non-lucid

I found myself in the garage, helping my father carry things out of it. I suppose to create a lot more space. He then tells me I am dreaming. I look at him and said yea right. As he turns his attention away from me, I quickly counted up my fingers to see if it is the same as waking life. It was, my father notice me counting and laugh. Everything added up exactly as waking life. I feel physical and grounded here, so there's no way I am dreaming. However, I soon notice a large tv on the ground with no wires hook on to it. That's odd I thought. That is when my father ask me to turn on the lights. I look around and realize the lights weren't on. That is when I decided that if the lights work I am not dreaming. But if they did not then I will consider it as a dream. I attempted to turn on the lights 3 times to only find it ignoring me. That's when I knew I was dreaming and began trying to remember when I fell asleep? That's when my father and I left the garage, while somewhere at that point I lost lucidity.

Dream 2

I was in a maze office building with two other dream characters. I was looking for a way out and managed to find it. When I exited the building there was a beautiful path with flowers and trees all around. I left the building with another DC but as we were walking I appeared on a bed where my brothers room was. The crazy part is that I could see there was a big bump on the right side of my rib area. I touched it and random small springs started coming out. I didn't like the view of that and tried moving but couldn't. I heard a little girl talking though and feared it was that girl who liked to torture me in my dreams. I than thought of nothing and layed down so I could appear in a different scene. But I just reappeared on the bed.

The good thing is that I could move more though. I got out the room and ran to a room near the exit to the backyard.My dog Max came out of no where though and started biting my feet. But I managed to escape through the window and found myself in my backyard. But there were more plants, trees and junk around. I than flew up but I wasn't flying as high as I wanted to so I just started singing to help me fly higher. It worked and I was higher. I could see that my house now looked like a huge red building. Just as I was going to go past it I appeared in my hallway again and my dog max jumped on me. I pushed him back and noticed I was holding a part of a building with the years 2007-2011 on it or something like that.

I left it though and tried running up the stairs and out the front house door. But I saw two little baby puppys that looked like my nephew's puppy but smaller. They started biting me on my feet. I asked my dog why was this happening but he was silent. I tried going out the door but noticed the side was pitch black and someone was coming from the second floor. There was also a hooded figure to my side in the pitch black darkness. I thought the dream could not support itself anymore and suddenly the whole place was consumed by darkness. Than I woke up.

Dream 3

I went back to sleep and was at my old highschool where my old english teacher was with my old history teacher. She started talking about how funny it was that she drank juice but her breath came out smelling like coffee. Than at some time I appeared in my house downstairs. There was a monster guy with a saw near the backyard exit which made me lucid. Max was there yet again and started biting on my feet. I tried running than just got on my dog's back and I rode him all the way upstairs. I than decided to exit the house but my dog started biting my feet again. Good thing my brother was there though. I told him to hold Max back and I managed to get out but the scenery was so dark. Î shouted clarity and started rubbing my hands. The scene got more brighter and less fragmented but it felt like it was still distorted. As I was trying to walk my brother turned into a baby and got stuck to a fence. I pulled him out but than noticed the sky was weird. It wasn't bright anymore and there was a crescent shaped cookie that looked like the moon. A few DCs started telling me how they didn't like the setting and I kept trying to change it but it was time for the dream to stop. So I woke up.

non-dream dream lucid

Very first thing I would like to mention is that these dreams happened the morning of the 12th of November.

So I fixed my alarm. It now works.
Also made sure to have some food before bed, which helped quite a bit.

Had quite a few dreams as a result.
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CRT Gas dream
Lucid: no
Recall score: 7 (doesn't appear like it from THIS dj but it was)

So I'm in my house, and OTG is playing on a black and white TV screen sitting on a table.
I'm trying to fix another TV, but a DC comes up to me and says that the CRTs are filled with a deadly gas! Don't break it!

Later on, I look on another TV screen showing a hallway in the building I'm in, and you can see dust in the air! This hallway was filled with the gas!

That's all I can remember now.
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Getting TVs
Lucid: no
Fragmented: no
Recall: 8
TGMG: no
I'm at a school, outside. There's a bunch of woods surrounding us, and it was dark out. Not entirely dark, but as if it was storming really bad or there was gonna be a tornado or something.

The school was similar to the primary school I used to go to.
Very brown, with brick walls. Glass windows for each room.
I go inside, and I'm in the hallway.

Hallway has tiled floors, and white walls. Lots of displays on them as well. I go right, and walk for quite a ways. Eventually the hallway walls turn into brownish red bricks as I get closed to the end. I then get to the library. I don't remember the library except going inside and looking out the window. I see the smudges on the glass, and a parking lot with loads of buses outside.
I get a TV on a cart and walk out with it. I eventually get to one room, and I look through the window. I see someone else looking out the window. They're naked though. I quickly turn away.

Later on I'm flying over the school, and I can see everything as if the roof was ripped off.
I wake up soon after.

Now this is what I'm talking about!

A nonlucid dream about a story somewhat paralleling Jack and the giant Beanstalk. I am with this boy who must climb this massive, twisty tree trunk like tower through this cloudy, foggy sky.
I became lucid in this and flew up the tower to observe him while he climbed. He was doing so rather quickly, jumping from platform to platform; the entire outside of the tower was covered in gnarled spikes and branches that could be used as platforms. The dark, stormy clouds seemed to be in layers. Lightning cracked all around me and the rain was coming down heavily. He eventually reached the top, above the clouds. The wind was blowing very strongly here it was hard for me to keep myself stable while flying. I landed atop the tower; we were basically in outer space now, with just a thin band of blue on the horizon and the sun, moon and stars ahead. The storm clouds below us seemed to be swirling, centered around the tower we were atop.
I grabbed onto a small ridge to fight the wind. I was correct in the fact that the tower was made out of a wooden material.
The boy had no trouble standing up while I was squinting to look into the wind and see him. He was a big, chunky boy but looked young, younger than me, and had either orange or blonde hair, I can't remember. He turned to me and thanked me for giving him the chance to climb the tower, and then rocketed off into space on a golden flame.
The scenario repeated at least once. In one other version, he failed to reach the top of the tower.

Something to do with parking an airplane at the airport. I passed through a narrow area between two buildings and I was afraid that the wings would not fit, but somehow they did.

Something to do with purchasing an absurdly small container of chocolate milk at the airport convince store.

Something to do with the fact that a PG rated movie isn't allowed to kill more than two people.

I am walking with my family on the path by our house when this blonde girl runs by. While running, she tells me that I am in fact dreaming.
I turn and say something to myself about how gravity only exists if I want it to. Flying on, let's go.
I begin buzzing around the general area, impressing my family and what not for awhile. I flew between some tree branches and power lines. I recall my foot brushing up against one of the power lines, I was afraid that I might get shocked but then remembered that I wasn't grounded.
I eventually decided to see how far I could take my flying. I looked into the clear blue sky and saw the moon. Oh, yeah, I'm going there! I began heading up, and at first I was moving very slowly. Once I got above about 200 feet I started accelerating very rapidly, making a sort of jet turbine sound. A shock cone forms around me as I break the atmosphere and look back to earth. I can see the curve of the planet below me.
I try to recall the first lucid dream where the boy flew away from the edge of space and do the same thing. I begin to rocket toward the moon
...
Dangit. Somehow I forgot what happened. The dream ended with me becoming some sort of lucid dreaming superhero, like superman in New York. I had a sealed apartment on the top floor of a building that could only be accessed by me flying. I was currently working on stocking the fridge and pantry with dream-food.

I am a part of this plot about a secret society of fuel miners. They have lived underground inside of a mountain mining this rare fuel and selling it to buyers on the surface world. There is this scene where about four guys managed to escape though ore chutes in the main compound. The leader of the group drops a bomb down the chutes but when it explodes it doesn't bring them back up, it just pushes them along faster.
A brute of a man moves a decommissioned mining robot and blocks the ore chutes so that nobody can escape.
The miners live in this mall-like underground area, mostly constructed of scrap metal. They have a whole society with a school, doctor, barber, and stores. All of their supplies are earned by trading with the upstairs world.
The leader manages to find someone who was in on the escape in the med bay. The would-be escapee fibbed that his injuries were from a mining accident. The leader character was angry with him to say the least. He grabbed the injured man by the jaw and started asking him questions about where the others went.
...
Meanwhile, I am with Marcus and this female DC. She wears square glasses, like Marcus but has long black hair in a ponytail and all of this backpacking equipment. She is a local guide who is going help Marcus find this fuel-mining society. And of course I'm there because... reasons. We are in the parking lot of a chuck-e-cheese in a small desert town supposedly not far from the underground mine. The female DC takes out a hologram device.
"Now then, we have reason to believe that the center of their operations is about four clicks east... probably in a natural lava tube system...."
She continues showing through a hologram how fuel deposits have emptied in the years and surface drilling companies have not come across any fuel where there should be.
"There was 1100 units of fuel directly below us, but in 2003, it just vanished. My theory, underground miners selling to the highest bidder." Look how the cave collapses in 2007, four years later."
We strike out, and of course the first thing we have to do is climb a plateau. We start climbing, and the only one who is getting anywhere is the guide chic. Marcus is struggling. I'm struggling.
We were about halfway to the top when the guide chic made it. She started urging us to hurry up and for some reason this made me lucid. I let go of the cliff and started flying up to the top. When I reached the top, I told myself Marcus would appear in 3...2...1. And just then he climbs up the top of the cliff.
I look out over the desert and the small town at the base of the plateau. Its hot. Clear day. I've never felt that much heat in a dream. I should do a scene change to someplace where I can beat the heat.
It doesn't take much, now I am on a beach, but with red desert sand. I am on a small, crescent shaped island with a dormant volcano on one end and a large beach populated with dream characters.
Marcus and the girl continue on their quest to find this society as if nothing has changed. I tell them that I am going to fly off on my own devices. I run towards the water and think of the previous LD where I was flying. I manage to 'catch' for about five seconds before I fall into the ocean.
Sooo good in the heat of the dream sun though!
I get out of the water. I can't see Marcus or his guide anymore. I somehow spot Manei out of the crowd of people on the beach, asleep on a towel, and run over to her, recalling everything I have to do with her.
She must have been asleep because she didn't stir until I got close. She sat up and lowered her sunglasses. (Note: Manei wears often sunglasses when she blends into the background.) She looked really confused that I was there, lucid and standing in front of her.
"Come on, I have a lot to ask you..." I gestured my head to one side that we could walk away from the crowd.
Unfortunatley, My roommate wins the award for comedic timing. HIS ALARM WENT OFF RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT!!!

Black: Non-dream
Blue: Non-lucid
Red: Lucid

I had a near WILD experience again last night, the 3rd I've ever had. I was lying in bed after a WBTB at around 5ish, I could feel some intense vibrations, I could hear them buzzing too. I could also see some slight visuals starting to manifest, like a small light in a sea of darkness. The whole thing was short lived as I once again screw up the transition. I also noticed my jaw being clenched up and offset in an odd position as I was coming out of the experience, I do a few reality checks to make sure I wasn't having an infamous SSILD false awakening but I wasn't sadly .

Dream 1 - Tardis + Rescue
Me and someone else are planning to steal the Tardis (for those of you who don't know what this is, it's the time travelling police box from the Doctor Who series), we look around for the area where it's supposed to appear. We seem to be peering through a window into an area that is so indescribable... Like a 70s trippy visuals effect was going on in the background and everything was floating. Now I'm somehow in a library but it looks extremely similar to my kitchen. I see a book outside that contains more information on the Tardis, I go outside to read it. I seem to be sitting down on the bricks by the doors where I usually sit to relax on a sunny day, a crew member from the Tardis walks past the glass window behind me, he has his daughter with him. The crew member scowls at me. I find a box that contains lots of little books in it for reading to little kids and babies etc. They're the same as what I read to my daughter in WL, and I think to myself how I should have stolen these instead of buying brand new ones. I think about this and decide that this a dumb idea. I read through the books for about a minute, they're worn out and missing bits of the cover photo. I then blur into a new scene where I'm trying to save a girls family from a guy with a sub machine gun. We're in a woodland area that has tall thin evergreens and light brown dirt, it reminds me of American-type forests (at least from what I've gathered from movies). The crook is hiding in a wooden-log house, I can't remember what happened but somehow I win against him, I realize now that his weapon has no ammo. He says something along the lines of "I guess it still counts as a criminal offense...", insinuating that even though the family was never in danger he will still get in trouble. The girls family is no where to be seen, and it's now the girl who I was actually saving (some kind of dream screw up in the plot). The girl runs up to me and hugs me, I feel like she's my daughter. A woman nearby comments on me saying "That's what you call a good role model".

Dream 2 - Sex
Fooling around with a girl, shouldn't need to go into details. We were in my home though and it was daytime.

Dream 3 - Rock Throwing
I'm on a beach and I'm getting chased, I run across rocks and sand, leaping acrobatically around. I leap onto the edge of a ledge a few metres high and hook my leg into a crevice to support myself. There is a girl reading a book on the top of the ledge not even noticing me, and there's four people below me on the beach who were chasing me. They're looking up at me, I throws down at them and they throw a few back. I catch 2 of the bigger rocks and hurl them back, 1 of them cracks into 3 rocks and hits 3 of the people on the top of their heads. I can feel myself slipping ever so gradually as the feel of the dirt on the ledge slides a bit. I decide to get a better vantage point, and swing myself into the crevice I'm supporting myself on. It's tight and dark, I'm lying flat and there's no room to move. I shouldn't have even been able to get into such a place. The entrance is horizontally oriented and is only open a crack, I seem to realize though that I won't have trouble getting out if I just realized a certain something (slight awareness increase), but I wake up.

11.11.2014

Akashic Records Juice (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I went to check out a car with a friend, I believe I was going to do a survey or something afterwards to rate the service. The guy was very friendly and I test drove the car. I told him I would come back.

Some friends from Europe were visiting and they wanted to check out an apartment to move around here, so we went with them. It was day but it got into night pretty soon. We were talking about Spiritual Stuff and then we got to check out the house.
The same guy was going to show us the house and he provided us with some brochures before we were ready.

Somehow we got into talking about the Akashic Records and how important was for him to access them very sparingly, as he claimed if you went into the records too often you would fry your brain. I told him that no way, as I did several Akashic Records readings a day to all my clients and I was okay. I also told him I drank two quarts a day of Akashic Records juice (what the heck??? LOL) He said that I was going to get into trouble on the long run and proceeded to show us the apartment.

Black: Non-dream
Blue: Non-lucid
Red: Lucid

Dream 1 (12/11/2014)- Scenic Neighbourhood
I'm walking along an unlaned road in a scenic neighbourhood similar to where I grew up. I end up with a girl who I think is an ex-girlfriend, we're in her room and we're trying to fool around. We're trying to keep quiet so her family doesn't know what we're up to, and she gives me a condom too, but it's kind of broken or something and I have to go find more. I find some in a bag that's supposedly mine, I feel like I'm doing something wrong now though, as if I were cheating or something and I slip in consciousness.

I appeared at a subway station and a alarm sounded. There was a announcement that the new governor was making a special appearance at the subway. When the train arrived he came out of the train and people were giving him special treatment. I knew it was a dream than and started walking. As I walked I appeared in a classroom where my old English highschool teacher was. She was upset with me because I didn't do the work.

I told her i didn't care than tried leaving but there was this annoying thing that had no form trying to attack me. I pushed it out of the way, ran and noticed I was in the hallway of my house. I than looked in a room calling for Dawn or Eye but no one was around. The rooms were just dark and empty.The annoying thing came back and started attacking me again so I ran through the halls and up the dark steps. I was screaming for Eye again because I was really freaked out.

I don't normally get this freaked out unless I watch a paranormal thing where a haunting occurs and I watch those shows like once in a blue moon. But yesterday I watched Paranormal files: Fake or Fact and I was having trouble getting it out of my head. So I was calling for Eye on the dark stairs and Eye appeared running through the halls and up the steps to me. He was worried and asked me what was wrong. I told him I was really scared and to take me to my room. Eye than picked me up and was walking up the dark stairs.

When we reached the living room it was pitch black but I could see a transparent person sitting on rocking chair just staring into the darkness. Eye brought me to my room though but I could feel him fading. I started calling out for him again and suddenly everything was pitch black. But thankfully the scene changed and I was in a orange lit bedroom with Eye in front of me. I hugged him happily and noticed that there was a mirror above the bed and a closet opening. I was intrigued to open it but didn't cause I was afraid something scary would pop up. I asked Eye something but woke up.

Dream 2

I recall being in my house and my brother brought me to my room. He showed me where he took the plum he was eating. But I was confused cause I only have apples in my room. I took an apple with a tissue and noticed there was a big hole in the apple and little tiny black things on it. When I threw it out and four dream characters popped out of no where I was aware that I was in a dream.

As I was walking Eye came out of no where with the rotten apple and started chasing me. I ran because I didn't want him to touch me with it. It felt like we were playing a game to be honest because he was chasing me and the other DCs with it. It was sort of funny. When I got downstairs Eye was still playing around and I ran into my brother's room. I tried locking the door but the door dissapeared. I was like "seriously! Oh well, you win" than stepped out the room where Eye was waiting for me.

He than told me to do something really embarrassing since I lost and I did it. Than he started bursting out laughing because I actually did it. I felt weird...and thought "Is this really Eye and is he making fun of me?"I was trying to process the situation when Eye just kept laughing at me and saying he couldn't believe I just did what he told me to do.

That's when the scene changed and I was with a group of prisoners. They were talking when the guards came back and told us to get back into our rooms. They ran in and I followed them cause the guard was huge but I noticed I was on the side where the boys were. I couldn't run back though cause there was a gynormus giant keeping the others in check and I didn't want to get squashed.

Anyways I found Eye and felt safe there so I hugged him and stood there till the giant left. But than Eye dissapeared and one of the guards came and told me it was time for me to be sacrificed or something like that. I ran and appeared in a outside forest place where there were tents and broken cloth hanging and lying around.

There was a Indian man dressed in a huge blue bird suit trying to dance. I tried to do his moves just for fun but he said I was doing it wrong. So I tried doing it again and he said I did good this time but the guard and giant were now coming for me. I started flying than flew up trying to get away. When I tried flying back to where Eye was though I noticed I was in a circus like place and in front of me there was a bloody bible with a orange haired doll inside that reminded me of Chuckie.

I tried keeping the doll from getting out the book but than heard a guy laughing from behind me. I was like "Eye? What's going on?" But he just kept laughing at me so I tried pushing him but couldn't. I asked him if he was really Eye and what his name was but he didn't answer me. The doll started talking about how fun it was to scare me but I told the doll to stop and become good. It didn't want to though. I than went up to Eye and asked him why was he doing all this for. He just said something like it was only for fun. I than went up to the doll and gave it to a pink anime hair girl in the crowd of the circus. The doll started changing to something cute and good than I woke up.

I had yet another short lucid early in the night and forgot it. I'm beginning to question what the heck is going on here. Why does this keep happening to me?

I was with a couple of faceless dream friends sandboarding down a large hill on pieces of scrap metal. The hill seemed to be on a treadmill of sorts as in we didn't seem to be getting any closer to the bottom. The bottom of the hill led into the ocean.
Eventually we began seeing the stumps of long-dead trees and we had to dodge them. The scene became like a video game and we were trying to dodge the stumps as they came at us faster and faster. There were also angled stumps that you could go off of like ramp to get more points.
...
This somehow led to a dream about a town at the bottom of the sand dune. Some story involving a young boy with spiky black hair named Tarek. I think he was a character in an anime.
There was something to do with sewer monsters involved. I can recall these red and black venus-fly-trap-like creatures living in the sewers that he was responsible for killing or befriending. I think he ended up getting eaten or captured and his boss had to come save him and was angry for failing at his duties.
...
Some other dreams about being on the beach at the bottom of the never-ending sand dune. Manei was there. They were very long and I can't exactly recall what happened. I think they might be old dreams that were triggered by this one.

Me and S were on a bus. We both had laptops. S stated that he had decided to join me on Dreamviews, but he wanted to read thorugh my dream journal. For some reason I didn't want him reading that sex dream that I entered a month or two back, and I was frantically trying to take it off of my page. I messaged an admin asking to hard-delete it.
S commented that many of my dreams were very interesting and he asked me why I hadn't told him about these.
S, despite having just made an account, somehow already had this chibi anime character set as his avatar. The style of it actually looked something like the artwork that I am going to upload at the end of this dream journal entry.
...
The bus ride dropped us off by my old middle school. The two of us began walking along the path heading to my house. It was a cloudy day, actually raining a little bit, and for a non-lucid dream, it seemed unusually vivid. I also saw that the woods next to the middle school had been flattened and all of the trees broken. I asked S if he knew what had happened. He told me that there were a couple of lucid dreamers fighting, and that he had seen them going at it earlier this morning.
Just then a couple of 'lucid dreamers' showed up. Both of them male. One was just wearing a pair of shorts and had a very muscular physique. The other wore a long black assassin cloak and was hovering above the ground. The buff one picked up a log and leaped into the air swinging it at the assassin character. He made a fire wheel and cut through it. he retaliated by forming some ice spikes with the rain and flinging them back. The buff dreamer got impaled but he broke the spikes out of his chest and regenerated.
He lunged into melee range and the two had a DBZ style fight. The buff guy used earthbending to send some rocks after the cloak guy. He shot back fire spikes/drills. The fight broke down into a long interlude sequence that I forgot.
S stated that he was surprised that they were still fighting, thinking that by now one of them would have won. He said something very quote-able about how people always take fights and competition too far.
I questioned how lucid dreamers could be fighting in the 'real' world. There was some kind of faulty logic going on here, something to do with the fact that these people were actually asleep somewhere and OOB, but their lucid dreaming selves had somehow manifested in the physical world. I kept asking S questions about what was going on and he was trying to explain it logically. I started to become lucid when I woke up.

Good recall and lucidity, considering I went to bed at around midnight with little intention of lucid dreaming.

I was returning to my car in a parking lot, and when I went around to the driver's side door, I was surprised to find the headlights on. This was surprising. Had I left them on somehow? I hoped the battery hadn't run down too much. But then I noticed the passenger side door was open as well. I peeked into the backseat to make sure no one had gotten in and was hiding back there, then went around to close the passenger door. At that point I saw three guys in front of the car, one holding jumper cables. I'm not sure how they got my car open but apparently their aim was to use it to help jumpstart the car next to me. It looked like they had just finished. I indicated the other car, from which I could distinctly hear the purr of the engine, and asked "So it's running now?" to confirm my impression what had just taken place.

Things seemed resolved so I was about to get in and drive away when I discovered that one of the men was now in the driver's seat and my husband, who hadn't been in the dream at all before this, was occupying the passenger seat. When I asked if I could have my car back, the driver said something like, "I just need to do this first," and started backing up. I don't know if he thought he was being helpful by backing out of the parking space, but the car kept rolling backward, and since there was no room for me inside, I was trying to run backwards right next to it while keeping my grip on the passenger side door, which was still open in front of me. This was challenging and I worried I might fall and be dragged across the pavement. It occurred to me that it might almost be worth it if it made the guy realize how unhelpful he was being, but I managed to keep my balance.

The guy kept backing up to the point where he—accidentally, it seemed—overshot the edge of the parking lot altogether and went rolling backward down a grassy embankment, me still hanging on outside and struggling to keep my balance and pace them. Finally the ground leveled out and the car gradually rolled to a stop on the grass. At this point I was rather annoyed, and leaned in to tell the driver, "No one else can drive my car the way I can. Can I please have it back now?"

November 09, 2014

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I was walking with Zukin along one of the streets by my house in my hometown. We passed the house of one of my highschool friends. His sister was out in the yard playing with their dog.

When we got closer to the intersection with my street, we were both squished by a truck. But it was more like being sat on my something big and heavy, but squishy. We almost suffocated, but the driver realized and moved. We threatened to sue him, but he gave us both something to keep us from doing that. I can't remember what it was, and it probably wasn't anything all that great IWL, but to my dreamself it was the best shit ever apparently, because we left happy.

We got to the intersection of that street with my street, and apparently Zukin was living in the house on that corner. We went inside, except I went inside first, unlocked a door on the second floor (it was a door at the end of a hallway, that opened to what looked like a place where they used to have a balcony, but didn't anymore, or something). Anyways, I unlocked and opened that door, and two people jumped up through that door.

Zukin had mentioned something about a "ceremony" (she used the hand gestures). I assumed it was going to be drinking, or something, but when we got to her room, she takes out a pink anal vibrator, and was getting ready to use it in front of everyone who was there. My linguaistics professor was one of the people there, for God-Knows-What-Reason. I was basically like "WTF Zukin" and excused myself to get something from my own house. While I was walking up the hill to my house, I was looking at all the trees. There were small, and looked like they were for harvesting something or other. I knew what they were for apparently, and I could tell which ones were ready to be harvested, and which ones still needed growing.

I went back to that house for an amazing dessert that was planned.

November 08, 2014

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Dioramas

I was a prince of some fantasy country, and there was a celebration for my family. I was the oldest son, and we all had to participate in this ceremony where we face ourselves. We were all sitting on our knees, Japanese Tee Ceremony style, on some pillows. Next to me, the floor opened up. It was dark, and the hole had a part that looked like it was stairs, and a part that seemed to go straight down. I thought it would be too easy, a trick, to go down the easier looking stair-like part, so I lowered myself down into the unknown, through the plain hole. My feet soon touched a platform, and I lowered myself lower so my eyes could adjust to the darkness. I kept lowering myself to platforms on the walls of this square-shaped vertical tunnel. It was a little like a well, but square-shaped.

I saw a point of light at eye level at some point, and I moved my head to get perspective and pinpoint where it was coming from. I leaned on the wall, and it moved. I realized I could slide the walls to either side; It opened the hole a little more, and so I slid another wall a few feet until there was a hole big enough for me to get through.

When I got through the hole, I was in a room that looked like it went around the original well-like tunnel. There were dioramas that moved lining the walls. You had to pump them or something to get them to move, but they were devices I was familiar with and fond of, so I knew how to use them all. They were all scenes from my life. I followed the room all the way around until I got to the diorama of this day, and was a little bit surprised and scared to see that there was one more diorama after it. When I mustered the courage to look at it, it was simply the garden with a piece of a stone wall missing. But it still bothered me somehow.

I went back up to the surface and told my family about my experience, and how the missing wall really bothered me. The foreboding feeling had grown since I'd seen it.

I think there was something about an uncle betraying us or something after that.




Rooster Tails

I was at an entrance of a building that was on a lake. There were platforms to jump out onto, and I jumped to one, and it moved away from the building a foot or two. There were eels or something, maybe some huge catfish, in the water, and something making rooster tails in the water next to and around me. I kept jumping to new platforms, each one moving further and further away from the building, until there were no more platforms I could jump to. I was afraid of whatever was making the rooster tails in the water (think that scene from the Princess Bride with the man-eating eels)

non-dream dream lucid

I was looking forward to this morning. Really was.
Made an improved alarm clock, with louder volume, and a reality check reminder (with 10 sound clips firing randomly every 30 minutes).

Even cleaned off my bed and tried laying on my back for an SSILD.
And that's when things started to go bad.
At first, my bed wasn't that clean even after I'd wiped it off, so I still felt like I had dirt on me.

And then I had an upset stomach, so it was very hard to concentrate on anything.
So I decided to go to sleep.


So I end up waking up like 2 hours into the 4 hour clock, and everyone else in the house is starting to wake up in ernest so there's loads of sounds.
Ended up staying up for 30 minutes or so, so this should be an ideal WBTB.
Since it's waaay too late for FILD, I try SSILD again.
It's actually pretty interesting, I actually get to the point where my hands and feet feel really heavy and almost numb. But that's as far as I get.
Once again, I don't feel comfortable enough. My pillow is too tall so my neck hurts and I'm getting a headache.

So I decide to get up and switch sides, sleeping on the other side of the bed. This is much better and I'm able to get a bit farther into SSILD before the discomfort rears its ugly self.

Eventually I turn myself over and sleep on my front side, and it has quite an improvement in that I'm actually able to go to sleep. It's almost impossible to concentrate on SSILD cycles though. I remember at one point I actually get to the point where bits of dreams start to form.

I remember thinking to myself, "I want to see a giant bird! ". Almost immediately I'm greeted with an image of something that looks like a cross between a parrot and a hornbill. I never actually saw how big it was but I assume it was larger than the bushes it was around.

Similar experiences permeated the next 15 or so minutes.
At the end I just decided to give up and fall asleep normally.

Ended up having a few dreams that I can't recall, and one that I can recall in some detail.

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The visit from OTG
Fragmented: no
Lucid: no
TGMG: no
Recall rating: 5

So I'm looking into the jeep, and everything's all poppy green. The windows are all mossed over.
Next thing I know Overthegun comes in the door. I'm thinking "This is really weird".

He ends up going into the bedroom and laying down on my bed where my mom is. I go into the bedroom, laying on the pile of clothing opposite the bed, and watch. I'm thinking to myself "What the actual fuck is going on here".

End up running into the living room, where I look on my computer, where the WJR jingle is loaded up. I think "Right, this would be interesting to show to OTG since he's british" .

That's when I wake up, laying there in my bed. It's around 1400 again. I'm tired, so I end up drifting in and out of sleep for the next 30 or so minutes, but never deep enough to dream, or even forget the dream entirely.

Once I get up, I look at my laptop, JUST as the countdown clock is hitting zero. Once it does, nothing happens. No sound. "Great, my alarm clock doesn't work at all". Neither did the reality check reminder. Might have to remake them in C or something.

Once I finally got to the point where I was willing to make a DJ entry I'd considered the dream too messed up to enter. This is the first time DJing it in full.

Dream recall chart for last 5 or so days:

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non lucid

CT was talking about how he was about to go see some chick.


There was a stage with tabla drums on it. I thought I should go see if I have still have any skills. I attempted to play and
this lady said that I should not doing so. I had the feeling that she didn't believe I had any prior training. I asked the
price of the tabla drums and she responded saying that were over 300 hundred I believe. I then told her that I had a teacher
that played tabla so fast that you couldn't see his fingers.

Dream 1

I was playing Monster Hunter and some game characters came out of it. I also had to take care of my own pokemon but I think I was punished for not taking good care of my charmander and bulbasaur. (Locked my Charmander in the bathroom)They were pretty annoying in the dream though.I also remember going inside another game and doing a few things but I forgot what it was.


Dream 2

I was in my house and Eye was in his annoying kid form. He brought me a cart filled with his toys. I didn't feel like playing with childish toys but I just said thank you and started playing with a toy helicopter. But than I got up and went to my parents room because I didn't want to spend my time outside or playing with toys. When I got to the other room though Eye was annoying me like crazy. I pushed him away and ran out the room than downstairs calling for Dawn. But Dawn wasn't in the room. As usual. So I just layed on the ground and tried appearing somewhere else but Eye came up to me, grabbed me, than carried me back up. I was like "dang it! Whhhhhy!? "Than I just told Eye to get ready because were going on a lucid adventure. But than I changed my mind and decided to try something runner. " Were going to go through the T.V Portal instead and this time I want to see if I can appear before Manei instead of just summoning her." As I used my mind and hands to open the t.v portal with my intention for finding Manei I saw a girl with front bangs, long straight Dark brown hair, a little bit wavy though, green eyes, dark tan skin in a simple pink dress running. I wasn't sure if this character was her or not so I told Eye to come with me and we entered the giant HD T.V in my living room. When we went in I took the girl's form I saw on the t.v for a bit but I think it dissapeared. So anyways me and Eye were now somewhere outside and there were lots of characters talking around us. I called out for Manei but I was looking around so much I couldn't really focus. Perhaps a regular hand summoning would have been better. Than as I went up to a couple of DCs me and Eye were pulled somewhere and the scene was now different. There was a DC that trapped me and Eye behind bars and wanted to do an experiment with us or something. I was like " I can't get out of here." Than Eye just went through the bars and I was like "Ohhh...Right." So I went through like it was nothing too. The guy who wanted to do experiments on us managed to get Eye chained though on a bed or something. He said that Eye had cancer in his private area and that he was going to die. Eye just laughed though and told him it wasn't cancer. That's when another DC called my name and I went up to the DC. The DC looked like he was going to tell me something serious. But I didn't really like that serious face he was giving me and slapped it's chubby cheeks lightly. The DC than smiled for a bit but than looked at me
like I was out of my mind. I than walked back to Eye who looked like he was going to be tortured. But he dissapeared... So I decided I was just going to use another t.v portal to see if I can find Dawn. A huge HD T.V appeared and I said Sayonara to the DC's because I was gonna go on another lucid adventure. I went through the T.V and was now flying up a huge tall mountain. The sky was red and from above I saw three characters battling. I saw them all in anime form and I saw one that sort of looked like Dawn but when I flew closer one of them pwned me with a spear to my head.Everything turned black, than I appeared outside walking with my mom.It was morning and I saw a guy and another DC holding a spear. I was like " Mom, I had a dream that a spear hit me in the head and I died." My mom than said " Of course you did. Didn't you know that if a spear hits you in the head all your blood leaks out." I was like "I know...it was just weird." Than we appeared in a house and my parents were going through my cousin's box and looking at her movies. Than I woke up.

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