non-lucid

i woke to the sight of your face in my dream...i dont remember much else than that...why do you still haunt me...is there something that needs to be said...i just dont get this...it keeps happening when i am feeling better...

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! This is what I dreamt last night.

22.00: Sleep

05.10: Fragments
*I'm walking down a corridor at work. My bosses have their desks to the sides, and I have to squeeze past them. I smear mud on the wall by accident and they tell me to get out. I smear some more mud on the wall.

*I shoot a rifle and watch the bullet in slowmotion as it goes through the skull of a girl. It wasn't meant to do that.

05.10: Disneyland
I'm with Monica and Felix. I go through a door to "Disney Land" and I end up on a street. There are disney figures all around me and a "Minnie the Mouse" is walking down the road. I can see a string attached to her head, which is then attached to a colourful balloon up in the sky. I decide to try something out and walk up to a booth. A very hot woman is behind the counter and I ask her what kind of thing this is. "You walk these stairs, and win a prize!" she tells me happily. "How many steps are there?" I ask and she points at a sign. "800 steps, unless you're economy class, then it's less" she tells me.

I tell her we've got a suite. I do some dream math. "20 cm per step, times 800, that's 1,6km" I tell her. "No way we can climb that many". Suddenly she's not wearing anything but a darkblue thong. I can't look away and it seems to be shrinking. I can clearly see the outlines. "I love children's clothes" she whispers in my ear. Indeed. I give her a kiss and head up the stairs with Felix. I have no idea where Monica went. We walk the stairs for a minute before I get really tired. "Screw this, this is way too tiring" I tell him and we get out of the place.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Fun to have a longer dream for a change. I'm crossing my fingers for this weekend.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

My Notes
Non-lucid
Lucid
Awake

I'm adding this dream a little late. It was longer, and I think there was a second dream, but I don't remember now.

I just remember looking at either my arm or my leg. I was removing a spot. I managed to pull something out of the limb —a large, egg-shaped white ball. The next part is strange. I'm looking at it, when I realise what it is. It's actually the O in the Opera browser logo! I see it fly toward the other browser logos.
This seems perfectly normal to me, and the rest of the dream continues.

I was up the top of a hill about 15 minutes from my house next to the local Sainsburies. It was early evening, and reasonably sunny with some clouds. It was getting cold. I was with my friend Chloe, and we were planning to walk from there to my friends house for a party, which is about a 3 hour walk. I had attempted this before with friends, and it was a complete disaster. Suddenly, we were at the top of another hill, still about 90 minutes from the party. We began walking down a very straight road, however neither of us knew when to turn. We turned left down my friend Matt.C's road, and were planning to turn right and walk until we got to a country road, from which we would find our own way.

Suddenly I was at a house at the beginning of the road we were currently on, and it was the house of a young spoilt girl, with very rich parents. I have a strange feeling it was the girl who plays Hannah Montanna, however a much younger version. She was upset as her Parents wouldn't buy her a Nintendo Wii. They then went on to make her watch iCarly the TV program, as that was "equally as good".

2/8-9. 1230. Academy? Taking showers. Xxxxx and Xxxxxx there. Shower is like our shower.

715. In the Xxxxx’s backyard at night. I drive to the way back. Then I drive to the front. House is a trailer… kind of trailer trash looking. Then drive to the back again. Now day. Then drive to the other side of the front. Food is sitting outside

815. Academy. Group is then gone. Then I’m at a hydroelectric dam. Water is moving pretty fast. There are HS kids there and many are jumping from ledges back to the walkway. I think, “I sure hope that they don’t fall in.” 15 kids end up dying. Then Harry Potter and I have to kill Voldemort and Nagini. HP isn’t there anymore and V and Nagini are one, and they’re lying on the ground. I’m stabbing him with a knife. Body is in half or something. I’m still stabbing him, but we’re on my living room floor and dad’s on the couch. V/Nagini has like a regeneration power because his wounds heal

Clay Matthews is talking online through Skype or something. Then I go out into the living room, not my house. Then go to the kitchen, reminds me of MaryBeth’s kitchen. Huge tray of brownies under a glass lid

1020. In my house. Theresa and gma there. I’m sitting in the rocking chair with a blanket on my lap. One of Theresa’s cats is sitting in my lap. We then leave for dinner. Try to figure out how to fit 6 people in a 5 seater car. Headlights on

Awake, Non-lucid, Lucid, [Commentary made while awake]

[I had four different dreams last night.]

[Dream #1] I'm at the apartment building where I lived in Japan. There are several different landlords who own parts of the building, which is reflected in the fact that different parts of the facade have different designs. [Of course, this was not the case in real life.] Inside the building, though, instead of many small apartments, there is one big, open space crisscrossed by wooden support beams. A few other people my own age are in the building. Several of the wooden beams are arranged in a tall pyramid shape, supporting a large heating/air conditioning unit at the apex of the pyramid. This pyramid collapses and the unit crashes to the floor. At first, I think it's killed the young man who appeared to be standing directly under it, but then I see that he's okay, just scratched up a bit.

One of the other people in this large, open space is President Obama. I follow him up into an enclosed hallway and eavesdrop on a phone conversation he's having with his wife. From the conversation, I gather that he's going to pay for repairs to the damaged support structure and HVAC unit.

[Dream #2] I'm riding on Ellen's Energy Adventure in Epcot. The ride vehicles move up to get to the room with the screens for the film portion of the attraction; I can feel the vehicle moving upward. We get to that room, and the film begins. The film starts out on only one screen, then widens to fill the wraparound screens on either side of it as well, but there are no curtains that pull back to reveal the additional screens. [There were curtains when I went on this ride in reality back in 2000, but according to an article I just read recently, they're not working anymore.] The film contains lots of exciting action sequences, punctuated and made more immersive and realistic by air jets built into the backs of the seats. The seats also have lap bars; I can feel mine. At some point during the film, it dawns on me that I'm dreaming. When the film ends, I exit the ride along with everyone else. As I walk along my row of seats, I say to the guy walking in front of me, “Hey! You're a dream character!” Again, I don't get his attention at all. I continue walking through the passageways that lead out of the building. They're very dark; I make sure to pay close attention to the people and the edges of walls that I can see by the few dim lights, because I know that if I don't, the dream will fade. As I walk, I sing a song aloud, which was my lucid goal for the night. [I don't recall now which song it was, but I have the vague impression that it was a current country song, one I know well, sung by a male singer.] It doesn't even occur to me to do anything other than go along with the dream scenario; this is a ride at Epcot, so of course I'm going to go along with it and enjoy the experience.

There's a bottleneck along the exit route that slows down the flow of foot traffic. This makes me go, “Huh? What's going on?” Then I see what's causing the bottleneck: Suspended by individual cords from a track on the ceiling are multiple pairs of 3D glasses with polarized lenses, with no earpieces, so you have to hold them up to your eyes. Each cord is attached to a little wheel inside the track, so you can move the 3D glasses back and forth along the track. This passageway is filled with painted, Star-Wars-themed scenery, and when you look through the glasses, the scenery looks 3D. I take a pair of glasses and walk with them the rest of the way out of the building. I say aloud, “Oh my God! Rope-Trak!” [While in the dream, I remembered a dream I had when I was a kid that featured a very similar system, only with harnesses attached to the ends of the cords instead of the 3D glasses. In that dream, the purpose of the system was to make sure everyone at a museum followed the same path through the exhibits. I named this system “Rope-Trak” after the fact, when I was awake and used the dream as inspiration for a school project.] I'm surprised and pleased to see this concept reappear in another dream.

I reach the outside of the building. This outdoor space looks very much like I remember it, and I can see everything clearly in the natural light. However, the sky is overcast and cloudy, and it's either raining or just about to; a hurricane is coming in. The dream ended here.

[Dream #3] I'm at my high school, just outside the gymnasium, looking south. Apparently, just being there is enough to make me realize I'm dreaming. It's nighttime, and the quad is filled with students. I decide to fly; it takes me two tries to take off. My first try turns into a big, parabolic jump. The second time, I succeed in getting airborne. To help launch myself forward, I kick off the wall of the gym with my foot, as one might kick off the wall of a pool while swimming. Among the crowd, I see the B. brothers again as I pass overhead. I think, They didn't go to my high school. I fly higher and see that the school is surrounded on two sides by ocean, which makes me go, “Huh?”

[Dream #4] I'm riding in the back seat of the brown car down a street in my old city. It's nighttime. I know where I am because I recognize the trees and landscaping on either side of the car. Looking out my window, I see a white car flying along, above and to the left of our car. This clues me in that I'm still dreaming. I wonder if I can make this car fly. Almost as soon as I've decided to try to do so, I find myself sitting in the driver's seat, alone in the car. I immediately realize that I'm now alone and driving the car, rather than riding in the back seat while someone else drove, because I had wanted/expected to be the driver. My dream control is improving. Cool.

The car is still going down the street at the same speed it was before. I make the same effort of will I used in my previous dream to fly on my own, only this time, I try to focus my will on the car rather than on my own body. As before, I concentrate on the thought of the object of focus rising up, on how that should feel. It takes noticeably more effort, but it works. I get the car into the air. However, I find that it's now traveling backward, and I can't get it to go forward. Looking out the front windshield and over the landscape, I notice that the moon is low on the horizon ahead of me and to the left, looks normal, and is full. Then the dream faded and I woke up.

Today after work i came home and ate a plate of spaghetti, then decided to take a nap. That's where it all started.... I noticed that i was in a dream after walking into my old apartment that i haven't been to in at least two years. I was with my fiancee and we were running from some little punk kids. I turned around to confront them and couldn't see their faces.... at that moment i realized i wasn't awake. so after a few personal tests in the dream (testing gravity and other laws of physics) i knew that i was in control. Just then a small pick-up truck drove by and stopped, i decided to see what all i could get away with (inspired by the movie "inception") I placed both hands on the hood of the truck and thought of the vehicle that i knew the best, my dads 99 gmc sierra, in the dream i closed my eyes and decided to "morph" the little pick-up into my dad's prized possession. IT WORKED!!! I watched the color change, the cab expand, and the grill guard grow out of the radiator. It was the most amazing feeling ever! So I tried to see how big i could go... Looking into the horizon i created a beautiful backdrop of the skyline of dallas. I watched in awe as skyscrapers grew at my command. I've done small scale things like fly up a couple dozen feet into the air but I've always had restrictions as to what i could do, (for example i always glide as compared to unlimited flying.) but not today, i had complete control. As i was exploring my dream world i started to notice when i was about to wake up, so i closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and just relaxed. It worked perfectly. I was able to stay asleep and in the same dream for what felt like at least an hour. I've never talked to anyone else who has been able to do this, which led me to do some research and is how i ultimately ended up on the website, which i immediately decided to register and become a member. Please if you read this leave a comment and let me know what you've been able to accomplish in your dreams, and any tips you may have. thanks...

I had this dream around 1988. It was very vivid but I was not lucid, if memory serves. I was standing outdoors somewhere with a guy I worked with, named Marc. There were asteroids, comets, nuclear missiles and UFOs flying wildly all over the sky, but mostly UFOs. As we all know, these are all speculated ways that the Earth may come to its demise. So in the dream I was thinking...'Wow, so this is it. All these things are happening at once.' Then suddenly this huge UFO, so big it almost completely blocked out the whole sky, comes down and lands right in front of us. It was your typical round UFO. It then proceeded to dig itself into the Earth until the roof of it was level with the ground. The whole thing was now underground! A huge round hatch (I know, so cliche) the opened up to reveal an entire fully functioning city inside! The tops of the skyscrapers were right at our feet. I wanted to climb down the side of a building and go check out this city. For some reason, I was not afraid but Marc was and he refused to go. I didn't go either but we both knew that this was the end of the world (as we know it) and that we were being taken over by aliens. I have two thoughts on this dream. The first one is that back when I had this dream, I did not believe aliens existed and had never seen a UFO. I never once considered that aliens would take us over. Also, I had never picked up a Bible and had no forethought about the New Jerusalem being brought down to Earth in Revelation. So my question is: Could this dream have been prophetic? Did I witness the New Jerusalem coming from the sky? Back in 1988, the only possible cause for the end of the world I'd ever contemplated was nuclear war, which may be why my mind threw the nuclear missiles into the air along with the UFOs and comets.

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I have plenty of unimportant dreams then...

I wake up an hour before I need to and have some resolve to change dreams up a bit.
I am visiting a former work place to tell them about how great my new career path is. Before I see anyone I see Scott my old manager and work buddy. He looks at me harshly and I see that he has died his head and face hair blond! He looks so strange now! He glares at me while working his crummy job and I walk off to think about why this is not how I planned it. I was supposed to come back and tell them how great my life was and they were supposed to gush with happiness! Now I saw this blond Scott again and he gave me a very angry look as if to tell me I was not wanted here.
This seems like a warning dream. Strangely I did think going back I would be greeted by gushing happiness but now after this dream I can see no way! That job sucked on an epic level, so much you tend to hate life and even happiness. There is no way that they would be truly happy to see me. I have worked there and been the one working in hell and watching others comer back and prance around in happiness and I felt like strangling them. How could I have been so consciously blind? Thanks dreams for putting me on the straight path. BTW the job from hell was WalMart.

10.02.2011

Meeting Dreamer (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in some sort of fighting tournament. The tournament was playoff based, with only one fight per round. All the DC I saw were random and appeared very strong. Also, there was a female DC.
It was my turn to fight and I entered the arena, I was a little afraid but I had to embrace. The battle ended pretty fast making me a victor. It was also my turn to fight again and I felt I did not rest from the previous fight. I was walking around the resting area a little worried. The resting area was made like a Colosseum. The walls and the floors were made of big squares of dark gray stones and some dirt. I had to fight a huge guy, but for some reason, I saw a book in the battle arena. I opened the book and realized it was that guy's Akashic Records. I started to mess up with them until he went bananas and defeated himself.

I exited the area waiting for quarter finals. I had to face this female DC and she told me, "Do not even thing in messing up my Akashic Records. I am a psychic and if you try, you will get confused and defeating you will be easy."

While I was planning what to do, I asked to myself, "What the hell I am doing in a battle arena? I do not fight! I am a spiritual person, not a fighter. I turned lucid and wondered where the that weird dream came from.

I exited the Colosseum and saw a dirt road. I decided to fly to make my dream stable. The sky was very blue, not even one cloud. I could feel the warmth from the sun on my face. I felt great. Dreamer came to my mind and the warm feeling arrived. I saw mountains on my way and flew faster, hopping to find Dreamer.

The mountains were very high but I could fly over them. I landed in a green and beautiful field. The field was surrounded by mountains and the sky was still very blue. The ground, was all dark green grass. I saw Dreamer meditating in the middle of the field. I flew towards her and I sat in front of her. I had a very intense warm feeling, bigger than ever and I was very happy. All I wanted to do was to stay with Dreamer. She opened her eyes and she hugged me. I felt joy. The dream started to fade and I really wanted to stay more time with Dreamer. I started to move my eyes and the dream quality increased.

Dreamer told me, "I am very happy to see you. I feel very connected with you. It is so great we are dreaming of each other all the time." I realized that due our time zone, she was not dreaming yet, so I figured she might have been thinking about me or a piece of her consciousness traveled to my dream. Dreamer did not act nor had the same energy as a regular DC.

Dreamer decided to lie down in the grass. I also did. We were looking at each other eyes. It was a continuous, permanent and without distraction eye contact. I knew I was going to ruin my REM, but I did not care. It was the perfect moment. Dreamer and I were looking into each other's eyes and after a while, the dream started to fade. I allowed it to end and woke up with a perfect image of Dreamer face, eyes and smile.

This is arguably the most disgusting dream I've ever had. I had tapeworms- bad- to the point where they wouldn't be contained in my digestive tract and hung in a mass in me undies. They were squishy and gross and I was supposed to pull them out but that sounded even grosser so I just left them there. And then I woke up and spent the first half hour of waking life convinced that I still had them.

There is some PlayStation game that I am playing and I am remembering watching my
brother play it. I forget what game it is. I get to a point where I had stopped watching him
and I go through this entire part until I get to the part where I came back in and continued.
I'm not sure if this memory is real or if it is a footprint.
I am at a circular bazaar type place and there are men in black suits looking for me. I go
around the bazaar and see this lady selling some music stuff. I ask her if she has a Clarinet
or Alto Saxophone mouthpiece. It had a name, something not real, which I forget. I then talk
to another lady and she gives me a valuable piece of information which I forget. I go around
the circular bazaar and up some steps off the side up to a fountain. There is a naked woman
there who walks toward me. I hug her and find myself naked as well and start... you know.
The dream snaps to my room at home. The woman is still there. Then she disappears and I
am fully clothed and forget about her. A bunch of other people are in my room with me, my
brother and some girl I do not know. We are planning something to do with the information
that lady had given me. I get a phone call from my crush and she tells me to meet her. The
dream snaps to a road in the woods with some gravel offshoots to what looks like a park or
something. I see my crush and she tells me that the lady who gave me the information was
taken by the men who were looking for me. The dream ends.

One of my strangest ever
I was kind of hesitant to write the explicit part in my dream journal...

I am in a convenience store looking around and I see all the isles, I see chips and candy.
I get to the refrigerated isle and I see milk and ice cream, etc... I am still cautiously keeping
an eye out for the people who were chasing me in the last dream. I can hear a radio playing
on the store's speakers in the background. It is an interview. I go up to the corner of the store
and there is a bar there. My dad is standing there along with one of my instructors from
marching band. The instructor has some sort of blue gel that he is rubbing on these sores he
has. As he rubs in the gel it turns a white soapy color, kind of like vicks vapor rub. He complains
about the sores getting worse. I hear a song on the radio and say thats ( I don't remember )
by From Autumn to Ashes. There is more talking on the radio then I hear Long To Go by the
same group. I say "Thats Long To Go by From Autumn To Ashes". I then realize that the radio
is playing a documentary on the group which is pretty interesting. The dream ends.

Interesting backstory or this dream. Every night, I get my shower, dress in my clothes for
the next day and go to bed in those clothes. From Autumn To Ashes ( FATA ) is one of my favorite
bands and I have a t-shirt of them. It is that t-shirt that I decided to wear for the next day.

This dream scared me a little.
I am in the entryway to a building. The entryway looks quite similar to that of the music
building at my university but the rest of it is like some convenience store. I am holding one
of those Nesquick chocolate milk mix containers and it is filled with homemade nitroglycerin.
I think that came from watching Fight Club two nights ago...
Anyway, I set the container down on a bench-like part of the wall that juts out near the floor.
There are some subtle electronics on the top of the lid. I leave, lapse in memory, and come back.
I notice the container is gone. I make another one and think "It should have clued me in when the
building was still here". Suddenly I see a couple people and I hide. I try to avoid them while setting
the other container. I get ready to leave and they spot me. They start chasing me and I run. The
dream snaps to my best friend's driveway. The people are still there but further off. My best friends
sister comes up from behind and says we need to get out of here. She pulls up an ATV and we ride
away on a trail. The dream ends.

I am in some sort of store that sells video games. I look at a shelf and there are
all the major systems. I look through these for a while and run into my friend Kyle.
I say hi and suddenly a bunch of other kids our age start throwing rubber balls at us
and we start playing dodgeball. After a short game, the dream snaps to my yard by
our shed. Kyle is still with me and my Dad is there as well. I look up into the woods
and see an Antman from Dungeon Master Java.

I look down on the ground and see its spiked club. I pick it up and throw it at the
monster. The dream ends before it hits.