non-lucid

I was with NE, CH, DA, and JO in some random apartment that had yellow walls and a wood floor. We were apparently supposed to do some assignment or something. It had something to do with singing a song.

I went to the end of the hall of the apartment (the layout resembled EL's apartment) where the bedroom was. There was a giant bed there, very big and tall, piled high with comforters and pillows. NE was lying on a pile of comforters, singing the assignment song.

The bedroom seemed to miss a wall and lead to the outside. It was pouring rain outside, a grey day. I think JO was coming from a Chinese restaurant or something. I somehow ended up on a sidewalk talking to him.

Later on I was in a somewhat fancy looking restaurant, sort of like SG, but it seemed to be a French restaurant. I was there with my family. My mother was talking something about how she didn't like the Chinese restaurant's food.

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I was at school, sitting on a desk that was randomly put in the front hallway in front of the library. I was talking to someone else, and I saw JU approach from the south entrance. He walked close to me, and I greeted him. He didn't stop or seem to acknowledge me until he practically collided with me. Wide-eyed, he said "Hi!" and mentioned something about how he used to like me, and probably would again soon. I saw myself in third-person, wearing a purple shirt and jeans and black boots. We talked for a while, and then it ended.

I remember very little about this one, simply that it was Kingdom Hearts related. Probably because I'd beaten Kingdom Hearts 2 at my friend's house the night I had the dream.

I can't remember this one too clearly. I didn't sleep all that well.

There was some sort of fighting game - it was like a cross between Super Smash Bros. and Marvel vs. Capcom. I was seeing it as if I was in the game itself, and I can't remember if I was actually playing it myself or if I was only watching.

The first match I remember was Sentinel vs. some other random person, and Sentinel won. The next one was Captain Falcon vs. Yoshi on a beach level of some sort. Before the fight could start, some special condition started where Yoshi became stuck in an egg, and there was a sort of shelf out on the water with more eggs on it. Some were hatched, some weren't, and some spots were just empty. The condition had something to do with -teenth numbers (nineteenth, seventeenth, etc.).

I don't remember any more of this dream, because I woke up shortly after this part.

I was with some friends, I think KR and someone else, shopping in some stores. I had found some red outfit; I had a black dress or maybe top and shorts with a red lace dress over it. It stopped mid-thigh and had no sleeves. It was extremely bright, and seemed to fit perfectly. While in the store I happened to find some matching red lace slippers. They were only about $6 so I decided to grab them while I was there. I looked at myself in the mirror. Everything I had was either red or black, creating a perfect outfit.

We went to another shop, but once inside, I realized that I had forgotten to pay for the lace dress and slippers and everything else.

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I was in a car at first. I think my mother was driving, and there was some other random woman there too. She seemed to be a close companion to me. I think she had black hair and pale skin. My mom was driving along the LS, but then she ended up driving into some town that was apparently part of QC. It was a very nice and quaint little town; the whole town was perfect temperature and had a pleasant glow to it. The houses and stores seemed friendly.

I ended up in some sort of temple, or so it seemed, with my companion. I think I was wearing a different dress now. My companion was wearing a long black gown. The scenery changed for a few seconds then; I was at a party or something, in some sort of apartment with brown walls, and I had to charge my cellphone. I hooked it up to a wall. The scenery changed back to the temple.

The templed was large with a massive winding staircase on one side. It seemed to have mosaics all along the walls and pillars. The pillars had openings between them. As I looked up, the roof rounded at the top with the tiles coming to a center. It had many blue-green tiles and hints of gold here and there.

My companion was throwing up. Somehow, there seemed to be another companion, much like her, but I think she was wearing a red dress. The original one was still in black, and she was vomiting large amounts of black sludge. I remember watching her and seeing the sludge; against the low light of the temple, I couldn't see it so well, but I saw it shiny and thick. I ran over to hold up her long hair, but by the time I was there her hair had turned blonde and it was in a ponytail.

Somehow I ended up naked. I ran towards the outside of the temple to one of the rocks. I was slightly conscious of the people around looking at me, but the town seemed so accepting, and at this point I didn't care. I flopped onto one of the rocky walls fencing the temple and just looked out to where the sunlight's glow came from. I felt the rocky, gritty surface against my breasts and stomach, and the gentle, perfect air breeze against my skin. Everything seemed perfect.

Chocoholic
I am at Subway, it seems I have found a job working there. I am cleaning up some things in the back room, and I notice the ovens where the cookies are being baked. The timer goes off on one of the batches, so I open it up and look inside. The cookies smell wonderful, making me instantly hungry. I look around and confirm I am alone in the back room before taking one of the hot cookies and eating it very quickly, eating it before anyone can come in and catch me. It is delicious! I take another cookie and eat that one, as well… and a third. I decide I'd better stop before I eat the whole batch. I continue cleaning and then I find a fresh batch of fudge. I get myself a drink, the drink looks like one of the slushies sold at Eegee's, and then I drink a bit and help myself to some fudge. I am eating my third piece of fudge when I hear someone come in. I stick the fudge in my drink to hide it. The man who entered is the boss, so I am glad I hid the fudge. He is suspicious, though. He says he will taste my drink to be sure I'm honest. He tries it and then gets annoyed. He asks if no one had told me that he checks the drinks to be sure there isn't any stolen fudge in them. I say no, no one said that. I'm in trouble. He says then he will tell me how things work. I had better make sure to have my drink acceptable when he comes to test it, and that means more fudge! Put two more pieces in there, at least. I add fudge. He drinks some more, then gives the rest back to me. I finish my shift and leave. I decide to jog home, to work off those extra calories. I hate to jog…

A World Without Hope
I am in a dark place, I look around and it seems like everything is just animated, everything is just painted onto a fake background. There are people around me, but they are all just robots. They move like robots, talk like NPCs from video games, saying the same things over and over and over again. They never change their behavior based on what I do or don't do, it seems like nothing I do makes any difference at all. As I explore this place, all of the fake painted backdrops start falling down and breaking apart, leaving me in the middle of a vast empty void. Nothing exists in that void, nothing there is real. I am not real, at any moment I may completely cease to exist…

Bottomless Abyss
I am in a cold and dark place, there is only darkness in all directions. I am floating in the center of an infinite dark abyss, there is no sky, no ground, nothing at all to get my bearings from. I can't tell which way is up or down or to the sides. I move a bit and find it is like I am underwater. I figure I can find the surface pretty easily. I blow a bubble to see where it goes. It doesn't go anywhere. It floats in the endless darkness and pops, which seems weird. I start swimming in what feels like the upward direction. It feels like I am getting absolutely nowhere. I try to swim faster, but the idea of getting anywhere is seeming completely hopeless. I try to keep swimming but it seems as if I don't even have a physical body. As if I am completely dissolving into the surrounding black water, into the black abyss. I am nothing, I am the abyss.

End of Days
I am at the dinner table having dinner with several people I know have passed on. My brother and my grandmother are both there with us, we are eating what looks like a Thanksgiving dinner. We are all eating and talking in a happy way, things are like they always used to be when all of us were together. I don't notice that this is odd, but I am happy with the situation, enjoying their company. After dinner we go our own separate ways, I leave in the car to go visit Tigress. My brother is taking my grandmother somewhere, and my mother is staying home. On my way to see Tigress the entire place starts shaking, it is a massive earthquake… in Tucson?! The ground is cracking open, buildings are collapsing… everything is in chaos. I turn to head back home to check on my mother, but I am almost to Tigress' house by now and I stop by there. Her house and family are ok, though their neighbor's house has disappeared into a huge crevasse. Tigress comes with me when I head back home. Cars everywhere are in wrecks, I have to take the long way to get home. I get pulled over by cops. I am told that my brother and grandmother have been in a wreck and are dead. My house has fallen into a crevasse and been submerged in lava… my mom is dead. My kitties and puppies are dead. Everything is gone, what is the point in going on? I look up and see the moon is out during the day, it looks huge. The cop says that's what is causing the quakes and disasters everywhere, the moon is going to collide with the Earth. Is anywhere going to be safe? He says probably not.

Meteor
I am in my house, my mom and I are quickly gathering everything we can into the cars to head for a shelter. There is a giant meteor heading for Earth, and the shelter is the only chance we have to survive. We get the animals all loaded into my mom's car somehow, and mine is full of a bunch of our possessions. I am driving after my mother towards the shelter. I happen to think I need to check on my friends in the area to be sure they are getting to safety. I head towards Tigress' house, since it is closer to where I am right now. I find she has gone up to Mt. Lemmon for a hike. I head up the mountain, wondering what she is doing up the mountain when there is a meteor coming. That's the worst place to be at a time like this! I am driving up the mountain to try to find her. I see the meteor in the sky, it is getting closer. I wonder if there will be time to get to the shelter. I have to find Tigress first and also check on Alicia, do I have time to do that? I have to have time, I will make time.

Deadly Beauty
The Earth is host to visiting aliens from outer space, or maybe from another dimension. No one is entirely sure. These aliens are truly beautiful to look at, they are ethereal and floating in the air, formed up of a substance that looks simultaneously liquid and crystalline. They move with a fluidity and a grace that is practically hypnotic. They communicate mostly telepathically, but they sing in an auditory manner. Their voices are beautiful, as ethereal as their forms, as hypnotic as their forms. There is one man who is trying to communicate with them more than anyone else, he is a sort of liaison between humans and their race. Everyone looks to him to find out what the aliens are up to, what they are trying to communicate. He also seems to be totally mesmerized by the aliens. He is responding to the aliens as if he was their servant. He starts cutting the tips off of his fingers, crying out in pain as he does that. He asks the aliens verbally why they want him to cut off his fingers… they sing as a response, he keeps cutting himself. I try to make him stop doing that, he stabs himself in the gut and proceeds to disembowel himself. He lies on the ground coughing up his own blood, dying. The aliens are singing to me, telling me to cut my toes off. I figure I can block their music with my own. I use Metallica at high volume. It is effective. It also seems to disorient the aliens. I head back and tell others what I have seen, they don't seem hesitant to believe. Everyone will now use loud music as a defense, the deaf are naturally protected, and we will be able to fight back against these intruders.

It actually kind of confused me because I had been working on WILD a lot more than DILD, though I had a DILD first. However, I suppose that while I was primarily using WILD, there was probably some DILD/MILD work mixed in.

~Scene 1~
I'm crawling through this wire/mesh fence type thing, chasing someone. It's kind of like the COD: W@W final kill-cam format. I was kinda happy about that, since I wouldn't be getting shot. I'm shooting at him, and he's shooting at me, but neither of us is hitting. This goes on for about 5 seconds. After 5 seconds, time reverts to normal and the enemy starts running towards this big wall/building/fortress-thing. I run after him, but hundreds of little blow-guns pop out of the wall and shoot at me. I am hit only on my right arm for some reason. After that, i either faint or walk inside the building.

~Scene 2~
As I am in the building, I find out that it's like an Oklahoma Sooners or Oklahoma State-themed sports bar (I reaaaally don't know why). I see some high school-age kids that I feel like I am supposed to know them. They are working as waiters. Then I walk up this large flight of stairs to the second floor. I start talking to a waitress (that I don't know) and eventually the word "dream" came up. This got me started thinking, and eventually I become lucid. Then, about 3 feet below the ceiling, a little white, glittering orb spirals down from the ceiling and is absorbed into me. I then realize the full significance of my lucidity. I get really, really excited, so without thinking, I run towards this balcony outside. When I see sky above me, but am still on the ground, I jump up (hoping to fly before it ended) but sadly, and painfully, land on a table. I start to zone out of the dream, so I start rubbing my hands, though it is to no avail. I was WAAAAAAAAAAAAY too excited. I know what I'll be working on now.

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Awake Non-Lucid

I'm in my grans house, on holiday. My mum, brother and cousins are here too. I go to take a shower, but before I start getting changed, my brother comes into the room.

I ask him to leave, but he refuses. "We're not supposed to let you be on your own. Too dangerous."

I frown. Is this some kind of joke? I ask again for him to leave the room. Soon my mum and cousins file into the room. I start shouting. No one will tell me what's going on. I get so wound up that I sit on the bed crying.

Sophie comes in. She sits next to me. "Who invited you?" I ask, sniffing quietly, glaring at my family who are talking amongst themselves.

"I invited myself I guess. I'm here to look after you." She smiles sadly. I get off the bed. Surely she's not in on this too? I start screaming at everyone, my vision blurring from tears. Everyone except Sophie leaves. I sit on the floor, my back against the bed.

"What the fuck is going on?"

My mobile starts vibrating in my pocket. I yank it out, quickly clearing my clogged up throat. "Hello?"

It's my mum. I forget she was in earlier and break down crying. "No one will tell me anything, is there something wrong with me?" Sophie rubs my back gently.

"Honey, you're going to hospital remember?" Hospital? I suddenly see a yellow sheet on the bed. I read it quickly. Anorexia? Bulimia?

I cry even harder. "You're s-sending me to a hospital for eating disorders? I-I don't have an eating disorder!" My mum says I've not been eating and throwing up. (I didn't eat for a few days because I'm sick. I ate something recently and just threw it up, I guess this is where the dream came from. My stomach's probably the size of a pea right now) "It's not like that!"

I glare at Sophie. "You're the one with the eating disorder! Why the hell am I going? What have you been saying?" I snarl at her. I hang up. "Just get the fuck out of here. Piss off, I don't want to see you."

She leaves and I just sit quietly, numb. I take a deep breath, and tell myself that it's just a misunderstanding. Though it would help if everyone would listen to me.

The door opens and a girl comes in. I recognize her as an actress. I sniffle, and she comes and sits beside me. She puts her arm around me, but says nothing.

"I really admire your work you know." I say, smiling slightly.

She squeezes my arm. "Thanks."

I also had a dream that Katy Perry was my roomie but I can't remember enough to write down. I kinda remember that she had blue hair, was really nice and dragged me out at early morning hours to run around fields and jump over fences..

Notes: 'Warning' and 'UKJp' stemmed from my hobbies, mainly being involved with fanfic in fandom, both English and Japanese.

I recorded all these with my iPod Touch by hooking up my earbuds, opening the voice recorder app and just clicking the record button whenever I woke up with a dream! It worked beautifully. Before, I was struggling with getting anything more than keywords down so this is an exciting breakthrough.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

04.16.2011

Warning (Non-lucid)

Mom was about to read a fanfic. There was a column of something online, but later there were three. There were warnings on the link titles at the top of the columns, you had to hover to read them. It wouldn't show them though, it would just show the title of the link. So I went into the source code to find it but it was all in Japanese. I found the line of English, and it had a word with a colon plus the warnings. It said that the story had scat, though I remember thinking that it wasn't quite that. I tried to warn her but she got angry at me. It was like the dreams where we fight or she's crazy. I cried but she didn't care. Honestly I just wanted to help, I didn't mean anything by it. I think this somehow involved my sister, like mom was looking over this for her.

Beach Contest (Non-lucid)

Me, my sister and my aunt were going to the beach for some kind of challenge that was going on. When we went we were worried that it wasn't actually going on then but what we saw when we got there reassured us. Even though I think it had something to do with there being more people, there actually wasn't that many there.

We're walking along the beach and there's feces on the ground. I think I point it out. My aunt starts running ahead and me and my sister run after. I try to avoid the feces but my sister doesn't at first. There's a dog running ahead of us, probably the one making the mess, and I get the feeling it's ours. It was a light brown and reminds me of a mini Cerberus from Eyeshield 21. XD We kind of halfheartedly call out after it.

I know at some point we go to a picnic table. My aunt gets up on the bench to the right and starts dancing. I get up on the top and notice some type of canopy overhead. I decide to leave the spot for my sister, though I worry how she'll stand without hitting her head. I go to the left bench to dance.

There are peanut butter M&Ms, but I point out to my aunt how weirdly shaped they are. They were big and kind of mutated. I think there was another kind of candy and we were trading, or she reached over and ate a piece of mine.

At some point there were these guys, part of the contest and against us, I remember seeing them in the water. I was shy but my sister went up to talk to them. Apparently there was this gum stuff keeping us together and it came off. I was shocked and swam really fast after her, though I hesitated for a second because in RL I can't swim and the water there seemed deep. But I had no trouble in the dream. My aunt was somewhere behind us. I remember the gum stuff got stuck to somebody's leg and I didn't want to pull it off because it'd hurt.

I was able to see myself, at least my face, as if from the sky. My hair was shorter, maybe a bit over my shoulders. It was dry from having been wet, and had my blond streak in it. I think I looked younger.

UKJp (Non-lucid)

England x China, fanfic chapters 1, A, 2 and 3. Deja vu.

This is a dream I had when I was like 9 or 10. I had a job and was trying to get to work. I lived at the top of a huge building with no elevator. It would've taken forever to get to the bottom and catch a cab using the stairs. I then found a shortcut in the air ducts/vents of the building. I was hungry to so I took a granola bar with me for breakfast. While crawling through the vents i saw Spider-man. He tried to beat me up so he could steal my breakfast. I tried to get away but the vents were cramped. Then it turned out that the vent was on the side of the building. He broke the vent and pushed me out took my breakfast and I fell 20 stories, but I always wake up right before I die in dreams so then I woke up.

I saw Atlas Shrugged yesterday and I am studying to drive an 18 wheeler. These truths combined in a dream.

There was a valley in Arizona that was supposed to be perfect for truck drivers. It was a paradise supposedly.
I trusted that, though it seemed like it would be hot as Hell. It looked like AZ. It was a desert valley surrounded by
somewhat baron, rocky mountains. I was happy there was a place that was supposed to be so great for truckers.

I started down a hill into a valley. This may have been the same dream, maybe not. The valley was different now.
Anyway, I was with a girl or I saw a girl and I wanted to be with her. We were friendly with each other, but I don't
remember much about that part of the dream.

This dream bled into a new scene where I was setting up a furniture display. I set up a chair cushion and a bunch of
covers. The assembly fell onto the floor and got the top cover dirty. I was going to throw the whole assembly away when
someone told me it wouldn't be necessary. I couldn't sell them though, so I went to store them where I could keep them.

I was putting them in a drawer or something when my boss from an old insurance job I used to have appeared. She didn't
say anything that I remember, but she was still a...well...that doesn't matter.

I saw a brown and green finch that was flying loose. It was a pet, I think mine, so I thought I should get it some water.
I got a tiny flower pot. I cleaned it out and started filling it up. There was a hole in the bottom, so I was going to have to
do something about that, but the dream ended there.

I started my dream in a hotel room. My family and I just dropped off our luggage and were now relaxing. I go to look out the window and realize that I'm at the highest room on a sky scraper. there is no city in view though, just a few houses with a beach in the distance. I tell my mom that I'm going to go look around for a while and left. My view changes and I'm suddenly at the beach. The sand is bright white with the beach having clear blue water. In the distance, there is this giant rock wall in the water, kind of like a steep cliff. I turn around and see stairs going from the beach to a small grass plain and with it a two story bar. The bar had a square like base with no windows or doors. I see my mom and all of my aunts laughing and talking happily . I decide to walk off not to disturb them. I go back to the beach and find these weird cards in the sand. I start to look through them. Each card had a different color of plastic on it and had a weird pictures on them. I hold one of them and put the rest of them on the ground. I grip the card in my hand, hold my hand in the air, and a red beam shoots out of my hand. Finally something awesome happens. A giant army of heavily suited warriors start running towards me in a distance . I pick up the rest of the cards, start to run into the bar, and then I woke up.

I was able to remember a dream where I was on a field trip to a school to take a tour of it, but then while we were there we made alot of the students and teachers angry by pulling pranks it was fun but we then had to get in the school bus and drive through the school to get away, because one teacher had a laser gun and was so mad she was ready to use it. We barely escaped.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I just remember a lot of fragments of this dream, and mostly the house.

I’m standing outside of a stone house, it’s raining, and the dream looks so detailed. There is a large, picture window in the middle of the house, with one normal sized window on each side. The stone house is on a little road with lots of green over hanging trees on a cobblestone road that is about 50 feet off of the main road- that is also cobblestone.

I’m in England on vacation. I walk in side of the house an greet the person I’m going to be staying with. I guess I rented a apartment instead of a hotel. The person inside is nice, and shows me around the house. He tells me how everything works, and I remember him showing me how the TV worked.

I wanted to try boating in England, so the next thing I knew I was on a lake (it looked a lot like a lake in New Hampshire that I have been to a few times). The lake is extremely crowded with boats, and there are a lot of islands on the lake, too. I remember that my boat is low lying to the water and it could easily sink. I’m going around pretty fast on the lake and then someone yells at me “Watch out!” then they tell me via telepathy that there are some sharp rocks up ahead that are right on the surface of the water. I slow down my boat because now I’m pretty scared of sinking or flipping it.

The funny thing is, right before I went to bed, I was talking to a friend about swimming in lakes and how I would hate swimming in the middle of the lake and looking down. Its just darkness and I would hate to get pulled down or something.

I can see the rocks on the surface. They just look like they are floating right there. I hit a few of them, but manage to keep the boat going and get back to land.


I think about going back to the house, then the next thing I see is that I'm standing outside again. I go inside and I just handout with the person and talk. He mentions something about how "You never should have moved to America". So I spit back "I wasnt the one who moved". I remember that the conversation started over American and its separation from England.

The dream suddenly ends and I go on to another dream (that I cant remember).

Real life Dream Lucid Nightmare Dream sign Thoughts

This was an amazing dream. Outstanding recall, vividness, and lucidity. I could fly well and I did a lot more than flying too! I lost lucidity later in the dream, but oh well. I'm still happy!

Winter dream
It was night. Me and my family were driving through a strange city. Maybe it was raining? The buildings were arranged in blocks like Minecraft and they looked cool. We commented on the buildings and joked around. There was a sense of coziness in the car.

Morning came and we finally got to my house. Work was being done on the house. I asked what was going on, and they said they were converting our house into a store that we could still live in as a house. The people working on the house were my extended family. I could see each room in our house sold different things. Our kitchen sold different kinds of foods, and our unfinished room sold furniture. (I remember my grandparents working on that room; they have lots of antique furniture at their house.) There were a few other rooms with other stuff but I don't remember what they were. I went up onto the nonexistent roof deck of our house. (I imagined coming up to the real roof-deck of my grandparents' house.) It was going to sell plants. To my strong surprise, the roof was several times larger than the house we live in below it. What? This is impossible! Wait, we don't even have a roof deck... I'm dreaming!

Using the roof as a lift-off area I flew, flapping my wings. Our house was surrounded by wintery forest. It actually is, but only on one side, and it is Spring right now, plus it isn't as tall. The leaves on trees were long gone, replaced by snow. It was totally beautiful. I kept flying. I can't waste my entire dream flying! I decided to try making a portal in mid-air by drawing a circle with my finger. It failed, probably because I've never even done it on the ground and I had no intention of where to go. I started to get a little too far away from home for comfort, so I headed back to what I thought was my house.

It wasn't my house but it was a place of interest. It was some camp-out. There was one big tent where most of the event happened. I landed. I remember practicing a few skills successfully like flying without flapping arms. I realized it was almost evening, and people were getting in their tents. The tents were these wide diamond-shaped pods that you slept in, only needing stakes at the two farthest tips of the diamonds. I looked for an open spot, and then I stuck my finger into the ground. I pulled it out with a tent stuck to it, and then pushed my finger into the ground 6 feet away. I had one of the diamond tents, and it was successfully staked in, without having to go ask Administration for a tent. I went to sleep.

I woke up. Not as a false awakening in my real bed, I just got out of my tent and stretched my arms. It was the morning. Frost covered the grass. People were already setting stuff up. Someone got me to do work. He wouldn't let me leave. Work, work, work.

I woke up after a good night's sleep.

Very vivid, very lucid, and I actually did stuff other than flying! I think I forgot a few things in the camp-out part of the story, but oh well. I still love this dream.