non-lucid

My Dad leaves me in the lobby of a roller rink. I wait a while, watching T.V. carelessly. I remember a "Who's Your Tiger" commercial of Joel Zumaya for the Detroit Tigers. I couldn't remember if he was still on the team, and decided to leave. I left, and found myself on the other side of town. It's a sunny day, and I am at the "Rochester Village" a series of restaurants and shops. My dad is eating outside on the sidewalk with my friend's dad, Mr. Ingraham, and his daughter. I join them at a table under an umbrella, and they are very insistent that I eat. The waitress tells the daughter that her hair looks better than it did yesterday. She thanks her, but once the waitress leaves, she mutters "eavesdropper" under her breath. We order cheesy bread sticks. I ate a few, but don't remember their taste. Soon after, I woke up.

Went to bed 12-12:30
Goals: eat and teleport
5:37 in a soccer game on some generic field and the only other player i recognize throughout is that guy pablo. I rem several plays and i was playing on the line like a wing. I rem one where the other team was moving the ball around and gets it to a forward and i run back just as he shoots. I run and block the shot causing it to roll slowly and then the goalie picks it up. I rem after this i run down line and nobody guards me so our goalie sends it down line to me and i quickly take a shot and miss.

I rem taking a few more shots but dont rem the setup too well and i missed all of them. Only other play i rem is doing a throw in and i can tell pablo really wants the ball. I plan to throw it just a bit down line for him but as i throw i feel the ball slip in my left hand and it goes flying to the left all the way to the other side of the field and out of bounds.

*Cant escape the feeling i was on another planet, cant rem it though. All i rem is the color blue.

6:51 Strange flash of some kind of military briefing or something. I am sitting down and i her someone talking about how we have a foriegn general or something. The general walks up and its some girl about my age, short brown hair, in a red unifrom. She walks to the front and salutes us and then walks off the the right. Whoever is hosting the event leads her away while tallking about previous wars. He lastly says something like, what do you expect of the sub conscious or something.(sounds like he was giving me a hint i was dreaming)

*Flash of being at school and the teacher switches but at one point she looks like elaine from seifield. The kid who sits across from me has a plastic toy gun and later in the dream the teacer is talking about how they passed a new law for us to carry those guns to school. I rem her showing us a little latch on the gun that allowed you to put it into your folder. Dont rem much else

*I rem just walking into a room with a bunkbed and seeing a doll on the bottom bunk. For whatever reason i start humping the doll.

*Walking somewhere with jessica and we are talking about food. she asks if i eat sometgin and i tell her no because i dont eat butter.
From this point forward i seem to have video game inspired dreams.
9:11 Have a flash of watching in first person someone load an arrow to a bow and arrow. In the backround i hear a narrarator talking about how it is some bow from feudal japan. The bow is yellow and black with little spikes coming out of it. Up the road you can see a person sitting on a horse. The person shooting aims to the left of them and releases the arrow. It flies far left but at the last moment changes course and hits the horse. The person falls off.

10:42 Had a flash of playing some old school looking rpg game

*I rem austing sending me a text message about an rpg game, he says something like i just saw a video where you go somewhere and type, reset religion, personality and intelligence and it reset all three for the character.

*I know i had a dream with chris and rachelle but no matter how much i think about it i cant rem what happened.

*Have a flash of being up on a billboard and im looting somones body like in a video game/ I just rem seeing some arrows on the ground from where i missed, dont rem actually fighting though.

Non-lucid

My memory picks up driving through a town very close to my own. It seems as if I have just left the movie theater, and I am headed home. I notice that drivers around me seem to know little about driving overall. People are cutting other people off, and going over to the turn lanes at the very last second which causes two cars to be jumbled up in one lane. I seem to be getting caught at every single stop light in the town, and this town has a lot of stop lights throughout its entirety. I finally come to the stop light that can be found just outside of a local "Lowes" store, Lowes is a rather large home improvement store. I take a look up at the light before I cross, and it seems as if the light is yellow but I am not sure within myself because the weather in the area seems to have gotten a bit foggy and I am unable to see the light clearly. As I approach the four way intersection, I look at both side lanes and I see that the light opposite to mine is still red, so I decide to gun it. I pass the light, still unsure if it was red or yellow, and I then begin to hope that there are no cops around to pull me over. Right after I think about cops, I look straight to my left and I see a cop posted up just beyond the light that I possibly ran. I get nervous at first, but then I realize that he is not going to follow me for whatever reason.

I keep going further down the road, and then I notice that two cops are chasing me. One in a sort of SUV, and one in a regular police cruiser. They both have their lights on, and I feel as if they are going to catch up to me, given the speed they are going. I decide that it was a good idea to put the pedal to the metal for whatever reason, and I begin to speed at seriously dangerous speeds down a crowded city street. Somehow I end at a hospital setting, that doesn't even exist in the city I was driving in. I am still in my car, and I am out front driving through the garden area that the hospital has to the right of the front entrance. I decided to drive in the garden, believing that I would be able to lose the police by doing so. I drive around on the sidewalks, and I must not be in a car at this point because the sidewalks inside the garden are rather small, the driving closer relates to a golf cart, or a go kart.

The cops have all disappeared at this point, like they where never there. After awhile of zipping around corners within the garden, I realize that the air is filled with some sort of odd smell. I look around, and other people are trying to figure out exactly what the smell is as well. I dismount my vehicle, and I join the search. The garden is filled with a lot of different trees, and plants alike. The middle of the garden is rather empty and filled with grass and other objects. The sides of the garden are rounded in some way, and have plants and trees planted along its length. I hear one of the other people looking around, and it seems as if they have found something. She is an older lady, and she has found a squirrel with a cut in its side, it is bleeding. The animal is not moving, and appears to have been dead for a little while. We all agree that the smell originated from the dead squirrel and the lady picks it up and I see nothing more of it. After the squirrel was removed, I look across the garden and see various animals and birds running around. I awake after that.

Wed morning 06/28/2011

120mg lithium
1 Natra sleep
250mg choline

My mother gave Toni and me each windchimes. I held mine up close to my face, saw that it was blue, and it was weird dreamlike all I could see until I moved it away from my face, and then I could see that the top of it was a light blue pac-man ghost with a glass shard hanging from it in the middle of the chimes nearly the same color about the length and breadth of my forearm. I don’t remember what Toni’s was.

There was also something about flying a flag, that I can sort of see in my mind and it wasn’t really a flag...and my mom gave me some clothes that were too big that I thanked her for, and Toni was saying how if they were ...some kind of particular size, (the right size) then I’d be even happier and somehow as she was talking it was like the clothes in my hands were changing to the right size and also changing into capri jeans that I like.

Dream - Lucid

I was having a birthday party at my house. It was nighttime. There were a few people there, girls mostly I think. The only one I can really remember though is my friend Grace. I "remembered" having a similar party before.

There was lots of food there. I remember I was sitting on the couch with a paper plate full of food. I also remember there being this honey dip stuff sitting in the kitchen. It looked like it was in a big alcohol jug or something. The jug was clear and had some writing and "x"'s on it. We kept asking the girl who brought it what it was, but she wouldn't tell us. I remember there was a spoon in there and I picked it up and watched the honey drip back into the jug.

I remember a lot of this dream repeating itself with minor changes.

Before i explain my dream i want to say you something. I slept from to 4AM to 10AM ( at this time the maid wanted to clean my room so she wake me up) and i tried to remeber my dream, but nothing :S Then as i am on holidays i can sleep more, so i went to the sofa of the living room. I slept from 10AM to 1PM and there i remember my dream.

Dream 1: So it was me and another person ( girl or boy, dont remember ). I want to say that sometimes in this dream i appear on 1rd person and another times on 3rd person ( i think it is relationed with GTA SA that i have played xD ). Anyway me and another person each one had a car. And we were doing was going to a house of a old woman and try to invade her house. But we were always caught by her ( we don´t even try beat her, we just run away to the cars). We tried to do this about 5/6 times
Dream 2: Me and my girlfriend (girlfriend just in the dream) had upset with each other, and in some day i went to her house masked with the "mask of screams" (the mask of the movie "Scream") ahaha. She apoligize me and we went horse riding. Something weird about the horse is that when we were riding the horse he was sidle ahaha. And we were sitting side too. (all this on 3rd person).

The true is that i have been remembered more of my dreams, i have better recall since i join forum. But i feel that i to far way from get a lucid dream. First i was very times on 3rd person and the dream seemed so real that with no chance i would remembered to do a RC. I was so in the dream so focus to get in the house, so focus ridding a horse that i wouldn´t remembered to do RC. And more weird, is that when i found something weird like a flying pig (for example ) i don´t think thats weird when i am dreaming. Like if the fying pigs were normal.

I was with one of my uncles and a friend and we were looking at things that another one of my uncles designed, the designs sucked and we just said bad things about them, then there was some guy shouting at people from the top of a very high rock, so I somehow got a jetpack, flew up, and pushed him off. I felt victorious and amazing.

I think I was walking to school, or atleast near my school, when I got a phone call from the girl who's in a lot of the dreams I can remember, I answered and all I heard was noises like a crowed and some faint talking. I hung up. She then phoned back and it was clear, she was complaining that I hung up on her.

It started off i was sat in a doorway, outside it was raining but it was a calm rain which i like, there was rap music going on in the background, eminem i think but im not sure what track. I bounced with my arm like a rapper jokingly as the blonde girl walked past me through the doorway to get inside.

I then went outside as it stopped raining and there was a sort of train but it was setup like a childrens rollercoaster, where the bar comes down onto the lap, but there was no bar.
Anyway i guess it was peoples ride home as people set off, i remember fragments of this part, of me standing on a green bush and one guy in the train saying to me "ah well done now go stand on top of that pole" which was a telephone wire pole.
I said to my friend "yeah if i could get up it"

They all left on the train and as they left one of the people shouted "haha fuck you ya fuck fish face" (it was someone i knew that was joking) so i shouted back "hah ill get you in lesson tomorrow , trust me"

I then continued to walk up a pathway made from dirt and it was night time now, there was a large butterfly on the floor (i could see everything perfectly in colour despite it being night.) It was red and as i bent down to pick it up it flew off, its wingspan was bigger than the palm of my hand.
I kept going up the hill and i went under a tree and the pathway turned into a cobbled stone floor, i saw another butterfly flying up and birds were also in the air so i was thinking "i hope it doesn't get eaten"

A large black raven landed next to me and then looked around for a butterfly, it then froze and looked down the hill, i looked and saw a golden retreiver dog.
The raven now turned to a cat, the cat jumped over a ledge and the dog looked at me, for some reason in the dream i knew this dog i had seen somewhere before or it meant something personal but even now and then i don't know what.
The dog leaped on me and licked my face, i "woke" up into a flase awakening, i was in bed with my actual dog lying asleep next to me, which is actually a king charles spaniel, it started to roll off my bed and as i pulled the edge of my cover up to stop her falling she woke and growled and put her jaws around my hand.
With her only being a small dog i laughed and said "its only me silly" and cuddled her, i then woke up for real.

It is night, and I was going to go to S's boarding house. I already texted him, but I didn't get any reply. I was going in, but the gate going into the area was just closed. Then somebody knocked and was allowed in. I went in with him. The people who let us in said that we should not go in so late, or at least be silent, because the people near the gate are annoyed by the noise of the gate. It's already midnight.

I waited a bit while they were talking, and then I went further into the place, following the cement path. On the left, I see houses, and then a sea beyond it, with a hint of a coming dawn. I see some houses are so open that I can see the people's bedroom inside. The "doorway" is very wide, and has no door. I also see some people with their bed outside of the house, and there are even some people sleeping on it. It looks like a very small village, with most of the place open ground. There are also some foreigner-looking people sleeping.

I finally reached the boarding house, and I saw G and S there. S was sitting on a chair outside the house, and G was leaning on the table. Upon seeing me, G stood up and S made a "gun" sign with his fingers pointing at me (with his right hand). He also asked sarcastically if I was still alive, and I answered yes, with a tinge of disappointment, probably because I was expecting S to fetch me by the gate.

G asked for down payment for the boarding house, since I will be staying there.

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Dreamsigns:

Beds outside the house
Wide "doorway"
Location is different from the actual boarding house location
S is sarcastic
Repetition (this is based on what happened last week, where I went to S's boarding house)
Speed of time: midnight to dawn in almost an instant

Non-Dream/Lucid/Non-Lucid

DREAM 1: I was taking a walk in the street while I was thinking about Lucid Dreaming. Through all the way to the home I was thinking about it I didn't even thought of doing an RC!
When I took the bus, my mom just appeared out of nowhere behind me. I was thinking at that moment of finding 2 seats for us (in the dream I was using a strange metaphor when I was thinking about that). I remember that while we were in the bus she was telling me that she wants to play Luxor...she doesn't like at all this game. She is more into Zuma >_>
At home I was staying in the bed looking straight ahead to the window. I was thinking: Wow! Why in the real life all the things seem so real while in the dream they seem so weird? I was starring at that window and it seemed too vivid to be a dream. I was looking at the details, at the form. Everything was so clear that I swear I though it is reality while the dream occurred. I remember I heard my mom talking in the background while I was starring and thinking about those stuff.
DREAM 2: I was still at home watching TV. It was not really my home, but in the dream I considered it to be. (Through it didn't actually looked at all as my home does)
I invited a bud to watch a movie with me. When he came in he though we're going to watch that show that he doesn't like and he went away.
DREAM 3: I was in the park and some kids (even my mom) were doing graffiti. My mom asked me why I'm not doing graffiti too. I took a spray and painted on the yard "WEED".
DREAM 4: I was in my real home again...
I dreamed that I had a dog (which is actually my bud's dog) and it was really smart. (in real life he is silly)
He was executing very accurate everything that I was commanding him, and he wasn't listening to everyone! My bud was there and the dog was still staying near me and didn't just go out playing with everyone. (like he does in real life >_>)
DREAM 5: I was staying in bed. My head was itching and my mom saw me. She was all worried and poured on my head menthol mixture
DREAM 6: I dreamed I bought a new watch clock.


I'm very upset that I lost the SWEETEST CHANCE of being lucid in this dream.
I was doing RCs all the day and in the dream I was thinking about LD and didn't even remembered to do an RC. I'm a shame!

16.06.2011

Walking Out Of School (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

At school in B-Block, our Ancient History room, I walked down the stairs to student services to look for a friend that was supposed to have my half-day pass (so I could go home.) CJ walked out from one of the cooking rooms and handed me my pass.
My roll call teacher walked by and saw me with the slip, she said to me 'I hope you're not doing anything naughty.' I laughed and walked out of school.
It was sunny outside. I walked out of the school gates but everything looked totally different. The bus bay was on the highway and a bunch of juniors were already finished. They were throwing around a bag. I sat on a wooden fence and watched for a while, then the bag landed near me. I picked up the bag and threw it, it went flying and landed near the road.
A teacher looked at me, one of the deputy principals. She started walking over. Then i woke up

12.06.2011

Dream I Forgot About (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't even know how to start this dream.
Originally, Watto and I were talking. Everyone was taking photos, I think it was the formal, or just after the formal, everyone was dressed in suits and dresses. Seeing as I didn't go, I was dressed in short jeans and a black singlet. The setting was a blue rooms with blue curtains, there was an area was for like, photoshooting.

Then it skipped to the front of the building, I was putting shoes on. It was daytime. There were go karts on the driveway (it was a long-ass driveway.) John and I shared a go kart, he was driving and I was sitting at the back. We were like, racing. John and I were in the lead and the rest were trying to attack us/box us and whatever you do where you try to attack someone on a go-kart.
On the back of the go-kart, i had a kind of cannon. It was situated between my legs of where I sat, and my chair spun around. To shoot the cannon, i placed my finger over where the bullet shot out of and then pressed down. A small, black ball shot out, when it hit something, it blew up. Pretty gnarly for a go-kart.
We reached a bridge, and then John and I skidded to a halt, Tokyo Drift style. I woke up

12.06.2011

3 Day Long Dream (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A nap in the afternoon. I think this was after work, I don't remember. In a period where I wasn't getting much recall at night.
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The dream started off late in the afternoon, it was fairly dark. It was a sort of camp around a house that looked abandoned, haunted, even. We were pitching our tents around the house. Julia and Sarah helped me pitch me tent (near the side of the house) and they pitched their tents next to mine.. ontop of a puddle of water.
After everyone finished pitching their tents, we went inside and explored? the house. We looked at the dining room, it was poorly lit, very dim. The colour of the walls was a very worn out orange colour. Then we moved to the living room. We were all sitting in a circle, I think we might have been considering playing 'spin the bottle'. I was sitting next to Andie and Sean, they were cuddling.
I decided to call it a night and went back to my tent. I recall walking out of the room and out of the house, but nothing between that. I walked into a different tent to the one I set up.

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I was in a carpark with my girlfriend in her car. It was a 4wd, though (not her car IRL). We were cuddling, then her mum appeared and started putting (groceries?) in the back. I decided i needed to bail. Infront of the car, I saw my mum. She waved to me and i said bye to Megan and bailed out of the car. I ran over to mum and we drove away.
I remember on the trip home, I was checking my pockets, I thought that i'd lost something so I told Mum. She said "You've only been gone for 3 days and you lose something." I also recognised the scene outside.
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At home, i'm in my room infront of my wall chargers. What's different was, there was a double adapted. This part of the dream felt so so real. I texted my girlfriend to tell her I found what I thought I lost. Then I woke up.

So.. that dream went for 3 days and I was asleep for one hour. This makes me hopeful that I can change the time ratio in my dreams.

I was at T's work with him and I had my son with me. They were getting really busy and he asked me to help out. I handed my son to one of the employees and they looked at me like I was crazy, lol. I went and put a headset on and realized they had changed to hand-head-sets, if that makes sense. I was putting the thing together and asked T why they changed. He said they were cheaper. Then I went to take an order and all of a sudden T's like, Ok, let's go. I take the set off and follow T out the door. He told me to get in the car with RB. The name was familiar, I knew a guy by reputation where I used to go to school, but he didn't look anything like him, so I figured they just had the same name. The guy was in a white pick up truck. It wasn't OLD, but it was probably a mid90's version. I'm bad with cars, by the way. The guy was either bald or just had a really short cut, his head was round and he had a goatee. He looked serious. I turned to T and asked him if he was going back in to get our son. He said we were going to leave him for a minute and go check on something. I asked him why we were leaving our car here and he said it got repossessed, assuming from a bill we haven't paid yet. I looked for where we had parked it and it was gone. I was getting worried. We drove to our house, only it was actually my mother's house. We checked the door to see if they had changed the locks on us, but we were able to get inside. Then we went back to his job to get our son. I don't remember much after that.

I had went to bed at 2am and had that dream and woke up at 3:55. I'm trying to record how quickly I fall into REM. I'm thinking I'm one of those people that can go right into REM, I was watching a documentary about it. After all this, I had a long dream but I can only remember bits and pieces of what it was about.

I had failed to do something and T and my sister had been there and some others. They were all sort of shunning me for it, and leaving me, including T. Somewhere in this dream I saw a work schedule with my name on it from a place I worked almost a year ago. I had seen my name on for night shift and was kind of upset because I lived an hour away (and do in WL) and my uncle knew I couldn't work those hours. I noticed that my hours got cut also and I was trying to leave but then these girls started showing up and they wanted to fight me. I was having a hard time trying to fight them and they were laughing at me. I remember crying really hard for a LONG time, I think I was sitting in a closet or in the doorway of a room. I was just crying and crying, and it felt so real, the sadness and just feeling abandoned and rejected. Then I got up and grabbed something and started REALLY trying to hurt these girls who were laughing at me. I remember yelling at them saying I know I may be a shitty fighter but I wasn't afraid to pick something up and go crazy with it. Which is what I did. Then all I can remember is fighting robots, they looked like children toys, plastic and colorful making little beeping noises. I keep getting vague flashbacks just out of reach of my memory and it's annoying. Hopefully I will remember.

I just feel like I dreamed the whole ten hours I got to sleep. Does anyone ever feel like that sometimes? I don't understand, I'll go a few days without hardly remembering anything and then to so many dreams that I cannot remember details. My head needs to work things out.

Tuesday, June 28th

I. Late

This dream starts with me eating dinner with my parents in the house I grew up in. I don’t remember the conversation all that well but at one point I am trying to convince them to come to a show I have that night with one of the local bands I play in (a thousand miles away from this house…) She doesn’t want to be out late, etc. I tell her that the singing isn’t the best but I really like the writing and she would also.

As I am washing my dish in the sink, S.A is suddenly there and tells me they are focusing more on the vocals now. She starts singing either the song “Lie Down” or a song that I’ve never heard before; either way what strikes me now thinking about it is that she is somehow singing in harmony with herself.

I am not sure of the reason, but I then travel to the venue where the show is at without any of my equipment. I think I may have been under the impression that the show had been cancelled. I am on my bike and for some reason I bring it to the second floor of a building I’ve never been in. I text J.L to see if the show is still happening, then realize he’s standing on the stage directly in front of me, with several girls behind him and to his left (I suppose this the new “vocal emphasis,” I do not recognize anybody on the stage as being actual band members. They are standing eerily still.

I ask him if the show is on and, if so, when are we playing. He replies that we are to start in a couple of minutes. I am now in a hurry, my absolute least favorite state of affairs. I think about biking down the flight of stairs which I walked up to get into this room, however I see a chain link fence right in front of the doorway at the bottom so I decide this is a bad idea. A 12-ish year old kid looks at me strangely.

Despite my haste, I apparently manage to write down a dream I’d had earlier that night (and remember virtually none of now) in sidewalk chalk down about a hundred yards’ worth of sidewalk on my college campus. All I remember of this is fixing one word. It may have been the word “Directions.” I have to correct myself on making an E, and then have to go back to the beginning of the word to put a D where I’ve accidentally written a B. I am evidently lost in thought so none of this strikes me as out of the ordinary at the time. After this slight detour I find myself back in my actual house in North Carolina.

I am racking my brain trying to figure out everything I’m going to need. I wake up A.L, who is asleep in the living room, and tell him it’s time to go play this show. He walks like a zombie out the front door. I do not even recall whether or not he put a shirt on. Meanwhile I am trying to consolidate all my pedals, and find my black button-up shirt – I had noticed that everyone on the stage was dressed quite nicely.

I am then in a car, presumably on the way to the show, however C.A and E.M are in the car with us for some reason. C.A, in the back seat next to me, is talking about how she is moving out the next day, and how difficult her roommate is to get out of the house. She also mentions that the show is supposed to end at 7:45, and this worries me greatly as I look at the clock inside the car and it is about 7:10. About here is where this dream ends.

II. Fragment – Speeding Over Hills with Miles

At some point last night, I was in some sort of inner tube that went very quickly across land with Miles Davis. We were trying to get somewhere in a hurry. The landscape was extremely hilly. At one point the craft flipped around and I found myself propelling us forward with my feet as fast as I could in a Fred Flinstone-esque fashion.