non-lucid

I found myself in bed at my old house, laying on my stomach with my face in the pillows. I heard someone enter my room.

"Is it you?" I asked.

The mattress moved as he sat down on the bed. As usual, I was nervous. He leaned over me, and in a dark voice full of malicious amusement he whispered into my ear.

"I'm not your blue friend*."

My nervousness transformed into fear as I felt him climb on top of me. I lifted my head slightly to look at his hands closed around my wrists. They were black. Jet black. A color nothing human could be. And I could sense the darkness flowing through him. If I believed in evil then he would be it. But evil implies the sense of something, however wicked, while he was nothing. Emptiness.

I didn't dare try to see anymore.

Fear paralyzed my body.

Pleasure released my mind.

Not a typical sexual pleasure, but something more intense. Something deeper. At the base of my spine. Like a furnace.

Who or what he was didn't matter...only the feeling mattered. Aware that at any moment the situation could erupt into sheer terror, I was careful not to appear to struggle from his grasp, and the delicate balance of pleasure and fear was maintained.

At times he spoke to me, though I can't remember what was said.

And then, as suddenly as he had come, he was gone. I found myself alone in my bed once again. But soon another came. At first I was, again, fearful. But this man was light skinned, almost glowing, and I found that I was able to look at his face. He was handsome and kind and sought only to comfort me. He offered his hand and I took it, and we dissolved into another astral plane. I know there is more to the dream but I can't remember it.

*The blue friend he is referring to is some incubus-like being that has visited me on several occasions.

Okay so we're in a huge mall like humongous. We are christmas shopping, it's me and my mom. So we find this thing, the uDraw Studio with Tablet for Wii, and I'm like "Mom, should I get this for dad?" And she said "Well DUHHHHH"
So we bought it.
I had a dream adjacent to this one, and I can't for the life of me remember if it was before or after, but we were in a cabin thing and we were fighting some evil people who wanted to take our firewood.

I am in a self-improvement or psychedelic video game of some kind. The start of the game should be really awesome and soothing, but I don’t remember it. All I remember is that the theme was space and the universe and the music was soothing yet energetic and upbeat. The reason was that my clock radio was playing Maudlin of the Well’s Part the Second (it’s a free downloadable great CD for those interested, check out maudlinofthewell.net). This wasn’t astral travel or anything, but still more than normally relaxing, and it felt symbolic, important.

I finish the video game or whatever, as the fourth track ends, as my mind equates it with the ending of a level. Then the credits sequence follows the start of the fifth track and its just as relaxing as anything, still interactive.
Some time into it, I make it to this giant wall on a metallic planet, with lots of little nodes on it. I have to follow the notes. I have little fragments of other things going on, especially that I met people in a house in between, but alas. As I climb it, I communicate with an old lady sitting at the far end of the well, that she should climb it too. It frustrates me a bit how slowly she reacts. I think I had known her in the past in the dream. Was she the elderly form of a love-interest? It wasn’t as much climbing as getting transported by the nodes, and it wasn’t as much a wall as… several sides of a huge cubical object. When I get up there and look out into the distance, I see a planet that is metallic like the one I am on. I immediately realize what’s going to happen, and literally clap and cheer. The planet is somehow the one I am one, but not, and I somehow know that it is captured by a fascist party, that I throughout the dream debated back and forth whether was nazi or that was too obvious and stupid a target for the occasion. I knew what was going to happen as if though I had seen it before, perhaps on the back of the jewelcase. The moment feels all romantic and perfect, I don’t think the woman ever made it up, because my mind had sort of forgotten about her, but everything about her as she was there pointed towards that she would make it up to witness the explosion, and that’s how I treat it. That far off planet, that is also our own, is blown up. These massive solar-flame-like beams hit the planet, and it explodes. This is somehow a good thing, the symbolic death of the fascist party. The explosion is one of those where you just see a single extending circle of energy. At first I thought it was disappointing, but then sparks started flying where the planet had been, and the lightshow really started. My vision was sort of zooming slowly in on the planet.

What happened afterwards I don’t remember. I want to think that yet again something new and amazing happened, but that might just be my recollection of the first time the “game” extended. All I remember was that when the fifth and final track was over, I woke up.

And this was sort of conceptually a video game, but felt like so much more, and I forgot about that fact.

That was a nice Christmas present.

I had to be executed by being shot in the throat four times - by myself, then by someone else, then myself, then the other person again, and then I'd be dead. It didn't really hurt when I did it, but it was worse when they did. After the third shot, I went on MSN on my iPod to say goodbye to N and my mom. The time on my iPod ended in :69.


Yes, I am writing this from the future, because I had another dream with a kinda similar theme.

Non-lucid Half lucid Lucid Other notes

I am walking homewards from somewhere (do not really know where). A boy who is about ten years old is walking nearby and has apparently just finished school. We mostly walk through grey alleys and corridors. The boy is doing something on his cell phone as he is walking. Suddenly I hear my own cell phone ringing. Or so I thought, but when I take it out of my bag it does not indicate in any way that someone has just called. I feel a bit confused and check if I have any missed calls registered. I do not. Then I hear the signal again and realize that it must be the boy who has the same melody as me on his phone. He notices me looking at him and walks towards me. He then asks me if I can help him find Florida on my cell phone and I know that he means on a map or something. However, I am not sure how I would be able to do that since I do not have Internet access on my phone. I try to carefully explain that I do not know how to find it and I hope to be able to talk myself out of this without revealing that I cannot use Internet on the phone, since that would feel a bit embarrassing. Apparently he has tried to find it himself for a while now on his cell phone without any success. Then the boy drops the Florida hunt, at least for now.

Either the boy now walks away and my friend P shows up, or the boy transforms into him (not completely sure which). P and I are walking together and are happily talking about this and that. Suddenly it starts raining a lot. Fortunately, I have an umbrella with me which I now open. It is a bit broken and at least two metallic sticks are sticking out of it. However, it gives a good protection from the rain anyway. P seems to think that umbrellas are weird inventions that is not needed. He puts his hood on and is perfectly happy with that. It now also starts thundering from the rain clouds. We continue walking, but I am a little afraid that the lightning will hit the umbrella, especially because its skeleton is made of metal. I am therefore crouching as I am walking. Suddenly, P tells me that the top of the umbrella is on fire and points above my head. At first I do not really understand. But then I look at the other side of the umbrella and see that it is on fire. At first, I become a little shocked, especially if you consider that I had not noticed or felt any lightning on the umbrella. Then I throw the umbrella into a puddle and roll it around, making it thinner. In the end it looks like a black stick. I make sure to put out the fire well, because I know that fire safety means a lot to P and his family. He watches my actions carefully and thoughtfully and when I am done with the umbrella he seems satisfied.

We are now almost at home and only have a long, steep slope to climb. We know that we should keep ourselves as low as we can and hurry because of the thunderstorm. Therefore we begin to crawl incredibly quickly up the slope which is wet. P, who now appears to have transformed into his little sister L or someone else, is falling behind. I feel that it is my duty to stay and wait for him/her and therefore I do so a couple of times during our crawling. However, when I stay to wait I stand up in my full height which feels a bit risky. But soon we have both made it up the slope.

I was on the top level of a shopping centre carpark, so the sky was above me. There was a problem with my laptop (just like IRL) and I think there were people I had to run from.

I was in a small plane. We were preparing to land. It was dark out and there was snow on the ground. As the plane got closer to touching ground, i looked out the window and noticed the wing was getting really close to a big rock wall next to the LA. The wing hit the wall and made the plane land sideways. The plane flipped upside down. I fell out of my seat and hit into the window and then the roof but it didn't hurt. I looked towards the back of the plane and everyone was still sitting in their seats upside down.

I was standing in a long line with other people. We were all dressed up. The people were a mix of friends and family of my step-father who recently passed away. We were inside a big open room. The room was all white. one wall consisted of all big windows. Infront of the windows were square island type stands lined up in a row that had palm trees in them. I was standing next to my step-grandmothers sister in the line, she eventually turned into my step-grandmother. From the other side of the line walked out my Grandmother whom passed away about 3-4 years ago. My mom was walking behind her crying with her hand placed on my grandmas back. I ran up to my grandma in total shock and gave her a big hug. I tried to say i love you but i was so choked up and short of breathe that i couldn't get the words out. I stepped back and saw my grandma crying looking at me. I started to cry and put my face in my hands. the dream started to fade away and i realized this and try to hold onto it but i woke up.

Not sure if this is a LD or not. I was standing infront of my house in the culdesac. My mom was there and so was my grandma. My grandma was moving a big RV from my driveway to my neighbhors. then my brothers car, my brother and my dad and some random dude appeard. The random dude was up to no good, he wanted something but i forget what. He shoved a big knife into the hood of my brothers car then lit it on fire. My brother noticed and went and stabbed the guy in the gut but nothing happened. So i tried to throw a knife at him but after i threw it, the knife veared off to the right and stuck my dad in the chest. I screamed out loud "Noooooooo!" My dad looked at me and saw that i threw the knife at him. He grabbed the knife from his chest and threw it back at me. It stuck me in my calf. The pain felt real. It stung and burned. I pulled it out and realized this must be a dream. I tried to change the scene but i woke up

Try Living Without Money

I was in what was close to my house with a black girl and my mom. They were arguing about something dumb but I don't remember what it was, I just wanted the argument to be over. I got in between them and told them to calm down and my mom just wouldn't shut up. The we got into an argument about how she doesn't listen to me. For the first time ever, I stormed out of the house. She yelled out, "Try living without money!" in an attempt to get me back in the house. I didn't listen and kept walking. It was night and I was walking up a green grassy hill. There was a pathway with some street lights around it but I wasn't on there. I passed my cousin, Asia, and she was walking the opposite way and was on the pathway. She said hi as she passed me. I looked and noticed that she was bald shaven. I kept walking. At the top of the hill was a rom with all glass walls. It was a computer lab. Before I got there, a guy, for some reason, wanted to fight me. We got into it a little and like most dreams that I get in fights in I became heavy and it was difficult to move. Our fight continued into the computer lab on the top of the hill. Because I was getting so heavy I did something I think is interesting. I took off three sweatshirts (recently as it is winter I've been wearing layers of sweatshirts). I was instantly tens of lbs lighter, and my sweatshirts aren't tens of pounds. I started putting everything I could into fighting him. I was tackling and throwing all of my weight (not much) at him but I was careful to not damage the computers. AFter the final time of taking him down, I ran out of the computer lab. The top of the hill on the other side was a cliff that fell into the sea. I jumped off the cliff, and faked my death. I later climbed out at another point, safe.

30th- Had a longer dream about being chased by an old neighbour in a barn or cottage, and i escaped into the rafters. (nightmare)

3rd- Had a dream that Moose and i were at a hotel together somewhere in europe, we were crashing after a long day of travelling. We had our own rooms within the hotel room we were in, but i fell asleep on the couch. Next thing i know, its early in the morning and i start to pack everything so we can head back out when Moose woke up. I went into her room to pack her stuff and she had a tent half set up in the middle of her room that i took down and i remember picking up socks that were everywhere. I finished packing and went into another room and watched a movie with my headphones on so i didnt wake her, and the maid came in with an open box of candy that i had, saying she had to take the rest back and gave me my weed stash that i had put in there for whatever reason. Weird dream.

5th- My notes say: "McDonalds if Hitler was still in charge." But i dont remember that dream, just lulzy that it happened.

13th- Had a dream that i was back in college, it was the beginning of my new semester and i was drafting bathing suits, and the teacher told me: "You have enough marks to graduate now, so you can stop if you want or you can stay and learn jackets." I agreed to finish the class.
-Frag. about meeting a cousin of mine at a miss-matched subway station in Toronto. Almost didnt recognize him, gave him a hug and said: "Shall we go?" and woke up.

15th- Had a dream that LimboCity was lost in my area and he found me at a bus stop so i could help him find his dad whom he left in Toronto. He tested me by sending me a txt and waiting for me to receive it, so he could make sure it was me before approaching me. I had never seen a picture of him before but i knew it was him. When i woke up i checked my inbox and he told me he had a dream about calling me. I told him about this and he showed me a picture of him, it was identical. Very weird, is that a shared dream?

23rd- Some frag.s that i was having a bunch of online convos with people, i remembered who and some context when i woke up for a few seconds but not long enough to write them down.
- I was part of a group of friends in the 70's and we were all getting ready (seperately) for a semi-formal or a prom. One girl was a dancer had a crazy reputation with boys, and i was with her -taking the bus to the dance. Some guys came onto the bus and it transitioned into the right place, the moms who were volunteering were on stage and were asked to lead the first dance, so everyone partnered up with whoever the came with and danced, guys were dancing with guys and girls with girls. I saw a DC version of a friend from my work walk by in modern clothing and called her name but she didnt hear me. I turned to my friend that i was dancing with and all of a sudden it was my friend from college, Val. I scanned the room in confusion and everyone was acting like it was Reefer Madness and Val kissed me. Then i woke up.

I had two dreams last night... (none were lucid)

I was outside at my house. I heard multiple meows near me. So I looked around. There were a bunch of cats just sitting there looking sad. I think there were about 20. I picked them up and let them stay in our little "playhouse". Then there were a bunch of mice and the cats went crazy...Then I woke up...

I was in band practice. Well, band practice was over, and I went over to my friend "Em" and we walked down the stairs. Suddenly, we were in something that seemed like a scary game. It made me kinda think of Jumonji (or however you spell that). We were in some sort of container. We had to find a way out. There were fake snakes and there was a snake shaped gouge in the wall. So we picked up the snakes and shoved all of them into this until we found one that fit. Then the door opened and we received a bronze charm that looked like a snake. We went through about three more, each different and more difficult each time. We got charms once we completed each of those. Then I was suddenly with my little brother. We went through about seven. They were insanely hard by now and my little brother, being only seven, (even though he's really smart) started to cry. He was scared. We had to get out of this! They just kept appearing and we couldn't get out! Finally, when we had about 20 0f the charms, we came to what was the last, so called "challenge". We had to climb up the "eiffel tower" in KingsIsland. We climbed up the stairs, it was raining and storming. I held on to my little brother, who was shaking like a leaf, asnd we climbed. Finally we were at the top. We got another charm(this one shaped like the eiffel tower) and we poofed back home. Then I woke up. That was a freakin' scary dream!! Heck man, that, for some reason, seemed freakin' real!

I had two dreams last night... (none were lucid)

I was outside at my house. I heard multiple meows near me. So I looked around. There were a bunch of cats just sitting there looking sad. I think there were about 20. I picked them up and let them stay in our little "playhouse". Then there were a bunch of mice and the cats went crazy...Then I woke up...

I was in band practice. Well, band practice was over, and I went over to my friend "Em" and we walked down the stairs. Suddenly, we were in something that seemed like a scary game. It made me kinda think of Jumonji (or however you spell that). We were in some sort of container. We had to find a way out. There were fake snakes and there was a snake shaped gouge in the wall. So we picked up the snakes and shoved all of them into this until we found one that fit. Then the door opened and we received a bronze charm that looked like a snake. We went through about three more, each different and more difficult each time. We got charms once we completed each of those. Then I was suddenly with my little brother. We went through about seven. They were insanely hard by now and my little brother, being only seven, (even though he's really smart) started to cry. He was scared. We had to get out of this! They just kept appearing and we couldn't get out! Finally, when we had about 20 0f the charms, we came to what was the last, so called "challenge". We had to climb up the "eiffel tower" in KingsIsland. We climbed up the stairs, it was raining and storming. I held on to my little brother, who was shaking like a leaf, asnd we climbed. Finally we were at the top. We got another charm(this one shaped like the eiffel tower) and we poofed back home. Then I woke up. That was a freakin' scary dream!! Heck man, that, for some reason, seemed freakin' real!

Edit: Just remembered another fragment. I was on MSN and I accepted a contact request from someone. There was some weird thank-you note from him.

Had some dream where my ear lobe was extremely itchy, to the point of it being painful

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Was in some car with some random people. We were talking about relationships and kissing, I think.

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I think I started in my old school in Mrs. G's classroom. I was supposed to be doing this math test, and it all seemed very easy. There was only one last section at the back that seemed easy, so I decided to leave the class and go somewhere with KA. I stood up and walked to the door, thinking I could complete it as I walked.

The questions ended up being hard. It was a match-up sort of thing, and none of them seemed to match. I only managed to work about two of them out. I hadn't brought a calculator, thinking it would be easy, but I was regretting it now. I decided I should just go outside with KA and try to do it without Mrs. G. seeing me.

Outside there was some sort of festival, and there were many people looking up to a stage. The stage had various schools performing songs. This particular school (seemingly a high school) was doing a song that we do at our school. I started singing along with it, and thinking that we could do much better. The vice principal of my current school (who was apparently the principal of the old school in this dream) marched up to me with an angered face, and ordered me to the other side of the school.

As I walked away, the path led into some quaint little courtyard with a fountain in the middle. I figured I could do the math test here, and took the crumpled and folded paper out of my pocket. But it was hard without a calculator, and I just wasn't getting it.

I went to the principal's office, and the normal principal from my old school was there. I had some chocolate in my hand, and I guessed that my mom had sent them to her. I placed them on the table, and saw a little box of calculators. I snatched one, hoping she didn't notice, and stuffed it into my pocket.

As I walked out, I saw my mother wearing some plastic gloves. I was confused, and then she told me that she had lost her job and became the janitor there. "WHAT?!?!??!" I exclaimed. I was confused as hell, and also shocked and embarrassed. I didn't want my mother being the janitor here!

Before the dream ended, I looked down to see that I seemed to be wearing ninja clothes. I had all black on, even a face mask. I took the face mask off, and it ended.

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I was at KR's house apparently. It had something to do with Katamari Damacy. I think I was rolling up stuff or something, but the neighbor had apparently complained, and now we were being evicted. KR was freaking out like mad, but I didn't mind; I just rolled up some more stuff.

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I was at school. We were having a class party to celebrate the coming of the holidays, seemingly. But I was at my old school. Mrs. G was there along with all the others from my old school.

I started off in a hallway with a fridge and a few tables. This was the food area, I guess. I was looking through the fridge and noticed all the goods: they had giant packets of skittles, a huge tray full of mini nestle chocolates, and some other things. I was really excited about this. I stuffed my bag full with as many kitkats and coffee crisps and skittles as I could.

Then we started playing a mix of Capture the Flag and some other game, or something. We were planning out the teams. KE and KA and I think AL were there. Our "flags" were bottles of pop. My team had a nearly empty bottle of Spritz-Up (or something similar), and the other team had a half empty bottle of diet Spritz-Up. I drank almost all of the rest of our bottle, but it was warm and flat, so it was kind of gross. I then grabbed the other team's bottle and took a huge gulp. KE made a huge deal of this and grabbed the bottle and chugged the rest of it down. We then noticed a bottle of Crush Cream Soda there, and so I grabbed it and started drinking it. KE wrestled it from me and chugged the whole bottle just to prove her point.

At some point I looked in the fridge to see what else there was, and noticed that it had the broken up dark chocolate and a giant toblerone bar (just like IRL). I took them out and put them on the snack counter.

I also, at some point, was looking at the skittles packs. They were little boxes, more like the skittles gum packs. I noticed that the price on them was outrageous, ranging from $60 - $90. As I took them out of my bag again, they turned into giant apple-peach things; they had the shape of an apple, but the texture and juiciness of a peach. They were all bitten and half eaten. I noticed the price tag on some of them, and put them back in the fridge.

Somehow I ended up outside, near DU St. and PA St. Apparently I was supposed to get home, and was waiting for the bus. There were numerous people, apparently from the school party, waiting too. They made a huge line up across the block. I decided that I wanted to stuff more chocolate into my bag. I was somewhat in control at this point, and started marching up a hill on the sidewalk. I could feel that odd dream gravity that always makes running and walking so hard for me. But I made nothing of it and trudged on through the snow.

I finally came to the intersection of PA St. and AN St. I was waiting to cross the street since there were no street lights. When all of the cars stopped, I rushed across. Then, at the other side, I realized that I had somehow forgotten my backpack on the other side of the street, near the bus shelter. I waited yet again for a chance to cross, and another chance to cross back.

I ended up back at the school. I was going through the hallway and was greeted by the old class in the younger grades. I walked past them and up the main stairwell. The stairwell was different, made of many small but winding steps. DA was there, apparently getting something for his parents. He was muttering under his breath about how stupid they were. I wanted to get back to that fridge and taste some of the chocolates and candies. Then, my leg was itchy, but my hand from IRL scratched it, and so the dream ended (!@$%, I wanted my candy -.-).

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Had some dream where two blue silhouettes were talking to each other. They were saying that in their dreams, one would cut the other's body open, and their inner soul would come out, or something like that.

Fragment: Los Angeles
Mel, some guy and I are driving through L.A. in a convertible. I was expecting more smog, bu the air is clean, which I think must be because of the cooler winter air. We stop and Mel gets out of the car, but I tell her not to because it's radio active. She tells me it's safe and we all get out in our bare feet.

We walk across what looks like nuked ruins and enter a building, where under the stairs we find bones. I point out some human skulls, then see a whole pile of skulls that I knock over in a loud clatter. Beyond the stairs are people seated in a theater, and some big burly dude walks up and gives us shit about the noise I made.

The guy with us grabs the angry dude's cheeks and rips them right off!!!! Holy shit! We run out of there before we get in trouble for that.