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Walking one night along Lacson street. I saw some boardmates, one from San Carlos, outside a bar where Mayfair should be. We talked and we walked, and stopped by another bar, where a bank should be.

I saw a college classmate there, JL. Other classmates were there.

I received a text from Solimar, saying he has a surprise for me.

I was in USLS. Was doing some exercise or something. Me and a guy friend went down the stairs just outside of the library.

I was in our town plaza. Vampires all around. One, a friend vampire(?), was pretending to suck my blood so that the other vampires will leave me alone. I was on the ground, with desert sand, although there are small lines of water passing through the sand. The sky is yellowish, cloudy. I "heard" an explanation in my head that explains vampires walk on the walls/ceiling so that they can better smell their prey.

After a while, the vampires started to sense me.

I recall a fight, inside a supermarket or factory. I was with some people. Allies. We're trying to get out. We were able to go through the enemies, but the garage door-like entrance was already closing. Then we were caught by an enemy female doctor/scientist, in white lab coat and ponytailed black hair, wearing eyeglasses. We were stuck in ice blocks, and we were told not to move or we would be cut.

A comrade, a guy who looked like the enemy army guy in the movie Avatar, with his short white hair, muscled frame, and commander demeanor. We listened to how the female doctor can't reach her full potential, and our comrade sympathized with her. He swore to get her out of here.

We were put in cages. One of our comrades, a bipedal beagle with a red cape, wanted to pee. I saw him try to hide, as he pee, and then he did something. The next scene, I was with my fellow prisoners. We heard an explosion, and then we were told by the guards that our ally is dead.

I was in our home town, walking with Mike G. His father owns a store in our home town. We went there. His brother is also there. We saw the store closed. It was an internet store. I was playing a game there, and I saved them in various computers. When we went in and opened the store, kids went in to play. The only remaining station where I saved my game was one where I didn't go far in the game. It was station 2.

I was falling. We were falling from the sky. Everything seems to be falling from the sky; bit and pieces of machinery and metal. We were in a wide field, with some buildings afar, and a sea beyond it. We saw the huge, yellowish moon, and a coming lunar eclipse.

We saw our bipedal dog ally standing on top of one of the crashed metal ships, as if it was the most natural thing on earth. We then went directly to the fortress of the enemy. We tried to sneak in, but when I climbed to the second floor, the enemy saw us. I kicked one off the second floor towards an ally on the first, and they fought.

Then I had to fight a stronger foe. He was carrying a retractable white stick. So was I. He was stronger, and he told me that the next time he hits my left hand, it's over. I went into a rage and defeated him, although "I" was away from my body then.

Then I was with a guy. We were supposed to go to Forest Park/Mansilingan. We were waiting for an Eroreco jeep, going south.

We faced the huge, turtle "jumping board." The others have been fighting him before I arrived at the scene. Then one of us hit him physically, and he started complaining to the boss. The boss, who looked like the chief of Grimoire Heart, used magic to turn the huge turtle into a tube-shaped stick, and they all went into it, including a "prince," his son.

We traveled with it, but we can hear them talking and making noise, so we decided to leave them behind, and hid them under some palm-shaped leaves in a forest. The last thing I heard was that they notice it's sunrise/sunset.

Went to bed 1:30
Goals: Teleport
7:15 Just brief mem of hanging out with jessica, we are talking about my cat, also rem her talking about carl

8:15 Im in school and in a class i know i have missed for a while. I rem waiting in there and everyone is talking about what they think will happen in class. That dude with the ponytail from my creative class is there. I rem him talking to some chubby dude with red hair, The class is supposed to be for yoga but they seem a little confused. I rem the guy with red hair saying something like i wonder if we will play another game of yoga, i think ponytail guy keeps referring to puzzles.

While they figure this out everyone else is finding a place to sit. I know i want to save a seat but im not sure for who. I start rearanging two desks, until i have them arranged diagonally in the room but still facing the front. I sit down, the whole time wondering how class will go since i missed the last one. In the dream i also knew that the next class would be the last for the year, and we would have finals.

The teacher, looks like mrs watson from 5th grade, starts class and hands us all a piece of paper. She says something like, we will start this class the way i plan to end the next one or something. She tells us we will be doing a puzzle. Last thing i rem is suddenly im sitting much closer to her and she is talking about an assignment, she says, be careful because one student was halucinating they were dreaming or something. When she said this i wondered if she had meant me, like if i had done a previous assignment about dreams but she thought i was hallucinating.

8:45 Doze off for a second and began dreaming that i was on dreamviews, just rem checking out the home page.

Watching fireworks with my brothers.

Nonna was watching us.

This dream is weird I found out I was lucid dreaming inside a dream. I was dreaming and inside that dream I was LDing.
Here is the dream.
I'm at my Church. We are having this huge brunch thing but they have loads of chocolaty stuff. I ate so much chocolate. But anyway after the brunch was over me and my friends leave. My friend has a tow vehicle. Some dude starts speeding over to us and tries to get a tow.we hid the hook so he couldn't. So then we go to my other friends house. There are about 4 people. Me, my friend, my girlfriend and her friend. We then go to my other friends house to pick him up. I'll call him friend number 2. He is a little overweight. Wears black shirts a lot too. So then we go to this place faraway. I don't remember this part too well. At that faraway place my girlfriend leaves me for friend no.2. I start walking a bit alone. I say this is a dream over and over again.and then I remember it was like my eyes were opening but that was a dream too. So the dream goes back to normal. And I still walk down the road. The road is sandy where tires usually travel on and grassy in between. There are trees around me. This place must have been covered in water about 100 years ago. There was this dock. I decide to sit there. My buddy Shane is there too. Idk why. Lol. We were talking. I spotted a phone under the dock. Actually 2 of them. I go get 1 for me and Shane. We looked at them. They still had batteries and bars.I decided to put some radio on. It was fairly easy to find a station. So we just hang there for a bit. Then my friend comes up in his car. In the car is friend no.2 and my girlfriend. I get in. I have to get home somehow. We finally get into housing area. I see 2 story houses on the lakeside. The houses were very nice. We get to friend no.2's house he gets out. Then we got to my house. There are more cars then usually. I get out. I walk in my house. My cousins come in. They start playing with a microphone I have. I got it to work for them. I said "so which one of you guys can sing. 2/3 can sing. But for my third cousin she couldn't even sin badly. Nothing was coming out.

I wanted to make a website, but I wasn't exactly sure how. My mother said she knew how to do it, and I let her try to help me. Turns out she knew nothing at all, surprisingly.
She then cursed and swore at me like when she is really pissed off, until she went to the bathroom. I walked outside where my sister was, and we could still hear our mother yelling. She then opened the bathroom window and took a smoke. The smoke drifted out of the window, and the air outside ended up being so full of smoke, I couldn't breathe.

From a nap yesterday afternoon
Fight with Manfro

I am visiting a porn store/strip club because len owes me money. I am waiting by the front desk for a manager to talk to me. Holding a clip board wearing long slicked back hair I see Manfro with a white shirt cuffed up to the elbow. We make eye contact and I say "holy shit!" He rolls his eyes as I tell him that he's great on men of a certain age and I ask If I can get a picture with him. He says sure and I give my phone to the kid doing checkout. We pose and the kid takes the shot. Manfro looks at me and says "you know what happens now right?"
I go oh shit as he takes a swing at me. I grab his hand and fling him behind me into a trash can. He yells and charges me. I grab him and swing around as we both pitch to the floor. He keeps telling me he's going to kick my ass. But I grab him and use my leverage against him as I flip him around and again. Eventually he stops struggling and we stand up. I tell him I like the way he plays the character as such a scumbag but you still feel a bit of soul about him. He smiles and says thank you very much.
I look through my phone for the picure and it's not there. I figure the kid didn't know what he was doing or sabotaged me on purpose.

From this morning
War With Germany

I am suddenly drafted into service to go to war against germany. I am gathered with a few dozen people including Alec Baldwin and put on a plane. We land on top of a building and are sent into this room to get weapons and gather. Everyone gathers weapons but I am late to getting mine. I look for a gun but can find no bullets. The only bullets left in the file cabinet are shotgun shells so I head back to look for the Automatic Shotgun.

The germans have already infeltrated the building. I get the shotgun but I am unable to put bullets in it before we are run over and captured. The general who had our orders' flight was delayed by german air traffic controllers. They take us prisoner and bring us to a nearby boarding school.

We are hanging out in a computer lab with students. The computers are all different. Mac and PC. Over by us they are very very old. Everytime I look again at the computers they change again, from 286s to Mac Pluss. People are playing games on them like Number Crunchers and Oregon Trail. None of the computers around that are open are working so I walk to the side of the room with the students.

These computers are amazing and the kids are doing kick ass stuff on them. Some are doing crazy advanced homework and some are playing very advanced games. One kid is controlling a small animated frog who leaps off the screen and attacks other kids stuff. I am very impressed by this. I see one computer open on this side of the room and it's an amazing computer.

I sit down at this monstrosty for a few minutes and play with a painting program and then try to find email. No such luck. I get nervous and wonder if I am supposed to be on this side of the room. I get up and walk back to where the prisoners are. I see that my friend kevin is there and his german girlfriend gets him moved out of the area with the rest of the prisoners. It annoys me for a moment that he is getting special treatment.

I see my friend amy and go sit down to talk to her but we are interruped by german soldiers who move us enmasse to a garden. The germans are preparing to speak with us and are not paying attention. I take the opportunity to run away, down a path to freedom.

I find a small town and look for a phone to call people from. I rummage for food from a Mc Donald's Dumpster. Eventually I find docks and come across a shipping manifest that allows me to stow away back to america. I worry about my wife.

I make it back to america and the war is over. I find alec baldwin in a park and we talk for a moment, laughing about how short the war was.

03-07-11 Testing out MILD for the first time produced an interesting result. I used the mantra “question reality – become aware”. After a while the mantra did start popping up fairly automatic. I am dreaming and I am continuously shifting between a scenario in the university campus I just took an evening walk in and a Diablo themed setting, from the catacombs with Diablo actually there. In the dream I am walking along a pathway paying attention to the foliage on the side. It is dark throughout the dreams. I think I may be lucid at certain times, but it is for very brief moments and I have limited recall of them.

The mantra keeps sounding in my head and I think I may be verbalising it as well. the first time I notice I am drifting in and out of sleep is when I am walking on the side of the road, after I hear the mantra I start checking, but the dream fades to “hypnagoic imagery” with the difference that I have no bodily perceptions and the background theme is a lot brighter than when I normally observe these images, still I am convinced that I am falling asleep and not dreaming. A common theme for these images would be the appearance of Diablo in the catacombs with me living the character actually being there, though sort of a birds eye perspective. When this happens I keep repeating the mantra and I would “wake up” back in the university park somewhere. I am stupid enough to believe that it was the place I was attempting to fall asleep.

This happens maybe 3-4 times and on the last time waking up in the university park I am naked or partially naked at least, I am wearing yellow boxers. I take routes that carry me over the grass I am trying to get somewhere home(ish). I run into a person I know from back home, he is passing by on a bike with one of his mates and I tell them not to pay attention to me. I am starting to get a feel for where I am headed and I have a remote in my hand that will teleport me to the nearest street light or something similar. When I get close to one the light of it flickers and I click the remote to sure enough pop over there.

I start walking across a path until I get to a point where I can see that my Mother's sister and her husband is packing up the car. Oh that is right they said they would be leaving soon. I briefly mention to them “so you are leaving now are you” don't know if I get a response or not, but the dream goes on. I am now talking to my grandparents who are sat outside a tent. My grandmother is picking on me saying something like “so it is OK to come home at 9 o clock is it?” I realise she means nine in the morning and I am a bit surprised that I have been gone that long. I start looking around and it is dark, like really dark, which wouldn't fit the time of nine in the morning. I start a discussion with them about this, and although my grandmother disagrees my granddad start coming around to the idea of it being overly dark.

There is another shift and now I am back at my computer in a room that is very different to mine, but it is still my room. I am at the computer and now all the Diablo shit that has happened seems to happen at once on the computer. I am fairly surprised for two reasons, firstly he shouldn't be in the catacombs, secondly I know the other times it has happened have just been HHs. He is running at me and hitting me so quickly, other monsters join the fight, they all die except him and in the end I run out of healing pots and die as well.

Notes: I wake up feeling really disheartened, for not realising I am dreaming although the mantra was clearly carried over. roughly 2-2.5 hours have passed in sleep so the REM period wouldn't have been that long. Now when thinking about it the next day, it is probably not that bad of a first attempt.
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I am in a race of sorts, where we all have to pick up a racing car with varying abilities and proficiencies, a bit like Mario carts. My vehicle is a mixture of a pig and an insect, and I know it isn't the fastest available, but I get a good start. At a point in the race I stop to marvel at I believe it is John Cleese, who is lifting his cart up to the second floor within a moving truck and running it through it so he can get out on the other side. I don't know why he is doing this, but the action does seem somewhat rational, like he might have picked up a card from a deck that tells him to do this.
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I am talking to someone about some activity that will excuse me from social interaction, and I tell people I like it, besides that it means that I can shower up to 5 times a day which is good.
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I am at a construction site, a big one and I ma there to test the lift going up to the roof where the actual construction is taking place. As I walk out I am a bit uncertain and frightened because there are no rails, it would be easy to fall down. I walk into the building and I get the impression that it is a stadium they are constructing. I notice that I have actually gone over an area where you can see down to the ground and it would be possible to fall between the pieces of wood supposed to hold the roofing so I quickly find a more suitable place to stand.

I speak with one of the people working there, and all of a sudden I am employed as a worker. I know I have no expertise in this area so I tell them, that they need to instruct me for whatever they want me to do.

We are putting on the roofing, it is made of plastic, it is blue and the way it works is that you slide your new piece under the one that has already been put down and make them sort of click together in a trench. I ask if gloves would be needed for that and the guy currently putting out pieces tells me it would help as the otherwise there is a risk of injuring your hand.

He tells me that he will probably need me to crawl out over the edge again and start putting down pieces out there. He then say that he probably wouldn't ask me to crawl in such an unsafe location, but I tell him that I don't mind. I have done worse when I was little and besides that the pieces of wood are so close together that it is difficult to fall through, yet I am a bit nervous still.

skip

I am on the ground with a piece of roofing and I am explaining to one of my mates that it is a different type of plastic than your average shed roof. It is more resilient and difficult to penetrate.

Hours of slep 11
Vividness: 3/5
Recall: 2/5
I'm in front of a club I use to go out sometime. A close friend of mine is also their. We walk in but we don't met a single guy from security. I'm a bit confused, but don't tell me any further questions. We enter and it seems that there are only twenty people in there. Also the bar was different from realityI find this odd but I just keep on walking inside. We go over the place the bar used to be and we turn to the right part of the dancefloor.
At the other side, there is the bar, but it looks like it was made of a few benches and of carton. Again I'm wondering what this has to mean. I ask my friend what the heck this means. He tells me that they are renovating the clubI believe him. We go to the bar and he asks e if I would like to have a beer. I said no 'cause I wasn't in the mood and sayed I should order a coke instead. He orders and he asks me for money. I give him coupons (like if we were at some open field concert). He gives me a coke and an hotdog. I eat it first (without remembering I just wanted a coke). While drinking my coke, he asks me if I would like to drink tequilla.
Again I said no and said that I have stomach ache. Behind me there was an Indonesian woman and she started to laugh. I ignore her at first. My friends start a conversation:

Friend: So what's going on between you and Nathalie?
Me: Nathalie? Well I told you last month that there is nothing going between me and her. Hey dude? Why are you so strange tonight?

Again the Indonesian woman starts to laugh. I turn myself towards her

Me: Why are you laughing at me?
DC: I just realized that I know you from somewhere.
Me: But I've never met you!
DC: I know, but it seemed that Nathalie talked to me about you. And you just fit in so perfectly in her description.
Friend: So you know Nathalie, right? So what do you know from her?

What the fuck is happening here? She starts to talk about her, about her boyfriend and such stuff. Suddently a friend of university appears. They stop her conversation.

Friend2: Hello Grischka. How are you
Me: A bit confused about the things that are going on here.
Friend2: Oh I know this feeling. There are days you wish you never left your bed

I awake.

Amazon Facility
I was in the Amazon rainforest with a group of other people, we went into this building where a bunch of people were being kept, they all looked hurt in some way. There was also a Predator from the films there as well. Every time we went into an elavator, this emotionally troubled girl would try and kill us all by trying to make it fall. Eventually she succeeded on her thirdy try, but only one person died, and I narrowly escaped. I separated myself from the group and went into a room with a large number of people on computers, I tried speaking to them, but woke up.

Walking to school
First day back at school after summer. I got a message from a friend telling me to bring a bag of ice, so I did. This woman decided to walk with me because she was heading in that direction. There was a large cloud which was really dark and had a bit of red in it. I asked if it was "going to rain" and it did so I said "never mind" throughout, I looked at the time on my phone, I'm guessing reality checks, due to the phone having a digital clock. I eventually met my friends, and the woman left. I woke up.

My alarm clock is useless... i set it at ~5-6 hours after sleep practically every single night.. Guess what, i always wake up after full sleep and the alarm rarely shows it even went off. what a bunch of crap.

Fragments ; dunno, i think i recall a stone bench. and a brick wall. I might or might not have been bouncing on top/over this wall. Someone or myself might have called me Bright eyed and crazy. I take that as a compliment.

Some really stupid shit where i wake up in the middle of the night. Dream of looking out my window at passer-by's. Even tho i was consious about being in bed.. i didn't think it was at all strange that i was looking trough a window with my eyes closed. no lucidity here.

I was at a school of some kind and I had a few teachers that I was fighting with. Apparently there had been some kind of dictatorship forced upon us and they were doing some kind of terrible experiments on the people and would turn them in to a kind of zombie. For some reason there was some kind of connection with Toy Story and that I had to keep these two toys safe. Eventually I had to escape from the school so I hid in the back of a truck that was leaving and was nearly home when they had caught up to me. It was a very exciting battle but what I had to do was grab the two toys and run away. I ended up hopping a few fences and ended up in the back of my neighbor's yard, which for some reason, my girlfriend and her family plus friends were in the background surrounded by these large bushes. I laid behind the bushes for a bit and tried to flag my girlfriend to come closer but it seemed that everyone had noticed me and my battle that I had just a few moments before. For some reason her Mom actually supported me in my battle (This is strange because her mother hates me) around then is when I woke up.

I haven't recorded the past two days even though I had dreams. Haven't had much time to sleep resulting in me not being able to go lucid. I haven't gone lucid in the past 3 days because of that. I need more realities checks or something. I definitely have a lot more sense when I'm dreaming but it doesn't feel like I have any control.

Non-Dream/Lucid/Non-Lucid

DREAM 1: I was at a doctor. After consulting me he started presenting me an artifact that he found. That artifact had the power to grant you any wish if you remembered the spell used to exorcise people.
I grabbed the artifact from the doctor's desk and took it with me at home. I was standing in bed and I was thinking about the exorcism spell. I just couldn't remember it!! I tried to search it on the internet and I couldn't find it. I even tried to ask everyone I know...no one seemed to know the spell.
I suddenly remembered a little part of the spell. The artifact started to shine and repeat what I was saying (with a kind of robotic voice) and I was wishing for a soup to appear out of nowhere in my desk to test its abilities even when I remembered a part not the whole spell. It was some kind of a weird strange soup, but at least it gave me what I wished for.
DREAM 2: I was leaving my house with an Egyptian gate in front of my door to protect it (we'll get to that later >_>). After I got outside I found my mom talking with Nela (a friend of her) and a cute puppy. He was staying very near me trying to get my attention. I grabbed him and promised him that if he comes with me at home to check if my gate is all right I will scratch him (what was weird was that he was carefully listening me and he actually understood everything I said).
I went back to home just to find my gate stolen...I was trying to get help from a neighbor, cos I was afraid someone entered in my house to steal things from there as I left the door closed thinking that the gate would...you know...do its job? [one of my neighbors came; she opened the door carefully; we sneaked to see if someone was in there...] After seeing that the house is all right, I came back outside with the puppy. I scratched him on the belly as I promised and he seemed very thankful.

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