side notes

Lately I've had some pretty good lucids but I didn't get much sleep last night. I'm taking a break from here for a while. My family has undergone some major life altering events that need my attention. I'm hoping by writing this that it'll have some subliminal affect on me & I will want to write again here in my journal. I'm not leaving for good for sure. I do have to suspend my paying executive membership for now after I write this. My husband just lost his job of 35 yrs because a company bought them out & are making radical changes without thought to the fallout. I obviously have to cut my spending due to this change for the time being. I really miss you all & hope to be back soon.

The title says it all.


Fell asleep at: ???


Woke up at: ???


I was in an apartment in some big city. It was nighttime, the stars were out (Which shouldn't happen, light pollution and all), and the room I was in seemed to resemble an apartment my sister had in Houston, TX. And I was in the room with a bunch of alluring scantily-clad women. They all looked like they were going to sleep, and were all lying down on tiny mattresses, and I plopped down right next to one of them.

She wore a red bikini, was slightly tanned, about as tall as me, and had blonde hair. To be honest she looked an awful lot like my 8th grade Reading teacher (Though she was considerably thinner in the dream. Kind of like a perfect balance). Basically, imagine the swimmer girl from Pokemon XY.

And I (For some reason) just knew I wouldn't get into trouble if I just got on the mattress with her. I had a similar dream beforehand where I sat myself right next to another alluring woman, so I guess I remembered that dream in my current dream (If that makes sense).

Anyway, she had nice thighs, I had dream recklessness, and I held onto her, putting my moves on her... so to speak. She found me charming and even giggled a little bit, and she let me keep my hands on her as we went to sleep. It was a mix of romance and pure sexual instinct, and I even woke up feeling a little lightheaded. It was...well it was something.

SIDENOTES:

1. I also remember another woman (Brunette) on a sky blue mattress. Wearing a sky blue bikini.

2. I think there were like four more women in the same room.

I can't recall my dreams well. I haven't been a very active lucid dreamer either but I've still had them from time to time. I'm going to try writing in my dream journal again though.

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To Catch a Frieza

My friend was driving a car, we were playing a 'Telltale' game in real life.
At first as we are driving the game said to find these certain trucks and cars, buildings, etc. with certain names
and logos on them. It will lead us to Frieza and we can fight him.
We continued driving but...There were cones blocking the straight path, a LED screen pointed Left or Right.
My friend turned left, there was another LED screen ahead he was going to turn Left but I said "Right!"
It's fair to take turns. So we turned right, I realized we were going on the Highway.
I said "Can't we just turn back?"
We got out of the car, we were now either Racoons or Foxes.
We waited for cars to pass and we ran across the street, there was a garbage bag.
We tore the bag open, I was disgusted but there could be some here we could use.
I found 'The Rock' toy, I clicked the button on his stomach and a girly voice came out of the microphone.
I looked a little down the small hill and saw a person, didn't bother even calling for help from him/her.
I threw the Rock toy at him and I looked in the bag again. I found this Red flaming toy with yellow hair, I remember
that I had this toy as a kid-
BEEP. BEEP. BEEP. My alarm went off, bummer. I just got lucid, I even thought I had the toy in real life, in the dream and knew I was dreaming at that second.

Zombies and School

I watched some Shaun of the Dead before bed also this dream was before the Frieza one.
I was at school in a room with my Sister Cassie and a few other people.
The school was full of Zombies, (lots of conversations I cannot remember).
"Damage/Shoot them in the head." I said, my Sister nodded in confirmation.

Startled

I was in my Old room at my Old house, it was dark out the Television was on.
I remembered being startled by something.
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Just typing earlier today because I have to do stuff later and won't be able to upload this today. I'm getting really close to Lucid Dreaming, I can feel it.
July 9th, 2017

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Hacker

I was in the car with my Father, I was in the seat behind him. There was this spooky school bus that we heard about.
We passed by it, I took a picture of it and my Dad drove off.
I accidentally took a picture of the building: "_ Police Department"
I try to turn off my tablet but a black screen pops up and says "Hello_"
Another screen popped up and said:
"I am a shotgun master" with a lot of other words I forgot. I exited the screen quickly as I was scared.
The screen popped back up with words I couldn't read, there was selected responses I can pick for questions he asked.
I responded with "Don't Know"
The 'hacker' asks more questions which I responded to.

Another School Dream

I am at school in a classroom, people are mad at me because I made this schedule that they do not like.
This girl with her hijab was the most mad at me.
Teacher comes in and I think 'The class can always work together to make their own schedule...'
-Time Skip-
We just came back from another room, I look at my desk and see my water bottle isn't there!
I head back towards the door and see, Stephen with my water bottle in hand.
I thank him and I noticed there was another Stephen sitting down already and the one who handed me the water bottle was still standing.
I didn't think it was a big deal.
-Time Skip-
In some big room that looks kinda like a boiler room, there was a girl in a wheelchair that had to use the bathroom. (I know the girl in real life but I know two girl's in a wheelchair and don't know which one it was.)
She gets put into a bathroom by getting picked up by a teacher. I talk to two other kids one dude and a girl with black hair (?). We all have to pee so we use the urinals.

Another Zombie Dream

It was the zombie apocalypse, I was walking and there was two paths I could choose.
I picked the left one. I was by a highway.
I believe I met some girl who asked me questions and there was a few-not many zombies in the dream.

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More school dreams and zombie dreams...great. I am going to set my alarm clock at 8 AM because I always wake up at 10 AM. Also having Acid Reflux right now, so I am trying to write this fast as possible.
July 8th, 2017

not formatting today b/c lazy

Short Dream:

I had a dream where people were trapped in SMG's and Assault Rifiles

(I couldn't sleep last night, only got an hour of sleep. I had this dream right before I woke up.)

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The Shadow Man

Me and some girl was running from the shadows. The Shadow Man can come up from any shadow and hurt you.
We ended up at a house. The people were kind.
A group of teens and kids went into a garage, I thought 'Oh no'
There's shadows all around in the garage, the Shadow Man came out and sliced someone in the throat.
We escaped and either me or the one girl 'killed' the Shadow Man, but it doesn't matter...he can come back via other
shadows.
I was told to get sent back to where ever I was staying, one of the kids that was in the garage comes with and is in
the car. I thought this was like a Telltale game decision, your choices don't matter in the end.

I don't know what to title This

I was at home, it was the morning, I was talking to my Dad. He asked what I wanted for breakfast.
Later I told him the bald guy next door took all of our medicine, saying We don't need it.
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I think I had other dreams but there was a three loud bangs, it was from a really close Thunderstorm. I forgot if I had
any dreams but I had those two so at least I got something written down.
July 5th, 2017

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Fines

I was at school by the attendance office it looked a bit different, there was this black stand with a bag on top of it.
My teacher Ms.K grabbed the bag and it had the year books, I thought I should get one but I'd have to pay off my fines
first that I have, a 30 dollar fine and a 10 dollar fine. I could try and manage it.

Truth or Die

I was in a Bathtub or something similar to it.
There was an AI similar to the one from Portal, there were other people in other bathtubs.
It was a 'Game Show' you tell the truth and you don't die or suffer other consequences.
The AI asked one chick if this Orange Push-Pop was what she used to 'Clean' her teeth?
The chick had a minute to answer, there was silence. The last couple seconds she admitted "Yes."
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I didn't have that much dreams today, also they weren't that memorable. Happy 4th of July
July 4th, 2017

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Mental

I was in a mental hospital, my Mother was there. I walked away from her and the lady who was typing what meds I take.
I was walking back thinking what that other med was...A lady walked by me and says "Ranitidine"
I get by the computer and I am about to say it but the computer person did it already.
I don't trust this place, I feel like they kill the patients.
They take all the patients somewhere and one woman told me "You can go on the computer."

Firelane

It was raining, a girl with black hair was walking on the Firelane at school, no one in sight.

Crime and Punishment

There was a road block, passed by the school football field it had it's big lights on covering the field.
It was around 10:30 PM. I was now at the school in the lobby (the lobby looks like the middle school's lobby).
I told the cop two people here are criminals, I point at Kasie but can't find the other one.
Everyone gets mad and the cops says "You're in big trouble, that's a felon."
Another Part of the Dream:
A football player told someone "Our games usually end at 10 PM"

Accidental Murder

I was at a Walking Dead BB Gun tourney. There was a woman sitting on a chair, sweating, she was Mexican.
(The room I was in looked like something from Splash from Black Ops 3 Multiplayer)
I shot her in the face with my BB, which you're supposed to do, but I noticed she was bleeding and blood was coming
out of her mouth.
Later at home, I realized I just killed someone for the first time.

Season 7 and 8

I watched the Walking Dead S7 E1-E4 to catch up for Season 8, One Episode 4 there was a big chocolate factory.
I thought 'I gotta invest in a Chocolate Factory' it would be good for a Zombie Apocalypse. Someone also spoiled
who dies in the season and I scrolled up fast, I don't like getting spoiled.
I looked up Season 8 on Youtube and saw a Video Titled "The Walking Dead Season 8 Comic Con Trailer"
The thumbnail showed Negan with lots of shaving cream or something on his face.
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I had a good amount of Dreams today, I'm on a Streak! I like writing/typing down my dreams, to be honest I don't like dreams like these but at least I got more content for the Story I'm making. People are already setting off their Fireworks, hopefully it won't be like that during the night when people are trying to sleep.
July 3rd, 2017

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Time Travel School Dream

I got sent back in time in my 6/7 year old body, I was in 1st Grade again.
My first thought was 'I have to do all 12 years of school again?'
In the classroom we went over basic stuff like ABC's and Adding/Subtracting
It was lunch time so we had to go to lunch, I remember talking to the teacher who said "Kiba (from Naruto
somehow he's a classmate) has OCD, so we can't do Ice Cream today."
I walked to lunch from the main office direction, I saw Cameron (who wasn't even at my elementry school) and
I had to try and become friends with him again, if I'm not careful everything in my life can change for the better
or worse.
I sat on a table and I saw Kiba with his Spider: Akamaru and the Spider was eating his Orange. Akamaru ate the
Orange from the inside out.
We were in Music Class, I remember thinking I'm weak and Fragile, I also felt Nostalga for being back at the
Elementry School.
Other Part of the Dream(?) or maybe a Fragment
I saw a school bus, it was way bigger than me, it was full of kids.
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Going back in time to fix your mistakes sounds good but, it could create more problems and could change other important things in your life. It would also be awkward to be a kid again, also I'm almost done with school and would not want to do those 11 Years again. I'm going to start and type my Dreams up earlier than before bed because: I heard while you sleep your brain thinks of what you did during the day and I could end up getting a Lucid Dream early during REM sleep.
July 2nd, 2017

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Field Trip to Canada

Me and my Classmates went on a Field Trip to Canada.
At this place we were staying I remember seeing this bed, that apparently stimulates Lucid Dreaming.
I laid on it and I thought 'It's not comfy.' It felt like a waterbed like you were sinking into it.
I went into the bathroom and I turned on the Television and there was a Canadian bootleg of Tom and Jerry on.
We had to leave to go back to Minnesota. I saw the Television and it was Canada news and I was surprised that I was in
Canada, I thought I went somewhere else.
Students grabbed their backpacks and I couldn't find mine and I started to worry.

Some other parts of the dream

• There was this house in the middle of a forest, I remember being inside it.
• I was at the house (again) in the middle of a forest, the house was finished. I showed an Adult my room "Little kids helped me finish this."
• I was walking down the Canadian School, I talked to some guy.

Fragment(s)

I had a Dream at my house but can't remember it fully.
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Couldn't remember dreams from yesterday. Today, I went to the Mall of America, it was pretty fun. Maybe, I'll get some interesting dreams tonight.
July 1st, 2017

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Motel of Illusions

I was watching a new season of The Walking Dead, Rick and Co. were at some motel. A motel that feeds on your wishes with illusions. I remember seeing Rick and Michonne talking to each other but it was clearly Super Saiyan Blue Goku talking to some other Dragon Ball character.
Meanwhile, in one of the rooms at the motel there was a old mexican woman who's husband died, she was watching a TV Show based on him, it was titled "_______________ you!" He appears and sees G(name starts with G)
"Oh my gosh, you're alive?" He was the one who lived while G died, not vice versa. G is an Illusion.
Meanwhile a Chick with puffy, rainbow colored hair tells Rick "We can call the police and say we're ___feminist______
evil superheroes." Then, she holds up a book that has what she just said as the title.
Rick agrees, "Call the police." He doesn't trust this place.
The people in charge kick them out, the man looks back and sees his Wife, G who has her hand up on the window.
"G! G!" He tries to run towards her but security pushes him back, Rick and Co. leave the place.

Another School Dream? Again?

I'm at school, in a Computer Lab like place, Sinai and a few other people are there.
Sinai says "Hi William." (Don't talk to her IRL anymore) I tell everyone I'll probably not come on the last two days of school. My Social Studies teacher gives this guy across from me a study guide packet.
I'm sliding down the steep hallway. I trip people and I say "Pardon me" "Excuse me".
I glide to the far left side of the hallway.
I'm standing now and head to my next class, I remember it being dark with a red glow in my Website Design classroom. (The whole school looked different from any of my other dreams.)
My friend Adnan came over, we were in a room, it was bright pink. We talked and played some video games, one game I think had Dragon Ball characters and I remember there was a stage that one of the DB characters knocked someone through the roof and flew up to the other character. They were at a new stage now, it was a room! This game has Stage Change?
I then went and stood at the door with a video game in my hand.
Later, Adnan went home. I was at home (old house) in my sister's room watching TV. My Dad comes in and asks what would be a good time for Adnan to come over, again.
He just came over but he can come Thursday, tomorrow.
I then, realize if I don't go to school tomorrow I could fail Social Studies! There's a final coming up! (For some reason I worry about failing Social Studies in my Dreams even though School is over IRL)
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I did not upload yesterday because I had a kinky dream and I really don't like publicly showcasing those types of dreams.
I think High School, Social Studies, End of the School Year, The Walking Dead and my Best Friend Adnan are dream signs. And, if I do see them again IRL, I should RC. Maybe that'll trigger a Lucid Dream and I can try participating in the Task of the Month and Task of the Year.
June 29th, 2017

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Vs Hades

I was playing a Kingdom Hearts Game, just defeated a boss then I realized I'm going to have to fight Hades again.
We're in a hallway it was like the Underworld in KH2 but there was lava and acid.
I did lots of air combos on him, he had a KH1 Life Bar, he was on Orange health.
I fell in the acid accidently and healed myself. I remember in KH2 Blizzaga did lots of damage on him.
I checked my shortcuts but I didn't put it in there, I had to scroll down to Magic and scroll to Blizzaga.
I get damaged but I have Once More and Second Chance, I air slide to the other side of the room and run.
I pause the game, Donald's behind me which he didn't show up previously. When I am pausing the game I can see Sora's
MP restoring.

Finish Him!

I was at E3, I ate 5 slices of pizza. Two of my friends Steve and Kevin were playing some 2D fighting game.
I remember Steve was playing as a Ryu like character while, Kevin was playing as Sub Zero.
I ate another slice of pizza and left a slice on a table.
He beats steve and I hear "F*** him!" but I was probably mishearing the game, it was Finish Him.
Kevin does a chain fantality on the Ryu like character.
I comment that it's hard for me to remember the fantalities and supers.
We're at school and I say "I wonder if they have a (Video Game) specific bus." We're heading to the buses.
Some person next to me says "They don't have School Buses for Specific Games, idiot."

Yu-Gi-Oh!

I was at School, in some classroom. I think it might've been a first day for the class.
Sometimes teachers on the first day do an activity for the students.
Our teacher made everyone play...Yugioh, you can only pick two cards and you have to see if you can beat your partner
with only two cards.

Hiding

At School, again. I remember being on the blacktop at Elementry School and being in a room with someother kid hiding in a locked office from aliens at the High School.
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How do you guys like my new Color Code? Whenever, I type my dreams up: I forget most of them but as I write, I start to remember my other dreams. Unfortunately, I couldn't fully remember the 'Hiding' dream.
June 27th, 2017

Fell asleep at: 12:00 AM (My brother woke me up)


Woke up at: 9:00 AM


Dream 01: The Gun Shop of Little Significance

I was in a seedy looking gun shop/waiting area and my sister and my brother were there. My other sister and my parents weren't there for some reason. I also saw a flyer that said something along the lines of "Halloween costume/Real ninja shit" with a guy using a giant shuriken on 'real ninja shit' that almost looks like the one Yuffie uses in the Final Fantasy and Kingdom Hearts games. I was also spinning on a chair most of the time I was there.


Dream 02: Odysseus' Nightmare

I had a dream where footage of Mario Odyssey was playing. It was Mario doing his thing in New Donk City, platforming on green blocks that I thought looked incredibly out of place. Then Mario (While still being in third person video game mode) made it to Pauline's pool.

But it switched to first person and I was on the deep end of the pool and when I realized that, I immediately started drifting away. I told Pauline (A character in that game who was in the pool) to grab onto my hand (This was similar to the time I also almost drifted into the ocean this past year, so I had to grab another girl's hand so she could drag me back to shore). But for some strange reason, both of us froze in place. Like, when your disc has a scratch froze. Then it started to show livestream footage and the chat was going crazy because we were in the water and I was about to drown.



I have a history with drowning so this dream didn't really surprise me in foresight. Tbh it almost seems like tradition to almost drown in every single body of water I come across. That ain't stopping me from getting in the water though.


Dream 03: The Boring Joyride

There was also this dream where me and my family were driving around the area behind the corn fields behind our neighborhood. We stopped at this run down parking lot area(?) and my dad got off first. And I forgot what happened next. The area had half a roof, there was broken machinery, and since everything was made of metal, everything rusted over.



Sidenotes

1. Using technology or seeing video game elements in my dreams are rather prevalent. Maybe that could be a potential dream sign?

2. I also seemed to be "thinking" in the dream. I had thoughts that I wouldn't say out loud but also had nothing to do with becoming lucid. Can somebody explain this for me??

Prepare for a long journal entry buckos because I finally got over my insomnia! More about that at the end of the entry.

Fell asleep at: 10:30

Woke up at: 7:30

[6-26-17]

I was in the restroom with an old acquaintance of mine next to me. Let's call him Andre. Andre (In the real world) wears the same jacket day to day and even has a facial scar too, and he was standing right next to me as we were washing our hands. Since I was never really friends with him in waking life I in turn didn't pay much attention to him in the dream, and went to English class(?).

Once there, Andre (After a little while) wanted to copy off my work since he wasn't paying attention. I gave him my notebook but then briefly took it back when I saw a drawing of something a little 'promiscuous' on it. Oddly enough it looked like it had been drawn on a digital format and looked really out of place on my notebook. Oddly enough the page had a yellowish tinge to it. If you've ever read the journals from Gravity Falls you'd know what I'm talking about.


Then it transitioned back to the restroom.


I was (Again) washing my hands and Andre was doing the same thing. When I was about to leave, Andre said, "Hey man why you leaving without me?" and gave me a handshake that transitioned into a fist bump. Both of us walked into the hallway and there was this girl he was talking to right next to him. I had a strange urge to go to the cafeteria and went in. The whole place looked pretty empty as a majority of the tables near the entrance I walked in through were gone.

I managed to walk my way through a majority of the area when my legs suddenly started giving out. My legs felt both a mixture of tiredness and weight as I struggled to lift them off the ground. I managed to get through somebody and saw another old classmate of mine talking about chickens and how people differentiated their age and sex through some biological method. I saw an old substitute teacher I had, then the dream ended shortly thereafter.



SIDENOTES

That was the night I finally managed to get back on track with my sleep schedule. Now that I figured out what time I usually wake up (7:30) I should finally be able to preform the CAT technique. It was kind of hard going to sleep before the sun went up but at least now I can get back on track.