non-lucid

This was yesterday's nap on the 22nd

10.22.2012

Disturbing Board Meeting (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside a vehicle sitting on the left back seat with my father in the driver's seat on the left. I had to do some fancy maneuvering to get out of the door. I had to twist my body in a very weird way, but I managed to get out.

It seems I'm going into a large Board Meeting of some sort, and it's kind of like an auditorium you would see in a High School. The flooring is consists of carpet, and it's purple all over. I'm assuming the seats are all a very dark color of turquoise, or just Black. I go down, sit at a random chair, and after a while, the Q&A finally commences.

There's one guy standing on the center of the stage. He's wearing a red shirt, black shorts, black sneakers, is Caucasian, and has dirty blonde to brown hair. He seems to be the one taking in the questions, and there's a few people that give him some questions that really gets him thinking. Even when he responds, they basically show him how much the University they're in is based on some kind of derivative of my University's funding.

To make it easier to explain, basically Texas A&M University at College Station promotes some kind of propery management for Texas Tech University, at least that's how it looked like from the dream. The guy tries to avoid the question at times, and even tries to restate what has been refuted, especially he mentions the property management thing again.

After a while, the meeting in the auditorium comes to an end, the guy on the stage looks like shit after the questions being slashed at him back and forth. I recall there being some kind of resentment for Texas Tech University students on Texas A&M University overall, but i've distracted myself for so long that I can't recall the details. All I know is the property management was stated a lot.

As I'm going through the row of seats, I noticed there were pens on the floor, and they looked pretty random to me. Not many people were around at this point, so I decided to pick one pen up, and then looked at the others scattered on the left side of the Auditorium as I was trying to leave(right side if you were coming). I realized that these pens look familiar, they looked like the ones in waking life.

One that I remember specifically is the blue ink pen with the gray cap, Black color base, and had a fine tip. I tried writing something random on my hand, but the ink is clearly on the verge of running out completely. I picked up another pen, this time, it had the Transparent dark gray base where you could see how much black ink was still contained, a black bottom base for the ink point to stick out, and a cap that can be pressed in and out.

I looked up after picking up a few pens, and found that they were contained in a very small vase, or pot. The pot is kind of hard to recall, but I'd say it was a light faded teal color, or something along those lines, and that it was tipped over. It looked familiar as well, like one of the objects in waking life where I put in a lot of pens and pencils that were probably useless.

I noticed some people in waking life were there as well. There was a lady who looked like Gem. She was wearing a Black and brown tank top or something with a black jacket over it, along with black dress pants as well. She's bending down, at least that's what the image of her keeps showing up in my head as I'm recalling this. After a while, everyone leaves, but I decided to stay near the entrance to the auditorium.

Suddenly, the seat capacity gets over-filled, and all of them seem to be the Band and Choir of the University. I saw one distinct person that was the counterpart of someone in waking life. He lookd a lot like a guy named Robert S., except he looks a lot younger in this dream. He had the hairstyle where most of his eyes would be covered.

Anyway, his face looks cheekier, and then I get bored of this event that happened right after that large meeting. I go outside, and see my father inside the driver's seat. The door to the back seat is vacant, and in order to get in, my father tells me that I have to go inside the front, and then slide my body on a small slope to get inside. It was weird, it's like he disappeared, and a light green slope going downwards appears.

After that weird entrance to the vehicle I can't remember what happened next.

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10.22.2012

Runescape Clans (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was talking to someone about the clans I've been part of in Runescape. I talked about the recent one before I quit, then one before that, and then one more before that one. The last one involved me doing some Corporeal Beast killing, though I doubt I did that with the last one, or any of them for that matter.

That's because I always had to go to sub-clans meant for everyone with the right stats to join temporarily if they wanted to do Corporeal Beast killing.

Boring stuff indeed.

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10.22.2012

The Young and the Restless Weird Killing (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Sharon from the Young and the Restless is posing as Adam Newman. She goes up to some woman that I can't even get a facial recognition of, and she starts stabbing and slicing her with a knife.

All that shows up are cuts, and the other one is doing the same to Sharon I believe. There's several cuts on the two females stomachs, and chest region, it them not showing any kind of pain is frankly disturbing.

Stereotypical (8:05)

One of my sisters has a friend over. She comes into the room in the middle of an argument and offers some advice that makes no sense. I find it annoying that she jumps in without knowing enough background on the situation to offer an intelligent opinion. Throwing caution to the wind, I tell her so, in no uncertain terms. Then I walk out of the room.

Or I try to. Somehow the furniture is throwing me off. I keep running into dead ends and having to backtrack. I suppose I must look ridiculous now that my dramatic exit is ruined. I suppose I must also look like a stereotypical rude older brother. Whatever. Eventually I realize I'm navigating like I'm trailing my left hand along the wall of a maze, which is silly. I extricate myself and go over to my laptop. I power it on with the intention of playing some video games, even though that will probably only reinforce the stereotype. Later, I wake up when my alarm goes off.

[I didn't try very hard to remember the details of this dream. I didn't feel especially happy when I woke up, and I figured that meant the dream couldn't have been a very good one. These details came back unbidden later in the morning.]

I was confronted by B.K. about some notes I'd written. I was afraid I would be kicked out of the C.S. I was so high. I read the last sentence and it was really weird, though something I might write IWL.

I laughed. B.K. asked why I laughed. I explained it looked like something I would write.
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Girls chest, tank-top, cleavage with goose bumps.
Then puffy brown areola were showing.
My feet were pointing backward trying to touch her breasts.
She moved close enough to barely graze a foot.
I tried to get on the computer and bring up the camera to take video, but I couldn't get to the camera.

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I was driving my bus very high. I couldn't turn the bus, so I stopped.

Then I was in my truck. I parked it and left it, but then was trying to find it again.

I realized I was dreaming, I was in a building trying to get out. I ran down the steps and had a false memory of how to get out.

Outside, I flew to find my truck. My truck appeared up in the air. It was blue, not black, which I found weird, but it was mine. I got in the truck and Bobby Cox was in it. He was the mechanic.

He questioned me about finding my way out of the building, so I said, "I flew up here, didn't I?"

Then the mechanic was Pat C. I went to kiss him (?), then I bit his mouth. I tried to bite clean through his lips. Then I went to bite his whole face/head, and I did.

I started driving down the road trying to find my bus. I was lost, and trying to get somewhere where I at least recognized how to get home.

I saw some people walking down the street. I saw a pretty girl, but I had to pass them. This part was not so lucid.

I was more lucid when I came to a room with white, metal bunk beds. It was about 10 bunk beds high. I saw a deformed child. I flew up the beds, half climbing them. All the beds had deformed, crying children in them.

I couldn't find anyone my age, so I left them.

Then I was with R, my FGF. She gave me ten dollars but I didn't want it. I just wanted to be with her. She turned out to be J. I told her I loved her.

I am in the desert being chased by people in full body armor. I can turn invisible using some stealth unit. The sound effect is similar to using stealth mode in KOTOR. My weapons are axes. When I throw they float around and slash at my enemies back. One guy caught an axe and said "If you are such a good axe thrower then why could I catch one" he then gets slashed in the back by one of the floating ones. The rest of the dreams is just me running around turning invisible trying to avoid these guys.

A hurricane formed around my house. We were all in the living room at the time and we were in the eye of the storm. That is all.

There is a TV show The Lying Game. I was dreaming it and I was Emma (Yey!) I totally love this show So if you know this show you are going to know the characters

I was laying in my bed and eating delicious cookies then Sutton entered the room. She said something about leaving with Ethan. After our little talky she left.
I arrived to school with Lauren and I wanted to give her a cookie (the same type as I have been eating while laying in bed) she said that I should give it to homeless people and not her. I saw a young version of Rebecca at school. (SPOILER: She is the mother of Sutton and Emma). While I was walking to class I asked a guy is there any new students in school. The answer was negative.
After lessons I was walking down the park and I saw Carly Rae Jepsen. She was sitting on a car with two other girls. They were wearing blue jeans suit (or something like that). I waved and ran to her. She looked at me with weird face and asked: Are you OK? I answered: Yup, I'm better when ever.
Late at night I visited my friend (His name wasn't told in the dream so we will call him a friend). He was sitting at dinner table with 3 other guys. The friend told us: There aren't any new students in school... So, who will be a dork again? My eyes caught a nice cake. So I grabbed a piece and ate it. The taste of the cake was amazing so I ate rest of the cake. (I think the guys got angry on me and thought that I should be a dork).
Next day the guys took me to a lake. They climbed into a tower near a lake and shouted: Emma climb over here and jump to the lake! The lake is 40 meters deep down here. I got suspicious so I took a branch and looked at depth of a lake. It was max 1.5 meters.
Yup they were trying to make me dork and see if I will do what they told me to do. If I was listening to them I would have to suicide in the name of those "friends".

I had an interesting political dream. I have never had one before, but I guess it makes sense given the timing of things.

I was on a train in an amusement park. Each political candidate had his own area in the park to share their views. My candidate's supporters were on this train. I actually don't know if this train was for Ron Paul or Romney--only that it was NOT for Obama. This older distinguished looking black man got up and was telling us how many of our freedoms have been lost through Obama. And how we cannnot allow Obama to have another term. It was a really great, well thought out speech, which later suprised me since I have a hard time putting my political thoughts and feelings into words.

Dream - Lucid

All I remember are bits and pieces from last night.

I was up and couldn't fall back asleep. Jake was with me, I believe. We turned Netflix on. I was going to do something to make myself tired again, but looking out the window, I noticed morning was breaking, and I had to be up anyway. I remember sitting on my knees on the foot of the bed when it was still dark. My bed was set at an angle, like it used to be when I was younger.

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My cat was much smaller, and I was trying to get her to cuddle with another cat. I moved her paws onto the other cat, who was a short-haired, dark-colored tabby, and she didn't resist, and started cuddling (definitely a dream...). This was very surprising to me in the dream.

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I was telling some girl off. I don't remember what I said or why.

This dream started out with me in a hotel room with a bunch of people. I cant recall what was being said nor do i remember what i was doing. This dream was the first one I had or remembered and unfortunately i kept falling asleep without any dreams after it so i forgot most of it. Things were said in that room and after a little while I seemed to have received a package. I started to open this cardboard box and inside I found a handgun. Looked like a M9. I was excited about this and for some reason I thought to myself i should show this off to some friends. My dream changed scenes to the sawgrass mall where I go to since its the closest to my house and people i know are always there. Walking through the hallway I found myself in the food court and sure enough i spotted my friend nick with some other people. I went up to him and said "Hey bro, whats up" and he replied with "Nothing much man, whats up?". I replied with "Look what i got" and i took out the pistol and showed it to him. I had a feeling the gun was loaded or better yet i knew it was. All nick said was "Thats really cool" and while it wasnt the reaction i was looking for, i didnt really care. For some reason i went to take out the bullet in the chamber and when I did dirt came out with it. I realized the gun was dirty so I blew into the chamber hole to clean it When i did this not only did the dirt come out but also a few bullets along with it. I saw two of them fall on the floor and i proceeded to pick them up. I put the bullets back in the chamber and started to walk away. I was walking the hallways with the gun in my pocket and at one point this guy that was pushing shopping carts rammed them into me and he had this smirk on his face i didn't appreciate. I looked at him with like an "Oh yeah?" kinda look and i whipped out my pistol and pointed it at him just to scare him. As soon as i did this he flinched in fear and ran away but at the same time an alarm began to sound off. Through my peripheral i noticed a camera with a red light looking at me. I knew the alarm was for me so I walked slowly and sure enough a Cop appeared out of the crowd going right for me. He pushed me up against the wall in a pretty rough way and put handcuffs on me. He took the gun out of my pocket and began walking me out of there. I remember feeling so stupid and disappointed. He lead me to the front of the mall where there was a lot of people going up the stairs to the mall and a spot in front of the stairs with these platforms in which people sit on. This area is not located in the actual mall, ive never seen this place before. He placed me on top of a platform near these kids and he told me i had to wait for another Cop to show up to see what my punishments would be. This black kid with glasses next to me started telling me im lucky because i could've gotten 12 years in jail but since ive complied i should only get about 3. I started thinking about jail time and immediately got really sad. I didn't want to go to jail so i started to think of how i can get myself out of this one. Normally through my life whenever i got in trouble I have been able to get out of it one way or another. While sitting there thinking, i looked up at the sky and noticed it was so beautiful. It was a light blue background with some Torquise like waves floating around (Similar to the aurora borealis up in the north pole). The kid next to me was telling me something i cant remember and soon after the next cop showed up. He looked like he would be a FBI agent because he had a black coat on with shades. He was telling me how I was dumb to do what i did but while he was walking i began to slowly wake up since it was time for work

I had a dream that my friend Morgan got married and had her wedding on the roof of a building. That's kind of all I remember.

I was at some theme park that reminded me of Disney, and a few of us were erratically arguing about nothing untill I stopped everyone and they realized it. We split up for bit and I decided to go arcade hopping. One guy was in there with his son and he was saying he there all day and was staying at least untill 7. I regrouped with my sis, saw him, and told her he was a pretty good guy.

I headed to another one, and the place was just sketchy. It looked like one of the arcades at those carnivals that no one ever cleaned. it also had these bootleg games in it. I was scoping out what they had to offer when I noticed they had a section of hentai games. The wtf factor went through the roof when I saw kids in that section.

I had another one where i was in a skate shop and I was torn between what I wanted to get. They had my size, but I just wasnt sure because I know I'm going to be locked in to whatever I chose for at least a year or two.

21.10(weed) I was not a character in my dream, i was more like an observer. I was observing this woman, she was taking a huge risk about doing something and also discussing it someone (possibly drug deal), i think it was something illigal and she was preparing some kind of deal, also she was doing it again, it was her second time.
22.10(weed) I am working something, at work there is this girl im attracted to, she had long blonde hair almost the same as Seven of Nine had(star trek voyager), we hug and lay on the ground but she then goes to go her boyfriend who happens is next to me, im a little sad that she leaves me. There are also other scenes but i cant remember them, its because of the weed
WBTB 40mins awake, no successful LD.
I was supposed to meet a friend, so i am traveling with a car. At the entrance of his block there is someone walking infront of me and walks into the the apartment on the opposite side that my friend lives(real friend named Vicho). My friend walks out and i ask him "Are we supposed to take (name i dont remember)" and he replies "nah". The other scenes i remember is, i am at work. I am standing next to an employ (a real one, he is named Andro). He is working on his desk. There is a metalic shelf above his head (Also real one from work) On the shelf the employ put a butter, salami and yellow cheese, they are placed on top of each. Those are the products i use to make sandwiches in real life, also i place them exacly like that ,appreantly so does the employ in my dream life The other thing i remember is i am in a non familiar room with people. I am not sure if i am still at work, but i grab one of those pens with 5 colours and i want to draw a half circle (i think it was for something, but i cant remember what for). I am drawing this half circle on a black suede leather ( i work with leathers in work and especialy with suede) The texture details of the suede leather were real as it could be. So as i am repeating same move to make that half circle i realise i need orange color, so i look at the colors of the pen and bam there it is, along with 2 blues 1 black and the last i dont remember i instantaneously switch to orange. But i've already used the blue color for the half circle and i cant "overpaint" it with orange (As would happen in real life with suede leather). I am rapidly making the same moves to try get the orange color show on the leather with little success aaaaand i am awake.
My head hurts because of the weed i smoked the previous 2 days, now i wont smoke for a long time. I am pretty sure i should have a better dream recall. Woke at 6:00am for WBTB, went to bed 6:40am, probably fell asleep at 7:20~am. Did some short meditation, 90% of the time i was thinkin about LD, and what i would do, expecting it, positive toughts, also i ate 1 banana and drank some water.

Raven and I are out front of this little cottage she made for herself on the Moon in the Biodome. There is a garden out front with lots of magical plants. We sit on the ground, and make a magical cake in the air. Different plant parts come together, and we make a magical chocolate cake. We giggle and eat it with our hands as it hovers in front of us.

Warning:This is extremely long and some parts are kinda disturbing.

I am driving a car and I want to commit suicide. It is late at night and I am driving in a forest. I see a parked van so I hit the gas peddle and ram right into that vehicle. The dream shifts into third person and I see 'myself'' who doesn't look anything like me at all. This person that I am or was has an object, probably a fork sticking out from his neck. The car I believe is flipped over. Now the unfortunate man with the fork in his neck is choking and I as the observer am also affected by this since I have trouble breathing. Things slowly fade to black.

I emerge into a different reality. There is a war going on between these anthropomorphic cartoonish pitbulls. One side wears a blue uniform and the other has a red uniform. I fight some of these beings. Eventually I am underwater and I am fighting a large green submarine. I don't know what weapon I had at the time. Somehow I convince these creatures to stop fighting and join forces.

I then make my way to this roller coaster. I get on it and it moves. As it goes down the track I see a yellow blob of color move past my field of vision. It goes to the right and vanishes. The dreamscape then changes into a snowy wasteland. There are other people on this roller coaster with me. This roller coaster ride if wild and crazy! There are many instances of the coaster going off a ramp thus dislocating from the track, making tight turns around corners and somehow re-align the coaster onto the track on the ground again that is mostly covered in snow. At one point we stop the coaster and we end up at a small cliff we have to climb. To our convenience there are already a couple of ropes on the cliff.

One of us climbs to the top. I then start to climb. It is surprisingly easy (considering I don't have much upper body strength irl) I then say "Wow I haven't climbed in years, glad I am not rusty." I find myself having trouble pulling myself on top of the cliff though. I reach my left hand out to the guy that made it up there, he tries to pull me up but he couldn't. I then jump to another rope to my left and managed to pull myself all the way up the cliff. Another person with us had their face hidden but the hood came off and is revealed to be a girl out of a group of guys.

Suddenly I find myself in a circular room with a fat guy in a yellow shirt eating something, he then turns into a giant white skinned devilish dog monster and kidnaps a little girl with its mouth and probably eats it. It ran off before I saw it eat her. The scene changes and I am in a dark room with a single T.V. On the T.V is a little girl...(hmm same girl that got eaten?) her eyes are black like the void and she is staring at me. On the T.V displays yellow text. (Very interesting, that dude that transformed into that monster had a yellow shirt, probably a coincidence though..) The yellow text explains that the monster is called a "bora bora". I then begin to run in fear through a series of dark creepy hallways only to perish when I accidentally run into a room that is on fire.

I took a nap today with the intention of having a dream that hasn't repeated itself yet. These were the results. Very peculiar.



I was in some ghetto alleyway with several people. I thought of these people being dangerous because two of them were covered in this white powder that I thought was crack. (I was explaining to myself before the nap something about baby powder and then I dreamt of this) Anyways, I don't know what these people where up to the couldn't seem to form sentences and seemed rather unaware. The were circling around in curious patterns and then I thought “I gotta get outta here.” So I begin to walk away but one of the people start to follow me but I don't think anything of it, its almost like everything in the dream was hidden by appearance so that the person who was following me wasn't a stranger or danger. This person led me to this area where we stopped and then it was like I was watching a movie. There were to robots who were talking about there mechanical appearances and the usage of their appearance being rather useless. Like, this one robot had a spatula for an arm and said it didn't have any use for him and he didn't understand why it would be used by humans. After this segment I was walking down the always again because I felt like I needed to leave 'again' and then I ended up watching another movie sequence about someone winning a crown piece for their hair and how it was a great accomplishment for them to have been awarded this crown/hair piece. I was reminded of a dream I had in the past about running away and getting into trouble along the way. It was a specific dream I had about climbing latter’s and then falling down while running away from something. I think why I was reminded of this was because I wanted to get up and leave again and was inclined to but then was reminded of the hectic dreams I have when this does happen. The dream ended where I was in a theater watching a play but the stage props where bigger in size and in comparison to what the play was about so I was confused. I was then reminded of the Muppets. End.