non-lucid

Continuing catching up using pictures, primarily for my own enjoyment/recall/reliving my adventures. I will come back to edit and add text descriptions next, since the pictures convey the jest of the dream only to me and won't tell anyone else reading enough about the dreams.


9/3/15 I see two co-workers (J and K) in the office wearing bikinis

I realize that this makes no sense, that I am dreaming and have a little sexual fun with J. She was not sitting like this and she had a floral print bikini on instead, but it was hard to find a picture so this will have to do. #373

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9/1/15 - non-lucid but vivid, up in a beautiful mountain pass



Another beautifully vivid non-lucid riding an ATV down a long stretch of beach with little streams rolling in from the land to my right. I am fording the streams as I ride down the beach. Awesome!



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8/31/15 semi-lucid sex with younger female politician in her chauffeured car.

8/30/15 -

Spoiler for sexual content:

G+C night. Lucid sex with wife and later with C from around the corner who wanted to have a threesome or foursome, bringing in J - the nurse and wife of N - she had a very firm butt. Later sex with Girl Friday who had her legs spread and her "ahem" looked odd but with some mental will I got it to look more realistic.

Counting 2 LD's in this series of lucidity. The only pictures I would use here would be disallowed. #371&372

8/22/15 - I am looking at a model of an old mining area

somewhere like Colorado and I think it must be beautiful view from up there at the top where the old silver mine was and especially from this tower like hill at the top of the mountains

when I get the inspiration to fly up there and when I start floating I fully realize that I am dreaming! I have such a joyful flight! I fly slower, then medium speed, then fast and faster using arm pointing much like Superman. I see forest areas below

then as I approach the top of the mountain a cool fog is rolling in over parts of the mountains.

I look for clearings and go to the highest clear sections and turn around for the view back down I was imagining earlier when looking at the model. Instead of a city down below I see long stretches of glowing mountains

and old lava flows...but there is warmth rising from them

as if there was a recent lava flow and also the glowing! What the mind comes up with is so beautiful!!! I am immensely enjoying this experienceand at some point get lost in it, turning toward the left and seeing some old town and becoming semi-lucid and eventually non-lucid as I make my way to a city and cars driving and a car having trouble with a parking garage gate hitting it...a taxi and then a convertible and then guys head. I make my way into a huge movie theater megaplex. One movie "4L" I had been wanting to see but was it any good? They had names for each theater and some were "Nationwide" as in the same theater was named the same name and had the same movie nationwide. Wake thinking about the theater and then feeling the elation still in my heart, I quickly recall my lucid adventure just before it!

*I am in a busy restaurant setting and I'm surprised to see L from Texas - E's sister and suspicious I'm dreaming. I look at my hand unclear...want to make sure in front of family before doing anything crazy. At some point I convince myself sufficiently and let her

Spoiler for sexual content:

give me a blow job but it is almost out of view under table so later I decide to lay on the table and continue getting the blow job in full view as a challenge/proof to self. At some point becomes a different person giving a decent blow job.

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*BTS w/same intention but toyed with "As soon as I start dreaming"
I got lucid in a restaurant again and I see a young female sitting by herself and I float up to her and I offer

Spoiler for sexual content:

up my "ahem" and she gives me a nice blow job

and when she looks up I notice how gorgeous she is and very innocent looking

and I just want to kiss her. I give her a nice big kiss open mouth kiss and then move towards

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intercourse taking off her clothes. we have intercourse for a while and I am making noises while I enjoy it

and she giggles a little bit so I give her a little playful slap on the cheek and she bites my hand. Not wanting it to turn bad I ignore the bite and tell myself that she's biting very softly , just a little nibble. I then work my hand out of her mouth and move on and either wake up or move into another lucid dream.
*Later we are at some house needing to take off before these bad guys come and me and my son get out of the truck and get it started but my wife is taking her time but the bad guy hasn't noticed her yet. She's taking her time jumping in the truck and the guy catches up my first thought was to back up over him but then I might hit my wife so I stay patient and eventually she hops in and we peel out and get away just in time. As I'm going up this one street it looks like it's dead ending but I figure I'll just bust through the gate and keep going in case they're following us in a car. but as I head up toward that dead in the car jumps a small hill we go unrealistically airborne and I realize I'm dreaming again! I take the truck and fly through the air for a little while before waking up. #367-370
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8/21/15 - Strange image flashes on computer screen and think this must be a dream and look at my hand - 6 fingers. Float around throughout house then outside and get frisky with a cute female. Later get lucid again and thinking wow, this is my 3rd LD but I can only remember 2 so just counting 2. #365&366

8/20/15 - Became lucid twice from unrealistic sensations of being out of control. One was out of control on a bike and the other a backwards free fall. Also semi-lucid racing down three huge ramps at mall. #363&364

8/15/15 - Mantra "As soon as I enter a dream, I realize I am dreaming" + visualization of realizing using previous non-lucid dreams front the night. I find a gorgeous brunette

in this big indoor oblong arena.

Spoiler for sexual content:

We have intercourse

and after a while I see a pretty, unassuming blonde

and motion to her.

Spoiler for sexual content:

I put my "ahem" in her mouth. It feels good but she doesn't seem very experienced.

Later LD, the shorts I still can't forget

The shorts were slightly looser than this but just as short AND she pulled them up to highlight her gorgeous shape as we

Spoiler for sexual content:

have foreplay on the bed. Then oral.

It may be hard to convey, but this dream was super-hot and is sticking with me weeks later as of the time of creating this online entry. #361&362
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8/9/15 - Become lucid exploring an abandoned house looking for a cute female to fool around with. None found. #360

Using the "If I were dreaming (I would)" mantra or mindset a lot during this period IWL.

The apocalypse has come. I was one of survivors, armed with AK47 I was tracking after a survivor group that could help me. I entered a police station. It was dark, with only a few red spotlights. The building was in fatal state, and there was huge mess inside of it. I readied my weapon and went inside. Suddenly I heard a high pitched shriek. Furniture was thrown by unknown forces, and then I was surrounded by demons. I shot at one taking cover behind a desk in front of me, while a group of demons were flanking on me from the left, and another demon was just behind me. I shot them all and escaped to some village. I used radio to contact with survivor group, and they told me that they were inside a shack in a bog. I ran there, reaching underpass and then mines that ked to another side of mountain. The only way to reach them was through those mines, but they were swarming with zombies. I entered the mines, but I had to run away as soon as I did it. Escaping I killed huge swarm of zombies, only to get a "Sucker!" message on my radio. I received it from the survivors.

Not too much detail for this, but this one involved being in either a dark room or an alleyway, and I remember it could be an alley because there was a police car circling the area. Maybe police being in my dreams is a representation of guilt? But I don't feel guilty about anything super important, so that's strange.

Another fragment of a dream from last night is where I seemed to be in a dark building's entrance, passing by my parents, and going out into a big bright room with other people I know. ...This one ended up getting a little sexual, but that's not the point. It appears that the sexual portion was a result of mild lucidity, so that's a good sign I suppose.

Both dreams from last night weren't very memorable and were small, but I need to write them down here regardless.~

Deild after wbtb - first on my back attempting wild- then turn over to sleep on side after falling asleep and waking ( position needed changing)
Wow !A very clear exit and entry into dream - exellent
Just coming out of a nl where Gs and me were on a train and some kids startet climbing all over is getting to know us - what fun - then we were all togethe in a store picking up some food shopping when everything went dark/faded... I started to wake up but at the same time remembered reading about this in other dramers DJ acounts - scene changes...here could be one dream ending and one beginning - Jack pot !!!

So as the dream faded and I realised it laying quiet and still went gentlt backover the dream last dream - feeling the dream quality - after pondering the dream for few moments thing felt different ...it was Deild time ... I hold still and waited and watched for signs - some one souted out some lylics ; a song was playing on a radio... then again and the instruments kicked in ( cool !)
I had my head down against some thing so i start to bring my head up and watch out for something in the darkness. I start to see other cars going by ,and know i am in a car in the back seat - I open thew window, the car is full - with 2 in front and 2 in back I'm on the right in the back seat.The radio is on playing cool music.

Everything is super clear and i am in total awe as i look around taking scenery in knowing I am dreaming

We pull into a petrol station for fuel and the big guy driving gets out and stretches... the car brgins to roll away and looks like it will crash - I grab hold of the wheel and steer the car around and back to the pump -,the man looks abit anoyed at me.I am amazed henanoyed but its still clearly a dream so i respond -
i just say' i thought you needed a hand there'

The other 3 in the dar were all focusing on me at this point and I remembered I had wanted a dream with DC's - so i could ask questions and so I could do the ' fart totm' ... I tried hard to squeeze one out but it was not happening! I should have given up but just kept squeezing trying to do a fart so I could own up to it... I woke up ... still at least nothing had actually come out - wasnt expecting that task to be so demanding ha ha

My first super clear and stable - seemless - dield/wild ~ Thankyou!

Morning of September 4, 2015. Friday.



My senses are not very clear in this sequence. Firstly, I am playing some sort of game with an unseen character (seemingly by proxy via some sort of radio broadcast but he may also be “present” though disembodied) though the plays and outcome are quite abstract and hard to describe and follow. The playing field is illogically on an otherwise featureless area of an electronic keyboard (where the voice settings and other features would otherwise be). There is something to do with placing very short lengths of “hair” (of only about one centimeter) into a pattern that seems to have no particular form. It seems difficult and annoying. We had apparently been playing awhile because the shape that is supposedly mine is like a large circular form, but it seems the other character is winning (though I am not sure why or even what the purpose or rules are). Eventually, as I do not seem to be the winner, I pick up my game result and it is somewhat like a furball though seemingly made of drawn lines that somehow are separated from the surface that they were originally drawn on.

Later, I am on my side in a bed that is outside near an isolated intersection in a wooded area during the afternoon. I get a vague impression that there may be large dinosaurs (such as a tyrannosaurus) in the area. There is no fear or perceived threat of any kind, though. It is almost as if I am aware I can create any creature I want and have it run around by the intersection and along the perimeter of the forest. I absentmindedly choose not to focus more clearly to do this, though. Instead I am playing around with an electronic drum kit that also is like a digital sampler to capture at least an octave range of a particular sample.

I press something (some sort of small rectangular button) and sample the ambiance of the area, which is barely audible. I try to play a melody on the pads, but the sample is not loud enough to hear. I try again and get some ambiance that is slightly louder, but mostly only wind through the trees, my breathing, and a distant (unknown) animal sound. From here, I am able to play a random melody with a rather odd sound (almost like a person saying “huh?”), though which eventually sounds more and more like an electric guitar. I remember that sound can be recorded from anywhere and turned into anything else.

Setting:
The scene is an open, craggy desert mountain region not unlike that of Pakistan or other mountainous desert regions. My POV is on one side of a 40-foot wide crack in the ground, while on the other side there lay a green catwalk hanging over the canyon, and behind it sat a large water-tank looking thing. Many details were forgotten by the time I wrote the dream down, sadly.

[Plot begins; POV above canyon]:
Terrorists had tried to attack the industrial area by going through the canyon, which proved futile for many -- considering they had been quickly dispatched by US military personnel. However, one still lied, half buried in the sand, struggling to keep breathing.

[POV across canyon from the water tank]:
At this point, Obama (in a suit and white hard hat) walks out from the left of the water tank with an entourage of construction workers and military officers. He's asking questions and observing the area, prospecting.

[POV in canyon]:
The man suffering in the canyon grabs his M9 pistol, and points it backwards towards his head. He shouts in Arabic twice, and begins to pull the trigger. Suddenly, some coiled garden hose came into his reach and he grabbed on. It pulls him out of the sand at which point he gets a clear view of Obama. He took the shot, and killed Obama.

[Change setting to looking at TV video of assassination]:
I feel sad, and begin to wonder what Biden will do with the presidency. I discuss this with myself for ~3 minutes.

[Plot ends; wake up]

Note:
- Before dreaming, I hadn't had my usual glass of water before bed...
- This dream resulted in a hormonal high for the rest of the day. Now, whenever I think of it, the same feeling comes back. Rather pleasant, really.

[Fragment; not related to plot]:
I'm floating up above a massive desert town. Kinda like a Las Vegas but slightly more dusty and fake looking. For once I'm actually kinda flying, but it's not like I am physically up there; it's more that the "camera" of the dream is in the sky. It was really cool up there.

[Plot begins; change setting to below]:
I'm in some sort of academic tour of a seemingly historical area with my "social studies class". We're in a small building (pictured below):

Anyways, we were on our way through (doing a gallery walk) while a class from another school was on their way out the way we came. There was an artifact we were supposed to be looking at, but the only artifact I saw was a girl.

She was Asian (reminiscent of someone I used to know), and rather beautiful. But what surprised me more was that she noticed me and shot me a smile from across the room; I did the same. As we walked by each other, we both said "hi" simultaneously. I felt pretty good

[Plot continues; change setting to my house]:
It's night time. I walk out onto my porch where my mom is chilling out, playing games on her iPad. Dad guns it up the driveway in an old (like 30 years old) beat-up red Chrysler coupe with groceries, and stops magically at the top of the driveway. He's looking a bit crazy-eyed.

At this moment, I get a call. I answer, and I hear this:
"Hi! I'm Ki, the girl you saw at camp today. I looked through the directories and databases to find your number, but I just wanted to tell you about myself! I grew up in [censored for privacy], too! --"
She proceeds to tell me a bit about her singing, and she proceeds to sing a couple rock songs, and was astoundingly good at it! She then hung up. Feelin' pretty good

My mom checked my email and discovered that Ki had written an email to me as well, and proceeded to give me an all-knowing "you've got yourself a girlfriend" glance.

[Plot ends; setting doesn't change]:
My parents task me with bringing our car to the neighbors and parking it. I asked Dad to move my car out of the way, and he proceeded to show me his collection of random crap he had stuffed in my car (like in the headliner and the vents). This collection included broken Joker figures wrapped in paper towels and Dim Sum posters...

[Wake up]

I literally haven't updated in 2 years. Wow. I'm going to try Lucid Dreaming once again, now that I no longer have school to worry about. So I have a few recent dreams I'd like to go through first... I don't remember too many details of course, but it's better than writing nothing. It's also better than writing each one separately, given how short they are.

1. I was in some sort of small warehouse room being held at gunpoint by some dude in a trench coat. For some reason, we swapped jackets, but he forgot he left another gun in his, so I took it out and shot him dead.

2. Multiple violent dreams of being in fights with random people.

3. Many dreams lately about spending time with my sort of gf. (Long story, don't ask.) Probably having these because I miss her a lot.

4. In my school looking for gf constantly, she turns a corner as I'm running towards her and she's gone completely. I spend the rest of the dream frantically searching for her.

5. A bunch of different dreams involving my old houses I used to live in, talking to my parents about various things.

That's all I remember recently.

I'll continue to update regularly from now on. It's good to be back!

Transitioning from a scene where I'd been holding a sword, thinking about the danger of carrying a sword without a sheath, fully aware this wasn't about literal swords.

Three siblings meet on a road after a long time apart. One of the brothers is wearing armor and leading a small group of people fighting for some cause in his name; there's less than a hundred of them. The other brother and sister have just appeared hovering in the air, having traveled a vast distance in moments. The brother, I think of as a young version of myself; he's dressed in black, and says nothing throughout the scene, and there's a bloody vertical line over his heart, which I associate both with the heartless motif and with the sword in the previous scene. The sister is dressed in vibrant green, and I think of her as a witch. I'm thinking how much they've all changed since the last time they saw each other.

The brother with the small army asks his sister if he could move like they do. She says he could, but he'd have to start wearing higher collars. It's a reference to the scar over the other brother's heart, who looks uncomfortable at the mention; the implication of her words is that this isn't something to enter into casually.

I'm looking at the army traveling with him, and thinking about how much they've changed as well; I remember them with paint on their faces, thinking of them then as closer to a family rather than a lord and his followers, and I'm thinking that they've lost their identity, changing to suit the land they're traveling through. I'm thinking they were better off before they took up this cause.

I had the audacity to try and stop scary guy (king in GOT) from hitting someone (his daughter?).
So he picked me up by the throat and hit me about a bit then throw me to the ground.
I felt totally powerless...

(Evidently feelings of being overwhelmed from 1st day of school term)

Went off and met two guys, in dream were Australian workers having some lager. Recognised as teachers I knew.Plotted to go back and overthrow evil king.

9.2.15

Sleep 2pm - 9:40pm

1.
I'm visiting friends in thier new place. It's a huge building, more like a hotel. It's super modern and safe.

I'm going to take a shower and it seems like the showers ans sinks and all that are arrainged in a long room that is devided by doors. Access to this room is from the hallway via many entries. So when you get inside, you lock the doors on the lef and right and the entry and that part is only yours. I do that when someone tries to get in. A kid is pushing a stroller and tries to keep the door open to get through, with his family following him. I ask them to use another "unit" since this one is already occupied. It occurs to me, that this expensive housing doesn't provide private bath for the renters.

Now I'm in a room with some kids and their mom from the place AH. Suddenly mom floats up in the air, laughing, that washing machine next room always does that to her. I feel the pull too and now I'm also floating up.

Next we go for a walk outside of this building. There is a long garden alongside the building. Individual gardens are not separated by fence, but they are one long thing, just like the bathroom was. It's also wery narrow, only maybe 25 feet wide because of the cliff. The gardens are very green lush, lots of grass, flowers, hanging plants, vines on support structures.

The ledge is very abrupt and it looks like the space behind it is very deep. I don't see it, but I can imagine. One of the kids I'm out with steps close to the ledge. Now I can see the clouds next to us and that gives me feeling of how high we really are. I tell him to step back a bit and this little brat steps closer to the cliff, so part of his foot is actually overhanging. I get pissed and scared and then he steps down and starts carefully walking. I realize on that part there is more ground underneath, not a dropoff. I tell him to get back right away but he is not coming. Maybe he knows what I will do to him when he does : P

2.
A guy walks near me but I don't look. He asks about our shoes next to the door, if the collection place takes them too. Somebody says yes, so he throws 2 pairs into his bag and he hurries down the stairs. Now I look and it's a dirty homeless dude. I grab him by the shirt collar to stop him and yell at my dad to come quick.

3.
I just pulled my pants down and I'm sitting down to the toilet when my auntie walks into the room. Toilet is in the middle of some room. She tries not to look at me and I try to pee, but can't with her being there.

She asks why I din't make coffee yet and we look at 2 water boilers and I tell her which one boils water faster. But I point out that none of them are plugged in.

4.
Few days ago - Ophelia calls me to get on the internet

Kyte is a volcanic moon orbiting far from a large reddish brown gas planet with an apperance not unlike Jupiter, only it is larger and has a higher percentage of heavy elements. Only the planet is closer to its parent star. The parent star is an orange dwarf with a little less than half the mass of our sun. It is a part of a binary system with a red dwarf, but the red dwarf orbits far out and is barely visible in the daytime sky. However, at night, it is quite visible, meaning that there is a sort of "twilight day" when the smaller and more distant star has risen but not the primary star.

The moon is much smaller than earth. 0.22 earth masses and fairly low gravity. There is an atmosphere with a high amount of noble gasses. Notably argon and xenon. The atmosphere is a snowy grayish color at sunset and sunrise and has a slight purplish tint during the day. There are clouds but they are often very thin and wispy. At the lowest points the atmospheric pressure is about 0.7 atm.

The terrain varies little, though the entire surface of the planet is black and gray, due to very high carbon content. There are a few deep canyons and impact craters. Though most of the planet is relatively flat and sandy. Sand is carried by the strong winds and occasional storms that blow through and made into dunes.

Though the moons' most notable feature are the large volcanoes spread out across the surface. They are concentrated near the equator but are present nearly everywhere. They have an unusual sweeping shape, beginning with a shallow slope and sweeping upward to nearly vertical chimneys miles tall. Most of these volcanoes are dormant or extinct but a few are quietly erupting small amounts of magma in deep channels running down the side.

The planet generates anomalies in the magnetic feild of the parent gas planet. This coupled with tidal heating and heat from the sun ensures that the moon is rather warm. Due to its dark color, it has a very low albedo and surface temperatures range from 80-150 degrees.

The moon has its own sub-satellite, an asteroid known as Nobal. It is only a few miles across and spins too fast for gravity alone to be keeping it together. It is theorized that it is one single rock being held together by chemical bonds.

Fronz is another moon in a very close orbit around the gas planet. Due to its orbit, it is believed that in a few million years, it will pass the roche limit and be torn apart by its parent planet.

It is much larger than kyte, about .43 earth masses, but still small. The moon is made mostly of water-ice with trace amounts of ammonia and oxygen in the atmosphere. Though the moon is mostly covered in ice, near the equator the ice melts resulting in a narrow band of water. The moon has complex weather patterns including snowstorms and snow-hurricanes.

There is a third major moon orbiting the gas planet between Kyte and Fronz, but no information is given, though it has importance. There are also dozens of smaller bodies, presumably captured asteroids. Kyte and Fronz are very important because together, they posses all of the necessary resources for long term habitation. Bases will be set up on both moons, but a large orbital habitat will be constructed between the orbits of Kyte and the unnamed large moon. Supplies will be mined from these moons and shuttled to the orbital habitat.

I close my laptop and abandon the project. It is something akin to Kerbal space program with is somehow also 'real' at the same time, and I feel very frustrated/sad that I have abandoned it. I 'remember' having worked on it for a very long time. I have to go to the store to look at quartz crystals with my mom. Should have become lucid. Space/planets dream sign.

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I was on a beach with Manei. Same beach that my first LD took place on. She gives me one of those 'broken heat' necklaces that light up when the two halves are put together. She has the other half.

I ask her why. This seems like a really cheap/gimmicky thing to show love or friendship. I'm generally bothered by this and ask her what her reasoning was, and to be honest I'm still walking a tightrope on the whole 'being in love with a dream character' thing for reasons too complex to go into detail here. She explains that I should ignore the physical aspect of it and focus on the meaning behind the object. Oftentimes, objects with little or no monetary value can have great personal value and vice versa.

Okay. Makes enough sense. I then commented on how I like the fact that my dreams do seem to periodically explore new morals and themes, and sometimes offering differing perspectives on old ones. I also like the fact that I am not always the fool when these morals are taught, and am sometimes the teacher rather than the student.

I think the necklace had some kind of voice recording that would play when the two halves were put together. I can't remember. This dream was very faded, and I recall their being much more to it. It may be getting mixed up with a fake lucid dream I wrote for the sake of visualization set in the same location. I feel as though I actually had it about two weeks ago but only recalled now, as if it were buried in my mind somehow.

I woke for wbtb at 3am
Laid back down for wild at 3.30 just a short wbtb where I Listened to some Binaural beats and repeated some mantra -

During wbtb - relaxed so much and felt the shift of consciousness very clearly - the rest I had was so peaceful - I felt I could stay there forever/eternity - I was able to notice the Yellow pulsating Hi after that and used my imagination to see it as the sun coming over a beautiful vast sea scape - I almost got in but think I tried to step into it a little too early - it hadn't formed around me completely yet...Next time
(I think it was the closest i got to letting the HI form as I realised recently that I don't think i put enough focus into actually even noticing the HI at all in most other Wild dives...and that might be why I have been falling asleep a lot recently. ) I Felt the dream form around me and said" wow this is a dream, it must be a dream..." I woke up tho as I am quite exited ...


I am semi- lucid in the following dreams I had - I was in a prayer service with K , a small group of us sat around him - I noticed I sat in a nice arm chair. K looked over at me regularly and we had a good connection as if we were friends. He then got up to walk over to another area to continue with other prayers, everyone followed - as I got up I realised my mother was with me but very old and frail. As i held her close I whispered to her that she was the most Wonderfull mum in the world, we hugged and I kissed her head.
Then I was speaking with some seekers on the path - one of them who I had been helping
came up to me and said " you guys have a lot of problems with your lineage you need to sort out "
I said to him "oh good - you are understanding that there are problems with everything - there are always things to fix and work on - this is a great example of that - well done'"
Then I went to the group next to me and started to speak about L-
' How amazing he is ; he jokes and keeps things light for the simple reason he doesn't get pulled into anything - nothing! He always wants to remind you to work with things as they are right now! That you have the ability to overcome everything - right now - What an amazing teacher he is!'
One of the girls has a problem with something and feeling very confident and happy
I say ' come on tell me - what is it ? let me help you - whats wrong?'

Then there was a bit where I was looking at my iPad at photos I was taking and one looked distinctly wrong -
I said' I dint shoot that - this must be a dream!'
That bit keeps playing over and over and I know it was dream for sure /after i had done the 'nose pinch' and 'hand rub' - but cant stabilise properly and wake up...

Then later came the Full LD -
I was going to sleep saying ;

'This must be a dream - this must be a dream. Look at the abnormalities!'

Then when I noticed it was a dream I was actually in a dream within a dream!
I am waking up in a room where my mother was and I imagined i went by her in an oobe sort of way - ha ha
' I AM DREAMING !' I say to her as I passed her, ( thinking she could not see me as I was in the dream )
As the moments passed I realised I was actually in a LD for real, even tho at the start of it I had woken up within a dream...Anyway
I feel my physical eyes closed with light coming in at that moment - maybe next time I will open them as I have a feeling this happens a lot and may be something interesting ...
In the LD I bust out of the window in flight - I rub my hands together as I fligh to stabilise the dream - it worked as things became clearer around my immediate view of blue sky and clouds.
I shout out ' Who am I? Take me to who I am!' ( ha ha this was spontaneous although I have been reading in books recently about calling out things to your Sub in your dream anyway my serious capricorn nature is ruling the way here !)
I see before me in flight a long dark tunnel and I fly in it at top speed - I can see what looked like a beautiful sea scape at the other end of the dark tunnel and am curious to get there - Maybe I am flying through a worm hole, I think
I keep flying forward but start noticing tiny scattered visions within the tunnel as if happening deep within the walls of the darkness - A few seem to be of people in different types of museums... From time to time I shouted out these sort of things loud and clear into the darkness as a fly

' Tell me who I am!'
'Tell me what I have to do!'
' Tell me where I am from!'

Again I brought my hands together and rub them and firmly together helping my lucidity to grow more - I few out the end of the tunnel the light was sharp;
...I had reached a vast open space - then it was clear - lots of sea around a large city scape in my immediate view ( like looking down flying over a NY City or a City like that ) As I slow down, taking in the scenery of this big city scape surrounded by an ocean of gentle waves in, I noticed the sky scrapers were actually statues of human beings ... kind of like statues, strange tho it wasn't as if they were just statues as they seemed as if they could have life in them...as I fly by the tops I could make out clearly the facial expressions etc...It was like they were human beings of the environment ( hard to explain but that's the conclusion I naturally drew in the dream that moment ) Not separate from the earth/city they grew yet distinct in each who they were - Woke up soon after

Morning of September 2, 2015. Wednesday.



I am a semi-active part of an unlikely scenario. It seems to be a group of soldiers that are attempting to rescue at least one hostage from a foreign military group in a forest. It does not seem to be related to a war, just an isolated incident, perhaps.

The events are not that defined, but the enemy is on the other side of a linear cluster of trees. At one point, an M60 seems to be held by an enemy just past a couple of trees. This potential threat seems unrealistically delayed, as there is no drama or action as far as I recall.

Somehow, it seems to be agreed that the leader of the hostile group will meet the others in a clearing near a jeep. Several minutes pass and I see the supposed leader coming out of the trees. He is apparently not carrying any weapon. His slightly oversized clothes (perhaps as if from starvation, as he looks fairly thin though not muscular as would be expected for a soldier) are torn and his body is somewhat muddy.

A young girl appears out of nowhere and seems to be some sort of unlikely leader of some kind - it does not make that much sense considering the region supposedly being fraught with danger. The man holds out his hands and holds the girl’s hands in a gesture of recognition and respect as well as hope. It looks as if he can barely stand up straight. This is an unusual and unexpected outcome because the leader of the hostile group turns out to have been the one supposedly being held hostage and he is seemingly very thankful to be out of his position of leadership of the militant group. No drama ensues after this even though there may be enemy soldiers in the woods beyond wondering what is going on.

I´m in my hometown i dont live anymore and riding a bike. i cross a street and on the other side is a older woman with her bike. she has somewhat problems and after it gets green she dont cross the road but cant hop on her bike. i bypass her and think hm now i need to ride over the high curbstone. after i crossed the street from the same direction is rolling a buggy past me and behind me the mother is screaming. i try to jump on my bike again and drive after the buggy but i had problems to get on my bike and i just dont get on speed. i start wondering and want to do a RC afterwards but then i decide to do it right away. at first there is nearly no air passing my pinched nose but then i can breath thru it and i am lucid. i keep on riding my bike straight forward but somehow am at the same crossroad i startet befor getting lucid. i get of the bike summon my glasses behind me get them and put them on my nose. the glasses are super uncomfy and have no positiv effect on my clarity. i turn right and want to summon Nightfeather. i expect her to be infront of me but it dont work. on the right site there is a small shop and i enter it with the hope that i might find her there. there are some people and its pretty narrow in there. i pass some shelves and in the back of the store there are changing room i enter the one for men then go out and think maby she is in the one for girls. the doors of the room are like those in western movies so you can see the legs and feet of the person behind. i enter the room and there is a girl.

Spoiler for Sexual stuff:

we start making out but she just sticks her tongue into my mouth dont move it and the tongue is hard like a stone. i tell her that she is doing it wrong and that she needs to relax her tongue. we try again and she do better but still far away from a nice tonguekiss. i decide that i want to have sex with her and she has something really tight black suit on. we try some really really strange and unlogical position that just cant work.

after some seconds i decide it is a waste of time and leave the cubicle. and am on my way to leave the store. the store now is empty and i open a window and pull a calculator in my hand per telekinesis. i think about the task that i want to juggle but i decide to find Nightfeather first [damn me why didnt i just juggle...that would be like 25 points or something just like that] but no i leaving the store and i am eager to find NF. i start calling for her but i just cant find her. i see an friend of mine from behind but decide to move on and keep searching. after some feet i decide to turn around and search this friend of mine because maby she can help. i go the way she moved but cant find her neither. i speed up my pace and run like hell the hill up. i jump a little and fly on a hillside. there is a guy i outpace and do a superhigh jump on a part of a wall of a building. i dont reach the top with my feet but hold the edge with one hand. i hoist myself up. now the guy i passed by is an enemy and the dream becomes a actionmovie theme. i start throughing fireballs on him. and like always there are no fireballs but something balls. i want to enter the building though a window and open it from insite with telekinesis. i want to turn on the light on the same way but it dont work. three guys enter and hold me down. i dont like the way the dream takes. i decide not to fall in dreamplot and i try to make a fire with my hand but this time i really focus and imagine the fire. my hand starts smoking and a little bit of fire starts. i try to throw it but it is not enough and looks more like you through a litte bit of sand. i then put my hand on one of the guys and imagine that the hand is getting hot. he starts yelling/falling down even if i dont think that it worked. i kick him away and jump to the second guy. he has a taser gun i take it from him and taser one after another the guys down. i think i leave the room and wake up shortly after.

i think i had another short LD that i forgot because i have the vague image of doing a nosepinch and saying "wow i am still dreaming?!"...