a ninja a figher a dreamer etc. but im inhaling a thought of not thinkings but being in this same state of mind same image of sequence moving rapidly as your finger hit the button you notice you in arcade setting but the arcade is jus your home console and your training in a thought of beating this game entirley your getting tired of doing the same thing but you dream everday things like reality and show that are about reality and other non-important stuff like that but if you slow down the processe of thinking you really not button mashing at all its a sequence you put in the game like putting in a code for a supreme character but while notice these fragment of figment of imagination the scene be come even more brutal than picture yourself being a mortal in a combat sitatuation where your commiting a fatalaty on every single opponet you ever face this game then become a lucid sequence of code inputs that you do unawarely its not dreaming lucidly but being non lucid as of becoming in the dream state of playing a game in the state of mind of playing the games that we once all known as the button masher but the button mashing becomes jus slowing typing process of typing situtaiton of you moving around your home thinking about doing this action over and over again

3:10AM

I am staying at some friend's house, P and J. For some reason we are moving to Tulsa and I am starting a new job at Olive Garden.

I have an FA and wake from some dream about P owning a grocery store. It's empty and he isn't getting any customers. Some goofy vendors deliver goods on pallet jack and knock over displays. P chases them out. Them I guess it was P and J, they begin to have sex and move into the back of the store. Arnold Schwarzenegger shows up with a cigar in one hand and a ventriloquist dummy in the other. He says something really lame and thinks he's being funny.



I get out of bed and I look back and realize I was cuddled with J on one side while P was on the other. I briefly find this to be odd but run out for embarrassment.

I am in the living room with P and he is talking about starting some management position. He says it's actually lunch time for him and he works only half days. I look at the clock and see is like 6:27AM. I get worried because I was supposed to the at Olive Garden at 7AM. I then realize I have no idea how I got this job or where the restaurant is. I almost get lucid but I am too busy freaking out. I pull out some piece of paper. I see that it is wet in places but I can really read it. (Coincidentally I spilled isopropyl alcohol on some documents today and it looked really similar to my dream.) I put the paper away and pull out my phone to try and Goolge. I hope that there is only one Olive Garden. Then, I get really scared and realize I am not at all qualified for this job. I know nothing about managing a restaurant. I begging to really freak out. I look down at my clothes and see that I am wearing black slacks and a white button up shirt. I think maybe I should just give it up and go job hunting again. I'm sure I can find something. When I wake up I feel disoriented and confused who and where I really am.

I have another dream around 6 that is too private to share and slightly disturbing.

Early in the morning, I was walking around a home looting goods from someone I've never met before. I have an accomplice with me. He's following me through the whole dream.

There's a room we found interesting just down the fall we were standing on. I entered the room, close the door after my accomplice gets in, but something went wrong. Someone was following us. I'm guessing it was the cops which wasn't a good thing. I probably done something illegal. We both had to find a way out but the only way out was through the window behind us.

The room we were in was empty. There was nothing here for us to rob. We both were panicking as we struggled to find a way out of this place free. That's when we decided to walk out the bedroom window and escape the area. I was the first one to exit the room. My partner was second.

There was something strange after looking at the new area I just climbed in to. It was my front yard. I looked around to see if there was any cops around but after checking around the corner of the house, there was a cop running towards me. I immediately ran outside of the home property and next to there street where I found a car for my getaway. The street, as always, was lonely. I didn't see anyone there at the time.

I waited for my partner and we eventually left the area together in this car.

I think I've seen this place before. There's a lot of posters and accessories in this room that looked to have belonged to a girl. There's nothing interesting in the room. The only interesting thing I saw was someone I had seen before on one of the television shows I watched. She keeps changing from body to body.

I cannot recall much from the whole dream. After leaving the room I was first in, I was outside walking in the rain while following a group of kids through abandoned buildings somewhere around the village. Most of these buildings were burnt out, so there wasn't really too much to explain right now.

This next part I met a friend standing on a parking lot next to a few homes. There is a group of other people standing next to her. I walk up to Trinh and ask her a question. She didn't give me a good answer. I got a bad vibe from her, but I'm still not sure if she hated me at that moment. Me and everyone else who were following me now went separate ways. I walked in to one of the buildings next to the parking lot and rain was then stopped.

In the next home I entered I only saw one of my Aunts and she was waiting for someone in the house to walk outside and go some place with her. I was standing on the stairs, listening. It was a pretty calm night.