non-lucid

So I'm fishing at the coast of this spring or beach with just a line. I feel something tug, and whatever it is....it's big as all get out. I maintain the line and when I feel a break in tension, I pull it in. While this is happening, people are yelling and panicking....telling me to let it go. The water is down right violent, and it looks like what ever I have is probably something that has the potential to eat me and everyone else. I steadily ignore everyone's pleading and continue pulling this unknown creature in.

Thoughts flash in my head, could be a shark, could be a great white, could be anything...hell a small whale. I was thinking "well if I can beach it, then I win". Suddenly the most curious thing in all of my dreams happens. I see this plume of blackness emerge through the water, and two long appendages on each side sprout from it. The they propel the creature upwards to my astonishment. The black object.....smooth wet hair....those appendages, arms. Suddenly I realize that this "monster" is actually a person.

I slack the line all the way up to where I started at, and watch her slowly rise to her feet. Wet brunette hair gets tossed to the back of shoulders like curtains. Wearing a black leather top and skirt I immediately recognize this woman to be Summer Glau. She stands around around 15 feet and has the most pissed off look on her face. The hook is still in her mouth.

Everyone who's on the beach is running around screaming for their lives, and leaving while I'm just staring at her, motionlessly. She pulls the hook out of her mouth, and holds it between her fingernails, and slashes at me. The first swipe wasn't intended to hit me. I think she just wanted to scare me, but it didn't work. I'm sitting on the beach with puppy dog eyes still enamored by whats going on. I slightly gather my senses, and she swings again. This time she's playing for keeps. I raise and cross my arms above my head, and bock her attack. I feel the hook tear a bit at my skin, but it's not much. During the actual attack I feel my feet slide across the sand as I'm pushed backwards by several meters. She attacks several more times, and I block the aggressive onslaught.

I feel like I deserve this in some sort of way, as some cruel punishment. Suddenly I stop blocking her attacks I don't want to fight her, and at this point, I feel like maybe I just deserve it. She raises an open hand above my head, and I know she's going to slap me like a rag doll, but I don't care. I don't blink, cringe or anything. She pauses, and looks directly into my eyes, and for a second we connect. She lowers her guard, and slowly bends over towards me. Her face gets so close to mine as she locks in, and suddenly, she kisses me.

I'll have to admit...that was one of the best feelings ever. she stands up right, and I try to talk to her, but she says nothing. She picks me up, hugs me, and places me on the back of her neck. I hold on, and she walks around town with me. I feel the unevenness of weight distribution as we head out on our journey to no where. The vibration of each foot step works it's way through my body, and I'm blown away by it all. There's a little girl who's also up there with me. We talk a bit, and I think I even played a game with her, and I bought my attention back to Summer. She spoke to me, but I don't remember what was said.

I remember after I woke up, I was replaying the dream in my head....almost like a DVR how everything flash in my face....I could have still been dreaming, I'm not sure.

Last Nights Dream
I am at a dog kennell and I am washing a lovely dog, maybe it was a husky but i'm not 100% sure he is grey in colour. As he is lying down on the floor he looks to the edge of the floor and says "vowell" I look and say "a what?" again he says "vowell" I look closer and there is a little animal that looks like a mole but is only as big as my little finger, i go to it and clasp it in my hands, I am walking across the room to put it safe in the corner out of the way. Soeone says "where are you putting it?" I say "in the corner where it will be safe" I return to the dog who is now standing, 2 people look at him and want him, I reluctantly let them have him . I am now with another dog, he is brown and i'm very unsure of him. ((dream skip)) I am in my house and I have the dog with me, my king-charles spaniel called cookie is in the main room so I go into the kitchen with this dog as I am worried it may harm cookie, I shut the kitchen door behind me. The dog jumps up me and I say "NO..DOWN", he jumps up me again so again I say "DOWN!", he jumps up again so this time I yell really loud at him "NO GET DOWN!!!!!!" but he doesn't listen and instead he gets nasty and bites down hard onto my right hand . I am really scared now and panick...I try to fight him off. The dog releases me and I turn round to see where he is and he has now turned into a psychopathic bitch!!, she has short dark hair and is scruffy and crazy looking, she is holding knives..both of her hands are full of knoves. I take a cloth and hold it in my hands and say "give me the knives" I say it in a calm voice and she begins to drop the knives slowly into the cloth..I then say "and that one" she then places the last one into the cloth. I wrap them up tight and walk into the front room, I am walking to the settee and I hide them there out of harms reach. My 2 daughters L and P walk in and leave the fromt door open, I panick incase cookie gets out and runs off. I shout to them "DOOR" they just look at me, I now scream to them "DOOR!", they don't respomd so I scream at the top of my lungs "SHUT THE DOOR!!" At this point I wake up and shout out "shut the door", it comes out a bit blabbery and I begin to giggle. My head is a little fuzzy and I go back to sleep but don't remember anymore dreams after this one )

Last nights dreams
Dream 1
Me and my hubby are standing in a street together, for some reason I walked away from my Hubby and went into a playground. I see a bench so I go over and lie down on it, I was trying to go to sleep when I hear a group of people laughing, I turn around and see them all. ((dream skip)) I am now standing on the path opposite the playground I see a man laughing, he is standing opposite me. I go over to this bloke and realise it's a friend of mines boyfriend ((not in RL)) He says something to me about my hubby disliking him, I talk to him about it and resolve things between them. My hubby comes over and they are ok with each other. Me and my hubby start to walk away when the bloke says to me "he'll just talk about me behind my back" my hubby walks straight up to him and says "fuckin talk about you!!!" my hubby was fuming and smacks him one right in the face and knocked the bloke off his feet, the bloke has a red mark on his face then I wake up.

Dream 2
I am in my old high school, I am in class and I don't know what to do. I want to get out of doing the work so I say to the female teacher "shall I go and get my bird and bring him here?" she says "yes ok". I go and get my bird and take him into the classroom, the teacher loves him but he is very noisy. I am now in the corridore and I can see the toilets. I feel like I need to hide because I don't want to go back to class, a male teacher see's me and stops, he looks at me and say's "are you ok...where are you going?" I say "yeah i'm ok...I'm not sure weather to go to the toilets in A block or C block" he thinks for a minute then says "come with me to the ones that are closer" I say "ok" then I think to myself "he's only taking me to these ones so he can keep an eye on me", I get to the toilets that he took me to. The toilets are clean and posh but I can see everyone on the toilets, I can see the male teacher in a cubicle opposite me, i see him get his penis out and then he sits on the toilet, I don't feel shocked about this...I feel like I expected it. There is a big T.V on the wall behind me, the teacher is watching it while he is on the toilet. None of the toilets have doors they are just all open cubicles and it's for males and females!!!! I think to myself "shit I can't wag it in here because he will know that i'm wagging it if I don't come out soon. I shut the door ((I suddenly now have a door lol)) I sit and just wait for a while, I look under the door and see that he has gone, I decide to stay in the toilets now because he won't know. ((dream skip)) I am back in the classroom, the kids are all working but I can't do the work again, I don't understand anything. I get up off my chair and go over to the bird cage, my cockateil is really excited to see me, he is up against the cage and want's me. I want my bird back, I really miss him and want to take him home. My bird is sqwawking very loudly, I say to the teacher "he's very noisy , maybe I should take him home", the teacher seems stressed and says "yes!, just take him!!". I pick the cage up and just walk out, I am also relieved that i've managed to get out of the work )

Last nights dreams
Dream 1
I am watching coronation street, Norris is in a car and he crashes it. I am suddenly there, in coronation street. I am standing next to the car and look inside it, I see norris in the car and he is split diagonally in half, a commentator then says "it was a drink related accident"

Dream 2
I am in my bedroom ((not my real life one)) and I am with my hubby. It's my hubby's Birthday and instead of buying him a present I get up, put on some music and start to tap-dance for him ((lmao)) My hubby is not impressed and he calls me everything. I'm totally gutted that he didn't like my dance as I prepared it especially for him. He tries to make it up to me but I can't do it...he say's "look, can't we just forget about it and start again?" I say "No..it's hormones and everything...I can't just go back to normal", my hubby then says "you were in the wrong aswell you know!" I say "you were horrible to me and really upset me, I was just trying to make you happy!" my hubby says "well I was a bit nasty wasn't I and said things I shouldn't have, let's just start over eh?" I get back into bed with my hubby but it just doesn't feel right so I get out and get dressed and say "We'll try again tomorrow...let's just leave it for now ok!" My hubby just lies in bed, shuts his eyes and goes to sleep then I wake up.

Last nights dreams
Deam 1 fragments
I had a dream where something was biting chunks out of someones arm, don't know what but the man showed me his arm, on one of the bites I could see throught to the bone!

Dream 2 fragments
Again a dream about someone being bitten by that thing and this time I also was being bitten but I couldn't see by what.

Dream 3
I am in a lighthouse and there are 3 men with me. I go upstairs and 1 of the men is lying down on the flat metal of the stairs. There is a leak or something and there is lots of water all over where he is lying. I am holding a white cloth and I am wiping up around the man, trying to mop all the water up. He keeps farting and they smell really, really bad, I say "for fuck sake..you fuckin stink" ((lol)) I see the main 1 of the 3 and I say "have you smelt that smelly fucker" he says "smell him!" then he speaks a load of jibberish...I say to the man that keeps farting "see, he can't even speak they smell that bad" I then notice that the leak is coming from the other side of the lighthouse, I go over to the other side and mop that up aswell. A bloke standing by the edge of the stair at the top nearly falls backward off them, I say "steady on there!", he then goes down the stairs and goes to sleep on an old settee. I go and get a big blue coat but this one has no sleeves to it and it's like a puffer jacket. I walk over to the man lying on the settee I say "are you ok on there?" He nods yes with his eyes closed. I gently put the puffer jacket over him to keep him warm and he turns into my husband, I lean over him and kiss him goodnight, I also say something to him I can't remember what though and then I wake up.

Dream 4
I am in a white van with my husband. I am driving and i'm looking for somewhere to park. My husband tells me where to park and directs me into a really big car park it was very confusing but we eventually found somewhere to park.Me and my hubby get out of the van and go somewhere. ((dream skip)) I am going back to the van and i'm on my own, I get to the van and there is a man and a woman there they are looking at my van, he had short blonde hair and was wearing a denim jacket. She had long black hair, a pale complection and was quite thin and tall. They were both being nice to me then all of a sudden the man jumped into my van, I am going mad then see him nod his head to the woman. I stand still and get ready for her to come round the van, she comes round from the back of the van and lunges at me, I punch her really hard and she lands on the floor then I kick the shit out of her. The bloke has the top half of his body sticking out of the sunroof on my van, I jump ontop of my van and angrily drag him out of the sunroof, I grab his neck and twist it untill i break it they are now both dead. I see some of their family members so quickly hide their bodies behind my van. I open the back doors to my van and quickly chuck the 2 dead bodies in but the womans body falls to the floor, I leave it there and her mom sees her and screams so I run! I find my hubby and tell him what happened and what i've done, he walks with me back to the van, we look for the van but we cant find it, I turn round and notice that I have 2 of my daughters with me S and J. We eventually find the van but it took us ages and it has now started to rain..I now wake up.

Dream 5
This dream starts with a faulse awakening but unfortunatley I don't realise
In my dream I have just woken up in bed, I turn round and see my hubby lying beside me I think "why's K here, he must have come home from work, maybe somethings happened like a planet is close or something!" I turn to him again after some thought and say "what you doing back home?" he looks at me and says "something has happened in space and a planet is due to hit us, other planets have been pushed closer to us aswell" I absolutley shit myself My hubby points up to the sky and says "look", our bed is now outside in the street! I look up and I can see a huge black and red planet to my right, it is spinning slowly and moving a little closer, I can also see 2 other little planets in the sky. The sky is dark and it was an amazing sight but the fear I had in me was undescribable. My hubby says "the Army are trying to send a missile up to it but they don't know if they will do it in time" I gasp and start to worry even more. I'm thinking about my kids and my hubby and how I don't want them to go through this and die and how I don't want to die either and be without them. My hubby says "we have to make the most of the time we have left", we didn't tell the youngest what was happening but my other daughter S was very inquisitive so I took her a little down the road where she could see properly. In the sky we see like a big dragon thing, its very long and has lots of legs, it's flying inbetween the buildings, this creature is from space and is here because all of space and the planets are being shoved into us. S says " I don't want to see, take me back!" She is scared ao we go back to our bed and sit down. I sat and admired the planets I was amazed that I could see it so close but at the same time i'm scared out of my witts!!!!!

Dream 6 fragment
Something about a baby, she only wanted me and no-one else, she was about a year old. I felt like she was my baby but she wasn't, she was a beautifull baby.

last nights dreams

Dream 1
I am at C's house, her me and a few more women are there. We all have kids but all the kids are babies, I can sence something evil in the room with us. The evil takes my 2 babies they are just gone, and takes another womans 2 babies aswell. I am crying hysterically i want my babies back so badly I'm so worried about them. My husband is asleep on the floor, I go over and look at him and he wakes up, he begins to cry because he wants his kids back. I see the other women going into a small tiny room like place, they are going to get their kids. I walk over and move the curtain the is hanging in the doorway and walk in, it's all black in here and there are white biys everywhere, I wait and my kids dont come back to me , I walk out and again i'm crying hysterically. My husband is now going mad...some woman who is with us says to my hubby "you BOTH want your kids back, she is the Mother you know, she's upset aswell" I am now sitting at a table with 5 other women and I am holding baby bottles. 2 of the women go and sit on 2 of the other womens laps, they then morph together, i'm watching and thinking "this is very odd" One of the women now come over to me and she tries to sit on my lap, there is no way i'm letting her morph with my body so I am pushing her away then I wake up.

Dream 2
I am again at C's house I really don't want to be here, I'm thinking "your such a selfish bitch" about her. She starts moaning because her house is dirty and she has to clean it. She starts cleaning up, her ex-boyfriend is there aswell and he is also helpong her to do it. My kids are all here with me and they start arguing with C's kids, C goes upstairs and I follow ((dream skip)) I am walking from my house and going down the road, I have 2 of my kids with me P and S. We see C's daughter L she is with another girl who I don't know. P suddenly shouts out "L, you tramp!", I cuss P and tell her to shut up!!! We have now reached C's house I am no longer with P but have my other daughter L here in her place. I poke my daughters L and S in the back hard and shove them towards C's front door, I say to them "go on then...you wanted to call for her so go on then". We are all standing at C's front door. My daughters L and S see some kids playing on the front lawn and go over to them, they decide to stay out and play with them. I push the green front door open, I walk in and see C in the kitchen with her sister A. C is cleaning the blind to her window I think to myself "that blind is a bit posh for her" I examine it and realise it's an expensive one. It is green and blue and has a nice floral pattern on it and green ruffling around the edges. I say to C "whats up...did it get mouldy and you've had to clean the mould off?" she says "no but i've got to go to college soon, i'm starting an art course so I need to clean up"..I think "her do an art course at college...no way, she's way too lazy" I then hear a loud bang on the front door, it startles me...I look round and my daughter L screams "MOM IT'S SOPHIE" I panick and quickly rush out...i'm thinking "ohh god please not the road...not the road" I see all the kids standing by a certain spot on the grass, I see the top of S's head and a little bit of her face, she is sinking in the mud...I hear gargling sounds coming from her and see a few bubbles coming from her mouth and then she dissapears under it. Me and my other daughter L are next to the spot where she sank and I am now in slow motion, L says calmly "you just have to pop your hand in and get her like this" and she rolls her sleeve up, I scream to her "move you silly fucker she's going to sink too far down and die!!!" I try to reach down into the boggy mud quickly but I can only move in slow motion. My daughter has sank and I wont give up. I battle to get my hand in and manage it, I feel about for her but I don't feel anything, I reach down further and feel her fingers, I grab them claspong hold of them tight I know that if I loose her she will sink too far down and I won't be able to get her back then. I pull hard and I feel her moving, I am pulling her up as hard and as fast as I can but then I wake up. (( this is the most disturbing dream I have ever had, never do I want to have a dream like this ever, ever again))

Tuesday 30th August

Last nights dreams

Dream 1
My youngest Dughter J is in the bath, I wash her hair and say "do you want to swill it yourself?" she says "no" I say "ok, ill so it then" I move to do it then wake up.

Dream 2
I am in a room, maybe a bedroom, yes I remember there is a bed in the room, the room is a bit tatty looking. There is a book on the floor it's a book about nature and there is a picture of trees on the front. I take a closer look and see 2 holes in the book, I lift the cover and see 2 deep holes all the way through the book, i see caterpillars in the holes they have eaten through the book i say "ohh my god" and 2 catterpillars jump out of the book and onto the bed, i am screaming and i can see them wiggling, I am wandering how to get them off the bed because i don't want to touch them. I look down at the book again and caterpillars start jumping out onto me, i scream and shut the book quickly and run out! ((dream skip)) I am in a room on a boat, i can see 3 other rooms and can see a child about 1 year old, it's a girl, she is also locked in 1 of the rooms. I am trying hard to open the doors to the other rooms but they are all locked. I manage to get the girl, she is chubby and quite heavy, i get out of the room and lock the door. I am now trying to escape, I see a large lady in 1 of the rooms and she is after us. I open another door and I am now in another room then I think "shit, she's coming" , we need to get out again so i run out and lock the door. I see the lady again and i want to get her and kill her, I look at the door and see a gap about 1 inch wide, i shove my hand through it and open the lock on the other side. I study the door for a moment and notice that the gap in the door isnt even wide enough for my hand, i think "how did i do that thats impossible" ((shame i didnt get lucid)) I study the door more then hear the lady getting closer and see her face up against the window eager to get at me, I think "who gives a fuck how i done it..this bitch needs killing. I am suddenly in the room with her, i again think "how did that happen" I hit her but i can only do it in slow motion but she is hitting me normally ((grrrr)) bIm thinking "bastard get fucked, you aint killing me" ((lmao excuse the language)) I see a small sharp ornament on the side i grab it and try to hit her with it but i'm still in slow motion so it just touches her head very gently. I am now very frustrated and i'm shouting "fuck you" I run and she follows me I jump on the bed and I throw the duvet over her and she just dissapeared. I am looking for her and thinking "where the fuck did she go" I look at the child and then I wake up.

Woah I have a lot of dreams to write down. I did a WBTB without an alarm, and I tried MILD. No lucid dreams, but very soon.

DE= Dream-established. It's something that you just automatically know in the dream, without something having to tell you.

I had apple cinnamon oatmeal before bed, and had very vivid dreams. I'm trying that again, to see if there is any correlation.

First, I was at the old house with Anthony and John, and we were smoking. I can't fully remember what happened at this part of the dream, but everything on TV was amazing to us. One thing I remember was seeing a pool table on TV that had a hidden tray to store things, and I made a pretty funny comment...but I don't remember it. Then Anthony started talking about something while Beyonce was on TV, and while he was talking, she morphed into three fat black chicks, and they were in the desert. I made a joke about this, first saying, "Look, Anthony! You've talked for so long, they all got fat!" But then I thought of a better one, and said, "Anthony, you've been talking for so long, that their skin has been burnt to a crisp!" We all knew they were already black, and they were in the desert, so it was funny. (I hope that doesn't sound racist.)

Then, because of the desert, I was suddenly in the military, and we were training. We were all crawling around the desert in the sand (although in plain sight, so I don't know how this was good training) and we had to act like we were picking up live grenades and throwing them away. Then the drill sergeant said we were dogs of war I think, because then we were all literally dogs. I remember making a joke about it, but it was in bad taste, or badly received, and everyone was staring at me. I remember looking back at them, and seeing a bunch of wolves, and their eyes were so clear and vivid. They were all yellow, and each one had a different-shaped pupil. Then the drill sergeant said that (since we were dogs) when we see the enemy, we aim for their balls. He was very enthusiastic about this, "YOU GOTTA GET THEIR BALLS! YOU GRAB HOLD OF THEM AND AAAARRGRGRHGFHBSDJFKVBDILURFJK!!!" It was pretty unsettling. As we ran back to the camp, we ran over a bunch of hills and the camp's "living room" was in plain sight, without any walls, so we just ran right in. Then I was human again, and Sean was there. It was DE that he was there with us the whole time. The room we were in was blandly colored, with a single couch in the middle, and a kitchen with a bar counter to the right, across from the couch. If you walked forward, then you get to this circular room that leads back outside. Then we all had to clean the camp. I wanted to listen to music while cleaning, so I turned on the radio, and Radiohead was on. The song sounded pretty good, so I held my ear up to the radio to get a better listen, but then the drill sergeant turned on a second radio in the circular room, and turned on Katy Perry. He turned it up really loudly as if challenging me. I changed my channel to his, and turned it up as well so I could suck up to the drill sergeant, and so we could have surround sound (since two radios were playing the same thing). To change the channel on the radio, there was just this dial on top, with ridges in it for grip, and there was an arrow on top of the dial, and there were preset, yellow sections that the dial clicked into. I remember it was DE that Sean had a bad attitude, and another reason I switched the station was to look better than my brother, who he is obviously going to compare me to. Suddenly, we were in this hallway that circled around this middle room, so that you could continuously walk around the room in the hallway. There were two places along the hallway in which you could turn and walk into the middle room. The middle room had some tables, and the walls were clear, so you could see into the hallway, but it was a pretty small room. The walls in the hallway were pretty similar to the walls in the ambulances in Killer7 when you fight Andrei Ulmeyda in that the walls were conjumbled with things, but it wasn't medical supplies. It was more like just a bunch of dark colors, but the hallway still had that look to it, and it was cut up into sections like the ambulances. At the same time, it had the feel to it like it was below deck on ta battleship. On one part of the hallway, there was a doorway that led into a room that had everyone's parents. That room was very clean-looking, and had white walls, a soft carpet, a white couch in the middle, a bunch of chairs all around, a TV, and a plastic plant or two. If you kept walking in the hallway to the right, the next wall had a "school lunch" look to it, probably because that's where everyone got there food. There was an Asian guy cleaning this very metal counter, and the janitor from Ned's Declassified behind the counter mopping up some stuff. Sean and I were standing at the doorway to the parents room, and we could see a bunch of parents sitting in all the chairs, and we saw our parents sitting on the couch. It was Mom and Brian, but Dad wasn't there. All the mothers were crying because their kids were in the military, and I noticed this, and realised that our mom was crying the most. There was an instructor in the room, or maybe it was the drill sergeant, and he was telling the parents about the place, just explaining the place like a talking brochure. After this, Mom and Brian came out of the room, and I remember begging my mom to let me come home, "You don't understand! I'm not this kind of person, I will be miserable here! This isn't for me!" It was DE that they sent Sean and I here, for discipline or something, and my mom ignored everything I just said. It was also DE that it was my birthday. For some reason, they went after Sean, as if he did something really bad. It was slightly DE that Sean sent me and him to the military, and it was against my will. So maybe that why they were going after him. Sean ran off to the right, and we all chased him. After one full walk around the complex, and we got back to the point we started, he kept walking, but this time, my mom went after him, and Brian went the other way to trap him. They didn't know about the middle room, but I did. It's always been known between Sean and I that I was pretty weak, and he was a lot stronger than me. So when I went into the middle room to stop him in case he went in the other way, and he walked in the other way and saw me, he thought, "Oh, it's just Chris, he's not going to do anything." He walked up to me prepared to hit me. All of a sudden, everything was in slow motion, and every kick, punch, or hit he threw at me, I just deflected. It was pretty cool. Then Mom started to come in because she saw that he had no where to go. As she got closer, Sean threw a punch at her, but I noticed this and went to push his arm away. I saw my chance to catch him off guard, and I palmed him in the face twice. He fell back and landed on one of the tables. I looked at him, and his face was completely messed up, and I immediately felt extremely bad. I looked out to the janitor, or had a small bucket-like wheelchair, and I said, "We need that wheelchair." He looked at me, as if horrified and started to back up and run back into the kitchen, which was on the other side of the counter that the Asian was cleaning. I ran out of the room screaming, "WE NEED THAT WHEELCHAIR!" Then I woke up.

I don't know why we were so violent in this dream. I assure you, we aren't like this in real life lol.

It was 4 AM, and I went back to sleep.

There was a small dream fragment that sort of connects these two dreams. There was a classroom in the military camp. The people in the were This kid Vinny, a girl version of him, and some other kid, who I felt a strong connection to. From that point on, the girl version of Vinny was no longer that, but was now some blonde chick. Anyway, the whole group turned out to be the unpopular kids, but they were really cool to hang out with. Suddenly I was in a car with them, and it was DE that we have been hanging out for quite some time now, and we were going to one of their houses. I found out that they were looking for a new best friend, and the top three candidates were me, Sean, and Ned Bigby from Ned's Declassified School Survival Guide. Suddenly, I was out on this street at night, and Sean and I were racing to get to their house first, because then we would be a better friend. Sean took off in a car, and I had to run. When we got there (somehow at the same time) We rang the door bell, and Ned Bigby answered. We were confused, but then we found out that they chose him, and we were disappointed.

There was also an even smaller dream fragment that took place at a football stadium or something. It was a game show, and on the field goal post, there were a bunch of pods with people in them on each side of the field goal post. The pods were attached to giant, stretchy bands, and the game had something to do with transferring something from pod to pod as they bounced around and got near each other. There was also a part of this dream that had something to do with some sort of danger, but I don't remember what it was. I wrote down "witnesses" in my dream journal to remind me. I don't remember.

The next dream I had, I was at lunch at school. The cafeteria was set up like Carson, but the rest of the school was set up like the high school, even the lunch lady was the high school one. I only remember one of the people I was sitting with, and it was Rebecca Torres from school. I had this bag with me, and it was made out glow sticks. I had a hard time tying the handles together to close the bag. It was multicolored and very vibrant. I put it under the table for safe keeping during the lunch period. I don't think there was anything in the bag. It was just a bag made out of glow sticks-nothing else. I got up to go get my lunch. For lunch they had school pizza, and Dominos pizza, although they looked the same except for their shape; one was square, but I don't remember which one. I had some sort of discount for some reason, and I could get one slice of Dominos pizza for free. I the next slice would cost the same amount as a normal lunch. So instead of getting one slice, I got two for the same price. After waiting in line for what seemed like forever, I got to the front, and tried to put in my pin number, which, in the dream, was 8693-7643. It didn't work, and I was like, "Are you sure? This has always been my pin number. Let me try again." It still didn't work. Annoyed, and without my lunch, I left the lunch room to get help from a teacher about it. On my way out, I saw some dude playing the piano. The piano had two sets of keys, and he started playing a Weezer song. It was a DE song. Then he started playing a song that started out with a repetition of a major first, and a minor fourth. This black chick wearing glasses standing next to me seemed to have the sheet music for this song. I asked her if she wrote this song, because it was really good. She said, "No, I wish. It's by one of my favorite bands, *DE name*." I said, "Oh, really? I love that band! They remind me a lot of Kunek [check 'em out, reader!], which is really the same band as Other Lives, if you've ever heard of them." She said she never has heard of them, but for some reason this establishes us as hitting it off. She writes down the name of the band (Kunek) on her paper, and she goes to class. I realise that we forgot to exchange numbers. For some reason, this weird, ugly chick from school, who NEVER showered, I swear (I think her name was Crystal) thought I was hitting on her rather than the black chick. So now she likes me. Fantastic. I ignore this for now, and head to the hallway, to get a teacher to help me about the pin number situation. I put a bunch of golf balls in my mouth because for some reason, when you go ask a teacher about anything, it is customary to have bunch of golf balls in our mouth. The golf balls started to get soggy, and they got chewy and tasteless like old bubble gum. I walked up to a teacher, and seeing my golf balls said, "Yes, we know about the pin numbers. No one's pin number is working because they were all reset, and the teachers are having a hard time too. Go back to class." I was annoyed by this because I realised I put golf balls in my mouth for nothing. When I head back to the lunch room, I see a different line in the back of the lunch room, opposite the normal lunch line. This new line is for people whose pin numbers aren't working. I go there, and wait in line. This annoying kid, Lawrence, who pretty much everyone at my school thought was annoying, was standing in line with me, mocking me the whole time because my pin number didn't work. When we got to the front of the line, Lawrence, who was in front of me, was denied his food because he had no money. Suddenly he became fickly apologetic, and said things like, "Yo, Chris, you gotta help me man, we're friends, right? We've always got along, I'll pay you back I swear." Even the teacher, who was taking everyone's orders like a waiter turned so that his back was to Lawrence. I ordered my pizza. As I was doing this, it was DE that the ugly chick was hitting on me again. Later, when I went back to class, I went up to the chick, and asked her what was up. She said, after giggling and blushing, "I think you're pretty." Now that I think about it, that's a weird thing to call a guy. To be polite, I said, "Look, I think you're pretty too, but I don't see you that way. There is nothing between us. I'm sorry." As I said this, I got a wave of embarrassment because everyone was watching, and I'm sure they thought that I actually thought she was pretty. I ignored this and continued as I walked out of the classroom, "So we're cool, right? No hard feelings?" As I said this, I did that weird gun finger thing, as if to say that we were still cool with each other. She hated me for the rest of the dream. After school, I walked to my car, which was really Mom's Hyundai, and I got in it to drive home. The parking lot was the parking lot to the middle school/intermediate school. When I was driving home, this DE Youtube song started. It was a comedy video. The words had something to do with an old man driving, and seeing a bunch of young kids playing on the sidewalk and everything, and this infuriated him. Anyway, this part of the dream looped. For about 3 or 4 times, I walked to my car and drove home to that song. On the third time or something, I accidentally got into the car next to mine, which is weird because my car is silver, and this one is yellow. This kid, Ryne, was sitting in the passenger seat, and he just stared at me, confused. Fortunately, I'm pretty cool with this kid, so I just casually got out, and got into my car. Then the ugly chick walks up, and gets into the yellow car. It is DE that she is dating Ryne. She looks at me and scowls at me. From inside my car, I look at Ryne and give this throw-hands-up-shrug-shoulders move to show him that I was just as confused as he was when I got into his car. We both laugh, and I drive home to the song again.

Then, suddenly I was surfing Youtube because of the song. Every page on Youtube had a psychedelic foreground that covered most of the page. There was a small hole in the foreground, and you could barely see what was going on. Suddenly, I was in this room with beige walls, a pale, leather couch, and a glass coffee table in front of the couch. There was a doorway that could be seen from the couch, and I think it led to a bathroom. The whole place was DE that it was a Google office. There was a hallway opposite the bathroom doorway that led to this reception desk. There was big window on this hallway that spanned the whole wall of the room I was in. Behind the couch, was this big piece of glass that I was under. I was transformed into a girl, and I was wearing only this really small tee-shirt that came down to the top of my thigh. These people who work there, came up to me while I was under the glass, and they helped me out. They let me spend the night on the couch, because they were going to interview me in the morning. I didn't have any covers, and it was pretty cold in the room. The Trix rabbit was sleeping on the glass behind me, and I think he had something to do with the fact that I was a girl. I remember thinking that it was pretty awesome that I had boobs. I was playing with them, and then I touched my new Va-jay-jay to see what it felt like. It felt very...uh...real. I fell asleep, and woke up on the same couch in the same room in the same clothes, but I was a boy again, and I didn't want the people who work there to know because then they would kick me out, and I would have no where to go. They would kick me out because I wasn't the same person.

AAAAARRRGHHH!!!! I just realised that I always do a reality check right when I wake up, but I didn't do one here.

Anyway, the Trix rabbit was gone, and now it was Bugs Bunny. He had a plan to get us out of there safely. He pulled one of his cross-dressing schemes, one of which is way too complicated to go into detail here. But the end result is that he ended up with a clone of himself, and they seeing each other. And his clone was him, but it was a girl. But they were both cross-dressing in such a way that they were both gay and straight at the same time. And at the end of this dream segment, They were trapped in a doorway with the people from Google coming after them, but since Bugs's plan worked, they had a fail-safe. The two Bugs Bunnies kissed, and then the original one looked at the "screen" of the dream. He had this shocked look on his face, and this whole scene was reminiscent of the famous scene at the end of 2001: A Space Oddyssey. From Bugs's eyes came this wave of green. If you have ever played Super Mario RPG on the SNES, then you have seen this. In the final battle, where you fight Smithy, one of his moves turns the screen green, and it looks very psychedelic. When Bugs looked at the "screen" of the dream, this flashed across the screen, but it "waved" across the screen from left to right. What this whole thing did was change the whole universe so that monsters and humans sort of coexist, but monsters are on top. Then, my dream went through this sort of "let's get you up to speed" kind of thing. I saw scenes from important parts of this new history that explained how we now live in this paranormal kind of society, with monsters and such running about. Things that were established were that humans lost this war to the monsters (of Hell maybe) and that there were these magic minerals that came off certain people, and these would have won the war, but we couldn't get enough of them in one place at one time. At one point there was only one in the world left, and Dib from Invader Zim found the last one in this alley way, but a monster took it and ate it. Then he made some comment about humans being made of cheese, and for some reason this upset the monster society, and now they hold a grudge against us.

Before the next logical part of the dream, there was this part where I was with people from Avatar: The Last Airbender. We were on this giant vehicle, which was like a train, but it was rickety and wooden, and had a lot of open spaces on it. We were in some sort of desert. I was talking to Sokka, who pretty much just called his sister easy, because he said, "Yeah, dude, you could totally have sex with her. She has a thing for people with powers." Suddenly, we were under attack from Haku from Naruto, who was attacking us from under the train. He was throwing a crap ton of needles that cut through the floor of the train and they were everywhere. You just had to constantly move and just hope that you didn't get hit. I think I was supposed to be Naruto, but only in name. But somehow, during the end of this dream, I wasn't him anymore as I started to enter the next part of the dream. I remember Kitara referring to Naruto as "Poji", pronounced Poh-jee. It was supposed to be his nickname or something. When she was calling his name, they were all in this purple carriage that was going through this very populated city with all of these monsters and such.

Anyway, the "camera" to the dream started panning out from this, and that's when she called Naruto Poji. As it panned out more, I found my self in first person walking through this massive crowd of demons and monsters and otherworldly beings. I was in a city that had a bunch of run down shops and such. I was with my mom, and two other men. There was this part where I was expected to perform, or sing, in with some people, like Sean did (DE), but I never did this. I don't remember what this had to do with anything. I think it was supposed to be the last time I ever performed as one person because of what happened next. The two other men we were with served a purpose. In the society we were now a part of, there were some people who had three heads, so they can be stronger. The one guy, who was pretty buff, dressed in all black and had red hair, was supposed to be the host. Me, and the other guy, who I didn't get a good look at, were supposed to be the other two heads. We reached this one row of carnival games and food stands. The host turned to me and said, "You get to pick. Left or right?" I was confused at this and asked what he meant. He clarified, saying, "Which side do you want to be on?" The other guy went along with all of this very easily, but I had my share of questions. I knew it wasn't going to hurt, but I also knew that I would never be able to turn back after I donated my head. I asked things like, "Will be all be treated equally? Or will you be the dominant head? How much freedom will I have to move around and stuff?" As I was asking this, the host bought food for only himself, and also bought two mini bowls of cream, to which my dismay, I could recognise as head cream. This meant that we WOULDN'T be treated equally, and this was a very selfish move on the host's part. The cream was just for the maintenance of my head, and the other guy's head. I decided I didn't want to do this anymore. Luckily, it was actually my choice, and I didn't have to go with it. I decided I wanted to get something to eat. For some reason, my mom was working at one of the food stands. They were very tall, and unrealistic. All there was to eat was monster food. But I looked harder and found some pizza. I wanted to by some, and Mom said, "That'll be 8 dollars." I said, "8 dollars for one slice of pizza?" She clarified, "No, it's 2 dollars for the other stuff [it was suddenly DE that I also bought a drink and a snack] and 5 dollars for the pizza." I know this doesn't add up to 8, but that's what she said. I refused to pay, and instead I bought a pack of skittles at this stand that had an impossible amount of skittles. Then these two guys came up to me and my mom, who was now with us again (not working), and they demanded that we give them our money. It was DE that we only needed to give some of our money. For some reason, I had thousands upon thousands of dollars in my pocket. Each bill had either a 2, 5, 10, 20, or 30 on them, and this indicated thousands, so 2 thousand, 5 thousand, etc. I gave him only a little bit of my money because Mom pulled a sneaky, clever move where I give him a few large bills, but then I fold my money over so that a small bill is showing (so it looks like I have little left) and I put that back in my pocket. I messed up and didn't fold the money over, so the robbers saw me put a 30 thousand dollar bill back in pocket. They said, "Hey, let me see that again, are you trying to pull something?" Luckily, I folded the money over in my pocket, and when I pulled it out they only saw 2 thousand, and we were free to go.

This was the longest, most chronologically sound, and vivid I've had in a very, very long time. Crazy stuff.

I don't remember this one much. I remember venturing to my grandparents for some reason (I believe for the summer or something) to stay for about a week. When I got there something felt wrong. I didn't feel very home. It felt very odd, and the entire area was very trashy looking and my grandparents live in a very clean house.
I don't remember the story of the dream but I remember being driven to some sort of a skyscraper in a giant city. There was some place that we ate dinner and then I woke up.
Yeah... not the most interesting dream I've ever had.

NON-LUCID

I'm really starting to get annoyed that I'm not picking up on the dream signs. I've been practicing WILD for a few weeks now and had a few vivid lucid dreams, almost an OBE even, but now it's just dropping down....can't give up though, or all my work will go in vain

10/30/11

This scene is taking place after I graduated in High School. I was with this tall dude that’s apparently my friend. We were getting off the bus and went to this random High School.



There were groups of people and two teachers stood out asking students where they needed to go. It was probably the first day of school, but why would it start late at night?


Everyone was wearing yellow shirts or cardinal clothing, well most of them. What helped wake me up was when I heard people call my name and was I was like “Wait what?”

I go towards the door to see the graduates and they’re all cheering. I got into the vibe and pump fist my hand and cheer with them as well.



That’s when I woke up and hear myself going “YEAAAAAAAAAAH!”




Now I’m playing a video game, like a car game. I was probably driving a Ferrari or Lambourghini and being chased by this badly drawn police car.




The cop tells me to turn left and stop. After his final warning, and I didn’t hear him at all, but I knew something BAD was going to happen.


Then I’m in this icy region where these monsters came out of caves.



The place was layered with several ledges for them to come out of. In the middle of the area, there’s this rectangular glass filled with water. There was another rectangular glass within in.



Then I jump up and suddenly I’m Link from Twilight Princess for some odd reason.



This random Cyclops comes out and apparently is the toughest one. With all these monsters, I knew that I was going to get owned and die.




But the same water glass area forces them to fight one on one.

The Cyclops prepares to hit me but I have my shield up. It ends up being pretty easy.

Then when he hits me, he just turns into a human. I couldn’t get a good mental image, but my assumption (bad to make assumptions in dreams) was someone who was a top ranked student at Mayde Creek High School who was a junior before I moved to another school.

We’re in this epic battle where there’s a computer in the middle of the screen and the water filled container opens.



What we had to do was to fight each other in Close Quarters Combat and try to delete the messages on the computer. The lengths of the messages were our life bars.




We couldn’t do a Ctrl+A and delete (apparently that was cheating lol). But we could right click and select a field and delete, we could also type more words to extend our lives when the other person was stunned by the hits for a while.

After a while, I look at a device that looks like the voice recorder (Sony icd-px312) I use in waking life to record dream and see that the number on it was 128.



I don’t know if that was the time I started having this non-lucid dream, but I believe I was facing 150+ monsters, and I think I said to myself, “Oh, well this isn’t so bad.”

I couldn’t remember much after that.

In this dream, I was on a ship, and I don't know why but I think it was to Australia. The ship was pretty big, probably a ferry, but I only went into a few rooms, which were the bedroom, a classroom (I'm not sure what this room was but it was about the size of my living room, but there was no carpet. At the back there was a shelf of books and there was one window. Everything seemed pretty dark. There was a sofa, which as the dream went on turned into a platform about 10cm tall, with a handle and wheels on the bottom. The books on the shelves never fell down, and the platform/sofa never moved), and the library. I also recall details of the corridoors, they had a green and blue stripy carpet, and brick walls... Odd for a ship, but then again, I go to a lot of buildings which have bare brick walls.

I have not got a clue what order all this information comes in. I'm going to guess that this dream starts with me in the bedroom. I was next to my mum in a sleeping bag. The bedroom is just a corridoor, but there's only one entrance, and that's at the end of the room. I'm slightly closer to the side of the room with the door than the side of the room without it. I'd say the room slept around ten people. It must have been quite early in the morning, because nobody else was awake yet. Mum stirred, but that was about it. So, I walked along the wall trying not to wake everybody else up. The door at the end was quite heavy, but it opened outwards, so I was able to put all my weight on it, and it didn't touch the person next to the door.

I walked through to the classroom. The classroom was less dark than later on, probably because the floor was light brown at this point. I sat down next to a flower pot, then somebody else came in. It was a man, and he must have been about twenty five. He had black, short hair. He sat on the other side of the flowerpot. (Oh, you might want to know... I'm only fourteen ) He said, 'Felicity, where are your classmates?' I told him that I didn't have a clue. At that moment, one other girl and two boys came into the classroom, with a woman. We sat around and talked, and played twister for a while.

Not sure when I got here, but I remember being on the deck. The sky was blue, but turning grey, and the ship was starting to be thrown about a bit. I turned around, to head back inside. I didn't get splashed or wet. I ran back down, and on the way to the classroom, I passed the bedroom and got stopped by mum. I think she said something to me, like 'Don't forget to go to the toilet if you need to!' Which seemed normal at the moment. She went back into the bedroom, but I went back to the classroom, where there was the man, the lady and the girl, who by now was my friend.

The classroom seemed to be getting thrown about more than the rest of the ship had been when I was running through, though. I think we were locked in, but we weren't panicing, so we might just have been wanting to stay in the room.

At some point, the ship docked. We had docked at France, but I only knew that because there was a small green sign post saying 'Welcome to France!' in English... We just seemed to dock onto a pier, that we probably weren't allowed to dock on. Everybody was getting off, and I was no exception. There were lots of homeless people around, and the girl I was friends with told me that they were stealing from everybody. The woman from the classroom was running past, holding her handbag at the opening to keep it shut and holding her coat closed too. A lot of the homeless people seemed to be chasing her. I said hello to most of the homeless people I passed, and they said hello back to me. They were nice to me.

We came up to a main road, where there was a traffic jam. I was walking past the stopped traffic, and then I decided to cross the road and go to the part of the beach that was not busy. My friend carried on walking, which was good, because I wanted to be on my own. (This is where it gets quite odd, because I know that I'm dreaming. But it doesn't really seem lucid... heh ) As I was walking down the beach, where it seemed like early morning again, I come across a girl about my age, an old woman and a young man, walking towards me. The girl my age was wearing a blue dress and a white cardigan, and she had sandals on her feet. The old lady was wearing no shoes, but a long lilac skirt and long t-shirt. She had her hair in a headband. The man was wearing an orange and yellow robe. This sounds quite odd, but I believe in angels and I knew for sure that these were my guardians. :3 The first thing I thought to do was ask their names. They told me their names and I wrote them down on a sheet of paper. The young angel of my age said, 'You're dreaming! There's no way you can take that back home with you.'
To which I replied, 'I know. But I will remember your names if I write them down.'
I continued copying down their names for a while, when somebody tapped my shoulder. It was a lady I recognised from the ship. My angels were gone. I asked her what happened to make the ship shake that much, and she told me it was because there was a plane crash in the water. She pointed into the difference, then told me that there were lots of stories floating about, and any of them could be true (The number 526 comes to mind ). I could see a large plume of dark grey smoke, and at the bottom a blotch of red.

By now I forgot that I was dreaming, and all about the angels. I can't remember their names, but the girl my age's name had a first letter S, and there was a total of four or five letters in her name. The old woman's name began with A, ended with Maso, and had between three and five letters in between. The man's name had five or six letters in.

I Continued talking to the lady from my ship. She said that she was in the part of the ship where the cars were parked, and said it was dreadful to watch the cars crash into each other the way they did. She said that the classroom was not just an ordinary room, but more of a room inside a room, like a box would fit inside a slightly bigger box, which is why the classroom was moving so much. I started imagining the scene in the car park. I must have been thinking about it too hard and ended up there. I went through the ship, and back to the classroom. I could now see that the room was inside another. I carried on through the ship, up to the library.

Not sure how this part fits in with the story, or if it even fits in at all. I was cycling to get some bread, because the ship was docked somewhere else. The ship had docked in some trees, next to a path. There was a small river running by too, probably because of the way the ship had docked. On the way back to the ship, I passed Sub (Around forty, but acts like a child I know him in real life, and sub is just his nickname). He waved at me, and I waved back. He was sitting on a bench at the top of a small decline, and at the bottom of the decline was the path that the ship was docked next to. I started to cycle down the hill, then ended up going over a crocodile. The crocodile ran into the bushes, but I was so shocked, that i tried to cycle up the hill on my bike. It wasn't going fast enough so I started panicing and screaming and scrambling up the hill. (Quite an over the top reaction, considering the fact that I'm not actually afraid of crocodiles... Probably because it was dark. )

I told Sub what had happened, and he gave me some sweets. My brother was walking up the hill, like he had just come out of the ship. He was holding a packet of crisps, told me to get a life and took my bike back into the Ship for me. I followed him in.

(Oohhhh this is becoming such a pain to write....)

Right, now I started to head for the library. I opened the door to a short wall of books and boxes. I asked the librarian what they were for, and she said it was just to keep bad people out. She told me to just hop over, so I did. The room was about the size and shape of the classroom, but there was a door at the other side of the room, too. It had large glass panels on. There was a desk in here, and a lot of bookcases filled with books. I looked through them whilst having a conversation about the aeroplane with her. I got a book out, which had a red cover. I didn't have to get it stamped or anything. I just left.

(There was probably a little more to this dream, but I can't remember anything else except feelings, of coldness and then freedom )

I'm in a very small, rather old hotel room. My partner went to a different city and left me in this French town with a train ticket.

I'm running around in the room with a slightly panicky feeling hoping to find a train schedule for my return trip. As I can't find anything I get angry at my partner for leaving me here all by myself. [...]

I'm walking down the stairs to find someone on the ground floor who can help me. As I approach the reception desk I shout "Emergency!". But no one reacts and one of them lies down on a small portable bed in the corner. I look at the man sitting behind the desk and realize that I don't remember him being at our hotel the last time. I look at my left hand and realize that it looks different and that I have 6 fingers. I become lucid and decide to fly outside.

Outside I look around me and am amazed at the detail of the train station in front of the hotel. As I'm flying I don't really know where to go so I turn left into a classy shopping mall made out of marble. I sit down in front of a computer and take another look at my hand to check if I'm dreaming. Again I count my fingers and wonder about the size and shape of my fingers.

[wake up]

The dream begins with me at lunch in a different school, the dream then switches and I am getting out of a limo on a college campus.

The dream begins with me watching a movie some kind of action/adventure movie in my parents' bedroom (I think it might be a Transformers cartoon) and as I am doing so my beagle
who was laying on the bed next to me lifts her head up, but it is turned away from me. I look over at her, the dream still in my peripheral vision. She is in this position for a long time,
long enough that I get an uneasy feeling. I get off the bed and lay down on the floor, facing away from the movie and towards the door. My dog gets off and lays beside me again.
For some odd reason I picked up her head in my hand, but I could not get myself to put it down. The whole time I had a feeling of some impending doom.
I kept telling myself to wake up, but I could not do so. After awhile longer the dream ends.

Last night, I tried out a new app called Lucid Dream Brainwave for iPad. My dream recall seems to be going in reverse, so I wanted to see if it would help any. I had it playing all night and saw no improvement whatsoever. This morning all I remember are fragments of one dream.

I'm at the airport with my mother and two of my brothers. We've just arrived from somewhere and are on our way to our car. As we're leaving the terminal, I stop to hold the door open for everyone, including two or three women who are behind us. One of my brothers yells for me to "hurry up", since I'm falling behind and I have the keys. I explain to him what I was doing, then we continue on to the car. My brothers aren't sure which car it is, so I take out the keys and use a button to open the trunk. They proceed to put their suitcases in the trunk then get in. I take my mom's suitcase to put it in the trunk and comment to her how light it is. She responds by saying she just packed enough for an overnight trip.

Later, I'm walking down a side walk to a large, really long table. Some kind of contest on going to go on there and the participants are finding seats. I'm dressed in nothing but shorts and a shirt and carrying some kind of curved stick. It's what I will need for the contest and all the participants have them. I notice some of the participants are guys that I work with at my job. I walk along the table looking for an empty seat. But since the seats are so close together, I'm trying to find one that still has vacant seats on either side of it. I finally find one and prop my stick against it to save my place. Looking at the way some of the other participants are dressed, I decide that should have also worn underwear and a pair of flip-flops.

Next I am walking up to a table where my mom is sitting and getting ready to eat dinner. I'm carrying a towel, some shorts and a pair of underwear wrapped up in the shorts. I alos have on a pair of flip-flops now. There is a woman standing at the table next to where my mom is sitting and she is stirring something white in a small pot of hot water that is sitting on the table. I ask my mom what it is and she tells me it's underwear and she's having it washed so they will be clean. She also tells me it's for Jasmine, who is one of her grandchildren in the waking world. I stand there and consider doing the same thing to the underwear I have, since I'm not sure if they're dirty or not. I decide not to (they look clean) and sit down.
Then two more peole join us at the table; a woman and a young girl. We greet them and my mom looks at the girl and says, "What a perfect little person." I turn and look at the girl to see what she looks like. She has long straight black hair, dark skin and braces. She smiles at my mom.

That's all I remember.